00:00Oh, God, please, make it all go slow
00:08The bad beats, the rainbow
00:13Oh, blood, blood, it's over soon
00:21All of us can do
00:22Wait, wait, not that one, not that one, not that one
00:27Okay, and our sweet potato
00:28Oh, God, please, make it all go slow
00:32I think it's a joke, but I'll have to lie
00:40Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
00:43That looks good
00:44That looks fine
00:47I'll meet you in forever's parking lot
00:53Oh, God, please, make it all go slow
01:02Blood and breath
01:04It's in your soul
01:07All of us can do
01:09Sorry to interrupt your date
01:10Mom, we don't mind a little picture
01:12How'd you find us?
01:14I know
01:19You, uh, you think this is gonna be a big thing?
01:22Infection here in the U.S. America's 15th case comes as infections skyrocket across mainland China and spread
01:37The only room in the ICU
01:39How's the 19?
01:40No
01:40And bad
01:58Mr. Alvarez, we're still waiting on a room, but can I get you a warm blanket while we wait?
02:06One of the nurses showed me the review for your restaurant in the Globe. It looks amazing.
02:10I can't wait to bring my husband. He's going to order half the menu. I'm going to be right back
02:13to your blanket, okay?
02:34Hey, sweetie.
02:36Hey, babes. Be off in a second.
02:41Next, I think we'll get into the attention restoration theory using sound.
02:47Sorry, I'll go on mute.
02:50Can you elaborate on the relationship between autism stimuli and neurodivergence?
02:56Yeah, actually...
03:02Hey.
03:07Yeah.
03:10How was today?
03:12I turned the hockey ring into a morgue.
03:18Well, uh...
03:19At least tomorrow you have...
03:21What?
03:24I have to go in.
03:26They're short-staffed. Everybody's sick.
03:29I think you need to go stay at your mom's.
03:33No.
03:35Stay in here with you.
03:37All right, take your time.
03:38I'm starting Dennis.
03:56Let's go.
03:59Let's go.
04:00Let's go.
04:06Let's go.
04:10Tally.
04:12We got this.
04:17Closing on these counts.
04:19Versus Dean Alvarez.
04:20Go, go, go!
04:22Shocked.
04:23We're starting prison.
04:25Reset charge to 300.
04:27Steer.
04:28Get shot.
04:52Hey.
04:58Bad one?
05:03That's really sweet.
05:19When all this is over, I just want to run away.
05:22Can I come with you?
05:25Where do you want to go?
05:26I want to go all the places we talk about,
05:28but we haven't actually been.
05:29Okay, so Japan?
05:30You want to go there?
05:31I know that.
05:32Yeah.
05:32Where else?
05:33Portugal.
05:34Cool.
05:36Spain.
05:37Hold on.
05:38I'm writing this down.
05:45So Japan's on there.
05:48What was the other one?
05:48Spain.
05:49Portugal.
05:50The whole Iberian Peninsula.
05:53What else?
05:55I've always wanted to do one of those swamp tour things.
06:00Are you serious?
06:02What?
06:03Okay.
06:04Swamp tour things.
06:06Great.
06:08What if we really did?
06:09I mean, what if I took leave for a while and we traveled?
06:15Really?
06:16Yeah.
06:18Okay.
06:21Okay.
06:21Okay.
06:22Yeah.
06:22Hell yeah.
06:23I'll apply for a sabbatical.
06:25So, we travel the world, go wrestle some alligators in the swamps.
06:33And then what?
06:34What do you want to do?
06:35Come home and...
06:39What?
06:40I didn't say anything.
06:44I can hear you thinking.
06:45Can you?
06:49Look, I...
06:52I want what you want.
06:55Okay?
06:55And we're already a family.
06:58And I love it.
07:01But I think we'd be really good at it.
07:04I do.
07:05And I think we'd have a lot of fun.
07:07I don't know.
07:11It's always scared me so much just to even think about.
07:19With you, I can really picture it.
07:21Really?
07:22Yeah.
07:24Which is also scary.
07:26Yeah.
07:28I mean, yeah.
07:31Yeah.
07:37Turn the music up, okay?
07:40Let me go.
08:10I know, Ruth.
08:11I feel terrible.
08:15Yes.
08:16I'm well aware.
08:20No, I'm positive, too, so I can't go in.
08:22I'll be with him.
08:24Don't worry.
08:25It'll be okay.
08:26So what will he be, then?
08:27I can't do it again.
08:31Now it hurts.
08:57Jason dropped this off for you.
08:59He said he made it, but...
09:00It tastes suspiciously like Boston Market.
09:25Sweetie?
09:27Yeah?
09:30Your O2's not great, and you're short of breath.
09:33At 90, we're going in.
09:34No, they're, uh...
09:39They're not gonna let you in there with me.
09:42I gotta stay here at home.
09:47How bad is it over there?
09:48Bring them in if you absolutely have to,
09:50but we're still short on beds.
09:52The hallways are forflowing. It's not good.
09:58Sweetie, we're probably going to have a little bit.
10:19It's 90.
10:20What?
10:21It's 90. We're going.
10:23I don't know.
10:24I'm bringing you to the hospital, sweetie.
10:26No.
10:27I work at Boston General. Can I please ride with him?
10:29You know we can't take you.
10:31You noted that he has asthma?
10:32Who did?
10:32Will you please tell them to call me the second that he is triaged, please?
10:35Sweetheart, I'll be right there, okay? I'm right behind you.
10:40You have to get me in.
10:41I can do what I can, Maya, but you know how strict they're being.
10:44But don't worry. I'm on radio with them. I'm gonna be down here when he arrives.
10:46What's his O2 stat? He has asthma. He has to be first priority for a bed.
10:50Oh, shit, Maya, he just syncopized. I gotta go.
11:00Callie, I've tried everything and they're not letting me in.
11:02Will you please come down here and get me inside?
11:03Maya, stop.
11:05I'm putting you on FaceTime, okay?
11:08What?
11:12What?
11:13Look, we have to intubate him and he's not doing well on the tube.
11:17Well, do something else.
11:19I'm really sorry, Maya. I'm over-trying everything.
11:21Whatever you need to say, you need to say it now, okay?
11:29Hi, honey, honey, honey, honey, honey, honey. I'm right here.
11:32Sweetie, I'm right here with you, okay?
11:34I'm right here.
11:35You're okay.
11:37You're okay, okay?
11:38Just stay strong.
11:39You're so strong.
11:40I'm right here.
11:41You're so strong.
11:42You're so strong.
11:43You're gonna be just fine.
11:45Just stay with me.
11:47Honey, we're gonna have babies.
11:49We're gonna have babies.
11:50We're gonna have a family.
11:51We're gonna grow old together.
11:52We're gonna do so many wonderful things, okay?
11:54You just stay right here with me.
11:55You just stay right here.
11:56Where?
11:57Cut the button!
11:59You're shocked.
12:00Callie?
12:02Charging.
12:02Callie?
12:03Come on...
12:03Where?
12:06Shocked!
12:07Callie, Callie, Callie!
12:09No pulling.
12:10Resetting.
12:12Charging.
12:14Callie, come on.
12:15Clear?
12:17Shocked!
12:36I can't fucking do this, I can't fucking do this.
12:48Hi, Maya, how's you doing?
12:53Sorry, the TV is loud.
12:56Hey, hi, how's you doing?
13:35I can't do this.
13:46I can't do this.
13:47I can't do this.
13:55Maya, Maya, it's Ruth, let me up.
14:01Maya, they won't let me into the hospital.
14:05Maya, I need your help.
14:09They won't let me into the hospital.
14:14Maya, it's Ruth.
14:18Maya, I need the hospital.
14:18I can't do this.
14:20I can't do this.
14:47I have a problem.
14:47Let's go.
15:17Let's go.
15:55Your surgery was Tuesday?
16:04Did you finish your round of antibiotics?
16:11Excuse me, can I get another glass of wine?
16:15Hey, are you American?
16:18Us too.
16:19We're here for a wedding, actually.
16:21Are you here on, like, vacation?
16:23No.
16:27So you live here?
16:33Sort of.
16:34Well, you should join us.
16:36Next round's on me.
16:38I think about it like I know the dance.
16:41I could do the dance now, but whether or not...
16:47Are you okay?
16:48Yeah.
16:48You still wanna...
16:50Oh, uh...
16:52Yeah, I'm good.
17:01What color is your mucus?
17:03I don't know.
17:09I used to rehab antiques, like, fix things up.
17:18I don't know.
17:19I really don't want stuff anymore.
17:22What about an entirely new activity?
17:25Something you've never tried before?
17:28And not connected to Charlie or your past interests.
17:33It's okay if you don't feel ready.
17:35I mean, sometimes we need action to come before motivation.
17:39Happy Birthday to you!
17:45Happy Birthday to you!
17:49Hey, Happy Birthday, dear Fabio!
18:03Please don't put butter on that burden.
18:08just gonna trap the heat in and get infected i'm a nurse
18:15what do you reckon
18:18it looks good yeah blistering normally leave like that for 15 minutes and you'll be good 15 minutes
18:24get comfortable what's the little bird oh um it's for my daughter it's a character from
18:31her favorite book she's five so like would you what'd you do you you nurse you work in a hospital
18:43i used to oh cool a million years ago okay you know you're not saying
18:56i've got a drink to finish your fresh one i'll take you out for a fresh drink
19:00in about 13 minutes
19:07you don't like fresh drinks what about your friends they won't care i've been with them all day
19:16i'm not really a good time i am
19:21and you look like you need a distraction
19:26so um when you're not doing telehealth and um rescuing people at bars
19:34i wander around and i uh
19:37i eat and i drink probably too much of both
19:42so that's what brought you to europe solitary hedonism
19:48distraction in your roots we should go in here
19:51i don't really dance anymore what are you talking about let's go
20:19my husband died three years ago
20:23i'm so sorry thanks
20:30it's amazing how much you can talk about your dead husband and people still want to sleep with you
20:38i don't mean you i just mean generally
20:41it's um it's a good observation to be fair
20:45sure do you like mustard yeah do you like mustard or do you love mustard
20:48i love mustard we'll see say when
20:55when
20:56oh you really like mustard you really like mustard
20:59so what are you um what are you gonna do once you
21:02finish distracting yourself heavily
21:05i don't know kill myself
21:09my brother killed himself
21:13shit
21:14you didn't know did you
21:18you didn't know
21:21why you got that face on
21:24fine
21:27what was his name leon lee
21:31yeah that's my guy
21:34and thank you for asking as well a lot of people they just kinda
21:39you know
21:43my husband was charlie
21:44my husband was charlie charlie
21:47leon and charlie
21:53and then you get like
21:56i don't know
21:56people just say the dumbest shit
21:58like
21:58oh you know he's
22:03he's in a better place now felix
22:05or like
22:08you know he's alive but
22:10he's alive in you now
22:12and i'm like
22:13bro what
22:14like what what does that even
22:18what does that even mean
22:19i know i know it's i know it's love and
22:22but like
22:23it's not helping me
22:26at all
22:45sometimes i wish i could just forget
22:51but i can't
22:56i remember everything
23:01i remember the way that he
23:03chewed his pens
23:05how he made friends
23:07everywhere we went
23:09he was just
23:10present
23:11and curious
23:12and
23:21i don't know
23:26i'm not special
23:29i just met the person that makes
23:31everything magical
23:33and interesting
23:34and
23:39i i i got the thing
23:41i got the thing that everyone wants
23:44you know i
23:45i won the lottery
23:46i
23:55and then
23:57and then
24:15sorry
24:16i don't know what i'm
24:18don't be
24:18i and then
24:48i
24:55?
24:56?
24:57?
24:57?
24:57?
24:58?
25:20Take care of that burn.
