Layover (2009)

Film Gorillas

Drama (2009) 79 minutes ~ Color    Everyone has baggage. At the crossroads of their lives, two people stranded at an airport are forced to reveal their darkest secrets only to discover their pasts will always be with them.    Premiered at the 2009 Cinequest Film Festival which said "It is a story that will transform you." Winner of the Silver Lei Award for Excellence in Filmmaking at the Honolulu International Film Festival, also screened at the Los Angeles (Reel Women) Women's Festival. Rotten Tomatoes gave Layover three out of four stars and said "Layover is a lovely little gem!" The directorial debut of April Wright, Layover was shot entirely on location in Bozeman, Montana and was featured in Movie Maker and Moving Pictures magazines.    Director: April Wright    Writer: April Wright    Stars: Stacey Miller, John Ansotegui and Daniel Rhyder

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00:00:33The flight board has a number of flights have been cancelled out this time...

00:00:39oh, man...anyone's getting outta here for awhile with this weather...

00:00:43We circled for awhile, too. It was really annoying.

00:01:00Excuse me, but are you Richard?

00:01:07Wait.

00:01:09Tiffany?

00:01:11This is so strange. I mean, what are the odds? I...

00:01:15It's me.

00:01:16Wow.

00:01:20Headed home for the holidays?

00:01:22Yeah. Yeah, I hate there's never a direct flight. I always have a layover.

00:01:26Yeah, I... I...

00:01:31So you headed home too?

00:01:33Nope.

00:01:35California.

00:01:37Oh, that's where I'm coming from.

00:01:38I know!

00:01:41You knew I was living in California?

00:01:43Nothing else to gossip about in Grand Falls.

00:01:49Do you know that I lost 50 pounds?

00:01:5350 pounds?

00:01:56Where would you put it?

00:01:58Believe me, everywhere.

00:02:03Well, I can't even picture it.

00:02:08I got really big after I had my son.

00:02:11And then stress. It just...

00:02:14So you're married then?

00:02:15Not anymore.

00:02:17Oh, I'm sorry.

00:02:19I didn't mean to...

00:02:20No, I mean, you didn't know.

00:02:24Divorce can be rough.

00:02:25Yeah. Yeah.

00:02:31So you said you're going to California. Vacation, or...

00:02:34No, to live. I'm moving there.

00:02:37No kidding?

00:02:40Do you think I'll fit in?

00:02:44Yeah, you'll do great there.

00:02:53You know, you were my inspiration all these years.

00:02:57Oh, come on. We barely knew each other.

00:02:59Seriously, I always admired you.

00:03:04And, like, wow! Richard!

00:03:07You know, just packed up and moved to California.

00:03:12Never looking back.

00:03:16Hey, so who'd Jenna marry?

00:03:18Someone from the old gang?

00:03:20Whitey. I married Whitey.

00:03:23Jim the total jock. Jim White, Whitey.

00:03:27That's him.

00:03:29He was a good-looking guy, as I recall.

00:03:31Yeah, not for long.

00:03:33He got old, and he got that receding hairline thing.

00:03:38That's too bad.

00:03:40And bossy.

00:03:43Well, he drinks a little too much sometimes.

00:03:46Him and the guys from the football team, they're all still around.

00:03:51The popular kids.

00:03:52I guess.

00:03:54You were popular, as I recall.

00:03:56So were you. You had a lot of friends, didn't you?

00:04:02Not really.

00:04:04I mean, in the theater crowd, maybe.

00:04:07Oh, yeah, that was your thing. I'd forgotten.

00:04:10I saw you once in...

00:04:14Guys and Dolls?

00:04:16No, that improv thing.

00:04:20Oh, yeah.

00:04:22I never saw you.

00:04:25Well, I only went to that one show.

00:04:30You know, I gotta use the little girls' room.

00:04:34Oh, sure.

00:04:37You can watch my stuff.

00:05:00Do you want to go take a little walk?

00:05:23You remember me? Really?

00:05:27Who could forget you?

00:05:29Cute cheerleader, Tiffany.

00:05:32I always knew you'd get married, do the family thing.

00:05:36Figured you'd take that route.

00:05:38You thought about that in high school?

00:05:41Of course.

00:05:43You were always one of the sensitive ones.

00:05:46Think Jimmy was only with me to get laid.

00:05:53I see it all the time with my friends in relationships.

00:05:56Always a dominant person. You just hope your friend's that person.

00:06:00Yeah, well, I knew it was gonna be bad from the start.

00:06:03As soon as we were married.

00:06:06At the wedding?

00:06:07No, no.

00:06:09The wedding itself was great, the reception and all.

00:06:14I guess I did have the fairy tale wedding.

00:06:18How soon in did you realize?

00:06:20Three months.

00:06:22I just got this feeling like maybe it was a mistake.

00:06:26Yeah, but you can't judge by that.

00:06:28All newlyweds feel buyer's remorse.

00:06:31You get married and it's supposed to be the happy time, right?

00:06:35Like, now you're settled.

00:06:37So they say.

00:06:38But it's the opposite.

00:06:40I felt like now my life is over.

00:06:42You know, you get through the hurdle of the wedding and then you're like, now what?

00:06:47It's funny because one of the main reasons people get married is for that security.

00:06:53Well, then you're in it and you realize, wait a minute, this is my real life.

00:06:59And you realize it's permanent.

00:07:02And you feel trapped.

00:07:04Oh, that's the one thing that the human animal can't stand, that feeling, being trapped.

00:07:11You are so right.

00:07:13So you reassert yourself.

00:07:15Your freedom as an individual sometimes comes out in ways that are unhealthy, harmful even.

00:07:27You are explaining exactly the way that I felt.

00:07:33It's how it always is.

00:07:35I mean, we can't be blamed for it.

00:07:37You know?

00:07:38It's human nature.

00:07:41So you're saying it's inevitable even if you find the right partner that you still feel trapped, alone?

00:07:49I mean, people don't talk about it.

00:07:51But it's universal.

00:07:53It's just who we are.

00:07:56It's not supposed to be like that.

00:07:59What?

00:08:01Relationships.

00:08:04Who says?

00:08:06Well, we're supposed to be one man and one woman together forever, aren't we?

00:08:13Yeah.

00:08:15I don't know.

00:08:17I don't know.

00:08:19I don't know.

00:08:21I don't know.

00:08:22I don't know.

00:08:23Together forever, aren't we?

00:08:25I mean, look at society and the Bible.

00:08:31It's the way it's always been.

00:08:34The divorce rate's pretty high.

00:08:37Yeah, but...

00:08:39I mean, when it comes down to it, we're all animals.

00:08:43How else can it turn out?

00:08:47Well, then why do people even bother getting married?

00:08:50For children.

00:08:52Family.

00:08:55Why else?

00:08:58I don't know.

00:09:04The fairy tale.

00:09:06The happy ending.

00:09:11Right?

00:09:12Yeah, we all want the fairy tale.

00:09:15Girls do anyway.

00:09:17Girls do anyway.

00:09:28My fairy tale didn't come true either.

00:09:31You had a fairy tale?

00:09:34Of course.

00:09:38Well, you got out, so that's something.

00:09:43I left town, yeah.

00:09:45Problem is, wherever you go, you're still there.

00:09:50What does that mean?

00:09:53It means I've learned that you can't run away from yourself.

00:09:58Who says I'm running?

00:10:00I'm speaking for myself.

00:10:03I'm running.

00:10:05I ran then. Hell, I'm still running.

00:10:08Well, good.

00:10:09Then I'm running, too.

00:10:11Running as far away from this town as I can get.

00:10:15To L.A.

00:10:16To anywhere, really. I just chose L.A. because I heard you'd done well there.

00:10:21It was fun while it lasted.

00:10:23And I want the sunshine.

00:10:26That part is good.

00:10:28The problem is, is...

00:10:31I don't know what I'm going to do when I get there.

00:10:34Just...

00:10:35Just...

00:10:39Sometimes you just need to stop and reset.

00:10:42You know?

00:10:43You realize your life's off track, and you have this overwhelming desire to change something.

00:10:51Right.

00:10:52So you think, I can either change my job, or my relationship, or where I live.

00:11:03Maybe all three.

00:11:05And four, really, if you include changing your look, which I've done.

00:11:13Yeah, that's just a makeover.

00:11:15Makeovers never really solve anything.

00:11:18True.

00:11:19So I did all that, and I knew I was changing my relationship, but it wasn't a big enough change.

00:11:25I mean, it wasn't a big enough change to make me become a different person.

00:11:30So then I decided, I need to leave town.

00:11:36Start over.

00:11:39To new beginnings.

00:11:41To new beginnings.

00:11:45Feels like I should at least have some Baileys in this or something.

00:11:50Well, I'm sure there's a bar somewhere.

00:11:54Maybe we should check our flight status first.

00:11:57We don't want to get stuck in the middle.

00:11:58True.

00:12:24If I could only add up all the time I've spent in airport bars.

00:12:27You've traveled a lot?

00:12:29Yeah, you could say that.

00:12:31What kind of work do you do in L.A.?

00:12:34I got involved in art.

00:12:37You have to be very particular.

00:12:40Well, I am a perfectionist.

00:12:42I see that. You have a real thing about you.

00:12:45A thing? What's that mean?

00:12:46Oh yeah, I noticed right away.

00:12:50Really nicely dressed, hair's real specific.

00:12:54Not like Whitey at all.

00:12:57Well, Whitey's...

00:12:59I would imagine Whitey's not the kind of guy who would be...

00:13:02You moisturize your face, don't you?

00:13:05And actually, you've done that Botox thing, haven't you?

00:13:10I've seen it before and in magazines.

00:13:13The before and after pictures.

00:13:15The forehead thing.

00:13:17It doesn't move when you smile.

00:13:20Okay, who am I trying to fool? It's just you.

00:13:22So you did do it.

00:13:24Well, it's actually good.

00:13:26I was wondering why I had so many more wrinkles than you and we're both the same age.

00:13:30Oh, you don't have wrinkles.

00:13:32Oh, you need glasses then.

00:13:35Yeah.

00:13:37Is it noticeable?

00:13:38Oh no, it looks great.

00:13:41Very natural.

00:13:44But you noticed.

00:13:46Well, I noticed the overall package.

00:13:49You know, I couldn't tell you were a perfectionist.

00:13:53I am.

00:13:55But over time I realized I'm a mediocre perfectionist.

00:13:58Which can become problematic.

00:14:01So how come you never got married?

00:14:05What makes you think I wasn't married?

00:14:06Oh, I've had my eye out for the signs.

00:14:09No ring and...

00:14:11Well, I didn't want to make it about me.

00:14:13I mean, you wanted to talk about Whitey and all.

00:14:15So you were married.

00:14:17Yeah.

00:14:19Well, where is she now?

00:14:21Oh, so we're getting personal now.

00:14:23Oh, weren't we?

00:14:26Okay, if you must know, we both kind of left each other.

00:14:31I mean, we went back and forth.

00:14:32In the end, I guess I'm the one who finally left.

00:14:35Relationships are like that.

00:14:37Phases.

00:14:39You know, one moment, one person loves the one person more,

00:14:43and then it flips.

00:14:45They only prolong the inevitable breakup.

00:14:47Well, maybe.

00:14:49I know there were times that I was determined to leave,

00:14:52but then you just get drawn back in.

00:14:56Until the bad times outweigh the good times.

00:14:59Yeah.

00:15:00Until the bad times outweigh the good times.

00:15:02You're really down on the love and fairytale anything, aren't you?

00:15:06Yeah.

00:15:11Hey, two seats opened up at the bar.

00:15:24Hey, can we get a couple more of these when you get a chance?

00:15:27Just add it to my cart.

00:15:29You have your credit card at the bar?

00:15:31Yeah, I figured we'd be here for a little while.

00:15:34Well, let me.

00:15:36No, don't worry about it. I got it.

00:15:38No, no, that's okay. I got it.

00:15:41Hey, let a loser in love buy some drinks for another loser in love.

00:15:46One I haven't seen in, what, 15 years?

00:15:52I know, it's like fate or something, our paths crossing like this.

00:15:56Yeah, it's funny, isn't it?

00:16:01Hey, not so fast.

00:16:03Two losers in love.

00:16:16Don't you have to lose something in order to find yourself?

00:16:22I mean, people tell me that's when true character emerges.

00:16:24Interesting.

00:16:26I mean, think about it. If you had the fairytale, where would you be?

00:16:31You'd be shallow and happy.

00:16:35And deep and angst-ridden is better?

00:16:38Sure.

00:16:40I don't know if I agree. I want to be happy.

00:16:46I wouldn't be here right now if it weren't for the ups and downs that I've experienced.

00:16:51But don't you think it'd be easier to just go back to the beginning?

00:16:56Like high school, when you didn't really know that much about yourself or about life.

00:17:01It's just basically starting over with a clean slate.

00:17:05Yeah, I think you're wrong.

00:17:07I think the older that you get, there's too much you know about life and people,

00:17:13and you know too much for it ever to be simple again.

00:17:16Yeah, maybe it'd just be easier to have less self-awareness.

00:17:18Less of that self-analysis bullshit.

00:17:22Just get back to the basics of life.

00:17:24So you'd rather be ignorant and happy is what you're saying?

00:17:29Sometimes I think so.

00:17:31You don't mean that.

00:17:33It'd be a lot easier.

00:17:35I've been ignorant and happy, and I thank God I was so naive.

00:17:42But it was good while it lasted?

00:17:45Not really.

00:17:46No?

00:17:50Well, I thought so at the time.

00:17:53I briefly thought my life was great and perfect.

00:17:59But you realized...

00:18:01But then I realized that I wasn't happy.

00:18:05I was just doing what I thought I should.

00:18:08Like getting married?

00:18:10Well, yeah.

00:18:12I was the cheerleader.

00:18:13He was the jock.

00:18:15We were meant to be together.

00:18:17The happy, perfect couple.

00:18:19You were?

00:18:22On the surface.

00:18:25For the show.

00:18:27For our families.

00:18:30Why'd you go through with it then?

00:18:32Honestly, if you thought it was about the show, why would you marry the guy?

00:18:36That's what I thought I wanted.

00:18:38That's what I thought I wanted.

00:18:43I just later realized that I...

00:18:48I didn't know myself.

00:18:51You had a great personality in school.

00:18:53I had a perky personality.

00:18:55Cheerleader, right?

00:18:57That was the show.

00:19:00I don't follow you.

00:19:02It's like a character.

00:19:03It's a character.

00:19:05You know, they want you to be a certain way, so you're that way.

00:19:13I know what you're saying.

00:19:17You...

00:19:19You understand?

00:19:23Oh, yeah. More than you realize.

00:19:27I've had to put on a charade in my life.

00:19:30Pretend to be something that I'm not.

00:19:33Do you?

00:19:35Absolutely.

00:19:38See, I never saw that.

00:19:40You always...

00:19:42You were just always real.

00:19:44You never cared what anyone thought in high school, and I admired that.

00:19:49Oh, I cared.

00:19:52I cared too much what everyone thought.

00:19:55You did?

00:19:58And now you don't?

00:20:00Now I don't.

00:20:03What was your charade?

00:20:06Well, first, being a guy.

00:20:10You are a guy.

00:20:13Yeah.

00:20:15But I'm not a guy's guy, you know?

00:20:18I had to pretend.

00:20:20Well, that's just peer pressure.

00:20:23Everybody feels that way in high school.

00:20:26You didn't.

00:20:27I was popular.

00:20:30I had a group.

00:20:32That was the show.

00:20:37I was gay.

00:20:41Very funny, Richard.

00:20:45It's not a joke.

00:20:49Oh, my God.

00:20:51Is that why you left town?

00:20:54No.

00:20:55How?

00:20:58Partially, sure.

00:21:06So, when you said you were married,

00:21:10before you, uh...

00:21:13meant to, uh...

00:21:15gay lover to a man?

00:21:19My boyfriend, just call him that.

00:21:21Boyfriend.

00:21:23And you were...

00:21:25married in the...

00:21:28gay sense?

00:21:30I don't know what that means.

00:21:32Like, could it legally be married?

00:21:35We lived together.

00:21:37We were committed.

00:21:39Or so I thought.

00:21:41He cheated on you?

00:21:44We had an open relationship.

00:21:49He just never seemed gay to me in high school at all.

00:21:55Can you please just forget I said anything?

00:21:58Just erase it from your memory?

00:22:00Why? I'm fine with it.

00:22:03Because I don't want it going around that I'm...

00:22:05gay.

00:22:07At least not in Grand Falls, anyway.

00:22:10You're still in the closet.

00:22:12No.

00:22:14No, I mean, I...

00:22:16I was openly gay.

00:22:19See?

00:22:21I admire that.

00:22:23You got out.

00:22:25Now I admire you even more.

00:22:28Gay guys are like a...

00:22:30thing.

00:22:32It's very popular these days.

00:22:34Oh, so now I'm cool?

00:22:36And popular.

00:22:38It's almost like high school has reversed.

00:22:40I was popular, but...

00:22:42I didn't know who I was,

00:22:44but now I'm searching, and...

00:22:46and you, you weren't popular, but...

00:22:48but you had self-awareness,

00:22:50and angst, and...

00:22:51Everything has come full circle.

00:22:53No wonder you thought Whitey was cute.

00:22:56Now it's all adding up.

00:22:58It's complicated.

00:23:03I'm not gonna be gay anymore.

00:23:07That's why I don't want you to say anything, all right?

00:23:09You're moving back to Grand Falls,

00:23:11and you're not gonna be gay anymore.

00:23:13That's right.

00:23:15That's crazy.

00:23:17Oh, what?

00:23:19Your plan to escape to L.A. is rational?

00:23:21But my idea to go back to Grand Falls

00:23:23is ridiculous?

00:23:25Richard.

00:23:27You've lived this amazing life.

00:23:29Why in the hell would you go back

00:23:31to our small town?

00:23:36I never had your life.

00:23:38This small town,

00:23:40the community of people who

00:23:42know me and care.

00:23:44You're lucky.

00:23:46It's what I want.

00:23:48That's what's exactly what's been missing

00:23:49from my superficial life.

00:23:51You think you're superficial.

00:23:53I have been, sure.

00:23:56Maybe it's your job.

00:23:59No.

00:24:01It's my life.

00:24:04You know, you think you're being deep and real

00:24:06with people and relationships,

00:24:08but you're not.

00:24:11You realize at the end of the day

00:24:13that you're all alone.

00:24:16I want a home

00:24:17where people know me.

00:24:20Not just

00:24:22who they think I am.

00:24:25Home isn't a place.

00:24:29It can be.

00:24:31I think you can be a different person

00:24:33in a different place.

00:24:35So you plan on being a different person.

00:24:39Yeah.

00:24:41I mean, not 100% different,

00:24:44but different

00:24:45version of me.

00:24:47More authentic.

00:24:49You plan on reinventing yourself.

00:24:52It's like you were saying about the show.

00:24:55L.A. was my show.

00:24:57I'm done with that kind of life.

00:25:02So how do you plan on a change?

00:25:08Well, one thing I know is

00:25:10I am not really gay.

00:25:11Richard,

00:25:14you're not really gay.

00:25:18You just got done telling me you were gay.

00:25:21I thought I was.

00:25:23And now you don't think you are.

00:25:28I don't know.

00:25:30I know I thought I was.

00:25:33Okay, so you sleep with men,

00:25:37and you're not really gay.

00:25:38Okay, so you sleep with men.

00:25:41Yeah.

00:25:45So what does that mean?

00:25:50I don't know.

00:25:52I was part of something,

00:25:54a community, I guess.

00:25:56Okay, a community,

00:25:58which is what you said

00:26:00you wanted to be part of.

00:26:03True, sort of.

00:26:06I don't know.

00:26:09Maybe it's just what I needed then.

00:26:12Okay, I don't understand.

00:26:16I don't get what you mean.

00:26:22I never

00:26:24had the popularity that you had in high school.

00:26:27I wasn't a jock like Whitey.

00:26:30You know, a girl like you...

00:26:32Girl like me what?

00:26:34You would have never

00:26:36slept with somebody like me.

00:26:38In high school.

00:26:40Because I wasn't cool

00:26:42because I was in theater, right?

00:26:44Yeah, exactly.

00:26:46You know how it works.

00:26:48But you slept with Whitey.

00:26:50Because he was on the football team.

00:26:54He didn't respect you?

00:26:56Yeah.

00:26:58He was on the football team,

00:27:00and I was a cheerleader.

00:27:02You know, I thought we got all this.

00:27:04Yeah, you're helping me make my point.

00:27:06What's your point exactly?

00:27:09You seem to think that you knew,

00:27:11that I knew who I was

00:27:13in high school.

00:27:15But I didn't.

00:27:17Maybe I wanted to sleep with women.

00:27:19You know, and maybe I was just

00:27:21attracted to or

00:27:23just curious.

00:27:25You know, about...

00:27:27Guys like Whitey.

00:27:29Guys like Whitey.

00:27:31Exactly.

00:27:33And since you were a little

00:27:35sensitive and effeminate,

00:27:36you...

00:27:38You think I'm effeminate?

00:27:40Well, you were.

00:27:42Really? You thought I was effeminate

00:27:44in high school?

00:27:46Well...

00:27:48Okay.

00:27:50I guess I was.

00:27:52And then I moved,

00:27:54and I got attention

00:27:56for the first time.

00:28:01It's, uh,

00:28:03attention from the

00:28:04gay community.

00:28:06Lots of attention.

00:28:10Well,

00:28:12it's nice to

00:28:14have attention.

00:28:35I hope you washed your hands.

00:28:38Did they let you

00:28:40take these out of the bar?

00:28:42Yeah, they know we're stuck

00:28:44here for a while.

00:28:45They don't care.

00:28:46You know,

00:28:48it's not like

00:28:50we're going to be here

00:28:52forever.

00:28:54It's not like

00:28:56we're going to be

00:28:58here forever.

00:29:00It's not like

00:29:02we're going to

00:29:05be here forever.

00:29:07Oh, hey, did you check on the flights?

00:29:09Oh, yeah, they said to

00:29:11check back in an hour.

00:29:13Oh, right.

00:29:23I was a little bit of a slut, too.

00:29:27I remember.

00:29:29Richard,

00:29:31be nice.

00:29:32I didn't say anything before, but

00:29:34you had a reputation.

00:29:37Wait a second.

00:29:39First you say that

00:29:41maybe you wanted to sleep with

00:29:43me in high school,

00:29:45but couldn't,

00:29:47and now I'm a slut?

00:29:51Sorry.

00:29:53Look, you slept with others,

00:29:55but not me.

00:29:57That makes you a slut in my book.

00:30:03Well,

00:30:05two sluts.

00:30:08I'm sure you're no sluttier than anyone else.

00:30:10Hey, don't take that away from me.

00:30:12Maybe

00:30:13I happen to like

00:30:15sex.

00:30:17Oh, I thought it was all the show.

00:30:19Being with a guy like Whitey

00:30:21was the show, but

00:30:24would have

00:30:26maybe slept with him

00:30:28for myself.

00:30:29You knew you liked sex at 16?

00:30:31Yeah, didn't you?

00:30:35Yeah.

00:30:37I mean, if that's so weird,

00:30:39why?

00:30:41Because I'm a woman admitting it?

00:30:43Maybe double standard.

00:30:45Well, you knew you liked it then,

00:30:47didn't you?

00:30:49Who doesn't like sex

00:30:51that's like not liking pizza?

00:30:53Oh, I know

00:30:55plenty of women who are like

00:30:57over it

00:31:00Giving up on sex?

00:31:02Yep, all over Grand Falls.

00:31:04That's just sad.

00:31:06I know.

00:31:08Sex is just, it's important.

00:31:11Maybe that's who we are inside.

00:31:15Just

00:31:17deep in our core we're sexual beings,

00:31:20animals.

00:31:26And I knew that by the time

00:31:27I was 16

00:31:29didn't you?

00:31:32I suppose.

00:31:34I just actually hadn't had it yet.

00:31:37Now that

00:31:39I can believe.

00:31:48But a

00:31:50a real kiss

00:31:52is the best.

00:31:54You think so?

00:31:55Yeah.

00:31:59There's something about

00:32:02that moment

00:32:04when you kiss someone

00:32:06and there's

00:32:08something breathtaking about it.

00:32:19I did a lot of things I regretted

00:32:21in search of that feeling.

00:32:22You did?

00:32:24It was all good

00:32:26at the time, I mean

00:32:28just giving in to those

00:32:30primal cravings.

00:32:34Right.

00:32:36It's what you do when you're in your 20s

00:32:38and you're stupid

00:32:40and you think you're invincible.

00:32:42You got hurt?

00:32:44No.

00:32:46But I hurt someone else.

00:32:47Your boyfriend?

00:32:50Yeah.

00:32:55You're the one that cheated?

00:32:57We both cheated, physically.

00:33:00We were just being fair and realistic

00:33:02to ourselves and our sexual needs.

00:33:07Okay.

00:33:09But one day I realized

00:33:11I'm not in it like him.

00:33:13I'm not in it like him.

00:33:14I mean he's committed to me

00:33:16this lifestyle

00:33:18and I'm just here for the

00:33:20Fun.

00:33:22Attention.

00:33:24It was superficial.

00:33:26We're all superficial

00:33:28I guess at times.

00:33:30But you get to a point

00:33:32where you're like

00:33:34what the fuck am I doing?

00:33:36This isn't a joke,

00:33:38this is my life happening here.

00:33:40And you wake up one day

00:33:42and you're in your 30s

00:33:44and you're like what the fuck?

00:33:46What the fuck, exactly.

00:33:52What was your wake up call?

00:33:56I think you get to a point

00:33:58where you realize you're not so young and stupid

00:34:00and you lose that as an excuse.

00:34:03You realize you're not invincible.

00:34:06You realize you can get hurt.

00:34:10People can do terrible things to you.

00:34:15So you decide to

00:34:18move back home?

00:34:20You just drop your life?

00:34:22Back to the roots.

00:34:24Start over.

00:34:26Can you really do that though?

00:34:28Do you think it's realistic

00:34:30to think you can just drop your past?

00:34:32I still want the fairy tale.

00:34:35What's that look like for you?

00:34:38I know mine,

00:34:40fairy tale,

00:34:42but what's yours?

00:34:44Tradition.

00:34:46Same as you.

00:34:48Okay.

00:34:50I want all the things you're supposed to.

00:34:52I want to get married, have children.

00:34:55With a lover.

00:34:57No, with a wife.

00:34:59I want to find a good woman

00:35:01and have a simple life

00:35:03in a small town.

00:35:05Like you were saying,

00:35:07like society and the bible

00:35:09wants you to, tells you to.

00:35:11So you can just

00:35:12flip the switch back like that.

00:35:14One day you're gay

00:35:16and the next day you marry a woman.

00:35:18It's not a switch.

00:35:20I've been thinking about it for a long time.

00:35:24Yeah, well I'm glad it's so funny to you.

00:35:27I'm glad you find my life so hilarious.

00:35:31Look, I didn't think about going home before,

00:35:33but then everything happened with Kyle

00:35:36and I just,

00:35:38I got in this reflective phase, you know?

00:35:40Okay.

00:35:42I know

00:35:44a couple things

00:35:46about sexuality

00:35:48and

00:35:50psychology

00:35:52and it just doesn't work that way.

00:35:54Look, I told you, I was in it.

00:35:56Yes, but in the end...

00:35:58Well, you can't go

00:36:00year after year

00:36:02being one person

00:36:04and all of a sudden

00:36:06realizing you're some other person.

00:36:07Why not?

00:36:09People don't do that.

00:36:11You did it?

00:36:13Did not.

00:36:15In high school, with Whitey?

00:36:17Oh, come on.

00:36:19I wasn't a whole other person.

00:36:21You were living a lie.

00:36:23You said it.

00:36:25I was living what was expected of me.

00:36:27It wasn't a lie.

00:36:29It was still me.

00:36:31What's the difference?

00:36:33Maybe I didn't like it all the time,

00:36:35but I accepted it was my life

00:36:37and the mistakes that I made

00:36:39were my own.

00:36:41But eventually you get older

00:36:43and you realize you can't keep up the charade

00:36:45and your whole fucking life's a charade.

00:36:55My life has been a charade, you're right.

00:36:58In many ways.

00:37:00We've just been going over

00:37:02what a great life you have

00:37:04being popular and marrying Whitey.

00:37:05I accept

00:37:07this is my life.

00:37:09Unlike you.

00:37:11You're

00:37:13talking like there's some other person

00:37:15you can pin responsibility on.

00:37:18That's a cop-out.

00:37:20A cop-out?

00:37:22What about you?

00:37:24You are right.

00:37:26I am running from more than you even know.

00:37:28I am getting far, far away.

00:37:30You've never been anywhere.

00:37:32You'll be back

00:37:33within six months.

00:37:36You're kind of pathetic, you know?

00:37:38Oh, I'm pathetic?

00:37:40You act like

00:37:42your life has been so

00:37:44heavy and intense

00:37:46because you were gay

00:37:48and cheated on a lover,

00:37:50but now you want to throw it all away

00:37:52and start fresh anew.

00:37:54You act like there was

00:37:56somebody else.

00:37:58Well, if it was somebody else, Richard,

00:38:00who was it?

00:38:01You know what? I'm just saying.

00:38:03I'm just saying

00:38:05that your problems seem pretty normal.

00:38:07Small-town girl, popular.

00:38:09Marries the jock and it doesn't work out.

00:38:13You're a cliché, Tiffany.

00:38:16I'm

00:38:18never coming back.

00:38:20Oh, sure, you'll explore.

00:38:22You'll search for that

00:38:24freedom that you

00:38:26missed out on when you got married in your 20s.

00:38:28And you'll look for that elusive

00:38:30real kiss.

00:38:32But it doesn't exist.

00:38:35Not in the long run.

00:38:38And you know what?

00:38:40Eventually you'll want what I want.

00:38:42The husband, the kids.

00:38:44Oh, you think just because

00:38:46that's what you want, everybody does?

00:38:49I've been around a lot of people.

00:38:51I know what I'm talking about.

00:38:53You don't know shit

00:38:55about me or my problems.

00:38:57You're the typical

00:38:59small-town divorcee.

00:39:01Okay, you've never

00:39:03experienced life outside of our town.

00:39:05Once you get a taste of it,

00:39:07trust me, you'll be back.

00:39:09Just like me.

00:39:11You're wrong.

00:39:13It didn't work out perfect.

00:39:15That's everyone's story.

00:39:18You don't know what you're talking about.

00:39:20So, Whitey drank?

00:39:22What a shock.

00:39:24The high school jock who's now a drunk?

00:39:26Never heard of that one.

00:39:27There's more to it than that.

00:39:29Oh, don't tell me.

00:39:31Let me guess.

00:39:33He hit you.

00:39:35Oh, more cliches.

00:39:37I love it!

00:39:39He didn't hit me.

00:39:44We had a kid.

00:39:48You had a kid?

00:39:50Wait.

00:39:52Wait, you're a mom?

00:39:54I told you I gained weight

00:39:55after being pregnant.

00:39:57I guess you weren't listening.

00:39:59What, when we first started talking?

00:40:01That doesn't count?

00:40:03I didn't know I was gonna talk to you

00:40:05seriously like this.

00:40:07Superficial.

00:40:09Just like you said you were.

00:40:11Oh, now that's bullshit.

00:40:13So, what, you're gonna run off to the West Coast

00:40:15and leave your kid at home

00:40:17for, what, your mom to take care of or something?

00:40:19No.

00:40:21Oh, you get divorced,

00:40:23lose weight,

00:40:25you abandon your kid, what,

00:40:27because you think you deserve a better life?

00:40:29What's next, some fake tits?

00:40:31Maybe that'll make you a better person.

00:40:33Why don't you go for it?

00:40:36He's dead.

00:40:40What?

00:40:42He died a year ago.

00:40:46What, Whitey's dead?

00:40:48My son!

00:40:50You asshole!

00:40:55I'm sorry.

00:41:25Snow lands on the ground

00:41:30Let's swim until we drown

00:41:37I don't know where to call home

00:41:47And I can't stand on my own

00:41:56Don't rain on my parade

00:42:04Don't look through my charade

00:42:09Don't let that picture fade

00:42:19I thought we'd kill some time

00:42:24Escape the cold outside

00:42:29With secrets in your eyes

00:42:41Doesn't look good.

00:42:43They made an announcement

00:42:45about getting us out of here

00:42:47before the next storm comes,

00:42:49so maybe...

00:42:51Hey, I'm sorry.

00:42:53It's fine.

00:42:55I'm a little drunk.

00:42:57Me too.

00:43:00I shouldn't have been so insensitive.

00:43:03You said it's fine.

00:43:05You didn't know, whatever.

00:43:09You said I was one of the sensitive ones,

00:43:11but I'm not.

00:43:14Sometimes I get defensive

00:43:16and I push people.

00:43:18I see that now.

00:43:21I was all over you,

00:43:23about your sexual lifestyle choices.

00:43:27It's all fair game, right?

00:43:30It's too intimate.

00:43:32I mean, we don't even know each other.

00:43:35We went to high school 15 years ago,

00:43:37for Christ's sake.

00:43:39And here I am,

00:43:41judging you,

00:43:43still making assumptions about your life

00:43:45and who you are.

00:43:46We're from the same town,

00:43:48so that's something.

00:43:50We're all entitled to our own opinions.

00:43:54Yeah, you know where someone's from.

00:43:56Talk a little.

00:43:58Makes us think we know who they are,

00:44:00but we don't.

00:44:13Looks like we're stuck here.

00:44:14Looks like we're stuck here a little while longer.

00:44:19Want to take a walk?

00:44:23Do you dare?

00:44:25I'm not going to go off on you again.

00:44:27I said I was sorry.

00:44:30I don't know.

00:44:36I realized I was yelling at you,

00:44:39but only because I resented.

00:44:45Resent what?

00:44:48I'm telling you that you're this small-town cliché,

00:44:51and yet that's the one thing I wish I could be.

00:44:57So you're a hypocrite?

00:45:00Maybe.

00:45:02Or just that love-hate thing.

00:45:05You know how sometimes you're drawn to things?

00:45:09You get in your head how great something's going to be?

00:45:12Or you just desperately want

00:45:17that one thing you deep down know is so bad for you.

00:45:42So what happened with your son?

00:45:45I mean, if you want to talk about it.

00:45:50Might as well now.

00:45:54Not if you don't want to.

00:45:57I don't need to know. I just thought maybe...

00:46:00It was Whitey.

00:46:04What?

00:46:06What?

00:46:12What happened?

00:46:31He's drinking as usual.

00:46:33He's drinking as usual.

00:46:37He picked him up

00:46:39after a game at school.

00:46:45What was his name?

00:46:51Jimmy Junior.

00:46:54Right.

00:46:56And no one else called him that.

00:46:59Only me.

00:47:02His friends at school called him Whitey.

00:47:07Just like his dad.

00:47:11So they were a lot alike?

00:47:13Like clones.

00:47:18He also played football.

00:47:20He also played football.

00:47:25Just like his dad.

00:47:31So Whitey picks him up from school.

00:47:38It wasn't just the drinking.

00:47:42I knew Whitey was also messing with

00:47:47the crystal meth.

00:47:51So you were around that too?

00:47:54Not me.

00:47:58I never tried the stuff.

00:48:05I did.

00:48:08You did?

00:48:20Yeah.

00:48:26So Whitey was caught up in all that?

00:48:30Yeah.

00:48:35Most people are

00:48:38real sweet in Grand Falls.

00:48:42You know, every town has their bad elements.

00:48:45His boys, you know.

00:48:47And he went to pick up your son after partying?

00:48:51I was supposed to pick him up.

00:48:55But I...

00:48:59Why?

00:49:08I was seeing someone I shouldn't have.

00:49:12I knew Whitey was

00:49:16at the bar

00:49:18watching games with his

00:49:21buddies all night.

00:49:25And no one was at your son's game?

00:49:29It was just a practice game.

00:49:34I see.

00:49:38Yeah, well.

00:49:41Whitey

00:49:43was driving drunk as usual.

00:49:48And he...

00:49:50He picked up Jimmy Jr. from school and he wrapped

00:49:54the car around a tree.

00:50:03And the police called.

00:50:08And I'm

00:50:10in a hotel room with

00:50:13Whitey's business partner.

00:50:16Oh no.

00:50:23You know how you were calling me a cliché?

00:50:28Yeah.

00:50:31Maybe you're right.

00:50:35That's what I am.

00:50:41I'm one big

00:50:43fucking white trash cliché.

00:50:48Don't say that.

00:50:50It's true.

00:50:53Maybe I got so

00:50:55upset with you before because I knew you were hitting a nerve.

00:51:03I was just being an asshole.

00:51:05Truth is

00:51:09maybe you do see me clearly.

00:51:14This isn't your fault?

00:51:18Yeah, that's what people say.

00:51:23It's my fault.

00:51:27In some ways it is.

00:51:29People have fairs.

00:51:33You couldn't have known.

00:51:39I was selfish.

00:51:43And now I have nothing.

00:51:50They're gone.

00:51:55They both died?

00:51:59No.

00:52:02Whitey survived.

00:52:05His airbag went off.

00:52:11A little

00:52:14Jimmy Jr.

00:52:21His chest got smashed.

00:52:35So sad.

00:52:40That's

00:52:41not

00:52:43even the sad part.

00:52:48The sad part

00:52:53is Whitey called me

00:52:56while I was

00:52:58fucking Darren.

00:53:03And it's like, do I answer the phone and

00:53:06I have a question?

00:53:09Where am I?

00:53:12And it would be, we finish and we

00:53:16go again

00:53:18in the shower

00:53:20and I can hear the phone ringing.

00:53:24So finally I'm like, what the fuck?

00:53:31And you listened to the message?

00:53:34Hours later

00:53:38a lot of

00:53:39time had passed.

00:53:46Then I

00:53:51go to the hospital.

00:53:55It was too late.

00:54:01He was gone.

00:54:09He was gone.

00:54:39How old was he?

00:54:41He was 12.

00:54:43I didn't even believe that.

00:54:45Me with a 12-year-old.

00:54:47Almost a teenager.

00:54:49He was making me feel old.

00:54:51That's understandable.

00:54:54How?

00:54:56What about this is

00:54:58understandable?

00:55:00The affair.

00:55:02You were feeling older.

00:55:04It sounds like Whitey had abandoned you emotionally.

00:55:06Definitely sexually.

00:55:07No excuse.

00:55:09I should have

00:55:11been there for Jimmy Jr.

00:55:13The sad thing is, is I

00:55:16resented him.

00:55:19Your own son?

00:55:21He was just like Whitey.

00:55:23The older he got,

00:55:25the more he got into sports.

00:55:27It's the same thing.

00:55:29Like me being back in high school.

00:55:32He was like going through it with Whitey all over again.

00:55:35Just like him.

00:55:37Talking like him.

00:55:39Acting like him.

00:55:41I loved Jimmy Jr.

00:55:44But

00:55:46sometimes it was

00:55:48like there was no escape.

00:55:50Like I was doomed to

00:55:52keep living the same life

00:55:54with the same man

00:55:56over and over.

00:55:58But he wasn't Whitey.

00:56:00I'm sure he loved you.

00:56:02I'm sure you were a great mom.

00:56:04I tried.

00:56:05But the older he got,

00:56:07the older I felt.

00:56:10Because it reminded me of how I used to be.

00:56:14How me and Whitey used to be.

00:56:17It's normal to feel that way.

00:56:19I'm sure.

00:56:33Stuck in an airport.

00:56:35On a Saturday night, no less.

00:56:38It's kind of depressing.

00:56:40I'm not depressed.

00:56:42Not anymore.

00:56:44You were?

00:56:46I was.

00:56:48I was for a long time.

00:56:51But after a lot of thinking...

00:56:54Did you talk to a therapist?

00:56:56No, of course not.

00:56:58We don't do things like that in Grand Falls.

00:57:01Meds?

00:57:03No.

00:57:05You can't get through all of that

00:57:07without a therapist or meds.

00:57:09I wrote in a journal.

00:57:12And cried.

00:57:14I cried a lot.

00:57:16About where my life ended up

00:57:19and how sad it was.

00:57:23You felt sorry for yourself?

00:57:26Hey, maybe I'm not some rich art dealer

00:57:30who can afford years and years of therapy

00:57:33just to find out I'm selfish and need attention.

00:57:40So that's what Whitey's partner was about?

00:57:43Was it a long-term thing or just one indiscretion?

00:57:49He was on the books for a long time

00:57:51before we did anything about it.

00:57:54On the books?

00:57:56No.

00:57:58On the books.

00:58:00Someone who you know you're going to sleep with

00:58:01when you first meet.

00:58:03But for whatever reason or circumstance,

00:58:08you just don't.

00:58:12So you were into him?

00:58:15Caught up in him is more like it.

00:58:19He was attractive.

00:58:22Also married.

00:58:25So it seemed okay.

00:58:27That logic is called justification.

00:58:30Life's all justification.

00:58:33I mean, how else can you live with some of the things that you do?

00:58:40Coming up with an angle that you can live with.

00:58:45Convincing yourself that your bad decision is okay.

00:58:49We all do it.

00:58:51We all do.

00:58:53Maybe that's what life is all about.

00:58:55Looking for excitement and attention.

00:59:01We're all just selfish at the core.

00:59:04Yes, but under the caveat that being selfish is just how things are.

00:59:08You can't control or change it.

00:59:11No, I'm optimistic.

00:59:14Maybe I'll find a better life in a new location.

00:59:19I mean,

00:59:20it's got to be better.

00:59:23You can't stay where all this happened, right?

00:59:29Sometimes you can be a different person in a different place.

00:59:33Right.

00:59:35And you have your philosophy that no matter where you go, there you'll be.

00:59:42I believe that, sure.

00:59:45But I don't know.

00:59:47I believe that, sure.

00:59:53You are a hypocrite.

00:59:57You know, I had you on this pedestal

01:00:01because you lived in California and you were successful

01:00:06and I thought you were smarter than me and knew more.

01:00:10But now that I know you,

01:00:13you just keep spouting out all these life philosophies and they all contradict.

01:00:21Because I'm a hypocrite.

01:00:23Didn't you just call me that?

01:00:26I think it's all a cover.

01:00:31What do you mean?

01:00:33You say all these things and they make you sound smart

01:00:38and make you sound like you understand yourself and your life,

01:00:41but you don't.

01:00:47Why don't you tell me the truth, Richard?

01:00:51Do you even know what the truth is?

01:00:58Going back to the beginning was the only plan that made sense to me.

01:01:01Start over.

01:01:03Then maybe you can get it right the second time.

01:01:05You say you were selfish in L.A.

01:01:07and now you selfishly want to come back home and start over

01:01:13and bring an innocent woman and child into your selfishness.

01:01:18It's not like that.

01:01:20This is all a lie.

01:01:23Look, just because my dream isn't the same as yours doesn't make it less valid.

01:01:27You can comment on my life, but when the mirror is turned around,

01:01:33you can't take it on yourself.

01:01:36Sure I can.

01:01:38Breaking out of a bad relationship is one thing,

01:01:41but so bad you decide you want to be with women?

01:01:44Come on.

01:01:46What was bad enough for you to become this desperate?

01:01:54February 18th.

01:01:58Right. You said you cheated on Kyle, but that was the lifestyle, right?

01:02:02I suppose technically I cheated on him and he cheated on me,

01:02:06but none of that meant anything.

01:02:09I mean, we knew we'd come home to each other at the end of the day.

01:02:12You had the mutual understanding.

01:02:17He trusted me.

01:02:21And?

01:02:25And...

01:02:28Richard, what did you do?

01:02:30Richard, what did you do?

01:02:33Hey, I told you everything about me.

01:02:37Things no one knows.

01:02:42I know.

01:02:45So just tell me whatever it is.

01:02:57Picked up this guy at the bathhouse.

01:03:00What?

01:03:03They...

01:03:05They still have bathhouses?

01:03:09Yeah.

01:03:11I'm sorry.

01:03:13I get it. It's funny.

01:03:15It's just how it works.

01:03:17So wait.

01:03:19You must have spent Valentine's Day with Kyle,

01:03:24so then a couple days later,

01:03:27you were with this stranger you met at a bathhouse.

01:03:33Yeah.

01:03:35See? I sound like this heartless human being.

01:03:40Tell me.

01:03:50We had sex.

01:03:52Bareback.

01:03:57Like...

01:04:00anal?

01:04:02What do you think?

01:04:03Okay.

01:04:12He was HIV positive.

01:04:19Wow.

01:04:22Um, no.

01:04:27Hundreds of times.

01:04:30No, make that thousands.

01:04:35I don't even know how many times I had sex before that night.

01:04:40You were with a...

01:04:42a lot of different men?

01:04:45It was just all fun and games at the time, you know?

01:04:49But you...

01:04:51always practiced safe sex.

01:04:54Of course.

01:04:56Except with Kyle, of course. I mean, we were...

01:04:59married.

01:05:04Now I get what you're saying.

01:05:07And he just let it happen.

01:05:10I mean, I was faced the other way, you know?

01:05:12I knew he had rubbers, but I was kind of fucked up,

01:05:15and he was kind of fucked up.

01:05:16Richard, that's like...

01:05:19rape.

01:05:20I know.

01:05:21An assault.

01:05:22I know.

01:05:27Did you want to kill him?

01:05:33Well, I didn't...

01:05:35I didn't realize until later.

01:05:41So you...

01:05:43So you...

01:05:45went back to him?

01:05:47No.

01:05:49I didn't even know his name.

01:05:52In fact, he was...

01:05:54visiting from Montreal or...

01:05:56something.

01:05:58It is so selfish of him.

01:06:02Selfish, right.

01:06:04Proving, yet again...

01:06:06That people are unbelievable.

01:06:13Well, I don't...

01:06:15I don't know if it was deliberate or...

01:06:17an accident or what happened.

01:06:21I'd like to believe it was an accident.

01:06:27So you're dying.

01:06:31The cocktail's taken with me. I'm fine.

01:06:35Fine?

01:06:42It was my fault.

01:06:46Completely.

01:06:51I was a selfish one.

01:06:52I wouldn't have been there with that guy if I wasn't being selfish.

01:06:57You...

01:06:58had an open relationship.

01:07:02I know, but...

01:07:03and it was Kyle's idea.

01:07:06But I think he thought he had to.

01:07:08I mean, he knew I wasn't ready to settle down.

01:07:11He just did it for me.

01:07:14It was a mistake.

01:07:17Yes, it was a mistake, but I know it was...

01:07:21my fault.

01:07:24I keep blaming him, but...

01:07:28I was the one who was reckless.

01:07:33Kyle loved me.

01:07:35He trusted me.

01:07:37And he loved me.

01:07:40And I totally blew it.

01:07:45And now I'm all alone.

01:07:47I have nothing.

01:07:56So maybe it isn't...

01:07:59attention...

01:08:01or selfishness that...

01:08:03drives us.

01:08:06What then?

01:08:08It all comes down to wanting to be loved.

01:08:13That's what the fairy tale really means, doesn't it?

01:08:17That we find love in the end?

01:08:21I don't know.

01:08:28Maybe it is...

01:08:30all biological.

01:08:35With everything we know...

01:08:37about DNA.

01:08:42I mean, think about it.

01:08:45Everyone you've ever been with...

01:08:48ever kissed...

01:08:50ever been intimate with...

01:08:53your DNA is left with them forever.

01:08:59We leave traces of ourselves.

01:09:03Maybe there's something to that.

01:09:07The way...

01:09:09DNA evidence is left on a victim...

01:09:13forever.

01:09:17Even if their body's dug up later, it's still there.

01:09:22Literally...

01:09:24we leave pieces of ourselves with each person...

01:09:29and them with us.

01:09:33The people we're close to become...

01:09:37part of us...

01:09:41forever.

01:09:51So...

01:09:54Kyle...

01:09:56broke up with you after all this?

01:10:01No, I left him.

01:10:04Wait.

01:10:07He was willing to stay with you after all this and you left?

01:10:13Richard.

01:10:17That's what I was saying.

01:10:20That was my moment.

01:10:24When I suddenly realized I'd gone to the edge.

01:10:30Forget that.

01:10:32I fell over the edge.

01:10:34Crashed and burned.

01:10:38Suddenly life's not all fun and games anymore.

01:10:45Like my moment at the hospital.

01:10:50You see the bigger picture.

01:10:53Maybe it's out of our control.

01:10:58You mean like fate or something?

01:11:01That could just be more bullshit we're convincing ourselves of.

01:11:04I've become pretty good at believing my own justifications.

01:11:13Do you think you could ever get back with Whitey?

01:11:18Oh, come on.

01:11:23Everybody makes mistakes.

01:11:26I mean, I know that was...

01:11:29a pretty big mistake, but...

01:11:31he has to be hurting too. He's his son.

01:11:37Yeah.

01:11:41He wants to get back together.

01:11:47Would you?

01:11:51Could you ever get past something traumatic like that?

01:11:56Maybe things could work out.

01:12:02Sometimes there's just...

01:12:05too much history.

01:12:10Too much hurt.

01:12:13You know.

01:12:18Sometimes it's easier to move forward.

01:12:20Sometimes it's easier to move forward than to go back.

01:12:26You've messed up too much to ever make it right.

01:12:31Yeah.

01:12:34Sometimes a...

01:12:37fresh start is what you have to do.

01:12:44You have no choice.

01:12:47You have no choice.

01:13:05Looks like maybe we're gonna get out of here after all.

01:13:08Looks like it.

01:13:39I know that this move is the right thing for me.

01:13:46Me too.

01:14:08And you'll take this piece of me

01:14:13And I'll take this piece of you

01:14:21Am I alone in this world?

01:14:28Cause I can't help feel this way

01:14:35I don't know how to say

01:14:41That I need you to stay

01:14:49To stay

01:15:02Well I'm moving forward then

01:15:08I'm headed back again

01:15:15I can't stop this feeling

01:15:21That I just can't seem to well

01:15:30Am I alone in this world?

01:15:37Cause I can't help feel this way

01:15:45I don't know how to say

01:15:51That I need you to stay

01:16:14I don't know how to say

01:16:19That I need you to stay

01:16:24To stay

01:16:44Am I alone in this world?

01:16:51Cause I can't help feel this way

01:17:00I don't know how to say

01:17:05That I need you to stay

01:17:36Excuse me, but are you Richard?

01:17:39Richard Mack from Grand Falls?

01:17:44No, I'm Steve.

01:18:05I'm Steve.

01:18:35I'm Steve.

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