00:00:00After my mother remarried, I gained an older brother with no blood dial-ins to me.
00:00:08I found out my new stepbrother was actually the hockey star.
00:00:12One night, I couldn't fall asleep.
00:00:16My door creaked open softly.
00:00:18My stepbrother stepped inside and sat down beside my bed.
00:00:24He was murmuring my name while I'm masturbating.
00:00:32It suddenly hit me that he brought me a glass of milk every single night.
00:00:38And tonight, I hadn't drunk it.
00:00:41My brother has changed.
00:00:42Once upon a time, I was the sister he held dear in his palm.
00:00:46He never let me suffer any grievances.
00:00:48Now he doesn't even want to look at me for an extra second.
00:00:51No matter how late he came home, he would always make me a cup of warm milk.
00:00:55The turning point of the matter occurred one late night.
00:00:58He came home from social engagements and collapsed onto the sofa.
00:01:02His tie tight enough to make him frown.
00:01:04My heart ached for him, so I crept over to loosen it for him.
00:01:07My fingers had barely brushed his Adam's apple when he suddenly grabbed my wrist.
00:01:11Lily, don't touch me.
00:01:12I was so scared that I dared not move.
00:01:14He let go of me, closed his eyes and took a few seconds to calm down me, then turned around
00:01:18and went to the kitchen.
00:01:20He brought a cup of hot milk and said,
00:01:21Drink it, it'll help you grow.
00:01:23Then grabbed the coat and left.
00:01:25The door closes.
00:01:26I softly responded into the air.
00:01:28Oh, it's milk again.
00:01:29I'd eaten quite a lot that night and really didn't feel like drinking milk, so I poured it away.
00:01:35I lay on the bed, lost in thoughts of the past.
00:01:38My brother Ethan is really strange.
00:01:40When I was little, I thought he didn't like me at all.
00:01:43I'm the burden brought by my mother and have no blood relation with him.
00:01:47After my mother left us and ran away, his father fell ill.
00:01:50At 20, he took on the burden of the whole family, paying for my schooling and covering father's medical bills.
00:01:56So it's quite normal that he has become cold towards me.
00:01:581 o'clock in the morning, I propped my eyelids open and waited until 1 yin sam go yin.
00:02:04My brother still hadn't come back.
00:02:06He was always swamped with work.
00:02:07I'm so sleepy that I'm starting to feel drowsy.
00:02:10Just as I was about to fall asleep, the doorknob moved.
00:02:13My drowsiness instantly dissipated.
00:02:15I closed my eyes tightly and heard extremely soft footsteps approaching slowly.
00:02:19The man sat on the edge of my bed, the mattress dipping slightly.
00:02:22And a corner of the bedding was turned up.
00:02:24A warm body slipped into the covers and was tightly held in his arms from behind.
00:02:29I caught a familiar scent, a fresh aroma of plants and woods.
00:02:33My elder brother always carries a faint scent of wood and grass on him.
00:02:37Before he started to distance himself from me, I used to love burying my face in the crook of his
00:02:42neck and inhaling that scent.
00:02:43It smells really good.
00:02:47But now, when I smell this odor, I don't even dare to breathe deeply.
00:02:51My heart raced wildly, yet I struggled to suppress my panic, trying my best not to show any signs of
00:02:57weakness.
00:02:57I swallowed a mouthful of saliva very gently.
00:03:00His fingers grasped my jaw, not with great force, but compellingly turning me towards him.
00:03:05I closed my eyes tightly, feeling his breath getting closer inch by inch.
00:03:09He began to kiss me.
00:03:11Ethan buried his face in the crook of my neck, his voice hoarse and almost broken.
00:03:17Lily, what should we do?
00:03:20I really miss you.
00:03:22My heart suddenly tightened into a knot.
00:03:24He kept talking to himself, but his actions only stopped at a kiss.
00:03:27If Lily saw me like this, she would surely hate her brother, right?
00:03:31Even the lips were only gently touching, not daring to press too hard.
00:03:35If only my Lily grows up a little more.
00:03:38Just a little more.
00:03:40Kissed for a long time.
00:03:41Only then did Elder Brother's breathing gradually become even and long.
00:03:45I stared with my huge eyes, feeling my warm lips in a daze.
00:03:49I'm in a terribly complicated mood.
00:03:51So is distancing himself from me, being cold to me, and not letting me touch him, are not because he
00:03:56truly dislikes me?
00:03:57Is it because he'll lose control if he touch me?
00:04:00I held my burning face.
00:04:02My mind filled with the words my brother had just whispered in my ear.
00:04:06My brother, he's really gone crazy.
00:04:10For several consecutive days, every night I poured that glass of milk into a sink.
00:04:15Ethan still looked as unapproachable as ever during the day.
00:04:18With a cold face, he never said more than ten words to me, but as soon as night fell, he
00:04:23would always slip into my room on time.
00:04:25He'd leave several faint red marks on my back that I couldn't see.
00:04:28All just because I got home one minute late.
00:04:31I've been tossed and turned, suffering from insomnia all night long.
00:04:35During the day, I attend classes with dark circles under my eyes.
00:04:38At night, I wait for him nervously.
00:04:40My best friend noticed my low spirits and asked for the reason.
00:04:43I really didn't know what to do, so I told her about it.
00:04:47She covered her mouth.
00:04:48Oh my goodness.
00:04:50It's my favorite pseudoscientific romance.
00:04:53Shh.
00:04:55But that's your older brother!
00:04:57The school's beloved ice hockey star actually dragging you?
00:05:01He's such a pervert, so tell me the details.
00:05:03Did you guys have six?
00:05:05Spill the beans!
00:05:06I rolled my eyes and said,
00:05:08How could that be?
00:05:10My brother just hugged me while sleeping and, at most, gave me a kiss.
00:05:14My best friend paused for a moment, then slapped the table with a look of regret on her face and
00:05:19said,
00:05:20Your brother is really patient.
00:05:22If it were me, I wouldn't be able to hold it in.
00:05:24She stared into my eyes.
00:05:25You don't have any thoughts at all right now?
00:05:27I mean, about your brother?
00:05:29I stammered for a long time, but failed to make myself understood at all.
00:05:33But I knew clearly in my heart that I didn't mind.
00:05:36When I was in his arms on those nights, I never once thought of pushing him away.
00:05:41Even when he kissed me, my heart was pounding faster than his.
00:05:45Let's just try and see.
00:05:48Before I could ask clearly, my best friend dragged me to the Lucas's birthday party.
00:05:53Lucas was the most popular boy in our school, and captain of the football team, is in the bar.
00:05:59This is my first time coming to a bar.
00:06:01Although my elder brother hates me, he keeps a close eye on me.
00:06:05He wants to control everything.
00:06:06So it's hard for me to have a chance to go to a bar?
00:06:09My best friend took me to play with a group of people, including the class monitor.
00:06:13The lights were dazzling, the music was deafening, and after a few glasses of fruit wine, I began to feel
00:06:18lightheaded.
00:06:19When we were having a great time, my best friend suddenly whispered in my ear,
00:06:23Lucas, tall, handsome, and muscular, his crush on you is an open secret in our class.
00:06:28If you're not sure whether you like yours, why not try dating the Lucas?
00:06:33If you can accept him, it proves that you have no feelings for your brother.
00:06:38After playing for a while, Lucas was jostled to my side.
00:06:41People around us were making a ruckus, and our hands would always accidentally touch each other.
00:06:46To be honest, I don't feel much.
00:06:49Lucas's ears were red to an extreme degree.
00:06:52I picked up my phone, and the moment the screen lit up, I was fully awake.
00:06:56Exactly 12 o'clock.
00:06:5799 messages, more than 30 missed calls.
00:07:00All the calls were from my brother.
00:07:01It was then that I remembered that my brother never allowed me to stay out overnight.
00:07:05He even bought an apartment near my university, claiming it was to protect me.
00:07:09The phone vibrates in the palm.
00:07:11Ethan's messages popped up one after another.
00:07:13Lily, are you still coming back to this home?
00:07:16Who are you with?
00:07:17Why didn't you answer my call?
00:07:18I'm really worried about you.
00:07:20My head was spinning.
00:07:21Brother, I fell asleep in the dormitory, and will go back now.
00:07:25There was a five-second pause on the other end of the phone before a reply came.
00:07:29Learn to lie?
00:07:31I froze.
00:07:32Most of the drunkenness instantly wore off.
00:07:34A photo popped up, showing me standing far too close to Lucas.
00:07:37I swallowed hard and slowly raised my head.
00:07:40In the dim light, the corner of the bar.
00:07:42Ethan sat with his legs crossed, highly twirling a wine glass with his fingers.
00:07:46His eyes stared at me without moving.
00:07:48My blood froze instantly.
00:07:50The phone vibrates.
00:07:51I looked down at the screen.
00:07:52Come here.
00:07:53Go home.
00:07:55My brother stood up and walked away, his right hand hanging by his side with blood dripping
00:08:00from his fingertips.
00:08:01I greeted my best friend, picked up my bag, and chased after her.
00:08:06Just as I reached the door, Lucas chased after me and blocked my way.
00:08:10He told me a bunch of mushy love confessions.
00:08:12I didn't listen to a single word.
00:08:14I saw only my brother sitting in the driver's seat, staring at me.
00:08:18Lucas, I'll decline politely for now.
00:08:20Let's talk about it next time.
00:08:22I said this and took off running.
00:08:24Lucas stood in the wind, red-eyed and disheveled.
00:08:27I opened the backseat door, not yet having the chance to sit inside.
00:08:30Sit in the front.
00:08:31Ethan's voice was terrifyingly low.
00:08:34Oh, it was clearly what he said before, not allowing me to sit in the passenger seat.
00:08:39This seat is reserved for your future sister-in-law.
00:08:42Along the way, he didn't say a word to me.
00:08:45The car drives fast and steadily.
00:08:47I was extremely frightened.
00:08:49I dared not think any further.
00:08:51When he got home, my brother went into the kitchen and made a cup of milk.
00:08:55He handed it to me and only said two words.
00:08:58Drank it.
00:08:59This time he didn't rush back to his room, but instead wanted to watch me finish drinking.
00:09:04Brother, can I not drink it today?
00:09:06I don't want to.
00:09:07No.
00:09:08I closed my eyes, tilted my head back, and drank it all up.
00:09:12Ethan then entered the door with relief, not even giving me a good look.
00:09:16The moment the door closed, I rushed to the toilet and vomited.
00:09:20I've already made up my mind.
00:09:22What if my brother wants to imprison me or something?
00:09:24I simply called my best friend, and she naturally knew to call the police for me.
00:09:28I got into bed nervously, wrapped myself in the quilt, and pricked up my ears.
00:09:32He came faster than ever tonight.
00:09:34Within half an hour, the door opened.
00:09:39I'm going to friend.
00:10:05This is the time when I looked for it.
00:10:05It'sché.
00:10:05That's where I was.
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