00:00Well, I haven't been on Instagram for three weeks and that's because my relationship with Ben is over after 16
00:08years and I honestly didn't know what to say to you on Instagram.
00:13But now it's clear that it's over and I really do feel that, you know, once the trust in a
00:22relationship is gone, you can't really get it back.
00:25And that's what I would tell anyone else to do. And so I just wanted to say, obviously, I feel
00:30incredibly sad and I'm pretty disappointed and shocked and all those horrible things, but also full of resolve because I'm
00:40not going to let this defeat me.
00:42I'm so glad to be living longer than my mum did. She died at 57 and the Lord spares me
00:48I'm going to be 61 next month.
00:50So I'm very, very grateful to be alive and I want to carry on feeling that way and I want
00:55to celebrate and I want to find fun and laughter anywhere I can.
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