00:00in.
00:02Mom, sometimes when I think about Christmas, I get so excited I can't sleep.
00:08What's this?
00:09Nathan...
00:09What's the matter?
00:11I promised this kid I'd get him home for Christmas, but I didn't.
00:15Went to get it to his parents.
00:16Maybe you still can.
00:17For the last two years you've been acting like you're the only one grieving in this
00:20house.
00:20Well I've got news for you, you're not.
00:22I miss Shawn every single day.
00:24Your voice.
00:25I probably shouldn't tell you, but I have a very special Christmas present.
00:28Really?
00:28Did I tell you Sean was the first patient I ever lost?
00:31No.
00:31When I saw his parents get the news, I felt like I lost a piece of meat, too.
00:36You know my mom?
00:37You know when she's coming home?
00:39She's not coming home, Emily.
00:41There was an accident.
00:42She died.
00:43It would make things a little easier if we didn't have to move her till after Christmas.
00:46I cannot take a child to my house, especially this time of year.
00:49We can't talk about the bad memories because it hurts too much.
00:51We can't talk about the good memories because it hurts too much.
00:53Who's that?
00:54That's Sean.
00:55Can I see him?
00:56No.
00:57He's in heaven now.
00:57Tomorrow is Christmas Eve.
00:59Some mother, some father out there needs to have this.
01:01It'd be practically impossible to find out who it belongs to.
01:03Why can't she stay here for Christmas?
01:05Because she gets attached to us.
01:07She becomes nearly impossible to fight.
01:09I bet you're excited for Christmas.
01:10My mom got me a special Christmas present.
01:12Your mom's a very generous lady.
01:14She's not my mom.
01:15My mom died.
01:16Patty's boy died, too.
01:19I know how much you miss your mom.
01:20She can't come back for Christmas.
01:22Stop saying that.
01:23She is so coming back.
01:26It's about your son.
01:27I thought I had lost that.
01:28For some reason, it turned up the other day.
01:30I think you're right about Emily.
01:32She needs to stay here for Christmas.
01:34Maybe longer.
01:34Can you lift me up?
01:36I think he's been helping me.
01:37Whenever I would feel alone, I would feel him with me.
01:41He's my angel.
01:42Oh, my God.
01:45Oh, my God.