00:00I've only got one child and I don't run a farm, or have nine other careers. How do you do
00:05it?
00:06Um, well, let's be honest with you, I kind of don't. In other words, have I, have I?
00:12Is that where it was?
00:13Yeah, she was born right here, a few cushions and a rug and a terrier over there under the settle.
00:19That best birth partner ever.
00:21I put my hand down, when I felt there was a head coming, I knew it was all systems go.
00:25It was good, yeah.
00:26I personally felt like I couldn't talk about that, because it almost felt like I was jumping on a bandwagon.
00:31It almost felt like it had gone so far the other way, that it had become so fashionable, so on
00:38trend, to talk about mental well-being, that I couldn't.
00:43And then you two quietly separated and you both got on with your lives, you both dated other people, and
00:49that was not how you were reported.
00:51It was almost the breaking of you, not the breakup of your marriage.
00:54I couldn't look people in the face, I couldn't look people in the eye, because in my brain, I thought
00:59everybody was talking about this.
01:01It's like two years of my life are almost missing.
01:05Everything is a double-edged sword, and being accessible and being able to communicate and being able to project outwards
01:12means that you also have to accept inwards.
01:15So therefore people are going, I can't believe you're 51 and you're still wearing a skirt above your knees.
01:19Who do you think you are?
01:20You know, stay in your lane, all the rest of it, get back to the feels and hoe.
01:24You know, that kind of thing.
01:25That is going to come at you too.
01:27I've got to a point where the panic mode has been disabled.
01:31Okay?
01:32It doesn't work anymore.
01:33I've pressed it so many times that actually I've broken it.
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