00:13There's too much that's going on, I don't know what to do
00:17Paralyzed by options in this world, can't pick and choose, yeah
00:21Everybody's life is on display, including you
00:23Yeah, I feel every day is just the same, stuck in a loop
00:26I need some variety, I'm sick of this anxiety, I'm sick of this society
00:32They make us feel a rival, we compare ourselves to others
00:35But we all got different mothers, we were raised in different structures
00:38So we're different, it's no wonder, yeah
00:41I just want a great life, something where I feel like I just didn't waste time
00:47Something I look back and say that was a great time
00:50Cause man, I just hate when the years got by the wayside
00:54I'm so lost inside, and I need a little time to find
01:00Who I am in this life, I will find a way to feel alive
01:07I'm so lost inside, and I need a little time to find
01:13I'm so lost inside, and I need a little time to find
01:34Who I am inside?
01:36You better watch out now, I figured something out
01:40What this whole life's about, yeah
01:43It's not the goal, it's the journey
01:45Wasted emotion is worry, I'll stop being in a hurry, yeah
01:50I'll just enjoy what I'm doing
01:52Keep pushing forward and moving
01:54Appreciate the improvement, yeah
01:57I was so stuck on a goal
01:59Was losing sight of my soul
02:00Me too enjoy getting old
02:02And be so pleasant
02:03I don't know if there's a heaven
02:05But I know I wanna get it
02:07And sometimes I feel a presence
02:08Energy in a direction
02:10So I follow intuition
02:12It took me to a musician
02:14Now I'm on a different mission
02:15To help others with afflictions
02:19Now I'm not lost inside
02:23I finally have seemed to find
02:26Who I am in this life
02:29And I found a way to feel alive
02:33I'm not
02:34What up
02:35I found a way to feel alive
02:41I'm not
02:42Understanding
02:42Why you always win
02:44But I told you
02:46When you see
02:47But I can't
02:47Do you want to feel alive
02:52And if there's a fool
02:57What you want
03:26You'll realize deep way under the surface
03:30Isn't like a fire needs coal in the furnace
03:33This is your goal that makes it all worth it
03:36This is your one that gives you your power
03:39Thoughts can keep you down, pushing deep until you drown
03:42Or they can keep you up strong, focused on the now
03:45Glass half full or has it been emptied out?
03:48Well, that's all up to you and your mind
03:51Do you doubt anything, everything, not a thing
03:54Make my thoughts work for me, manifest what I need
03:57What I want, what I see, I could be anything
04:00I get tracked, all the things that I see
04:02I believe, I'll achieve as I breathe in and out again and again
04:06I don't doubt, I sit in a plan and I found out that I can execute
04:10If I'm driven, if I listen, if I learn
04:12All the wisdom, read some books, something written
04:15Watch the best, teach a system I invest
04:17Never hidden, I ain't scared, ain't no chicken
04:19I take dance, I'll be winning, you get back
04:22What you're giving, find the reason that you're living
04:24What you're good at, all your gifts and what you love
04:26Take a risk and find out what you've been missing
04:29And realize deep way under the surface
04:32And like a fire needs coal in the furnace
04:35This is your goal that makes it all worth it
04:38This is your why that gives you your purpose
04:41This is your why that gives you your purpose
05:19Purpose is better than any drug you could ever think
05:21If you know why you're doing something, that's all you need
05:25I wake up ready for the day because I believe
05:28In everything that I'm doing like it was meant to be
05:31I get fixated and captivated on learning things
05:34Don't hesitate to ask questions, the answer that I need
05:37It's out there somewhere, I swear I can find the recipe
05:40By testing, learning and turning into a better me
05:43Realize deep way under the surface
05:46Isn't like a fire needs coal in the furnace
05:49This is your goal that makes it all worth it
05:53This is your why that gives you your purpose
05:55Realize deep way under the surface
05:58Isn't like a fire needs coal in the furnace
06:02This is your goal that makes it all worth it
06:05This is your why that gives you your purpose
07:18Where are my friends?
07:20I need to change things in my brain.
07:24That's why we take drugs to escape.
07:27The weather speaks to me.
07:29A different frequency.
07:31Gave you a piece of me.
07:32But you left so easily.
07:34I thought you needed me.
07:36You kept deceiving me.
07:38Think you mistreated me.
07:39What did you ever see in me?
07:41I'm in a better place.
07:43I'm in a sweater space.
07:45The moles are warm embrace.
07:47Taking me to better days.
07:48I'll work to make a change.
07:50I'll work through all the pain.
07:52Distractions keep me sane.
07:53I may never be the same.
07:56Let me feel for a minute.
07:57Wait, I don't like that, quit it.
07:59I'm a real big cynic.
08:00I don't really trust too much, I limit.
08:03But when I do, I'm committed.
08:04And when I do, man, I'm in it.
08:06I'm by your side till we winnin'.
08:07Ride or die, I'ma always stay with it.
08:09Got my mind tangled in knots.
08:11Trying to hide from the painful thoughts.
08:13Scrouching behind all the memories lost.
08:14The happy ones swing at awful spots.
08:16I'll visualize a lie.
08:18Protagonistic thoughts.
08:20Antigonistic thoughts.
08:21I try to win, I try to see the plot.
08:24I feel the rain.
08:25It burns like pain.
08:27Alone again.
08:29Where are my friends?
08:31I need to change things in my brain.
08:34That's why we take drugs to escape.
08:38But that don't change.
08:40Thought can think I need some space.
08:43It's not a phase.
08:44These sleepy days, they keep me sane.
08:48I'll dream of rain.
08:50That cause it's okay.
08:52I sigh.
08:53Why am I in this life?
08:55Why am I here alive?
08:57The only point survive.
08:58But if we all just die, then we all fail with time.
09:02No, that cannot be right.
09:04There must be more to life.
09:05I wanna make a difference.
09:07I wanna be consistent.
09:09I wanna be committed.
09:11That shit can't be so addicting.
09:12I have some new convictions.
09:14I have some new conditions.
09:16I have some premonitions.
09:17That this time things will be different.
09:21I wake up now to a morning filled with sun.
09:24I wake up now when I finally don't feel numb.
09:27I got something in my life I really want.
09:31And I feel like the change has just begun.
09:35Look at me now or look who I've become.
09:38I guess with time you can get what you want.
09:42I look back on the things that made me run.
09:44They made me who I am.
09:46The reason for all I've done.
09:48I feel the rain burns like pain.
09:51Alone again.
09:53Where are my friends?
09:55I need to change things in my brain.
09:58That's why we take drugs to escape.
10:02But that don't change a fucking thing.
10:05I need some space.
10:07It's not a phase.
10:09These sleepy days, they keep me sane.
10:12I'll dream of rain that cause no pain.
10:42I need help.
10:44It's so cold outside and I'm going through hell.
10:48I don't feel alive, sometimes I can't tell.
10:51Cause every day I try, but I think I need help.
10:55Maybe if I fight, one day I'll be wild.
10:58Want someone by my side, but I'm stuck in my shell.
11:02Want someone to rely on, but everyone's selfish, helpless.
11:06So damn jealous.
11:09And I just wish I never felt this.
11:11In this world from sea to shining sea, there's a way for me to go be free.
11:19There's a way for me to go be me.
11:22I just know that there's a place for me.
11:27There's a place for me.
11:31There's a place for me.
11:35There's a place for me.
11:38There's a place for me.
11:41There's a place for me.
11:48There's a place for me.
11:51There's a place for me.
12:23There's a place for me.
12:29There's a place for me.
12:46There's a place for me.
12:53There's a place for me.
13:03There's a place for me.
13:07There's a place for me
13:42I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
13:46I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive and forget
13:49I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my mind, my mind, my mind
13:57And all these places that I go inside my head
14:00Try to replace the memories with silhouettes
14:04But I know things only heal with time
14:11So I will strive to be a better man
14:14And I will die following my every plan
14:17And you'll slowly fade away with time
14:23I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
14:27I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive and forget
14:30I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my mind, my mind, my mind
14:37I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
14:40I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive and forget
14:44I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my mind, my mind, my mind
14:51I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
14:54I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive and forget
14:57I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my mind, my mind, my mind
15:05I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
15:08I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive and forget
15:11I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head, my mind, my mind, my mind
15:20Everybody's got some highs and some lows
15:23But all that matters is how you deal with it all
15:26I hope you realize this all the time
15:33Just take control of the thoughts inside your head
15:36And understand that what you think is what you get
15:40I'll dream big, just watch me get what's mine
15:46I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
15:49I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive and forget
15:52I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my mind, my mind, my mind
15:59I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
16:03I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive and forget
16:06I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my mind, my mind, my mind
16:13I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
16:16I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive and forget
16:20I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my mind, my mind, my mind
16:27I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my head
16:30I'm sick of wishing I could just forgive you again
16:33I'm sick of all these thoughts that are stuck in my mind
