00:17I need to lock up, I need to step back
00:21Constantly online, causing me setbacks
00:25Every day see so many people doing the things you do
00:29And they're doing it better too
00:33It's like, why should I even try?
00:35When there's always some other guy
00:37Who's way ahead of you
00:38Who makes it look easy
00:41Why would they need me?
00:44Oh, I hear it now
00:45I'm just being needy
00:47I try not to envy you
00:51To get angry you
00:53Do it better than me
00:55I try not to hate myself
00:59To lose confidence
01:01But you always do it better than me
01:04I just wanna be loved like you
01:08I just wanna miss me too
01:13I just wanna be the one they choose
01:16Yeah, I just wanna be loved
01:21That's really, really tough for you
01:23Everything you do is cool
01:25It's kind of unbelievable
01:29It's all so unachievable
01:31Yeah, almost inconceivable
01:33I'll never do it like you do
01:36And I know I'll grow
01:41In a whole supposed to be
01:44But stuff that comes easy
01:47And I've tried almost everything
01:49But it just hasn't worked yet
01:51I try not to envy you
01:55To get angry you
01:57Do it better than me
01:59I try not to hate myself
02:03To lose confidence
02:04But you always do it better than me
02:08I just wanna be loved like you
02:12I just wanna miss me too
02:16Just wanna be the one they choose
02:20Yeah, I just wanna be loved
02:23Ooh, I hate comparison
02:25Cause it makes me felicit
02:27And striving for perfection
02:29Thinking somebody will see me then
02:31No, don't get me wrong
02:33Really want everybody to succeed
02:35But can you start with me?
02:39Like why was it her and not me?
02:41Why was it her and not me?
02:43You sure my career design me
02:45Did not have this out to find me
02:47Why was it her and not me?
02:49Why was it her and not me?
02:51Envy is gonna blind me
02:53Why was it her and not me?
02:58Yeah, yeah, yeah
03:02Better than me
03:04Try not to hate myself
03:07Be confident
03:12I just wanna be loved like you
03:16I just wanna see me too
03:21Just wanna be the one they choose
03:24Yeah, I just wanna be loved
03:31Trees are green
03:33The ocean is gray
03:34Skies are vague blue
03:36Come my way
03:37My womb is a mess
03:39It could use a hand
03:40My favorite TV show
03:42So capturing
03:43I know I must get it right
03:47Must get back in the fight
03:49This can't be a surprise
03:52I think I let it slide
03:55I'm sleepwalking through
03:58All of my problems
04:00I know
04:01I can't make it through
04:05Every night is the same
04:07I keep running fast
04:09Left and right
04:10Wondering where my head's gone now
04:13I'm sleepwalking through
04:17All of my problems
04:19All of my problems
04:25All of my problems
04:33Ready to go
04:33The feeling of thirst
04:35Desire to be
04:36A rock in my heels
04:38I'm numb as a poison
04:40Flows in my veins
04:41Guess I got used to
04:43Avoiding the pain
04:44I know I must get it right
04:47Must get back in the fight
04:50This can't be a surprise
04:53I think I let it slide
04:56I'm sleepwalking through
04:59All of my problems
05:01I know
05:02I can't make it through
05:05Every night is the same
05:08I keep running fast
05:09Left and right
05:11Wondering where my head's gone now
05:14I'm sleepwalking through
05:17All of my problems
05:19All of my problems
05:32Maybe I need a break
05:36Maybe that's why I fade
05:39Into this bitter taste
05:42I think I'll leave my head space
05:45When we could risk
05:47We're waiting for the right day
05:48Like the right day ever comes
05:50Now it's Friday
05:51And nothing's changed
05:58Mistakes that everyone is making
06:00But I can't change
06:02I'm stuck in reverse like an old pen
06:05Forgot to tap it up
06:08Now it's then
06:19I'll say
06:20I'm stuck in reverse like an old pen
06:22So if you're done
06:25I'll be down
06:26I'll be down
06:27Back your bags
06:28Fill em up
06:29Like an old pen
06:30We can go to night
06:31Take a flight
06:33To a higher ground
06:34Take a flight
06:35Take a flight
06:36Take a flight
06:36To a higher ground
06:49So strange why it always feel like it's too late
06:53Waiting out in here and it's too late
06:57But that's not true
07:01It's not strange to quit another job cause it was raining
07:06To try a different road though it's been fading
07:09In your mind
07:12Cause of time
07:14Now I long for another day
07:20Where things fall into pain
07:27So if you're gone, I'll be gone
07:31Like your guys, fill them up
07:34We can go at night, take a flight
07:37To a higher ground
07:39How does that sound?
07:46How does that sound?
07:57Over, over, over, over, over...
08:03Over, over, over, let's start over, over, over, over, over
08:18Someone must have broken my heart, like really torn it apart
08:23In another life, in another life
08:27Someone must have really fucked me up
08:30Like caused my heart to stop
08:32In another life, in another life
08:36Otherwise, I don't know why I keep coming back to this
08:41Keep fighting all of it
08:43Don't trust that there's love to give
08:45I don't know why I just can't believe in it
08:50Like somehow I can't commit
08:52Guess I have tested it
08:55Yeah, I got an issue with love
08:58Yeah, I got an issue with trust
08:59Really better open up, oh, oh, oh
09:05Yeah, I got an issue with love
09:07Yeah, I got an issue with trust
09:08Worried that it won't be enough, oh, oh, yeah
09:13Someone must have made me feel bad
09:16But who I was and what I had to give
09:20Oh
09:22Someone must have told me a lie
09:25Really played with my mind in another life
09:30Otherwise, I don't know why I keep coming back to this
09:36Keep fighting all of it
09:38Don't trust that there's love to give
09:40I don't know why I just can't believe in it
09:45Like somehow I can't commit
09:47Guess I have to admit
09:50Yeah, I got an issue with love
09:52Yeah, I got an issue with trust
09:54Really bad at opening up
09:57Really bad at opening up, oh, oh
10:00Yeah, I got an issue with trust
10:03Losing those for being I don't love
10:05Want you to lose my mind, I got some moneyött
10:07Semì atNo halfway It
10:09keeps feeling like everybody keeps When
10:12the world keeps on spinning bowing
10:13on me Bowing
10:16on me, oh
10:17Oh, it keeps feeling like I stay blind
10:20It's something that everybody will see and still see
10:23Everybody but me, oh
10:27It keeps feeling like I can feel it
10:29I'll tell myself that I'm better off being free
10:33Yeah, but really I'm just afraid that you don't want to trade
10:40Do it to me
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