00:02İzlediğiniz için teşekkür ederim.
00:04Hmm.
00:05Evet.
00:09My sister was my manager.
00:12We had a fallout, but I can't talk about it.
00:15It's okay, you don't have to.
00:16Evet, I can't talk about it because we have an agreement
00:18that we would not talk about these things.
00:25What broke your heart?
00:30Evet.
00:39And I still love her very much.
00:42We don't speak.
00:46But I love her.
00:49And I care about her and I hope she's happy.
00:56But that for me was...
01:08I think it's also something that I'm still healing from.
01:12You know?
01:14Hmm.
01:16I'm still healing from it.
01:18And I went to see...
01:25A trauma therapist after what we went through as a family.
01:32It was very hard for me to go through that.
01:36It was a time where I was very alone.
01:39And lonely.
01:41Hmm.
01:42That was a time when I was really lonely.
01:45And I didn't leave my house for a long time.
01:48And I did...
01:48But I had to work, you know?
01:49I didn't have to work with, you know.
01:52I got into someone.
