00:00I grew up in fear, with my fists clenched under the table
00:02A father who was too strong, too far away, too harsh, untouchable
00:05I look at the photos, wondering where I went wrong.
00:07Whether it was absence or rage that truly shaped me
00:10There are nights when anger keeps me awake
00:12I replay the film in my mind, the silence, the words never spoken.
00:15People think I'm solid, but I'm made of cracks.
00:17I hide behind jokes to mask the wounds
00:20I ran into the arena, seeking love in the fight
00:23Thought that chaos could erase the blues
00:25I've made enemies, I've lost friends
00:28In my eagerness to shine, I forgot who I am.
00:30I carry around broken dreams, shattered promises
00:33I'm fighting my demons, I'm getting back up in the chaos
00:35Sometimes I just want someone to hold me in their arms.
00:38Tell me it's okay if I'm not like my dad
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