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00:04O Allah, I don't ask for a long life, I don't ask for health, only, only ask for one.
00:15If this is punishment for everything I have ever done, it is enough for me to bear it.
00:22Not Zia, not Naza, not Leon, who don't even know anything yet, they have been enduring something that is not theirs for too long.
00:34their mistakes.
00:39God, you know I love him.
00:45I know, Zah, what you need now is a hug, and words, be patient, Zah, stay calm, Zah, but
00:54I won't give you that now.
00:58Because what you really need right now is just to be accompanied and listened to, Zah.
01:09I also know, you still have feelings for Nata, because it's impossible for Nata to just leave, feelings and memories...
01:16You just disappeared like that.
01:18Yes, you just feel sorry for Nata.
01:24He hasn't had time to enjoy it all yet.
01:28He hasn't had the chance to see Leon grow up, because he really cares and loves Leon.
01:35He has not had time to enjoy being Papa Wira's son.
01:39And I know he's really happy.
01:42And I don't know what kind of expression I should have.
01:46Want to be angry.
01:48There is a feeling of anger.
01:50Sad for sure.
01:51But I don't know who I want to vent it to.
01:54To Bram who is already dead.
01:55It's impossible.
01:56Papa who constantly feels guilty.
02:00Or to myself.
02:05Yes.
02:09I just...
02:11It's tiring there.
02:14You don't have to find all the answers right now.
02:19But?
02:20It doesn't have to be.
02:21Now you are enough to be here.
02:23Eat your melted ice cream.
02:25And know that I'm beside you.
02:27I'm serious.
02:28I'm not kidding.
02:29Because this is not a moment for joking.
02:31I didn't say I was joking.
02:34What do you think if I leave the house?
02:37Burglarized my house.
02:38The door to my house is always wide open for you.
02:41Any time.
02:42Hmm.
02:43You're fresh.
02:44You soon.
02:44Where are you going soon?
02:47Bali maybe.
02:48Lombok.
02:50Okay, I'll accompany you.
02:52If you go to the top, you will still accompany me.
02:54Yes
02:57Right.
02:59Is that so...
03:00After so many times I was by your side.
03:03You're still that scary.
03:05Hmm.
03:06No, not really.
03:24Don't remember my college days.
03:26Coming home at dawn again.
03:29Once in a while.
03:31So you don't go crazy.
03:34I'm so scared that you'll come home at this hour.
03:37Are you really okay?
03:38Nothing.
03:40You try to do that to me.
03:43Thanks, Jason.
03:45You're welcome.
03:55You try me again, Miss.
03:57You try me.
04:01non
04:02this is the one playing
04:04you'll be shocked if you use yours, you know
04:07seeds yeah
04:08after the morning prayer, miss
04:11haha
04:12yes, tell everyone
04:14if Naza just got home
04:16yes but the seeds are calm
04:17Naza is not that different, Naza
04:19went with Sandra
04:21can keep a secret
04:24Okay
04:33Oh, Miss Zate, where are you from?
04:35Oh yeah, you're just getting home at this hour
04:37then that's it, sis
04:39her face looks cheerful
05:06just a moment outside
05:08I can forget everything
05:10but come back here
05:12I am faced again
05:14same reality
05:15in this house there are too many painful things
05:38dear Allah
05:39I don't ask for a long life
05:42I don't ask for health
05:45only
05:46just ask for one
05:48if this is punishment
05:50for everything I've ever done
05:53enough servant
05:54who bears it
05:56don't zia
05:57don't naza
05:59don't be Leon
06:00who don't even know anything
06:03they've been there too long
06:05bear something
06:06which is not their fault
06:33that's all
06:35only one shirt left
06:39this should be enough
06:40for a few days
06:50clothes from Mas Albi
07:13even if you don't like this marriage
07:16But let me give you clothes, okay?
07:19Sir, I don't mean anything
07:22just giving a card
07:36endure something safely
07:38endure something safely
07:48endure something safely
07:55endure something safely
07:57endure something safely
08:08endure something safely
08:27endure something safely
08:38endure something safely
08:46Don't remember my college days when it was less than dawn anymore
08:51Once in a while, yeah you're not crazy
08:58I went with Naza
09:02Where are you and me?
09:05Bali maybe, Lombok
09:07Yes, I've accompanied you, if you go to Puncak, you'll still accompany me
09:10Yes
09:15What did Naza say?
09:19Naza wants to go out of town?
09:23Perhaps
09:40Why are you being teased, Mom?
10:06Sir, please just this once
10:08Naza please
10:10Don't control Naza's life anymore
10:12Give Naza the opportunity to choose what Naza wants.
10:16Papa didn't mean it like that, Zah
10:18Well, Papa can't control me anymore.
10:46Zah, when are you going out of town?
10:48Let me know, I want to come along
10:58Wow
10:59Oh
11:07Wow
11:31enjoy!
11:56Nonazza is home
11:58he must be hungry
12:00it's been a long time
12:01Nonazza Teh does not eat at home
12:05anyway, later
12:07Auntie finished mopping
12:08Auntie wants to cook
12:11Nonazza's favorite food
12:15Okay, okay
12:21what is that sound?
12:23why does it seem like there's something
12:25drag suitcase
12:26dear Allah
12:30What else is there, sis?
12:40the time has come
12:41I don't want to delay any longer
12:43the more I delay it
12:45the problem will never be solved
12:47this decision
12:49it's the most appropriate
12:51I will determine my own life
13:08papar joe pasti tanya
13:09where am I going?
13:11you bring a suitcase
13:15where is Nonazza going?
13:16use to carry a suitcase
13:26actually I already suspected it
13:28something like this is bound to happen
13:31but that's how it happened
13:33but that's how it happened
13:34it turns out I'm not ready either
13:40Ouch
13:41I have to tell Mr. Albi this
13:47Hello Mr. Albi
13:51Miss, bring the suitcase, sir
13:54looks like I'm going to go
13:59yes yes sir
14:00hurry up, sir
14:02don't let Nonazza leave too soon
14:09I hope Mr. Albi can arrive soon
14:12don't let missazza get out of the door
14:15danger
14:16no one will be able to hold it
14:21Nazza
14:26yes sis
14:29this is fast
14:32Yes, this is Nazza's decision.
14:34Yes I know
14:35it's your decision
14:37But
14:38which I don't believe
14:40suddenly this zah
14:49Nazza brought a suitcase
14:50looks like I'm going
14:52Luckily Paparjo told me
14:54if not
14:55I might lose track of Nazza again
14:59Where else are you going, Zah?
15:02avoiding it won't solve the problem either
15:04but we have to face this
15:08dear Allah
15:09but not only nazza
15:11but also Zia
15:13and I have to face both
15:16no no no
15:18I can't avoid it anymore
15:19I have to face it
15:20yes i have to face both
15:23Sis, I already told you
15:25if i will go
15:27this is not compared to what I've thought about, sis
15:29yes i know zah
15:30I understand
15:32But
15:34can you think about it first?
15:35quieter
15:40Zah, can you help me?
15:41just for now
15:43don't be selfish first, Zah
15:44selfish?
15:45Sis Zia said I was selfish?
15:46yes i said you are selfish
15:47you know right
15:48What are the conditions like at home?
15:50The doctor himself said what Papa's condition was like
15:53and now you just want to go like that
15:55I'm confused, Zah
15:56you want to
15:58leaving dad
15:59Or are you punishing papa?
16:18Mr. Parjo
16:19NASA is still inside
16:20still in the living room sir
16:22Okay
16:22Thank you
16:23Yes, Sir
16:28This family's problems never end
16:32which hasn't subsided yet
16:34now there is another one
16:37zah
16:39You're not serious about going, are you?
16:41Why?
16:42Mas Albi doesn't believe it
16:43Mas Albi thinks Naza is lying
16:45Naza wouldn't do this
16:47and Mas Albi thinks that Naza will definitely come back to this house too
16:50That's not what Mas Albi meant
16:52Yes, Naza understands, bro
16:54In fact, Naza has never made decisions for herself before
16:57everything is because of other people's choices
16:59but this time it's different
17:00Naza has made a decision for himself
17:10Ouch
17:11Why are there so many trials for this family?
17:16if it continues like this
17:19How will Mr Wira's heart be?
17:22dear Allah
17:23Aunt Teh can only pray
17:26I hope this family will be whole again
17:30Don't let there be any more regrets that always come too late
17:35dear Allah
17:50I am Wira Diano
17:52I don't want my children to be ruined
17:55because of the mistakes I made
17:58I'm the one who has to clean up this mess
18:10siya naza
18:13Papa will fix all of this
18:17hopefully it's not too late
18:37what's going on here
18:46dear Allah
18:47dear Allah
18:48Mr. Wira walks alone
18:49what if it falls later
18:53why didn't you say so sir
18:54will be able to help
18:55nothing
18:57Dad, you're strong now
18:58Dad can do it himself
18:59from where
19:00Dad is just out of breath when he walks
19:02I need to get a lot of rest, you know.
19:12poor dad
19:13his body is getting weaker because of his illness
19:18Dad asked
19:19you guys sit down
19:21Dad wants to talk
19:25if I'm hard
19:27Later, Papa will collapse again
19:49Papa wants to arrange Naza again
19:54Papa wants to decide Naza's life again
20:03Papa wants to repeat the mistakes that he can't make
20:06Dad fix it
20:08Dad, please just this once
20:10Naza please
20:12Don't arrange your life any more
20:15give Naza a chance
20:16to choose what Naza wants
20:18Dad didn't mean that, okay?
20:20and can no longer be controlled by papa
20:22don't mess around anymore
20:44let's play
20:46here bro
20:51eh there's an elephant there
20:54with camels
20:55What?
20:56Grandpa isn't here, Mas Leon
20:58Grandpa is resting right?
21:01on a break
21:02Yes, grandpa is resting
21:05Look
21:07don't let Leon ask to go out
21:10it seems busy
21:14article
21:17for the umpteenth time papa apologizes
21:20Dad apologizes
21:22because of dad
21:23has forced Naza to marry Albi
21:29Dad apologizes
21:30because it has taken away your freedom
21:34Dad apologizes
21:36because I have put you
21:38in the midst of this family's interests
21:41as
21:43as a guard
21:45as a counterbalance
21:47as someone who is always there
21:50but you never
21:52really visible
21:55you take care of Leon
21:57taking care of Zia
22:01while papa forces you to
22:04mendaping albi
22:06Dad knows
22:09you were forced to do that
22:12but why dad
22:14Papa didn't stop it all
22:17Papa even forced you to
22:19carry out papa's plan
22:21without involving your feelings
22:30Papa forces you to do it continuously
22:32temporary
22:33Papa never took care of you
22:38so you destroy yourself
23:03your father has to bear all this
23:05because i'm doing makeup
23:06no, no, not like that sis
23:08not like that
23:11Naza take care of it
23:12that makes Naza happy
23:13Naza likes me
23:14until papa forces you
23:15to marry my husband
23:17because I
23:21Naza
23:21dear Allah
23:37hopefully what happens in the future
23:40it could end well
23:45Seat
23:47Seat
23:48What's happening in front of that, Jok?
23:53That
23:54Mr. Wira is apologizing again
23:56the problem
23:57Naza was asked to marry Mr. Alpi yesterday
23:59try
24:01Come on, Mr. Wira
24:02Tea has been talking like that for a long time
24:05If we talk about it from the past
24:07it wouldn't have happened like this Jok
24:09All of this has been arranged by God
24:12we can just carry on
24:16that's why we have a lot to be grateful for
24:19if we are given the convenience of life
24:22we also have to surrender often
24:24if we have a problem
24:26then why are you here
24:28I haven't spoken to Mr Wira for a long time
24:31like that
24:32why me Jok
24:34yeah yeah Jok
24:35if you don't say that
24:37it wouldn't have happened like this
24:40Bi
24:41My position here is just as a driver
24:44I answered that
24:46if asked again
24:48that too if I can
24:50we are concerned, may I?
24:52but we can't interfere
24:55in other people's affairs
24:57all of them have their own portions
25:01Yes yes
25:05hopefully
25:06oh yeah
25:08everything will end well
25:20Bro
25:23Sis, don't cry, Sis
25:27I can't do that either
25:30because I'm in a coma yeah
25:33no no no
25:35no, not because of my brother
25:36it's not your fault, bro
25:38because I can't wire Leon
25:42I can not
25:44I can not
25:45taking care of Albi
25:47in the end you have to bear it all
25:50because I am Jok
25:51no no no like that sis
25:53no no no
25:56Naza takes care of other things
25:57Crazy Naza
25:58Naza likes it
25:58until your father comes
26:00to marry my husband
26:03no no
26:04I'm interested
26:08no, sis
26:09this is not your fault bro
26:11it's not my fault
26:12Zaga
26:12That's it, that's enough, brother, I'm not crying anymore, that's it.
26:17No, these are not brothers and sisters.
26:39Sis Zia, why are you crying?
26:43Sis?
26:48Who is the one who scribbled?
26:50You, classmate.
26:53Keep going?
26:54I was punished by the teacher.
26:57Asked to stand in front of the class.
27:00My eyes are on my assignment.
27:02But my brother did it.
27:04Yes, but it's all been crossed out.
27:08Nothing is visible.
27:09So, who made Zia sad?
27:11Never mind, no need.
27:13Who?
27:14What do you want to do?
27:16Naza wants to come to him.
27:18Naza said, don't bother Naza's sister anymore.
27:24That's enough Sis Zia, don't cry anymore.
27:26Naza, do you really want to come to her, so that Naza can have her hair cut?
27:29Naza is in 1st grade, he is in 4th grade.
27:32It's okay sis, Naza isn't afraid.
27:36Thank you Naza.
27:38It's okay, sis.
27:48It's not about me anymore.
27:50It's about them.
27:53About siblings who have always looked after each other.
27:57And now,
27:58I even became the reason for feeling
28:00to be hurt together.
28:23This is between them.
28:25It's not me who has to solve all this.
28:28But I'm also part of their problem.
28:31And that's not possible.
28:33I pretend.
28:34I'm not there.
28:35I actually wanted to go in.
28:37But I'm scared.
28:38I'm afraid the situation will get more complicated.
28:47They.
28:49My two daughters.
28:51And now they are in the same room.
28:53And both are in the same situation
28:56complicated.
28:57The difficult one.
28:58I fixed it quickly.
29:03Papa just realized.
29:06If Papa is too busy
29:08to see being a strong person
29:10while you need Papa.
29:16It turns out you guys
29:17don't need a big house.
29:20All you need is love,
29:22need attention.
29:26Meanwhile, Papa
29:27fail
29:29give it all to you.
29:33You
29:34grow into
29:36the woman is very strong.
29:39Did you forget?
29:43That's strong
29:44born from
29:45something embedded
29:48Sick
29:49and a very long time.
29:53Your mother is
29:54what a great person.
29:56A person with a big heart.
29:59A brave person
30:00sacrifice
30:01himself.
30:04Your mother is
30:05take care of you.
30:06Taking care of Papa.
30:08Until he forgets
30:09to take care of himself.
30:12so that he plays the role of land
30:13destroyed.
30:16And now
30:18Papa saw you two
30:20exactly
30:21like your mom.
30:24Who keeps the wounds.
30:27While you two
30:30don't want to hurt other people.
30:35You guys yourself
30:37wounded.
30:43Stop it
30:44Don't walk crying anymore, okay?
30:55Pack,
30:57Mama,
30:58Auntie,
30:59broke down crying.
31:02No.
31:02It's just a sound
31:03TV, really?
31:04Sir.
31:05Stop it
31:06TV.
31:07Yes,
31:08no one cried,
31:09Darling.
31:10This is the tipi
31:11those bodies.
31:13There was a crying sound, yeah?
31:14the type, yeah.
31:15Just crying.
31:17We'll see
31:18let's just fish.
31:21Why, sir?
31:23Yes,
31:23Come on,
31:24Come on.
31:24Come on,
31:25Come on, come on.
31:26Come on,
31:26ambulance,
31:26Come on,
31:27ambulance.
31:28Ah,
31:28the ambulance will come later.
31:29Come on,
31:29we feed the fish, okay?
31:32Come on.
31:33Okay.
31:36The role of land.
31:39Our family is broken.
31:43Father thought,
31:44if during this time
31:46we live in one house,
31:48everything will be fine.
31:50Turns out not.
31:53You guys learn
31:54to hide
31:55something that is injured.
32:07Papa is not wrong.
32:09Papa is not completely wrong.
32:19I should be the one leaving this all behind.
32:21I'm the one who's going.
32:24Because I don't have the right
32:25to stay.
32:27And if indeed my presence is here
32:29just to hurt everyone,
32:32so it is indeed better
32:33I'll just go.
32:35this is not all because of the wrong circumstances.
32:38But because of me.
32:40I had a part in it.
32:42And it doesn't feel like it's contributing either
32:44for you have to bear it all.
32:46Because this is not your responsibility.
32:48I am the one who has to take responsibility.
32:50And I have to go too.
32:54God, you know I love him.
33:01And you know I love her.
33:09Dear Allah,
33:12This house is really heavy now, huh?
33:15Mas Leon wants to feed the fish.
33:17Yes, fish.
33:19Fish.
33:23Thanks for eating fish.
33:25Hey, Den Leon.
33:27I want to feed the fish, Mr. Parjo.
33:30Come on, come on, come on.
33:30We feed the fish.
33:32Den Leon likes it.
33:33Do you like eating fish?
33:35This.
33:36Which fish is it?
33:37This.
33:38What color is it?
33:39Mek?
33:39Well, chicken.
33:41How many?
33:41Count it first.
33:42Counted.
33:42One.
33:43Two.
33:44Three.
33:45Four.
33:46Five.
33:47Setu.
33:47Eight.
33:48Skip all of them, okay?
33:50Okay, I'll get the food first, okay?
33:52We feed the fish.
33:54Okay?
33:54Fish.
33:55Okay.
34:00Just leave Nasang.
34:15Just leave Nasang.
34:19Not because...
34:21Nasang was just persuaded.
34:24Not because of dad.
34:28Not because Sis Zia was crying.
34:36But...
34:38It seems like Nasang is just tired.
34:40Must always run away from problems.
34:43Or maybe Nasang never solved the problem.
34:48Nasang just doesn't want to...
34:51The reason Nasang left was because he wanted to avoid you.
35:05Now...
35:05Now...
35:06Even though from the past...
35:07Nasang, whenever there is a problem, Nasang always goes.
35:16But it seems Nasang is tired.
35:17Nasang will not do that again.
35:22Just this once...
35:24Nasang doesn't even want to leave Nasang's life.
35:35Not because of being persuaded.
35:36Not because of papa's confession.
35:38It wasn't because Zia was crying.
35:40But because I know...
35:42All of Nasang's decisions today...
35:45It has something to do with me.
35:49Nasang...
35:50You should be able to live easily.
35:53Don't think about who will get hurt if you choose to be happy.
35:57But now...
35:59Every step you take...
36:02Always makes you feel guilty.
36:05And it's because of me.
36:07I make your life full of choices.
36:09Even though you just want to be loved in peace.
36:13The longer I'm here...
36:16That made me even more aware.
36:18The person who hurt Nasang the most...
36:21Maybe that's not the case.
36:23But I...
36:25Myself.
36:28I'm the one who keeps hurting you guys.
36:32And I also realized...
36:34If I'm not just part of this problem.
36:37But I can be the reason...
36:40Why...
36:41Everyone in this house is starting to lose their way.
36:47This...
36:48Feed this.
36:50Okay.
36:51Mr. Parjo, please stay here first.
36:53Just stay there.
36:54Okay.
36:55Yes
36:56Sis, please stay here for now.
36:57Yes, Mr. Parjo.
36:59Mr. Parjo.
37:01Pack.
37:03Java.
37:08You don't need to leave this house.
37:13This is Papa's house.
37:15You built everything here.
37:19I should be the one leaving this house, Sah.
37:20Not you.
37:22I'm the one who's going.
37:29For the first time...
37:33You can decide for yourself...
37:35What is best for your life.
37:39But...
37:40Why can't I accept it yet?
38:02I'm the one who's out of here, Sah.
38:06I'll go, not you.
38:26It's not really you who have to go.
38:32No matter how complicated your relationship is...
38:35You are still brothers.
38:37And can't be separated.
38:41I should be the one leaving this all behind.
38:43I'm the one who's going.
38:46Because I have no right to stay.
38:50And if indeed my presence here is only to hurt everyone.
38:54So it's better if I just go.
38:57This is not all due to the circumstances.
39:00But because of me.
39:02I had a part in it.
39:05And it also doesn't feel fair for you to have to bear it all.
39:08Because this is not your responsibility.
39:10I am the one who has to take responsibility.
39:12And I have to go too.
39:16Lord.
39:17Lord.
39:18Lord.
39:19Lord.
39:19God you know I love him.
39:24And no one can replace him.
39:30God is the only one who is always there.
39:37In my dreams.
39:41In my dreams.
39:43In my opinion.
39:49Mr. Alpi, where are you going?
39:54I want to go.
39:58I want to apologize sir.
40:01Apologize for what?
40:05Mr. Alpi.
40:06After that, I called Mr. Alpi.
40:08I think this family will be fine.
40:11Apparently not, sir.
40:13No, Mr. Parjo, this is not Mr. Parjo's fault.
40:16In fact, Mr. Parjo did all this because Mr. Parjo cared.
40:20Really care about this family.
40:22So where are you going, Mr. Alpi?
40:26Whether Mr. Alpi wants to or not, he has now become the head of the family.
40:32You have to be able to decide everything yourself.
40:37There's no need to help me wither or run away like this, sir.
40:46Honestly I am.
40:49I don't know.
40:50And I myself don't have an answer to all of that.
40:54So I'm really confused myself.
41:00Actually, Mr. Alpi knows the answer.
41:04Try asking your conscience, Mr. Alpi.
41:08I'm really sorry sir.
41:10I don't want to interfere in family matters.
41:14But I joined this family from little Nonzia and Nonazia, sir.
41:19So I'm sad that they're like this now.
41:33I know.
41:48Maybe I won't go, Sis.
41:51What is clear is that I did it not because of Mas Alpi.
41:54But for Kasia and Leon.
42:10Okay, okay, Sis.
42:13Naza didn't go.
42:22But there are conditions.
42:24The society.
42:26If I can do it, I will do it.
42:28Can.
42:29Absolutely possible.
42:32Brother can't be separated from Salbi.
42:33See you in the next video.
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