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Taste Me ✅ FULL [Eng Sub]
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00:00The third year after our breakup, Julian and I reunited at a luxury hotel. I was a receptionist. He checked
00:07into the presidential suite with a female companion. That night, I received three internal calls from him.
00:14The sheets are dirty. Change them.
00:17I called housekeeping to handle it. Two hours later, he called again to have the sheets changed. I complied once
00:23more. At two in the morning, he made his third call. I politely refused before he could even speak.
00:29I'm sorry, sir, but housekeeping has already gotten off work. The man let out a light scoff and said casually,
00:36Then you come change them.
00:37I ignored him and hung up the phone straight away. I worked at the front desk. There. Was no reason
00:43for me to do housekeeping's job.
00:45A colleague leaned in and asked me mysteriously,
00:49Was it that guest from the presidential ute again?
00:52Seeing me nod, she covered her mouth and snickered.
00:57Making housekeeping change the sheets three times in one night? His stamina is really something.
01:03So, when you told him housekeeping was off duty, what did he say?
01:08I told her the truth. He told me to go up and change them.
01:12My colleague froze for a moment. Then she let out a sarcastic laugh.
01:17Does staying in the presidential suite make him a big deal?
01:21He really doesn't respect people.
01:24Does he think the hotel is his home?
01:26Treating us receptionists like 24-hour maids?
01:29I kept my eyes fixed on the computer screen.
01:32Some guests just get off on making others jump.
01:34My job description doesn't include changing sheets for anyone.
01:36Before she could finish, the phone in front of me...
01:43I asked the manager. I didn't know what was said on the other end.
01:46My colleague suddenly widened her eyes and looked at me.
01:49You're saying at Chloe Bennett should go up to the presidential suite to change the sheets right now?
01:5315 minutes later, I stood at the door of the presidential suite.
01:57Bracing myself, I pressed the doorbell.
02:01The one who answered the door was Julian, dressed in a bathrobe.
02:05Loosely tied at the waist.
02:06Seeing it was me, he stepped aside to let me in.
02:09The faint sound of splashing water came from the bathroom.
02:12His girlfriend was still inside.
02:14He led me into the bedroom.
02:15Then he sat down on the sofa to the side, minding his own business, with perfect composure.
02:20He placed a cigarette between his lips and lit it.
02:23Before I could reach for the fresh linens, a voice drifted from the bathroom.
02:27Babe, I'm getting hungry. Can you order something else?
02:31Julian didn't glance toward the bathroom. He looked straight at me instead.
02:34You heard her. Go get room service. I'll wait.
02:37I stood there for a second. Then I turned and walked back out.
02:41Minutes later, I returned with a silver tray.
02:43Two glasses of sparkling water, a plate of sliced fruit.
02:47Julian's bathrobe had slipped further open while I was.
02:50Gone, his chest was half-exposed.
02:52He didn't bother fixing it.
02:53His eyes followed every step I took toward the bedside table.
02:56The woman in the bathroom hummed a tune, completely unaware.
03:00I set the tray down carefully. My fingers trembled slightly.
03:03Julian watched me with an expression I couldn't read.
03:06Thanks.
03:07His voice was casual dat to casual, like ordering room service from any receptionist.
03:14He gestured toward the bed with his chin.
03:16The sheets. Get to it.
03:18I walked to the bed and silently pulled back the quilt.
03:20The water stain on the bedsheet caught my eye off guard.
03:23It felt as if I had suddenly taken a punch to the chest.
03:26A dull ache twisted in my heart.
03:28I bent forward to strip the dirty linens as I reached across the mattress.
03:32I felt him move behind me.
03:34His presence closed in.
03:35I could feel the warmth of his body near my back.
03:38But I kept my head down and kept working.
03:40He didn't say a word.
03:41He just stood there.
03:43Watching me bend and reach and smooth the fabric.
03:45The silence was louder than anything he could have said.
03:48I quickly spread the clean sheet and gathered the dirty linens.
03:51Once finished.
03:52I turned to leave.
03:54But he suddenly closed in.
03:56He pressed me tightly against the edge of the bed.
03:58Nowhere to run.
03:59He leaned in further.
04:01I stumbled backward onto the bed.
04:03The next second.
04:04He yanked my right hand from the bed edge and pinned it above my head.
04:07I furrowed my brows.
04:09Pushing against his chest with my left hand.
04:11But the disparity in our strength was too great.
04:13I couldn't budge him an inch.
04:15The sound of water in the bathroom still hadn't stopped.
04:18I struggled to stand up.
04:20His other hand traced along my face.
04:22All the way to my lips.
04:24Then pressed hard.
04:25I turned my head away.
04:26But I could clearly.
04:28Feel his breath hitting my neck.
04:30Scorching.
04:31I trembled all over.
04:33Unable to move I could only lower my voice.
04:35You're in your body all we misunderstand.
04:39Let me shut up.
04:40The man's eyes were cold and sharp.
04:42His breath heavy with the scent of alcohol brushing against my ear.
04:46For all these years I couldn't figure it out.
04:54The sound of running water in the bathroom abruptly stopped.
04:57Yet he remained completely unfazed.
05:00In a panic, I bit down hard on his arm.
05:02He frowned and let out a muffled groan.
05:05His grip loosened slightly.
05:06I took the chance to push him away.
05:08Fleeing in a panic with the linens in my arms.
05:11As the door clicked shut, a woman's voice drifted out.
05:14Stop it!
05:16If you call someone to change the sheets again, I'll be too embarrassed to face anyone tomorrow.
05:21I couldn't quite catch his reply.
05:23Walking down the silent corridor, my violently racing heart finally began to calm down.
05:28I never thought that after three years.
05:30He would hate me this much.
05:32It would have been better if we never crossed paths again for the rest of our lives.
05:35I didn't sleep that night.
05:37The next morning before my shift started, I walked through the hotel lobby.
05:41A woman's voice stopped me cold.
05:44Well, well.
05:45If it isn't the little receptionist who wandered into our room last night.
05:49I looked up.
05:50Julian's girlfriend stood by the front desk, dressed in designer heels.
05:54And a silk blouse.
05:55She flipped her hair and looked me up and down with open disdain.
05:59My earrings went missing after you left.
06:02Three million dollars worth.
06:04She took a step closer.
06:05I don't know what kind of tricks you pulled before, but let me make something clear.
06:09You're nothing but a cheap hotel worker.
06:13Julian is way out of your league.
06:16Her lip curled.
06:17Don't ever let me catch you near our room again.
06:19She shoved past me, shoulder checking me hard enough to make me stumble.
06:23The manager rushed over, bowing and apologizing to her.
06:26I straightened up and said nothing.
06:28My hands clenched at my sides.
06:31Back at the front desk, my co-worker leaned in to gossip.
06:34Do you know who the guest in the presidential suite is today?
06:37It was past midnight, and I was too exhausted to humor her.
06:41But she only grew more excited.
06:43I just looked him up online.
06:44He's actually the eldest son of the Vance family in Boston.
06:48I said flatly.
06:49It's against the rules to pry into guests' information.
06:53I was just curious, okay?
06:56No wonder he could alarm our manager with a single phone call at two in the morning.
07:01She continued like a machine gun.
07:03I did a quick search.
07:04It's all about the Vance family's hundred billion dollar inheritance war.
07:08This young master fell seriously in at a critical moment.
07:13Almost lost his right to inherit.
07:16He had a girlfriend back then.
07:18His first love, too.
07:20But she was such a gold digger.
07:23Cheated on him while he was dying.
07:25People online are still cursing that woman to this day.
07:29My co-worker's noisy voice buzzed in my ears.
07:32Yeah, I know.
07:33She raised her voice slightly.
07:35You know?
07:36Have you read the news, too?
07:38I slowly turned my head and looked calmly at her surprised expression.
07:46Instantly froze.
07:47She couldn't recover for a long while.
07:50Three years ago, when everything began, meeting Julian was an unusual accident.
07:55I kicked a creep in the crotch and dragged him to the police station.
07:59Julian followed.
08:00Leaning against the door waiting for me, he added my WhatsApp.
08:04And one thing led to another.
08:06The day he confessed his feelings, I asked him why.
08:09He just smiled.
08:10After a long while, he took my hand.
08:13I was captivated by the way you kicked that guy in the crotch.
08:15We were together for a long time.
08:17He bought an apartment near campus, and we lived like an ordinary couple.
08:22My parents divorced when I was young.
08:24I grew up depending solely on my grandmother.
08:26One time on a video call, Julian heard my grandmother say she'd lost her teeth and it was hard to
08:31eat.
08:31The very next day, he took her to get dentures over $200,000.
08:36He didn't even blink.
08:38I felt awkward about the cost.
08:40He saw through my hesitation.
08:42You don't need to worry about the expenses.
08:44I'll cover it.
08:45I told him.
08:46If we ever break up, please don't make my grandma pull her new teeth out.
08:50He burst out laughing at once.
08:54The memory faded.
08:56That afternoon at the hotel, I found the presidential suite surrounded by commotion.
09:01Julian sat on the sofa in the reception room.
09:03His girlfriend, half leaning into his embrace.
09:06The manager stood to the side, wearing an apologetic smile.
09:10Julian's girlfriend spoke with arrogant superiority.
09:12This morning, I discovered I'd lost a pair of earrings in our room, worth $3 million.
09:18And the only people who entered last night were me and the cleaning lady.
09:21The cleaning lady was already interrogated.
09:22They found nothing.
09:23Strip, we're searching you.
09:25She pointed a finger at me.
09:28My gaze swept subconsciously toward Julian.
09:31Last night, my every move had never left his line of sight.
09:34How could I have possibly stolen those earrings right under his nose?
09:38But he didn't seem to have any intention of defending me.
09:40He just sat there with his legs crossed.
09:42Watching it all unfold with cold indifference.
09:45The manager came over and whispered to persuade me.
09:48We can't afford to offend this VIP.
09:50Just play along and cooperate a little.
09:52I clutched my shoulder bag tightly under my arm.
09:55Keeping my chin up.
09:56Refusing to compromise.
10:03Hearing this, the woman shot up to her feet.
10:05My boyfriend is very busy.
10:07We don't have time for police procedures.
10:09With sake, inspect a procedure.
10:11My earrings are worth over 3 million.
10:13A birthday gift.
10:15I felt something off about you last night.
10:17The moment I came out of the bathroom, I saw you scurrying away.
10:20If you didn't have a guilty conscience, why run?
10:22She strode over and snatched my bag.
10:25I gripped it desperately, but her strength was astonishing.
10:28After a brief struggle, she yanked it away.
10:30With a harsh zip, the bag was torn open.
10:33Everything inside hit the floor.
10:34Take off your jacket.
10:36Let's see what else you're hiding.
10:37My fingers trembled as I unzipped my outer layer.
10:40I slipped it off and held it out to her.
10:42Now the cardigan.
10:43I pulled it over my head.
10:45My thin camisole the only thing left.
10:47Julian sat motionless on the sofa.
10:49Watching.
10:50His jaw tight.
10:52His eyes on me the entire time.
10:54Julian's voice cut through the silence like a blade.
10:57Low, controlled, but unmistakably sharp.
11:00Stop.
11:02A moon made of crystal hit the ground and shattered.
11:05When Julian's gaze fell upon that crystal moon, a crack appeared in his calm facade, his
11:10atoms apple bobbed slightly.
11:12He said in a deep voice.
11:14Enough.
11:15Stop making a scene.
11:16Pick out a new set you like tomorrow.
11:18Julian dismissed the manager and his girlfriend.
11:21The reception room fell quiet.
11:23Leaving only the two of us staring at each other.
11:25Shards of crystal had cut my calf during the struggle.
11:28Beads of blood seeping through.
11:30A flicker of heartache seemed to flash through his eyes.
11:33I figured it had to be a hallucination.
11:35I crouched down, picking up scattered items one by one.
11:38His voice drifted down from above, cold as ice.
11:41Didn't he buy you anything nice?
11:43He must have gotten at least some of the scraps back then.
11:46And yet he still lets you keep things from your ex-boyfriend?
11:48I stood up.
11:49My tone perfectly calm.
11:51We broke up.
11:52There's no need for your sarcastic remarks.
11:54He paused, then suddenly let out a laugh.
11:59Got dumped after he had his fun?
12:01No wonder you've been reduced to working here.
12:04What a pity.
12:05If you'd kept up the act a bit longer,
12:07you wouldn't have ended up with a loser like Alexander Vance.
12:10I didn't want to hear another word and turn to leave.
12:12But he yanked me back and pinned me against the wall.
12:15He gripped my chin,
12:17tilting my face up to force me to meet his gaze.
12:19A dark, turbulent sea rolled in his eyes.
12:22He lowered his eyes.
12:23His gaze landed on the thin, bloody scratch on my calf.
12:27After a long moment, he turned his head away, but his words were meant for me.
12:31I'll take you back.
12:33There's medicine in the car.
12:35It was clearly just a minor scratch shot yet.
12:38As if possessed, I still got into his car.
12:41I couldn't explain why.
12:43Perhaps in that brief moment, I craved the slight softening of his tone.
12:47Sitting in the passenger seat, I spoke up to emphasize.
12:51I didn't take your girlfriend's earrings.
12:52He didn't reply as if losing three million dollars was of no consequence to him.
12:57He just opened his briefcase and rummaged inside.
13:00Then he found a box of band-aids and tossed it to me.
13:03Deal with it yourself.
13:03As he closed the briefcase, something fell out.
13:06It was an amulet.
13:07The one I had given him back when he was gravely ill.
13:10That year at the Lord's Sanctuary, I climbed the steps one by one, praying for him.
13:14I thought he would have thrown it away long ago.
13:16I never imagined it would still be kept so carefully in his car.
13:20He leaned over, picked it up, and tossed it back into the briefcase.
13:24His voice carried a trace of mockery.
13:26This thing actually saved my life once, but who would have thought?
13:31The one who prayed for this amulet for me was you.
13:34And the one who ultimately trained me was also you.
13:36He reached over and gripped my chin, forcing me to turn and face him.
13:40His thumb pressed against my lower lip.
13:42For a fraction of a second, his gaze dropped to my mouth, then his jaw tightened.
13:46He released me as if my skin had burned him.
13:48His hand flicked away sharply.
13:50He turned back to the steering wheel and gripped it hard.
13:54The car approached my place.
13:56From a distance, I spotted Alexander standing by my door.
13:59I glanced sideways at Julian.
14:01He had clearly seen him too, his hands on the steering wheel tightened.
14:04He slammed on the brakes right in front of Alexander.
14:07My body pitched forward from the sudden momentum.
14:09Alexander stood there, watching us.
14:12He frowned imperceptibly.
14:13Julian's icy voice rang out inside the car.
14:16Are you always this entangled with your ex-boyfriends?
14:18I didn't answer him.
14:19I simply unbuckled my seatbelt.
14:21Thank you for bringing me back.
14:22Julian kept the doors locked, refusing to let me out.
14:25The mocking smile on his lips deepened.
14:27Right, I almost forgot to ask.
14:30Did Alexander not even give you a breakup fee?
14:32Or did he think you didn't serve him well enough to be worth the price?
14:36Anger surged within me.
14:37I instinctively raised my hand and slapped him.
14:40Alexander's face changed.
14:41He hurried over to the passenger side, knocking anxiously on the window.
14:45Julian poked his inner cheek with his tongue, staring at me with dark eyes.
14:48Get out.
14:49I got out of the car.
14:50Alexander immediately pulled me over, shielding me behind him.
14:55The window rolled down.
14:56That amulet was thrown out forcefully.
14:58It landed right at my feet.
15:00The black sports car roared away like a gust of wind.
15:03I squatted on the ground and picked up the amulet.
15:06My fingers brushed away the dust.
15:07Teardrops fell onto it, blooming into water stains.
15:10Alexander squatted beside me, smiling bitterly.
15:13Just tell him the truth.
15:16I don't mind if he comes looking for trouble.
15:18You don't need to protect me.
15:20It's what I deserve.
15:21My voice choked with sobs.
15:23Forget it.
15:24He and I are in the past.
15:27After work the next day, the manager notified me of a staff dinner and sent an address.
15:32A high-end club.
15:32I was suspicious, but I went.
15:34I was led into a private room by a waiter.
15:37Unexpectedly, the room was full of Julian's friends.
15:40Julian sat at the head of the table.
15:42His gaze swept over me carelessly.
15:44A familiar-looking man spoke up.
15:46Chloe, right?
15:48Your manager said we lost an item worth three million belonged to Mr. Vance.
15:53Today you were called here as a representative to apologize to him.
15:57I recognized him.
15:58The man speaking was the boss of our hotel.
16:00Being put on the spot like that, I couldn't just throw a fit and leave.
16:04They arranged for me to sit in the empty seat next to Julian.
16:07I could only bite the bullet.
16:08I picked up the glass of wine in front of me and drank it as a self-punishment.
16:12A buddy of Julian stood up and said loudly to me,
16:14A 10-7 German's piece of my jewelry can't be one of Bae's with just been title.
16:19About this.
16:20100,000 per glace.
16:23His tone was full of vindictiveness.
16:25The net of heaven is vast, and I am the sinner caught in it.
16:28Julian glanced at me impassively and twitched his lips.
16:32$300,000 a glass.
16:36Switch to vodka.
16:40Glass after glass of liquor was poured into my stomach.
16:43Spicy, and scalding, as if it were going to burn a hole right through my chest.
16:48Julian sat at the head of the table, watching me drink.
16:51His expression.
16:52Unreadable.
16:52His friend leaned over and whispered something in his ear.
16:55Julian's eyes flickered toward me for a split second.
16:58He lifted his chin almost imperceptibly toward the
17:01waiter standing by the wall.
17:03The waiter nodded and slipped away.
17:04When the next glass was set in front of me,
17:06I picked it up and downed it.
17:07The bottle on that tray had been switched.
17:09Clear liquid.
17:10Yes.
17:11But no longer vodka.
17:12Julian had signaled for water, and the waiter had complied.
17:15But my eyes still grew blurry from the alcohol.
17:18I slumped over the table.
17:19I vaguely heard his buddy ask him,
17:21Just hit it again if you're that wung up on her.
17:23I'll have someone send her to a room upstairs.
17:25Julian smiled disdainfully.
17:28Alexander got tired of playing with her.
17:29You think I still care?
17:30Fine.
17:31Beat her up if you want.
17:33I already gave you the room card anyway.
17:36I didn't know how long I slept in my dreams.
17:38I went back to the time when we were deeply in love.
17:41Back then, his heart ached for my cramps.
17:44He took me to a specialist.
17:46The prescription tasted awful.
17:48Every time I choked it down with a grimace,
17:50he'd slip a chocolate into my mouth.
17:52I'd scowl and say I was never taking it again.
17:55He'd pull me into his arms and cut my face.
17:57Then his mouth would come down on mine.
18:00Sudden and deep.
18:00The half-melted chocolate dissolving between our lips.
18:04His voice was deep and bewitching.
18:06Is it still bitter like this?
18:08I blushed and answered his question with one of my own.
18:10Is this how you coax your girlfriends into taking their medicine?
18:13He smiled.
18:14What other girlfriends?
18:16I've only ever coaxed you like this.
18:19Suddenly, the bed dipped,
18:20the man in the dream was no longer rubbing against me gently.
18:23His kisses grew increasingly fierce and rough as,
18:26if he wanted to tear me apart and swallow me whole,
18:29everything became more and more real,
18:31so real that I could hardly catch my breath.
18:33I instinctively pressed against his chest.
18:36Subconsciously, I said,
18:37Julian, be gentle.
18:39His grip on my waist tightened.
18:41His mouth crushed.
18:43Against mine,
18:44what started as a kiss turned desperate
18:45three years of everything he'd held back,
18:47pouring out at once.
18:49I couldn't breathe.
18:50I couldn't think.
18:51The next second, I struggled to open my eyes.
18:54Our eyes met.
18:55We were both speechless for a long time.
18:59Perhaps it was the alcohol.
19:01I looked at him.
19:02Back then, I didn't betray you.
19:04His Adam's apple bobbed.
19:05Voice horse's sandpaper.
19:07Then tell me, why were you with him?
19:09Just as I was about to speak,
19:11my phone rang.
19:12Alexander's call.
19:13It was like a basin of cold water poured over my head.
19:15I sobered instantly.
19:17I struggled to prop myself up,
19:18but he pushed me right back down.
19:20He gritted his teeth.
19:22Chloe, explain yourself clearly.
19:24He looked down at me with burning eyes.
19:26I turned my head, avoiding his gaze.
19:29I have nothing more to say.
19:31He laughed,
19:31a faint hint of tears seeping into his eyes.
19:35You like him that much?
19:37One call from him and you can't wait to go back?
19:41Chloe, I must be out of my fucking mind
19:44to think you had your reasons.
19:45I was kicked out of the room by Julian.
19:47I walked down the corridor, unsteady.
19:49Sunlight crept through the hallway windows.
19:51I looked down.
19:53I was wearing his shirt,
19:54the white dress shirt from last night.
19:56Hanging past my thighs,
19:57the collar smelled like him.
19:58The door opened behind me.
20:00Julian stood there holding two cups of coffee.
20:02He saw what I was wearing for a moment.
20:04Neither of us spoke,
20:05like we'd done this a thousand times before.
20:07Then his expression hardened.
20:08He set one cup on the table by the door.
20:11Get out.
20:12I'm done waiting.
20:13That night,
20:14I lay awake in my staff quarters.
20:16Footsteps paced in the corridor,
20:18stopped right in front of my door,
20:20then silence.
20:20My phone lit up.
20:22One missed call from a number I'd memorized years ago.
20:24It had rung twice before hanging up.
20:26I heard a hand touch the doorknob,
20:28then nothing,
20:28just retreating footsteps fading down the hall.
20:32I walked out of the club into the early morning air.
20:35The air was slightly cool,
20:36yet Julian's girlfriend wore thin,
20:38sexy clothes.
20:39She held a phone in her hand and passed by me
20:41without even looking at me properly.
20:43As we brushed past each other,
20:44she bumped into me as if on purpose.
20:47I let out a muffled groan,
20:48but she ignored it completely.
20:50I heard her on the phone,
20:51whining in a sickly sweet tone.
20:53Not wearing one?
20:54I'm overvading today.
20:55Will you take responsibility if something happens?
20:58Marriage?
20:59Are you serious?
21:00My footsteps froze.
21:02The words hit me like a physical blow,
21:04right in front of me,
21:05talking about marriage,
21:06about a future with Julian.
21:07At the hotel entrance,
21:09Alexander's car was already parked there.
21:11Seeing me come,
21:12he hurried over and helped me into the car.
21:14What happened?
21:15Did you drink a lot?
21:15I remained silent,
21:16and he didn't ask any more questions.
21:19The car drove through the early hour.
21:21I watched the scenery outside the car window,
21:23rapidly retreating backwards.
21:24I suddenly said to Alexander,
21:26Let's go back.
21:29Let's go back in a couple of days.
21:32For the past three years,
21:33he has always been by my side.
21:35When we were abroad,
21:36he told me he'd liked me for many years,
21:39since a fleeting glance in our first year of high school.
21:41To this day,
21:43his feelings remained unchanged,
21:45but my heart was already stuffed
21:46with every memory of Julian and our past.
21:48I politely rejected him,
21:50so he stayed in the friend zone,
21:52accompanying me until now.
21:53Upon returning home,
21:55I went into the bathroom
21:56and took off my clothes to take a shower,
21:58turning around.
21:59I saw myself in the mirror.
22:01An ugly scar crawled across my abdomen,
22:04left behind by the kidney donation surgery back then.
22:07That year,
22:08Julian fell gravely ill,
22:09his kidneys were failing and needed a transplant.
22:12That year,
22:13Julian forbade me from getting tested for a match.
22:16He said he'd rather die
22:17than let me remove a kidney for him.
22:19I begged all of his brothers and sisters.
22:21Only Alexander was willing to get tested,
22:24but he wasn't a match either.
22:26I hid it from Julian
22:27and secretly went to another hospital.
22:29I was the only match,
22:30but I had staged a hypertension.
22:33The doctor warned the risks were extremely high.
22:35I looked at Alexander.
22:37What do you think I should do?
22:38He was quiet for a long moment.
22:40Then he said,
22:41voice heavy.
22:41It's your choice.
22:43But whatever you decide,
22:46I'll be there.
22:47I couldn't care about all that anymore.
22:49The surgery was performed at another hospital,
22:52kept secret from Julian.
22:53I had Alexander help me put on that act.
22:56Besides him,
22:56no one knew,
22:57because strict lifelong monitoring
22:59was required after the surgery.
23:01Alexander helped me contact top specialists abroad
23:04and took me overseas.
23:05Later,
23:06while abroad,
23:08my kidney function declined.
23:09Now,
23:10the doctor advised surgery.
23:12He warned it carried very high risks.
23:15Walking out of the hospital that day,
23:17Alexander suddenly asked me,
23:19Is there anything you want to do?
23:20The breeze was light
23:21and the sun was warm that day,
23:22yet I stood on a foreign street
23:23and burst into tears.
23:25Alexander,
23:26I want to see him one more time.
23:27Alexander's expression shifted.
23:29His voice was careful.
23:31Chloe,
23:32are you sure?
23:34He's made it very clear
23:35how he feels about you.
23:36You know what going back means.
23:38I wiped my face
23:39with the back of my hand.
23:41I'm sure.
23:42If the outcome this time
23:43is truly unpredictable,
23:45then let me have one proper,
23:47final meeting with him.
23:49Alexander looked at me
23:50for a long moment.
23:51His eyes were full of things
23:52he didn't say.
23:53Then he exhaled slowly.
23:55Okay,
23:56we'll go back.
23:57I'll book the flights right now.
23:58He pulled out his phone
23:59and started typing.
24:00I watched him,
24:01my chest tight
24:01with something between
24:02gratitude and guilt.
24:05Alexander came to see me
24:06that evening.
24:07His expression was heavy.
24:08He sat down across from me
24:10and said,
24:10I went to see Julian today
24:13at his company.
24:14I froze.
24:16Alexander continued carefully.
24:18I walked into his office
24:19and placed a surgical record
24:21on his desk.
24:22Julian's eyelids
24:22suddenly twitched violently.
24:24Frowning,
24:25he opened that surgical record.
24:26When the patient's name
24:27in the first column
24:28caught his eye,
24:29his entire body
24:30seemed to freeze.
24:31All,
24:32the color drained
24:32from his face
24:33in an instant.
24:34Alexander looked at Julian's
24:36suddenly pale face,
24:36speaking at a leisurely pace.
24:38Chloe and I were
24:39high school classmates.
24:42I've liked her since then.
24:46When we met again later,
24:47she came to beg me
24:48to get tested
24:49as a match for you.
24:50That was when she learned
24:51you and I are half brothers.
24:54Julian's hand trembled
24:55as he held the record,
24:56knuckles white.
24:57That rumor was fake.
24:58She hid it from you
24:59and got tested herself.
25:00We were just putting on an act.
25:06Alexander continued.
25:08She donated her kidney
25:09to you,
25:09you in secret.
25:11Julian forbade her
25:12from getting tested.
25:13He'd rather die
25:14than let her do it.
25:15So she hid everything.
25:17The surgery
25:18at another hospital.
25:20No one knew
25:20except me.
25:21Julian lunged forward,
25:23grabbing Alexander
25:24by the collar.
25:26Why did you play
25:27along with her nonsense?
25:30Why didn't you
25:30take her away?
25:32Alexander didn't flinch.
25:34Julian,
25:35I tried to shake
25:35her resolve.
25:36I even despicely
25:38urged her to give up
25:39on you,
25:39but she insisted
25:40on donating her kidney
25:41to you.
25:42She said she couldn't
25:43just watch you die.
25:47Alexander smiled helplessly.
25:49She begged me so hard,
25:51I had no choice
25:52but to help her deceive you.
25:53For the past three years,
25:54she and I have been
25:55completely innocent.
25:56Nothing happened between us.
25:57Her surgery is scheduled
25:58for next Monday.
26:02I asked her
26:03if she had any
26:03unfulfilled wishes.
26:04She said
26:05she wanted to return
26:06to the country
26:06to see you.
26:09Julian asked hoarsely,
26:10did you arrange
26:11for her to be
26:12at that hotel too?
26:15Yes.
26:16I knew you had
26:17a long-term suite
26:18at that hotel.
26:19It was the only place
26:20where you two
26:21could bump into each other
26:22by chance
26:22without getting
26:23too deeply involved.
26:24After Alexander left,
26:27Julian closed his eyes
26:28in despair,
26:29his hand trembled,
26:30coffee spilled
26:31onto his suit pants.
26:33He curled up
26:34on the sofa,
26:35breaking down
26:36into loud sobs.
26:37The kidney,
26:38which seemed to fall
26:38from the sky,
26:41was secretly marked
26:42with the most
26:43expensive price.
26:49That night,
26:50Julian sat alone
26:51in his study.
26:52A friend came by.
26:58Forget her.
26:59She made her choice.
27:05Julian didn't look up.
27:06His phone showed
27:07an old photo of me.
27:15I can't forget her.
27:18The man who hated me
27:20for three years
27:21had been breaking apart
27:22inside all along.
27:23The next day,
27:25Alexander drove me
27:26to the hospital.
27:28I finished my pre-op
27:29preparations
27:30in the hospital room.
27:31I kept taking
27:32deep breaths nervously.
27:34Alexander
27:34had just gone
27:35somewhere unknown.
27:38I craned my neck
27:39to look toward the door.
27:40To my surprise,
27:41I saw Julian appear
27:42right in front of me.
27:46I was too nervous,
27:48so nervous
27:48that I started
27:49hallucinating.
27:52His face
27:53was full of dejection,
27:54the stubble
27:55on his chin unshaven,
27:56his eyes were completely
27:57Violet.
27:58He had always been
27:59so particular
28:00about his appearance.
28:01The last time
28:02I saw him this unkempt
28:03was when he was
28:04severely ill.
28:06That figure
28:07drew closer
28:07and closer to me.
28:08I clearly heard him
28:09call my name
28:10with a trembling voice.
28:12Chloe,
28:14if I had known
28:15it was like this,
28:17I would rather
28:18you had truly
28:19betrayed me back then.
28:21With red eyes,
28:22he cupped my hand
28:23in his palms.
28:24His scalding tears
28:25fell drop by drop
28:26onto the back
28:27of my hand.
28:35So it wasn't
28:36my hallucination
28:37after all.
28:37He really came
28:38to see me,
28:39such a handsome face,
28:40now completely
28:41drenched in tears.
28:43No.
28:46No.
28:48No.
28:49No.
28:50No.
28:51No.
28:52No.
28:52No.
28:52I want you
28:52to make it
28:53out alive.
28:56It was my fault.
28:58I owe you.
28:59When you come out,
29:00let's start over,
29:00okay?
29:04The night before
29:05my surgery,
29:06I lay in the
29:06hospital bed.
29:07Drifting in
29:08and out of sleep,
29:09Julian sat beside
29:10me the entire time.
29:11He hadn't left once.
29:13Sometime past midnight,
29:15I half-dash woke.
29:16My throat was dry.
29:20Julian.
29:22The name slipped out
29:23before I could stop it.
29:25His hand found mine
29:27instantly,
29:28gripping it firmly.
29:31I'm here.
29:32I'm not going anywhere.
29:35His face in the
29:36dim light looked
29:37exhausted,
29:37but his eyes
29:38were wide open,
29:39watching me
29:40like he was afraid
29:41I'd disappear
29:42if he blinked.
29:44Go to sleep.
29:47I'll be right here
29:48when you wake up.
29:59His thumb traced
30:01slow circles
30:01on the back
30:02of my hand.
30:03The moment
30:04I was wheeled
30:05out of the ward,
30:06I squeezed
30:06his hand back.
30:07After all these years,
30:09I was still
30:09full of courage.
30:11Okay.
30:12I'll make it out alive.
30:14The last thing
30:15I saw before
30:15the doors closed
30:16was Julian's face,
30:17pale,
30:18rigid,
30:19his eyes locked
30:20on mine.
30:26Then the operating
30:27room swallowed me.
30:32When I woke,
30:33the first thing
30:34I felt was his hand
30:34gripping mine.
30:35The room was quiet.
30:37The operating
30:37light was off.
30:42Julian sat
30:43beside my bed,
30:44still in the
30:45suit jacket
30:45I'd once bought
30:46for him
30:46in all the years
30:47we'd been apart.
30:48He hadn't
30:49worn it once,
30:50but even during
30:51the three years
30:51he hated me the most,
30:53he'd never
30:54thrown it away.
30:55His hand rested
30:56in the suit pocket.
30:57He pulled something
30:58out,
30:58and his palm lay
30:59over a dozen
31:00dried lilac.
31:01Blossoms,
31:02the petals
31:02had withered
31:03long ago.
31:05I remembered
31:06that early summer,
31:07the lilacs on campus
31:08had bloomed
31:09like a sea of stars.
31:13Ordinary lilacs
31:14usually have
31:15for petals,
31:16occasionally there
31:17are five-petaled
31:17ones,
31:18which are said
31:19to symbolize
31:19good luck.
31:21I told Julian
31:22that if you make
31:23a wish on a
31:24five-petaled lilac,
31:25it will come true,
31:26so I dragged him
31:27all over looking
31:28for five-petaled
31:28lilacs.
31:31He found it
31:32amusing.
31:33If you want
31:34five-petaled ones,
31:35I'll have someone
31:36deliver a whole
31:36truckload to you.
31:37But I said
31:38it only counted
31:38as good luck
31:39if I found them
31:40myself with a
31:40sincere heart,
31:41so he had to
31:42accompany me
31:43all over campus
31:44looking for
31:45five-petaled
31:45flowers.
31:46In the end,
31:47we finally
31:48collected
31:48eighteen five-petaled
31:49lilacs.
31:52After making
31:52my wish back
31:53then,
31:54I had secretly
31:54hidden the
31:55flowers in his
31:55pocket.
31:56He looked at
31:57the dried petals
31:58in his hand now,
31:59his lips curled
31:59to smile,
32:00but his throat
32:01tightened with
32:02a sudden ache.
32:02He closed
32:03his hand,
32:04gripping the
32:04petals tightly.
32:06on the boundary
32:07between life
32:07and death.
32:08This time,
32:09it was his turn
32:09to make a wish.
32:11I made a wish
32:12back then.
32:13I want to be
32:14with you year
32:15after year.
32:16That sentence
32:17had become
32:17permanently
32:18etched in
32:18his heart
32:19and his
32:19lifelong
32:20ambition.
32:23Days
32:23passed.
32:24The doctor
32:25said my
32:25recovery
32:26was going
32:26well.
32:28Julian
32:29refused to
32:30leave my
32:30side.
32:30He fed
32:31me water.
32:32Cup by
32:32cup,
32:33he helped
32:33me walk
32:33down the
32:34hallway,
32:34one slow
32:35step at a
32:35time.
32:36When I got
32:37tired,
32:38I leaned
32:38my head
32:39against his
32:39shoulder.
32:40He didn't
32:40say anything.
32:41He just
32:42let me rest
32:42there.
32:44One
32:44afternoon,
32:45I woke
32:46up from a
32:46nap and
32:46felt cold.
32:49Julian
32:49noticed
32:49immediately.
32:50He picked
32:51up his
32:51jacket from
32:52the chair
32:52and draped
32:53it over
32:53me.
32:53It was
32:54his white
32:54dress shirt.
32:55The same
32:55one.
32:56I'd worn
32:57that morning
32:57after the
32:58night we'd
32:58spent together.
33:01I pulled
33:02it tighter
33:02around myself.
33:03The collar
33:04still smelled
33:04like him.
33:06He asked
33:07it casually,
33:08but his
33:08eyes stayed
33:08on my
33:09face.
33:11Does it
33:11fit?
33:13It's too
33:14big.
33:16But it's
33:17warm.
33:20He reached
33:21over and
33:22tucked the
33:22collar around
33:22my neck.
33:23His fingers
33:24brushed my
33:25jaw.
33:25For a
33:25moment,
33:26neither
33:27of us
33:27moved.
33:31A week
33:32later,
33:32the doctor
33:33cleared me
33:33to go
33:33home.
33:36Julian
33:36drove me
33:37himself.
33:38He opened
33:38every door
33:39for me,
33:39carried
33:40every bag.
33:44At the
33:45entrance to
33:45my apartment
33:46building,
33:47Alexander was
33:48waiting.
33:48He nodded
33:49at Julian,
33:50a silent
33:50acknowledgement
33:51between two
33:51men who
33:52both loved
33:52the same
33:52woman.
33:55Julian's
33:55arms settled
33:56around my
33:56waist,
33:57possessive,
33:58unyielding.
34:02Alexander saw
34:03it and said
34:03nothing.
34:04He just
34:04looked at me
34:05and smiled.
34:10Take care
34:11of yourself,
34:11Chloe.
34:13I'll be
34:13abroad if
34:14you need
34:14anything.
34:16I nodded.
34:18Thank you,
34:18Alexander,
34:19for everything.
34:21He turned
34:21and walked
34:22away without
34:22looking back.
34:24Julian watched
34:24him go.
34:25Then he
34:25looked down
34:26at me.
34:26He's gone.
34:29Are you
34:29ready?
34:30Let's go
34:30home.
34:31Home.
34:32He said
34:33it so
34:33easily,
34:33like the
34:34last three
34:34years had
34:35never
34:35happened.
34:40That night,
34:41I sat
34:41by the
34:42window while
34:42Julian made
34:43dinner in
34:43the kitchen.
34:44The domesticity
34:45of it all
34:45still felt
34:46unreal.
34:47He came
34:48out carrying
34:49the bowls,
34:49set them
34:50on the
34:50table,
34:50then sat
34:51across from
34:52me.
34:52I called
34:53the hotel
34:53today.
34:54Resigned
34:54your position
34:55for you.
34:56I blinked
34:57at him.
34:57You what?
34:59You're not
35:00going back
35:00to work
35:00there.
35:01Not
35:02ever.
35:02I opened
35:03my mouth
35:04to argue,
35:04but he
35:04kept
35:05talking.
35:05I also
35:06called the
35:06Vance Group
35:07legal team.
35:08The hotel
35:09violated
35:09multiple
35:10labor laws
35:10during that
35:11whole search
35:11incident.
35:14If you
35:15want,
35:15we can
35:15sue them
35:16into the
35:16ground.
35:16He paused,
35:17then added,
35:18By the
35:18way,
35:19her earrings
35:20turned up.
35:24They'd
35:24fallen behind
35:25the nightstand
35:25in the
35:26suite.
35:26She'd
35:26misplaced
35:27them herself.
35:31Julian,
35:32I didn't...
35:32I know
35:33what you're
35:33going to
35:33say.
35:39You're
35:39going to
35:39say it
35:40doesn't
35:40matter,
35:41that you
35:41just want
35:41to move
35:41on.
35:42He reached
35:42across the
35:43table and
35:43took my
35:44hand.
35:48But it
35:48matters to
35:49me.
35:54Everything
35:54they did
35:55to you
35:55matters to
35:56me.
35:56I looked
35:57at him,
35:57really
35:57looked at
35:58him.
35:58The man
35:59who had
36:00humiliated
36:00me,
36:01hurt me,
36:02broken me,
36:03and then put
36:03himself back
36:04together piece
36:04by piece just
36:05to earn
36:06forgiveness he
36:06might never
36:07fully deserve.
36:09Fine.
36:11Sue them.
36:12His eyebrows
36:13rose.
36:14That's my
36:15girl.
36:16I rolled
36:17my eyes,
36:18but I felt
36:18the corner
36:18of my mouth
36:19twitch,
36:20almost a
36:20smile.
36:26one evening,
36:27Julian sat
36:28beside me
36:29and spoke
36:29quietly.
36:31Three years
36:32after you
36:32walked away,
36:33a friend
36:33mentioned
36:33seeing you
36:33at his
36:34hotel.
36:35I checked,
36:37and you'd
36:38actually come
36:38back,
36:39working as a
36:40receptionist.
36:41He paused.
36:42I had a
36:42permanent
36:43suite there.
36:44I never
36:44brought anyone
36:45home.
36:46Over those
36:47three years,
36:47I changed
36:48girlfriends one
36:48after another.
36:50But there
36:50was a gaping
36:51hole in my
36:51heart.
36:52No one
36:53could fill
36:53it.
36:54That void
36:55was shaped
36:55exactly like
36:56you.
36:56I listened,
36:57my chest
36:58tight.
36:59The day I
36:59took her to
37:00check in,
37:00you happened
37:01to be on
37:01duty.
37:04I deliberately
37:05held her
37:05hand and
37:06walked right
37:07up to you.
37:09She didn't
37:10know I'd
37:10timed my
37:11arrival for
37:11your shift.
37:14I called
37:14the front
37:15desk over
37:15and over
37:16asking for
37:16the sheets
37:17to be
37:17changed.
37:21Just to
37:21see you.
37:25Until that
37:25crystal fell
37:26out of your
37:26bag, the
37:28cheapest gift
37:29I'd ever
37:29given you,
37:30yet it made
37:30my heart
37:30soften
37:31instantly.
37:33You
37:33looked at
37:34me.
37:35I never
37:36got over
37:36you.
37:42Those nights
37:44when I
37:45secretly
37:45replaced your
37:46vodka with
37:46water, I
37:48was protecting
37:48you all
37:49along.
37:52When I
37:52kissed you
37:53like a
37:53madman in
37:54that hotel
37:54room, I
37:55wasn't taking
37:55revenge.
37:57I was
37:58trying to
37:58hold on to
37:58the only
37:59person who
37:59had ever
37:59truly loved
38:00me.
38:04Spring came
38:05early that
38:06year.
38:06The
38:06lilacs outside
38:07the hospital
38:07window were
38:08starting to
38:08bloom.
38:09Again, I
38:10sat on the
38:11bench in
38:11the garden,
38:12letting the
38:12sun warm
38:12my face.
38:13Julian
38:14appeared with
38:14two cups
38:15of coffee.
38:15He handed
38:16me one and
38:16sat down
38:17beside me.
38:17remember
38:18these?
38:19He pointed
38:20up at the
38:20lilac branches
38:21overhead.
38:22Five petaled
38:23ones scattered
38:23among the
38:24ordinary
38:24four petaled
38:25blooms.
38:29I squinted
38:30up at the
38:30branches.
38:31How many
38:31do you think
38:32we can find
38:32this time?
38:33We're not
38:34climbing all
38:34over campus
38:35this time.
38:36My scar is
38:37still healing
38:38in case you
38:38forgot.
38:39He laughed.
38:40A real
38:41laugh, not
38:42the cold
38:42mocking sound
38:43I'd grown
38:43used to
38:43hearing.
38:44Fair point.
38:45I'll do
38:46the climbing.
38:46you just
38:47sit here
38:48and make
38:49wishes.
38:51I turned
38:52to look at
38:52him.
38:53What would
38:53I even
38:53wish for?
38:55He set
38:56down his
38:56coffee and
38:57took my
38:57hand.
38:58His thumb
38:59traced the
38:59faint line
38:59of my
39:00surgical scar
39:01where my
39:01sleeve had
39:01ridden up.
39:03You don't
39:04need to
39:04wish anymore.
39:05Everything I
39:06have is
39:06yours.
39:07Everything I
39:08am is
39:08because of
39:09you.
39:13The wind
39:14carried the
39:15scent of
39:15lilacs
39:15toward us.
39:16I leaned
39:17my head
39:17against
39:18his
39:18shoulder.
39:19Then I
39:19wish for
39:19this.
39:20Right here.
39:22Just like
39:23this.
39:24Year
39:25after year.
39:28Some nights,
39:29I still
39:30wake up
39:31reaching for
39:31the edge
39:31of the
39:31bed.
39:33From the
39:34years when
39:34I slept
39:34alone in
39:35foreign
39:35hospitals and
39:36empty
39:36apartments.
39:37But every
39:38time,
39:39his hand
39:39finds mine
39:39before I
39:40can pull
39:40away.
39:42I'm here.
39:43He says
39:44at half
39:44asleep,
39:45eyes still
39:46closed.
39:46And I
39:47remember,
39:48I'm home
39:48now.
39:49The scar
39:50on my
39:50abdomen
39:50will stay
39:51with me
39:51forever.
39:52A permanent
39:53reminder of
39:53the price
39:54I paid.
39:54But when
39:55Julian's arms
39:56wrap around
39:56me,
39:57even the
39:57scar feels
39:58different
39:58now.
39:59Not a
39:59wound.
40:00A
40:01proof.
40:01That love
40:02doesn't always
40:02make sense.
40:03love.
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