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00:00:28You
00:00:47Faye.
00:01:10Dad!
00:02:33Hello.
00:02:35Faye?
00:02:38Dad left us a house.
00:02:42He left us his house.
00:02:47Have you spoken to Dad?
00:02:51No.
00:02:54No.
00:02:55No.
00:02:56Faye.
00:02:58Faye is gone.
00:02:59You know that.
00:03:03Dad's gone.
00:03:06Dad's gone.
00:03:14I don't know.
00:03:44I don't know.
00:04:08I don't know.
00:04:40I don't know.
00:04:53I don't know.
00:04:57I thought we could go for a walk by the seaside, maybe, with a friend.
00:05:11Maybe we could say hi and then we can get going.
00:05:18I don't know.
00:05:22I don't know.
00:05:24I don't know.
00:05:32I don't know.
00:05:55I don't know.
00:06:00I don't know.
00:06:15I don't know.
00:06:31I don't know.
00:06:53I don't know.
00:07:13I don't know.
00:07:25I don't know.
00:07:30I don't know.
00:07:31I don't know.
00:08:02I don't know.
00:08:12I don't know.
00:08:25I don't know.
00:08:29I don't know.
00:08:37I don't know.
00:08:44I don't know.
00:08:46I don't know.
00:08:59I don't know.
00:09:04I don't know.
00:09:31I don't know.
00:09:41I don't know.
00:09:53I don't know.
00:09:58I don't know.
00:10:06I don't know.
00:10:08I don't know.
00:10:15I don't know.
00:10:20I don't know.
00:10:27Okay, first love?
00:10:30What?
00:10:31Who was your first love?
00:10:34My dad.
00:10:37My first love was my dad.
00:10:40He was always my dad.
00:10:44Okay.
00:10:46That makes sense.
00:10:49Tell me about him then.
00:10:56My dad.
00:11:01My dad made me feel safe.
00:11:05Fearless.
00:11:07He kept me from harm.
00:11:12Are you close with your family?
00:11:15Close enough.
00:11:17My dad used to say,
00:11:20the one thing you'll always have is family.
00:11:21You can lose everything else in the world,
00:11:24but you'll always have family,
00:11:26which means you'll always have love,
00:11:28which means you'll always be warm.
00:11:31Not cold.
00:11:33Warm.
00:11:37Love is important.
00:11:41It is.
00:11:44It's important.
00:11:51His God had left us a house.
00:11:53You know that?
00:12:01What are you doing?
00:12:06Sorry, um...
00:12:07Sorry, I, um...
00:12:09What are you doing with that?
00:12:13Uh...
00:12:14Alex!
00:12:15It's Dad, isn't it?
00:12:18Yeah.
00:12:26Are you...
00:12:29Are you...
00:12:31Are you okay?
00:12:32Fine.
00:12:44What was...
00:12:45What was that song that...
00:12:49That you said Dad used to sing to you?
00:12:53I can't remember.
00:12:55I can't...
00:12:57I've kind of forgotten that.
00:13:03I know the song,
00:13:04I just don't know what it's called.
00:13:08Will you sing me a bit?
00:13:10No.
00:13:12Please?
00:13:16I thought you didn't want to talk about Dad anymore.
00:13:19Don't really, um,
00:13:20care what we talk about,
00:13:22as long as...
00:13:24You know...
00:13:24As long as we're talking.
00:13:28I don't care.
00:13:28I don't care.
00:13:36Sing for me.
00:13:56Here.
00:14:01I didn't open it yet.
00:14:07Just wait till I'm gone.
00:14:16Have you thought any more about the house?
00:14:21What house?
00:14:26Dad had a house. It went to her and now it's ours.
00:14:31I was hoping we could go together maybe, all three of us.
00:14:36She doesn't deserve a single thing of him.
00:14:38She does. Faye, she's got it.
00:14:41She's got the keys to the house and if you want them you're going to have to go see her
00:14:44together.
00:14:58She doesn't deserve a single one but when she can walk together.
00:14:58She doesn't deserve a single one.
00:15:08You don't have to try it out too.
00:15:11Not all over.
00:15:14I don't know.
00:15:57Alison and Mum are trying to convince me I can't take care of myself.
00:16:02Why's that?
00:16:12You think that because they can't understand their own actions or they don't understand
00:16:20what being...
00:16:26I think I understand.
00:16:28I don't know.
00:16:35I don't know.
00:16:50Carrie said that you might be seeing him.
00:16:59I'm seeing him soon.
00:17:03You like him, I can tell.
00:17:18It's fun.
00:17:22But nothing more than that.
00:17:31Is he helping to make you feel better?
00:17:34I feel better by myself.
00:17:37Okay.
00:17:40That's good.
00:17:48You don't like talking to me about what's going on with you, do you?
00:17:53Not everything needs to be talked about and explained.
00:18:05Is it true that when you were little you never spoke until Dad left?
00:18:15Didn't need to speak until Dad left.
00:18:19Why not?
00:18:23Didn't need words.
00:19:48Have you thought any more about the house?
00:19:56Have you forgotten?
00:20:03We're not going unless you come with us.
00:20:14It's okay.
00:20:18It's okay.
00:20:19It's okay.
00:20:21It's just us.
00:20:22Yeah.
00:20:23It's just us.
00:20:33It's okay.
00:20:35It's okay.
00:20:37It's okay.
00:20:39It's okay.
00:20:54It's okay.
00:21:01It's okay.
00:21:02I don't know.
00:21:05I won't know until you tell me.
00:21:14Does it bother you to tell me the truth?
00:21:20No.
00:21:24The truth doesn't bother me.
00:21:44What's Alice like?
00:21:50What do you mean?
00:21:51What's it like?
00:21:54What's it like?
00:21:55What?
00:22:09There you go.
00:22:11It's okay.
00:22:11It's okay.
00:22:14You can see it.
00:22:20It's okay.
00:22:35Tell me a story.
00:22:39What kind of story?
00:22:44A story without words.
00:23:13A story without words.
00:23:39A story without words.
00:24:17A story without words.
00:24:24A story without words.
00:24:24I think that's okay.
00:24:26Hang on.
00:24:27I've grown up so much.
00:24:29That's my...
00:24:31Will you sing your dad's song?
00:24:32No.
00:24:35Just...
00:24:36Just tell me the first line.
00:24:40I...
00:24:44I want a bit of him too.
00:24:46I want to share.
00:25:06I want to share.
00:25:35I want to share.
00:25:38I want to share.
00:25:43Could you, Faye, could you just tighten these for me, just a bit tighter?
00:25:59Like that?
00:25:59Yeah.
00:25:59Yeah.
00:26:20What are you doing?
00:26:24Nothing.
00:26:30You look really pretty.
00:26:34Thanks.
00:26:39Do you want to put yours on too?
00:26:43Yeah, okay.
00:26:51All those hills feel like dead.
00:27:04Will it be able to get to us here?
00:27:10Shall we walk down when we need it?
00:27:15Come on.
00:27:16Let's go.
00:27:22Wait, no, we're not going tonight.
00:27:47Alice?
00:27:49No.
00:27:51Faye.
00:27:52Alice, come on.
00:27:53No.
00:27:53I don't.
00:27:55No.
00:27:56Just...
00:27:57I don't.
00:28:01Just...
00:28:07Playよろ Henley.
00:28:11Nooo.
00:28:30You're fine.
00:29:34I don't really.
00:29:37It's when I drink.
00:29:54I can put it out.
00:30:07I'm sorry.
00:30:09It's okay.
00:30:31I used to love watching you dance.
00:30:40I've always wanted to dance with you more.
00:30:43I love the way you're able to dance.
00:30:46I love the way you're able to dance.
00:31:21How are things that go?
00:31:26I've asked him to move in with me.
00:31:30Really?
00:31:32Yeah?
00:31:38Do you think I'm making the right decision?
00:31:45No.
00:31:45Why not?
00:31:46It's just...
00:31:48I just think it's a bit sweet.
00:31:58Well, the cat's gone, so...
00:32:00Where'd the cat go?
00:32:01I don't know.
00:32:03You should make it disappear.
00:32:05What did you say?
00:32:08You should bring him round to meet one.
00:32:11The cat?
00:32:12Gary.
00:32:16I'm not going to do that, Alice.
00:32:18I wouldn't have brought the fucking cat, either.
00:32:22You really need to come and see her.
00:32:26She really, really wants to see her.
00:32:29She needs to see her.
00:32:30I don't know.
00:32:31She really is.
00:32:34What?
00:32:37You think it was really mum who did those things?
00:32:42Do you think I wanted it to happen?
00:32:44It was Dad who left.
00:32:47He didn't leave.
00:32:49Mum told me everything about him.
00:32:53He was a violent man.
00:32:55He left us.
00:32:58Mum said both you and him share wild bones.
00:33:28This is our first night together.
00:33:31Just you and me.
00:33:34We should make it special.
00:33:38Okay.
00:33:40We should tell each other
00:33:42something we've never told anybody else before.
00:33:48Secrets.
00:33:50That can be shared just between us.
00:33:54And it means you'll look together
00:33:55by something only the both of you know.
00:33:59That's something that's forever.
00:34:05Kate?
00:34:09You don't agree?
00:34:13Secrets are things that just come out
00:34:15and change the way someone looks at you.
00:34:21Changes the way people talk to you.
00:34:23You're treated different
00:34:24when someone knows who you really are.
00:34:29Every time we see each other,
00:34:31I look at you differently.
00:34:33But that's only because I feel closer to you each time.
00:34:38I just want to be as close to you as I can be.
00:34:40I just...
00:34:41I just want to be closer.
00:34:45So tell me your secrets.
00:34:48Why don't you tell a secret?
00:34:49And then I'll know how much you trust me
00:34:51and what sort of secret I should tell you.
00:35:00You want a secret?
00:35:03I want your secret.
00:35:23Alice's mum used to bend my bones out of shape
00:35:26and twist my arms and legs
00:35:27until they were close to snapping.
00:35:30She used to stub her cigarettes out of my arm
00:35:32and she's the reason my dad was taken
00:35:35and is still missing.
00:35:49You shouldn't say those kind of things.
00:36:00It's not fair on me.
00:36:28It's not fair.
00:36:31It's not fair.
00:36:36Are you okay?
00:36:52I'm fine.
00:36:57I'm sorry.
00:36:59About earlier.
00:37:03I think...
00:37:06I'm fine.
00:37:08Do you know it's just been quite long?
00:37:10You pussy!
00:37:12No, you so much!
00:37:13Mum said both you and him share well bones.
00:37:18Babe.
00:37:21Mum said just you and him share well bones.
00:37:25Are you doing this? Why are you doing this?
00:37:30Mum said both you and him share well bones.
00:37:33For the sake!
00:37:34Will you please?
00:37:35Are you doing this?
00:37:35Are you doing this?
00:37:37Are you doing this?
00:37:37All I ever did was try to help you.
00:37:41All I ever did, I fucking saved you from that monster.
00:37:45And all you've done is try to punish me for absolutely nothing.
00:37:49What's wrong with you?
00:37:51You're a fucking dark, evil fucking piece of shit!
00:37:55I've fucking tried to do everything with you and I cannot fucking do anything else!
00:37:59I don't know what the fuck is wrong with you!
00:38:19You're a fucking fool!
00:38:20I'm doing this!
00:38:22I don't know!
00:38:22I don't know you!
00:38:22You're just a little bit, to do it!
00:38:22Just let me see you know!
00:40:55It's me.
00:40:57It's me.
00:40:59This is me.
00:41:03Okay.
00:41:07Okay.
00:41:45I need...I need to get him.
00:41:47I need...I need to get him.
00:41:51Take care of it.
00:41:53No, I'm fine.
00:42:01Are you sure?
00:42:04Are you sure?
00:42:05Yeah.
00:42:07Yeah, I do.
00:42:11Okay.
00:42:29Okay.
00:42:30I need...I need you.
00:42:59Okay, come...
00:43:34What are you looking for?
00:43:37My razor.
00:43:39Looking for my razor.
00:43:44Has it ever been in that drawer before?
00:43:47Yeah.
00:43:48Well, yeah, that's where I thought I left it.
00:43:52It just disappeared.
00:44:00Are you okay?
00:44:01Yeah.
00:44:04I miss you.
00:44:05And I'm gone.
00:44:08I miss you too.
00:44:33I miss you too.
00:45:01I miss you too.
00:45:04I miss you too.
00:47:02How have you been?
00:47:06Me?
00:47:09Yeah, how are things with you?
00:47:13Parrying on, you know.
00:47:17It's just me and mum in that house now, so just rallying around, you know.
00:47:26You should move out.
00:47:29Can't leave her there.
00:47:31You should.
00:47:36But why would I want to leave her there?
00:47:42Doesn't she hurt you?
00:48:00You should wash her out now, I think.
00:48:02Come here.
00:48:03Head down.
00:48:11Come here.
00:48:19Head down.
00:48:28Come here.
00:48:33Come here.
00:48:33Come here.
00:48:36Come here.
00:50:38My love is just for you, if yours is just for me.
00:50:46Oh, sister, oh, sister, please lend me your hand.
00:50:52Bow balance to me.
00:50:56Oh, sister, oh, sister, please lend me your hand.
00:51:01And I will give you house and hand.
00:51:09My love is just for you, if yours is just for me.
00:51:17I'll give you neither hand nor glove.
00:51:23Bow balance to me.
00:51:27I'll give you neither hand nor glove, until you give me back my first love.
00:51:41My love is just for you, if yours is just for me.
00:52:15I want you to know him like I know him.
00:52:26Faye, I need to talk to you about Gary.
00:52:36He's not an honest man.
00:53:04How was your trip?
00:53:05that's fine it's very boring why are you mmm whiffies is everything all right I'm
00:53:31fine don't worry mainly package you should eat then hmm hmm one of the last things my
00:53:57dad said to me he told me at some point when I was older I'd find myself alone
00:54:10he told me the only person I'd ever really be able to rely on is myself and he told me
00:54:21to
00:54:21promise him that do everything I can to do the right thing he told me behind doors the secrets
00:54:34and underneath the skin is the truth no protection just truth it's all skin is
00:54:44the things stopping us seeing what's inside of each other
00:54:58your dad sounds like a wise man
00:55:04do you love me I love you
00:55:11do you
00:55:26that's really nice I'll let you finish
00:55:54what are you sorry for
00:55:59no I have my family
00:56:02family
00:56:03to board
00:56:06family
00:56:06family
00:56:07family
00:56:08family
00:56:09I'm gonna tell you
00:56:15you're gonna tell me
00:56:16you're gonna tell me
00:56:23you can help me. I need you to help me.
00:56:42I was gonna tell you but, when I come back, you better not be here.
00:56:59If you are, I'll fucking turn you inside out and show everyone what you are.
00:57:57I need you to help me.
00:57:58I need you to help me.
00:57:59I need you to help me.
00:58:33I need you to help me.
00:58:38I need you to help me.
00:58:51I need you to help me.
00:59:10I need you to help me.
00:59:21I need you to help me.
00:59:21I need you to help me.
00:59:50I need you to help me.
01:00:41I need you to help me.
01:00:48and throws me into space and around the room
01:00:51and it whirls me into the concrete and into the floor and the wall
01:00:56and I don't know where I am!
01:00:58And I turn it into these monsters
01:01:01and it comes in these huge fucking waves,
01:01:05these giant fucking waves and it never ends.
01:01:11It's a monster fight and it never ends.
01:01:25You've got to leave this place, okay?
01:01:29There's nowhere else for you to go.
01:01:32Okay?
01:01:34Okay?
01:01:37Okay?
01:01:39Come on.
01:01:45Come on.
01:01:49Come on.
01:01:50Come on.
01:01:52Come on.
01:01:52Okay?
01:01:54Okay?
01:02:02She knows I've got someone here, but she doesn't know it's you.
01:02:07She knows.
01:02:07I know, I know.
01:02:10I know you heard it because of Gary and everything, but...
01:02:15Gary's nothing.
01:02:17It's Dad and it's her and it's the thing she's done.
01:02:24All I've known is Mum.
01:02:31She...
01:02:31She loved me and she's stuck around.
01:02:35She's here for both of us.
01:02:41Do you know what she did?
01:02:44First we were at the beach.
01:02:47First we were at the beach.
01:02:47That's why you think I love the beach,
01:02:48because that's where we were when he was gone.
01:02:52We're there together.
01:02:55Then we were.
01:02:58Why...
01:02:58Why were you at the beach?
01:03:08Because he saw her.
01:03:12He...
01:03:12She was hurting me and he saw her and he hurt her.
01:03:22So he took me away and told me he was going to make everything better.
01:03:33And then I turned around and he was gone.
01:03:40So...
01:03:40You...
01:03:41You went back home?
01:03:43I went back.
01:03:45I went upstairs.
01:03:50And...
01:03:51I held on to his things.
01:03:54And just...
01:03:56I just breathed him in because I knew.
01:03:59Part of me knew he was slipping away.
01:04:02And she called me outside.
01:04:08And she made me throw everything he owed into the fire and watch it burn.
01:04:18Why?
01:04:22Because then she had me.
01:04:24So she's ever wanted control.
01:04:26It was hot.
01:04:29I can't change her...
01:04:35I know.
01:04:39That thing's not bad.
01:04:39But I'm gonna have to knock off.
01:04:40It's only a bit moreúcional.
01:04:43It's not bad though.
01:04:44It's pretty darn good.
01:04:45It's not bad.
01:04:45It's not bad.
01:04:46It's not bad.
01:04:46It's not bad.
01:04:47It's not bad.
01:04:51It's not bad.
01:06:48Go off.
01:07:05I've been waiting for you.
01:07:08What for?
01:07:13Sunday lunch.
01:07:15Christmas.
01:07:20I'm playing with you.
01:07:23I'm playing with you.
01:07:23You fucking are.
01:07:30You hear about Davina's Nathan?
01:07:36Davina's Nathan, that boy.
01:07:41You don't remember.
01:07:45You don't remember.
01:07:49You've not been seen for six months now.
01:07:55There's another one they reckon sleeping.
01:08:01And we used to joke about it.
01:08:07I shut his eyes, sleeping.
01:08:15He's taking you to some lonely places, Faith.
01:08:22You've got a long list of lonely places.
01:08:30Whatever leading you to that lonely spot.
01:08:37Take it, that's why you're here.
01:08:41What?
01:08:44House.
01:08:48Dad didn't have a house.
01:08:49Yes.
01:08:50Of course he did.
01:08:55It was your father's.
01:08:59And I thought it was time to make you go there and see who he really was.
01:09:06I know who he really was.
01:09:08No, you don't.
01:09:09Yeah, I do.
01:09:55I was making my fags.
01:09:58No, I won't.
01:10:08I know you.
01:10:11I know you.
01:10:16I know what simmers inside and I know what's in your body and in your guts.
01:10:24Your dad, he always told you there was a light in there.
01:10:28Oh shit.
01:10:32You and him were a pair of cunts.
01:10:37There's always fucking pain wherever you are.
01:10:41You were a pain.
01:10:43All I ever did was try to help you.
01:10:48I just wanted to make you a better person.
01:10:51I wanted you to be better.
01:10:53Not this.
01:10:56You used to burn me.
01:10:58Oh shut up, eh?
01:11:09What are wild bones?
01:11:12Tell me.
01:11:16Wild bones belong to people who aren't people at all.
01:11:23They're people who are animals, wearing human skin.
01:11:31That doesn't mean anything.
01:11:33It means everything.
01:11:36You're not made up like the rest of us.
01:11:38You.
01:11:39Oh, you're dumb.
01:11:40You're dirty.
01:11:42You're filthy pigs.
01:11:44You're animals.
01:11:45You're not human.
01:11:47And you think about that.
01:11:49You think about what that means.
01:11:50Because being human is everything.
01:11:53It's what gives us more to live for than just surviving and dying.
01:11:57But those two things, they are constantly swirling around you and your dad.
01:12:01You typhoon of fucking misery.
01:12:06Being human means seeing what's really there in front of you and living with that.
01:12:13And working to make things better.
01:12:21You spooked them around you.
01:12:24Put your hand in front of you.
01:12:25Oh he fucking hurt you
01:12:26He fucking hurt you he fucking hurt...
01:12:28Oh!
01:13:11I don't know.
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