00:00Sino sa exes ko? Parang sila yung umiyak.
00:02I don't feel the same way as I felt before.
00:05Ibang-iba na ako ngayon, so hindi ko na siya love that way.
00:09Even if hindi ko sabihin, alam niyo na talaga kung anong nararamdaman ko.
00:13So wala akong matatago sa kanya.
00:14Kaya ako na lang yung nagtago sa kanya for the longest time.
00:24Sino sa exes ko? Parang sila yung umiyak.
00:26Charat!
00:29But that's the thing.
00:30I never really cried so much.
00:34Because I always felt like I was riding on such a fast train with my life
00:39that I don't think I was able to proper bury certain things in my past.
00:44I feel like even if I don't think about it, I'm still constantly healing my inner child.
00:51Isa told me that the other day.
00:53Because I wasn't really given proper time to move on.
00:57So it comes in fragments, moments.
01:01Some didn't matter.
01:03Some truly mattered.
01:05But I don't know.
01:07Maybe if I was really legally single, I would say the name.
01:15But I think I've said it in the past.
01:17But I don't feel the necessary, it's necessary to say it kasi I don't feel the same way as I
01:24felt before.
01:26So hindi ko na siya bibigyan ng pansin kasi ibang-iba na ako ngayon.
01:31So hindi ko na siya love that way.
01:33Siguro nung version ko na yun, love.
01:36At iniyakan ko naman din because I didn't know how to say goodbye.
01:40Sa mommy ko.
01:41Sa mommy ko kasi, you cannot hide anything from, I am her and she is me.
01:49I've learned to realize habang tumatanda ka, iisang materiales lang kayo.
01:54So even if hindi ko sabihin, alam niyo na talaga kung anong nararamdaman ko.
02:00So wala kang matatago sa kanya.
02:02Kaya ako na lang yung nagtago sa kanya for the longest time.
02:05Oo naman.
02:07Pero hardly hindi.
02:09Feeling ko nagkatampuhan kami ng very brief nung matanda na kami kasi, you know, life got serious and life happens.
02:17So in terms of responsibility, I'm so busy with my work.
02:22So sometimes, yun siguro yung naging fault ko.
02:24Hindi ako masyado naging present sa mga family appearances.
02:28Kasi may mga iba kong appearances.
02:30So yun lang siguro.
02:32Pero other than that, they've always been very supportive naman.
02:36So hindi, never ko naging problema yung magkakapatid.
02:41Staring at the blank page before.
02:44It's a never-ending healing journey.
02:46Ewan ko kung anong meron ako.
02:48Pero every time parang lagi akong napapaiba ng landas.
02:52But I am, I always believe in the magic of new beginnings and climbing the next mountain until we get
03:01to that destination.
03:02Again, I read somewhere on Instagram.
03:05It's not about the destination.
03:06It's really about the journey and the kind of person you become through it all.
03:11So at this point, I'm just really thankful and grateful to be wherever I am.
03:17This is my story.
03:18More fearless, more honest, more me.
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03:25or stream it on GMA Play.
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