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00:00:00On my wedding day, a video hit the screen behind the altar, my back, facing a doctor's desk.
00:00:04You've tested HIV positive. I'd strongly recommend terminating the pregnancy.
00:00:09Then, an abortion consent form, my name at the top.
00:00:12The whole room sucked in its breath.
00:00:14Then the whispers started, everywhere, all at once, like a hive waking up.
00:00:18Ezra ripped the ring off my finger and backhanded me so hard I hit the marble.
00:00:22I felt the pain, and every single person in that room just sat there and watched.
00:00:25He stood over me, lip curled, eyes raking down my body with open revulsion.
00:00:29You disgusting liar. HIV? An abortion? And look at the size of you.
00:00:35You really let yourself go, didn't you? Repulsive. We're done.
00:00:37And your family's funding deal dies with you.
00:00:40Chloe turned to our parents, voice cracking in all the right places.
00:00:44Don't blame Siege. She grew up on a farm. She doesn't know any better.
00:00:49Let me marry him instead. I'll fix this.
00:00:52She goes, Chloe stays, or your company files Monday.
00:00:55Something flashed in Chloe's eyes, a quick, triumphant look that disappeared just as fast.
00:01:00My father didn't hesitate.
00:01:02Get out. We don't have a daughter like you.
00:01:05I pushed myself to my feet, marble dust streaking my dress.
00:01:09One retest! Thirty minutes! That's all I'm asking!
00:01:12Get out!
00:01:13I pulled off my veil, dropped it on the floor, and walked out.
00:01:16It was raining in late October.
00:01:17I had no phone, no wallet, no coat, just a soaked wedding dress, and the kind of cold that gets
00:01:23into your teeth.
00:01:24My foster father told me to try.
00:01:25Go back. Be someone's kid for once.
00:01:28So I tried. Three years.
00:01:30And this was how it ended.
00:01:32Three years I'd been back in that house.
00:01:34Three years of Chloe's little productions.
00:01:36The stolen necklace.
00:01:38The stage tumbled down the stairs.
00:01:40The ruined gown.
00:01:41And every single time, they took her word over mine.
00:01:44Six months after I moved in, Chloe started handing me smoothies every morning.
00:01:48Protein and vitamins, sis.
00:01:50By year two, I'd gained sixty pounds.
00:01:53I figured it out eventually.
00:01:54Skipped them on a trip.
00:01:55Dropped five pounds in a week.
00:01:57By then the damage was done.
00:01:58That was over now.
00:01:59I ducked under a bus shelter.
00:02:01A flyer was taped to the ad board.
00:02:03Handwritten.
00:02:04Bold black marker.
00:02:05Fairly damp.
00:02:06I stared at it.
00:02:06Then I laughed.
00:02:07The first real one in three years.
00:02:10Ripped it off the board.
00:02:11Would you look at that!
00:02:12Finally a job pose-loping that matches my resume.
00:02:15The cab dropped me at the gates of the Rossi estate.
00:02:18Waterfront property.
00:02:20Old stone.
00:02:21Manicured hedges.
00:02:22The kind of money that didn't bother showing off.
00:02:24Two black SUVs in the drive.
00:02:26And men in dark suits flanking the entrance like this was a consulate, not a house.
00:02:32A stern-faced butler opened the door.
00:02:34One look at me.
00:02:35Soaked wedding dress.
00:02:36Bare feet.
00:02:37A body sixty pounds past its prime.
00:02:39And his eyebrows did something complicated.
00:02:44Applicant thirty-seven.
00:02:45What happened to the first thirty-six?
00:02:47Most quit inside three days.
00:02:48A glance toward the stairs.
00:02:50The boy is...
00:02:51A lot.
00:02:52I almost laughed.
00:02:54I'd just survived being publicly humiliated.
00:02:56Slapped.
00:02:57Disowned.
00:02:58And replaced by my own sister at the altar.
00:03:00One six-year-old wasn't going to break me.
00:03:02A boy appeared at the top of the staircase.
00:03:04Pale skin.
00:03:05Dark lashes.
00:03:06A face straight out of a cereal commercial.
00:03:08Black three-piece suit tailored to his tiny frame.
00:03:11And a smile so sweet it should have come with a warning label.
00:03:14He came down carefully.
00:03:15Holding a velvet box with both hands.
00:03:16He looked up at me with those big eyes.
00:03:19Hello, miss.
00:03:20I'm so happy you're here.
00:03:22I made you a present.
00:03:23Picked it out all by myself.
00:03:25The butler stepped back.
00:03:26His face said run.
00:03:27I lifted the lid.
00:03:28A massive tarantula launched at my face.
00:03:30The butler shrieked.
00:03:31I caught the spider with both hands.
00:03:32Big, hairy, and pissed off.
00:03:35But I'd wrestled worse out of the drain back home.
00:03:37The boy's smile froze.
00:03:39You're not scared?
00:03:40I let her crawl onto my forearm.
00:03:42Scared?
00:03:43She's gorgeous.
00:03:44Mexican red knee, right?
00:03:46She's close to molting.
00:03:47See how dull the color's gone?
00:03:49Humidity needs to stay above 70% or she'll get stuck.
00:03:52His ears turned bright red.
00:03:53He snatched the box back and spun around.
00:03:55Who said I needed your help?
00:03:57I can take care of her myself.
00:03:59Three steps up.
00:04:00Then he stopped.
00:04:01His voice got smaller.
00:04:01Terrariums are on the second floor.
00:04:04You can come if you want.
00:04:05He pushed open a door and I stopped cold.
00:04:07Four walls of glass enclosures.
00:04:09Geckos.
00:04:10Horned frogs.
00:04:11Bearded dragons.
00:04:12Ball pythons.
00:04:13A blue-tongued skink.
00:04:14Each tank labeled in careful childish print.
00:04:16Name.
00:04:16Species.
00:04:17Feeding schedule.
00:04:18It wasn't a kid's room.
00:04:19It was a sanctuary.
00:04:20You're Jude?
00:04:21I read his name off a label.
00:04:22Arms crossed.
00:04:23Chin up.
00:04:24They don't lie.
00:04:25They don't say they'll stay and then leave.
00:04:28I crouched down and pulled him into a hug.
00:04:29And he shoved me off.
00:04:30Not mean.
00:04:31Scared.
00:04:31What are you doing?
00:04:32I didn't say you could touch me.
00:04:34I'm a man.
00:04:34I can take care of myself.
00:04:36I know.
00:04:37You're doing great.
00:04:38You're here for my dad's money.
00:04:40Quieter now.
00:04:41Almost a question.
00:04:42I am.
00:04:43At least I'm honest.
00:04:44Which is more than the other 36 gave you, right?
00:04:47His lower lip trembled once.
00:04:48Then he turned and walked into his room.
00:04:50The door closed behind him with a quiet click.
00:04:52Not a slam.
00:04:53That night, a storm rolled in.
00:04:57Thunder cracked overhead.
00:04:59Then a crash from the next room.
00:05:00I ran.
00:05:01Jude's door was unlocked.
00:05:03Inside, a lamplace shattered on the carpet.
00:05:05While the boy sat curled up in the corner of his bed.
00:05:08His knees pulled to his chest.
00:05:09His face pale.
00:05:10And his hands clamped over his ears.
00:05:12He saw me.
00:05:13And grabbed a vase off the nightstand.
00:05:14Hurled it.
00:05:14Get out!
00:05:16I'm fine!
00:05:17I didn't call you!
00:05:18I caught it one-handed.
00:05:19He was shaking.
00:05:20Real shaking.
00:05:21Not performance.
00:05:22Whole body tremors.
00:05:23Teeth going.
00:05:24Thunder again.
00:05:25He curled tighter.
00:05:26I crossed the room.
00:05:27Pulled back the blanket.
00:05:28Slid in beside him.
00:05:31What are you doing?
00:05:33I'm scared of thunder.
00:05:35Can I stay tonight?
00:05:37I really can't sleep alone when it's like this.
00:05:40He knew it was a lie.
00:05:42I could see the gears turning.
00:05:43Kid was sharp.
00:05:44He knew exactly what I was doing.
00:05:45But another crack.
00:05:46And his body pressed against my side before his brain could stop it.
00:05:50You're pathetic.
00:05:51A grown-up scared of a storm?
00:05:53Absolutely pathetic.
00:05:54I agreed.
00:05:55Just tonight.
00:05:57Just tonight.
00:05:58I grabbed a book off his shelf and handed it over.
00:06:01Read to me.
00:06:01He wiped his eyes with his sleeve.
00:06:03Trying to be subtle about it.
00:06:04Then took the book and opened it.
00:06:06He started reading about leopard geckos in a voice that shook at first.
00:06:09Then steadied sentence by sentence.
00:06:11After about ten minutes.
00:06:12The trembling stopped.
00:06:14The book had slipped from his fingers.
00:06:17His small body curled against me.
00:06:19Face pressed into my arm.
00:06:21Just a six-year-old who was tired of being afraid by himself.
00:06:24Neither of us knew someone was standing in the hallway outside the open door.
00:06:28He'd been there since the Vos.
00:06:30Watched me climb into bed.
00:06:31Hand over the book.
00:06:32Hold his son through the worst of it.
00:06:34Six years.
00:06:36And he'd never figured out how to do any of that.
00:06:38Now he stood in the dark, wearing an expression no one in this house had ever seen on him.
00:06:44Next morning, the butler opened Jude's door.
00:06:48Young master, she slept here?
00:06:50Jude sat up, rubbing his eyes.
00:06:52She was scared of the thunder.
00:06:54So I let her stay.
00:06:56You're welcome.
00:06:58The butler looked at me like I'd performed surgery on a dead man.
00:07:00He hasn't let anyone in this room in two years.
00:07:03I need to inform...
00:07:04I stretched.
00:07:06Your head.
00:07:08Jude, want help getting dressed?
00:07:11Ears red, scrambling off the bed.
00:07:14I can dress by myself.
00:07:16And don't think this changes anything.
00:07:18You're still on probation.
00:07:21Downstairs, Kai Rossi was already at the head of the table.
00:07:24The kind of face that made you check your posture without thinking about it.
00:07:28Thirty-six women suddenly made sense.
00:07:30That face was worth fifty grand a month just to stare at.
00:07:34Jude climbed into the chair beside him,
00:07:36then spotted me standing in the doorway and lifted his chin.
00:07:39He passed day one, barely.
00:07:42Kai looked up from his phone, met my eyes, and held my gaze.
00:07:46You're the new one.
00:07:48Sage Shen.
00:07:49His finger paused on the coffee cup for a moment before he leaned back.
00:07:52My son tolerated you.
00:07:53That hasn't happened in two years.
00:07:55If he still accepts you after three days, we proceed.
00:07:58Marriage registration.
00:07:59Salary doubles.
00:08:01Marriage registration?
00:08:02He set down the phone.
00:08:04Legal stepmother status.
00:08:05No one can remove you from his life without a court order.
00:08:08Take care of the child.
00:08:09Keep your boundaries.
00:08:10Don't develop ideas above your station.
00:08:13Clear?
00:08:14Crystal clear, Mr. Rossi.
00:08:15A business arrangement.
00:08:17I could work with that.
00:08:18Jude hopped off his chair, vanished into the kitchen,
00:08:21and came back carrying a plate with both hands.
00:08:23That angel smile was back.
00:08:25Full dimples.
00:08:27Fully weaponized.
00:08:28I made you breakfast, all by myself.
00:08:31I hope you like it.
00:08:32The butler materialized in the doorway.
00:08:34His face cycled through six emotions in two seconds flat.
00:08:37He made frantic eye contact, shaking his head in tiny, desperate motions.
00:08:42I lifted the cover.
00:08:43Two slices of toast.
00:08:44Something dark green and viscous in between.
00:08:47And sitting on top.
00:08:48Fat.
00:08:49Glistening.
00:08:49Very much alive.
00:08:51A caterpillar the length of my thumb.
00:08:53It's a protein sandwich.
00:08:54Super healthy.
00:08:55You don't mind, right?
00:08:56I picked it up, took a bite, chewed, and swallowed.
00:09:00Not bad.
00:09:01I took another bite.
00:09:02But the ones I used to fry back home were way bigger.
00:09:05I'd cook them in sesame oil over high heat until they were crispy on the outside.
00:09:08I licked my fingers.
00:09:09This one's kind of small.
00:09:10Jude's jaw hit the floor.
00:09:11The butler grabbed the doorframe for support.
00:09:14Looks like that trick doesn't work on her.
00:09:16Jude went scarlet, jumped off his chair, bolted.
00:09:19That's not fair!
00:09:20You were supposed to scream!
00:09:22I grabbed his school bag and chased him out.
00:09:24Hey, I'm driving you today, remember?
00:09:26Yeah!
00:09:27The dining room went quiet.
00:09:29Kai set down his coffee.
00:09:30His eyes followed me down the hallway.
00:09:32Sage Shen, you really don't remember me at all.
00:09:35I dropped Jude at the school gates.
00:09:38He marched inside without looking back.
00:09:40Still mad about the sandwich.
00:09:41Two hundred yards out.
00:09:43My phone rang.
00:09:45Mrs. Rossi?
00:09:45Jude attacked a classmate.
00:09:47We need you here immediately.
00:09:48I turned the car around.
00:09:49Great.
00:09:50Day two.
00:09:50And I was already getting the call.
00:09:52Jesse used to get this call once a month for me.
00:09:54He never yelled.
00:09:55He'd walk into the office, look at whoever I'd hit, and ask me one question.
00:09:59Did you win?
00:09:59I missed that old man so much it hurt.
00:10:02When I got there, Jude was sitting with his arms crossed, jaw locked next to him.
00:10:06A chubby boy with a scratch on his cheek, barely visible, already scabbing.
00:10:11I looked at the scratch, looked at the principal.
00:10:13That's it?
00:10:13The principal was not amused.
00:10:15Mrs. Rossi?
00:10:16He struck a classmate and refuses to do it.
00:10:18The other mother stormed in, heels clacking, face purple, finger already out.
00:10:22Your boy is a violent little thug, a motherless brat with no upbringing.
00:10:27No wonder he doesn't know how to behave.
00:10:28I kicked the plastic chair next to me.
00:10:30It didn't slide.
00:10:31It exploded, shards skittering across the linoleum.
00:10:34The room went very quiet.
00:10:36I smiled at her.
00:10:37If your kid didn't start it, mine wouldn't have finished it.
00:10:40You're welcome.
00:10:40I turned to the chubby boy.
00:10:42You.
00:10:43What did you say to Jude?
00:10:44He burst into tears.
00:10:45I called him a motherless freak, but everyone says it, not just me.
00:10:50I looked at his mother.
00:10:51There you go.
00:10:52Your son ran his mouth?
00:10:53Mine shut it for him.
00:10:54Sounds like a learning opportunity to me.
00:10:56She grabbed her kid, stammered an apology, dragged him over to Jude.
00:10:59Sorry, it's my boy's fault.
00:11:01He won't say it again.
00:11:02I looked at Jude.
00:11:03Your turn.
00:11:03He stared up at me, genuinely confused.
00:11:05What did I do wrong?
00:11:08You've got a mom now.
00:11:09He says you don't.
00:11:10So what?
00:11:11Why waste your fists on something that isn't even true anymore?
00:11:13His eyes went red, head down.
00:11:17Sorry I hit you.
00:11:18The chubby boy wiped his nose, then grabbed Jude's hand, completely starstruck.
00:11:22Jude, your mom knows kung fu.
00:11:25No wonder I can't beat you.
00:11:27Jude flushed, embarrassed and pleased in equal measure.
00:11:30He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the office.
00:11:32Before I could see how red his ears were, we sat in the car for a long time without talking.
00:11:36Then, you're different from the others.
00:11:38I glanced at him in the rear view.
00:11:40My old man used to get called to school for me once a month.
00:11:43He never yelled either.
00:11:44Just asked if I won.
00:11:45Your dad?
00:11:46My foster dad.
00:11:47Jesse.
00:11:47Retired Marine.
00:11:48Taught me everything.
00:11:49Fighting.
00:11:50Taking hits.
00:11:50Protecting the people you love.
00:11:52Caught his eyes in the mirror.
00:11:53That's why I can kick a chair like that.
00:11:54The other nannies always yelled at me when school called.
00:11:57They never asked what happened.
00:11:59Just told me I was bad.
00:12:00He picked at his sleeve.
00:12:01You didn't even ask.
00:12:02You just stood in front of me.
00:12:04That's what moms do.
00:12:06On my wedding day, a video hit the screen behind the altar.
00:12:09My back, facing a doctor's desk.
00:12:11You've tested HIV positive.
00:12:13I'd strongly recommend terminating the pregnancy.
00:12:15Then, an abortion consent form.
00:12:17My name at the top.
00:12:19The whole room sucked in its breath.
00:12:20Then the whispers started.
00:12:22Everywhere.
00:12:22All at once.
00:12:23Like a hive waking up.
00:12:24Ezra ripped the ring off my finger.
00:12:26And backhanded me so hard I hit the marble.
00:12:28I felt the pain.
00:12:29And every single person in that room just sat there and watched.
00:12:32He stood over me.
00:12:33Lip curled.
00:12:34Eyes raking down my body with open revulsion.
00:12:36You disgusting liar.
00:12:38HIV?
00:12:39An abortion?
00:12:40And look at the size of you.
00:12:41You really let yourself go, didn't you?
00:12:43Repulsive.
00:12:43We're done.
00:12:44And your family's funding deal dies with you.
00:12:47Chloe turned to our parents.
00:12:48Voice cracking in all the right places.
00:12:51Don't blame Siege.
00:12:53She grew up on a farm.
00:12:54She doesn't know any better.
00:12:56Let me marry him instead.
00:12:57I'll fix this.
00:12:59She goes.
00:13:00Chloe stays.
00:13:01Or your company files Monday.
00:13:03Something flashed in Chloe's eyes.
00:13:04A quick, triumphant look that disappeared just as fast.
00:13:07My father didn't hesitate.
00:13:09Get out.
00:13:10We don't have a daughter like you.
00:13:12I pushed myself to my feet.
00:13:13Marble dust streaking my dress.
00:13:16One retest.
00:13:17Thirty minutes.
00:13:17That's all I'm asking.
00:13:19Get out.
00:13:20I pulled off my veil, dropped it on the floor, and walked out.
00:13:23It was raining in late October.
00:13:24I had no phone, no wallet, no coat, just a soaked wedding dress, and the kind of cold
00:13:29that gets into your teeth.
00:13:30My foster father told me to try.
00:13:32Go back.
00:13:33Be someone's kid for once.
00:13:35So I tried.
00:13:36Three years.
00:13:37And this was how it ended.
00:13:39Three years I'd been back in that house.
00:13:41Three years of Chloe's little productions.
00:13:43The stolen necklace.
00:13:44The stage tumbled down the stairs.
00:13:47The ruined gown.
00:13:48And every single time, I took her worried over mine.
00:13:51Six months after I moved in, Chloe started handing me smoothies every morning.
00:13:55Protein and vitamins, sis.
00:13:57By year two, I'd gained sixty pounds.
00:13:59I figured it out eventually.
00:14:01Skipped them on a trip.
00:14:02Dropped five pounds in a week.
00:14:04By then the damage was done.
00:14:05That was over now.
00:14:06I ducked under a bus shelter.
00:14:08A flyer was taped to the ad board.
00:14:10Handwritten.
00:14:10Bold black marker.
00:14:12Fairly damp.
00:14:12I stared at it.
00:14:13Then I laughed.
00:14:14The first real one in three years.
00:14:16Ripped it off the board.
00:14:18Would you look at that?
00:14:19Finally a job posel thing that matches my resume.
00:14:22The cab dropped me at the gates of the Rossi estate.
00:14:25Waterfront property.
00:14:26Old stone.
00:14:28Manicured hedges.
00:14:29The kind of money that didn't bother showing off.
00:14:31Two black SUVs in the drive.
00:14:33And men in dark suits flanking the entrance like this was a consulate, not a house.
00:14:39A stern-faced butler opened the door.
00:14:41One look at me.
00:14:42Soaked wedding dress.
00:14:43Bare feet.
00:14:44A body sixty pounds past its prime.
00:14:46And his eyebrows did something complicated.
00:14:50Applicant thirty-seven.
00:14:52What happened to the first thirty-six?
00:14:54Most quit inside three days.
00:14:55A glance toward the stairs.
00:14:56The boy is...
00:14:58A lot.
00:14:59I almost laughed.
00:15:00I'd just survived being publicly humiliated, slapped, disowned, and replaced by my own sister at the altar.
00:15:07One six-year-old wasn't going to break me.
00:15:09A boy appeared at the top of the staircase.
00:15:11Pale skin.
00:15:12Dark lashes.
00:15:13A face straight out of a cereal commercial.
00:15:15Black three-piece suit tailored to his tiny frame.
00:15:18And a smile so sweet it should have come with a warning label.
00:15:20He came down carefully.
00:15:22Holding a velvet box with both hands.
00:15:23He looked up at me with those big eyes.
00:15:26Hello, miss.
00:15:27I'm so happy you're here.
00:15:29I made you a present.
00:15:30Picked it out all by myself.
00:15:32The butler stepped back.
00:15:33His face said run.
00:15:34I lifted the lid.
00:15:35A massive tarantula launched at my face.
00:15:37The butler shrieked.
00:15:38I caught the spider with both hands.
00:15:40Big, hairy, and pissed off.
00:15:42But I'd wrestled worse out of the drain back home.
00:15:44The boy's smile froze.
00:15:46You're not scared?
00:15:47I let her crawl onto my forearm.
00:15:49Scared?
00:15:50She's gorgeous.
00:15:51Mexican red knee, right?
00:15:53She's close to molting.
00:15:54See how dull the color's gone?
00:15:56Humidity needs to stay above 70% or she'll get stuck.
00:15:59His ears turned bright red.
00:16:00He snatched the box back and spun around.
00:16:02Who said I needed your help?
00:16:04I can take care of her myself.
00:16:06Three steps up.
00:16:07Then he stopped.
00:16:07His voice got smaller.
00:16:09Terrariums are on the second floor.
00:16:10You can come.
00:16:12If you want.
00:16:12He pushed open a door and I stopped cold.
00:16:14Four walls of glass enclosures.
00:16:16Geckos.
00:16:17Horned frogs.
00:16:18Bearded dragons.
00:16:19Ball pythons.
00:16:19A blue-tongued skink.
00:16:21Each tank labeled in careful childish print.
00:16:23Name.
00:16:23Species.
00:16:24Feeding schedule.
00:16:25It wasn't a kid's room.
00:16:26It was a sanctuary.
00:16:27You're Jude?
00:16:28I read his name off a label.
00:16:29Arms crossed.
00:16:30Chin up.
00:16:31They don't lie.
00:16:32They don't say they'll stay and then leave.
00:16:35I crouched down and pulled him into a hug.
00:16:36Then he shoved me off.
00:16:37Not mean.
00:16:38Scared.
00:16:38What are you doing?
00:16:39I didn't say you could touch me.
00:16:40I'm a man.
00:16:41I can take care of myself.
00:16:43I know.
00:16:44You're doing great.
00:16:45You're here for my dad's money.
00:16:47Quieter now.
00:16:47Almost a question.
00:16:48I am.
00:16:49At least I'm honest.
00:16:51Which is more than the other thirty-six gave you, right?
00:16:53His lower lip trembled once.
00:16:55Then he turned and walked into his room.
00:16:57The door closed behind him with a quiet click.
00:16:59Not a slam.
00:17:00That night, a storm rolled in.
00:17:04Thunder cracked overhead.
00:17:05Then a crash from the next room.
00:17:07I ran.
00:17:08Jude's door was unlocked.
00:17:10Inside, a lamp lay shattered on the carpet.
00:17:12While the boy sat curled up in the corner of his bed, his knees pulled to his chest.
00:17:16His face pale and his hands clamped over his ears.
00:17:19He saw me and grabbed a vase off the nightstand.
00:17:21Hurled it.
00:17:22Get out!
00:17:22I'm fine!
00:17:23I didn't call you!
00:17:25I caught it one-handed.
00:17:26He was shaking.
00:17:27Real shaking.
00:17:28Not performance.
00:17:29Whole body tremors.
00:17:30Teeth going.
00:17:31Thunder again.
00:17:32He curled tighter.
00:17:33I crossed the room.
00:17:34Pulled back the blanket.
00:17:35Slid in beside him.
00:17:38What are you doing?
00:17:40I'm scared of thunder.
00:17:42Can I stay tonight?
00:17:44I really can't sleep alone when it's like this.
00:17:47He knew it was a lie.
00:17:49I could see the gears turning.
00:17:50Kid was sharp.
00:17:51He knew exactly what I was doing.
00:17:52But another crack.
00:17:53And his body pressed against my side before his brain could stop it.
00:17:57You're pathetic.
00:17:58A grown-up scared of a storm?
00:18:00Absolutely pathetic.
00:18:01I agreed.
00:18:02Just tonight.
00:18:03Just tonight.
00:18:05I grabbed a book off his shelf and handed it over.
00:18:08Read to me.
00:18:08He wiped his eyes with his sleeve, trying to be subtle about it.
00:18:11Then took the book and opened it.
00:18:13He started reading about leopard geckos in a voice that shook at first.
00:18:16Then steadied sentence by sentence.
00:18:18After about ten minutes, the trembling stopped.
00:18:21The book had slipped from his fingers.
00:18:24His small body curled against me, face pressed into my arm.
00:18:28Just a six-year-old who was tired of being afraid by himself.
00:18:31Neither of us knew someone was standing in the hallway outside the open door.
00:18:35He'd been there since the Vos.
00:18:36Watched me climb into bed.
00:18:38Hand over the book.
00:18:39Hold his son through the worst of it.
00:18:41Six years.
00:18:42And he'd never figured out how to do any of that.
00:18:45Now he stood in the dark, wearing an expression no one in this house had ever seen on him.
00:18:51Next morning, the butler opened Jude's door.
00:18:55Young master, she slept here?
00:18:57Jude sat up, rubbing his eyes.
00:18:59She was scared of the thunder.
00:19:01So I let her stay.
00:19:02You're welcome.
00:19:04The butler looked at me like I'd performed surgery on a dead man.
00:19:07He hasn't let anyone in this room in two years.
00:19:10I need to inform...
00:19:11I stretched.
00:19:13Your head.
00:19:15Jude?
00:19:16Want help getting dressed?
00:19:18Ears red.
00:19:19Scrambling off the bed.
00:19:20I can dress by myself.
00:19:22And don't think this changes anything.
00:19:25You're still on probation.
00:19:28Downstairs, Kai Rossi was already at the head of the table.
00:19:31The kind of face that made you check your posture without thinking about it.
00:19:35Thirty-six women suddenly made sense.
00:19:37That face was worth fifty grand a month just to stare at.
00:19:41Jude climbed into the chair beside him, then spotted me standing in the doorway and lifted his chin.
00:19:46She passed day one.
00:19:47Barely.
00:19:49Kai looked up from his phone, met my eyes, and held my gaze.
00:19:53You're the new one.
00:19:54Sage Shen.
00:19:56His finger paused on the coffee cup for a moment before he leaned back.
00:19:59My son tolerated you.
00:20:00That hasn't happened in two years.
00:20:02If he still accepts you after three days, we proceed.
00:20:05Marriage registration.
00:20:06Salary doubles.
00:20:08Marriage registration?
00:20:09He set down the phone.
00:20:11Legal stepmother status.
00:20:12No one can remove you from his life without a court order.
00:20:15Take care of the child.
00:20:16Keep your boundaries.
00:20:17Don't develop ideas above your station.
00:20:20Clear?
00:20:20Crystal clear, Mr. Rosy.
00:20:22A business arrangement.
00:20:23I could work with that.
00:20:25Jude hopped off his chair, vanished into the kitchen, and came back carrying a plate with both hands.
00:20:30That angel smile was back.
00:20:32Full dimples.
00:20:34Fully weaponized.
00:20:35I made you breakfast.
00:20:37I made you breakfast.
00:20:37All by myself.
00:20:38I hope you like it.
00:20:39The butler materialized in the doorway.
00:20:41His face cycled through six emotions in two seconds flat.
00:20:44He made frantic eye contact, shaking his head in tiny, desperate motions.
00:20:49I lifted the cover.
00:20:50Two slices of toast.
00:20:51Something dark green and viscous in between.
00:20:54And sitting on top.
00:20:55Fat.
00:20:56Glistening.
00:20:56Very much alive.
00:20:58A caterpillar the length of my thumb.
00:21:00It's a protein sandwich.
00:21:01Super healthy.
00:21:02You don't mind, right?
00:21:03I picked it up.
00:21:04Took a bite.
00:21:06Chewed and swallowed.
00:21:07Not bad.
00:21:07I took another bite.
00:21:09But the ones I used to fry back home were way bigger.
00:21:11I'd cook them in sesame oil over high heat until they were crispy on the outside.
00:21:15I licked my fingers.
00:21:16This one's kind of small.
00:21:17Jude's jaw hit the floor.
00:21:18The butler grabbed the doorframe for support.
00:21:21Looks like that trick doesn't work on her.
00:21:23Jude went scarlet.
00:21:24Jumped off his chair.
00:21:25Bolted.
00:21:25That's not fair!
00:21:27You were supposed to scream!
00:21:29I grabbed his school bag and chased him out.
00:21:31Hey, I'm driving you today, remember?
00:21:33Yeah!
00:21:34The dining room went quiet.
00:21:36Kai set down his coffee.
00:21:37His eyes followed me down the hallway.
00:21:38Sage Shen, you really don't remember me at all.
00:21:42I dropped Jude at the school gates.
00:21:45He marched inside without looking back.
00:21:46Still mad about the sandwich.
00:21:48Two hundred yards out.
00:21:49My phone rang.
00:21:51Mrs. Rossi?
00:21:52Jude attacked a classmate.
00:21:54We need you here immediately.
00:21:55I turned the car around.
00:21:56Great.
00:21:56Day two.
00:21:57And I was already getting the call.
00:21:59Jesse used to get this call once a month for me.
00:22:01He never yelled.
00:22:02He'd walk into the office, look at whoever I'd hit, and ask me one question.
00:22:05Did you win?
00:22:06I missed that old man so much it hurt.
00:22:09When I got there, Jude was sitting with his arms crossed, jaw locked next to him.
00:22:13A chubby boy with a scratch on his cheek, barely visible, already scabbing.
00:22:18I looked at the scratch, looked at the principal.
00:22:20That's it?
00:22:20The principal was not amused.
00:22:22Mrs. Rossi?
00:22:23He struck a classmate and refuses to do it.
00:22:25The other mother stormed in, heels clacking, face purple, finger already out.
00:22:29Your boy is a violent little thug, a motherless brat with no upbringing.
00:22:34No wonder he doesn't know how to behave.
00:22:35I kicked the plastic chair next to me.
00:22:37It didn't slide.
00:22:38It exploded, shards skittering across the linoleum.
00:22:41The room went very quiet.
00:22:42I smiled at her.
00:22:44If your kid didn't start it, mine wouldn't have finished it.
00:22:46You're welcome.
00:22:47I turned to the chubby boy.
00:22:49You.
00:22:50What did you say to Jude?
00:22:51He burst into tears.
00:22:52I called him a motherless freak, but everyone says it, not just me.
00:22:56I looked at his mother.
00:22:58There you go.
00:22:58Your son ran his mouth?
00:23:00Mine shut it for him.
00:23:01Sounds like a learning opportunity to me.
00:23:03She grabbed her kid, stammered an apology, dragged him over to Jude.
00:23:06Sorry, it's my boy's fault.
00:23:08He won't say it again.
00:23:09I looked at Jude.
00:23:10Your turn.
00:23:10He stared up at me, genuinely confused.
00:23:12What did I do wrong?
00:23:15You've got a mom now.
00:23:16He says you don't?
00:23:17So what?
00:23:18Why waste your fists on something that isn't even true anymore?
00:23:21His eyes went red, head down.
00:23:23Sorry I hit you.
00:23:25The chubby boy wiped his nose, then grabbed Jude's hand, completely starstruck.
00:23:29Jude!
00:23:30Your mom knows kung fu!
00:23:32No wonder I can't beat you!
00:23:34Jude flushed, embarrassed and pleased in equal measure.
00:23:36He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the office.
00:23:39Before I could see how red his ears were, we sat in the car for a long time without talking.
00:23:43Then, you're different from the others.
00:23:45I glanced at him in the rear view.
00:23:47My old man used to get called to school for me once a month.
00:23:49He never yelled either.
00:23:51Just asked if I won.
00:23:52Your dad?
00:23:52My foster dad.
00:23:53Jesse.
00:23:54Retired Marine.
00:23:55Taught me everything.
00:23:56Fighting, taking hits, protecting the people you love.
00:23:58Caught his eyes in the mirror.
00:24:00That's why I can kick a chair like that.
00:24:01The other nannies always yelled at me when school called.
00:24:04They never asked what happened.
00:24:06Just told me I was bad.
00:24:07He picked at his sleeve.
00:24:08You didn't even ask.
00:24:09You just stood in front of me.
00:24:11That's what moms do.
00:24:13On my wedding day, a video hit the screen behind the altar.
00:24:16My back, facing a doctor's desk.
00:24:18You've tested HIV positive.
00:24:20I'd strongly recommend terminating the pregnancy.
00:24:22Then, an abortion consent form.
00:24:24My name at the top.
00:24:26The whole room sucked in its breath.
00:24:27Then the whispers started.
00:24:28Everywhere.
00:24:29All at once.
00:24:30Like a hive waking up.
00:24:31Ezra ripped the ring off my finger.
00:24:33And backhanded me so hard I hit the marble.
00:24:35I felt the pain.
00:24:36And every single person in that room just sat there and watched.
00:24:39He stood over me, lip curled, eyes raking down my body with open revulsion.
00:24:43You disgusting liar.
00:24:45HIV?
00:24:46An abortion?
00:24:47And look at the size of you.
00:24:48You really let yourself go, didn't you?
00:24:49Repulsive.
00:24:50We're done.
00:24:51And your family's funding deal dies with you.
00:24:54Chloe turned to our parents, voice cracking in all the right places.
00:24:58Don't blame Siege.
00:24:59She grew up on a farm.
00:25:01She doesn't know any better.
00:25:03Let me marry him instead.
00:25:04I'll fix this.
00:25:06She goes.
00:25:07Chloe stays.
00:25:08Or your company files Monday.
00:25:09Something flashed in Chloe's eyes.
00:25:11A quick, triumphant look that disappeared just as fast.
00:25:14My father didn't hesitate.
00:25:16Get out.
00:25:17We don't have a daughter like you.
00:25:18I pushed myself to my feet.
00:25:20Marble dust streaking my dress.
00:25:22One retest.
00:25:23Thirty minutes.
00:25:24That's all I'm asking.
00:25:26Get out.
00:25:26I pulled off my veil, dropped it on the floor, and walked out.
00:25:30It was raining in late October.
00:25:31I had no phone, no wallet, no coat, just a soaked wedding dress and the kind of cold
00:25:36that gets into your teeth.
00:25:37My foster father told me to try.
00:25:39Go back.
00:25:40Be someone's kid for once.
00:25:42So I tried.
00:25:43Three years.
00:25:44And this was how it ended.
00:25:46Three years I'd been back in that house.
00:25:48Three years of Chloe's little productions.
00:25:50The stolen necklace.
00:25:52The stage tumble down the stairs.
00:25:54The ruined gown.
00:25:55And every single time, they took her word over mine.
00:25:58Six months after I moved in, Chloe started handing me smoothies every morning.
00:26:02Protein and vitamins, sis.
00:26:04By year two, I'd gained 60 pounds.
00:26:06I figured it out eventually.
00:26:08Skipped them on a trip.
00:26:09Dropped five pounds in a week.
00:26:10By then the damage was done.
00:26:12That was over now.
00:26:13I ducked under a bus shelter.
00:26:14A flyer was taped to the ad board.
00:26:16Handwritten.
00:26:17Bold black marker.
00:26:19Fairly damp.
00:26:19I stared at it.
00:26:20Then I laughed.
00:26:21The first real one in three years.
00:26:23Ripped it off the board.
00:26:24Would you look at that!
00:26:26Finally a job puzzle thing that matches my resume.
00:26:29The cab dropped me at the gates of the Rossi estate.
00:26:32Waterfront property.
00:26:33Old stone.
00:26:35Manicured hedges.
00:26:36The kind of money that didn't bother showing off.
00:26:38Two black SUVs in the drive.
00:26:40And men in dark suits flanking the entrance like this was a consulate, not a house.
00:26:46A stern-faced butler opened the door.
00:26:48One look at me.
00:26:49Soaked wedding dress.
00:26:50Bare feet.
00:26:50A body sixty pounds past its prime.
00:26:53And his eyebrows did something complicated.
00:26:57Applicant thirty-seven.
00:26:59What happened to the first thirty-six?
00:27:01Most quit inside three days.
00:27:02A glance toward the stairs.
00:27:03The boy is... a lot.
00:27:06I almost laughed.
00:27:07I'd just survived being publicly humiliated, slapped, disowned, and replaced by my own sister
00:27:13at the altar.
00:27:13One six-year-old wasn't going to break me.
00:27:16A boy appeared at the top of the staircase.
00:27:17Pale skin, dark lashes, a face straight out of a cereal commercial.
00:27:22Black three-piece suit tailored to his tiny frame.
00:27:24And a smile so sweet it should have come with a warning label.
00:27:27He came down carefully, holding a velvet box with both hands.
00:27:30He looked up at me with those big eyes.
00:27:33Hello, miss.
00:27:34I'm so happy you're here.
00:27:36I made you a present.
00:27:37Picked it out all by myself.
00:27:39The butler stepped back.
00:27:40His face said run.
00:27:41I lifted the lid.
00:27:42A massive tarantula launched at my face.
00:27:44The butler shrieked.
00:27:45I caught the spider with both hands.
00:27:46Big, hairy, and pissed off.
00:27:49But I'd wrestled worse out of the drain back home.
00:27:51The boy's smile froze.
00:27:53You're not scared?
00:27:54I let her crawl onto my forearm.
00:27:56Scared?
00:27:56She's gorgeous.
00:27:58Mexican red knee, right?
00:28:00She's close to molting.
00:28:01See how dull the color's gone?
00:28:03Humidity needs to stay above 70% or she'll get stuck.
00:28:06His ears turned bright red.
00:28:07He snatched the box back and spun around.
00:28:09Who said I needed your help?
00:28:11I can take care of her myself.
00:28:13Three steps up.
00:28:14Then he stopped.
00:28:14His voice got smaller.
00:28:15Terrariums are on the second floor.
00:28:17You can come if you want.
00:28:19He pushed open a door and I stopped cold.
00:28:21Four walls of glass enclosures.
00:28:23Geckos.
00:28:24Horned frogs.
00:28:24Bearded dragons.
00:28:25Ball pythons.
00:28:26A blue-tongued skink.
00:28:27Each tank labeled in careful, childish print.
00:28:30Name.
00:28:30Species.
00:28:31Feeding schedule.
00:28:31It wasn't a kid's room.
00:28:33It was a sanctuary.
00:28:34You're Jude?
00:28:35I read his name off a label.
00:28:36Arms crossed.
00:28:37Chin up.
00:28:37They don't lie.
00:28:38They don't say they'll stay and then leave.
00:28:41I crouched down and pulled him into a hug and he shoved me off.
00:28:44Not mean.
00:28:45Scared.
00:28:45What are you doing?
00:28:46I didn't say you could touch me.
00:28:47I'm a man.
00:28:48I can take care of myself.
00:28:50I know.
00:28:50You're doing great.
00:28:52You're here for my dad's money.
00:28:54Quieter now.
00:28:54Almost a question.
00:28:55I am.
00:28:56At least I'm honest.
00:28:58Which is more than the other thirty-six gave you, right?
00:29:00His lower lip trembled once.
00:29:02Then he turned and walked into his room.
00:29:03The door closed behind him with a quiet click.
00:29:06Not a slam.
00:29:07That night, a storm rolled in.
00:29:11Thunder cracked overhead.
00:29:12Then a crash from the next room.
00:29:14I ran.
00:29:15Jude's door was unlocked.
00:29:17Inside, a lamplace shattered on the carpet.
00:29:19While the boy sat curled up in the corner of his bed, his knees pulled to his chest,
00:29:23his face pale, and his hands clamped over his ears.
00:29:25He saw me and grabbed a vase off the nightstand.
00:29:28Curled it.
00:29:28Get out!
00:29:29I'm fine!
00:29:30I didn't call you!
00:29:32I caught it one-handed.
00:29:33He was shaking.
00:29:34Real shaking.
00:29:35Not performance.
00:29:36Whole body tremors.
00:29:37Teeth going.
00:29:38Thunder again.
00:29:38He curled tighter.
00:29:39I crossed the room.
00:29:41Pulled back the blanket.
00:29:42Slid in beside him.
00:29:45What are you doing?
00:29:47I'm scared of thunder.
00:29:49Can I stay tonight?
00:29:51I really can't sleep alone when it's like this.
00:29:54He knew it was a lie.
00:29:55I could see the gears turning.
00:29:57Kid was sharp.
00:29:58He knew exactly what I was doing.
00:29:59But another crack, and his body pressed against my side before his brain could stop it.
00:30:04You're pathetic.
00:30:05A grown-up scared of a storm?
00:30:07Absolutely pathetic.
00:30:08I agreed.
00:30:09Just tonight.
00:30:10Just tonight.
00:30:12I grabbed a book off his shelf and handed it over.
00:30:14Read to me.
00:30:15He wiped his eyes with his sleeve, trying to be subtle about it, then took the book and
00:30:19opened it.
00:30:19He started reading about leopard geckos in a voice that shook at first, then steadied sentence
00:30:24by sentence.
00:30:25After about ten minutes, the trembling stopped.
00:30:28The book had slipped from his fingers.
00:30:31His small body curled against me, face pressed into my arm.
00:30:35Just a six-year-old who was tired of being afraid by himself.
00:30:38Neither of us knew someone was standing in the hallway outside the open door.
00:30:41He'd been there since the Vos.
00:30:43Watched me climb into bed.
00:30:45Hand over the book.
00:30:46Hold his son through the worst of it.
00:30:48Six years.
00:30:49And he'd never figured out how to do any of that.
00:30:52Now he stood in the dark, wearing an expression no one in this house had ever seen on him.
00:30:58Next morning, the butler opened Jude's door.
00:31:01Young master, she slept here?
00:31:04Jude sat up, rubbing his eyes.
00:31:06She was scared of the thunder, so I let her stay.
00:31:09You're welcome.
00:31:11The butler looked at me like I'd performed surgery on a dead man.
00:31:14He hasn't let anyone in this room in two years.
00:31:17I need to inform...
00:31:18I stretched.
00:31:20Your head.
00:31:22Jude?
00:31:23Want help getting dressed?
00:31:24Ears red, scrambling off the bed.
00:31:27I can dress by myself.
00:31:29And don't think this changes anything.
00:31:31You're still on probation.
00:31:35Downstairs, Kai Rossi was already at the head of the table, the kind of face that made you
00:31:39check your posture without thinking about it.
00:31:41Thirty-six women suddenly made sense.
00:31:44That face was worth fifty grand a month just to stare at.
00:31:48Jude climbed into the chair beside him, then spotted me standing in the doorway and lifted
00:31:52his chin.
00:31:53He passed day one.
00:31:54Barely.
00:31:56Kai looked up from his phone, met my eyes, and held my gaze.
00:31:59You're the new one.
00:32:01Sage Shen.
00:32:02His finger paused on the coffee cup for a moment before he leaned back.
00:32:06My son tolerated you.
00:32:07That hasn't happened in two years.
00:32:09If he still accepts you after three days, we proceed.
00:32:12Marriage registration.
00:32:13Salary doubles.
00:32:14Marriage registration?
00:32:16He set down the phone.
00:32:17Legal stepmother status.
00:32:19No one can remove you from his life without a court order.
00:32:22Take care of the child.
00:32:23Keep your boundaries.
00:32:24Don't develop ideas above your station.
00:32:27Clear?
00:32:27Crystal clear, Mr. Rossi.
00:32:29A business arrangement.
00:32:30I could work with that.
00:32:31Jude hopped off his chair, vanished into the kitchen, and came back carrying a plate with
00:32:36both hands.
00:32:37That angel smile was back.
00:32:39Full dimples.
00:32:41Fully weaponized.
00:32:42I made you breakfast.
00:32:43All by myself.
00:32:45I hope you like it.
00:32:46The butler materialized in the doorway.
00:32:48His face cycled through six emotions in two seconds flat.
00:32:51He made frantic eye contact, shaking his head in tiny, desperate motions.
00:32:56I lifted the cover.
00:32:57Two slices of toast.
00:32:58Something dark green and viscous in between.
00:33:01And sitting on top.
00:33:02Fat.
00:33:02Glistening.
00:33:03Very much alive.
00:33:05A caterpillar the length of my thumb.
00:33:07It's a protein sandwich.
00:33:08Super healthy.
00:33:09You don't mind, right?
00:33:10I picked it up, took a bite, chewed, and swallowed.
00:33:13Not bad.
00:33:14I took another bite.
00:33:16But the ones I used to fry back home were way bigger.
00:33:18I'd cook them in sesame oil over high heat until they were crispy on the outside.
00:33:22I licked my fingers.
00:33:23This one's kind of small.
00:33:24Jude's jaw hit the floor.
00:33:25The butler grabbed the doorframe for support.
00:33:28Looks like that trick doesn't work on her.
00:33:30Jude went scarlet, jumped off his chair, bolted.
00:33:33That's not fair!
00:33:34You were supposed to scream!
00:33:35I grabbed his school bag and chased him out.
00:33:38Hey, I'm driving you today, remember?
00:33:40Yeah!
00:33:41The dining room went quiet.
00:33:42Kai set down his coffee.
00:33:44His eyes followed me down the hallway.
00:33:45Sage Shen, you really don't remember me at all.
00:33:49I dropped Jude at the school gates.
00:33:51He marched inside without looking back.
00:33:53Still mad about the sandwich.
00:33:55Two hundred yards out.
00:33:56My phone rang.
00:33:58Mrs. Rossi?
00:33:59Jude attacked a classmate.
00:34:00We need you here immediately.
00:34:02I turned the car around.
00:34:03Great.
00:34:03Day two.
00:34:04And I was already getting the call.
00:34:06Jesse used to get this call once a month for me.
00:34:08He never yelled.
00:34:09He'd walk into the office, look at whoever I'd hit, and ask me one question.
00:34:12Did you win?
00:34:13I missed that old man so much it hurt.
00:34:15When I got there, Jude was sitting with his arms crossed, jaw locked next to him.
00:34:20A chubby boy with a scratch on his cheek, barely visible, already scabbing.
00:34:24I looked at the scratch, looked at the principal.
00:34:27That's it?
00:34:27The principal was not amused.
00:34:29Mrs. Rossi?
00:34:29He struck a classmate and refuses to do it.
00:34:32The other mother stormed in, heels clacking, face purple, finger already out.
00:34:36Your boy is a violent little thug.
00:34:38A motherless brat with no upbringing.
00:34:40No wonder he doesn't know how to behave.
00:34:42I kicked the plastic chair next to me.
00:34:44It didn't slide.
00:34:45It exploded, shards skittering across the linoleum.
00:34:48The room went very quiet.
00:34:49I smiled at her.
00:34:51If your kid didn't start it, mine wouldn't have finished it.
00:34:53You're welcome.
00:34:54I turned to the chubby boy.
00:34:56You.
00:34:57What did you say to Jude?
00:34:58He burst into tears.
00:34:59I called him a motherless freak, but everyone says it, not just me.
00:35:03I looked at his mother.
00:35:05There you go.
00:35:05Your son ran his mouth?
00:35:07Mine shut it for him.
00:35:08Sounds like a learning opportunity to me.
00:35:09She grabbed her kid, stammered an apology, dragged him over to Jude.
00:35:13Sorry, it's my boy's fault.
00:35:15He won't say it again.
00:35:16I looked at Jude.
00:35:17Your turn.
00:35:17He stared up at me, genuinely confused.
00:35:19What did I do wrong?
00:35:22You've got a mom now.
00:35:23He says you don't?
00:35:24So what?
00:35:25Why waste your fists on something that isn't even true anymore?
00:35:27His eyes went red, head down.
00:35:30Sorry I hit you.
00:35:32The chubby boy wiped his nose, then grabbed Jude's hand, completely starstruck.
00:35:36Jude, your mom knows kung fu.
00:35:38No wonder I can't beat you.
00:35:40Jude flushed, embarrassed and pleased in equal measure.
00:35:43He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the office.
00:35:46Before I could see how red his ears were, we sat in the car for a long time without talking.
00:35:50Then,
00:35:51You're different from the others.
00:35:52I glanced at him in the rear view.
00:35:54My old man used to get called to school for me once a month.
00:35:56He never yelled either, just asked if I won.
00:35:59Your dad?
00:35:59My foster dad, Jesse.
00:36:01Retired Marine.
00:36:02Taught me everything.
00:36:03Fighting, taking hits, protecting the people you love.
00:36:05Caught his eyes in the mirror.
00:36:07That's why I can kick a chair like that.
00:36:08The other nannies always yelled at me when school called.
00:36:11They never asked what happened, just told me I was bad.
00:36:14He picked at his sleeve.
00:36:15You didn't even ask, you just stood in front of me.
00:36:18That's what moms do.
00:36:20On my wedding day, a video hit the screen behind the altar.
00:36:23My back, facing a doctor's desk.
00:36:25You've tested HIV positive.
00:36:27I'd strongly recommend terminating the pregnancy.
00:36:29Then, an abortion consent form.
00:36:31My name at the top.
00:36:32The whole room sucked in its breath.
00:36:34Then the whispers started.
00:36:35Everywhere.
00:36:36All at once.
00:36:37Like a hive waking up.
00:36:38Ezra ripped the ring off my finger.
00:36:40And backhanded me so hard I hit the marble.
00:36:42I felt the pain.
00:36:43And every single person in that room just sat there and watched.
00:36:46He stood over me, lip curled, eyes raking down my body with open revulsion.
00:36:50You disgusting liar.
00:36:52HIV?
00:36:53An abortion?
00:36:54And look at the size of you.
00:36:55You really let yourself go, didn't you?
00:36:56Repulsive.
00:36:57We're done.
00:36:58And your family's funding deal dies with you.
00:37:01Chloe turned to our parents, voice cracking in all the right places.
00:37:05Don't blame Siege.
00:37:06She grew up on a farm.
00:37:08She doesn't know any better.
00:37:10Let me marry him instead.
00:37:11I'll fix this.
00:37:12She goes, Chloe stays, or your company files Monday.
00:37:16Something flashed in Chloe's eyes.
00:37:18A quick, triumphant look that disappeared just as fast.
00:37:21My father didn't hesitate.
00:37:23Get out.
00:37:24We don't have a daughter like you.
00:37:25I pushed myself to my feet.
00:37:27Marble dust streaking my dress.
00:37:29One retest.
00:37:30Thirty minutes.
00:37:31That's all I'm asking.
00:37:33Get out.
00:37:34I pulled off my veil, dropped it on the floor, and walked out.
00:37:36It was raining in late October.
00:37:38I had no phone, no wallet, no coat.
00:37:41Just a soaked wedding dress and the kind of cold that gets into your teeth.
00:37:44My foster father told me to try.
00:37:46Go back.
00:37:47Be someone's kid for once.
00:37:49So I tried three years.
00:37:51And this was how it ended.
00:37:53Three years I'd been back in that house.
00:37:55Three years of Chloe's little productions.
00:37:57The stolen necklace.
00:37:59The stage tumbled down the stairs.
00:38:01The ruined gown.
00:38:02And every single time I took her word over mine.
00:38:05Six months after I moved in, Chloe started handing me smoothies every morning.
00:38:09Protein and vitamins, sis.
00:38:11By year two, I'd gained sixty pounds.
00:38:13I figured it out eventually.
00:38:14Skipped them on a trip.
00:38:16Dropped five pounds in a week.
00:38:17By then the damage was done.
00:38:19That was over now.
00:38:20I ducked under a bus shelter.
00:38:21A flyer was taped to the ad board.
00:38:23Handwritten.
00:38:24Bold black marker.
00:38:25Fairly damp.
00:38:26I stared at it.
00:38:27Then I laughed.
00:38:28The first real one in three years.
00:38:30Ripped it off the board.
00:38:31Would you look at that!
00:38:32Finally a job puzzle thing that matches my resume.
00:38:36The cab dropped me at the gates of the Rossi estate.
00:38:39Waterfront property.
00:38:40Old stone.
00:38:41Manicured hedges.
00:38:42The kind of money that didn't bother showing off.
00:38:45Two black SUVs in the drive.
00:38:47And men in dark suits flanking the entrance like this was a consulate, not a house.
00:38:53A stern-faced butler opened the door.
00:38:55One look at me.
00:38:56Soaked wedding dress.
00:38:57Bare feet.
00:38:57A body sixty pounds past its prime.
00:39:00And his eyebrows did something complicated.
00:39:04Applicant thirty-seven.
00:39:06What happened to the first thirty-six?
00:39:07Most quit inside three days.
00:39:09A glance toward the stairs.
00:39:10The boy is...
00:39:11a lot.
00:39:13I almost laughed.
00:39:14I'd just survived being publicly humiliated, slapped, disowned, and replaced by my own sister
00:39:20at the altar.
00:39:20One six-year-old wasn't going to break me.
00:39:23A boy appeared at the top of the staircase.
00:39:24Pale skin, dark lashes, a face straight out of a cereal commercial.
00:39:29Black three-piece suit tailored to his tiny frame.
00:39:31And a smile so sweet it should have come with a warning label.
00:39:34He came down carefully, holding a velvet box with both hands.
00:39:37He looked up at me with those big eyes.
00:39:40Hello, miss.
00:39:41I'm so happy you're here.
00:39:42I made you a present.
00:39:44Picked it out all by myself.
00:39:46The butler stepped back.
00:39:47His face said run.
00:39:48I lifted the lid.
00:39:49A massive tarantula launched at my face.
00:39:51The butler shrieked, and I caught the spider with both hands.
00:39:53Big, hairy, and pissed off.
00:39:55But I'd wrestled worse out of the drain back home.
00:39:58The boy's smile froze.
00:39:59You're not scared?
00:40:01I let her crawl onto my forearm.
00:40:02Scared?
00:40:03She's gorgeous.
00:40:05Mexican red knee, right?
00:40:07She's close to molting.
00:40:08See how dull the color's gone?
00:40:10Humidity needs to stay above 70% or she'll get stuck.
00:40:13His ears turned bright red.
00:40:14He snatched the box back and spun around.
00:40:16Who said I needed your help?
00:40:18I can take care of her myself.
00:40:19Three steps up.
00:40:21Then he stopped.
00:40:21His voice got smaller.
00:40:22Terrariums are on the second floor.
00:40:24You can come, if you want.
00:40:26He pushed open a door, and I stopped cold.
00:40:28Four walls of glass enclosures.
00:40:30Geckos.
00:40:30Horned frogs.
00:40:31Bearded dragons.
00:40:32Ball pythons.
00:40:33A blue-tongued skink.
00:40:34Each tank labeled in careful, childish print.
00:40:36Name.
00:40:37Species.
00:40:38Feeding schedule.
00:40:38It wasn't a kid's room.
00:40:40It was a sanctuary.
00:40:41You're Jude?
00:40:42I read his name off a label.
00:40:43Arms crossed.
00:40:44Chin up.
00:40:44They don't lie.
00:40:45They don't say they'll stay and then leave.
00:40:48I crouched down and pulled him into a hug, and he shoved me off.
00:40:51Not mean.
00:40:51Scared.
00:40:52What are you doing?
00:40:53I didn't say you could touch me.
00:40:54I'm a man.
00:40:55I can take care of myself.
00:40:56I know.
00:40:57You're doing great.
00:40:59You're here for my dad's money.
00:41:01Quieter now.
00:41:01Almost a question.
00:41:02I am.
00:41:03At least I'm honest.
00:41:05Which is more than the other 36 gave you, right?
00:41:07His lower lip trembled once, and he turned and walked into his room.
00:41:10The door closed behind him with a quiet click.
00:41:13Not a slam.
00:41:14That night, a storm rolled in.
00:41:17Thunder cracked overhead.
00:41:19Then a crash from the next room.
00:41:21I ran.
00:41:22Jude's door was unlocked.
00:41:23Inside, a lamplace shattered on the carpet.
00:41:26While the boy sat curled up in the corner of his bed, his knees pulled to his chest.
00:41:30His face pale, and his hands clamped over his ears.
00:41:32He saw me and grabbed a vase off the nightstand.
00:41:35Curled it.
00:41:35Get out!
00:41:36I'm fine!
00:41:37I didn't call you!
00:41:38I caught it one-handed.
00:41:40He was shaking.
00:41:41Real shaking.
00:41:42Not performance.
00:41:43Whole body tremors.
00:41:44Teeth going.
00:41:45Thunder again.
00:41:45He curled tighter.
00:41:46I crossed the room.
00:41:47Pulled back the blanket.
00:41:49Slid in beside him.
00:41:52What are you doing?
00:41:54I'm scared of thunder.
00:41:56Can I stay tonight?
00:41:58I really can't sleep alone when it's like this.
00:42:01He knew it was a lie.
00:42:02I could see the gears turning.
00:42:04Kid was sharp.
00:42:05He knew exactly what I was doing.
00:42:06But another crack, and his body pressed against my side before his brain could stop it.
00:42:11You're pathetic.
00:42:12A grown-up scared of a storm?
00:42:14Absolutely pathetic.
00:42:15I agreed.
00:42:15Just tonight.
00:42:17Just tonight.
00:42:19I grabbed a book off his shelf and handed it over.
00:42:21Read to me.
00:42:22He wiped his eyes with his sleeve, trying to be subtle about it, then took the book and opened it.
00:42:26He started reading about leopard geckos in a voice that shook at first, then steadied sentence by sentence.
00:42:32After about ten minutes, the trembling stopped.
00:42:34The book had slipped from his fingers.
00:42:37His small body curled against me, face pressed into my arm.
00:42:41Just a six-year-old who was tired of being afraid by himself.
00:42:45Neither of us knew someone was standing in the hallway outside the open door.
00:42:48He'd been there since the Vos.
00:42:50Watched me climb into bed.
00:42:52Hand over the book.
00:42:53Hold his son through the worst of it.
00:42:55Six years.
00:42:56And he'd never figured out how to do any of that.
00:42:59Now he stood in the dark, wearing an expression no one in this house had ever seen on him.
00:43:05Next morning, the butler opened Jude's door.
00:43:08Young master, she slept here?
00:43:11Jude sat up, rubbing his eyes.
00:43:13She was scared of the thunder, so I let her stay.
00:43:16You're welcome.
00:43:18The butler looked at me like I'd performed surgery on a dead man.
00:43:21He hasn't let anyone in this room in two years.
00:43:23I need to inform...
00:43:25I stretched.
00:43:26Go ahead.
00:43:29Jude?
00:43:30Want help getting dressed?
00:43:31Ears red, scrambling off the bed.
00:43:34I can dress by myself.
00:43:36And don't think this changes anything.
00:43:38You're still on probation.
00:43:42Downstairs, Kai Rossi was already at the head of the table.
00:43:45The kind of face that made you check your posture without thinking about it.
00:43:48Thirty-six women suddenly made sense.
00:43:50That face was worth fifty grand a month just to stare at.
00:43:55Jude climbed into the chair beside him, then spotted me standing in the doorway and lifted his chin.
00:43:59He passed day one.
00:44:01Barely.
00:44:02Kai looked up from his phone, met my eyes, and held my gaze.
00:44:06You're the new one.
00:44:08Sage Shen.
00:44:09His finger paused on the coffee cup for a moment before he leaned back.
00:44:12My son tolerated you.
00:44:14That hasn't happened in two years.
00:44:15If he still accepts you after three days, we proceed.
00:44:19Marriage registration.
00:44:20Salary doubles.
00:44:21Marriage registration?
00:44:23He set down the phone.
00:44:24Legal stepmother status.
00:44:26No one can remove you from his life without a court order.
00:44:29Take care of the child.
00:44:30Keep your boundaries.
00:44:31Don't develop ideas above your station.
00:44:33Clear?
00:44:34Crystal clear, Mr. Rossi.
00:44:36A business arrangement.
00:44:37I could work with that.
00:44:39Jude hopped off his chair, vanished into the kitchen, and came back carrying a plate with both hands.
00:44:44That angel smile was back, full dimples, fully weaponized.
00:44:49I made you breakfast, all by myself.
00:44:52I hope you like it.
00:44:53The butler materialized in the doorway.
00:44:55His face cycled through six emotions in two seconds flat.
00:44:58He made frantic eye contact, shaking his head in tiny, desperate motions.
00:45:02I lifted the cover, two slices of toast, something dark green and viscous in between,
00:45:07and sitting on top, fat, glistening, very much alive, a caterpillar the length of my thumb.
00:45:13It's a protein sandwich, super healthy, you don't mind, right?
00:45:17I picked it up, took a bite, chewed and swallowed.
00:45:20Not bad.
00:45:21I took another bite.
00:45:23But the ones I used to fry back home were way bigger.
00:45:25I'd cook them in sesame oil over high heat until they were crispy on the outside.
00:45:29I licked my fingers.
00:45:30This one's kind of small.
00:45:31Jude's jaw hit the floor.
00:45:32The butler grabbed the doorframe for support.
00:45:35Looks like that trick doesn't work on her.
00:45:37Jude went scarlet, jumped off his chair, bolted.
00:45:40That's not fair!
00:45:41You were supposed to scream!
00:45:43I grabbed his school bag and chased him out.
00:45:45Hey, I'm driving you today, remember?
00:45:47Yeah!
00:45:48The dining room went quiet.
00:45:49Kai set down his coffee.
00:45:50His eyes followed me down the hallway.
00:45:52Sage Shen, you really don't remember me at all.
00:45:56I dropped Jude at the school gates.
00:45:58He marched inside without looking back, still mad about the sandwich.
00:46:02Two hundred yards out.
00:46:03My phone rang.
00:46:05Mrs. Rossi?
00:46:06Jude attacked a classmate.
00:46:07We need you here immediately.
00:46:08I turned the car around.
00:46:10Great.
00:46:10Day two.
00:46:11And I was already getting the call.
00:46:12Jesse used to get this call once a month for me.
00:46:15He never yelled.
00:46:15He'd walk into the office, look at whoever I'd hit, and ask me one question.
00:46:19Did you win?
00:46:20I missed that old man so much it hurt.
00:46:22When I got there, Jude was sitting with his arms crossed, jaw locked next to him.
00:46:27A chubby boy with a scratch on his cheek, barely visible, already scabbing.
00:46:31I looked at the scratch, looked at the principal.
00:46:34That's it?
00:46:34The principal was not amused.
00:46:35Mrs. Rossi?
00:46:36He struck a classmate and refuses to do it.
00:46:38The other mother stormed in, heels clacking, face purple, finger already out.
00:46:43Your boy is a violent little thug, a motherless brat with no upbringing.
00:46:47No wonder he doesn't know how to behave.
00:46:49I kicked the plastic chair next to me.
00:46:51It didn't slide.
00:46:52It exploded, shards skittering across the linoleum.
00:46:55The room went very quiet.
00:46:56I smiled at her.
00:46:57If your kid didn't start it, mine wouldn't have finished it.
00:47:00You're welcome.
00:47:01I turned to the chubby boy.
00:47:03You.
00:47:04What did you say to Jude?
00:47:05He burst into tears.
00:47:06I called him a motherless freak, but everyone says it, not just me.
00:47:10I looked at his mother.
00:47:11There you go.
00:47:12Your son ran his mouth?
00:47:13Mine shut it for him.
00:47:15Sounds like a learning opportunity to me.
00:47:16She grabbed her kid, stammered an apology, dragged him over to Jude.
00:47:20Sorry, it's my boy's fault.
00:47:22He won't say it again.
00:47:23I looked at Jude.
00:47:23Your turn.
00:47:24He stared up at me, genuinely confused.
00:47:26What did I do wrong?
00:47:28You've got a mom now.
00:47:30He says you don't?
00:47:31So what?
00:47:32Why waste your fists on something that isn't even true anymore?
00:47:34His eyes went red, head down.
00:47:37Sorry I hit you.
00:47:38The chubby boy wiped his nose, then grabbed Jude's hand, completely starstruck.
00:47:43Jude!
00:47:43Your mom knows kung fu!
00:47:45No wonder I can't beat you!
00:47:47Jude flushed, embarrassed and pleased in equal measure.
00:47:50He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the office.
00:47:52Before I could see how red his ears were, we sat in the car for a long time without talking.
00:47:57Then,
00:47:57You're different from the others.
00:47:59I glanced at him in the rear view.
00:48:01My old man used to get called to school for me once a month.
00:48:03He never yelled either.
00:48:04Just asked if I won.
00:48:05Your dad?
00:48:06My foster dad, Jesse.
00:48:08Retired Marine.
00:48:09Taught me everything.
00:48:10Fighting, taking hits, protecting the people you love.
00:48:12Caught his eyes in the mirror.
00:48:13That's why I can kick a chair like that.
00:48:15The other nannies always yelled at me when school called.
00:48:18They never asked what happened.
00:48:19Just told me I was bad.
00:48:21He picked at his sleeve.
00:48:22You didn't even ask.
00:48:23You just stood in front of me.
00:48:24That's what moms do.
00:48:27On my wedding day, a video hit the screen behind the altar.
00:48:30My back, facing a doctor's desk.
00:48:32You've tested HIV positive.
00:48:33I'd strongly recommend terminating the pregnancy.
00:48:36Then, an abortion consent form.
00:48:38My name at the top.
00:48:39The whole room sucked in its breath.
00:48:41Then the whispers started.
00:48:42Everywhere.
00:48:43All at once.
00:48:44Like a hive waking up.
00:48:45Ezra ripped the ring off my finger.
00:48:47And backhanded me so hard I hit the marble.
00:48:49I felt the pain.
00:48:50And every single person in that room just sat there and watched.
00:48:53He stood over me.
00:48:54Lip curled.
00:48:54Eyes raking down my body with open revulsion.
00:48:57You disgusting liar.
00:48:59HIV?
00:49:00An abortion?
00:49:01And look at the size of you.
00:49:02You really let yourself go, didn't you?
00:49:03Repulsive.
00:49:04We're done.
00:49:05And your family's funding deal dies with you.
00:49:08Chloe turned to our parents.
00:49:09Voice cracking in all the right places.
00:49:12Don't blame Siege.
00:49:13She grew up on a farm.
00:49:15She doesn't know any better.
00:49:16Let me marry him instead.
00:49:18I'll fix this.
00:49:19She goes.
00:49:20Chloe stays.
00:49:22Or your company files Monday.
00:49:23Something flashed in Chloe's eyes.
00:49:25A quick, triumphant look that disappeared just as fast.
00:49:28My father didn't hesitate.
00:49:30Get out.
00:49:31We don't have a daughter like you.
00:49:32I pushed myself to my feet.
00:49:34Marble dust streaking my dress.
00:49:36One retest.
00:49:37Thirty minutes.
00:49:38That's all I'm asking.
00:49:39Get out.
00:49:40I pulled off my veil, dropped it on the floor, and walked out.
00:49:43It was raining in late October.
00:49:45I had no phone, no wallet, no coat.
00:49:48Just a soaked wedding dress and the kind of cold that gets into your teeth.
00:49:51My foster father told me to try.
00:49:53Go back.
00:49:54Be someone's kid for once.
00:49:56So I tried three years.
00:49:58And this was how it ended.
00:50:00Three years I'd been back in that house.
00:50:02Three years of Chloe's little productions.
00:50:04The stolen necklace.
00:50:06The stage tumbled down the stairs.
00:50:07The ruined gown.
00:50:09And every single time I took her word over mine.
00:50:12Six months after I moved in, Chloe started handing me smoothies every morning.
00:50:16Protein and vitamins, sis.
00:50:17By year two, I'd gained sixty pounds.
00:50:20I figured it out eventually.
00:50:21Skipped them on a trip.
00:50:23Dropped five pounds in a week.
00:50:24By then the damage was done.
00:50:25That was over now.
00:50:26I ducked under a bus shelter.
00:50:28A flyer was taped to the ad board.
00:50:30Handwritten.
00:50:31Bold black marker.
00:50:32Fairly damp.
00:50:33I stared at it.
00:50:34Then I laughed.
00:50:35The first real one in three years.
00:50:37Ripped it off the board.
00:50:38Would you look at that!
00:50:39Finally a job posel thing that matches my resume.
00:50:43The cab dropped me at the gates of the Rossi estate.
00:50:46Waterfront property.
00:50:47Old stone.
00:50:48Manicured hedges.
00:50:49The kind of money that didn't bother showing off.
00:50:51Two black SUVs in the drive.
00:50:54And men in dark suits flanking the entrance like this was a consulate, not a house.
00:51:00A stern-faced butler opened the door.
00:51:02One look at me.
00:51:03Soaked wedding dress.
00:51:04Bare feet.
00:51:04A body sixty pounds past its prime.
00:51:06And his eyebrows did something complicated.
00:51:11Applicant thirty-seven.
00:51:12What happened to the first thirty-six?
00:51:14Most quit inside three days.
00:51:16A glance toward the stairs.
00:51:17The boy is... a lot.
00:51:20I almost laughed.
00:51:21I'd just survived being publicly humiliated, slapped, disowned, and replaced by my own sister
00:51:26at the altar.
00:51:27One six-year-old wasn't going to break me.
00:51:29A boy appeared at the top of the staircase.
00:51:32Pale skin.
00:51:32Dark lashes.
00:51:33A face straight out of a cereal commercial.
00:51:35Black three-piece suit tailored to his tiny frame.
00:51:38And a smile so sweet, it should have come with a warning label.
00:51:41He came down carefully, holding a velvet box with both hands.
00:51:44He looked up at me with those big eyes.
00:51:47Hello, miss.
00:51:48I'm so happy you're here.
00:51:49I made you a present.
00:51:51Picked it out all by myself.
00:51:53The butler stepped back.
00:51:54His face said run.
00:51:55I lifted the lid.
00:51:56A massive tarantula launched at my face.
00:51:58The butler shrieked.
00:51:59I caught the spider with both hands.
00:52:00Big, hairy, and pissed off.
00:52:02But I'd wrestled worse out of the drain back home.
00:52:05The boy's smile froze.
00:52:06You're not scared?
00:52:08I let her crawl onto my forearm.
00:52:09Scared?
00:52:10She's gorgeous.
00:52:12Mexican red knee, right?
00:52:13She's close to molting.
00:52:15See how dull the color's gone?
00:52:16Humidity needs to stay above 70% or she'll get stuck.
00:52:19His ears turned bright red.
00:52:21He snatched the box back and spun around.
00:52:23Who said I needed your help?
00:52:24I can take care of her myself.
00:52:27Three steps up.
00:52:27Then he stopped.
00:52:28His voice got smaller.
00:52:29Terrariums are on the second floor.
00:52:31You can come, if you want.
00:52:33He pushed open a door and I stopped cold.
00:52:35Four walls of glass enclosures.
00:52:37Geckos.
00:52:37Horned frogs.
00:52:38Bearded dragons.
00:52:39Ball pythons.
00:52:40A blue-tongued skink.
00:52:41Each tank labeled in careful, childish print.
00:52:43Name.
00:52:44Species.
00:52:44Feeding schedule.
00:52:45It wasn't a kid's room.
00:52:46It was a sanctuary.
00:52:48Your dude?
00:52:49I read his name off a label.
00:52:50Arms crossed.
00:52:51Chin up.
00:52:51They don't lie.
00:52:52They don't say they'll stay and then leave.
00:52:55I crouched down and pulled him into a hug and he shoved me off.
00:52:58Not mean.
00:52:58Scared.
00:52:59What are you doing?
00:53:00I didn't say you could touch me.
00:53:01I'm a man.
00:53:02I can take care of myself.
00:53:03I know.
00:53:04You're doing great.
00:53:06You're here for my dad's money.
00:53:08Quieter now.
00:53:08Almost a question.
00:53:09I am.
00:53:10At least I'm honest.
00:53:12Which is more than the other 36 gave you, right?
00:53:14His lower lip trembled once.
00:53:16Then he turned and walked into his room.
00:53:17The door closed behind him with a quiet click.
00:53:20Not a slam.
00:53:21That night, a storm rolled in.
00:53:24Thunder cracked overhead.
00:53:26Then a crash from the next room.
00:53:28I ran.
00:53:29Jude's door was unlocked.
00:53:30Inside, a lamp lay shattered on the carpet.
00:53:32While the boy sat curled up in the corner of his bed, his knees pulled to his chest.
00:53:37His face pale and his hands clamped over his ears.
00:53:39He saw me and grabbed a vase off the nightstand.
00:53:42Hurled it.
00:53:42Get out!
00:53:43I'm fine!
00:53:44I didn't call you!
00:53:45I caught it one-handed.
00:53:47He was shaking.
00:53:47Real shaking.
00:53:49Not performance.
00:53:49Whole body tremors.
00:53:50Thunder's teeth going.
00:53:51Thunder again.
00:53:52He curled tighter.
00:53:53I crossed the room.
00:53:54Pulled back the blanket.
00:53:56Slid in beside him.
00:53:59What are you doing?
00:54:00I'm scared of thunder.
00:54:03Can I stay tonight?
00:54:05I really can't sleep alone when it's like this.
00:54:08He knew it was a lie.
00:54:09I could see the gears turning.
00:54:10Kid was sharp.
00:54:11He knew exactly what I was doing.
00:54:13But another crack and his body pressed against my side before his brain could stop it.
00:54:18You're pathetic.
00:54:18A grown-up scared of a storm?
00:54:21Absolutely pathetic.
00:54:22I agreed.
00:54:22Just tonight.
00:54:24Just tonight.
00:54:26I grabbed a book off his shelf and handed it over.
00:54:28Read to me.
00:54:29He wiped his eyes with his sleeve, trying to be subtle about it, then took the book and
00:54:33opened it.
00:54:33He started reading about leopard geckos in a voice that shook at first, then steadied
00:54:37sentence by sentence.
00:54:39After about ten minutes, the trembling stopped.
00:54:41The book had slipped from his fingers.
00:54:44His small body curled against me, face pressed into my arm.
00:54:48Just a six-year-old who was tired of being afraid by himself.
00:54:52Neither of us knew someone was standing in the hallway outside the open door.
00:54:55He'd been there since the Vos.
00:54:57Watched me climb into bed.
00:54:59Hand over the book.
00:55:00Hold his son through the worst of it.
00:55:02Six years.
00:55:03And he'd never figured out how to do any of that.
00:55:06Now he stood in the dark, wearing an expression no one in this house had ever seen on him.
00:55:12Next morning.
00:55:13The butler opened Jude's door.
00:55:15Young master, she slept here?
00:55:18Jude sat up, rubbing his eyes.
00:55:20She was scared of the thunder, so I let her stay.
00:55:23You're welcome.
00:55:25The butler looked at me like I'd performed surgery on a dead man.
00:55:28He hasn't let anyone in this room in two years.
00:55:30I need to inform...
00:55:32I stretched.
00:55:33My head.
00:55:36Jude?
00:55:37Want help getting dressed?
00:55:38Ears red.
00:55:39Scrambling off the bed.
00:55:41I can dress by myself.
00:55:43And don't think this changes anything.
00:55:45You're still on probation.
00:55:49Downstairs, Kai Rossi was already at the head of the table, the kind of face that made you check your
00:55:53posture without thinking about it.
00:55:55Thirty-six women suddenly made sense.
00:55:57That face was worth fifty grand a month just to stare at.
00:56:02Jude climbed into the chair beside him, then spotted me standing in the doorway and lifted his chin.
00:56:06He passed day one, barely.
00:56:09Kai looked up from his phone, met my eyes, and held my gaze.
00:56:13You're the new one.
00:56:15Sage Shen.
00:56:16His finger paused on the coffee cup for a moment before he leaned back.
00:56:19My son tolerated you.
00:56:21That hasn't happened in two years.
00:56:22If he still accepts you after three days, we proceed.
00:56:25Marriage registration.
00:56:27Salary doubles.
00:56:28Marriage registration?
00:56:29He set down the phone.
00:56:31Legal stepmother status.
00:56:32No one can remove you from his life without a court order.
00:56:35Take care of the child.
00:56:37Keep your boundaries.
00:56:38Don't develop ideas above your station.
00:56:40Clear?
00:56:41Crystal clear, Mr. Rossi.
00:56:43A business arrangement.
00:56:44I could work with that.
00:56:46Jude hopped off his chair, vanished into the kitchen, and came back carrying a plate with both hands.
00:56:51That angel smile was back.
00:56:53Full dimples.
00:56:54Fully weaponized.
00:56:56I made you breakfast.
00:56:57All by myself.
00:56:58I hope you like it.
00:57:00The butler materialized in the doorway.
00:57:01His face cycled through six emotions in two seconds flat.
00:57:05He made frantic eye contact, shaking his head in tiny, desperate motions.
00:57:09I lifted the cover.
00:57:10Two slices of toast.
00:57:12Something dark green and viscous in between.
00:57:14And sitting on top.
00:57:15Fat.
00:57:16Glistening.
00:57:17Very much alive.
00:57:18A caterpillar the length of my thumb.
00:57:20It's a protein sandwich.
00:57:22Super healthy.
00:57:23You don't mind, right?
00:57:24I picked it up.
00:57:25Took a bite.
00:57:26Chewed and swallowed.
00:57:27Not bad.
00:57:28I took another bite.
00:57:30But the ones I used to fry back home were way bigger.
00:57:32I'd cook them in sesame oil over high heat until they were crispy on the outside.
00:57:36I licked my fingers.
00:57:37This one's kind of small.
00:57:38Jude's jaw hit the floor.
00:57:39The butler grabbed the doorframe for support.
00:57:42Looks like that trick doesn't work on her.
00:57:44Jude went scarlet.
00:57:45Jumped off his chair.
00:57:46Bolted.
00:57:46That's not fair!
00:57:48You were supposed to scream!
00:57:49I grabbed his school bag and chased him out.
00:57:52Hey, I'm driving you today, remember?
00:57:54Yeah!
00:57:55The dining room went quiet.
00:57:56Kai set down his coffee.
00:57:57His eyes followed me down the hallway.
00:57:59Sage Shen, you really don't remember me at all.
00:58:03I dropped Jude at the school gates.
00:58:05He marched inside without looking back.
00:58:07Still mad about the sandwich.
00:58:08Two hundred yards out.
00:58:10My phone rang.
00:58:12Mrs. Rossi?
00:58:13Jude attacked a classmate.
00:58:14We need you here immediately.
00:58:15I turned the car around.
00:58:16Great.
00:58:17Day two.
00:58:18And I was already getting the call.
00:58:19Jesse used to get this call once a month for me.
00:58:21He never yelled.
00:58:22He'd walk into the office, look at whoever I'd hit, and ask me one question.
00:58:26Did you win?
00:58:27I missed that old man so much it hurt.
00:58:29When I got there, Jude was sitting with his arms crossed, jaw locked next to him.
00:58:34A chubby boy with a scratch on his cheek, barely visible, already scabbing.
00:58:38I looked at the scratch, looked at the principal.
00:58:40That's it?
00:58:41The principal was not amused.
00:58:42Mrs. Rossi?
00:58:43He struck a classmate and refuses to-
00:58:45The other mother stormed in, heels clacking, face purple, finger already out.
00:58:50Your boy is a violent little thug.
00:58:52A motherless brat with no upbringing.
00:58:54No wonder he doesn't know how to behave.
00:58:56I kicked the plastic chair next to me.
00:58:58It didn't slide.
00:58:59It exploded, shards skittering across the linoleum.
00:59:02The room went very quiet.
00:59:03I smiled at her.
00:59:04If your kid didn't start it, mine wouldn't have finished it.
00:59:07You're welcome.
00:59:08I turned to the chubby boy.
00:59:09You.
00:59:10What did you say to Jude?
00:59:12He burst into tears.
00:59:13I called him a motherless freak, but everyone says it, not just me.
00:59:17I looked at his mother.
00:59:18There you go.
00:59:19Your son ran his mouth?
00:59:20Mine shut it for him.
00:59:21Sounds like a learning opportunity to me.
00:59:23She grabbed her kid, stammered an apology, dragged him over to Jude.
00:59:27Sorry.
00:59:27It's my boy's fault.
00:59:28He won't say it again.
00:59:29I looked at Jude.
00:59:30Your turn.
00:59:31He stared up at me, genuinely confused.
00:59:33What did I do wrong?
00:59:35You've got a mom now.
00:59:37He says you don't.
00:59:38So what?
00:59:39Why waste your fists on something that isn't even true anymore?
00:59:41His eyes went red, head down.
00:59:44Sorry I hit you.
00:59:45The chubby boy wiped his nose, then grabbed Jude's hand, completely starstruck.
00:59:50Jude!
00:59:51Your mom knows kung fu!
00:59:52No wonder I can't beat you!
00:59:54Jude flushed, embarrassed and pleased in equal measure.
00:59:57He grabbed my hand and pulled me out of the office,
00:59:59before I could see how red his ears were.
01:00:01We sat in the car for a long time without talking, then...
01:00:04You're different from the others.
01:00:06I glanced at him in the rear view.
01:00:08My old man used to get called to school for me once a month.
01:00:10He never yelled either, just asked if I won.
01:00:12Your dad?
01:00:13My foster dad, Jesse.
01:00:15Retired Marine.
01:00:16Taught me everything.
01:00:17Fighting, taking hits, protecting the people you love.
01:00:19Caught his eyes in the mirror.
01:00:20That's why I can kick a chair like that.
01:00:22The other nannies always yelled at me when school called.
01:00:25They never asked what happened, just told me I was bad.
01:00:27He picked at his sleeve.
01:00:28You didn't even ask, you just stood in front of me.
01:00:31That's what moms do.

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