Hello guys!
Finally a new vid. First and foremost, I am truly sorry to anyone who gets upset watching this. It was incredibly hard for me to make this vid (I’m still not sure how I managed it) so I am sure that some bits will be hard for you guys to watch as well. So yes I am really, really sorry about that.
This video is mostly about Paakhi. I never wanted to make a video on Anshuman’s death and I wouldn’t have if it weren’t for a certain Miss Arya (Though I think she’s going to hate me too if she sees this one) and ofcourse Paakhi herself. The love she shows for Anshuman, this all-consuming love where she knows nothing beyond loving him, so much so that to her, Anshuman is still very much alive... it shakes me up honestly. He is within her, around her... He is her entire existence. Taking that away from Paakhi would nothing short of destroy her. Paakhi IS Anshuman. That is the thought that I tried to capture in this video and what was also my initial inspiration.
He is her everything. Her happiness, her pain, her peace, her turmoil… everything. Loving Anshuman is the only way Paakhi knows how to live and as long as she loves him, Anshuman lives on. He is around her, watching over her and loving her, even playing with her.
And one day, when Paakhi has finally fulfilled her responsibilities as a Mother, she will see him again. Paakhi believes that and so do I.
I won’t specify how I chose to end this story – I leave that to you guys. You can interpret it whichever way you want.
This VM is dedicated to Shraddha, you know how I much I love you and Paakhi. Thank you for this character! If it weren’t for your portrayal of Paakhi in the last few episodes, how you absolutely nailed the content and peace within Paakhi, I might not have made this video. You are such a beautiful actress; I will always be in love with the subtle tones with which you express so much. It’s a rare thing to understand just what Paakhi is all about without her voicing her thoughts. I’m very sorry if this video makes you sad, I barely managed to vid on the scenes from July.. I couldn’t even include the worst bits. :|
Anyway, thank you and I love you!
I hope you like this small dedication.
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