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00:24The weather is all the rage nowadays, if you take a look at the satellites...
00:35Mum said she'd get more peace sleeping on a traffic...
00:38You can see it's a little...
00:43I wish you had a switch.
00:51Oh, that's it.
00:52So, Jess, why don't we all move into her room?
00:55Because she reckons she had more peace over at Pete's.
01:02Excuse me.
01:10Dad, it's just for the holidays.
01:12You can have it back, then, if Mum don't want it.
01:14Why should I want the job? I mean, I'll just have the baby.
01:17It's not man's work, is it?
01:19It's man's work, women's work.
01:21I'll air dress, go down the mines, knit, cook, run long dreads.
01:25It's all the same to me now.
01:26Anyway, it's not right for some man to have to do some woman's washing for her.
01:31Oh, you know it all, don't you?
01:33Excuse me.
01:47Oh, all right, I'll give in.
01:51I'll come in with you and show you the ropes.
01:54It's okay, there's no need, I've done it before.
01:56Not since I've been in, you haven't?
01:58But I've done it with Mum, I've done it by myself.
02:00But I've improved her system.
02:02It'll be embarrassing, Dad.
02:03What are you talking about?
02:04Look, don't come in with me.
02:06She can manage.
02:07But it's different, I've made it more efficient.
02:09I've organised things better, the service wash and everything.
02:13It's really easy to manage now.
02:14Yeah, men always manage things better than women, don't they?
02:17I didn't mean that, all I meant is that I've changed a few things.
02:20It's a laundrette, for God's sake, it's not Concord.
02:23All right, all right, if that's the way you feel about it, I won't say another word.
02:26God!
02:28Listen, perhaps it would be better if we could...
02:30Mum, no!
02:34She's got enough to do.
02:35Excuse me.
02:37Two nights a week at hamburgers, Saturday morning at the air dressers
02:40and bottling up for the pub.
02:42Let her dad have one job.
02:44Look, Mum, promise me it.
02:46All right, Michelle, all right.
02:47Well, it's not fair.
02:48I'll never get anything that I want.
02:49I'm not taking anything away from you.
02:51I just want to hand it over to you properly, that's all.
02:56All right.
02:56Show me, then.
03:02OK.
03:04That's all I want.
03:26Hiya.
03:27Are you up early?
03:28Yeah.
03:29I wasn't expecting you.
03:31I thought I'd come and help you open up.
03:33I can manage.
03:34I wanted to see you anyway.
03:36I see.
03:37I thought I'd do a double shift today, get some extra money.
03:40That'd be good.
03:41I'll come back about 5.30 to help you clear up.
03:43If you want.
03:47Mum says, why don't you come round for a meal sometime?
03:50All right?
03:51Yeah.
03:51Soon.
03:56You all right, Burleigh?
03:57Yeah, she started crying.
03:59I've got to look where it's OK now.
04:00It's good for a baby to cry.
04:03I wish I could hold a baby.
04:04You can hold an eagle, eh?
04:06No, no.
04:07My dropper.
04:07I've got to be going anyway.
04:09I'll drive me mad if I stay here.
04:11You can't breathe about it forever, eh?
04:13I didn't say that.
04:15Oh, I'm sorry.
04:17It's all right.
04:17It's all right.
04:19Anyway, happy afternoon.
04:21See ya.
04:22See ya.
04:22Here.
04:28Here.
04:29You and Michelle both in today?
04:31Yeah, Michelle's taken over from me.
04:33Oh, well, you did right.
04:34It's not a man's job, is it?
04:36Nah, nah, nah.
04:38Here.
04:39I've got a date with a fella.
04:42You tell me.
04:43What do I wear?
04:44Very bad when it comes to clothes, eh?
04:47You could walk around as bald as I peeled at one, I wouldn't notice.
04:50You dirty old man.
04:52You'd notice that all right.
04:55Yeah, I reckon I would.
05:00Michelle, you tell me.
05:01What shall I wear?
05:03Well, I'll come around and have a look at what you've got.
05:05Oh, that's an idea.
05:06What time?
05:07Well, how about 3.30?
05:09That's it?
05:10No.
05:10No.
05:11No.
05:11I'll come to you.
05:12More room.
05:13Okay, I'll be in.
05:14Oh.
05:15That's a weight off me brain, then.
05:18Here.
05:18Doc told me.
05:20Doc told me that Nick goes before the beak today, but not for murder.
05:26They're not charging him with murder.
05:29She looked happy about it, poor soul, and I was pleased for her.
05:33That means he could be on the streets again very soon.
06:04Well, there's a lot of money in clothes, Mrs. Bill.
06:06What?
06:06Oh, no, Mrs. Bill.
06:07You asked him?
06:08Yes, Mrs. Bill.
06:10Right.
06:11Well, we'll get this set up, then.
06:12Oh, thanks, Mum.
06:13Thanks, Mrs. Bill.
06:14Well, never mind a thanks.
06:15When you're churning the stuff out, you can do a job or two for me, right?
06:18Cut price.
06:30Everything all right?
06:31Fine, fine.
06:39I'm with you.
06:41Right, I suppose.
06:43Same old thing, really.
06:45Want work, need work, but no work.
06:49Things will get better.
06:50Bound to.
06:51Things always get better, don't they?
06:53Things never last.
06:56Unemployment's certainly lasting.
06:58Don't despair.
06:59I mean, look at the weather.
07:00How can anyone despair in weather like that?
07:10I think I'd better be going.
07:12Tell her.
07:22Taking it easy again this morning after?
07:24Yeah.
07:25Michelle's taking over the Lord's rep for the summer holidays.
07:27I'm on the loose again, then, eh?
07:28As always, Pete.
07:30Here you are.
07:31Give us a break.
07:32About half past twelve.
07:33Mind the stall for about an hour?
07:34Earn yourself a few quid.
07:37I'll do you a favour, Pete.
07:39Look, you just mind the stall.
07:41We'll worry about that later.
07:42A favour, Pete?
07:43See you, then.
07:44See you.
07:47You all right, Mum?
07:48Which one, love?
07:57There we are.
07:58See?
07:59Piece of cake.
08:00Right.
08:01I'll just break this.
08:03Which one of you wants to fred it?
08:09I don't know what I'm doing these days.
08:11You're not the only one.
08:12I just don't know what to do for the best.
08:15Stay in, go out.
08:17I've got my own life to leave, haven't I?
08:19I can't gag the child, can I?
08:22Why can't you?
08:23I want to look ravishingly beautiful.
08:26Well, that's all right, isn't it?
08:28I mean, I mustn't let myself down, must I?
08:31I know what you're talking about.
08:33I've got to look good.
08:34I've got to feel good.
08:35I've got to smell good.
08:37Give the man a chance, it.
08:39Say, didn't I haven't opened up today?
08:41Yeah, I noticed that.
08:42Yeah, well, they should be open today.
08:44Yes, well, perhaps they heard Nick's come back.
08:47Fled the country.
08:48Gone to the comfort of their own homeland.
08:50Oh, I wouldn't worry about Nick.
08:52Well, I do worry about Nick.
08:53He won't come back.
08:55He's a strange boy, Nick is.
08:56He's not stupid.
08:57Do you think I should go and see them at home?
08:59Who?
09:00Said and Naima.
09:02What's up with you, love?
09:03Here you are.
09:05There you are, darling.
09:06I don't know where to go.
09:09You can't blame Annie, you know.
09:10You can't blame her.
09:11Oh!
09:12She doesn't bother us, love.
09:14We've got to go.
09:18I don't know what she says half the time.
09:21You know, I've suddenly realised that beneath the skin, your skin, my skin, everybody's skin, out there in the big
09:28world, everybody's really mad and they're just hanging on.
09:32I know I am.
09:34I don't know what you're talking about.
09:36I feel as though the world is up there, like a big spaceship, ready to drop on me.
09:44To keep sane is to work.
09:48To work is to keep sane.
09:52I know it's not cold.
09:53You see, it's not cold.
09:56But I feel cold.
09:59Here.
10:02You're not dead.
10:04You surprise me.
10:06Because your hand's warm.
10:08You'll survive, Arthur.
10:11That's a very lucky hand.
10:14Things are looking up.
10:16You've got a good chance in there.
10:28All right, Mum?
10:29All right, Kath?
10:29Yeah.
10:30Here.
10:31I wonder why they haven't opened up.
10:33I've never known to miss a minute.
10:35Come to think of it, I'm not known to miss a second.
10:37I don't know.
10:38Here.
10:39Ian and Kelvin have borrowed the knit machine.
10:41They're going to clove us all in Woolies.
10:42Oh, Woolies?
10:43Oh, Pete.
10:45All right.
10:45All right.
10:46Can they handle it?
10:47Oh, yeah.
10:48Safe enough.
10:48I gave them a good grounding this morning.
10:50Now, they're setting up at Tony's.
10:52That's why I came over.
10:52I've got to come off a drink, if you're that late, client.
10:55Oh, me.
10:57Oh.
10:57Here, Mum.
10:59You know I asked you to mind the stall a bit, eh?
11:01Well, I've asked Arthur instead.
11:03I mean, he's beginning to droop.
11:04He ain't even got the long lorette now.
11:05Do you mind?
11:06No!
11:07You did right, son.
11:08You did right.
11:09Oh, old Arthur.
11:10He can't get nothing right, can you?
11:13Hello, Kath.
11:14Hi, Mum.
11:15Right, I'm ready.
11:16Right, Arthur.
11:17First you've gathered.
11:19Without you, we'll go dry.
11:21Customer.
11:22Go out of the world.
11:23Here's, Mum.
11:24Here.
11:25Pete, I've got something to tell you.
11:26I've decided to pay for young Ian's trip to France.
11:30He's a good boy.
11:31Fair enough.
11:31He deserves it.
11:33Oh, thanks, Mum.
11:34But that's for the future.
11:35The pub for the present.
11:37Thanks a lot, Arthur.
11:38Be back in an hour.
11:39All's the more reason to buy me old Mum a drink, then.
11:41Come on, girls.
11:42We're on our way.
11:42No, you're going to the bookstore on your own.
11:45I'm going to look after Ethel, then.
11:47Look at this.
11:49Oh.
11:50Here, Kathy.
11:51Kathy, I've finished it.
11:52I've finished it.
11:53Look.
11:53Here.
11:54What do you think?
11:56Oh.
11:56Pauline will appreciate that, Ethel.
11:58She really will.
12:04Ethel reckons Nick Cotton's having caught today.
12:06Yeah.
12:07And not being dumped and murdered, neither.
12:09Well, why not?
12:09No proof, I suppose.
12:11Plenty of proof.
12:12Yeah, but not the sort they could make stick in court.
12:14Or he could be back again.
12:16Yeah.
12:17Right.
12:17Well, he doesn't want to come round here if he does.
12:20Keep it down there.
12:21Dots in the other bar.
12:24Hello, Doc, darling.
12:25No issues?
12:26Yeah.
12:26Have we got any aspirins behind there?
12:28Yeah.
12:28See what we can do with you?
12:31Here you are, darling.
12:32Aspirins on the house.
12:34I've got a bit of pasta now, I must say.
12:36Without respect for me lad.
12:38He's up in court today.
12:40It's the least I could do.
12:41Gonna cheer him on, are we?
12:42Oh, no.
12:43I couldn't do that.
12:45Might have one of me turns.
12:46I mean, I wouldn't want to show him up in front of all them people.
12:49You know, the judges and that.
12:51And before you asked, yes, I did hear what you were saying in the other bar.
12:56I think that's all dark.
12:58Nothing personal, may I?
12:59Well, I won't rise to it.
13:01You can count yourself lucky that I'm a woman with some religious convictions
13:04who knows when to turn the other cheek.
13:06Oh, come on, Doc.
13:08It's just a lot of talk.
13:09It's a lot of vicious talk about an innocent boy.
13:12I know him, see?
13:13Well, I'm his mother, so I would, wouldn't I?
13:16And in case it's escaped, you notice, he's not been charged with murder.
13:20Yeah?
13:21I had heard.
13:21Because he could no more commit a murder than I could use foul language.
13:25He's been brought up to fear God, Dennis Watts,
13:28which is more than to be said for most of them around here.
13:30Look, I don't have a Barney with you, Doc, but he's being charged with something,
13:34so even you can't pass him off as Snow White.
13:36Well, all youngsters get up to wild things.
13:38It's part of growing up, innit?
13:40But he's not a bad lad, not deep down.
13:42Well, I'll just have to take your word for that, won't I?
13:45But what I said earlier still stands.
13:46If he gets off and comes back to Woolford, I don't want him showing his face in the vet.
13:49All your hypocrites round here, the lot of you. Hypocrites!
13:53Casting stones and an innocent boy when none of you's without sin.
13:57I've seen things going on in this community, and you're not exactly spotless in that direction yourself, Dennis Watts,
14:03that would make my Nick's hair cold.
14:05That's enough, Dot. If you want to make a speech, you go in Albert Square and do it.
14:08Pete, get her a box to stand.
14:13Grant what?
14:14Offered to pay for the whole holiday.
14:17God, you blokes have it cushy.
14:19Of course, you always were a favourite, weren't you?
14:21Well, I can't help it if I look like my granddad.
14:23So there's me, working all the hours God sings.
14:26Rotting up at the pub, working here.
14:28I've got the hairdressers and the hamburger place.
14:30Just so I can save up and get a bike.
14:31But you, you jammy toe rag, all hands in your lap, didn't it?
14:35I mean, you get your mum's nip machine so you can go into business,
14:37and now your gran's giving you all this money for a holiday.
14:39Well, it's not fair.
14:41I'm sorry, Cheryl.
14:43Do you want to take over here for a while?
14:44Oh, no.
14:45I wouldn't want to get your little hands mucky, would I?
14:48Oh, how your dad found this all since, did he?
14:51I weren't expecting you today.
14:52See ya, Cheryl.
14:53Why not?
14:54Yeah, see ya.
14:55Can't really miss you with that silver spoon in your mouth.
14:57Why not?
14:57What?
14:58Why weren't you expecting me here today?
15:00Because of your nick.
15:01What about my nick?
15:03Well, it's today, innit?
15:04So?
15:05I thought you might want to go and give him a bit of support.
15:07He knows he's always got my support.
15:10Anyway, me nerves wouldn't stand it.
15:13Oh, well, if you want to go and have a lie down.
15:15I don't mind working your shift for ya.
15:16No, no.
15:17Gotta put a brave face on it.
15:18Do me duty.
15:19I'll just have a cup of tea and a fag.
15:22Gotta get our priorities right.
15:25You never really liked mine, Nick, did ya?
15:27I can't say I really knew him that well.
15:29Oh, well.
15:30You'd be bound to say that.
15:32No, it's the truth as it happens.
15:33Your family all thought you had something to do with Mark's disappearing act, didn't they?
15:38Yeah, well, Mark did hang around with him, you know.
15:40Yeah, well, there's people around here that way.
15:43Nick could get the blame for everything.
15:45That's why he was under pressure.
15:48And you don't want to believe all that rubbish you hear about drugs either.
15:52That was all cooked up by the bill.
15:54It was planted.
15:56That's what it was.
15:57See, they wasn't getting enough arrests.
15:58They've got to get their quota.
16:00I read about it in the Gazette.
16:02Nick's a good boy.
16:03Wouldn't know how to fly.
16:06Last time nobody was seen for a long while.
16:08Poor old Reg.
16:10We all know what happened to him, don't we?
16:12Say he didn't all a Reg.
16:13He's young and strong and fit.
16:16Yeah, well, you never know with racist attacks.
16:18I mean, some are noisy, some are sneaky.
16:20All that violence. Anarchy, innit?
16:23Never the same since they came.
16:25East Ender isn't the same anymore.
16:27I mean, they're taking over, aren't they?
16:28Who do you mean?
16:30The Asians.
16:31Not the blacks?
16:32I'm talking about the Asians.
16:34Ooh, the Asians.
16:36Me and Kath are popping on the way home.
16:38We'll see if they all find.
16:41Knitting.
16:43Oh, my God!
16:44My knitting!
16:46My knitting!
16:48Oh, my robe!
16:50It's been savage!
16:53Oh, you monster!
16:55Oh!
16:56Oh!
16:58Oh, just look at it!
17:02Oh!
17:03It took me ages.
17:05Night and noon, morning and evening.
17:08Apart from the fact that what is a poor child going to do without a christening robe?
17:13I promised it.
17:14It depended on me.
17:16Oh, my goodness.
17:18Forget it, Ethel.
17:18You should watch where you put it.
17:20Tell you what, Ethel.
17:21Oh, I think I might be able to come up with an altar here.
17:23But Pauline had set her art on this one.
17:26Drown your sorrows, eh?
17:28Oh, well.
17:29I'll drown that dog if I have the chance.
17:32Cheers!
17:33Cheers!
17:35Cheers!
17:36Cheers!
17:37Cheers!
17:38Cheers!
17:40Cheers!
17:41Cheers!
17:41Cheers!
17:42Cheers!
17:43Cheers!
17:44Cheers!
17:44Cheers!
17:51You wanna cut the pairs?
18:06Everything okay?
18:08I suppose so.
18:10No, I'm on fed up.
18:12What about?
18:14Grand giving in all that money for a holiday.
18:17Oh, that.
18:18But it's not fair. Me boys get all the luck.
18:20I mean, I've got to work to get what I want.
18:22I'm in the same boat, love. I haven't got any money.
18:25I'd trade myself in if I could.
18:29I mean, look at us. Dad and Dahl are arguing over us.
18:32Who sweeps up the long threat?
18:34That's what we've come down to.
18:36You take it then, Dad. You have the job.
18:38No, I didn't mean that.
18:40Well, the job's yours.
18:42Promise is a promise. I'll pay.
18:51Died?
18:59How much is that dog in the window?
19:03I do hope that dog is for sale.
19:10Woof, woof!
19:11The one with the waggly tail.
19:14Woof, woof!
19:15How much is that dog in the window?
19:17How much is that dog in the window?
19:18Woof, woof!
19:18I do hope that dog is for sale.
19:21Woof, woof!
19:28Hello, love. All pears smashing. I'm starving.
19:33I'll cook you something. What do you want?
19:34Oh, I fancy a cheese and pickle sandwich and a nice cup of tea.
19:38OK.
19:39I seem to have been carrying this lump around forever.
19:42Come on, you. Hurry up.
19:43Mum, I've been talking to Dad.
19:45Do you know, I was quite enjoying myself on me own to start with.
19:47Then all of a sudden, I thought the whole world had sneaked off and left me on me tod.
19:55What's the matter, Michelle?
19:58I don't know, Mum.
20:01I mean, you'll have the baby to look after. I'll have to look after myself.
20:05That's why I wouldn't let Dad do the lingerie.
20:08I should have let him have the job. I don't feel right about not letting him have it.
20:12But I've got to look after myself.
20:14Michelle!
20:16I felt all right when Gran was away. I don't like to say that, but I was.
20:20I have my own room, Mum. A proper bedroom. Not some put-you-up in the front room.
20:26I felt really happy, Mum.
20:29I don't know what's the matter with me. I'm sorry.
20:31Oh, it's nothing, love. Nothing.
20:34I'm sorry, I'm just being stupid.
20:36No.
20:36Look, I'll cook you some tea and then we've got to dress up her for a big day.
20:40Oh, no.
20:40We've got to help her too. She can't do a thing for herself.
20:42Yes. I'll try and stop her dressing up like a Christmas tree.
20:48You all right, mate? I thought we heard her scream. You OK?
20:51Yeah, I'm OK.
20:53Sure?
20:53I'm quite sure.
20:56Speak for you. Nobody behind the door.
20:59Only my wife.
21:02Ah, yeah. I'm sorry. I didn't mean to disturb you.
21:06What with the shop not being open. You thought we'd just check to see if everything was all right?
21:10I thought we heard her scream.
21:12No scream.
21:15No scream.
21:17Stupid git. And me, I mean.
21:19Well, I'll let you get on with it. I mean, I'll see you later, aye? Sorry.
21:29Look at that embarrassing.
21:31I mean, I'm purple.
21:32I'm so clear what they were up to.
21:34It's not a bad idea, you know.
21:37You've had too much to drink.
21:38Well, maybe I'll have them there.
21:40Well, maybe I'll have them. How about it?
21:42How about what?
21:43How about in the afternoon half?
21:44And the stall?
21:45I'll do that.
21:48We stand about for them.
21:50That's it.
21:52It's not easy, is it?
21:54There must be a way of doing this. It's just a principle I can't understand.
21:57Yeah, we work everything out mathematically, right?
21:59And plot it down like graph paper.
22:01All right, the size of the stitches.
22:02Yeah, well, let's just stick to a simple pattern first, all right?
22:04Well, the problem's still the same, then.
22:06What the hell's going on here?
22:08Oh, hello, Dad.
22:09We've just borrowed Ian's mum's knitting machine. We're going to knit some sweaters.
22:12Hope to sell them. Make a fortune.
22:13Calvin, you could have tidied up the place before bringing someone in.
22:17I'm sorry, Dad.
22:18Well, that's your right, Mr. Carpenter. I don't mind.
22:20Well, I do.
22:22And look at the mess.
22:25Bloody hell, you've moved the fridge.
22:28How long it's been off?
22:29A couple of hours. Not long.
22:30A couple of hours.
22:32A couple of hours.
22:35Look, I don't want to be invaded like this.
22:37I'm sorry, Mr. Carpenter.
22:39Dad, I have to make some money.
22:41And we have to live here.
22:42If you can call it living.
22:45What did you say?
22:46Well, look, I'm just tired of sleeping on the floor in that bag.
22:49I'd like me own bed in me own room.
22:51You can always go back to your mum's, you know.
22:53I don't want to go back to me mum's.
22:55Look, Dad, if I earn some money, I can buy myself a bed
22:57and help you get in the house together quicker.
23:01Okay.
23:02All right. Fine.
23:04Look, I'm on your side, you know.
23:06Really.
23:08But if this place is going to be turned into a factory,
23:10let's organise it properly.
23:12We'll have some house rules, all right?
23:15Hours of working so that I can get some peace.
23:18Store equipment properly when done with.
23:21Not leaving it lying about.
23:24Hm?
23:25And get out of the place when I need a king.
23:29Come on, tear off so I can put my head down.
23:33Come on.
23:37All right.
23:39Come back this evening.
23:40And we'll lay it out and see how we manage.
23:43Okay?
23:43Oh, thanks, Dad.
23:44Yeah, thanks, Mr Carpenter.
23:46Hey, and Calvin.
23:48Bring home some milk.
23:49Yeah, all right.
23:51Hey!
23:51What about the fridge?
23:53There, Willie.
23:54Look at all this lot.
23:56Oh, you pay attention, then.
23:58Look at all of these.
24:00Look at them.
24:00I've never seen anything like it.
24:02I know.
24:03It's like the history from clothing from the year dot.
24:05Yes, Will.
24:06I could never throw anything away, you see.
24:08Now, what do you think of these glad rags I've got on?
24:12With my ermine stole, of course.
24:15Now...
24:15Yeah, I was looking at that one.
24:17Yeah, so was I.
24:18I was thinking about it.
24:20Too dull.
24:21Too daring.
24:23Too young.
24:25Too old, if anything.
24:27Something else, then.
24:29Well, what about this one?
24:30Oh, no.
24:31Look like a funeral in that.
24:34All right with a nail through me head.
24:37Now, Pauline, I wasn't going to give you this now.
24:40And I shouldn't give it to you now.
24:44Silver's the metal.
24:45A little silver medallion.
24:47And suitable for a boy or a girl.
24:50There.
24:51And I only wish it was an emerald.
24:53But that's a bit out of my price range.
24:56Oh, Ethel, it's lovely.
24:58Oh, isn't it sweet, Michelle?
24:59Yeah, it's lovely.
25:01Oh, thanks, Ethel.
25:02Oh, baby's first present.
25:04You were going to get something else, but never mind.
25:07You got that now.
25:09Now, this is nice.
25:10Do you like it?
25:12Mm.
25:13Oh, well.
25:17What do you think?
25:18Hmm.
25:19It isn't me, is it?
25:21You could do better.
25:23Yes.
25:23You have that, Michelle.
25:25What?
25:26No, I couldn't.
25:27Yes, go on, you take it.
25:29Are you sure?
25:30Yes.
25:30Oh, it's lovely, Ethel.
25:31Thanks.
25:32Oh, that's sweet of you, Ethel.
25:34Tell her.
25:35Now, what do I wear?
25:38I don't know what to wear.
25:41Well, what do you think he'd fancy?
25:44Oh, I know what he'd fancy, all right.
25:47But he isn't going to get it.
25:50Not yet.
26:13Not much point in flowers, is there?
26:15I mean, we could grow our own in here.
26:18Dirty cups and saucers.
26:19Plates and spoons.
26:20Clam to the ceiling.
26:22You know, the health inspector closes down.
26:25I want to pull myself together.
26:27I want to.
26:28I've got no energy.
26:30I'm so tired.
26:30I could sleep on my feet.
26:32Look.
26:34You're not the only one grieving.
26:35But only your grief matters, doesn't it?
26:37Or you can do it all.
26:39I've nothing left to offer.
26:41Whenever I love, I lose.
26:43Whenever I trust, I'm betrayed.
26:46That's them betrayed me.
26:48Like my mother, he took himself off before I was ready for him to go.
26:52You only think about the baby.
26:54Think about me for a change.
26:55You cut me off.
26:56You keep me out.
26:57You only think about the baby.
27:00Everyone deserts me sooner or later.
27:05Look, I'm supposed to look after you.
27:07That's what I'm supposed to do.
27:08But you won't let me.
27:09You cut me off.
27:10We don't go to bed anymore.
27:12You can't turn your back on me and push me to one side like a dirty cup.
27:16I'm here.
27:17Now.
27:19I mean to pull myself together.
27:21It's just that I keep hearing babies.
27:23Babies crying.
27:26You think more of a dead baby than you do of me.
27:28I'm alive.
27:30I'm still alive.
27:32God, I hate you like this.
27:34You're dirty.
27:35You're ugly.
27:35Everything is dirty.
27:36The calf is dirty.
27:37And it's all your fault.
27:39It's all getting worse and worse.
27:40All of it.
27:41It's all your fault.
27:42If it wasn't for you, Hassan wouldn't be...
27:45He wouldn't be dead.
28:12You aren't.
28:28You care.
28:35You're sick.
28:35You're stable.
28:39You're not.
28:39You'reeki.
28:39I'm here.
28:39You're without you.
28:41You're wondering,