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Aelin Whitethorn
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His Eyes Only [Complete]

After dying in a car accident, Evan's eyes was donated to Julian, an artist. Dorian, Evan's fiancé, is still grieving. He found Julian and was immediately attached though he is in denial of developing feelings for him.

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00:00You
00:04Put it on you're not getting away this lifetime. What about yours?
00:12Locked together
00:20Evan Evan Evan look at me. Don't close your eyes
00:30Dory, don't be afraid
00:37Dory, don't cry
00:40I signed the donor card
00:46I don't want your donation, just live Evan, please
00:52It's okay, at least my eyes can still help someone
01:02No, no, no, Evan
01:13Found you
01:19Julian, your project sponsor is here
01:25Mr. Black, I've heard a lot about you. Thank you for supporting the Emerging Artist Program
01:31Your eyes
01:34You just had corneal transplant surgery not long ago. You should rest more
01:40Uh, recovery's going well. Doesn't affect my painting
01:48That's coffee, isn't it? You just had surgery and you're drinking coffee? Do you know it raises your intraocular pressure?
01:58Mr. Black, let go of me! You're my sponsor, not my doctor
02:02I'm investing in this project
02:04And I don't want its core artist
02:07To lose his creative ability
02:10Because he's wrecking his own body
02:14Mr. Frost
02:15Mr. Frost
02:16You need to be worthy of the eyes you have now
02:23I know my own eyes
02:25Whether I paint or not is my business
02:32Then don't paint
02:33What are you doing? That's three days of work
02:42The cornea in your eyes is the last thing my love left in this world
02:46You have no right to treat it like a disposable
02:57Crazy
03:04Julian Frost
03:06Do you have any idea what you're doing?
03:08You again?
03:09How did you get in? This is my studio
03:12Less than two months after corneal transplant
03:15Drinking coffee late at night, staring at your phone
03:18Do you think someone else's life came cheap?
03:20Whether it's cheap or not isn't for you to decide
03:23Mr. Thorne donated his coramias out of goodwill
03:26Not for you to hold me hostage with
03:30You are not worthy to speak his name
03:32Then what do you see me as?
03:35A breathing picture frame?
03:44I don't owe you
03:45I don't owe Evan
03:47You're grieving but I'm also a living person
03:58I'm sorry, I can't control it
04:06Mr. Black, this is a project termination letter
04:15I'm here to tell you I don't need your sponsorship anymore
04:18Your face
04:20Does it still hurt?
04:24Stop pretending
04:25I came today to ask you one thing
04:28You've been staring at my eyes since the first time we met
04:30You had people check my schedule
04:32You threw away my painting
04:34You...
04:37Your cornea
04:38Came from Evan Thorne
04:46He was my lover
04:49I watched him die in my arms and he said he wanted to donate his eyes
04:54He said...
04:55At least they could help someone
05:03So...
05:05Everything you've done to me is because my eyes look like his?
05:08You can hate me
05:09But you don't get to ruin what he left you
05:15Dorian...
05:17I'm Julian
05:19I'm not him
05:20And my eyes are mine now
05:26But when he looked at people that was the same look
05:30Then when you look at me
05:31Who are you really seeing?
05:39I'll think about the sponsorship, but please...
05:42Learn to tell the difference between the living and the dead
05:57What are you doing here?
05:58I said about the sponsorship
06:00Seaweed and pork rib soup
06:02Good for your eyes
06:03Drink it
06:03Take it away, I don't have time
06:13You...
06:13Are you stupid? Why didn't you dodge?
06:21Look at yourself
06:23The blood vessels in your eyes are about to burst
06:25What I do with my painting is none of your business
06:28You're ruining Evan's cornea
06:31That was part of his body
06:33Do you know that every day I see your eyes red and dry?
06:37I...
06:37I won't hit you
06:39I'm begging you
06:40Don't ruin it
06:49I'll buy eye drops tomorrow
06:56Thank you
07:04Evan...
07:04Evan...
07:04I did something wrong
07:06I pushed a living person
07:08into a corner and hit him
07:24Don't touch me
07:27I can't let you fall again
07:34Now, who are you looking at?
07:40I can't tell anymore
07:57Who's name did you just call?
08:05What am I doing?
08:17You're still here?
08:20I waited for you to wake up so we could clear things up
08:26What happened last night was my loss of control
08:28I apologize
08:31Apologize?
08:33Then you can lose control more often
08:34I don't mind
08:37But I do
08:38Julian, that kiss last night
08:40When I closed my eyes
08:42I saw Evan's face
08:50I told you I can't tell anymore
08:52That's not because you look like him
08:55It's because in that moment I treated you as him
09:00That's my fault, not yours
09:02Then what if I said I don't mind being treated as him?
09:09Julian
09:09I mind
09:11Because you are Julian
09:13You are not him
09:15I can't use you to lie to myself
09:20How do you know if you don't try?
09:22I don't need to try
09:24I know who I love
09:28I don't care who you love
09:30I don't care who you love
09:32Just treat me like
09:33A moving picture frame, okay?
09:38Whenever you miss him
09:39Whenever you miss him
09:40Come look at my eyes
09:41I don't mind
09:45Julian
09:47Do you even know what you're saying?
09:50I know
09:51I'm telling you I allow you to treat me as him
09:55You kissed me last time, didn't you?
09:58You can keep doing it
10:01I don't care who you think of
10:05When you close your eyes
10:08How can you not care?
10:14You're a living person with your own dignity
10:19Will dignity keep you here?
10:22Will it make you look at me one more time?
10:28No
10:30Because even if you lower yourself to the dust
10:33What I see is still Evan
10:40You don't need to imitate him
10:41And you don't need to be his shadow
10:44Just be yourself
10:46But I
10:49The person I love has always been
10:51And will always be
10:52Evan
10:54That won't change for anyone
11:09You pushed him away
11:10And now you're watching whether he comes out?
11:13You call this letting go?
11:15I'm worried about him
11:17He almost got pneumonia from a fever last time
11:21Then go see him
11:26I can't
11:27Dorian, what exactly do you want?
11:30You love Evan and can't let go, I understand
11:33But you're pushing Julian away
11:35While using your guilt to keep watching him
11:37You're torturing him
11:39I'm not torturing him
11:40I just
11:42Don't want him to ruin those eyes
11:46Are you sure you just don't want him to ruin the eyes?
11:51Or are you actually afraid?
11:56Afraid that if he really walks out of your sight
11:58You'll lose the last connection to Evan?
12:05Dorian
12:07The person you love will always be Evan
12:10That's not shameful
12:15But you can't trap a living person in your obsession with a dead one because of that
12:27I've trapped him, but I have no other way
12:34Because only his eyes still let me see the way Evan looked at me
12:49Morning
12:50In case you didn't see it, I came to check
12:54You don't have to do this
13:00I want to
13:01You can't stop me
13:04Julian, don't say don't
13:05Don't come
13:06Stay away from me
13:07I won't leave
13:10You can't drive me away
13:18Why are you here today?
13:21Do I need a reason to see you?
13:24I'm busy
13:34Dorian, you won't look at me
13:36Because you're afraid of what you'll see in my eyes
13:42I see very clearly what's in your eyes
13:45And precisely because I see it
13:47I can't look
13:54Who told you to wear that?
13:56Doesn't it look good?
13:57I remember you said he loved this color the most
14:04Take it off!
14:05What gives you the right to wear his clothes?
14:08If I don't wear his clothes, how will you ever look at me?
14:13What's the use of imitating him?
14:15You will never be him
14:18Then tell me what to do!
14:22I'm a shadow and you push me away
14:24I'm myself and you won't look
14:27Dorian, what do you want from me?
14:34I want you to stay away from me
14:39You don't need to do anything, just stay away
14:41I will never love you
14:42Never
14:48You'll never love me
14:50But can I love you?
15:04He's lost weight
15:09None of my business
15:22The way he looks at you is completely different from the way Evan looked at you
15:26Don't you know?
15:31I know
15:31I know
15:36Then what are you running from?
15:40I'm not running
15:42I just can't accept it
15:45Accepting him would push Evan even deeper
15:47I can't bear that
15:54Did you give him that?
15:56Did you give him that?
16:04You're still here?
16:05Just passing by
16:16I know you're just passing by
16:18But I don't care
16:21Let me hold you for a while
16:30Push me away
16:32Push me away and I'll give up
16:36I can't push you away
16:38Not because I want to hold you
16:41But we were
16:42But because when you hold me, your eyes are closed
16:51I can't see your eyes, so I can't tell who you are
17:00So you'll never be able to tell
17:05Because when you look at me, you're always looking through me for someone else
17:10Right?
17:19Go home, don't get soaked
17:35You have a high fever
17:37Why didn't you call?
17:39You came
17:41I thought you didn't want to see me anymore
17:49Shut up!
17:50We're going to the hospital now
17:53No
17:53Dorian
17:56If I die
17:58Will you donate my eyes to someone who needs them?
18:05If you say that again
18:08Even if you yell at me
18:10I still want to say it
18:15My eyes
18:19They were someone else's to begin with
18:23Giving them back
18:25Is fine
18:31You can't have anything happen to you
18:39Not because I can't bear to lose you
18:41But because your eyes are the last thing Evan left in this world
18:46If you ruin them
18:47If you ruin them
18:49What happens to him?
18:57He watches over me
18:59Watches over Evan's eyes
19:02From beginning to end
19:04It has nothing to do with me
19:16Evan
19:17Evan, I brought him to see you
19:20Why did you bring me here?
19:24I wanted him to meet you
19:27I wanted him to know that his eyes are living well in you
19:32And what about you?
19:35I want you to tell him yourself
19:38You will always be his substitute
19:42You are not here to replace him
19:50Mr. Thornt
19:52Don't worry, I won't replace you
19:55I'll keep
19:57Guarding your eyes for him
19:59If you ever want to come back
20:01You're always welcome to look
20:07Is that enough for you?
20:10I told you I'll always be the shadow
20:18Thank you
20:19Thank you
20:23Dory
20:28What did you call me?
20:31That's what Evan called you, isn't it?
20:39Don't you ever call me that
20:47Not even one word?
20:48Then what should I call you?
20:50Mr. Black?
20:52Or Dorian?
21:01That name belongs to Evan
21:03You have no right to say it
21:05I know I have no right
21:10I just wanted to see
21:13If I called you what he called you
21:15You might look at me one more time
21:23No, the more you resemble him, the less I'll look at you
21:30Because you're desecrating him
21:35Even imitating him
21:36Even imitating him
21:37Is desecration
21:39Then what can I do?
21:46Be yourself
21:48And stay away from me
22:13I'm a pervert who takes secret photos of you
22:16You can call the police if you want
22:18When did it start?
22:23From the first day you burst in and grab my coffee
22:27Delete them
22:29No
22:34What's the point of keeping them?
22:37To remind myself
22:40This man
22:41Who doesn't love me
22:42Once carried me to the ER
22:44Because I had a fever
22:52Keep them
22:53But don't expect love in those photos
23:01Dark circles under your eyes again
23:02Didn't you sleep?
23:07Came to have a drink with you
23:09No all-nighter, just two glasses
23:25When you frown there's a line right here
23:31You're drunk
23:33Not drunk enough
23:35If I were, I wouldn't dare ask
23:37When will you look at me for more than five seconds without looking away?
23:47Do you think that if I'm drunk, I'll touch you?
23:51Will you?
23:53No
23:54Because touching you would make me dirty
24:00Dirty?
24:03Because you're afraid that touching me would betray Evan?
24:07Both
24:10Dorian, look at me
24:12Tell me
24:14When you saw me smile
24:15When you saw me cry
24:16When you saw me with a fever
24:18Didn't a single thing stir in your heart?
24:32It did stir
24:34But not because of love
24:35But not because of love
24:37Then what?
24:38Guilt
24:40Pity
24:41The feeling that you're pitiful
24:43Because you love someone who will never love you back
24:49You asked if I ever felt anything
24:52I'm telling you
24:53I did
24:54I did
24:55But not the way you think
24:57When I see you sick
24:58I worry
24:59When I see you chasing me
25:00I feel guilty
25:02But that's not love
25:03Do you understand?
25:07I understand
25:09I understand
25:10I finally understand
25:11I finally understand
25:18I hurt him
25:19But compared to giving him false hope
25:21This is better
25:38Mr. Frost
25:39You're suffering from chronic corneal graft rejection
25:42Besides, there's pathological neovacularization at your fundia
25:45This is mostly caused by chronic late nights and excessive eye strain
25:49We'll need to run further examinations to confirm the condition
25:52Can it be treated?
25:54It's too early to draw a conclusion
25:56But if you keep pushing yourself this hard
25:58Your vision will continue to deteriorate
26:00In the worst case scenario
26:02Another transplant may be needed
26:04Or you could face severe vision loss
26:15Can't let him know
26:16If he finds out my eyes might not last
26:19He'll be in even more pain
26:21That's the last thing his lover left him
26:24Chase the word bad must have my season
26:27He's doing well today
26:28Too good
26:30That's not right
26:39What's wrong with your eyes?
26:45Nothing
26:46These shoes are new
26:47I almost tripped
26:51Julian, when was your last checkup?
26:58Last month
26:59The doctor said recovery is going well
27:01Don't worry about me today
27:03The show was a success
27:05Are you happy?
27:17He's smiling too hard
27:18It's like a goodbye
27:23Julian, your eyes
27:25You saw it
27:26I was hoping to keep it from you a few more days
27:33When did it start?
27:35Why didn't you tell me?
27:37Why aren't you getting treatment?
27:39I am getting treatment
27:40The doctor said it might cause blindness
27:43Or it might not
27:48What the hell?
27:51Don't cry
27:52My show was a success today
27:54I'm really happy
27:56If my eyes really give out
27:59At least I got to see you worry about me
28:03You didn't tell me just to make me worry, did you?
28:13Dorian, if my eyes really can't be saved
28:16Donate them to someone who needs them
28:18Just think of it as
28:21Me giving Evan's eyes back
28:37Did you take care of Evan like this too?
28:43Don't bring him up right now
28:45I just want to know
28:47When you take care of me
28:48Is there even a little bit because of me?
28:54Julian, listen to me
28:56Julian, listen to me
28:57I'm staying here not because you're you
29:00But because your eyes
29:02Are the last thing he left me
29:07You're sick
29:08And I can't stand to watch
29:13A part of him wither away inside you
29:19So it's still for him?
29:23I guess
29:24Then you have to guard them well for me
29:31Guard that precious memory for him
29:41Dorian, I feel so disconnected lately
29:46It's okay, I'm here
29:49Touch me
29:54Do you remember me now?
29:57I remember
30:02Then promise me
30:04When I'm gone, donate my eyes
30:07To someone
30:08Who needs them
30:12I don't want someone else using your eyes
30:15Your eyes using her
30:22You will
30:25You'll see the world for me
30:30You'll see
30:32If one day you meet someone who can make you waver
30:36I won't
30:37You will
30:39You just...
30:40Don't know it yet
30:56Evan left
30:57Julian left
30:59But my eyes can still only see you
31:04Are you sure?
31:07Yes
31:09This was his last wish
31:11This was his last wish
31:35What are you gonna do now?
31:37What are you gonna do now?
31:41Live for them
31:52Do you like this painting?
31:55Yes
31:56The colors
31:57They seem to glow
32:00Yes
32:00They always will
32:02Do you like this painting?
32:02Do you know?
32:03Let's go
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