00:00For me to have taken MDMA would have been a waste of the drug.
00:09If you understand what I mean, it would have been essentially taking someone else's high
00:14because it wouldn't have an effect on me.
00:19So how many drugs did you actually take that day?
00:25The day of our wedding?
00:26Yes.
00:28I smoked marijuana and I don't remember drinking.
00:40I don't remember that I was drinking then.
00:50She walked up to me and reached and grabbed the bottle of vodka.
00:57And then just kind of stood back and hurled it at me.
01:04I honestly didn't feel the pain at first at all.
01:08I felt no pain whatsoever.
01:09What I felt was I felt heat.
01:16I felt heat and I felt as if something were dripping down my hand.
01:24And then I looked down and realized that the tip of my finger had been severed.
01:37I think that I went into some sort of, I don't know what a nervous breakdown feels like.
01:48But that's probably the closest that I've ever been.
01:52I didn't, nothing made sense.
01:57And I knew in my mind and in my heart, this is, this is not life.
02:06This is not life.
02:10The doctor asked me what happened.
02:14And I lied to him.
02:16I said that I had smashed it in these large accordion doors that it got caught in the accordion doors.
02:27Why would you lie about that?
02:33I lied because I did not, I didn't feel, I didn't want to disclose that it was.
02:46I didn't want to, I didn't want to disclose that it had been misheard, that it had thrown the, thrown
02:53a vodka bottle.
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