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00:01:30Everything that went before is a dry leaf fallen from a dead tree.
00:01:35The tree's been cut down, the leaf crushed by feet and ground into earth.
00:01:41So now, there's only the memory of trees.
00:01:48I am the disease that rots the bark of trees.
00:01:52I am rust and gravity.
00:01:57In my dreams, we are all together again, and my mom is happy.
00:02:02But then the leaves all fall off the trees, and my dad is gone.
00:02:07Mom, I call out to him, but wherever he is, he can't hear me.
00:02:18Mr. Clark, please, this is AP English.
00:02:21If you can't extend a modicum of respect to your classmates, you are free to go right on down the
00:02:25hall to auto shop.
00:02:27Sorry.
00:02:28Okay, thank you.
00:02:31Miss Denning, how do you feel about that piece of writing?
00:02:36Okay.
00:02:38Anyone else praise, criticism for Miss Denning's poem?
00:02:48It's very nice.
00:02:49Good work.
00:02:51Anyone interested in vying for the Discovery Award for Young Poets, we will be discussing the details today after school
00:02:59in Poets Circle, room 302.
00:03:02And just in case the $3,000 scholarship doesn't entice you, the finals are held in Florida over spring break.
00:03:11Journal to the box.
00:03:23Miss Denning, you can go deeper.
00:03:31You're not staying?
00:03:33I'll have to take care of my sister.
00:03:35Do you want me to pick up an application for you?
00:03:37You're not going to pick me.
00:03:39Officer's judging the finals.
00:03:41What do you say to you?
00:03:43Nothing.
00:03:48A man in Mexico bursts on the eardrums with a pencil and so does Ireland shut.
00:03:55He says because the government is deaf and blind to people's pain.
00:03:59Lily, shut up.
00:04:01Look.
00:04:03Drop it.
00:04:23You better stay in there, you little brat.
00:04:34Where's Lily?
00:04:40Megan?
00:04:42I didn't do anything.
00:04:45Sorry.
00:04:48Open the door.
00:04:54What's it going to take?
00:04:56Huh?
00:04:58Get ready for bed.
00:05:01It wasn't my fault.
00:05:02I expect you to take care of her when I'm gone.
00:05:06Get a babysitter.
00:05:07I can't afford a babysitter.
00:05:10You do have a responsibility to this family.
00:05:14You had her.
00:05:15You take care of her.
00:05:18What did you say?
00:05:24Get out of my sight.
00:05:50It's going to get infected.
00:06:00You've got to stop hurting yourself, Lily.
00:06:02I don't know.
00:06:04I don't know.
00:06:05I don't know.
00:06:09It's going to take care of them.
00:06:35Mr. Blazick, channeling Bukowski, very good.
00:06:40Mr. Kappel, I believe blowjob is two words, or maybe it's a hyphen.
00:06:48Miss Denning.
00:06:54Mr. Sattler, another adventure story.
00:07:29Mr. Sattler, another adventure story.
00:07:32Mr. Bukowski, oh come on.
00:07:52Mr. Sattler, another adventure story.
00:08:00Mr. Sattler, another adventure story.
00:08:10So you're starting to look for colleges?
00:08:13Oh, I think I'm just going to stay here and go to Sinclair.
00:08:19Well, there are scholarships, you know, in addition to the contest.
00:08:23Well, I just got a job, so I'm kind of busy.
00:08:27Okay.
00:08:34Have your parents ever read your work?
00:08:37My mom has school after her work, so she's kind of busy, and I don't really see my dad.
00:08:46Hmm.
00:08:48Ever?
00:08:51Birthdays and Christmas, and he and my mom don't really get along, so it's kind of easier that way.
00:09:00Easier for you?
00:09:08We're the building, up on the right.
00:09:17I'd like you to enter the poetry contest.
00:09:20I can give you my lunch hour a few days a week to help you prepare.
00:09:23But I'm not a poet.
00:09:25Not yet.
00:09:34You missed the bus?
00:09:37You see me on it?
00:09:39No.
00:09:41Draw your own conclusions.
00:09:45Where'd you get those?
00:09:49Did you take them from the storage space?
00:09:51Draw your own conclusions.
00:09:56Put them away before Mom comes home.
00:10:01Who's this?
00:10:04Dad.
00:10:05No, the baby.
00:10:07Duh.
00:10:10I wasn't an angel.
00:10:12It's not me.
00:10:14You have his face.
00:10:15Same chubby cheeks, same eyes.
00:10:18They look just like him.
00:10:19I don't know.
00:10:59Lily, you better be ready to leave in two minutes!
00:11:10Why are you all dressed up?
00:11:12Do you have your lunch?
00:11:14No, I don't want it.
00:11:16Why are you wearing Mom's shirt?
00:11:18Why are you such a pest?
00:11:23That's his house.
00:11:25Oster's?
00:11:26Yep.
00:11:27He won some big award for writing a long time ago.
00:11:29You know that leather book he carries around?
00:11:31Yeah.
00:11:32It's his novel.
00:11:34How would you know?
00:11:35My parents used to be friends with him.
00:11:38If he told you to enter the contest, you're in it.
00:11:45Sorry.
00:11:45Oh, no.
00:11:47Please.
00:11:48Nothing.
00:11:50Please.
00:12:12Great poets touch the hidden place.
00:12:15The hidden nerve.
00:12:20So, we need a map of your nerve centers.
00:12:23If you're going to reveal them in your work, you need to know where they are.
00:12:30It's for later.
00:12:37What, uh, was the memory of trees about?
00:12:45You said, I am rust and gravity.
00:12:50What does that mean?
00:12:52That I felt bad.
00:12:53Was there a particular time when you felt bad?
00:12:57Or you just felt bad in general?
00:13:02I don't know.
00:13:08All right.
00:13:09What was the poem about?
00:13:13My dad.
00:13:16Leaving.
00:13:19So, what happened when your dad left?
00:13:24Was it day or night?
00:13:27Night.
00:13:29Did he say goodbye to you when he left?
00:13:35Miss Denning, I want you to write about that day.
00:13:37In detail.
00:13:38Write about the weather.
00:13:39Write about what you were wearing, what you were thinking.
00:13:41Be specific.
00:13:44A whole world emerges from little details.
00:13:53For example, when we buried my son, I had forgotten to put in my contact lenses.
00:14:01And I stood over him before they closed the coffin, trying to fix him in my memory.
00:14:09I could see the, uh, the red from his sweater and, uh, his blue pants.
00:14:17And there was a scab on his forehead, um, that, uh, it hadn't healed.
00:14:22It was from a bicycle accident.
00:14:23And I could feel that scab when I kissed him.
00:14:26But when I looked at him, he was, well, he was out of focus.
00:14:34So, when your dad left, what were you doing?
00:14:41I don't remember.
00:14:44Okay.
00:14:48Forget that I'm here.
00:14:50Okay?
00:14:50I'm not here.
00:14:51Just close your eyes.
00:14:58Where are you standing?
00:15:03By my window.
00:15:06In my room.
00:15:08Uh, did your dad leave, uh, in a van or a taxi?
00:15:13A car.
00:15:14A car.
00:15:17What color was the car?
00:15:20Blue.
00:15:23Okay.
00:15:24Go on.
00:15:26You're on a voyage across an uncharted sea.
00:15:29You must believe that there is land beyond the horizon.
00:15:31What land remains is a question mark.
00:15:33But that is the mystery, the joy of discovery.
00:15:38He doesn't write that stuff to me.
00:15:40Maybe he'll ask you to the prom.
00:15:42Shut up.
00:15:48Maybe.
00:16:00That's your mind.
00:16:03Just stop it.
00:16:05You're back.
00:16:07Mom wants to talk to you.
00:16:13Hi.
00:16:13Hi
00:16:17She won't she's on a hunger strike
00:16:22Well, I can't make her
00:17:00Hello. I thought your class was only until 9.00
00:17:18Can I tell you, why I want to give a nice, nice young girl
00:17:18Anyways, the last time I didn't want to give her is the success of the night
00:17:28She is so beautiful
00:17:30She's so beautiful
00:17:31She's so beautiful
00:17:33She's so beautiful
00:17:34She's a beautiful beautiful lady
00:17:36I don't know.
00:18:04I don't know.
00:18:09Meg.
00:18:29Okay, you tell me.
00:18:35I don't know.
00:18:37Why not?
00:18:42What's funny?
00:18:45Nothing.
00:18:46Why did you laugh?
00:18:50I don't know.
00:18:52Are you afraid I'm going to tell you that your work stinks?
00:18:57Doesn't?
00:18:58What do you think?
00:19:01Probably.
00:19:02I don't know.
00:19:08Come back when you do.
00:19:13It doesn't stink.
00:19:14Meg.
00:19:17There's a line that I like.
00:19:21Which one?
00:19:25Lost leaves spin past the glass, but the trees don't go.
00:19:31They stay by my window.
00:19:34What about the rest of it?
00:19:36I could go deeper.
00:19:39Good for you.
00:19:42So Meg, how are things going over at Seymour and Cedar?
00:19:46Fine.
00:19:49Did they say they were happy with her?
00:19:51Well, Steve hasn't called.
00:19:53Well, I guess that's good.
00:19:57You don't have school tomorrow.
00:20:00Do you know?
00:20:00No, honey.
00:20:02My interview is tomorrow.
00:20:04Why?
00:20:05Well, I just have this thing, this writing contest where we are going to read our stuff.
00:20:12What time?
00:20:14Um, after school.
00:20:17I don't know if I'll be able to make it.
00:20:19I don't know when I'll be done.
00:20:23I didn't call to confirm.
00:20:25It's all right.
00:20:26I talked to him this afternoon.
00:20:27Oh.
00:20:28Well, did he say who else he was considering?
00:20:30Hmm?
00:20:31Somebody in plastics.
00:20:33Hmm.
00:20:34A man or a woman?
00:20:36Dan, stop.
00:20:40Then you'll have to take the bus to Mrs. Rand's.
00:20:43Tomorrow.
00:20:43Okay?
00:20:49Maybe when I get this job we can all go out and celebrate, huh?
00:20:52Been four of us?
00:20:59You sent down a thank you note?
00:21:01No.
00:21:02Oh, please do that.
00:21:03I didn't have to help you get that job.
00:21:09I'd like to read your story.
00:21:11It's not a story.
00:21:13Oh, well, I thought you said...
00:21:14It's a poem.
00:21:16Well, I would like to read it.
00:21:23Georgia in the contest, too?
00:21:25Yeah.
00:21:27Well, maybe her mom can drive you off at Mrs. Rand's.
00:21:30I don't want to go there, Mom.
00:21:31Her house stinks.
00:21:34Don't start.
00:21:37Don't get into a lot of trouble to get into this interview.
00:21:40And if I get that job, it'll be a lot more money for all of us.
00:21:42So, come.
00:21:43Don't be a pet.
00:21:45Wish me luck.
00:21:46Good luck.
00:21:47Look out!
00:21:59This is called blue car.
00:22:03I rode my bike past her old house.
00:22:06A rusty chair keeps your place on the lawn.
00:22:10Lily cuts holes in herself to hurt you.
00:22:13But you just won't bleed.
00:22:15Now she won't eat.
00:22:18Since you left, Mom doesn't say your name.
00:22:22But even gone, I remember your face.
00:22:25The way the sun stays bright when I shut my eyes.
00:22:29The way a torch whipping the dark leaves a long red scar.
00:22:34Some nights when I wake up, I forget where we are.
00:22:40From our apartment, I can't see the stars or the horizon.
00:22:46Only the road.
00:22:48I know it goes to wherever you are.
00:22:54Miss Denning?
00:22:56Do you have a second?
00:22:58Sure.
00:23:14Losing a contest doesn't mean you lack talent any more than...
00:23:19than winning one makes you Ezra Pound.
00:23:23Do you understand that?
00:23:29All of your life you'll be judged.
00:23:31Some people will love you.
00:23:33Some will say you stink.
00:23:36None of it matters.
00:23:38The opinions of these judges, your friends, your mother, me.
00:23:42What matters is the condition of your soul.
00:23:45That it remain intact.
00:23:48And that you stay strong and you keep doing the work no matter what.
00:23:52I will.
00:23:54No matter what?
00:23:56I will.
00:23:58I have to go.
00:24:00So, congratulations.
00:24:05I won?
00:24:07Yes, you did.
00:24:09So now, we have to talk about how to get you to the finals.
00:24:14Florida?
00:24:15Are you going to be there?
00:24:17Yeah, I'll be there.
00:24:22Okay.
00:24:23Ms. Pound, you can go.
00:24:29I would actually be reporting directly to Don.
00:24:32Though Frank would be my boss.
00:24:33Yes.
00:24:35So, when do you hear?
00:24:37Could be as soon as Monday.
00:24:44I know you've been picking up the slack lately.
00:24:48How does sperm get into the egg to fertilize it?
00:24:54I have some books at home.
00:24:56I've read those books.
00:24:58If the sperm is in the man's penis and then the egg is in the woman's urethus, so how do
00:25:05they come together?
00:25:09Did I give you permission to borrow my blouse?
00:25:12So, how does the egg come out of the urethus?
00:25:14Do we have to have another talk with Father Allwart?
00:25:16No, thank you.
00:25:18Keep your hands off of things that don't belong to you.
00:25:21How does the egg come out of you to read it?
00:25:24Urethus!
00:25:25Do you hear me?
00:25:26Don't touch my things without asking.
00:25:29So, our lives are difficult and perhaps unpardonable.
00:25:31And the fae gods of youth have, as the old men told us they would, faded.
00:25:36But still, it is morning again this day.
00:25:38In the flowering trees, the birds take up their indifferent, elegant cries.
00:25:43Look around.
00:25:44Perhaps it isn't too late to make a fool of yourself again.
00:25:46And perhaps it isn't too late to flap your arms and cry out.
00:25:50To give one more cracked rendition of your singular aspirant song.
00:25:59Is this where they have it?
00:26:02Yep.
00:26:06Oh, you can hold on to that if you'd like.
00:26:12No lunch?
00:26:14No.
00:26:14Oh, come on. Here.
00:26:16Oh, no thanks. It's okay.
00:26:18No, no, I will be offended if you don't.
00:26:24What kind of bread is this?
00:26:26Um, it's a rosemary.
00:26:28You've never had it before?
00:26:30Mm-mm.
00:26:33Um, tell your mom if she has any questions, she can call me.
00:26:40Do you think she'll be able to come with you?
00:26:43I, um, I haven't asked her yet.
00:26:46Well, if your family can't afford to send you, the school might consider.
00:26:49We can afford it.
00:26:52Blue car.
00:26:56Do you think I could win?
00:26:59The girl wants to win.
00:27:00Uh, maybe I should write that here on the application.
00:27:04Well, no, maybe I should change my poem, like, write about America, write about something nice.
00:27:09No.
00:27:11You write what you care about.
00:27:18Can you read me some of your novel?
00:27:21Well, what do you mean, my novel?
00:27:23Georgia told me.
00:27:25Oh.
00:27:26I'm not going to copy you or anything, you know, just for inspiration.
00:27:31Hmm.
00:27:34Um, okay.
00:27:42In one creative thought, a thousand nights of love revive, filling it with sublimity and exaltation.
00:27:52And those who come together in the night, in a rocking delight, do an earnest work and gather sweetnesses, gather
00:28:00depth and strength for the song of some coming poet,
00:28:05who will arise to speak of ecstasies beyond telling.
00:28:10And though they err and embrace blindly, the future comes all the same.
00:28:18It's beautiful.
00:28:23Sorry.
00:28:25Yeah, I know.
00:28:26What's up?
00:28:27Can I have some money for lunch?
00:28:33Hey, this is, uh, this is my son, Rob.
00:28:36No problems, Meg.
00:28:37Hi.
00:28:39Thanks.
00:28:44I never realized here's your son.
00:28:47That's my son.
00:28:49Ready or not, the future comes all the same.
00:28:59Where's mom?
00:29:02She took me to the doctor.
00:29:04What'd he do?
00:29:07The usual.
00:29:10We met Don afterwards.
00:29:13Did she get the job?
00:29:33No, he was.
00:29:48I need my son.
00:29:49I need to know him.
00:29:49Do you want him?
00:29:54I like them.
00:29:56I probably need a big heart now.
00:29:56I'm not sure I'm not too tall because I'm not too tall.
00:29:56I'm not too tall, but I'm not too tall.
00:29:56I'm not too tall.
00:30:17I don't look like anyone, not even myself.
00:30:25He said not to indulge her.
00:30:28When she gets hungry enough, she'll eat.
00:30:30He's a quack, Mom.
00:30:31She hasn't had anything but water in two weeks.
00:30:33She's probably eating at school.
00:30:37Maybe we can take her to Florida.
00:30:40Over spring break, it's a really good place for sick people.
00:30:43I cannot afford the bills I have, Megan.
00:30:46I can't take you on a vacation.
00:30:47Well, if you get the job, then...
00:30:49I'm not getting the job.
00:30:54Angels don't fall out of the sky.
00:30:56They emerge from within.
00:30:58There is an angel within each one of you,
00:31:01and he is your personal bridge to heaven.
00:31:05This is the body of Christ.
00:31:08This is the body of Christ.
00:31:15Blessed are the pure at heart, for they shall see God.
00:31:17I am an angel.
00:31:19The Lord knows you are my child.
00:31:25The body of Christ.
00:31:31The body of Christ.
00:31:42The body of Christ.
00:31:48The body of Christ.
00:31:49The body of Christ.
00:31:49The body of Christ.
00:31:50The body of Christ.
00:31:51The body of Christ.
00:31:52The body of Christ.
00:31:52The body of Christ.
00:31:53The body of Christ.
00:31:53The body of Christ.
00:31:54The body of Christ.
00:31:57The body of Christ.
00:32:01The body of Christ.
00:32:02The body of Christ.
00:32:25Mr. Oster, it's Meg Denning.
00:32:30I'm sorry to bother you.
00:32:34Well, I just wanted to talk.
00:32:37My sister's not doing very well.
00:32:41Mr. Castron?
00:32:42Yeah?
00:32:42I have a family emergency.
00:32:43Is it okay if I go home early?
00:32:45My dad's here.
00:32:46Are there any customers upstairs?
00:32:47No.
00:32:48Go ahead.
00:32:53Megan, she's going to be okay.
00:32:56I don't know.
00:32:57No, she will.
00:32:58She's in the hospital now, and they're going to take very good care of her.
00:33:07It's okay.
00:33:08She's going to be fine.
00:33:12I'm going to take her to Florida, and everything's going to be fine.
00:33:17I'm not going to listen to my mom being older.
00:33:32You're going to be okay?
00:33:34Yeah.
00:33:39Sorry if I got stuff all over your shirt.
00:33:43It's not a problem.
00:33:50Why are you so nice to me?
00:33:55I mean, I'm glad.
00:34:01Thanks for coming.
00:34:04Anytime.
00:34:16Where the hell have you been?
00:34:18I forgot my backpack.
00:34:20Where were you?
00:34:21Work.
00:34:23I called work.
00:34:24They said that you were left with your father.
00:34:26How did you get home?
00:34:29A friend.
00:34:32I have been driving around for two hours looking for you.
00:34:36I called your father, and he had absolutely no idea what I was talking about.
00:34:41You want to go to Florida?
00:34:42I can't even trust you two miles from home.
00:34:44Get in there.
00:34:47You can go to school, and to work, and to the hospital.
00:34:51That's it.
00:34:53You will come straight home after work, and if you don't, then you don't get to work.
00:34:57Do you understand me?
00:34:59When I find out who your little boyfriend is, I'm going to tell his parents he's an inconsiderate
00:35:03little brat.
00:35:11Unfortunately, we do need your mother to co-sign for any withdrawals.
00:35:14But it's my account.
00:35:16That's the way the account was originally set up.
00:36:00I wish that you could stay with us.
00:36:02Do you guys drive?
00:36:04No, we fly.
00:36:05Unless Pat goes.
00:36:06But he's on Pearl, thank God.
00:36:10The four of us in one car for ten hours is basically hell.
00:36:13You know, you probably could stay with us.
00:36:16I don't think Tampa's very far from Siesta Beach.
00:36:18That way, all you'd have to do is pay for the airline ticket.
00:36:23I don't know these people.
00:36:25They're really nice.
00:36:29Did they invite us, or is this just Georgia?
00:36:33Georgia.
00:36:33Georgia said that she was going to ask her family.
00:36:37If you need to work, then, you know, I could take Lily and you can have a break.
00:36:42I don't know, Megan.
00:36:43I just...
00:36:47Hello?
00:36:49Could you close that door, honey?
00:36:52Yeah.
00:36:53Because I don't need it.
00:36:56No.
00:36:58You are.
00:37:00What about my thing?
00:37:16Here.
00:37:19I got you some chocolate, too.
00:37:22Your favorite.
00:37:28They can make you disappear in the night.
00:37:32They break the doors and windows, and then they amputate the wings.
00:37:37Can you see them?
00:37:40What?
00:37:42Wings.
00:37:44They won't grow because there's invisible food in the tubes.
00:37:51Lily, you don't need wings.
00:37:54We're gonna fly to Florida in a plane.
00:37:59The ceiling's too low.
00:38:17What do they say?
00:38:20They gotta move her.
00:38:22Where?
00:38:25The psychiatric wing.
00:38:34Hey.
00:38:35Everything okay at home?
00:38:36Oh, yeah.
00:38:37Yeah, everything's fine.
00:38:38Um, I was just wondering if it'd be possible to get my paying cash this week.
00:38:43That could probably be arranged.
00:38:44Thanks a lot.
00:38:45You bet.
00:38:59When did you purchase these?
00:39:01A couple weeks ago.
00:39:03They were like $40 each.
00:39:05You bought them here?
00:39:06Yeah.
00:39:07This isn't our stock.
00:39:09Perhaps if you can find your receipt.
00:39:11I got them at the Beermans in Oak Meadow.
00:39:13I'm afraid I can't help you.
00:39:14I can't help you.
00:39:15Yeah.
00:39:16Take care.
00:39:19Take care.
00:39:25Oh, God.
00:39:27No.
00:39:27No.
00:39:29You told me you were gonna move it from the new floor.
00:39:32What is going on?
00:39:35Oh, God.
00:39:36No.
00:39:38No.
00:39:41No.
00:39:42No.
00:39:44The window was open and she fell
00:39:49Oh Jesus God, no
00:39:51We deliver her up to you, O Lord
00:39:54To your arms and your mercy
00:39:56The 23rd Psalm
00:39:59The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want
00:40:01He makes me lie down in green pastures
00:40:04He leads me beside still waters
00:40:06He restores my soul
00:40:07He leads me in right paths for his name's sake
00:40:12The 23rd Psalm
00:40:14Bless the Lord of my soul
00:40:16And all that is in the name
00:40:37I don't belong here
00:40:39Stay away
00:40:39For God's sake, she's my daughter
00:40:41You wouldn't know it
00:40:43You don't come around
00:40:44And whose fault was that, exactly?
00:40:47Am I the one trying to turn the kids together?
00:40:49You don't get any part of her
00:40:51You never did
00:40:52You don't get away from her
00:40:54You don't know what she was alive
00:40:56You don't know what she was talking about
00:41:08You don't know what she was talking about
00:41:28You don't know what she was talking about
00:41:28You don't know what she was talking about
00:41:38You don't know what she was talking about
00:42:14I'm going to work.
00:42:52I'm going to work.
00:43:02I'm going to work.
00:43:04Yeah.
00:43:06Yeah.
00:43:07All right, fine.
00:43:07That's how we'll handle it then.
00:43:09Bye.
00:43:12Do you have any personal belongings here?
00:43:14No.
00:43:15Good.
00:43:16Clear up.
00:43:17Your patient just about covered the cost of the ties.
00:43:22Get out of my store.
00:43:23I need my money.
00:43:24Yeah, you should have thought of that before you stole from me.
00:43:26What are you talking?
00:43:27I didn't steal anything.
00:43:28Come on, get out of here anyway.
00:43:29No, I didn't steal anything.
00:43:32Asshole!
00:43:49What are you doing?
00:43:50Where are they?
00:43:52Where are they?
00:43:52The things you stole.
00:43:54I didn't steal anything.
00:43:56I thought we were done with this.
00:43:59Get out of my room!
00:44:01When you contribute to the rent of this place, then it'll be your room.
00:44:06Hey!
00:44:07Hey, that's my stuff!
00:44:10Go ahead, ground me!
00:44:11You're never even home.
00:44:13What are you going to do?
00:44:14Hire an armed guard?
00:44:16I'm going to Florida or wherever else I want to go.
00:44:18It's none of your business.
00:44:20Then maybe you better find someplace else to live.
00:44:25Fine, I'll go live with Dad.
00:44:27Oh, good.
00:44:28You do that.
00:44:28You do that.
00:44:29You think he is so wonderful?
00:44:30You go see how you like it over there.
00:44:31At least he doesn't try to control everything I do.
00:44:34Your father doesn't give a shit about you.
00:44:38How many times did he come around here last year?
00:44:40What, three?
00:44:40He doesn't come here because of you!
00:44:42He can't even manage to pay the lousy $60 a week in child support he owes me!
00:44:47I am up to here, in debts, trying to give you a life I can't afford!
00:44:51I go to work 12 hours a day and I go to school at night so that I can make
00:44:55life nice for you
00:44:56and all that I ask is that you respect the few rules that I lay down.
00:44:59And when I stick my neck out to get you a job, you don't embarrass me in front of my
00:45:05friends.
00:45:05That's all you care about, isn't it?
00:45:08What?!
00:45:08Your stupid friends!
00:45:09Stupid Dawn!
00:45:13You're an ungrateful brat.
00:45:37What do you think you're doing?
00:45:39You can't just pack her away into a storage unit like you did with Dad.
00:45:43Put her back in here.
00:45:44She's not yours, you fucking bitch!
00:45:51You can't do that!
00:45:51I'm sorry!
00:45:57She's a woman!
00:46:00Let's go!
00:46:06And grab her!
00:46:06I'll be okay!
00:46:06She's like, I'm gonna go!
00:46:07So what's going on?
00:46:07She's like, I'm gonna go!
00:46:07I can't, this one way, she's laying on the ceiling!
00:46:11I'll do my bed, she's like, I'm gonna go.
00:46:11I'm gonna go.
00:46:11The bed, she's gonna go!
00:46:15She needs to go!
00:46:16You're gonna go!
00:46:18I have a nice seat!
00:46:18Let's go!
00:46:20Our broken staff, she's just coming!
00:46:21And she's a nice seat!
00:46:21She's gonna go!
00:46:23I'm sure your mother feels a tremendous grief, and to lose a child is, well, my son Lucas
00:46:35was only four.
00:46:41Do you want to tell me how you feel?
00:46:47No.
00:46:54How do you think your sister would feel if she lost you?
00:47:02Sad.
00:47:03Yeah.
00:47:06I don't know.
00:47:10I'm mad at it.
00:47:13Who would she be mad at?
00:47:17My mama.
00:47:20Well, why would she be mad at your mom?
00:47:27Do you think your mom could have saved her?
00:47:33Maybe I...
00:47:36Maybe I could have...
00:47:37This is not your fault.
00:47:40It's not your fault.
00:47:42Oh, come here.
00:47:44Come here.
00:47:47I don't know.
00:48:16You are very beautiful, and you are, and you are very, listen, I should take some time,
00:48:35take all the time you need, and you can stay here.
00:48:55Okay, all right, we'll be home in half an hour.
00:48:59All right, bye.
00:49:01It's okay, you can stay with us.
00:49:03Every time we have a break, he comes...
00:49:07You ladies have a full evening planned, huh?
00:49:10Sex, drugs, and rock and roll?
00:49:12Pat's a delinquent.
00:49:14Pat's a delinquent.
00:49:16Do I detect a fellow fuck-up?
00:49:21So I was lifting credit cards, because nobody ever checks that shit.
00:49:25I'd buy some stuff, okay, and I'd sell it for cash.
00:49:30Yeah, I've done a bunch of fucked-up shit that I'm not really proud of in my life,
00:49:33but now I'm really trying to make it up to the people I hurt, like my parents.
00:49:37They're so fucking cool, I'm sorry, but the fucking feds, okay, bust my ass in Vegas
00:49:41because some chick at the bank is supposed to tell the casino that I got some sort of line of
00:49:44credit set up,
00:49:45but instead she fucking bones me.
00:49:47Yeah, do you believe that shit?
00:49:49She's my fucking French.
00:49:51But these motherfuckers, I'm sorry, cuff me, haul my ass down to jail,
00:49:56and my parents, they gotta fucking bail me out.
00:49:58Now, let me tell you something.
00:49:59You put that shit out there, it's coming back.
00:50:01You gotta set it straight.
00:50:02Seriously, it's like a boomerang.
00:50:04Well, I've done some things.
00:50:06Stole some things.
00:50:08Yeah?
00:50:09Well, you know, you just gotta try and find a balance.
00:50:11You know, you see a hungry guy?
00:50:13You give him some food, you know?
00:50:17Now, if I gotta take something from somebody, you know,
00:50:21I just gotta try and find a way to give something back.
00:50:23It's a give and take sort of thing.
00:50:26Yeah, I was trying to go to Florida.
00:50:29You going with my folks?
00:50:31No, no, I was trying to get the money so I could take a bus.
00:50:35You ever been on a bus before?
00:50:37Huh?
00:50:38Yeah.
00:50:38Gonna sit beside some fat fucking bat, sorry, some fat guy, okay, for 14 hours.
00:50:44Forget about it, I'll take you.
00:50:45I'm heading down to the Bahamas, so when do you need to go?
00:50:49Well, I have this thing, this contest in a couple of days.
00:50:52Okay, I'll tell you.
00:50:54I don't have any money, but I could share the driving.
00:50:57Hey, don't worry about it, okay?
00:50:58If I need a favor, you know, you'll do it for me, right?
00:51:04What's the name on the prescription?
00:51:06Uh, Gross. G-R-O-S-S.
00:51:10Her first name is Doris.
00:51:12Um, do you know when he called it in?
00:51:13This morning.
00:51:16Um, hang on.
00:51:32You all right?
00:51:33Yeah, yeah.
00:51:34You sure?
00:51:35Let's go over here.
00:51:35See what you got.
00:51:37All right.
00:51:38Show me the goods.
00:51:40We got vacated.
00:51:41Nice.
00:51:42Good score.
00:51:43People pay a lot of money for it.
00:51:45Oxycontin.
00:51:46Oh, man, this stuff is so good.
00:51:47You know why?
00:51:48It fucks you up, okay?
00:51:51Xenocal.
00:51:52Fat people love this stuff.
00:51:53And vacuna.
00:51:54What the?
00:51:55I have no idea what the hell that is.
00:51:57Come on, what's in here?
00:51:59We got Viagra and contraception diaphragm.
00:52:03Nice.
00:52:05I don't know what these people are up to, huh?
00:52:07Good job, partner.
00:52:10Let's go to the bank.
00:52:29The day I started GA, some dude says to me, going straight takes falls.
00:52:33So I got me some.
00:52:35There you are.
00:52:36Mad money for the lady.
00:52:38Huh?
00:52:40Give and take.
00:52:50Oh, sure.
00:52:51Every day is on me.
00:52:52That looks great.
00:52:53Hey, back to her, all right?
00:52:54I do the assignment.
00:52:55I do the assignment in that room.
00:52:58I'll talk to you.
00:53:00I'll talk to you.
00:53:00Shut up.
00:53:19You have the, uh, hour to write.
00:53:23Um, then please put your journals in the box.
00:53:26And, uh, uh, bon vacance.
00:53:45I was gonna leave you a note.
00:53:57Guess I'll just see you in Florida.
00:54:08Something wrong?
00:54:14I tell you everything.
00:54:22Did I do something?
00:54:26Come here.
00:54:28Come here.
00:54:59I wish I could show you how I feel.
00:55:18Hey. Hey. Whoa.
00:55:20Thank you for helping me.
00:55:22That's great.
00:55:24Well, I tie.
00:55:25It's real nice. I'm going to have to get myself a shirt.
00:55:28So when are we leaving?
00:55:29Crack it on.
00:55:30Okay.
00:55:31Yeah, so why don't you get your barn ass to bed?
00:55:33Yeah.
00:55:33All right.
00:55:34Good night.
00:55:52When was the last night you saw him?
00:55:55Last night.
00:55:56Did he give you any indication as to where he was going?
00:56:00No.
00:56:02So just the, uh, the jewelry, uh, coins and the car.
00:56:07Anything else?
00:56:08Some silver.
00:56:13Oh, my stupid idiot brother.
00:56:15What happened?
00:56:16He skipped his parole.
00:56:18So maybe he's going to come back.
00:56:20He's not coming back.
00:56:21He took my dad's watch collection and my mother's heirloom silver.
00:56:26What time are you guys going to the airport?
00:56:29We're not going.
00:56:33We're not going.
00:56:34We're not going.
00:57:03We're not going.
00:57:26I'll give you 75.
00:57:28That's with the jacket and the bike.
00:57:30That's a diamond.
00:57:32Yeah.
00:57:32But you see that little brown spot?
00:57:34That ain't worth nothing.
00:57:35Yeah.
00:57:53Yeah.
00:57:55Yeah.
00:58:01Yeah.
00:58:04Oh my god.
00:58:06Can you wonder what you're living for?
00:58:12Still the mornings will appear.
00:58:17Just a cock.
00:58:20Oh my god.
00:58:23Oh my god.
00:58:24Oh my god.
00:58:25Oh my god.
00:58:30It's hard to smile.
00:58:33Fly baby, fly!
00:58:36When you take care when you take the time.
00:58:41Fly baby, fly!
00:58:45You know your heart is opens.
00:58:51Everywhere the world is calling out.
00:58:55You keep your hand, don't look down
00:59:00You don't look down, no, you just fly
00:59:15Is this where the poetry contest is?
00:59:17Yes, it is.
00:59:18How much are the rooms?
00:59:19They start at about $189.
00:59:21The front desk is this way.
00:59:22Oh, no, it's okay.
00:59:23I'm at another hotel.
00:59:54I'm at another hotel.
00:59:55I'm at another hotel.
01:00:32Oh, it's great.
01:00:33I should go in.
01:00:34Well, it's great.
01:00:36Here.
01:00:37I can do it.
01:00:38No, you never do.
01:00:39Hi.
01:00:41Hey.
01:00:42Miss Denning.
01:00:45You all know one another?
01:00:47Miss Denning's in my AP English.
01:00:50Oh.
01:00:51You're here for the contest?
01:00:52Yeah.
01:00:53Would you like to join us?
01:00:56Yeah, come on.
01:00:57Here.
01:00:57Pull up a towel.
01:00:58I don't know if that's allowed, Tony.
01:01:01Fraternizing with the contestants before the big event.
01:01:03I am the very soul of objectivity.
01:01:06Right.
01:01:08I'm Delia.
01:01:09Pleased to meet you.
01:01:10Come along, little fish.
01:01:12Get your water wings on.
01:01:14Come on.
01:01:16Come on.
01:01:24When did you get here?
01:01:25Oh, just last night.
01:01:29You missed the gala opening night festivities.
01:01:32Yeah.
01:01:34I missed seeing you there.
01:01:40You don't like the sun?
01:01:42I like it too much.
01:01:47Your wife seems nice.
01:01:49She can be.
01:01:52She can be.
01:01:53She's a little weepy boy.
01:01:57Okay, let's have some drinks.
01:02:01Rob, the barrage.
01:02:04The beer.
01:02:06Oh, I'm sorry.
01:02:07What's your name?
01:02:08Meg.
01:02:09Meg.
01:02:10Here.
01:02:10Why don't you and Meg go in search of drinks?
01:02:13And Meg can change.
01:02:14All right.
01:02:15No.
01:02:18Monthly.
01:02:23No.
01:02:35You're.
01:02:38No.
01:02:39Okay.
01:02:40No.
01:02:41No.
01:02:42No.
01:02:43No.
01:02:46Let the relaxation begin.
01:02:50Who wants to play a game?
01:02:53You're going to cheat like you always do?
01:02:54Oh, I never cheat. I've never cheated in my life.
01:02:57I'm constitutionally incapable of cheating.
01:03:01Of course, I am a sore loser.
01:03:02I mean, yeah.
01:03:03That's different.
01:03:08So what kind of things do you write?
01:03:10Homes.
01:03:12Homes?
01:03:14Homes.
01:03:15Dear, it's pronounced Bo-in.
01:03:18Delia.
01:03:19What?
01:03:21I thought she'd want to know.
01:03:23Oh, I'm sorry. You're her teacher.
01:03:28Well, I'm sure Meg would like to go swimming with you, darling.
01:03:47Would you like me to walk you home?
01:03:50Sure.
01:03:51Okay, just let me get a sweater.
01:04:09What time are you going out tonight?
01:04:12Night?
01:04:14You boys are going to behave yourselves?
01:04:17Probably not.
01:04:28You okay?
01:04:34Right as rave.
01:04:36Fine as what?
01:04:38Finish it.
01:04:41All right.
01:04:52You're a lovely girl.
01:04:56Thanks.
01:04:58You're welcome.
01:05:01Good luck in the contest tomorrow.
01:05:08I'm sure you'll do very well.
01:05:18I might do a little work.
01:05:21Bravo.
01:05:26Your wife seems really smart.
01:05:29She is.
01:05:31She's also extremely unhappy.
01:05:36We've known each other for a long time.
01:05:41Well, since we were children, really.
01:05:44Younger than you.
01:05:49Does that make you feel uncomfortable?
01:05:52No.
01:05:54You should put this sweater on.
01:05:56You look... cold.
01:06:14All right.
01:06:25What's funny?
01:06:27I don't know.
01:06:31It just feels funny.
01:06:34Good.
01:06:35Funny.
01:06:41I have a friend who, uh, is going to come down tomorrow.
01:06:45He edits the art in review.
01:06:47I'm gonna talk to him about publishing your new improved blue car.
01:06:52I have something for you.
01:06:54What?
01:06:56It's kind of stupid, but...
01:07:00What is this?
01:07:05A tie.
01:07:07Probably don't even wear ties.
01:07:25Is this okay?
01:07:29Are you sure?
01:07:58Is this where you write?
01:08:04No.
01:08:08You okay?
01:08:09Yeah.
01:08:11Yeah?
01:08:18Oh, God.
01:08:29You're warm now?
01:08:31Yeah.
01:08:32Yeah?
01:08:44Oh, you are so beautiful.
01:09:03Come here.
01:09:09You all right?
01:09:10Yeah.
01:09:40Will you lie down with me?
01:09:54No.
01:10:03Are you okay?
01:10:04Yeah.
01:10:09Do you want me?
01:10:11No.
01:10:13Do you want me?
01:10:18No.
01:10:19Say this.
01:10:20Say this.
01:10:23Say this.
01:10:26Do you want me?
01:10:37Oh, come on.
01:10:53No, no, no.
01:11:21No, no, no.
01:12:00No, no.
01:12:40No, no.
01:13:04Do you need me to walk you home?
01:13:06No, it's okay.
01:13:14What's your book about?
01:13:20It's about an old man who falls for a young girl.
01:13:25Really?
01:13:28You don't believe me?
01:13:31How does it end?
01:13:37They make love and he is transformed.
01:13:44Make me proud tomorrow.
01:13:47No.
01:13:49Strike that.
01:13:51Make yourself proud and fame and fortune will follow.
01:14:10Good night, Debbie.
01:14:12Good night.
01:14:17Are you sure you don't want something to eat?
01:14:21No, thanks.
01:14:22I'm fine.
01:14:23Hey, Ricky.
01:14:24Yeah?
01:14:24Make me some pancakes, will ya?
01:14:26And put some bacon on the side.
01:14:28Do you like bacon?
01:14:29It's okay.
01:14:30It's okay.
01:14:30I'm not hungry.
01:14:31And real syrup too.
01:14:32None of that fake crap.
01:14:43Oh, wait.
01:14:43I need that.
01:14:44The napkin?
01:14:45Oh, I'm sorry, honey.
01:14:46I'm just trying to get some of this stuff out of your way.
01:14:49I never got a check.
01:14:51Oh, don't worry about it.
01:14:57Meg Dunning.
01:14:59Sue Axman.
01:15:03Sally Janet.
01:15:04Dini Parker.
01:15:10Is it?
01:15:26Good luck.
01:15:29Good luck.
01:15:46So do not look up to me, my friend.
01:15:49For now I realize that growing up is nothing more than knowing your own size.
01:16:24This poem, poem, is for Mr. Oster.
01:16:37It's called Now That I've Read Your Book.
01:16:40I've memorized the lines.
01:16:43It was easy.
01:16:45The dirty white pages.
01:16:47A margin of fancy designs.
01:16:50You draw outlines of inverted hearts.
01:16:53But mine's real.
01:16:56Not a valentine.
01:17:01As for the details.
01:17:15As for the details.
01:17:17Fiction, fiction, lies, lies.
01:17:19I am the coming poet who will arise.
01:17:23Crippled Phoenix, I fly up from your bed of ashes.
01:17:27When my dad left, I cut off my hands and sewed up my eyes.
01:17:34But that didn't keep me from reaching for you.
01:17:39Thank you for the gold star and your leaving.
01:17:44Blue car.
01:17:45Gold star.
01:17:47The leaving is a gift I will always hang onto.
01:18:03Thank you very much.
01:18:10Thank you very much.
01:19:40Hello?
01:19:41Hi, um, is my dad there?
01:19:45Hello.
01:19:47Hi, dad, it's, um, it's Meg.
01:20:09I called dad.
01:20:12I know.
01:20:15Maybe it'll be better for a while.
01:20:19I'm sorry.
01:20:23Me too.
01:20:24I know.
01:20:25I know.
01:20:49I know.
01:20:55I know he's not perfect, but I need him, too.
01:21:37I know he's not perfect.
01:22:18I know he's not perfect.
01:22:25Yeah.
01:22:30Do you remember when we drove into the country that one time?
01:22:35to the place where they sell penny candy.
01:22:39And it was you, me, Lily, and Mom.
01:22:44And we were driving over the bumps on the road so fast
01:22:47it felt like we were flying.
01:22:53I like this car.
01:23:01This old car likes you, too.
01:23:08It's ok.
01:23:17It's okay.
01:23:20Today the sun almost shines.
01:23:26Can you feel the sun?
01:23:29If you've been bleeding all this time
01:23:36Soon spring will come
01:23:39Is a trick of the mind
01:23:46Can you feel the sun?
01:23:51Today the sun all shines
01:23:55Can you feel it?
01:24:02And I am awake
01:24:05On your side
01:24:11That you may not
01:24:16Believe
01:24:21And I know it's better
01:24:26Than inside
01:24:29Right, but
01:24:32I am always on your side
01:24:37I am always on your side
01:24:42I am always on your side
01:24:52If we should go this time
01:24:58Then the living's done
01:25:01We should go this time
01:25:08I am always on your side
01:25:12I am always on your side
01:25:13We should give up your heart
01:25:16Yeah
01:25:18Then the living's done
01:25:21We should go this time
01:25:25We should go this time
01:25:25We should go this time
01:25:27And what's the use been
01:25:34And I am always on your side
01:25:42And I am always on your side
01:26:00Right, but
01:26:03I am always on your side
01:26:08I am always on your side
01:26:13I am always on your side
01:26:18I am always on your side
01:26:23I am always on your side
01:26:38I'm always on your side, I'm always on your side, I'm always on your side, I'm always on your side.
01:27:02I'm always on your side
01:27:07I'm always on your side
01:27:12I'm always on your side
01:27:23I'm always on your side
01:27:28I'll see you next time.
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