00:14I fill my lungs with half my worth
00:18And try to go numb so that I can't hurt
00:21Cause at my highs, I'm at my worst
00:25And I can't fly until I crash first
00:28Everyone seein' me screamin', been that since birth
00:31Everyone seein' this money I'm blowin', but nobody seein' the work
00:35Looked out, I'm high like you, for me the pills don't work
00:38I like diggin' in a bag, I like smokin' till it hurt
00:42And if my eyes roll back, then let the tears come first
00:45Man, hold the nose in too long, fake it like I'm too strong
00:49And when my eyes roll back, throw my body in the dam
00:52And them things in my pocket, will you hide them from my fam?
00:55Will you tell the world I loved hard? Can you make them understand?
00:59But all the things I'm strugglin' with, they make me less a man
01:02And all of the trauma I'm tryin' to bury, probably made me who I am
01:06Think growin' or broken was necessary so I could fix my film
01:09A part of me died on his deathbed, holdin' my daddy's hand
01:12Just tell my daughters, a father will drown if that means they can swim
01:16I fill my lungs with half my worth And try to go numb so that I can't hurt
01:23Cause at my highs, I'm at my worst And I can't fly until I crash first
01:30I know that it takes time, I'm comin' to get you
01:33Walkin' a straight line, I need me a breakthrough
01:36I'm smokin' a grapevine, sippin' a grape juice
01:40Choppin' a white line, it's gettin' harder to face you
01:56Take my hands off the wheel, I'm speedin'
01:59I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it
02:02Open wounds from my nose, still bleedin'
02:05Only you can clear me up, I'm still feedin'
02:08Cold sweats and these meds can't cheat it
02:11No sleep, I'ma party through the weekend
02:14Kerosene, blast smoke, I'm breathin'
02:17Somebody save me, I've been fallin' off the deep end
02:20All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck
02:23All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck
02:26I couldn't give a fuck, I never gave a fuck
02:28All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck
02:31Under pressure, I don't got control of my aggression
02:34Under the influence, I'm about to make a bad impression
02:37On a dress list, a man, munition, and a weapon
02:40And I've been smokin' on this shit since I was adolescent
02:4436's, I'm tryin' to get lucky, number 7
02:46I wonder if they got a spot for junkies up in heavy
02:49Leave a message, babe, I'll find my body in the bedroom
02:52And they can listen to this song if they want my confession
02:55Took my hands off the wheel, I'm speedin'
02:58I said I hate you when I left, I didn't mean it
03:01Open wounds from my nose, still bleedin'
03:04Only you can clear me up, I'm still feedin'
03:06Cold sweat season, meds can't treat it
03:09No sleep, I'll party down a weekend
03:13Kerosene, brush smoke, I'm breathin'
03:15Somebody save me, I've been fallin' off the deep end
03:18All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck
03:21All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck
03:24I couldn't give a fuck, I never gave a fuck
03:27All I know is I don't know how to give a fuck
03:30Go, go, go, go, get closer to death
03:33Go, go, go, go, get closer
03:36Go, go, go, go, get closer to death
03:39Go, go, go, go, get closer
03:41Go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go,
03:42go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go,
03:42go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go,
03:42go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go,
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03:42go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go, go
03:46You
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