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00:00:28Transcribed by ESO, translated by ā
00:01:30And watch the people walking by, back and forth.
00:01:42I just wonder, do they know God?
00:01:45Do they even want to?
00:01:53Do you believe in God?
00:01:54Do they know God?
00:02:26Do they know God?
00:02:31Apple.
00:02:34Apple.
00:02:35Apple.
00:02:37So now the tale has been told, and it's not one that we're unfamiliar with.
00:02:41However, it is one that has to, I think, take a certain responsibility for the way that we view an
00:02:46entire vocation.
00:02:48The last decades have absolutely marred the idea of spiritual leadership because you get a David Koresh in the 90s,
00:02:56or you get a Charles Manson, Jim Jones, and you get these whack job people that take total advantage of
00:03:03their position of leadership in people's lives.
00:03:05Particularly of the vile kind of scandal that you find yourself squarely in the midst of.
00:03:11But your story goes like this.
00:03:14I got sick.
00:03:17My passion turned to lust.
00:03:21I got lost.
00:03:22Like a tiny child would get lost.
00:03:25It's not that you made decisions.
00:03:26It's not that you're taking responsibility.
00:03:28First you were sick, and now you're lost.
00:03:31Is that correct?
00:03:34Yes.
00:03:35I have no one to blame but myself.
00:03:39That, sir, is true.
00:03:42And that is accountability.
00:03:45Very good, sir.
00:03:46Thank you, Alex.
00:03:47It felt good to share.
00:03:49Oh, I'm so glad, Alex.
00:03:53Am I going to make it?
00:03:55That is not my area of expertise, so I don't know.
00:04:07I will, uh, thank you, Alex.
00:04:14All right, that's it.
00:04:15We're done.
00:04:18We're done.
00:04:33We're done.
00:04:59All right, ladies and gentlemen.
00:05:00We are here with our latest guest.
00:05:03It is Miss Apple.
00:05:06Where do we begin?
00:05:08Why not the beginning?
00:05:10Doesn't really matter.
00:05:12I'm here to help you.
00:05:16By listening.
00:05:21Did you do it on purpose?
00:05:27Well, her self-esteem aside, she has had a very, very interesting couple of years.
00:05:34There was love.
00:05:36There was desire.
00:05:37There was dashed hopes.
00:05:39Stop me if it sounds familiar, if you want to interject at any point here.
00:05:43Anything you want to say about yourself?
00:05:51Why don't you tell me about Thomas?
00:06:17Where am I?
00:06:20Where am I?
00:06:21Hey, hey, Deb.
00:06:22No, I'm an angel, see?
00:06:24Perfect angel.
00:06:37Marcus, can I ask you a question?
00:06:41Brother Marcus, he's been missing for a few weeks now.
00:06:47Yep.
00:06:50Marcus, what happened to Thomas?
00:06:58Well, he, uh, he lost faith.
00:07:05He asked the wrong question and then, uh, the Preacher said it was time for him to go.
00:07:11What was the question?
00:07:15That was between him and Preacher, wasn't it?
00:07:20No, he can be saved. Why?
00:07:22You want to know the truth?
00:07:23Thomas is carrying the demon plague and he made Preacher sick.
00:07:28And he left.
00:07:29And the demon spawned in his body.
00:07:32I tried to get it out of him.
00:07:34I tried to get it out of him.
00:07:37And it wouldn't leave.
00:07:39And it wouldn't leave.
00:07:40And it wouldn't leave.
00:07:41And I tried.
00:07:42And I tried.
00:07:43And I flushed it out!
00:07:44And I flushed it out!
00:07:48And I was spewing.
00:07:50And he was vomiting.
00:07:52And it was green.
00:07:54And brown.
00:07:56And he was sweating.
00:07:57And I was sweating.
00:08:01And he was saying words.
00:08:03Speaking tongues.
00:08:04Not of the Lord.
00:08:06But of Satan.
00:08:08And Satan himself.
00:08:11And I cast him out.
00:08:14And I cast him out!
00:08:15Because he was evil!
00:08:16He is the devil.
00:08:18He would have killed us all.
00:08:43And he was so angry.
00:08:49Everybody looks so well today.
00:08:51How are we feeling?
00:08:52Good?
00:08:52Glorious.
00:08:53Glorious.
00:08:54Glorious.
00:08:57And how are you?
00:08:59Good.
00:08:59What did you think about this morning when you woke up?
00:09:04How much fun I was going to have today.
00:09:07How much fun I was going to have today.
00:09:11I was thinking that as well
00:09:12how much fun I was going to have today
00:09:16here we are
00:09:17the sound
00:09:21that saved
00:09:25a wretch
00:09:27like me
00:09:31I once
00:09:34was born
00:09:43but now
00:09:46I'm found
00:09:49was blind
00:09:52but now
00:09:56I see
00:10:00I, Tertius
00:10:02who wrote down this letter, greet you
00:10:03in the Lord. Gaius, whose hospitality
00:10:06I and the whole church here enjoy
00:10:08sends you his greetings
00:10:09Erastus and my brother Cortus
00:10:12send you their greetings
00:10:14now to him who is able to establish you
00:10:16by my gospel
00:10:17according to the revelation
00:10:19of the mystery hidden
00:10:22so that all nations
00:10:23might be faithful and obedient
00:10:26faithful and obedient
00:10:32faithful and obedient
00:10:34what do we know
00:10:35that is faithful and obedient
00:10:37master
00:10:40his dog
00:10:44husband
00:10:44his wife
00:10:48the son
00:10:50in the earth
00:10:56out into space
00:10:59become
00:11:00a ball of ice
00:11:02and that can happen to our hearts
00:11:04we don't pay attention
00:11:06we don't obey
00:11:08we are not faithful
00:11:15are we faithful
00:11:17are we faithful
00:11:18we are faithful
00:11:21we are obedient
00:11:27this is a good place
00:11:31I feel like a divining rod
00:11:33mmm
00:11:35energy just flowing
00:11:36through me
00:11:38mmm
00:11:44I'm hungry
00:11:56how did Thomas make it
00:11:57into the city
00:12:03he had never been anywhere
00:12:05so
00:12:06I don't know how he did it
00:12:10a miracle
00:12:15is
00:12:16get out of our heart
00:12:16he had never been anywhere
00:12:17the
00:12:17the
00:12:17the
00:12:52Did you see Paul looking at you during congregations today?
00:12:55He's never looked at me that way.
00:12:58Yes, he did.
00:12:58If he's one of the most avowed followers, you would be lucky.
00:13:03Would I?
00:13:04Mm-hmm.
00:13:10Do you ever think of Thomas?
00:13:19You know better than to say that name here.
00:13:22Why is that?
00:13:25Because he's a sinner.
00:13:30Yes, but...
00:13:31Would you ever dream about what would have been if he had stayed?
00:13:49I just hope he's okay.
00:13:51I just hope he's okay.
00:14:40I just hope he's okay.
00:14:53I just hope he's okay.
00:14:59I just hope he's okay.
00:15:17We know that we know that we know.
00:15:45We know that we know that we know.
00:16:36We know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know
00:16:37that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we
00:16:37know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that
00:16:37we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know
00:16:37that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we
00:16:37know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that
00:16:37we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know
00:16:38that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we
00:16:39know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that
00:16:39we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know
00:16:40that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we know that we
00:16:40know that we
00:16:47I can't do that.
00:16:48No, yes, you can.
00:16:50Yes, you can.
00:16:52Yes, you can.
00:16:53Just take me home.
00:16:55You defied preacher and you defied God.
00:17:06Pray that God forgives you.
00:17:10Thomas, take me home.
00:17:12No, you can't do that.
00:17:14You know once you're out, you're out for good.
00:17:18Forever.
00:17:20No, no, no.
00:17:22No, no, no.
00:17:25You took me.
00:17:27It wasn't my choice.
00:17:32It wasn't my choice.
00:17:35It wasn't my choice.
00:17:38It wasn't my choice.
00:17:39It wasn't my choice.
00:17:46It wasn't my choice.
00:17:49It wasn't my choice.
00:17:53It wasn't my choice.
00:18:06But you choose to tell me that. How do you live with that kind of contradiction?
00:18:11Oh, my God.
00:18:12What?
00:18:13This is just ridiculous.
00:18:15Why?
00:18:15Because you want me to put on a show and tell you my story, how I ended up here, when
00:18:19I don't even know.
00:18:21There's nothing you want to say, nothing you want to be heard about?
00:18:26Absolutely not.
00:18:28Interesting. Very interesting.
00:18:30Okay, so if I refuse to tell you anything, then what?
00:18:33Then you just sit here.
00:18:35I just sit here.
00:18:38Look, I don't know what happens if you refuse to say anything at all.
00:18:41I do know that when people talk and they get honest, they usually feel better.
00:18:46Am I still alive?
00:18:52That's a great question.
00:18:55Why don't you give it some thought?
00:19:30Did you just go away?
00:19:37Hey, I can see your dumb face, just go.
00:19:50It's okay, if you need to cry.
00:20:07What am I?
00:20:09What am I?
00:20:10A devil.
00:20:11No!
00:20:12I'm an angel, see?
00:20:13Perfect angel.
00:20:15Do this.
00:20:16And like that.
00:20:17There you go.
00:20:18There's people.
00:20:19One, two, and three.
00:20:21All these people, they live in a cave.
00:20:23And they have lived in this cave their whole entire lives.
00:20:26And they're chained down.
00:20:28The shadows that are in front of them.
00:20:30And then behind them, it's like a bridge.
00:20:33Along this bridge, people walk.
00:20:39Well, this guy decides that there's more out in the world and he breaks free.
00:20:44Where'd he go?
00:20:45He decides that he's going to go wander off into the world and see what else is out there.
00:20:49But that's true.
00:20:50Not to him.
00:20:52So when he gets out there, he sees that there's a whole new world out there.
00:20:55There's a sun, there's plants, there's animals, there's other people.
00:20:57And so he decides to go back and tell these people what he saw.
00:21:01So that he can like let them know that there's another one.
00:21:02Thomas, where did you hear this story?
00:21:03That there's more out there.
00:21:04Where did you hear this story?
00:21:07I read it.
00:21:08Where did you get the book?
00:21:10From Preacher's Library.
00:21:12You stole the book from Preacher?
00:21:14If Preacher wanted us to know that story, we would know it.
00:21:16You're a dummy.
00:21:17Do you know that?
00:21:18You're going to get yourself in trouble.
00:21:19And if anyone else heard you tell this story, you would...
00:21:21I don't even know what happened to you.
00:21:26I don't care.
00:21:47What happened the night you left his place?
00:21:50I knew that everyone was sitting in our teaching room.
00:21:53They were praying to God that I would come back.
00:21:57Because I felt that they were pulling me back.
00:21:59Did it feel good or loving?
00:22:02I felt shame.
00:22:22I felt the same.
00:22:35You need me.
00:22:40How are you?
00:23:03How are you?
00:23:39How are you?
00:23:40I got from Willa you lost.
00:23:43Yeah?
00:23:44Yeah.
00:23:46It's okay.
00:23:48I got you.
00:23:51It's okay.
00:23:51Okay.
00:24:37No, you can't eat my friend, Jo. What are you thinking?
00:24:43No.
00:24:44No.
00:24:46You've never wondered what your hair would look like if it was this short.
00:24:51No.
00:25:03Look.
00:25:13That's our God.
00:25:16That's his son.
00:25:20Do you know Jesus?
00:25:27You shouldn't know Jesus or you can point that out.
00:25:32I know you knew Jesus.
00:25:37China.
00:25:39Is that your name?
00:25:43You don't know your name?
00:25:48It's okay. I'll ask Thomas.
00:25:51God knows everything.
00:25:55You think he brought me here on purpose?
00:25:59Maybe God brought me here for a reason.
00:26:07To save Thomas.
00:26:11That's a great idea.
00:26:15You could be on to something made in China.
00:26:18No.
00:26:53Hey. Where's my dress? It's being cleaned. Last night kinda did it. You can wear this.
00:27:06These are boys pants. Yeah, but you can wear other things now. You're trying to make me look like a
00:27:12dummy.
00:27:12No. Yeah, you're trying to put me in boy pants. No. What's wrong? How can I do this then?
00:27:33You can start. You first. Men don't have to eat first here. Where'd you get the bees?
00:27:44My aunt and uncles. This is their place. They brought me in when I was kicked out. Oh. That's safe.
00:28:05How far away is the church? Like a couple hundred miles.
00:28:20I got to go to the movies. A real movie? In a big theater? There's one right down the street.
00:28:34Do you hear your popcorn?
00:28:42I am sorry to each and every one of you. But how can I turn my back on my son?
00:28:50I don't agree with what he's done or how he has hurt all of us. But I'm here. And you
00:28:58are my family. And you are my preacher. And I ask forgiveness.
00:29:05I cannot control my son. But I know I want to be here.
00:29:14What was your son's name?
00:29:21Are you feeling dirty? Because you are. No. You lied to all of us. I'm not into that. You lied
00:29:32to all of us. I was ashamed. You should be. You have no reason to hide anything from us. We
00:29:40are your...
00:29:44You are my family. We love you. We love you. What would we do without you? We've lost Thomas.
00:29:58Everybody say his name. Thomas.
00:30:12What's his name? Thomas.
00:30:20Thomas.
00:30:21Thomas.
00:30:24Thomas.
00:30:29Where do you think he went?
00:30:36He's trying to find his way.
00:30:38He's trying to find his way.
00:30:42Well, thank you for choosing us.
00:30:45We're your family.
00:30:47We are your family.
00:30:49This is your family.
00:30:51Our fearless leader who shows us the light.
00:30:55This is your family.
00:30:58The rightly divided word.
00:31:00I know.
00:31:02Because I know.
00:31:06Because I know.
00:31:09And you knew.
00:31:10And you didn't say anything to your family.
00:31:13Your words sound genuine.
00:31:17But how do I know you're not lying to us?
00:31:19I mean, your son is a liar.
00:31:27We love you.
00:31:30But I think you're dirty.
00:31:33You're...
00:31:34Ugh.
00:31:35I can't imagine what it must feel like to be in that skin right now.
00:32:03Hold on.
00:32:04Here.
00:32:08You started trusting him because of a puzzle?
00:32:13It felt like a sign.
00:32:17When I saw it coming together...
00:32:21It felt like me.
00:32:43It's my favorite cup in the whole world.
00:32:48I know.
00:32:49I know.
00:32:50I got home.
00:32:51Can I take it with me?
00:32:59It's yours.
00:33:13Paul's plan to visit Rome.
00:33:16But now that there is no more place for me to go to work these regions...
00:33:20And since I have been longing for many years to see you...
00:33:23I hope to visit you while passing through...
00:33:26And to have you assist me on my journey there.
00:33:30After I have enjoyed your company for a while.
00:33:33Do you feel safe, Paul?
00:33:40Do you feel safe, Paul?
00:33:40God's will.
00:33:42God's will.
00:33:44Do you feel safe, Paul?
00:33:57Do you feel safe, Paul?
00:34:00Do you feel safe, Paul?
00:34:03Yeah.
00:34:07I forgive you, brother Paul.
00:34:24I forgive you.
00:34:29I forgive you.
00:34:46Mom.
00:34:49I want to take you somewhere.
00:34:52No.
00:34:55Here.
00:34:58Where are these?
00:35:00Invisible sunglasses, when you feel scared just put them on. Nobody can see you.
00:35:06So you got mine too. We can see each other but nobody can see us.
00:35:12Saw it in a movie once. It totally works.
00:35:20What do you think?
00:35:29What?
00:35:31I'm willing to go.
00:35:31Oh.
00:35:36Oh.
00:35:42Oh.
00:37:06Hello.
00:37:07Marco got me an interview at a warehouse across town.
00:37:09For what?
00:37:11A job.
00:37:13Oh.
00:37:13I'll be gone for a couple hours.
00:37:14Are you going to be okay without me?
00:37:17Yeah.
00:37:18I think so.
00:37:20Okay, we'll go do something when I get home tonight, okay?
00:37:22All right.
00:37:23All right?
00:37:24All right.
00:37:25Good.
00:37:25I'll see you when I'm home.
00:37:27Okay.
00:37:29Okay, bye.
00:37:31Bye.
00:37:32Good luck.
00:37:36Oh, you're welcome.
00:37:38Dark monkey, you're so beautiful.
00:37:59How'd it go?
00:38:04Good.
00:38:08Don't I look beautiful?
00:38:11Don't I look beautiful?
00:38:31Don't I look beautiful?
00:38:46ORGAN PLAYS
00:39:18ORGAN PLAYS
00:39:41ORGAN PLAYS
00:39:41Remember how I did it last time?
00:39:43Mm-hmm.
00:39:49Yeah.
00:39:54So, long ago there were these tribe people and they were tied down in this cave their whole entire lives.
00:40:02One, two, three.
00:40:05And these tribe people, all they could see was what was on the wall in front of them.
00:40:11It was their own shadows.
00:40:13Then behind them was a hill.
00:40:16And all day and night people walked on the hill.
00:40:20But they didn't know what it was.
00:40:21All they could see was their shadows.
00:40:23And that's all they could hear too.
00:40:27Well, one day one of them decided that he was going to be set free.
00:40:33And so he got out.
00:40:36And when he got out, he saw the sun, plants, animals, and other people.
00:40:45And he realized two things.
00:40:47He realized that the world that he was living in was the wrong world.
00:40:54And the world he was in now is the right world.
00:40:58And the other thing he realized is that he needed to go back and save his tribe people.
00:41:06So, instead of staying and playing in his new world, he decided to go back and save his friends and
00:41:12family.
00:41:17But, when he got back, no one would listen to him.
00:41:23He tried to tell them what he saw and experienced and how much better it was
00:41:27and that they didn't have to live the life that they were living.
00:41:31But no one wanted to listen to him.
00:41:33No one wanted to give him a chance.
00:41:35He tried to get them to turn their heads.
00:41:38He tried to make them turn their heads.
00:41:40They wouldn't do it.
00:41:42He screamed at them.
00:41:43He screamed at them.
00:41:45Nothing ever worked.
00:41:50So, one day, he decided he was just going to sit back and watch.
00:41:55See if anything changed.
00:41:58Well, when he came to realize that nothing was going to change.
00:42:05He took action on it.
00:42:08He blew out the fire and he cut off the chains.
00:42:13You know what they did?
00:42:19They killed him.
00:42:22They strangled him with the chains.
00:42:28They killed the one who got away and came back to help.
00:42:40You know.
00:42:45I wonder if he would have just came back and cut one loose at a time, if he had been
00:42:51able to make a difference.
00:42:55Maybe.
00:43:05Maybe.
00:43:21Yeah.
00:43:24Come back.
00:43:26Forgive us our trespasses, forgive us our trespasses, forgive us our trespasses.
00:43:56Forgive us our trespasses, forgive us our trespasses, forgive us our trespasses, forgive us our trespasses.
00:44:10I don't want to talk about that.
00:44:13Well, why don't we talk about some things like, uh, did you do it on purpose?
00:44:18I'm trying to find out about you.
00:44:21It is your opportunity as a guest to reveal things about yourself.
00:44:26None of it matters.
00:44:31That's not true.
00:44:32I think it is.
00:44:33Oh, you're one of these people that rewrites reality with their own belief.
00:44:39Fascinating.
00:44:40Why are you avoiding telling me what it is that you know you're here to talk about?
00:44:43Ladies and gentlemen, you are on the air with the girl with no choices.
00:44:46The reason I don't want to say anything is this doesn't even matter.
00:44:50If it's all just what you believe and that's reality, then make this stop.
00:44:53I don't want to experience it all over again.
00:44:56I just want it to end.
00:45:00Maybe this is the end.
00:45:12That church hurt people.
00:45:16The longer I was gone, the more I understood how bad that was.
00:45:22Now we're getting somewhere.
00:46:52Yes, the rightly divided word, huh?
00:46:58The rightly divided word.
00:47:01I know, because I know, because I know.
00:47:08Today things have changed more than I've ever been aware.
00:47:12I noticed that we have some people missing.
00:47:39So, when we belong to each other, we have a certain responsibility to one another.
00:47:44I have a responsibility to my elder.
00:47:47We all do, right?
00:47:51Hello.
00:47:53Hello.
00:47:55Have you had the temptation to leave?
00:47:59No.
00:48:05Absolutely not.
00:48:08What about you?
00:48:10Have you had the temptation to leave?
00:48:12I haven't.
00:48:12And you?
00:48:13No.
00:48:14And you, sir, how are you feeling?
00:48:15I feel grateful.
00:48:16Grateful.
00:48:17Preacher, how are you feeling?
00:48:19Very happy.
00:48:22He is feeling very happy.
00:48:25So, I wonder, with temptation, if you're not feeling it, what does it look like?
00:54:39Can we go to church tonight?
01:05:56I love him.
01:06:33What do you want to know.
01:09:51May you.
01:13:55What is this.
01:14:08Why are you?
01:14:24Why are you?
01:14:54You're showing me?
01:14:57You know what?
01:15:25I am.
01:15:54You're feeling better.
01:15:58wherever you want to go.
01:16:02I saw what happened.
01:16:06I saw what he did.
01:16:09And what you did.
01:16:13And I buried him in the woods.
01:16:17And I'm the only one who knows.
01:16:47He knows where he is.
01:16:51He sent you.
01:16:55You saw the wolf.
01:17:02I'm good.
01:17:05I'm good.
01:17:42How are you.
01:17:58How are you?
01:17:58What are you doing, Paul?
01:18:07You know me?
01:18:37Yeah, I know you.
01:18:44Hey.
01:18:50Do you think we're gonna make it.
01:18:54Yeah?
01:19:04Why don't you?
01:19:34Let's get your stick there.
01:19:34You still have a chance.
01:19:35You know what's left.
01:20:34You're giving yourself?
01:20:42How do I do it.
01:20:44Breathe.
01:21:30You have the control.
01:21:34How do I do it.
01:21:35Breathe.
01:22:05And the love.
01:22:08And the bridge that takes us.
01:22:09It's all back to the idea.
01:22:10The idea of the idea.
01:22:11The thing in which we started.
01:22:13It was never created.
01:22:15It's all back to the idea.
01:22:16The idea.
01:22:18The idea can form into anger.
01:22:19I've contemplate it.
01:22:50It's all back to the road.
01:22:51Everywhere.
01:23:21It's all back to the road.
01:23:36It's all back to the road.
01:24:08It's all back to the road.
01:24:47It's all back to the road.
01:25:00It's all back to the road.
01:25:33It's all back to the road.
01:25:55It's all back to the road.
01:26:19It's all back to the road.
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