00:04Meu nome é Josh
00:08E eu estou perdido
00:12Eu fui perdido por um tempo
00:14Então reconhecer meu nome é fundamental para o que está no próximo com essa letra
00:21Mas ainda não você nunca perguntou
00:26Eu sou romântico
00:28A hopeless romantic, as they say
00:32Maybe because I'm a Pisces, or a Dreamer
00:37Or just because I'm someone who loves watermelon with condensed milk
00:42Whichever the reason, I'm just a stupid romantic
00:48But I'm growing up, and growing up is weird
00:53It's hard
00:56It's like if you want to start again, but can't
01:00And it's making me rethink all that I felt so sure about for so many years
01:09Love used to be more than a fairy tale for me
01:12The idea of boy meets boy, then boy falls in love with boy, and they live happily ever after
01:21Didn't sound as pathetic as it does now
01:26I understand now that nothing is permanent
01:30It's like I'm slowly turning into an L.A. guy, and I'm just hooking up randomly, and it scares me
01:39I miss that silly, naive guy hoping for a love story
01:43So, now for me
01:52Now
01:53Now it's different
02:27Shoot
02:28Shoot
02:28Amém.
03:12I hate this job.
03:14Only five hours to go.
03:17You know I have a bachelor in music, right?
03:19I'm supposed to be doing music.
03:21Sorry, Josh.
03:24Hello?
03:25Oh my god, I've been calling you all day!
03:29What happened?
03:30I think I'm going to get back to Michael.
03:33Caroline, please.
03:34He says he just wants to have lunch.
03:37And then what?
03:38He's going to tie you to his bed?
03:39Is that what you want?
03:41Another kinky guy?
03:42Where's Carol?
03:44What happened to her?
03:45She's supposed to be living a love story.
03:52Too many days in the darkness
03:56Without a glimpse of the light
04:00Running tired and broken and scared
04:03But I swear I'll never give up a fight
04:07I see you're broken in me
04:10Head pull down over your eyes
04:15Everybody wants to surrender
04:19Darling, you were meant to survive
04:22With every snive
04:26We are born again
04:31Open your heart
04:34Spend this time in your head
04:37Spend this time in your head
04:39With every star
04:41We are born again
04:45Oh, in your heart
04:49Spend this time in your head
05:14Just like a seed in a garden
05:18You will grow to be torn
05:22Staring out over miles
05:24Staring out over miles
05:25Of land without it
05:26We're wanting to build up arms
05:30Lift me up in your branches
05:34We can watch the sunrise
05:37Just a couple of bruised up souls
05:57The subtitles we have
05:57The next time
05:57It was a disaster
05:57To be seen
05:57And to be seen
05:58With a flower
05:58To be seen
05:58To be seen
06:11And to be seen
06:22I thought that in order to start again, I needed to stop being who I was.
06:29Somehow, in this reinvention, I got lost and forgot those things that make me who I am.
06:36And it can sound silly. I'm almost 30. I've accepted that we are far from what can really be in
06:44the beginning.
06:46But there's no way to know that unless I bring back that old me.
06:53Reinventing myself has to be more of accepting than forgetting.
06:57We indeed let go of things that are no longer ours. It's a loss.
07:03Things do fade, but they always bring something new.
07:07Not a beginning, but a continuation of who we are.
07:12The essence must always stay the same.
07:27I believe in love.
07:30I definitely believe in love.
07:33And even though I've been thinking nothing is permanent, I want to think something is.
07:41I've been coming to your house for almost a year.
07:45But all I know about you is that you lost your dog a while back.
07:51I thought I'd never find someone that understood the pain, even through the years, and that connected me in such
07:57a way.
07:59At the end, it was just a monologue and not a conversation.
08:05And that's all I knew, or I thought I knew about you.
08:11All and nothing.
08:15How can I ask, and at the same time, why haven't I been able to?
08:22I know that in the darkness, you're somehow able to see me.
08:27I want to think that you would maybe be able to notice me if I walked next to you one
08:32day.
08:33That you could recognize me somehow, I hope.
08:38But you never wanted to meet me.
08:41And that was okay when I first got to L.A.
08:44I was not looking for love.
08:48I'm not.
08:49But I don't want to keep running away from it, either.
08:53We think we know everything about someone because we can get whoever using an app.
08:59Hooking up has led to all action and no conversation.
09:03But how can there be action without dialogue?
09:07It's a trap I keep getting into.
09:10I've missed that kid who used to think that love was like a Disney movie.
09:15That a letter could change the history of two people.
09:20That maybe love is not a bad thing.
09:26But I'm rusty.
09:28And it's been a while for me.
09:32I've been denying who I am.
09:34Thinking that growing up was adapting.
09:39I haven't done a great job with that, either.
09:42That's why I want to do something different.
09:44And maybe, hopefully, you can meet me this Friday at sunset.
09:51I hope I did a good job with this map.
09:55I think you'll like the place I chose.
09:58Maybe just one time.
10:01We can trade all this darkness for some light.
10:08I'm waiting.
10:09And if that was not enough.
10:10Amém.
10:43Amém.
11:10Amém.
11:40Eu já fiz 300 anos.
11:43Olá.
11:52O lugar é tão bonito.
11:55Eu não acho que eu nunca vi o Griffith.
11:58É...
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11:59É...
12:00É o meu favorito.
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12:09Dexter.
12:18Eu gosto de você melhor.
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