00:01Have you talked to dad lately?
00:09Is he drinking?
00:17Why do they keep prescribing him that? You can't mix it with alcohol.
00:21Yeah, mom. Mom, I can't do it. I don't know what to tell you. Did you talk to Mike?
00:26Sorry, I've got to go. I'll talk to you later.
00:33Hey. Girl, I haven't heard from you since this morning.
00:36Oh, I know it's really fucking stupid. I'm sorry.
00:41I missed you. I missed you too.
00:48Seriously? Am I like the only one you weren't answering?
00:51I'm so sorry.
00:57Yeah. Whatever, okay. Where are we going?
01:01I know.
01:16I'm so sorry.
01:17I'm so sorry.
01:18I'm so sorry.
01:20I'm so sorry.
01:21No, I'm so sorry.
01:24I'm so sorry for the reason why, but it's okay.
01:40Do you want some?
01:43No, I'm good.
02:05And it's like I've got this, like, soul, other fucking world in my head, and it's just really fucked up
02:17and scary.
02:20We'll talk to a professional this time.
02:24I'm so sad.
02:33Does he know?
02:36Kind of.
02:38I don't know.
02:43He really cares about me.
02:47He's your plug, though.
02:50Right?
02:59I need it.
03:14I need it.
03:16I need it.
03:18I need it.
03:38I like Chrissy.
03:52Hey, wake up. Wake up! Wake up!
03:58Let's go, wake up. Come on, baby. Come on, wake up.
04:01Nat. What happened?
04:03She's okay. What happened? She's fine.
04:05What else did she take? She's fine.
04:07Nat. Nat. Nat. Nat. Nat.
04:10No, she's still up. She's still up.
04:11We need to get her on our side. We need to get her on our side in case she comes
04:14up.
04:14Hey, Nat. Nat. Nat. Nat. Hey, come on. Wake up, baby.
04:16Please stay awake. Wake up, baby. Please stay awake.
04:20She's good, okay? She's good.
04:21No, she's not good. She's not good, Troy.
04:23We need to go to the hospital.
04:31Did I forget anything?
04:37No, cool.
04:49What do you guys want to get up to later?
04:55I don't think I want to do this.
04:57We're doing this.
05:07We're doing it.
05:16We're doing it.
05:27I'm okay.
05:29It's okay.
05:54Hey, so you're like a nurse, right?
05:58I bet she's seen some crazy shit.
06:31So you agree, she's suicidal?
06:34Yes.
06:36And you know she has access to enough drugs to kill herself?
06:39Yes.
06:40But you're not going to admit her?
06:42Sometimes admitting someone against her will can cause more trauma.
06:45Then what?
06:47I've made some calls and we were able to get her a bed at the detox center.
06:51She can go there tomorrow at 3.
06:52It's 11. What is she supposed to do until then?
06:56If she wants to use, let her. There's nothing you can do.
07:00Until tomorrow, it's just about harm reduction.
07:03If she overdoses, call 911.
07:21Oh!
07:23Oh!
07:31Oh!
07:39Oh!
07:42Oh!
07:48Oh!
08:10Do I...
08:19No. I'm just tired. I'm so tired.
08:32And this is triggering with my dad.
08:43He saw another fucking bender again.
08:50I'm really sorry, Chrissy.
09:00I love you.
09:04I love you, dude.
09:07You just really don't do well when we're not talking.
09:17I don't even know what that means, Nan.
09:21You're the one who goes dark.
09:24I'm here.
09:30I owe you everything.
09:56Yeah, hi. I'm here with Natalie Amato.
10:02There's no visitors for the first 48 hours.
10:08Chrissy, I don't want to leave you.
10:10I know, I know, but...
10:13Can you...
10:16Can you look after this for me?
10:18Yeah.
10:28Okay.
10:31I'll be back.
10:32I promise.
10:46I'm so sorry, but I'm not going to be able to make it in today.
10:50All right.
10:51Feel better by then.
10:51Thanks.
10:52I'm sure I'm going to feel better by then.
10:54Okay. Bye.
10:56Bye.
11:30Bye.
11:41It's really awful in here.
11:46I don't know what's going on.
11:51I meet with one doctor, and then I just sit alone for hours.
11:57And then another doctor comes in and asks me the same fucking questions.
12:03It's us.
12:08Did you end up going to that party?
12:14Yeah.
12:15Yeah.
12:17Was it fun?
12:20It was...
12:22a lot.
12:25I would have been better with you there.
12:28Obviously.
12:30I wish I was there.
12:33The place is fucked up.
12:37You're literally, like, in rehab.
12:42I just want to be out of here.
12:46I know this is hard right now, but it's going to get better.
12:53Okay?
12:54This is...
12:54this is the only way to do this.
12:58When it's over, I'll come stay with you.
13:01I haven't even unpacked yet.
13:04Yeah.
13:05Yeah, um...
13:06I was actually thinking of staying at Troy's place for a while.
13:11Who leaves rehab to go out and stay with their plug?
13:15Who shows up high.
13:17Okay.
13:17Really?
13:18Of all people?
13:20How...
13:20How's that even going to work?
13:22Are you going to just shake so hard from withdrawal that you won't even have to do anything
13:25when you jerk him off?
13:27You're being really mean.
13:28You're being really selfish.
13:30I'm not trying to argue right now.
13:32You're not even trying, period.
13:36It's not fair.
13:40Can we not do this?
13:48The social worker wanted me to give these to you.
13:50The Frenats transition to Hope House next month.
13:53You can fill them out at home and bring everything back when you pick her up on Tuesday.
13:57She can't go straight from here?
13:59This is as soon as opening the social worker could find.
14:01Most facilities don't accept patients tapering off benzodiazepines.
14:07This one's her list of medications.
14:09Some you can fill now, but others she'll need to pick up from the pharmacy daily.
14:13She can barely function.
14:16She's going to need a lot of support for a while.
14:19Tapering safely can take two or three years.
14:41Hey.
14:42I've been calling you for days.
14:44Don't be mad at me.
14:45It's been a busy week at work.
14:47You got pretty bad last night and I had to go to a hotel.
14:50Someone needs to go see him.
14:53Okay, I can come right now.
14:55Can you stay?
14:56Yeah, I just need to pack a bag.
14:58When will you be there?
15:00Uh, I don't know.
15:02Like, an hour.
15:05Okay.
15:08Love you.
15:08Okay.
15:10Call me after.
15:11Bye.
15:42Bye.
15:43Bye.
16:08Bye.
16:10Bye.
16:38Bye.
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