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00:03 People won't pay to see something that looks bad.
00:07 I was the Miss Potato Nose.
00:10 I did nose three times.
00:13 A lot of people tells me I look like Michael Jackson.
00:15 I spent more than 100,000.
00:18 It's getting hard to get viral.
00:20 There's too many boobs in social media already.
00:23 Everybody's playmate, everybody's Victoria's Secret model.
00:26 There's no ugly women, just women that doesn't wanna invest in their self.
00:30 I'm going to reduce the size of my boobs.
00:34 I have bigger than this in my boobs.
00:36 >> Yes.
00:36 >> I didn't know my boobs were bigger than this.
00:39 This is like way big.
00:42 I wake up every day and I do one hour of cardio at my house or
00:47 sometimes when I'm walking my dog.
00:50 And then I do one hour of weights with my personal coach.
00:54 For me, it's really, really important because it keeps you active.
01:00 It gives you discipline, not only in nutrition, but mentally.
01:06 My name is Ana Espinola.
01:08 I am athlete, playmate, and content creator.
01:11 I do fitness competition.
01:13 I was doing fitness in a professional way in a EFBB.
01:18 Since I appear in Bling, I moved from Abu Dhabi to Dubai.
01:23 I am doing another fitness competition by end of this year.
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01:35 I hope I get a lot of views.
01:37 I'm not a TikToker yet, but I'm trying, I'm trying.
01:41 I work in a paid platform and that killed me a lot.
01:46 People won't pay to see something that looks bad.
01:49 I'm gonna pay for your content if you don't make the effort.
01:52 They're not gonna invest, so you have to invest in yourself.
01:56 End of the day, everyone is in bikini.
01:59 It's getting hard to get viral just showing your boobs.
02:02 You think you will, but there's too many boobs in social media already.
02:06 So let's hope this one gets views.
02:09 You see working out, no views, but drinking tequila, 167.
02:14 The first procedure that I did was the boobs.
02:17 Latinas have to be curly, right?
02:20 It wasn't that I didn't have boobs.
02:22 It was more that I see everybody getting it, so I wanna have it as well.
02:27 Yeah, I was like so skinny and my nose was horrible.
02:32 I was the Miss Potato Nose.
02:35 I did nose three times.
02:39 A lot of people tell me I look like Michael Jackson.
02:42 I don't really get offended because I do like Michael Jackson.
02:46 I spend more than 100,000.
02:49 I grew up in Asuncion in Paraguay.
02:52 I moved to Mexico.
02:55 I started to work in TV and I started to eat a lot.
02:59 I started to be super, super overweight.
03:02 So it's in my head, you look good this way, you don't look good this way.
03:06 Then it's when I started to have eating disorders.
03:12 And after that, I realized I need to sort this out because it's just
03:17 consuming me too much.
03:19 And when I started to do fitness and be slim, I was able to get inside
03:24 Playboy Mexico and I worked with them for three years.
03:28 Taking care of your appearance help you a lot because if I was still being
03:33 overweight, I don't think I will have the opportunity to be in so many
03:38 magazines.
03:39 So I do understand the prototype of what the people is looking.
03:44 The next procedure that I'm planning on getting is I'm going to reduce
03:49 the size of my boobs because I want to compete again.
03:53 Right now, it's really heavy for my back.
03:56 I do like a natural look for every day.
04:00 So I use a lot of skincare and I try not to go so crazy.
04:05 But when I go to dinners or special events, I put like a little shadow.
04:11 I do think grooming every day, even to go to the supermarket, is something
04:16 you have to do.
04:17 So I think we're ready for the doctor.
04:19 So let's go.
04:22 I decided to move to Dubai during the pandemic.
04:25 My lifestyle in Dubai is completely different.
04:28 Everybody's claiming Victoria's Secret model, Miss Russia, Mr.
04:32 Train.
04:32 Living in Dubai, you just need to be.
04:36 Come on, they put gold to the coffee and you expect to be like wearing what?
04:41 Flip flops?
04:42 No.
04:44 Doctor, I'm coming back because right now I have 650.
04:49 And the left side, you already know that it's not good.
04:55 A smaller or even 400 something will help me.
04:58 One big problem.
05:00 Why?
05:00 And it's about the scars.
05:01 OK.
05:02 I have performed surgery on her twice.
05:06 What we want is to make her more comfortable with her body.
05:10 Any surgery has a lot of risk, any risk you can imagine.
05:13 But that's why we must be prepared to solve them.
05:16 For me, it's really good that people get concerned about their appearance
05:21 and that they always want to look better.
05:23 My job and my colleagues' job is to make people more comfortable
05:29 with their bodies.
05:30 If you want to make them smaller, I need to do a big scar.
05:35 So we can go from this one to this one.
05:38 How much is this one?
05:39 This one is 400.
05:40 400.
05:41 And this one is 535.
05:42 This will be my new size?
05:44 That will be your new size.
05:46 But it looks too big.
05:49 I have bigger than this in my boobs.
05:50 Yes.
05:51 I didn't know my boobs were bigger than this.
05:53 This is like way big.
05:56 I'm feeling excited that my boobs are going to have a nice result.
06:02 I am going to be laying low until the surgery.
06:05 The ultimate goal is to look more petite.
06:08 Just because I was in Playboy and they see me, I look like this,
06:12 they are like, oh, she's a [BLEEP] immediately.
06:16 She's so shallow because of this or because of this.
06:19 And it's just the environment that you're living.
06:21 So the people already have this concept of you.
06:23 Comment that I get online and kind of really piss me off and say,
06:28 oh, it's full of plastic.
06:30 First of all, the only thing that I have plastic in my body
06:33 is my boobs, my implants.
06:35 Everything else, I work so much in the gym.
06:40 And I starve myself so, so much.
06:43 You don't understand how hard it is not eating what you want when you want.
06:48 It starts to affect you emotionally.
06:50 But when you see the results the day of the competition,
06:53 you feel proud of yourself.
06:55 They were making jokes that I was so fat.
06:57 After, they were making jokes because I was too skinny.
07:01 And now they're making jokes because I have plastic in my body.
07:04 So you are not able to please everyone.
07:07 So you just have to please yourself.
07:10 If you are not mentally strong to deal with this,
07:13 you're going to get affected.
07:14 You know when you go to a supermarket and you see Barbie, right?
07:18 And they all look, have different outfits, but they all look the same.
07:22 So I don't want to be going to the same doctor, doing the same procedure,
07:26 having the same BBL.
07:28 I want to feel good.
07:30 And when you feel good, you will reflect this.
07:32 So I don't want to be just a repeated cartoon.
07:35 I don't know if I'm ever going to retire because, you know,
07:38 today you are with your phone taking pictures 24/7.
07:41 Even if I am on vacation, it's like, OK, I'm still working.
07:44 And I'm still going to make money.
07:45 There is no ugly women, just women that doesn't want to invest in themselves.
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