00:00I lived like a rabbit in the street all my life
00:02And the next thing you know, I'm the biggest shit in the world
00:10All my life, I've been thinking in terms of developing a fighter who was
00:14Perfect
00:17Can you imagine being in the high school dropout 20 years old
00:20And you're the champ of the world
00:23Truly a tried and tested gladiator
00:25The best fighter I ever seen
00:27He thought he was immortal, he thought he was a god
00:33He brainwashed me, he cleaned a dirty mine, and he made it better
00:38But he couldn't prepare me for myself
00:44Mike was beautiful in the same way a train wreck is beautiful
00:50Mike Tyson fights Holyfield
00:53I was a nut back then, huh
00:55You think I give a damn about you and then y'all on there
00:57I don't care about living or dying
00:59I'm a dysfunctional mother
01:00I don't trust anybody in general
01:03I don't like people to know me at all
01:06The things that he's gone through
01:09Most people would have just been dead
01:10This is the dark side of me
01:13That's just who I became
01:15Addicted to chaos
01:18Why?
01:20Because it was, why?
01:21I don't know, you're making this difficult for me now
01:26Liberation
01:29Screwed me
01:30Why did I put myself through this bullshit?
01:35But that is the American story, right?
01:40People love to see you get knocked down and come back
01:43The more he got sober, the more ashamed, the more embarrassment he had about some of the things he did
01:49I think he's just so broken from his past
01:52But inside there's a broken guy just trying to be a good father
01:56It's hard to navigate your true self
02:00When you really don't know who the fuck you are
02:04I don't know who the fuck you are
