00:01天啊,是这个需要?
00:03我读每个字,然后转到电话面上的桌子
00:08世界变得冷
00:1018年了,我整个人都跑过来
00:12去去同学校,我批准我的妈妈拖链
00:15去同学校,我学习自己在土地
00:19去同学校,我给了同学校
00:20去同学校,我给了好处的地方
00:22他说,Avery会永远是最好的朋友
00:25我相信他
00:26他说,Avery,我败买你学校,并来会混在学校
00:30我相信这是,Avery,我败买你
00:33他说,Avery,我败买了你
00:35我非常愉快
00:37然后我非常愉快
00:38我批准一个房子
00:39我拖起来开门
00:41我的家装选择开门
00:42我住在这里的房子
00:44Avery,What are you doing?
00:47在那里,我回家了一会
00:50好,the红色在你的髮帮你
00:52你要处理吗
00:53不,我没什么
00:55我睡得好那夜
00:56沒有夢想,沒有哭
00:58在一亮,我帶了我的衣袋子去前面的部門
01:02等待在八點,我的伺候, Mr. Henderson
01:09我看著驚訝
01:12Avery?這麼早?
01:14是那邊紅了你的髮型嗎?
01:15他明顯看了我的影片在 Instagram
01:18Mr. Henderson,我要退出
01:20我把他寫了
01:21我寫了他寫的帖子
01:49I looked at him and said nothing
01:5218 years
01:53there it was again
01:54my 18 years
01:55to everybody else
01:56weighed exactly as much as one joke
01:59registrary
02:00boosier
02:01library
02:02I moved from office to office
02:04collecting red stamp
02:05after red stamp
02:06every stamp came down
02:07like a period
02:07at the end of my old life
02:10out on the lawn
02:11I saw Caleb and Bailey
02:12walking together
02:13laughing about something
02:14Bailey's eyes stopped on me
02:16for a second
02:17contempt right out in the open
02:19Caleb started toward me
02:21and she pulled him back
02:21I walked past without turning my head
02:24at 10 I walked out of the administration building
02:26with my withdrawal certificate
02:27that was it
02:28the school I'd tested into for him
02:29had nothing to do with me anymore
02:31I pulled my suitcase toward the main gate
02:33the Uber to the Amtrak station
02:34was already waiting at the curb
02:36Avery
02:37Avery
02:37Caleb caught up and grabbed my wrist
02:39hard enough to crush bone
02:40where are you going
02:41home
02:42home
02:42you're skipping class
02:44he was already impatient
02:45are you still mad about last night
02:47I told you it was a prank
02:48why can't you drop it
02:49I looked at him and thought
02:51this is absurd
02:51where did he get the idea
02:53that an apology
02:53obligated me to forgive him
02:55he hadn't even apologized
02:56I withdrawn
02:57the impatience on his face
02:58froze solid
02:59what did you say
03:00I said I dropped out
03:01I shook my wrist
03:03to tell him to let go
03:04he gripped harder
03:05the color drained out of his face
03:07while I watched
03:08dropped out
03:09are you crazy
03:10his voice jumped
03:11you're quitting school
03:12over one joke
03:13word for word
03:14what I'd expected
03:15that face I'd looked at
03:16for 18 years
03:17suddenly belonged to a stranger
03:19I turned around
03:20calm
03:21yeah
03:22one word
03:24I yanked my arm free
03:25put the suitcase in the trunk
03:26and got in the car
03:31sir please drive
03:33Caleb ran up
03:33and slapped a window
03:34Avery
03:35you can't leave
03:3618 years
03:37and you're blowing it all up
03:38over this
03:39you drop out
03:40and what happens to me
03:42what am I supposed to tell
03:43my parents
03:44yours
03:44the car pulled away
03:45and left him behind
03:47in the side mirror
03:47he chased us a few steps
03:49then stopped
03:50and stood there
03:51lost
03:51like a kid
03:52somebody abandoned
03:5318 years ended
03:54the second he poured
03:55a bucket of red paint
03:56over my head
03:57now he was panicking
03:58not because I got hurt
03:59because it slipped out
04:00of his control
04:00and he couldn't explain it
04:01to either set of parents
04:02that was the whole reason
04:03for the panic
04:04I let out a long breath
04:05I'd never felt lighter
04:06an hour later
04:07the train pulled out
04:08cornfields and highway
04:09blurred into moving color
04:10outside the window
04:11the same way my college life
04:13had just been ripped out
04:14by the roots
04:14I didn't cry
04:15I felt hollow
04:16numb and cold
04:17how much had I given him
04:19how much had I put up with
04:22he lost things
04:23I found them
04:25he couldn't finish a paper
04:27I stayed up and fixed it
04:29he got dumped
04:30I sat with him
04:31drinking beer till morning
04:32everybody said
04:33Avery
04:33you're so good to Caleb
04:34I thought that was closeness
04:36looking back
04:37it was me playing
04:38the always available
04:39best friend
04:39all by myself
04:44you
04:44you
04:44you
04:44you
04:44you
04:48字幕志愿者 杨茜茜
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