00:00I was active in the gay community for 13 years.
00:03I was in it for 6 years, then struggled for 5 years before finding true freedom.
00:07It was 13 years for me.
00:09Four for me. We both walked away from it.
00:11I personally came out of the homosexual lifestyle.
00:14And we're just saying that if you want to change, there is a way to do it.
00:20I spent a lot of time thinking, how did I believe that?
00:28We were the leaders of the ex-gay movement.
00:32We believed that something must have happened to make you gay.
00:38Parents are learning about a program called Exodus, which claims to convert gays.
00:43We were promoting an idealized version of life.
00:46Gay people could be saved.
00:49I became a figurehead for this movement.
00:53My role was to get the message out.
00:57Homosexuality was changeable.
00:59I ached to be loved and to love a man.
01:06I went to my first Exodus conference when I was 17 years old.
01:10I remember feeling like this is the path to be good.
01:13It was awful pseudo-psychology.
01:17I started having panic attacks, the same-sex attractions.
01:21Those never went away.
01:26We had guys that attempted suicide because they felt guilty that they couldn't change.
01:32I'm looking at you.
01:33How does it feel to be broken?
01:35Is that a baby?
01:36The voice inside me said, how could you do that to your own people?
01:41There are new people taking up the torch.
01:44I live transgender and I left everything, follow the Lord.
01:48We are the worst!
01:50Jesus, take this reason!
01:51It won't!
01:57There's so much shame.
02:00We're killing ourselves by not embracing who God created us to be.
02:04Lord, we want you back.
02:06I believe there's something we've got in you today.
02:10In Jesus' name we thank you for the Lord.
02:12In Jesus' name.
02:20Are you straight now?
02:21You're not a gay person who fights with yourself every day.
02:24Right.
02:25No deportation!
02:27No deportation!
02:29No deportation!
02:42No deportation!
02:43No deportation!
02:47No deportation!
02:48No deportation!
02:48I don't want to do this anymore!
02:48In Jesus' name is�
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