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04:34Evet.
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06:24Evet.
06:31You do know that I don't want this to be over any more than you do and...
06:36Evet, evet.
06:36But I've got a big group booking coming in later and then I've got to get her to Peggy's.
06:39Zach, please.
06:42Please.
06:44My head is all over the place.
06:46And I can't stop thinking about everything.
06:52Look, I might not agree with why you don't want kids that ain't your blood, but I do get it.
06:59I really do.
07:00And I've just been trying to be honest with you.
07:06I don't... I don't want to get pregnant because I'm... because I'm scared, Zach.
07:13But it might... it might change.
07:18Mightn't it? I mean, I might feel... I might feel different about it in the future.
07:22Yeah, but how long do I wait?
07:25I mean, like you said, you might change your mind but there's no guarantee.
07:32Look, I'm really sorry but I can't risk losing my chance and I can't ask you to make a promise
07:36you can't keep.
07:37So, wait, please just get out now. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
08:00I'm right here, okay?
08:02Sorry for keeping you waiting.
08:05Ben Mitchell.
08:08I'm Kat Slater, with family.
08:12Is it okay that I'm here?
08:14The assessment should be one-to-one, so that Ben feels completely comfortable to say anything he wants.
08:19That knows everything that's happened. She stays.
08:22I've, um, been in Ben's shoes.
08:25I can see you're more comfortable with Kat staying.
08:27It's great you've got such good support around you.
08:30I've had a read of the form you filled in, so I've got a bit of background about why you're
08:33here.
08:34Do you want to start by telling me how you've been feeling?
08:48Ben, when it happened to me, I felt like part of me had been taken away, yeah?
08:59Ben?
09:03Like you've lost a part of you.
09:08Like you've lost who you are, right?
09:09See, this is why I didn't want to say anything, because I don't make any sense.
09:14You do.
09:15Don't worry.
09:16And take your time.
09:18There's no rush.
09:26See, I'm not the same person.
09:32Every day I would think that things were getting better, you know, but I was pretending, you know, to myself
09:41mainly.
09:43And you'd wake up every day thinking things were going to be different, things were going to get better, and
09:49they'd just...
09:56I get angry, because I can't do anything. I can't control what happened to me that night. I can't take
10:06it back. I can't control how I feel now.
10:12Feeling a loss of control is really common after what you've been through.
10:18Have you changed your normal habits in any way, or found yourself behaving differently?
10:26I've never been particularly pleasant to be around. I mean, that's pretty normal for me.
10:32Our family's been through a lot, maybe.
10:39My daughter's mum, Lola, my best friend, she...
10:45She passed away. Brain tumour.
10:47I'm sorry. That's a lot for anyone to cope with.
10:51See, Doc, I'm not very good at talking about my feelings, I've got to be honest.
10:55But you feel it's time?
10:57If you're about to say that I'm really brave, I'm going to dart straight out that door, you'll never see
11:01me again.
11:04But I am aware...
11:07..that I'm...
11:10..I'm not doing too well.
11:13Oh, no.
11:16I'm not coping.
11:21I need help.
11:24And we can get you help.
11:26There's counselling available, either one-to-one or in a group.
11:29Yeah, a group would be easier, and you ain't got to talk, just listen at first, like I said.
11:34Well, I'd be the only bloke.
11:36It would be a same-sex group.
11:40And what about the referral? How long does the referral take?
11:43It can take a while, but I know there's a cancellation slot in the group next week.
11:48I'll get the process going as fast as I can for you, and we'll try and get you in there.
11:52That's great, thank you.
11:53You really have done the right thing, Ben.
12:06Penny for them?
12:08You're false.
12:09Though, as an accountant, I'd probably advise you to charge more than one penny.
12:12Yeah.
12:14I don't think they'd be worth paying for.
12:18My mum used to say, if you're having a good day, and you see someone who isn't, you make sure
12:24you help them.
12:25Sounds like a good moment.
12:26Oh, she really was.
12:28That's some good news, then, yeah?
12:31You said she's having a good day?
12:32Oh, yeah.
12:34Well...
12:36Sonia hadn't made it public yet, but we decided to try for a baby.
12:41Mate, that's brilliant.
12:43And we've got to do IVF.
12:44Because, well...
12:47My swim was home.
12:49Actually...
12:50Swim, right.
12:52Never thought I'd get to be a dad.
12:54I mean, there's no guarantees, of course.
12:56But now suddenly there's hope when there wasn't any.
12:58You and Sonia would be great parents.
13:00Oh, she's made me so happy.
13:03And I just never expected to end up with someone as brilliant as Sonia.
13:08Yeah, and now we might get to have a baby.
13:11Oh, God, I'm so sorry. I didn't think I was going on about babies.
13:15Come on, don't be silly.
13:18Me and me, we've been talking about it, too.
13:20She's just a bit too scared to get pregnant again, and I don't want to explore other options.
13:29Now, Sonia wasn't sure about going for IVF at first.
13:32In the end, we decided, you know, we'd rather take the chance than not.
13:36You and Whitney would be wonderful parents.
13:40However it happens.
13:45If you ever need to talk, or need cheering up with some, you know, terrible, county-based jokes...
13:52I'm late.
13:54Thank you.
14:04Hey.
14:06Whitney, you all right?
14:08Oh, yeah, fine.
14:10Come here, darling. Come here, come here.
14:23How was Debbie?
14:24Oh, you're not too bad.
14:29What is it?
14:31I spoke to my mate Julie down the hospital.
14:34It turns out it, erm, it counts against you if you've already had a child.
14:40The waiting lists are twice as long, and some places won't fund you at all.
14:45Oh.
14:46We can look into getting our first consultation.
14:49I just think we need to be realistic about our chances.
14:53We could look into going private.
14:55Oh, I've been looking at loads of clinics online.
14:58There's no way we can afford it.
15:00Each round costs thousands.
15:02So, I guess that's that, then.
15:06Well, there has to be a way.
15:07Unless you win the lottery for a third time,
15:11I don't think we're in with much of a chance.
15:18Sorry, I'm so sorry.
15:20It's not your fault.
15:22I'll put the whole idea in your head in the first place.
15:24Don't be silly.
15:25It's better that we know now, eh?
15:31I haven't, erm, I haven't ordered any food.
15:34But I'm not really hungry now.
15:37Well, I can't say I'm either.
15:39Well, why don't we go home?
15:40I'll put the kettle on.
15:42Maybe we can watch them telly.
15:50I promise not to call you brave, but...
15:54you did really well in there.
15:57It ain't easy speaking out loud.
16:01Yeah, well, it can't have been easy for you either.
16:05Well, glad you came with me now.
16:10I don't know what you're doing now,
16:11but I'm meeting Dad and Jay for a drink with the Vic, if you fancy.
16:14No, I've got to get back to the cab office.
16:16All right, I'll see you later.
16:17Cat.
16:18What?
16:20Thanks for today.
16:23Step-mom.
16:25Anytime.
16:27Step-son.
16:32I am going to take you to dinner.
16:37You're buying me breakfast and dinner.
16:40You're pulling out all the stops, Mr Truman.
16:43You have been my lady luck.
16:47What you want on the horse is?
16:48Mm-hmm.
16:50Not a bad first day together, huh?
16:54Apart from Suki this morning, but don't let her get to you.
16:57Oh, she? Not a chance.
16:59I think she will find that my opinion still counts.
17:04Yeah, ma'am.
17:07You've been made aware, have you?
17:09I wonder who by.
17:11Yes, I'm very aware of the branding rules,
17:14but they're also very outdated.
17:16I'd have thought you'd be happy that franchisees take the initiative to improve things.
17:21It'll cost a fortune to change it all back.
17:26Look, I haven't got time for this right now, okay?
17:36Hello.
17:37Sometimes I despair of you.
17:39I've had Whitney tears after all the negative things you've been saying to her about adoption.
17:44I just don't think I could cope with a kid that might feel the same sense of rejection that I
17:48did from my birth parents, you know?
17:50Well, I get why you'd want your own kids.
17:54But did you even think about how hard it was for Whitney to bring it up after everything she's been
17:58through?
17:59You know, being adopted by Den and Angel is probably the best thing that ever happened to me.
18:04And from the sounds of it, your foster family's all but saved you.
18:09So don't you think you've been a bit hasty?
18:11Maybe, but...
18:12Sharon, not all the kids that came into my foster parents' home could be fixed with love and a roof
18:17over their head, you know?
18:18You know, some of these kids I was in care with...
18:22arsehole stuff.
18:24Proper dark stuff.
18:25Do you not think that Whitney's been through enough about having to deal with all of that?
18:28You know, I get that.
18:29But it's not your choice, sir.
18:31You cannot make the decision for both of you.
18:35Someone took a chance on me.
18:36And on you.
18:38They gave us a roof over our head, made us feel we belonged somewhere.
18:42And I can't think of two better people than you and Whitney to do the same for a child.
18:49At least think about it.
18:56It's good you're getting out and having a drink.
18:59Lex is all right with what?
19:00I know, I just feel like I should be with her all the time, though, you know?
19:03I mean, stress takes its toll on us all, especially when you're a kid.
19:06Good job she's got you looking out for her, hasn't it?
19:09Carsey.
19:10Here you go.
19:12You all right?
19:13Pat said you're needing some help with something.
19:15Another way round, will I?
19:17What can I say?
19:18I just bet my wedding favours and you are.
19:24How was it?
19:26Good.
19:27I'm so proud of you.
19:30I'll give your dad a hand.
19:32You haven't really been seeking wedding advice with Cat, have you?
19:35What are you trying to say?
19:36I don't know the difference between my pastels and my autumnal hues.
19:39Well, yeah.
19:40No.
19:43Cat came with me to her referral support group.
19:46For survivors of sexual assault.
19:50I mean, mate, that's brilliant, that is.
19:54That takes guts.
19:57I don't know how you do it.
19:58Sometimes you make me jealous.
20:00I mean, you're doing everything, working at the car lot every hour.
20:03You're looking after Lex, everything.
20:05I'm just coping, I suppose.
20:08I'm just on autopilot, you know, putting one foot in front of the other.
20:10No, that's what I'm doing.
20:17Oh, it's Will, Lexi's upset.
20:18Oh, I'll go. No, no, it's all right.
20:21I'll go.
20:21You stay here, have that pint.
20:23You deserve it.
20:25Proud of you.
20:34If they do decide they are wanted in paradise at the end of the week,
20:46You're not watching something naughty, are you?
20:50I know you said we should forget the whole grand private thing,
20:53but I can't.
20:55And I'm glad I didn't, cos I remembered something.
20:58When I was 14, my mum set me up a savings account.
21:01She'd put money in whenever she could.
21:03She said I should wait till there was a decent amount in there
21:06and then do something special with it.
21:08So I left it, you know, and completely forgot about it.
21:11Until tonight.
21:13Getting access has taken me the best part of two hours.
21:16Not having to prove my identity and reset the password, but...
21:20I got in.
21:22Well, she can't have saved that much.
21:24Little and often, that was her way.
21:26And then bigger amounts on my birthday and Christmas.
21:31We've got enough of three rounds of IVF.
21:35Maybe four.
21:37You're kidding me.
21:39Although it's brilliant, but...
21:41I mean, it...
21:42You can't spend that on IVF.
21:44It's your money, it's for you.
21:45Yeah, and I can't think of a better way to spend it
21:47than trying to have a baby with you.
21:50Are you sure?
21:55Sonia Fowler, would you like to go private with me?
21:59Yes.
22:01Yes, I would.
22:07So what is it then?
22:10It sounded really urgent on the phone.
22:17I, um...
22:18I just want to say sorry.
22:22Yeah, Sharon made me realise how cold I've been.
22:27I didn't think about how hard it must have been for you
22:29to even think about adoption or fostering.
22:34Especially how much you want one of your own...
22:37Yeah, what I meant to be.
22:40So yeah, I'm sorry, I just kicked off without thinking.
22:43It's okay.
22:45It's fine.
22:49I mean...
22:50It ain't gonna change nothing.
22:54It's just how you feel, innit?
22:57We had it all, didn't we? Everything.
23:03It's all gone wrong.
23:06I don't want you to look back on us and think that we were a mistake.
23:09What?
23:11Don't...
23:12Don't say that.
23:16So glad I met you here.
23:17You know, one day...
23:20you are gonna find someone who...
23:23who will be really lucky to have you.
23:26And to have a family with you.
23:30And I'll kill her.
23:32Because...
23:34I want no-one else.
23:36Yeah, but one day you will.
23:38No.
23:40I want you.
23:42And I want you.
23:45But we're just going round in circles, Zach.
23:49And I can't give you what you want.
23:51When I was a kid, yeah, all I wanted was to feel like I was wanted, yeah.
23:54And I got that a little bit.
23:56When I was in foster care.
23:57But it was only when I came here.
24:00Fern Sharon.
24:01Got a job.
24:03Set myself up.
24:04I met you and...
24:08It's the first time in my life that I ever felt like...
24:13peace.
24:19You make me feel at home, Whit.
24:23And, um...
24:24You make me feel feelings I've never felt before in my life.
24:27Not even with Nancy.
24:33So why do you keep wanting to throw it away?
24:36We could have been good parents.
24:38I ain't willing to go through life without...
24:41Without...
24:41I know you want kids of your own.
24:43You've said that.
24:44No.
24:44I ain't willing to go through life without you.
24:49And you was right.
24:51All along.
24:52If you've got two people who love each other as much as we love each other,
24:55then we'd be brilliant parents, wouldn't we?
24:57If they're our own kids or not.
25:02What are you saying?
25:10Don't say that.
25:13I know you're just saying it because you know it's what I want.
25:16No, I ain't.
25:19Listen.
25:21Look at what we've been through, come here.
25:23We are solid being here.
25:24We could make a kid feel like...
25:27Like I did.
25:30Like I had somewhere to call home.
25:33We could.
25:40It's like, oh, what are you saying?
25:45Shall we do this with it?
25:53Yeah.
25:53My round.
25:54Drink's all on me today.
25:56Are you sure?
25:56Yeah, me and Rhys have had a bit of luck.
25:58Patrick been giving you racing tips, has he?
25:59Something like that.
26:01Sharon, can I ask you something?
26:03Yeah.
26:03Being an older mum, what's it like?
26:07Well, I don't know how I got through Albie's first couple of years on such a little sleep.
26:11And now he's so quick on his feet, I have to run to keep up with him.
26:14So if you mean, is it exhausting at my age?
26:17Well, yeah, it is.
26:19But I wouldn't change it for the world.
26:20He really is my little miracle.
26:22And as far as being an older mum goes, I've got over 15 years on you, so you've got nothing
26:27to worry about.
26:28If you are thinking about having a baby face.
26:31Oh.
26:32Good to see you both smiling.
26:35I think you two have got something to hide.
26:37Come on, tell us.
26:41Okay.
26:42We have decided we're going to start looking into fostering.
26:46That's brilliant.
26:47Oh, I'm so pleased for you both.
26:48Thank you.
26:49We know it's going to be a long road and that, but we're happy, aren't we?
26:53As soon as we're on the subject, I should really wait for Rhys to tell you this, but we've decided
26:59to try IVF.
27:00Oh, nice.
27:01Oh, that's great news.
27:03Oh, my God.
27:03Oh, my God.
27:04Oh, my God.
27:10Promise me you're sure about this.
27:12You and Sharon are the strongest and best people I've ever met, and we weren't brought up by your birth
27:15parents, were you?
27:16Nope.
27:18If our kids turn out half as good as you two, I'd have done a good job.
27:23We're going to get a family.
27:25A proper family.
27:29So where's Rhys?
27:30You should be here celebrating.
27:31Oh, he's on his way.
27:31He's just got some accounts to finish.
27:33Oh, right.
27:50Details of organisations offering information and support with eating disorders or sexual abuse are available at the BBC Action Line
27:59website.
28:03Oh, OKAYyy.
28:06Oh, manage guys.
28:06-. Oh,
28:06oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh,
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28:06oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh,
28:06oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh,
28:06oh, oh, oh, oh, oh, oh. Oh,
28:13oh, oh, oh, oh, oh.
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