00:00 - Now we all have superhero suits.
00:02 My kids are gonna be way more impressed.
00:04 - Mine will still call me cringe, it's fine.
00:06 - Oh, my 10 year old is the worst.
00:08 - That's like the word right now with like fifth graders.
00:11 - I'd dad the (beep) out of my kids, my wife too.
00:13 We have to when you got eight.
00:14 - That's right, you have eight kids.
00:16 - I have a one year old girl and a 15 year old girl.
00:18 And then five boys in between.
00:20 My daughter would have been sandwiched right in between
00:22 those, the one who passed away.
00:24 - Sorry, I didn't know you had one that passed away.
00:26 - Yeah, drowned, 19 months.
00:29 - Oh, my God.
00:30 - That was brutal.
00:32 Let herself out the back door
00:33 and just jumped right into our neighbor's pool.
00:35 What was her name?
00:40 - Uh, Emmy.
00:44 - How do you deal with something like that?
00:49 - It does not go away.
00:58 - This is such a weird thing that I never knew until,
01:01 you know, you grieve is that you feel guilty
01:04 for feeling happy.
01:05 Or even if you have a moment of happiness,
01:07 you're like, oh, my God, am I gonna get judged
01:10 for feeling happy?
01:10 Like I shouldn't feel happy.
01:11 - It's so conflicting.
01:12 It's one of the strangest things.
01:14 - I lost Bob last year and it has changed me in so many ways
01:20 to have gone through that trauma.
01:22 It doesn't really get worse than that.
01:24 - Like the wave is going to come and hit you.
01:26 - Yeah, it's going to, it comes, it comes.
01:29 I would say grief is probably the most effective
01:35 at screwing you up.
01:36 When the worst possible thing you can imagine happens,
01:41 you have to celebrate that you made it through.
01:43 It's wrong to say you find a silver lining,
01:46 but you manage, you continue.
01:48 (chewing)
01:51 (dramatic music)
01:54 (dramatic music)
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