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00:00Don't stop. Keep touching yourself.
00:02I weigh more than 220 pounds.
00:04Vanessa, the daughter of my mother's employer, has bullied me for three years because of my weight.
00:10To get back at her, I used Vanessa's photos and name as my own
00:14and started an online relationship with Julian, the hockey team captain.
00:18At the start of my sophomore year, my student loan application was denied.
00:22When Julian found out, he sent me $15,000 on the spot.
00:26That was when it finally hit me.
00:28I had already fallen in love with him, but he thought I was Vanessa.
00:32I braced myself against the vanity, trying to bring my ragged breathing under control.
00:37Julian, what would you do if I broke up with you and disappeared for good?
00:41Baby, don't test me like that. I don't like it.
00:43If you ever disappear, pray we never cross paths again.
00:45Because if we do, I'll make you repay every day you owe me, one night at a time.
00:53I started losing weight, a year later.
00:55I had lost the weight and landed an internship in Cross House's internal audit department.
01:00Cross House is one of Manhattan's most exclusive private clubs, run by the Cross family.
01:05Vanessa was there too. My heart stopped.
01:07The man I had dated online for three years was standing right in front of me, flesh and blood.
01:12The shock of it was overwhelming. My mind went blank for several seconds.
01:16By the time I came back to myself, Julian had stopped walking.
01:19Then he turned and headed straight toward us. I lowered my head at once and kept my breathing as
01:23quiet as I could. He knew Vanessa's face, but he had heard my voice countless times.
01:28As long as I kept my mouth shut, there was no way he could recognize me.
01:31His face was expressionless, and an icy, unapproachable air surrounded him.
01:35His black dress shirt set off his broad shoulders and narrow waist.
01:39A sliver of his wrist showed beneath the cuff, faint blue veins visible under the skin.
01:43Then, restrained, yet powerful Julian Cross, the most dangerous mafia don in the city.
01:48He looked taller than he had at university, more handsome, and even harder to look away from.
01:52Our audit manager lowered her voice and reminded us,
01:55Mr. Cross is only here for a closed door meeting upstairs. He's too busy to notice a group of interns.
02:00The words had barely left her mouth. Julian stopped in front of us.
02:03More precisely, he stopped in front of Vanessa. They stood face to face.
02:07He cold and elegant. She radiant and beautiful.
02:09I held my breath without meaning to. Only one thought remained in my head.
02:13They really did look perfect together.
02:15Mr. Cross? You dropped your cuffling?
02:18The faint scent of his cologne reached me.
02:20Fur and citrus, crisp with a thread of warmth.
02:22I knew that scent all too well.
02:23It was the cologne I had given him for the first anniversary of our online relationship.
02:27To afford that bottle.
02:28I had worked odd jobs for months, saving every scent I could.
02:32I lowered my head and stared hard at the tips of my shoes.
02:35He knew the sound of my breathing intimately from all those late night calls.
02:38Julian's gaze never left Vanessa's face.
02:40His gaze was intense and direct, as if he meant to look past that beautiful face
02:45and determine whether she was really the woman he had spent two years searching for.
02:48Vanessa grew visibly uncomfortable under his stare.
02:51The hand holding the cufflink went rigid in midair.
02:54Mr. Cross?
02:55Your cufflink.
02:55Julian swallowed hard.
02:57At last, he reached for it.
02:58Thank you, Vanessa.
03:01Yes, I'm Vanessa Hale.
03:04Have we met before?
03:06Mr. Cross?
03:06He gave Vanessa one last look, then turned and walked away.
03:10Only then did I dare to breathe.
03:12Cold sweat had soaked the back of my clothes.
03:14I remained frozen for a long moment, before pulling out my phone and searching for Julian
03:18Cross online.
03:19My screen filled with financial and political stories about him from Forbes and Bloomberg.
03:24I sucked in a sharp breath.
03:26If I had still been clinging to some shred of hope, before it was gone now.
03:29I had provoked a dragon, a mafia don who ruled the underworld.
03:33Some employees go a whole year without seeing Julian.
03:35He almost never comes back here.
03:37And he stared at an intern that long?
03:38A young, beautiful intern like Vanessa?
03:40Just a T-Y-S ringer.
03:42We did go to the same university.
03:44Julian was a few years ahead of me.
03:46He was captain of the hockey team back then.
03:48I was homecoming queen and captain of the cheer squad.
03:51Plenty of guys were into me.
03:53Maybe.
03:54The office's biggest gossips pounced on it at once, spinning a story about a college
03:58crush that The Office came alive.
04:00All right, stop inventing love stories about Mr. Cross.
04:03Her tone sounded like a denial, but the smug look in her eyes gave her away.
04:06Whatever they said after that, I did not hear a word.
04:08Back then, my mother had worked as a live-in maid for the Hale family.
04:12Vanessa lost a bet with her friends and tricked my mother into taking my diary, which was filled
04:16with all my secret feelings for my crush.
04:18She photocopied it, posted the pages on the campus bulletin board, and uploaded everything
04:23to an anonymous campus account.
04:24Everyone who recognized me mocked my body and the secrets on those pages.
04:28I hated her for it.
04:29So I used Vanessa's photos and name as my own to cause trouble online.
04:32If I went 028 in a game, I turned on my mic and told everyone my name was Vanessa Hale.
04:37If I argued with a stranger on Discord until they threatened to show up at my door, I gave
04:41them Vanessa's name without hesitation.
04:43Any time I caused trouble and someone asked who I was, I said I was Vanessa.
04:47Vanessa, spitefully.
04:49I kept hoping that one day someone would actually show up and teach her a lesson.
04:53But before I ever got to watch Vanessa face the consequences, I met Julian on the ice.
04:57He was like a wildfire, raging out of control.
05:00Online, he held nothing back during the two years we dated online.
05:04After every practice, he would go alone to the shower stall at the very back of the locker
05:08room and make me listen to the running water as his breathing turned steadily rougher.
05:12Don't bite your lip.
05:13I can hear it.
05:15Your teammates are right outside.
05:16The door's locked.
05:18Tell me what you're wearing.
05:20A robe.
05:22Then don't move.
05:23His tone remained calm, but it left no room for refusal.
05:26I don't want to keep loving you through a screen.
05:28Send me your address.
05:29I panicked.
05:30I frantically scrolled back through our messages.
05:33Conversations I could almost recite from memory scrolled past, all the way back to two
05:36years earlier, to the week we first met.
05:38There it was, the message I had typed myself.
05:41My name is Vanessa Hale.
05:42The words struck me like a slap, every heartbeat during those late night calls, every tender
05:47word we had exchanged through a screen, every moment that had made me believe I was loved.
05:52I had stolen all of it by pretending to be another woman.
05:55That night, I curled up beneath the covers and cried so hard my entire body shook.
06:00The next morning, I looked at myself in the mirror.
06:02My face was pale, with dark circles beneath my eyes from working part-time and staying
06:06up night after night.
06:07I did not have Vanessa's striking beauty.
06:09I did not have her privileged background, and I certainly did not have her effortless confidence
06:13or boldness.
06:14I was completely ordinary.
06:16Without Vanessa's photos, a man like Julian would never have had anything to do with me.
06:21In the end, I forced down the ache in my chest and sent Julian a single message.
06:25I'm sorry.
06:26Then I blocked him and deleted his contact.
06:28On the third day of silence, Julian sent me an email.
06:31It contained a single line.
06:33Vanessa, please don't leave me like this.
06:35Those few words made him sound utterly lost, blindsided by the way I had vanished.
06:39Unfortunately, I'm not Vanessa.
06:41The memory of it all sent a shiver through me.
06:44When I looked up, I found all my co-workers watching me.
06:47I forced a weak smile.
06:48W-what is it?
06:49The others only smiled.
06:51No one answered.
06:52Vanessa walked over with an innocent expression and asked,
06:55Nora, didn't you hear us?
06:57Everyone wants to try the new coffee shop three blocks away.
07:00Would you mind picking up the coffees for us?
07:03Dumping grunt work on an intern is hardly unusual in an office.
07:06But Vanessa had barely arrived, and she was already perfectly at ease with the senior staff,
07:11all because Julian had singled her out earlier.
07:14I looked at Vanessa, then at the Cloergs waiting to see how I would react.
07:19Vanessa looked pleased with my obedience.
07:21She turned to the others with a smile.
07:23You really don't have to feel bad about it.
07:25Nora's mother used to be our live-in maid.
07:27She's been waiting on people since she was little.
07:30Running errands is what she's best at.
07:32Anytime you need something, just ask her.
07:34She won't mind.
07:35Whenever Vanessa went somewhere new, she made sure everyone knew my mother had once worked
07:40for her family.
07:41I was used to it by now.
07:42I ignored her, turned around with my phone in hand, and walked straight into a man.
07:47I looked up.
07:49It was Ethan Grant, the executive assistant who had been at Julian's side earlier.
07:53Ethan looked annoyed.
07:54He shoved me aside as if I were blocking his way.
07:57Which one of you is Vanessa Hale?
07:59Mr. Cross is asking for her.
08:01At the sound of that name, I almost looked up on instinct.
08:03I dug my nails into my palm and forced myself to stay still.
08:07It was the name I had been using for two years.
08:09The instant Vanessa heard her name, her eyes lit up.
08:12She all but rushed forward.
08:14I'm Vanessa.
08:15Why does Mr. Cross want me?
08:17VIP Relations upstairs is short-staffed.
08:19Mr. Cross asked for you by name.
08:21The finance office went silent for a beat, then excited murmurs broke out.
08:25Vanessa walked up to me.
08:26Excuse me, Nora.
08:28Mr. Cross is waiting for me upstairs, and you're in my way.
08:33Keep working hard.
08:34Maybe someday, you'll get to set foot on the top floor, too.
08:39I clenched my jaw.
08:40Vanessa followed Ethan out in her high heels.
08:43The moment she was gone, my co-workers crowded around me.
08:46You and Vanessa went to the same university, right?
08:48Was she always this popular?
08:50Did she and Mr. Cross have something going on in college?
08:53My nails dug into my palm.
08:55I don't know.
08:56Once Vanessa was escorted upstairs, everyone else's work landed on my desk.
09:01Picking up coffee for the entire office.
09:03Washing every mug in the break room.
09:05Organizing data.
09:06Moving office equipment.
09:08By the time I sent my last analysis report to the manager, it was already 8.30 at night.
09:13The entire finance office was empty.
09:15I sank back in my chair.
09:17Exhausted.
09:18A message from my father appeared on my phone.
09:20Nora, this job at Cross House is your best chance of staying in New York.
09:23Keep your head down at the club.
09:25Rich kids have families who can clean up their messes.
09:28We don't have anyone to do that for us.
09:30Get there early.
09:31Pitch in whenever anyone needs something.
09:33Don't give them a reason to fire you.
09:35I closed the message and opened Instagram.
09:38Vanessa had posted half an hour ago.
09:40Late night at work, but someone saved me a mango smoothie.
09:43The photo had been taken in the VIP lounge upstairs.
09:46I kept zooming in on the photo, torturing myself.
09:48In the reflection on the glass wall, Julian was sitting there.
09:52You're still here this late?
09:53A voice came from behind me.
09:55Don't stop.
09:56Keep touching yourself.
09:57I weigh more than 220 pounds.
09:59Vanessa, the daughter of my mother's employer, has bullied me for three years because of my weight.
10:05To get back at her, I used Vanessa's photos and name as my own and started an online relationship with
10:11Julian, the hockey team captain.
10:13At the start of my sophomore year, my student loan application was denied.
10:17When Julian found out, he sent me $15,000 on the spot.
10:22That was when it finally hit me.
10:23I had already fallen in love with him, but he thought I was Vanessa.
10:27I braced myself against the vanity, trying to bring my ragged breathing under control.
10:32Julian, what would you do if I broke up with you and disappeared for good?
10:36Baby, don't test me like that.
10:38I don't like it.
10:38If you ever disappear, pray we never cross paths again.
10:41Because if we do, I'll make you repay every day you owe me, one night at a time.
10:48I started losing weight.
10:49A year later, I had lost the weight and landed an internship in Cross House's internal audit department.
10:55Cross House is one of Manhattan's most exclusive private clubs.
10:59Run by the Cross family, Vanessa was there too.
11:01My heart stopped.
11:02The man I had dated online for three years was standing right in front of me, flesh and blood.
11:07The shock of it was overwhelming.
11:09My mind went blank for several seconds.
11:11By the time I came back to myself, Julian had stopped walking.
11:14Then he turned and headed straight toward us.
11:16I lowered my head at once and kept my breathing as quiet as I could.
11:19He knew Vanessa's face, but he had heard my voice countless times.
11:23As long as I kept my mouth shut, there was no way he could recognize me.
11:26His face was expressionless, and an icy, unapproachable air surrounded him.
11:30His black dress shirt set off his broad shoulders and narrow waist.
11:34A sliver of his wrist showed beneath the cuff, faint blue veins visible under the skin,
11:38restrained yet powerful Julian Cross, the most dangerous mafia don in the city.
11:43He looked taller than he had at university, more handsome, and even harder to look away from.
11:48Our audit manager lowered her voice and reminded us,
11:50Mr. Cross is only here for a closed-door meeting upstairs.
11:53He's too busy to notice a group of interns.
11:55The words had barely left her mouth.
11:57Julian stopped in front of us.
11:59More precisely, he stopped in front of Vanessa.
12:01They stood face to face.
12:02He cold and elegant.
12:03She radiant and beautiful.
12:05I held my breath without meaning to.
12:07Only one thought remained in my head.
12:08They really did look perfect together.
12:11Mr. Cross?
12:12You dropped your cuffling?
12:13The faint scent of his cologne reached me.
12:15Fur and citrus, crisp with a thread of warmth.
12:17I knew that scent all too well.
12:19It was the cologne I had given him for the first anniversary of our online relationship.
12:23To afford that bottle.
12:24I had worked odd jobs for months, saving every scent I could.
12:27I lowered my head and stared hard at the tips of my shoes.
12:30He knew the sound of my breathing intimately from all those late-night calls.
12:33Julian's gaze never left Vanessa's face.
12:36His gaze was intense and direct, as if he meant to look past that beautiful face
12:40and determine whether she was really the woman he had spent two years searching for.
12:44Vanessa grew visibly uncomfortable under his stare.
12:46The hand holding the cufflink went rigid in midair.
12:49Mr. Cross?
12:50Your cufflink?
12:51Julian swallowed hard.
12:52At last, he reached for it.
12:54Thank you, Vanessa.
12:56Yes, I'm Vanessa Hale.
13:00Have we met before?
13:01Mr. Cross?
13:02He gave Vanessa one last look, then turned and walked away.
13:05Only then did I dare to breathe.
13:07Cold sweat had soaked the back of my clothes.
13:09I remained frozen for a long moment, before pulling out my phone and searching for Julian
13:13Cross online.
13:14My screen filled with financial and political stories about him from Forbes and Bloomberg.
13:19I sucked in a sharp breath.
13:21If I had still been clinging to some shred of hope, before it was gone now.
13:24I had provoked a dragon, a mafia don who ruled the underworld.
13:28Some employees go a whole year without seeing Julian.
13:31He almost never comes back here.
13:32And he stared at an intern that long?
13:33A young, beautiful intern like Vanessa?
13:36Just like C-Y-S-Ringer.
13:37We did go to the same university.
13:39Julian was a few years ahead of me.
13:41He was captain of the hockey team back then.
13:44I was homecoming queen and captain of the cheer squad.
13:46Plenty of guys were into me.
13:49Maybe.
13:49The office's biggest gossips pounced on it at once, spinning a story about a college
13:53crush that The Office came alive.
13:55Alright, stop inventing love stories about Mr. Cross.
13:58Her tone sounded like a denial, but the smug look in her eyes gave her away.
14:01Whatever they said after that, I did not hear a word.
14:04Back then, my mother had worked as a live-in maid for the Hale family.
14:07Vanessa lost a bet with her friends and tricked my mother into taking my diary, which was filled
14:11with all my secret feelings for my crush.
14:13She photocopied it, posted the pages on the campus bulletin board, and uploaded everything
14:18to an anonymous campus account.
14:20Everyone who recognized me mocked my body and the secrets on those pages.
14:23I hated her for it.
14:24So I used Vanessa's photos and name as my own to cause trouble online.
14:28If I went 028 in a game, I turned on my mic and told everyone my name was Vanessa Hale.
14:32If I argued with a stranger on Discord until they threatened to show up at my door, I gave
14:37them Vanessa's name without hesitation.
14:38Anytime I caused trouble and someone asked who I was, I said I was Vanessa.
14:43Vanessa, spitefully.
14:44I kept hoping that one day someone would actually show up and teach her a lesson.
14:48But before I ever got to watch Vanessa face the consequences, I met Julian on the ice.
14:53He was like a wildfire, raging out of control.
14:55Online, he held nothing back during the two years we dated online.
14:59After every practice, he would go alone to the shower stall at the very back of the locker
15:03room and make me listen to the running water as his breathing turned steadily rougher.
15:07Don't bite your lip.
15:08I can hear it.
15:10Your teammates are right outside.
15:12The door's locked.
15:14Tell me what you're wearing.
15:16A robe.
15:17Then don't move.
15:18His tone remained calm, but it left no room for refusal.
15:21I don't want to keep loving you through a screen.
15:23Send me your address.
15:24I panicked.
15:25I frantically scrolled back through our messages.
15:28Conversations I could almost recite from memory scrolled past, all the way back to two
15:31years earlier, to the week we first met.
15:34There it was.
15:34The message I had typed myself.
15:36My name is Vanessa Hale.
15:38The words struck me like a slap.
15:40Every heartbeat during those late-night calls.
15:42Every tender word we had exchanged through a screen.
15:45Every moment that had made me believe I was loved.
15:47I had stolen all of it by pretending to be another woman.
15:51That night, I curled up beneath the covers and cried so hard my entire body shook.
15:55The next morning, I looked at myself in the mirror.
15:57My face was pale, with dark circles beneath my eyes from working part-time and staying
16:01up night after night.
16:02I did not have Vanessa's striking beauty.
16:04I did not have her privileged background, and I certainly did not have her effortless
16:08confidence or boldness.
16:10I was completely ordinary.
16:11Without Vanessa's photos, a man like Julian would never have had anything to do with me.
16:16In the end, I forced down the ache in my chest and sent Julian a single message.
16:20I'm sorry.
16:21Then I blocked him and deleted his contact.
16:24On the third day of silence, Julian sent me an email.
16:26It contained a single line.
16:28Vanessa, please don't leave me like this.
16:30Those few words made him sound utterly lost, blindsided by the way I had vanished.
16:35Unfortunately, I'm not Vanessa.
16:37The memory of it all sent a shiver through me.
16:39When I looked up, I found all my co-workers watching me.
16:42I forced a weak smile.
16:43W-what is it?
16:45The others only smiled.
16:46No one answered.
16:47Vanessa walked over with an innocent expression and asked,
16:50Nora, didn't you hear us?
16:53Everyone wants to try the new coffee shop three blocks away.
16:55Would you mind picking up the coffees for us?
16:58Dumping grunt work on an intern is hardly unusual in an office.
17:02But Vanessa had barely arrived, and she was already perfectly at ease with the senior staff,
17:07all because Julian had singled her out earlier.
17:09I looked at Vanessa, then at the Cloergs waiting to see how I would react.
17:13Okay.
17:14Vanessa looked pleased with my obedience.
17:16She turned to the others with a smile.
17:18You really don't have to feel bad about it.
17:21Nora's mother used to be our live-in maid.
17:22She's been waiting on people since she was little.
17:25Running errands is what she's best at.
17:27Anytime you need something, just ask her.
17:29She won't mind.
17:30Whenever Vanessa went somewhere new,
17:32she made sure everyone knew my mother had once worked for her family.
17:36I was used to it by now.
17:37I ignored her,
17:39turned around with my phone in hand,
17:41and walked straight into a man.
17:43I looked up.
17:44It was Ethan Grant,
17:45the executive assistant who had been at Julian's side earlier.
17:48Ethan looked annoyed.
17:50He shoved me aside as if I were blocking his way.
17:53Which one of you is Vanessa Hale?
17:54Mr. Cross is asking for her.
17:56At the sound of that name,
17:57I almost looked up on instinct.
17:59I dug my nails into my palm and forced myself to stay still.
18:02It was the name I had been using for two years.
18:04The instant Vanessa heard her name,
18:06her eyes lit up.
18:07She all but rushed forward.
18:10I'm Vanessa.
18:11Why does Mr. Cross want me?
18:12VIP Relations upstairs is short-staffed.
18:15Mr. Cross asked for you by name.
18:16The finance office went silent for a beat,
18:18then excited murmurs broke out.
18:20Vanessa walked up to me.
18:22Excuse me, Nora.
18:24Mr. Cross is waiting for me upstairs,
18:26and you're in my way.
18:28Keep working hard.
18:30Maybe someday,
18:31you'll get to set foot
18:32on the top floor, too.
18:34I clenched my jaw.
18:36Vanessa followed Ethan out in her high heels.
18:38The moment she was gone,
18:40my co-workers crowded around me.
18:41You and Vanessa went to the same university, right?
18:44Was she always this popular?
18:45Did she and Mr. Cross
18:46have something going on in college?
18:48My nails dug into my palm.
18:50I don't know.
18:51Once Vanessa was escorted upstairs,
18:54everyone else's work landed on my desk,
18:56picking up coffee for the entire office,
18:58washing every mug in the break room,
19:00organizing data,
19:02moving office equipment.
19:03By the time I sent my last analysis report
19:05to the manager,
19:06it was already 8.30 at night.
19:08The entire finance office was empty.
19:10I sank back in my chair,
19:12exhausted.
19:12A message from my father appeared on my phone.
19:15Nora,
19:16this job at Crosshouse
19:17is your best chance of staying in New York.
19:19Keep your head down at the club.
19:20Rich kids have families
19:21who can clean up their messes.
19:23We don't have anyone to do that for us.
19:25Get there early.
19:26Pitch in whenever anyone needs something.
19:28Don't give them a reason to fire you.
19:30I closed the message
19:31and opened Instagram.
19:33Vanessa had posted half an hour ago.
19:35Late night at work,
19:36but someone saved me a mango smoothie.
19:38The photo had been taken
19:39in the VIP lounge upstairs.
19:41I kept zooming in on the photo,
19:42torturing myself.
19:44In the reflection on the glass wall,
19:46Julian was sitting there.
19:47You're still here this late?
19:48A voice came from behind me.
19:50Don't stop.
19:51Keep touching yourself.
19:52I weigh more than 220 pounds.
19:55Vanessa,
19:56the daughter of my mother's employer,
19:57has bullied me for three years
19:59because of my weight.
20:00To get back at her,
20:01I used Vanessa's photos
20:03and name as my own
20:04and started an online relationship
20:06with Julian,
20:07the hockey team captain.
20:09At the start of my sophomore year,
20:10my student loan application
20:12was denied.
20:13When Julian found out,
20:14he sent me $15,000 on the spot.
20:17That was when it finally hit me.
20:19I had already fallen in love with him,
20:21but he thought I was Vanessa.
20:22I braced myself against the vanity,
20:24trying to bring my ragged breathing
20:26under control.
20:27Julian,
20:28what would you do
20:29if I broke up with you
20:30and disappeared for good?
20:31Baby,
20:32don't test me like that.
20:33I don't like it.
20:34If you ever disappear,
20:34pray we never cross paths again.
20:36Because if we do,
20:37I'll make you repay
20:38every day you owe me,
20:39one night at a time.
20:43I started losing weight.
20:45A year later,
20:46I had lost the weight
20:47and landed an internship
20:48in Cross House's
20:49internal audit department.
20:50Cross House is one of
20:51Manhattan's most exclusive
20:53private clubs,
20:54run by the Cross family.
20:55Vanessa was there too.
20:57My heart stopped.
20:58The man I had dated online
20:59for three years
21:00was standing right in front of me,
21:02flesh and blood.
21:03The shock of it was overwhelming.
21:04My mind went blank
21:05for several seconds.
21:06By the time I came back to myself,
21:08Julian had stopped walking.
21:09Then he turned
21:10and headed straight toward us.
21:12I lowered my head at once
21:13and kept my breathing
21:14as quiet as I could.
21:15He knew Vanessa's face,
21:16but he had heard my voice
21:17countless times.
21:18As long as I kept my mouth shut,
21:20there was no way
21:20he could recognize me.
21:22His face was expressionless,
21:23and an icy,
21:24unapproachable air
21:25surrounded him.
21:26His black dress shirt
21:27set off his broad shoulders
21:28and narrow waist.
21:29A sliver of his wrist
21:30showed beneath the cuff,
21:31faint blue veins
21:32visible under the skin.
21:34Restrained,
21:34yet powerful Julian Cross,
21:36the most dangerous mafia
21:37don in the city.
21:38He looked taller
21:39than he had at university,
21:40more handsome,
21:41and even harder
21:42to look away from.
21:43Our audit manager
21:44lowered her voice
21:45and reminded us,
21:46Mr. Cross is only here
21:47for a closed door meeting upstairs.
21:48He's too busy
21:49to notice a group of interns.
21:51The words had barely
21:52left her mouth.
21:53Julian stopped
21:53in front of us.
21:54More precisely,
21:55he stopped in front of Vanessa.
21:56They stood face to face.
21:57He cold and elegant.
21:59She radiant and beautiful.
22:00I held my breath
22:01without meaning to.
22:02Only one thought
22:03remained in my head.
22:04They really did look
22:05perfect together.
22:06Mr. Cross,
22:07you dropped your cuffling.
22:09The faint scent
22:09of his cologne reached me,
22:10fur and citrus,
22:11crisp with a thread of warmth.
22:12I knew that scent
22:13all too well.
22:14It was the cologne
22:15I had given him
22:15for the first anniversary
22:16of our online relationship,
22:18to afford that bottle.
22:19I had worked odd jobs
22:20for months,
22:21saving every scent I could.
22:23I lowered my head
22:23and stared hard
22:24at the tips of my shoes.
22:25He knew the sound
22:26of my breathing intimately
22:27from all those
22:28late night calls.
22:29Julian's gaze
22:29never left Vanessa's face.
22:31His gaze was intense
22:32and direct,
22:33as if he meant
22:33to look past
22:34that beautiful face
22:35and determine
22:36whether she was really
22:37the woman he had spent
22:38two years searching for.
22:39Vanessa grew visibly
22:40uncomfortable
22:41under his stare.
22:42The hand holding
22:42the cufflink
22:43went rigid in midair.
22:44Mr. Cross,
22:45your cufflink.
22:46Julian swallowed hard.
22:48At last,
22:48he reached for it.
22:49Thank you, Vanessa.
22:51Yes,
22:52I'm Vanessa Hale.
22:55Have we met before?
22:56Mr. Cross.
22:57He gave Vanessa
22:58one last look,
22:59then turned
23:00and walked away.
23:01Only then
23:01did I dare to breathe.
23:02Cold sweat
23:03had soaked
23:03the back of my clothes.
23:04I remained frozen
23:05for a long moment,
23:06before pulling out
23:07my phone
23:07and searching
23:08for Julian Cross online.
23:10My screen filled
23:11with financial
23:11and political stories
23:12about him
23:13from Forbes and Bloomberg.
23:14I sucked in
23:15a sharp breath.
23:16If I had still
23:17been clinging
23:17to some shred of hope
23:18before it was gone now,
23:20I had provoked a dragon,
23:21a mafia don
23:22who ruled the underworld.
23:23Some employees
23:24go a whole year
23:25without seeing Julian.
23:26He almost never
23:26comes back here.
23:27And he stared
23:28at an intern that long?
23:29A young,
23:29beautiful intern
23:30like Vanessa?
23:31Just,
23:31it's U.S. Ringer.
23:33We did go
23:33to the same university.
23:35Julian was a few years
23:36ahead of me.
23:37He was captain
23:37of the hockey team
23:38back then.
23:39I was homecoming queen
23:40and captain
23:41of the cheer squad.
23:42Plenty of guys
23:42were into me.
23:44Maybe.
23:45The office's biggest gossips
23:46pounced on it at once,
23:47spinning a story
23:48about a college crush
23:49that the office
23:50came alive.
23:51All right,
23:51stop inventing love stories
23:52about Mr. Cross.
23:53Her tone sounded
23:54like a denial,
23:55but the smug look
23:56in her eyes
23:56gave her away.
23:57Whatever they said
23:57after that,
23:58I did not hear a word.
23:59Back then,
24:00my mother had worked
24:00as a live-in maid
24:01for the Hale family.
24:02Vanessa lost a bet
24:03with her friends
24:04and tricked my mother
24:05into taking my diary,
24:06which was filled
24:07with all my secret feelings
24:08for my crush.
24:09She photocopied it,
24:10posted the pages
24:11on the campus bulletin board,
24:12and uploaded everything
24:13to an anonymous campus account.
24:15Everyone who recognized me
24:16mocked my body
24:17and the secrets
24:17on those pages.
24:18I hated her for it,
24:19so I used Vanessa's photos
24:21and name as my own
24:22to cause trouble online.
24:23If I went 028 in a game,
24:25I turned on my mic
24:26and told everyone
24:27my name was Vanessa Hale.
24:28If I argued
24:28with a stranger
24:29on Discord
24:29until they threatened
24:30to show up at my door,
24:31I gave them Vanessa's name
24:33without hesitation.
24:34Any time I caused trouble
24:35and someone asked
24:36who I was,
24:37I said I was Vanessa,
24:38spitefully.
24:39I kept hoping
24:40that one day
24:41someone would actually
24:42show up
24:42and teach her a lesson,
24:43but before I ever
24:44got to watch Vanessa
24:45face the consequences,
24:46I met Julian,
24:47on the ice,
24:48he was like a wildfire
24:49raging out of control.
24:50Online,
24:51he held nothing back
24:52during the two years
24:53we dated online.
24:54After every practice,
24:56he would go alone
24:56to the shower stall
24:57at the very back
24:58of the locker room
24:59and make me listen
25:00to the running water
25:01as his breathing
25:01turned steadily rougher.
25:03Don't bite your lip,
25:04I can hear it.
25:05Your teammates
25:06are right outside.
25:07The door's locked.
25:09Tell me what you're wearing.
25:11A robe.
25:12Then don't move.
25:13His tone remained calm,
25:15but it left no room
25:16for refusal.
25:17I don't want to keep
25:17loving you through a screen.
25:18Send me your address.
25:20I panicked.
25:21I frantically scrolled
25:22back through our messages.
25:23Conversations I could
25:24almost recite from memory
25:25scrolled past,
25:26all the way back
25:26to two years earlier,
25:28to the week we first met.
25:29There it was,
25:30the message I had typed myself.
25:31My name is Vanessa Hale.
25:33The word struck me
25:34like a slap.
25:35Every heartbeat
25:36during those late night calls,
25:37every tender word
25:38we had exchanged
25:39through a screen,
25:40every moment that had
25:41made me believe
25:42I was loved.
25:43I had stolen all of it
25:44by pretending
25:44to be another woman.
25:46That night,
25:47I curled up beneath the covers
25:48and cried so hard
25:49my entire body shook.
25:50The next morning,
25:51I looked at myself
25:52in the mirror.
25:53My face was pale,
25:54with dark circles
25:54beneath my eyes
25:55from working part-time
25:56and staying up
25:57night after night.
25:57I did not have
25:58Vanessa's striking beauty.
26:00I did not have
26:01her privileged background,
26:02and I certainly did not
26:03have her effortless confidence
26:04or boldness.
26:05I was completely ordinary.
26:07Without Vanessa's photos,
26:08a man like Julian
26:09would never have had
26:10anything to do with me.
26:12In the end,
26:12I forced down the ache
26:13in my chest
26:14and sent Julian
26:14a single message.
26:16I'm sorry.
26:17Then I blocked him
26:17and deleted his contact.
26:19On the third day of silence,
26:20Julian sent me an email.
26:22It contained a single line.
26:23Vanessa,
26:24please don't leave me like this.
26:25Those few words
26:26made him sound utterly lost,
26:28blindsided by the way
26:29I had vanished.
26:30Unfortunately,
26:31I'm not Vanessa.
26:32The memory of it all
26:33sent a shiver through me.
26:34When I looked up,
26:35I found all my co-workers
26:36watching me.
26:37I forced a weak smile.
26:39What is it?
26:40The others only smiled.
26:42No one answered.
26:43Vanessa walked over
26:44with an innocent expression
26:45and asked,
26:46Nora,
26:47didn't you hear us?
26:48Everyone wants to try
26:49the new coffee shop
26:50three blocks away.
26:51Would you mind picking up
26:52the coffees for us?
26:53Dumping grunt work
26:54on an intern
26:55is hardly unusual
26:56in an office.
26:57But Vanessa had barely arrived
26:59and she was already
27:00perfectly at ease
27:01with the senior staff,
27:02all because Julian
27:03had singled her out earlier.
27:04I looked at Vanessa,
27:06then at the Cloergs
27:07waiting to see
27:07how I would react.
27:09Okay.
27:09Vanessa looked pleased
27:10with my obedience.
27:12She turned to the others
27:13with a smile.
27:14You really don't have
27:15to feel bad about it.
27:16Nora's mother used
27:17to be our live-in maid.
27:18She's been waiting on people
27:19since she was little.
27:20Running errands
27:21is what she's best at.
27:22Anytime you need something,
27:23just ask her.
27:24She won't mind.
27:26Whenever Vanessa
27:26went somewhere new,
27:28she made sure everyone
27:29knew my mother
27:29had once worked
27:30for her family.
27:31I was used to it by now.
27:33I ignored her.
27:34Turned around
27:35with my phone in hand
27:36and walked straight
27:37into a man.
27:38I looked up.
27:39It was Ethan Grant,
27:40the executive assistant
27:42who had been
27:42at Julian's side earlier.
27:44Ethan looked annoyed.
27:45He shoved me aside
27:46as if I were blocking his way.
27:48Which one of you
27:49is Vanessa Hale?
27:50Mr. Cross is asking for her.
27:51At the sound of that name,
27:52I almost looked up
27:53on instinct.
27:54I dug my nails
27:55into my palm
27:56and forced myself
27:56to stay still.
27:57It was the name
27:58I had been using
27:59for two years.
28:00The instant Vanessa
28:01heard her name,
28:01her eyes lit up.
28:02She all but rushed forward.
28:05I'm Vanessa.
28:06Why does Mr. Cross want me?
28:08VIP relations upstairs
28:09is short-staffed.
28:10Mr. Cross asked
28:11for you by name.
28:11The finance office
28:12went silent for a beat,
28:13then excited murmurs
28:14broke out.
28:15Vanessa walked up to me.
28:17Excuse me, Nora.
28:19Mr. Cross is waiting
28:20for me upstairs
28:21and you're in my way.
28:23Keep working hard.
28:25Maybe someday
28:26you'll get to set foot
28:28on the top floor too.
28:30I clenched my jaw.
28:31Vanessa followed Ethan
28:32out in her high heels.
28:33The moment she was gone,
28:35my co-workers crowded
28:36around me.
28:37You and Vanessa
28:37went to the same university,
28:38right?
28:39Was she always this popular?
28:41Did she and Mr. Cross
28:42have something going on
28:43in college?
28:43My nails dug into my palm.
28:45I don't know.
28:47Once Vanessa
28:47was escorted upstairs,
28:49everyone else's work
28:50landed on my desk,
28:51picking up coffee
28:52for the entire office,
28:53washing every mug
28:54in the break room,
28:55organizing data,
28:56moving office equipment.
28:58By the time I sent
28:59my last analysis report
29:00to the manager,
29:01it was already
29:028.30 at night.
29:03The entire finance office
29:05was empty.
29:05I sank back in my chair,
29:07exhausted.
29:08A message from my father
29:10appeared on my phone.
29:10Nora,
29:11this job at Cross House
29:12is your best chance
29:13of staying in New York.
29:14Keep your head down
29:15at the club.
29:16Rich kids have families
29:17who can clean up their messes.
29:18We don't have anyone
29:19to do that for us.
29:20Get there early.
29:21Pitch in whenever
29:22anyone needs something.
29:23Don't give them
29:24a reason to fire you.
29:25I closed the message.
29:27and opened Instagram.
29:28Vanessa had posted
29:29half an hour ago.
29:30Late night at work,
29:31but someone saved me
29:32a mango smoothie.
29:33The photo had been taken
29:34in the VIP lounge upstairs.
29:36I kept zooming in
29:37on the photo,
29:38torturing myself.
29:39In the reflection
29:40on the glass wall,
29:41Julian was sitting there.
29:42You're still here
29:43this late?
29:44A voice came from behind me.
29:45Don't stop.
29:46Keep touching yourself.
29:48I weigh more than
29:48220 pounds.
29:50Vanessa,
29:51the daughter of
29:52my mother's employer,
29:53has bullied me
29:54for three years
29:54because of my weight.
29:55To get back at her,
29:57I used Vanessa's photos
29:58and name as my own
29:59and started an online
30:01relationship with Julian,
30:02the hockey team captain.
30:04At the start of my
30:05sophomore year,
30:06my student loan
30:06application was denied.
30:08When Julian found out,
30:09he sent me $15,000
30:11on the spot.
30:12That was when
30:13it finally hit me.
30:14I had already
30:15fallen in love with him,
30:16but he thought
30:16I was Vanessa.
30:17I braced myself
30:18against the vanity,
30:20trying to bring
30:20my ragged breathing
30:21under control.
30:22Julian,
30:23what would you do
30:24if I broke up with you
30:25and disappeared for good?
30:27Baby,
30:27don't test me like that.
30:28I don't like it.
30:29If you ever disappear,
30:30pray we never cross paths again,
30:31because if we do,
30:32I'll make you repay
30:33every day you owe me
30:34one night at a time.
30:38I started losing weight
30:40a year later.
30:41I had lost the weight
30:42and landed an internship
30:43in Cross House's
30:44internal audit department.
30:46Cross House is one of
30:47Manhattan's most exclusive
30:48private clubs,
30:49run by the Cross family.
30:51Vanessa was there too.
30:52My heart stopped.
30:53The man I had dated online
30:54for three years
30:55was standing right
30:56in front of me,
30:57flesh and blood.
30:58The shock of it
30:59was overwhelming.
30:59My mind went blank
31:00for several seconds.
31:01By the time I came back
31:02to myself,
31:03Julian had stopped walking.
31:04Then he turned
31:05and headed straight toward us.
31:07I lowered my head at once
31:08and kept my breathing
31:09as quiet as I could.
31:10He knew Vanessa's face,
31:11but he had heard my voice
31:12countless times.
31:13As long as I kept my mouth shut,
31:15there was no way
31:16he could recognize me.
31:17His face was expressionless,
31:18and an icy,
31:19unapproachable air
31:20surrounded him.
31:21His black dress shirt
31:22set off his broad shoulders
31:24and narrow waist.
31:25A sliver of his wrist
31:26showed beneath the cuff,
31:27faint blue veins
31:27visible under the skin,
31:29restrained yet powerful
31:30Julian Cross.
31:31The most dangerous mafia
31:32don in the city.
31:33He looked taller
31:34than he had at university,
31:36more handsome,
31:36and even harder
31:37to look away from.
31:38Our audit manager
31:39lowered her voice
31:40and reminded us,
31:41Mr. Cross is only here
31:42for a closed door meeting upstairs.
31:44He's too busy
31:44to notice a group of interns.
31:46The words had barely
31:47left her mouth.
31:48Julian stopped
31:48in front of us.
31:49More precisely,
31:50he stopped in front of Vanessa.
31:51They stood face to face.
31:53He cold and elegant.
31:54She radiant and beautiful.
31:56I held my breath
31:56without meaning to.
31:57Only one thought
31:58remained in my head.
31:59They really did
32:00look perfect together.
32:01Mr. Cross,
32:02you dropped your cuffling.
32:04The faint scent
32:04of his cologne reached me,
32:06fur and citrus,
32:07crisp with a thread of warmth.
32:08I knew that scent
32:08all too well.
32:09It was the cologne
32:10I had given him
32:11for the first anniversary
32:12of our online relationship.
32:13To afford that bottle,
32:14I had worked odd jobs
32:16for months,
32:16saving every scent I could.
32:18I lowered my head
32:19and stared hard
32:19at the tips of my shoes.
32:21He knew the sound
32:21of my breathing intimately
32:22from all those
32:23late night calls.
32:24Julian's gaze
32:25never left Vanessa's face.
32:26His gaze was intense
32:27and direct,
32:28as if he meant
32:28to look past
32:29that beautiful face
32:30and determine
32:31whether she was really
32:32the woman he had spent
32:33two years searching for.
32:34Vanessa grew visibly
32:35uncomfortable
32:36under his stare.
32:37The hand holding
32:38the cufflink
32:38went rigid in midair.
32:39Mr. Cross,
32:40your cufflink.
32:41Julian swallowed hard.
32:43At last,
32:43he reached for it.
32:45Thank you, Vanessa.
32:47Yes,
32:47I'm Vanessa Hale.
32:50Have we met before?
32:52Mr. Cross.
32:53He gave Vanessa
32:53one last look,
32:55then turned
32:55and walked away.
32:56Only then did I dare
32:57to breathe.
32:57Cold sweat
32:58had soaked
32:59the back of my clothes.
33:00I remained frozen
33:00for a long moment
33:01before pulling out
33:02my phone
33:03and searching
33:03for Julian Cross online.
33:05My screen filled
33:06with financial
33:07and political stories
33:08about him
33:08from Forbes and Bloomberg.
33:10I sucked in a sharp breath.
33:11If I had still been
33:12clinging to some shred
33:13of hope
33:14before it was gone now,
33:15I had provoked a dragon,
33:17a mafia don
33:17who ruled the underworld.
33:19Some employees
33:19go a whole year
33:20without seeing Julian.
33:21He almost never
33:22comes back here.
33:22And he stared
33:23at an intern that long?
33:24A young,
33:25beautiful intern
33:25like Vanessa?
33:26Just a T-U-A-S-Ringer.
33:28We did go
33:28to the same university.
33:30Julian was a few years
33:31ahead of me.
33:32He was captain
33:33of the hockey team
33:33back then.
33:34I was homecoming queen
33:35and captain
33:36of the cheer squad.
33:37Plenty of guys
33:38were into me.
33:39Maybe?
33:40The office's biggest gossips
33:41pounced on it at once,
33:43spinning a story
33:43about a college crush
33:44that The Office
33:45came alive.
33:46All right,
33:46stop inventing love stories
33:48about Mr. Cross.
33:49Her tone sounded
33:49like a denial,
33:50but the smug look
33:51in her eyes
33:51gave her away.
33:52Whatever they said
33:53after that,
33:53I did not hear a word.
33:54Back then,
33:55my mother had worked
33:56as a live-in maid
33:56for the Hale family.
33:57Vanessa lost a bet
33:58with her friends
33:59and tricked my mother
34:00into taking my diary,
34:01which was filled
34:02with all my secret
34:03feelings for my crush.
34:04She photocopied it,
34:05posted the pages
34:06on the campus bulletin board,
34:08and uploaded everything
34:08to an anonymous
34:09campus account.
34:10Everyone who recognized
34:11me mocked my body
34:12and the secrets
34:13on those pages.
34:13I hated her for it.
34:15So I used Vanessa's photos
34:16and name as my own
34:17to cause trouble online.
34:18If I went 028 in a game,
34:20I turned on my mic
34:21and told everyone
34:22my name was Vanessa Hale.
34:23If I argued with a stranger
34:24on Discord
34:25until they threatened
34:25to show up at my door,
34:27I gave them Vanessa's name
34:28without hesitation.
34:29Anytime I caused trouble
34:30and someone asked
34:31who I was,
34:32I said I was Vanessa,
34:34spitefully.
34:35I kept hoping that one day
34:36someone would actually
34:37show up and teach her a lesson.
34:38But before I ever got
34:39to watch Vanessa
34:40face the consequences,
34:41I met Julian,
34:42on the ice,
34:43he was like a wildfire
34:44raging out of control.
34:46Online,
34:46he held nothing back,
34:48during the two years
34:48we dated online.
34:50After every practice,
34:51he would go alone
34:52to the shower stall
34:53at the very back
34:53of the locker room
34:54and make me listen
34:55to the running water
34:56as his breathing
34:57turned steadily rougher.
34:58Don't bite your lip,
34:59I can hear it.
35:01Your teammates
35:01are right outside.
35:03The door's locked.
35:04Tell me what you're wearing.
35:06A robe.
35:07Then don't move.
35:08His tone remained calm,
35:10but it left no room
35:11for refusal.
35:12I don't want to keep
35:12loving you through a screen.
35:14Send me your address.
35:15I panicked.
35:16I frantically scrolled back
35:17through our messages.
35:18Conversations I could
35:19almost recite from memory
35:20scrolled past,
35:21all the way back
35:22to two years earlier,
35:23to the week we first met.
35:24There it was,
35:25the message I had typed myself.
35:27My name is Vanessa Hale.
35:28The word struck me
35:29like a slap.
35:30Every heartbeat
35:31during those late night calls,
35:32every tender word
35:33we had exchanged
35:34through a screen,
35:35every moment
35:36that had made me believe
35:37I was loved.
35:38I had stolen all of it
35:39by pretending
35:40to be another woman.
35:41That night,
35:42I curled up beneath the covers
35:43and cried so hard
35:44my entire body shook.
35:45The next morning,
35:47I looked at myself
35:47in the mirror.
35:48My face was pale,
35:49with dark circles
35:50beneath my eyes
35:50from working part-time
35:51and staying up
35:52night after night.
35:53I did not have
35:53Vanessa's striking beauty.
35:55I did not have
35:56her privileged background
35:57and I certainly did not
35:58have her effortless confidence
35:59or boldness.
36:00I was completely ordinary.
36:02Without Vanessa's photos,
36:03a man like Julian
36:04would never have had
36:05anything to do with me.
36:07In the end,
36:08I forced down the ache
36:09in my chest
36:09and sent Julian
36:10a single message.
36:11I'm sorry.
36:12Then I blocked him
36:13and deleted his contact.
36:14On the third day of silence,
36:16Julian sent me an email.
36:17It contained a single line.
36:19Vanessa,
36:19please don't leave me like this.
36:21Those few words
36:21made him sound utterly lost,
36:23blindsided by the way
36:24I had vanished.
36:25Unfortunately,
36:26I'm not Vanessa.
36:27The memory of it all
36:28sent a shiver through me.
36:30When I looked up,
36:30I found all my co-workers
36:32watching me.
36:32I forced a weak smile.
36:34W-what is it?
36:35The others only smiled.
36:37No one answered.
36:38Vanessa walked over
36:39with an innocent expression
36:40and asked,
36:41Nora,
36:42didn't you hear us?
36:43Everyone wants to try
36:44the new coffee shop
36:45three blocks away.
36:46Would you mind
36:47picking up the coffees for us?
36:49Dumping grunt work
36:50on an intern
36:50is hardly unusual
36:51in an office.
36:52But Vanessa had barely arrived
36:54and she was already
36:55perfectly at ease
36:56with the senior staff,
36:57all because Julian
36:58had singled her out earlier.
37:00I looked at Vanessa,
37:01then at the Cloergs
37:02waiting to see
37:02how I would react.
37:04Okay.
37:05Vanessa looked pleased
37:06with my obedience.
37:07She turned to the others
37:08with a smile.
37:09You really don't have
37:10to feel bad about it.
37:11Nora's mother used
37:12to be our live-in maid.
37:13She's been waiting
37:14on people since she was little.
37:15Running errands
37:16is what she's best at.
37:17Anytime you need something,
37:19just ask her.
37:20She won't mind.
37:21Whenever Vanessa
37:22went somewhere new,
37:23she made sure everyone
37:24knew my mother
37:25had once worked
37:25for her family.
37:26I was used to it by now.
37:28I ignored her,
37:30turned around
37:30with my phone in hand,
37:31and walked straight
37:32into a man.
37:33I looked up.
37:34It was Ethan Grant,
37:36the executive assistant
37:37who had been
37:37at Julian's side earlier.
37:39Ethan looked annoyed.
37:40He shoved me aside
37:42as if I were blocking
37:42his way.
37:43Which one of you
37:44is Vanessa Hale?
37:45Mr. Cross is asking for her.
37:47At the sound of that name,
37:48I almost looked up
37:49on instinct.
37:49I dug my nails
37:50into my palm
37:51and forced myself
37:52to stay still.
37:53It was the name
37:53I had been using
37:54for two years.
37:55The instant Vanessa
37:56heard her name,
37:57her eyes lit up.
37:58She all but rushed forward.
38:00I'm Vanessa.
38:01Why does Mr. Cross
38:02want me?
38:03VIP relations upstairs
38:04is short-staffed.
38:05Mr. Cross asked
38:06for you by name.
38:07The finance office
38:07went silent for a beat,
38:09then excited murmurs
38:10broke out.
38:11Vanessa walked up to me.
38:12Excuse me, Nora.
38:14Mr. Cross is waiting
38:16for me upstairs
38:16and you're in my way.
38:18Keep working hard.
38:20Maybe someday
38:21you'll get to set foot
38:23on the top floor too.
38:25I clenched my jaw.
38:26Vanessa followed Ethan
38:27out in her high heels.
38:29The moment she was gone,
38:30my co-workers crowded
38:31around me.
38:32You and Vanessa
38:33went to the same university,
38:34right?
38:34Was she always this popular?
38:36Did she and Mr. Cross
38:37have something going on
38:38in college?
38:39My nails dug into my palm.
38:41I don't know.
38:42Once Vanessa
38:43was escorted upstairs,
38:44everyone else's work
38:45landed on my desk,
38:46picking up coffee
38:47for the entire office,
38:49washing every mug
38:50in the break room,
38:51organizing data,
38:52moving office equipment.
38:53By the time I sent
38:54my last analysis report
38:56to the manager,
38:57it was already 8.30 at night.
38:59The entire finance office
39:00was empty.
39:01I sank back in my chair,
39:02exhausted.
39:03A message from my father
39:05appeared on my phone.
39:06Nora,
39:06this job at Cross House
39:07is your best chance
39:08of staying in New York.
39:09Keep your head down
39:10at the club.
39:11Rich kids have families
39:12who can clean up their messes.
39:13We don't have anyone
39:14to do that for us.
39:15Get there early.
39:17Pitch in whenever
39:17anyone needs something.
39:19Don't give them a reason
39:20to fire you.
39:20I closed the message
39:22and opened Instagram.
39:23Vanessa had posted
39:24half an hour ago.
39:25Late night at work,
39:27but someone saved me
39:28a mango smoothie.
39:29The photo had been taken
39:30in the VIP lounge upstairs.
39:32I kept zooming in
39:32on the photo,
39:33torturing myself.
39:34In the reflection
39:35on the glass wall,
39:36Julian was sitting there.
39:38You're still here
39:38this late?
39:39A voice came from behind me.
39:41Don't stop.
39:42Keep touching yourself.
39:43I weigh more than 220 pounds.
39:45Vanessa,
39:46the daughter of my mother's employer,
39:48has bullied me for three years
39:50because of my weight.
39:51To get back at her,
39:52I used Vanessa's photos
39:53and name as my own
39:55and started an online relationship
39:57with Julian,
39:58the hockey team captain.
39:59At the start of my sophomore year,
40:01my student loan application
40:02was denied.
40:03When Julian found out,
40:05he sent me $15,000 on the spot.
40:07That was when it finally hit me.
40:09I had already fallen in love with him,
40:11but he thought I was Vanessa.
40:13I braced myself against the vanity,
40:15trying to bring my ragged breathing
40:17under control.
40:18Julian,
40:18what would you do
40:19if I broke up with you
40:20and disappeared for good?
40:22Baby, don't test me like that.
40:23I don't like it.
40:24If you ever disappear,
40:25pray we never cross paths again,
40:26because if we do,
40:27I'll make you repay
40:28every day you owe me
40:29one night at a time.
40:34I started losing weight
40:35a year later.
40:36I had lost the weight
40:37and landed an internship
40:39in Crosshouse's
40:39internal audit department.
40:41Crosshouse is one of
40:42Manhattan's most exclusive
40:43private clubs,
40:44run by the Cross family.
40:46Vanessa was there too.
40:47My heart stopped.
40:48The man I had dated online
40:50for three years
40:51was standing right in front of me,
40:52flesh and blood.
40:53The shock of it was overwhelming.
40:55My mind went blank
40:56for several seconds.
40:57By the time I came back to myself,
40:59Julian had stopped walking.
41:00Then he turned
41:00and headed straight toward us.
41:02I lowered my head at once
41:03and kept my breathing
41:04as quiet as I could.
41:05He knew Vanessa's face,
41:07but he had heard my voice
41:08countless times.
41:09As long as I kept my mouth shut,
41:10there was no way
41:11he could recognize me.
41:12His face was expressionless
41:13and an icy,
41:15unapproachable air
41:15surrounded him.
41:16His black dress shirt
41:17set off his broad shoulders
41:19and narrow waist.
41:20A sliver of his wrist
41:21showed beneath the cuff,
41:22faint blue veins
41:23visible under the skin.
41:24Restrained yet powerful
41:25Julian Cross,
41:27the most dangerous
41:27mafia don in the city.
41:29He looked taller
41:30than he had at university,
41:31more handsome,
41:32and even harder
41:32to look away from.
41:34Our audit manager
41:34lowered her voice
41:35and reminded us,
41:36Mr. Cross is only here
41:37for a closed door
41:38meeting upstairs.
41:39He's too busy
41:40to notice a group of interns.
41:41The words had barely
41:42left her mouth.
41:43Julian stopped in front of us.
41:45More precisely,
41:45he stopped in front of Vanessa.
41:47They stood face to face.
41:48He cold and elegant.
41:49She radiant and beautiful.
41:51I held my breath
41:52without meaning to.
41:53Only one thought
41:53remained in my head.
41:54They really did look
41:55perfect together.
41:57Mr. Cross,
41:58you dropped your cuffling.
41:59The faint scent
42:00of his cologne reached me.
42:01Fur and citrus,
42:02crisp with a thread of warmth.
42:03I knew that scent
42:04all too well.
42:05It was the cologne
42:05I had given him
42:06for the first anniversary
42:07of our online relationship.
42:09To afford that bottle,
42:10I had worked odd jobs
42:11for months.
42:12Saving every scent I could,
42:13I lowered my head
42:14and stared hard
42:15at the tips of my shoes.
42:16He knew the sound
42:17of my breathing intimately
42:18from all those
42:18late night calls.
42:19Julian's gaze
42:20never left Vanessa's face.
42:22His gaze was intense
42:23and direct,
42:23as if he meant
42:24to look past
42:24that beautiful face
42:26and determine
42:26whether she was really
42:27the woman he had spent
42:28two years searching for.
42:30Vanessa grew visibly
42:31uncomfortable
42:31under his stare.
42:32The hand holding
42:33the cufflink
42:34went rigid in midair.
42:35Mr. Cross,
42:36your cufflink.
42:37Julian swallowed hard.
42:38At last he reached for it.
42:39Thank you, Vanessa.
42:42Yes,
42:43I'm Vanessa Hale.
42:45Have we met before?
42:47Mr. Cross.
42:48He gave Vanessa
42:49one last look,
42:50then turned
42:50and walked away.
42:51Only then
42:52did I dare to breathe.
42:53Cold sweat
42:53had soaked
42:54the back of my clothes.
42:55I remained frozen
42:56for a long moment
42:57before pulling out
42:57my phone
42:58and searching
42:58for Julian Cross online.
43:00My screen filled
43:01with financial
43:02and political stories
43:03about him
43:03from Forbes and Bloomberg.
43:05I sucked
43:05in a sharp breath.
43:07If I had still
43:07been clinging
43:08to some shred
43:09of hope
43:09before it was gone now,
43:10I had provoked
43:11a dragon,
43:12a mafia don
43:13who ruled
43:13the underworld.
43:14Some employees
43:15go a whole year
43:15without seeing Julian.
43:16He almost never
43:17comes back here.
43:18And he stared
43:18at an intern
43:19that long?
43:19A young,
43:20beautiful intern
43:21like Vanessa?
43:22Just like
43:22U.S. Reiger.
43:23We did go
43:24to the same university.
43:25Julian was a few
43:26years ahead of me.
43:27He was captain
43:28of the hockey team
43:29back then.
43:29I was homecoming queen
43:31and captain
43:31of the cheer squad.
43:32Plenty of guys
43:33were into me.
43:34Maybe?
43:35The office's biggest
43:36gossips pounced
43:37on it at once,
43:38spinning a story
43:39about a college crush
43:39that The Office
43:40came alive.
43:41All right,
43:42stop inventing
43:42love stories
43:43about Mr. Cross.
43:44Her tone sounded
43:45like a denial,
43:45but the smug look
43:46in her eyes
43:47gave her away.
43:47Whatever they said
43:48after that,
43:48I did not hear a word.
43:50Back then,
43:50my mother had worked
43:51as a live-in maid
43:52for the Hale family.
43:53Vanessa lost a bet
43:54with her friends
43:54and tricked my mother
43:55into taking my diary,
43:57which was filled
43:57with all my secret
43:58feelings for my crush.
43:59She photocopied it,
44:01posted the pages
44:01on the campus bulletin board
44:03and uploaded everything
44:04to an anonymous campus account.
44:05Everyone who recognized me
44:06mocked my body
44:07and the secrets
44:08on those pages.
44:09I hated her for it.
44:10So I used Vanessa's photos
44:11and name as my own
44:12to cause trouble online.
44:13If I went 028 in a game,
44:15I turned on my mic
44:16and told everyone
44:17my name was Vanessa Hale.
44:18If I argued
44:19with a stranger on Discord
44:20until they threatened
44:21to show up at my door,
44:22I gave them Vanessa's name
44:23without hesitation.
44:24Anytime I caused trouble
44:26and someone asked
44:26who I was,
44:27I said I was Vanessa,
44:29spitefully.
44:30I kept hoping
44:31that one day
44:31someone would actually
44:32show up and teach her a lesson.
44:34But before I ever
44:35got to watch Vanessa
44:35face the consequences,
44:37I met Julian on the ice.
44:38He was like a wildfire
44:39raging out of control.
44:41Online,
44:42he held nothing back
44:43during the two years
44:44we dated online.
44:45After every practice,
44:46he would go alone
44:47to the shower stall
44:48at the very back
44:49of the locker room
44:50and make me listen
44:50to the running water
44:51as his breathing
44:52turned steadily rougher.
44:53Don't bite your lip.
44:54I can hear it.
44:56Your teammates
44:57are right outside.
44:58The door's locked.
44:59Tell me what you're wearing.
45:01A robe.
45:03Then don't move.
45:04His tone remained calm,
45:05but it left no room
45:06for refusal.
45:07I don't want to keep
45:08loving you through a screen.
45:09Send me your address.
45:10I panicked.
45:11I frantically scrolled
45:12back through our messages.
45:14Conversations I could
45:14almost recite
45:15from memory scrolled past
45:16all the way back
45:17to two years earlier,
45:18to the week we first met.
45:19There it was,
45:20the message I had typed myself.
45:22My name is Vanessa Hale.
45:24The words struck me
45:25like a slap.
45:26Every heartbeat
45:26during those late night calls.
45:28Every tender word
45:29we had exchanged
45:29through a screen.
45:30Every moment
45:31that had made me believe
45:32I was loved.
45:33I had stolen all of it
45:34by pretending
45:35to be another woman.
45:37That night,
45:37I curled up beneath the covers
45:38and cried so hard
45:40my entire body shook.
45:41The next morning,
45:42I looked at myself
45:43in the mirror.
45:43My face was pale,
45:44with dark circles
45:45beneath my eyes
45:46from working part-time
45:47and staying up
45:47night after night.
45:48I did not have
45:49Vanessa's striking beauty.
45:50I did not have
45:51her privileged
45:52background
45:52and I certainly
45:53did not have
45:53her effortless confidence
45:54or boldness.
45:55I was completely ordinary.
45:57Without Vanessa's photos,
45:59a man like Julian
46:00would never have
46:01had anything to do
46:01with me.
46:02In the end,
46:03I forced down
46:04the ache in my chest
46:04and sent Julian
46:05a single message.
46:06I'm sorry.
46:07Then I blocked him
46:08and deleted his contact.
46:09On the third day
46:10of silence,
46:11Julian sent me an email.
46:12It contained
46:13a single line.
46:14Vanessa,
46:14please don't leave me
46:15like this.
46:16Those few words
46:17made him sound
46:17utterly lost,
46:18blindsided by the way
46:19I had vanished.
46:20Unfortunately,
46:21I'm not Vanessa.
46:23The memory of it all
46:24sent a shiver through me.
46:25When I looked up,
46:26I found all my co-workers
46:27watching me.
46:28I forced a weak smile.
46:29What is it?
46:31The others only smiled.
46:32No one answered.
46:33Vanessa walked over
46:34with an innocent expression
46:35and asked,
46:36Nora,
46:37didn't you hear us?
46:38Everyone wants to try
46:39the new coffee shop
46:40three blocks away.
46:42Would you mind
46:42picking up the coffees
46:43for us?
46:44Dumping grunt work
46:45on an intern
46:45is hardly unusual
46:46in an office.
46:48But Vanessa had
46:49barely arrived
46:49and she was already
46:50perfectly at ease
46:51with the senior staff,
46:52all because Julian
46:53had singled her out earlier.
46:55I looked at Vanessa,
46:56then at the cloergs
46:57waiting to see
46:58how I would react.
46:59Okay.
47:00Vanessa looked pleased
47:01with my obedience.
47:02She turned to the others
47:03with a smile.
47:04You really don't have
47:05to feel bad about it.
47:07Nora's mother used
47:07to be our live-in maid.
47:08She's been waiting
47:09on people since she was little.
47:11Running errands
47:11is what she's best at.
47:13Anytime you need something,
47:14just ask her.
47:15She won't mind.
47:16Whenever Vanessa
47:17went somewhere new,
47:18she made sure everyone
47:19knew my mother
47:20had once worked
47:21for her family.
47:22I was used to it by now.
47:23I ignored her,
47:25turned around
47:25with my phone in hand,
47:26and walked straight
47:27into a man.
47:28I looked up.
47:30It was Ethan Grant,
47:31the executive assistant
47:32who had been
47:33at Julian's side earlier.
47:34Ethan looked annoyed.
47:36He shoved me aside
47:37as if I were blocking
47:38his way.
47:38Which one of you
47:39is Vanessa Hale?
47:40Mr. Cross
47:41is asking for her.
47:42At the sound of that name,
47:43I almost looked up
47:44on instinct.
47:45I dug my nails
47:45into my palm
47:46and forced myself
47:47to stay still.
47:48It was the name
47:49I had been using
47:49for two years.
47:50The instant Vanessa
47:51heard her name,
47:52her eyes lit up.
47:53She all but rushed forward.
47:55I'm Vanessa.
47:57Why does Mr. Cross
47:58want me?
47:58The IP relations
47:59upstairs is short-staffed.
48:00Mr. Cross
48:01asked for you by name.
48:02The finance office
48:03went silent for a beat,
48:04then excited murmurs
48:05broke out.
48:06Vanessa walked up to me.
48:08Excuse me, Nora.
48:10Mr. Cross is waiting
48:11for me upstairs
48:12and you're in my way.
48:14Keep working hard.
48:16Maybe someday
48:17you'll get to set foot
48:18on the top floor too.
48:20I clenched my jaw.
48:22Vanessa followed Ethan
48:23out in her high heels.
48:24The moment she was gone,
48:25my co-workers
48:26crowded around me.
48:27You and Vanessa
48:28went to the same university,
48:29right?
48:29Was she always this popular?
48:31Did she and Mr. Cross
48:32have something going on
48:33in college?
48:34My nails dug into my palm.
48:36I don't know.
48:37Once Vanessa
48:38was escorted upstairs,
48:39everyone else's work
48:41landed on my desk,
48:42picking up coffee
48:42for the entire office,
48:44washing every mug
48:45in the break room,
48:46organizing data,
48:47moving office equipment.
48:49By the time I sent
48:50my last analysis report
48:51to the manager,
48:52it was already
48:538.30 at night.
48:54The entire finance office
48:55was empty.
48:56I sank back in my chair,
48:58exhausted.
48:59A message from my father
49:00appeared on my phone.
49:01Nora,
49:01this job at Crosshouse
49:03is your best chance
49:04of staying in New York.
49:05Keep your head down
49:06at the club.
49:06Rich kids have families
49:07who can clean up their messes.
49:09We don't have anyone
49:09to do that for us.
49:11Get there early.
49:12Pitch in whenever
49:13anyone needs something.
49:14Don't give them
49:15a reason to fire you.
49:16I closed the message
49:17and opened Instagram.
49:19Vanessa had posted
49:20half an hour ago.
49:21Late night at work,
49:22but someone saved me
49:23a mango smoothie.
49:24The photo had been taken
49:25in the VIP lounge upstairs.
49:27I kept zooming in
49:28on the photo,
49:28torturing myself.
49:30In the reflection
49:30on the glass wall,
49:32Julian was sitting there.
49:33You're still here
49:34this late?
49:34A voice came from behind me.
49:36Don't stop.
49:37Keep touching yourself.
49:38I weigh more than 220 pounds.
49:41Vanessa,
49:42the daughter of my mother's employer,
49:43has bullied me for three years
49:45because of my weight.
49:46To get back at her,
49:47I used Vanessa's photos
49:49and name as my own
49:50and started an online relationship
49:52with Julian,
49:53the hockey team captain.
49:54At the start of my sophomore year,
49:56my student loan application
49:57was denied.
49:58When Julian found out,
50:00he sent me $15,000
50:01on the spot.
50:03That was when
50:03it finally hit me.
50:04I had already fallen
50:06in love with him,
50:06but he thought
50:07I was Vanessa.
50:08I braced myself
50:09against the vanity,
50:10trying to bring
50:11my ragged breathing
50:12under control.
50:13Julian,
50:14what would you do
50:14if I broke up with you
50:15and disappeared for good?
50:17Baby,
50:18don't test me like that.
50:19I don't like it.
50:19If you ever disappear,
50:20pray we never cross paths again,
50:22because if we do,
50:23I'll make you repay
50:24every day you owe me
50:24one night at a time.
50:29I started losing weight
50:30a year later.
50:32I had lost the weight
50:33and landed an internship
50:34in Cross House's
50:35internal audit department.
50:36Cross House is one of
50:37Manhattan's most exclusive
50:39private clubs,
50:40run by the Cross family.
50:41Vanessa was there too.
50:42My heart stopped.
50:43The man I had dated online
50:45for three years
50:46was standing right in front of me,
50:48flesh and blood.
50:49The shock of it
50:49was overwhelming.
50:50My mind went blank
50:51for several seconds.
50:52By the time I came back
50:53to myself,
50:54Julian had stopped walking.
50:55Then he turned
50:56and headed straight toward us.
50:57I lowered my head at once
50:59and kept my breathing
50:59as quiet as I could.
51:01He knew Vanessa's face,
51:02but he had heard my voice
51:03countless times.
51:04As long as I kept my mouth shut,
51:06there was no way
51:06he could recognize me.
51:07His face was expressionless,
51:09and an icy,
51:10unapproachable air
51:11surrounded him.
51:12His black dress shirt
51:13set off his broad shoulders
51:14and narrow waist.
51:15A sliver of his wrist
51:16showed beneath the cuff,
51:17faint blue veins
51:18visible under the skin,
51:19restrained yet powerful
51:21Julian Cross.
51:22The most dangerous mafia
51:23don in the city.
51:24He looked taller
51:25than he had at university,
51:26more handsome,
51:27and even harder
51:28to look away from.
51:29Our audit manager
51:30lowered her voice
51:31and reminded us,
51:32Mr. Cross is only here
51:33for a closed door meeting upstairs.
51:34He's too busy
51:35to notice a group of interns.
51:37The words had barely
51:38left her mouth.
51:38Julian stopped
51:39in front of us.
51:40More precisely,
51:41he stopped in front of Vanessa.
51:42They stood face to face.
51:43He cold and elegant.
51:45She radiant and beautiful.
51:46I held my breath
51:47without meaning to.
51:48Only one thought
51:49remained in my head.
51:50They really did look
51:50perfect together.
51:52Mr. Cross,
51:53you dropped your cuffling.
51:54The faint scent
51:55of his cologne reached me,
51:56fur and citrus,
51:57crisp with a thread of warmth.
51:58I knew that scent
51:59all too well.
52:00It was the cologne
52:01I had given him
52:01for the first anniversary
52:02of our online relationship.
52:04To afford that bottle,
52:05I had worked odd jobs
52:06for months,
52:07saving every scent I could.
52:08I lowered my head
52:09and stared hard
52:10at the tips of my shoes.
52:11He knew the sound
52:12of my breathing intimately
52:13from all those
52:14late night calls.
52:15Julian's gaze
52:15never left Vanessa's face.
52:17His gaze was intense
52:18and direct,
52:19as if he meant
52:19to look past
52:20that beautiful face
52:21and determine
52:22whether she was really
52:23the woman he had spent
52:23two years searching for.
52:25Vanessa grew visibly
52:26uncomfortable
52:26under his stare.
52:28The hand holding
52:28the cufflink
52:29went rigid in midair.
52:30Mr. Cross,
52:31your cufflink.
52:32Julian swallowed hard.
52:33At last,
52:34he reached for it.
52:35Thank you,
52:35Vanessa.
52:37Yes,
52:38I'm Vanessa Hale.
52:41Have we met before?
52:42Mr. Cross.
52:43He gave Vanessa
52:44one last look,
52:45then turned and walked away.
52:46Only then did I dare to breathe.
52:48Cold sweat had soaked
52:49the back of my clothes.
52:50I remained frozen
52:51for a long moment,
52:52before pulling out my phone
52:53and searching for
52:54Julian Cross online.
52:55My screen filled with
52:57financial and political stories
52:58about him from Forbes
52:59and Bloomberg.
53:00I sucked in a sharp breath.
53:02If I had still been clinging
53:03to some shred of hope,
53:04before it was gone now.
53:06I had provoked a dragon,
53:07a mafia don
53:08who ruled the underworld.
53:09Some employees go a whole year
53:11without seeing Julian.
53:11He almost never comes back here.
53:13And he stared at an intern that long?
53:15A young, beautiful intern
53:16like Vanessa?
53:17Just a T-Y-S ringer.
53:19We did go to the same university.
53:21Julian was a few years ahead of me.
53:23He was captain of the hockey team
53:24back then.
53:25I was homecoming queen
53:26and captain of the cheer squad.
53:28Plenty of guys were into me.
53:30Maybe.
53:30The office's biggest gossips
53:32pounced on it at once,
53:33spinning a story about
53:34a college crush that
53:35The Office came alive.
53:36All right,
53:37stop inventing love stories
53:38about Mr. Cross.
53:39Her tone sounded like a denial,
53:41but the smug look in her eyes
53:42gave her away.
53:43Whatever they said after that,
53:44I did not hear a word.
53:45Back then,
53:45my mother had worked
53:46as a live-in maid
53:47for the Hale family.
53:48Vanessa lost a bet
53:49with her friends
53:49and tricked my mother
53:51into taking my diary,
53:52which was filled with
53:53all my secret feelings
53:54for my crush.
53:55She photocopied it,
53:56posted the pages
53:57on the campus bulletin board,
53:58and uploaded everything
53:59to an anonymous campus account.
54:01Everyone who recognized me
54:02mocked my body
54:02and the secrets on those pages.
54:04I hated her for it.
54:05So I used Vanessa's photos
54:07and name as my own
54:07to cause trouble online.
54:09If I went 028 in a game,
54:11I turned on my mic
54:12and told everyone
54:12my name was Vanessa Hale.
54:14If I argued with a stranger
54:15on Discord until they threatened
54:16to show up at my door,
54:17I gave them Vanessa's name
54:18without hesitation.
54:20Any time I caused trouble
54:21and someone asked
54:22who I was,
54:23I said I was Vanessa,
54:24spitefully.
54:25I kept hoping that one day
54:27someone would actually show up
54:28and teach her a lesson.
54:29But before I ever got to watch
54:30Vanessa face the consequences,
54:32I met Julian,
54:33on the ice,
54:34he was like a wildfire
54:35raging out of control.
54:36Online,
54:37he held nothing back
54:38during the two years
54:39we dated online.
54:40After every practice,
54:41he would go alone
54:42to the shower stall
54:43at the very back
54:44of the locker room
54:45and make me listen
54:46to the running water
54:46as his breathing
54:47turned steadily rougher.
54:49Don't bite your lip,
54:49I can hear it.
54:51Your teammates
54:52are right outside.
54:53The door's locked.
54:55Tell me what you're wearing.
54:57A robe.
54:58Then don't move.
54:59His tone remained calm,
55:01but it left no room
55:01for refusal.
55:02I don't want to keep
55:03loving you through a screen.
55:04Send me your address.
55:05I panicked.
55:07I frantically scrolled back
55:08through our messages.
55:09Conversations I could almost recite
55:10from memory scrolled past,
55:12all the way back
55:12to two years earlier,
55:13to the week we first met.
55:15There it was,
55:16the message I had typed myself.
55:17My name is Vanessa Hale.
55:19The words struck me
55:20like a slap.
55:21Every heartbeat
55:21during those late night calls,
55:23every tender word
55:24we had exchanged
55:25through a screen,
55:26every moment
55:27that had made me believe
55:27I was loved.
55:28I had stolen all of it
55:30by pretending
55:30to be another woman.
55:32That night,
55:33I curled up beneath the covers
55:34and cried so hard
55:35my entire body shook.
55:36The next morning,
55:37I looked at myself
55:38in the mirror.
55:38My face was pale,
55:40with dark circles
55:40beneath my eyes
55:41from working part-time
55:42and staying up
55:42night after night.
55:43I did not have
55:44Vanessa's striking beauty.
55:45I did not have
55:46her privileged background,
55:47and I certainly did not have
55:49her effortless confidence
55:50or boldness.
55:51I was completely ordinary.
55:52Without Vanessa's photos,
55:54a man like Julian
55:55would never have had
55:56anything to do with me.
55:57In the end,
55:58I forced down the ache
55:59in my chest
56:00and sent Julian
56:00a single message.
56:01I'm sorry.
56:02Then I blocked him
56:03and deleted his contact.
56:05On the third day of silence,
56:06Julian sent me an email.
56:07It contained a single line.
56:09Vanessa,
56:10please don't leave me like this.
56:11Those few words
56:12made him sound utterly lost,
56:14blindsided by the way
56:15I had vanished.
56:16Unfortunately,
56:17I'm not Vanessa.
56:18The memory of it all
56:19sent a shiver through me.
56:20When I looked up,
56:21I found all my co-workers
56:22watching me.
56:23I forced a weak smile.
56:24W-what is it?
56:26The others only smiled.
56:27No one answered.
56:28Vanessa walked over
56:29with an innocent expression
56:31and asked,
56:32Nora,
56:32didn't you hear us?
56:34Everyone wants to try
56:35the new coffee shop
56:36three blocks away.
56:37Would you mind
56:37picking up the coffees for us?
56:39Dumping grunt work
56:40on an intern
56:41is hardly unusual
56:42in an office.
56:43But Vanessa had barely arrived
56:45and she was already
56:46perfectly at ease
56:47with the senior staff,
56:48all because Julian
56:49had singled her out earlier.
56:50I looked at Vanessa,
56:51then at the cloergs
56:52waiting to see
56:53how I would react.
56:54Okay.
56:55Vanessa looked pleased
56:56with my obedience.
56:58She turned to the others
56:59with a smile.
57:00You really don't have
57:01to feel bad about it.
57:02Nora's mother used to be
57:03our live-in maid.
57:04She's been waiting on people
57:05since she was little.
57:06Running errands
57:07is what she's best at.
57:08Anytime you need something,
57:09just ask her.
57:10She won't mind.
57:11Whenever Vanessa
57:12went somewhere new,
57:13she made sure everyone knew
57:15my mother had once
57:16worked for her family.
57:17I was used to it by now.
57:19I ignored her,
57:20turned around
57:21with my phone in hand,
57:22and walked straight
57:23into a man.
57:24I looked up.
57:25It was Ethan Grant,
57:26the executive assistant
57:27who had been
57:28at Julian's side earlier.
57:30Ethan looked annoyed.
57:31He shoved me aside
57:32as if I were blocking his way.
57:34Which one of you
57:34is Vanessa Hale?
57:35Mr. Cross is asking for her.
57:37At the sound of that name,
57:38I almost looked up
57:39on instinct.
57:40I dug my nails
57:41into my palm
57:41and forced myself
57:42to stay still.
57:43It was the name
57:44I had been using
57:44for two years.
57:45The instant Vanessa
57:46heard her name,
57:47her eyes lit up.
57:48She all but rushed forward.
57:51I'm Vanessa.
57:52Why does Mr. Cross want me?
57:53VIP Relations upstairs
57:55is short-staffed.
57:56Mr. Cross asked for you
57:57by name.
57:57The finance office
57:58went silent for a beat,
57:59then excited murmurs
58:00broke out.
58:01Vanessa walked up to me.
58:03Excuse me, Nora.
58:05Mr. Cross is waiting
58:06for me upstairs,
58:07and you're in my way.
58:09Keep working hard.
58:11Maybe someday,
58:12you'll get to set foot
58:13on the top floor too.
58:15I clenched my jaw.
58:17Vanessa followed Ethan out
58:18in her high heels.
58:19The moment she was gone,
58:21my co-workers crowded
58:22around me.
58:23You and Vanessa
58:23went to the same university,
58:24right?
58:24Was she always this popular?
58:26Did she and Mr. Cross
58:27have something going on
58:28in college?
58:29My nails dug into my palm.
58:31I don't know.
58:33Once Vanessa was escorted
58:34upstairs,
58:35everyone else's work
58:36landed on my desk,
58:37picking up coffee
58:38for the entire office,
58:39washing every mug
58:40in the break room,
58:41organizing data,
58:43moving office equipment.
58:44By the time I sent
58:45my last analysis report
58:46to the manager,
58:47it was already 8.30 at night.
58:49The entire finance office
58:50was empty.
58:51I sank back in my chair,
58:53exhausted.
58:54A message from my father
58:55appeared on my phone.
58:56Nora,
58:57this job at Crosshouse
58:58is your best chance
58:59of staying in New York.
59:00Keep your head down
59:01at the club.
59:02Rich kids have families
59:03who can clean up their messes.
59:04We don't have anyone
59:05to do that for us.
59:06Get there early.
59:07Pitch in whenever
59:08anyone needs something.
59:09Don't give them
59:10a reason to fire you.
59:11I closed the message
59:12and opened Instagram.
59:14Vanessa had posted
59:15half an hour ago.
59:16Late night at work,
59:17but someone saved me
59:18a mango smoothie.
59:19The photo had been taken
59:20in the VIP lounge upstairs.
59:22I kept zooming in
59:23on the photo,
59:24torturing myself.
59:25In the reflection
59:25on the glass wall,
59:27Julian was sitting there.
59:28You're still here
59:29this late?
59:30A voice came from behind me.
59:31and attach something
59:31On the floor,
59:31you'll seearı