00:04It just used to be so fun.
00:09What happened?
00:26Whatever happened with the spirituals?
00:28Wait, yeah, I'm so tired.
00:32I feel like I'm looking around at everybody else and they're all trying to make great things and they're, you
00:38know, accomplishing so much and then I tried to match that and it just turned into a pile of shit.
00:44These things sound crazy but it's like it's haunting me. Like I've been seeing things, I've been seeing this version
00:50of myself and I can't see who I am right now.
00:53You are fake. You are not real. You suck. Everything about you is wrong. You are a walking contradiction. Look
01:02at your fucking body and what you're wearing. You will never make it and you know it.
01:06This has been the fucking worst year of my life. This is the happiest that I've ever been with who
01:13I am but it's the worst year of my life with everything around it and from that fucking moment it's
01:19been that way.
01:20And when will it change? When will it change? When will you know me as who I am and who
01:25I want to be? Why can't you know me as who I am and who I want to be?
01:29Who are you?
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