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00:00:00The rejection happened on a Thursday, not that the day of the week mattered, in the grand scheme of ruined
00:00:07lives and shattered destinies.
00:00:09But there is something particularly insulting about having your soul cleaved in, too, on a Thursday.
00:00:15Mondays, people expected disaster. Thursdays were supposed to be unremarkable.
00:00:22Claudia had been standing in the great hall of Ironspire Keep when it happened.
00:00:26She remembered every detail with the kind of precision that pain carves into memory and refuses to let go.
00:00:34The way the torches made the gray stone walls amber.
00:00:38The way the hounds near the hearth lifted their heads when she walked in, as though they already knew.
00:00:44The way Alpha Darren Ashford stood with his back to her for a long moment before he turned around.
00:00:50And the way his jaw was set like a man who had already decided something, and was merely getting through
00:00:56the formality of saying it aloud.
00:00:59She had just turned 20.
00:01:01She had walked into that hall wearing her best riding cloak, because her mother had told her to look presentable
00:01:07when she met her mate for the first time.
00:01:09She had spent the morning trying to tame her dark hair, and had failed, and had decided it did not
00:01:15matter, because fate was fate, and surely fate did not care about hair.
00:01:19She had been so young.
00:01:21I reject you, Darren said.
00:01:24Three words.
00:01:25The same number of words as I love you, as I need help, as pass the salt.
00:01:31Three small words that landed like a broadaxe.
00:01:34Claudia felt the bond.
00:01:37That luminous, terrifying thread that had ignited in her chest the moment she'd crossed the threshold, and her wolf had
00:01:45gone absolutely still with recognition.
00:01:48Snap.
00:01:49It did not snap cleanly.
00:01:51Nothing ever does.
00:01:53It was more like watching a bridge collapse from the inside.
00:01:56The structure held for one impossible moment, and then it came apart, piece by piece, from the center outward, and
00:02:04the sound it made inside her was not a sound at all, but an absence of one.
00:02:08She stood there for three full seconds, staring at Darren Ashford, this tall, dark-haired, gray-eyed man who was
00:02:17apparently her mate and was apparently appalled by this, and she waited to see if she was going to cry.
00:02:23She did not cry.
00:02:24What she felt instead was something colder and more durable than tears, the quiet click of a door closing inside
00:02:32her, the precise and deliberate moment when a person decides that this, whatever this is, is not going to be
00:02:39the thing that destroys them.
00:02:40Very well, she said.
00:02:42And she turned around.
00:02:44And she walked out.
00:02:46She did not look back.
00:02:47Neither of them knew, in that moment, that the woman walking out of that hall was the last surviving heir
00:02:55to the throne of Verith.
00:02:56That the blood running quiet in her veins was the oldest royal blood on the continent.
00:03:02That the kingdom she did not yet know was hers was already waiting for her, and had been for 20
00:03:08years, concealed behind a lie her mother had died to protect.
00:03:13Darren Ashford would spend the next eight months sleeping poorly and making his entire pack miserable.
00:03:19He would spend them pushing away the phantom ache behind his ribs that no healer could explain, and no amount
00:03:26of work could dull.
00:03:27He would spend them telling himself, with diminishing conviction, that he had made the right choice.
00:03:34He had not, of course, made the right choice.
00:03:37But we are getting ahead of ourselves.
00:03:39This is the story of a rejection.
00:03:42And a crown.
00:03:44And two people who were catastrophically wrong about who they were, and what they deserved, and had to lose nearly
00:03:51everything before they were willing to admit it.
00:03:54It is, despite its unpromising beginning, a love story.
00:03:58Just not a simple one.
00:04:00Chapter 1
00:04:01Iron Spire keeps sat in the northern reaches of the Ashford Pack Territory, like a declaration of intent.
00:04:09It was not a beautiful fortress.
00:04:11It had not been built to be beautiful.
00:04:14It had been built to be difficult to attack.
00:04:17And in this ambition it had succeeded admirably for 400 years.
00:04:22Its walls were thick enough to lose a man inside.
00:04:25Its towers were perpetually cold.
00:04:27And its great hall had an echo problem that meant private conversations were, in practice, not very private at all.
00:04:36Claudia had traveled three days to reach it.
00:04:39Her home pack, the Halvern Pack, a modest but respected group settled in the river valleys to the south, had
00:04:47arranged the meeting through the proper channels.
00:04:49A letter had come the previous month, sealed with the Ashford Wolf Crest, confirming that Alpha Darren would receive the
00:04:57Halvern Omega Claudia at Iron Spire on the 14th of the new moon.
00:05:02Her pack master had been pleased.
00:05:04Her mother, had she still been alive, would have been pleased.
00:05:09Claudia herself had been cautiously optimistic, in the way that a person is cautiously optimistic about a thing they have
00:05:16spent their entire life being told to expect, and have therefore worked up a complicated relationship with.
00:05:22The mate bond was supposed to be sacred, a gift from the moon goddess herself, a recognition between two wolves
00:05:30that was meant to transcend class and rank and circumstance.
00:05:34In practice, of course, it was somewhat more complicated than the old songs suggested.
00:05:40Claudia was an Omega.
00:05:42Darren Ashford was an Alpha.
00:05:44Not just any Alpha, but the ruling Alpha of one of the three most powerful packs in the Northern Territories,
00:05:52a man who commanded 300 wolves and answered to no one except the distant and largely ceremonial authority of the
00:06:00High Council.
00:06:01The gap between their stations was not a gap, so much as an abyss, and Claudia was not so naive
00:06:07as to have missed this.
00:06:09She had, however, allowed herself to hope.
00:06:13This was, in retrospect, the mistake.
00:06:16She had felt the bond the moment she walked through the Great Hall's doors.
00:06:20It had been unmistakable, like stepping from a dim corridor into direct sunlight, like the first breath after a long
00:06:28submersion, like every metaphor she had ever read in the old stories and dismissed as romantic exaggeration.
00:06:36Her wolf had simply gone.
00:06:38Oh, as though recognizing something it had been searching for, without knowing it was searching.
00:06:45Darren Ashford had been standing with his back to her, speaking to his beta.
00:06:50He had gone very still.
00:06:52And then he had turned, and she had seen his face.
00:06:56He was not what she had expected.
00:06:58She was not sure what she had expected.
00:07:01Precisely.
00:07:02The romantic stories tended toward descriptors like, magnificent and commanding, that rendered the actual man somewhat abstract.
00:07:11What she saw was a person.
00:07:13A tired one.
00:07:15A person who had, apparently, just experienced the same seismic recognition she had, and whose immediate response to it was
00:07:23something that looked disturbingly like dismay.
00:07:25She had given him the time to compose himself.
00:07:29This had perhaps been her second mistake.
00:07:31His beta, a broad-shouldered man named Torben, who had the expression of someone watching a fire he had been
00:07:39quietly dreading materialize, withdrew from a hall with the practiced smoothness of a man who recognized a conversation he did
00:07:47not want to witness.
00:07:48And then it had been just the two of them, and the echo, and the hounds by the fire, and
00:07:54the moment that Claudia would spend the next eight months trying and failing to stop replaying.
00:07:59I know what you are, Darren had said, finally.
00:08:03His voice was low.
00:08:04Not unkind.
00:08:06Worse than unkind.
00:08:08Somehow, careful.
00:08:10The voice of a man who had thought about this and arrived at a conclusion he had decided to stand
00:08:16by.
00:08:16I know what this is.
00:08:18So do I, Claudia said.
00:08:21Then you understand why.
00:08:23I don't, she said.
00:08:25Not yet.
00:08:26He looked at her then.
00:08:28Really looked.
00:08:29And she saw something move through his gray eyes that she could not name.
00:08:34Something that was not cold.
00:08:36Not calculated.
00:08:37Not the simple disdain she had braced herself for.
00:08:41Something almost like pain, which made no sense,
00:08:44which she filed away in the part of her mind that handled things she did not yet have the context
00:08:50to interpret.
00:08:51I am an alpha, he said, as though she might have somehow missed this.
00:08:56My pack requires.
00:08:58I am aware of what your pack requires, Claudia said.
00:09:02She was surprised by the steadiness of her own voice.
00:09:05I am asking why it requires it of me.
00:09:08You're an omega.
00:09:09He said it plainly, not cruelly, but plainly, as though the word contained within it all the explanation that was
00:09:18needed.
00:09:18And perhaps, in the world as it was constituted at that particular moment,
00:09:24in the Northern Territories, in the Ashford pack,
00:09:27in the political reality that Darren Ashford had inherited and never questioned, it did.
00:09:32Claudia considered this.
00:09:34She considered his gray eyes and his careful face,
00:09:38and the pain she thought she had seen move through him.
00:09:41She considered the bond still humming in her chest like a plucked string,
00:09:46diminished now but not gone.
00:09:49It would not be gone until he said the words,
00:09:52until the formal rejection was spoken,
00:09:54and some part of her wolf was still,
00:09:57absurdly,
00:09:58waiting for him to decide otherwise.
00:10:00She gave him one more moment.
00:10:02He said the words.
00:10:04And she walked out.
00:10:05What Claudia did not do,
00:10:07in the days and weeks that followed,
00:10:10was fall apart.
00:10:11This was perhaps surprising,
00:10:13given the circumstances.
00:10:15The rejection of a mate bond was not a small injury.
00:10:19It was, by every account she had ever encountered,
00:10:22one of the most significant wounds a wolf could sustain.
00:10:26The old healers had written about it.
00:10:29The storytellers had composed entire tragedies about it.
00:10:33There were ceremonies to ease the separation,
00:10:36rituals to help the severed wolf grieve and recover.
00:10:39Claudia had none of those resources.
00:10:42What she had was a three-day journey home,
00:10:45a packmaster who watched her with carefully neutral eyes,
00:10:49and a small stone cottage on the edge of the Halvern village,
00:10:53where she lived alone.
00:10:54She arrived home on a Sunday.
00:10:57She unpacked her traveling bag.
00:10:59She put the kettle on.
00:11:01She sat down at her kitchen table,
00:11:03and she stayed there for a very long time,
00:11:06not moving,
00:11:07just breathing,
00:11:08just being in the space of what had happened.
00:11:10She did not cry.
00:11:12She had decided,
00:11:13somewhere on that second day of riding with her jaw set
00:11:17and her eyes on the road,
00:11:18that she was not going to give the rejection a single tear.
00:11:22This was not stoicism, exactly.
00:11:25It was closer to a decision about who she intended to be.
00:11:29After an hour at the kitchen table,
00:11:31she picked up the kettle and made tea.
00:11:34After three days,
00:11:35she went back to work.
00:11:36After a month,
00:11:38she was almost used to the hollow space
00:11:40where the bond had been.
00:11:41Almost.
00:11:42The thing about wounds,
00:11:44the kind that go deep enough to reach bone,
00:11:46is that they do not heal at the rate you want them to.
00:11:50They heal at the rate they want to.
00:11:52And the severed mate bond did not heal so much as calcify,
00:11:56became part of her,
00:11:57became scar tissue,
00:11:58became the particular kind of ache
00:12:00that one stops noticing in good hours
00:12:02and notices acutely in bad ones.
00:12:05She was, on balance,
00:12:07managing.
00:12:08This was the state of things
00:12:09when the first soldiers arrived.
00:12:11Chapter 2
00:12:12They came on horseback,
00:12:14twelve of them,
00:12:15wearing armor that did not belong
00:12:17to any pack Claudia had ever encountered.
00:12:20It was old armor,
00:12:22not old and worn,
00:12:23but old and deliberate,
00:12:25the kind of craftsmanship
00:12:26that had been preserved across generations
00:12:28because it was too significant to replace.
00:12:31The crest on their breastplates
00:12:33was a crowned wolf mid-howl,
00:12:35rendered in silver on deep blue.
00:12:38Claudia was in her herb garden
00:12:40when they arrived.
00:12:41She straightened from her work,
00:12:43soil on her hands,
00:12:45a cutting knife in her grip,
00:12:47and looked at twelve armored soldiers
00:12:49in the road outside her cottage
00:12:50and experienced the specific
00:12:53and bracing feeling
00:12:54of a person whose quiet life
00:12:56has just been interrupted
00:12:57by something large.
00:12:59Claudia of the Halvern Pack,
00:13:01said the woman at the head of the column.
00:13:04She was silver-haired and severe,
00:13:06her back straight as a blade,
00:13:08her dark eyes scanning Claudia
00:13:11with the efficiency of someone
00:13:12conducting a rapid
00:13:13and professional assessment.
00:13:16Born on the night of the winter solstice,
00:13:18twenty years passed,
00:13:20daughter of Adeline
00:13:21and, until now,
00:13:23unnamed father.
00:13:24That's a fairly intimate way
00:13:26to introduce yourself
00:13:27to someone you haven't met,
00:13:29Claudia said.
00:13:30She did not put the knife down.
00:13:32Not out of aggression, precisely.
00:13:34More because it seemed sensible
00:13:36to hold onto something solid.
00:13:38The silver-haired woman
00:13:40almost smiled.
00:13:42My name is Commander Saya
00:13:43of the Verith Royal Guard.
00:13:45I've been looking for you
00:13:47for eight years.
00:13:48I've been in this garden
00:13:49for most of them,
00:13:50Claudia said.
00:13:52You weren't looking very hard.
00:13:53This time the woman did smile.
00:13:56It was a brief smile.
00:13:58Careful, but genuine.
00:14:00Your mother hid you well.
00:14:02She was an exceptional woman.
00:14:05The mention of her mother
00:14:06landed differently
00:14:07than Claudia expected.
00:14:09Not with pain, exactly.
00:14:12That pain was old
00:14:13and worn smooth by now.
00:14:14But with a sudden sharp attention,
00:14:17the feeling of a puzzle piece
00:14:18being offered
00:14:19that she did not yet know
00:14:20was part of a puzzle.
00:14:22What do you want?
00:14:23Claudia asked.
00:14:24The truth is somewhat involved,
00:14:27Commander Saya said.
00:14:28May I come inside?
00:14:30The story that Saya told,
00:14:32sitting across from Claudia
00:14:34at the kitchen table
00:14:35with a cup of tea
00:14:36going cold in her hands,
00:14:37was this.
00:14:3821 years ago,
00:14:40the kingdom of Verith,
00:14:42the oldest sovereign wolf kingdom
00:14:44on the continent,
00:14:45ruling the lands
00:14:46east of the mountain range
00:14:48that the northern packs
00:14:49called the Grey Walls,
00:14:50had been torn apart
00:14:51by a succession crisis.
00:14:53The king,
00:14:55Aldred Verith III,
00:14:56had died without a declared heir.
00:14:59His queen had died
00:15:00in the same sickness.
00:15:02What he had left behind
00:15:03was a brother,
00:15:05Merrick,
00:15:05with ambitions and a following,
00:15:07and a daughter,
00:15:08a daughter whose existence
00:15:10only a handful of people knew about,
00:15:12because she had been born
00:15:13to a woman who was not the queen,
00:15:15and because the king,
00:15:17aware of his brother's ruthlessness
00:15:19and aware of his own failing health,
00:15:22had made certain choices.
00:15:24He had sent the child away.
00:15:26He had sent her west,
00:15:27with her mother,
00:15:28with a new name
00:15:29and a sealed letter,
00:15:31and the knowledge
00:15:32that if she were ever found
00:15:33by the wrong people,
00:15:35she would not survive the finding.
00:15:37Adeline, Claudia's mother,
00:15:39had settled among the Halvern pack.
00:15:42She had built a quiet life.
00:15:44She had raised her daughter
00:15:45as an omega,
00:15:47as a member of the pack,
00:15:48as a person who belonged
00:15:50to the valley and the river
00:15:51and the herb garden,
00:15:53and not to thrones
00:15:54or succession crises,
00:15:56or the complicated machinery
00:15:58of kingdoms.
00:15:59And then,
00:16:00eight years ago,
00:16:01Adeline had died.
00:16:02A fever,
00:16:04swift and pitiless,
00:16:06the kind that takes people
00:16:07before anyone has properly
00:16:09said goodbye.
00:16:10She had left,
00:16:11on the kitchen table,
00:16:12a sealed letter.
00:16:14Claudia had read that letter,
00:16:16She had read it twice,
00:16:17and then she had folded it up
00:16:19and put it in the bottom
00:16:20of the cedar chest
00:16:21where she kept her mother's things,
00:16:23and she had told herself,
00:16:25with the same quiet deliberateness
00:16:27she brought to most decisions,
00:16:29that she needed time
00:16:31to understand what it meant
00:16:32before she decided
00:16:33what to do with it.
00:16:34Eight years had passed.
00:16:36She had been,
00:16:37she now admitted,
00:16:39somewhat avoidant about this.
00:16:41You read the letter,
00:16:42Sia said.
00:16:43It was not quite a question.
00:16:45Yes,
00:16:46Claudia said.
00:16:47And you said nothing.
00:16:49I said nothing.
00:16:50For eight years.
00:16:52I was,
00:16:54Claudia said,
00:16:55processing.
00:16:55Sia looked at her
00:16:57for a long moment.
00:16:58There was something
00:16:59in the look
00:17:00that was not quite exasperation
00:17:02and not quite admiration
00:17:03and was perhaps
00:17:05a mixture of the two
00:17:06that had not previously
00:17:07had a name.
00:17:09Your uncle has been
00:17:10on the Verith throne
00:17:11for 20 years,
00:17:12she said finally.
00:17:13He has not been a good king.
00:17:15I gathered as much,
00:17:17Claudia said.
00:17:18People who kill
00:17:19their brother's heirs
00:17:20in order to take thrones
00:17:22generally aren't.
00:17:23He does not know
00:17:24you're alive.
00:17:25Or rather,
00:17:27he has suspected,
00:17:28but he has not been
00:17:30able to find you.
00:17:31Sia paused.
00:17:33He found your mother's
00:17:34old contact.
00:17:35Three months ago.
00:17:36We learned of it.
00:17:37We came first.
00:17:39Claudia looked at her hands.
00:17:41At the soil still caught
00:17:43under her fingernails
00:17:44from the herb garden.
00:17:45At the cutting knife
00:17:47on the table
00:17:47beside her teacup.
00:17:49She thought about
00:17:50Darren Ashford
00:17:51saying she,
00:17:52was an omega
00:17:52as though it explained
00:17:54everything.
00:17:55She thought about
00:17:56the severed bond
00:17:57in her chest,
00:17:58its familiar ache,
00:18:00its quiet scar.
00:18:02She thought about
00:18:03her mother,
00:18:03who had chosen
00:18:04a quiet valley
00:18:05and a small cottage
00:18:06and a false name
00:18:08and a lifetime of silence
00:18:10to keep her daughter safe
00:18:11and who had never
00:18:12told her daughter
00:18:13any of this
00:18:14while she was alive
00:18:15because some truths
00:18:16are too heavy
00:18:17to give to a child.
00:18:19If I come with you,
00:18:20Claudia said slowly,
00:18:22What happens?
00:18:23You take your throne,
00:18:25Saya said.
00:18:26You return to Verith.
00:18:28Your uncle's claim
00:18:29becomes illegal
00:18:30the moment you are recognized.
00:18:32You are the true heir.
00:18:35And if I don't,
00:18:37Saya's expression
00:18:38did not change.
00:18:39Your uncle's people
00:18:41will find you
00:18:41and they will not be here
00:18:43to offer you tea.
00:18:45Claudia nodded once.
00:18:47She stood up from the table.
00:18:48She went to the cedar chest.
00:18:51She retrieved the letter.
00:18:53She read it one more time.
00:18:55Her father's handwriting,
00:18:57which she had never seen before
00:18:58in anything else,
00:19:00careful and precise,
00:19:01and carrying in every stroke
00:19:04the weight of a man
00:19:05trying to say enough
00:19:06in a very limited amount of words.
00:19:08She had been eight years old
00:19:10when she first read it.
00:19:12She was twenty now.
00:19:14The words were the same.
00:19:15She was not.
00:19:17Give me an hour to pack,
00:19:18she said.
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00:19:30Chapter 3
00:19:31Backslash We Should Check In
00:19:33Briefly
00:19:34on Darren Ashford
00:19:35This is perhaps uncomfortable
00:19:37given what we know about him.
00:19:39He is not,
00:19:40at this point in the story,
00:19:42a sympathetic figure.
00:19:43He made a choice,
00:19:44a cold, calculated,
00:19:46status-driven choice,
00:19:48and a woman walked out
00:19:49of his great hall
00:19:50carrying his decision
00:19:51in her chest like a wound,
00:19:53and he watched her go,
00:19:54and he told himself
00:19:56it was the right thing.
00:19:57We want to be very clear,
00:19:58it was not the right thing.
00:20:00Darren, to his credit,
00:20:01was also starting
00:20:03to suspect this.
00:20:04The month after the rejection,
00:20:06he had been fine,
00:20:07functional.
00:20:08He had told himself
00:20:09the hollow ache
00:20:10behind his ribs
00:20:11was simply
00:20:12the adjustment period,
00:20:13the natural consequence
00:20:14of a mate bond
00:20:15initiated and severed,
00:20:17an inconvenience
00:20:18that would pass.
00:20:19He had thrown himself
00:20:20into packed business,
00:20:21there was always packed business,
00:20:23and he had eaten
00:20:24regular meals
00:20:25and held council
00:20:26and done all the things
00:20:27a functioning alpha
00:20:28was supposed to do.
00:20:29The second month,
00:20:30he had been
00:20:31slightly less fine.
00:20:32The hollow ache
00:20:33had not passed.
00:20:34It had,
00:20:35if anything,
00:20:36deepened,
00:20:37not dramatically.
00:20:38He was not the sort of man
00:20:40given to dramatic displays,
00:20:41but quietly
00:20:42and persistently,
00:20:44the way water works
00:20:45on stone.
00:20:46He had started
00:20:47to notice small things.
00:20:48He noticed the absence
00:20:49of a presence
00:20:50he had never actually experienced,
00:20:52which made no logical sense.
00:20:54He noticed
00:20:55that he was irritable
00:20:56in a directionless way,
00:20:58irritable at weather
00:20:59and food
00:20:59and the perfectly reasonable
00:21:01administrative requests
00:21:02of his council members.
00:21:04He noticed,
00:21:04most inconveniently,
00:21:06that he had developed
00:21:07a habit of stopping
00:21:08in the middle of tasks
00:21:09and staring at nothing
00:21:10for intervals
00:21:11that his beta Torben
00:21:12tracked with increasing concern.
00:21:14Torben,
00:21:15who had been Darren's beta
00:21:16for six years
00:21:17and his closest friend
00:21:18for 12,
00:21:18had not said anything immediately.
00:21:21He was a patient man
00:21:22and a careful one,
00:21:23and he understood
00:21:24that Darren needed
00:21:25to arrive
00:21:26at certain conclusions
00:21:27under his own power
00:21:28because Darren arriving
00:21:29at conclusions
00:21:30under pressure
00:21:31from other people
00:21:31was historically
00:21:33counterproductive.
00:21:34He had waited.
00:21:35For months in,
00:21:36Torben finally said something.
00:21:38They were in the training yard,
00:21:40running drills
00:21:41with the younger wolves
00:21:42in the pack's warrior cohort,
00:21:44and Darren had stopped
00:21:45mid-correction
00:21:46and stood with his hands
00:21:47loose at his sides
00:21:48and the expression
00:21:49of a man attempting
00:21:50to locate a thought
00:21:51that keeps moving
00:21:52just out of reach.
00:21:53Is it getting worse?
00:21:55Torben asked.
00:21:57Darren turned to look at him.
00:21:58I don't know what you mean.
00:21:59Yes, you do.
00:22:01Darren considered this.
00:22:02The training yard was cold.
00:22:04It was always cold
00:22:06at Iron Spire.
00:22:07The wind off the mountains
00:22:08did not permit otherwise,
00:22:10and the young wolves
00:22:11had gone still,
00:22:12watching their alpha
00:22:13with the alert wariness
00:22:14of people who sensed
00:22:15something significant
00:22:16was happening.
00:22:17Fall out,
00:22:19Darren said to them.
00:22:20Then,
00:22:20to Torben,
00:22:21walk with me.
00:22:22They walked to the parapet
00:22:24that faced south.
00:22:25It was a clear day,
00:22:27the mountains stark
00:22:28against a white sky,
00:22:29the valley below spread out
00:22:31in its winter emptiness.
00:22:32Darren stood with his hands
00:22:34on the cold stone
00:22:35and looked at the southern road.
00:22:37Tell me,
00:22:38Torben said.
00:22:39Darren was silent
00:22:40for a moment.
00:22:41I made the right decision,
00:22:43he said.
00:22:43It came out
00:22:44with slightly less conviction
00:22:46than he had intended.
00:22:47Did you?
00:22:48She was an Omega.
00:22:50My pack requires.
00:22:51I know what you told her,
00:22:53Torben said.
00:22:54I know what you told yourself.
00:22:56I'm asking what you think now,
00:22:58for months later,
00:22:59after sleeping badly
00:23:00and being unpleasant
00:23:01to our council
00:23:02and staring at the south road
00:23:04like it owes you something.
00:23:06Darren's jaw tightened.
00:23:07I think,
00:23:08he said,
00:23:09after a long pause,
00:23:10that I may have been
00:23:11operating on assumptions
00:23:12I did not examine.
00:23:14Torben breathed out
00:23:15through his nose.
00:23:16This was,
00:23:17from Torben,
00:23:18the equivalent
00:23:19of a dramatic exclamation.
00:23:21For months,
00:23:22he said.
00:23:23Four months to get there.
00:23:25I am thorough.
00:23:26You are stubborn.
00:23:28Same thing.
00:23:29Torben leaned his forearms
00:23:31on the parapet.
00:23:32What are you going
00:23:33to do about it?
00:23:34I don't know yet,
00:23:35Darren said.
00:23:36He looked down
00:23:37at the south road.
00:23:38She's a long way away.
00:23:40She is,
00:23:41Torben agreed.
00:23:42And every day
00:23:43she gets further.
00:23:44He didn't know then
00:23:45how profoundly accurate
00:23:46that was.
00:23:47While Darren was standing
00:23:49on his parapet
00:23:49reconsidering his choices,
00:23:51Claudia was three days
00:23:53east of the gray walls
00:23:54and getting further
00:23:55by the hour.
00:23:56The road to Vereth
00:23:57was nothing like
00:23:58the valley
00:23:58she had grown up in.
00:24:00It was wilder,
00:24:01the landscape shifting
00:24:02from the gentle river country
00:24:04of the Halvern lands
00:24:05through dense pine forest
00:24:06and then into the long,
00:24:08elevated plains
00:24:09that the Vereth people
00:24:10called the Windfields.
00:24:12The sky was enormous here.
00:24:14The grass bent
00:24:15in permanent waves
00:24:16from a westerly wind
00:24:17that never seemed
00:24:18to entirely stop.
00:24:20The mountains
00:24:21were behind her now
00:24:22and the world felt wider
00:24:23than she was accustomed to,
00:24:25which was both exhilarating
00:24:26and faintly terrifying.
00:24:28Commander Saya
00:24:29rode beside her
00:24:30and answered questions
00:24:31with the patience
00:24:32of someone
00:24:33who had been waiting
00:24:33a long time
00:24:34to have this conversation.
00:24:36How many people
00:24:37know I'm alive?
00:24:38Claudia asked
00:24:39on the second day
00:24:40out of the Halvern territory.
00:24:43Within the guard,
00:24:4412.
00:24:45Within the kingdom,
00:24:47fewer than five.
00:24:49Saya paused.
00:24:50Your uncle does not know,
00:24:52or he would have moved
00:24:53more aggressively before now.
00:24:55What does he know?
00:24:57That your mother fled.
00:24:58That she went west.
00:25:00That she was never found.
00:25:03A brief pause.
00:25:04He knows that the king
00:25:06had a child.
00:25:07He has never been entirely certain
00:25:09whether that child survived.
00:25:1120 years is a long time
00:25:13to sit on an uncertain throne.
00:25:15It is, Saya agreed.
00:25:17It has not made him
00:25:19a more pleasant man.
00:25:20Claudia thought about this.
00:25:22She thought about the strangeness
00:25:24of having a family
00:25:25she had never known.
00:25:27A father's handwriting
00:25:28on a letter.
00:25:29An uncle's throne
00:25:30built on a lie.
00:25:31A kingdom that had been waiting
00:25:33in some abstract sense
00:25:35for her whole life.
00:25:37She thought about
00:25:38how different the shapes
00:25:39of things looked
00:25:40when you finally understood
00:25:41what you were looking at.
00:25:43Tell me about Verith,
00:25:44she said.
00:25:45Saya told her.
00:25:46The kingdom was old,
00:25:48older than the Pax system
00:25:50in the western territories,
00:25:52older than most
00:25:53of the political structures
00:25:54that currently carved up
00:25:55the continent.
00:25:56It had been built
00:25:57on the principle
00:25:58that wolves could govern
00:25:59as wolves,
00:26:00that the instinct
00:26:01for hierarchy
00:26:02and loyalty
00:26:03that ran through
00:26:04their nature
00:26:05could be channeled
00:26:06into something
00:26:06more durable
00:26:07than conquest.
00:26:08The early Verith kings
00:26:10had been unusual rulers,
00:26:12not only powerful
00:26:13in the physical sense,
00:26:14but scholars,
00:26:15diplomats,
00:26:16people who had understood
00:26:18that authority
00:26:18was most stable
00:26:19when it was also legitimate.
00:26:22Merrick, her uncle,
00:26:23had none of those qualities.
00:26:25He had the authority.
00:26:26He had spent 20 years
00:26:28assembling the legitimacy
00:26:29through a combination
00:26:31of force and propaganda
00:26:32and the simple arithmetic
00:26:34of being the only person standing.
00:26:37He was not,
00:26:38Saya said,
00:26:39entirely without political skill.
00:26:42He had kept the kingdom
00:26:43from fracturing.
00:26:44He had maintained the borders
00:26:46and the trade routes
00:26:47and the basic machinery
00:26:49of governance.
00:26:50He had also taxed his people
00:26:52into exhaustion,
00:26:53suppressed three attempted uprisings
00:26:55and quietly eliminated anyone
00:26:57whose bloodline
00:26:58made them inconvenient.
00:27:00He's been trying
00:27:01to have me killed,
00:27:02Claudia said.
00:27:03It was not quite a question.
00:27:05Twice, Saya said.
00:27:07We intercepted
00:27:08the second attempt
00:27:09six weeks ago.
00:27:10That was what precipitated
00:27:12our decision
00:27:12to find you.
00:27:13A fission of him,
00:27:15Claudia said.
00:27:16He's a thorough man.
00:27:18Apparently,
00:27:19it runs in families,
00:27:20Claudia said,
00:27:21and was surprised
00:27:22to hear something
00:27:23almost like dark humor
00:27:25in her own voice.
00:27:26Grief,
00:27:27she had learned,
00:27:28had a way
00:27:29of arriving
00:27:30in unexpected forms.
00:27:32Sometimes,
00:27:33it arrived as laughter,
00:27:35sharp and brief,
00:27:36because the alternative
00:27:38was worse.
00:27:39They arrived in Verrath
00:27:40on the eighth day.
00:27:41The capital city
00:27:42was called Halvard,
00:27:44not to be confused
00:27:45with her former pack.
00:27:46The names were coincidental,
00:27:48and she had always
00:27:49found it faintly strange,
00:27:51and it sat at the junction
00:27:52of three rivers,
00:27:54protected on the north
00:27:55by the gray walls
00:27:56and on the east
00:27:57by a natural bluff
00:27:58that had been fortified
00:28:00into the city's outer wall
00:28:01centuries ago.
00:28:02It was,
00:28:03by any reasonable measure,
00:28:05an impressive city.
00:28:06It was large and old
00:28:08and layered with history
00:28:10in the way
00:28:10that very old cities are.
00:28:12Each era of building
00:28:14pressed against the next,
00:28:15the ancient stone
00:28:17of the original walls
00:28:18supporting the newer towers,
00:28:20the original market square
00:28:21surrounded by a century
00:28:23of accumulated growth.
00:28:24It smelled of river water
00:28:26and baking bread,
00:28:28and the particular combination
00:28:29of wood smoke
00:28:30and cold air
00:28:31that Claudia,
00:28:32for reasons she could not
00:28:34entirely explain,
00:28:36found herself responding to
00:28:37as though to something familiar.
00:28:39as though something
00:28:40in her blood recognized it.
00:28:42She had thought
00:28:43she was prepared for this.
00:28:45She found,
00:28:46riding through the outer gates,
00:28:49that she was not.
00:28:50Chapter 4
00:28:51The plan,
00:28:53as Saya laid it out
00:28:54in the safe house
00:28:55three streets from the palace,
00:28:57was this.
00:28:58Claudia would not announce
00:29:00herself publicly.
00:29:01Not yet.
00:29:02Not until they had secured
00:29:04allies within the court,
00:29:05people who remembered
00:29:07the old king,
00:29:07people who had spent
00:29:09twenty years
00:29:10in quiet opposition
00:29:11to Marek's reign,
00:29:12people who had recognized
00:29:13the royal bloodline
00:29:15and act on it.
00:29:16There were more of these people
00:29:18than Marek suspected,
00:29:19because Marek was the kind of man
00:29:21who believed that power
00:29:22crushed all opposition,
00:29:24and had therefore missed
00:29:25the category of people
00:29:26who had learned,
00:29:27very carefully,
00:29:28how to be opposed to him
00:29:29without being visible about it.
00:29:31These allies would need
00:29:33to see her first.
00:29:34They would need to be certain.
00:29:36Certain of what?
00:29:37Claudia asked.
00:29:39That you are who you are,
00:29:41Saya said.
00:29:41And that you are someone
00:29:43who can actually lead.
00:29:45That's two separate criteria.
00:29:47Yes.
00:29:48The bloodline is the first.
00:29:50You are your father's daughter.
00:29:52Anyone who knew him
00:29:53will see it.
00:29:54The second is more complicated.
00:29:57Saya looked at her
00:29:58with those steady dark eyes.
00:30:00You've spent your life
00:30:01as an omega
00:30:02in a packed society.
00:30:04You've had no formal training,
00:30:06no experience
00:30:07with court politics,
00:30:08no practice
00:30:09with a specific kind
00:30:10of authority required
00:30:11of a ruling monarch.
00:30:13She paused.
00:30:14You are also,
00:30:16from what I have observed
00:30:17in ten days,
00:30:18someone who walked out
00:30:19of a mate rejection
00:30:20without falling apart
00:30:21and spent eight years
00:30:23holding onto a secret
00:30:24that most people
00:30:25would have been broken by
00:30:26and who made a life's decision
00:30:28in under an hour
00:30:29and has not wavered
00:30:30from it since.
00:30:32Claudia considered this summary.
00:30:33You're saying there's potential,
00:30:36she said.
00:30:36I'm saying,
00:30:38Saya replied,
00:30:39that the qualities
00:30:40that make a good ruler
00:30:41are not always the ones
00:30:43that formal training produces.
00:30:45Sometimes they're the ones
00:30:46that survive
00:30:47in the absence of it.
00:30:49The first meeting
00:30:50was three days later.
00:30:52It was held
00:30:52in a private library
00:30:54on the palace's eastern wing,
00:30:56a room that technically
00:30:57belonged to the head archivist,
00:30:59an elderly man
00:31:00named Prosper
00:31:01who had served three kings
00:31:03and survived all of them
00:31:04through the simple expedient
00:31:06of making himself
00:31:07so quietly indispensable
00:31:09that even Merrick
00:31:11could not justify
00:31:12removing him.
00:31:13Prosper had been
00:31:15one of the king's
00:31:15most trusted advisors
00:31:1721 years ago.
00:31:19He had been the one
00:31:20who sealed the letter.
00:31:21He had been one
00:31:22of the five people who knew.
00:31:24He was 83 years old
00:31:26and he moved
00:31:27with the careful economy
00:31:28of a man
00:31:29who has learned
00:31:30to spend his energy
00:31:31deliberately.
00:31:32When Sia brought Claudia
00:31:34into the library
00:31:34and closed the door,
00:31:36he looked at her
00:31:37for a very long time
00:31:38without speaking.
00:31:40Well, he said,
00:31:41finally.
00:31:42His voice was dry
00:31:44and precise,
00:31:45the voice of someone
00:31:46who had spent
00:31:47a lifetime
00:31:48choosing words carefully.
00:31:50You have his eyes.
00:31:52I've been told,
00:31:53Claudia said,
00:31:54though I never had anything
00:31:56to compare them to.
00:31:57Gray,
00:31:58Prosper said.
00:31:59Gray with that
00:32:00particular quality,
00:32:02as though they are
00:32:02lit from behind.
00:32:04Aldred had that.
00:32:05A pause.
00:32:07Your mother's nose,
00:32:08though,
00:32:08which is perhaps
00:32:09fortunate for you.
00:32:11Was my father's nose
00:32:12problematic?
00:32:13It was,
00:32:15Prosper said gravely,
00:32:16somewhat assertive.
00:32:18Claudia laughed.
00:32:19It was not a polite,
00:32:21controlled laugh,
00:32:22but a genuine one.
00:32:24Slightly startled out of her,
00:32:25and she saw something shift
00:32:27in Prosper's careful expression
00:32:29at the sound of it.
00:32:31He used to laugh like that,
00:32:33the old man said.
00:32:34His voice was quieter now.
00:32:36Your father,
00:32:37exactly like that.
00:32:40And that,
00:32:41Claudia found,
00:32:42was the moment
00:32:43Verith became real to her.
00:32:45Not the journey,
00:32:46not the gates,
00:32:48not the site of the palace.
00:32:50This,
00:32:50this old man
00:32:52recognizing something
00:32:53in her laugh
00:32:54that she could not
00:32:54even see herself,
00:32:56this connection
00:32:57to a father
00:32:58she had never known,
00:32:59this proof
00:33:00that she was not invented
00:33:01but descended,
00:33:03not constructed
00:33:04but continuous.
00:33:05She pressed her lips together.
00:33:07She breathed
00:33:09through her nose.
00:33:10She did not cry
00:33:11because she had decided
00:33:12about crying,
00:33:13but it was a closer thing
00:33:15than most moments
00:33:16had been.
00:33:16Over the following
00:33:17two weeks,
00:33:19Sayah brought her
00:33:19to seven more
00:33:20of these meetings.
00:33:21Each one was careful,
00:33:23private,
00:33:24conducted with a particular
00:33:26delicacy of people
00:33:27who understood
00:33:28that what they were doing
00:33:29was quietly treasonous
00:33:30to the currently installed king
00:33:32and who had decided
00:33:34to do it anyway.
00:33:35There was a woman
00:33:36named Sarah,
00:33:37a former lady of the court
00:33:39who had been exiled
00:33:40to her family estate
00:33:41after her late husband
00:33:42had been too openly
00:33:43critical of Merrick
00:33:44and who received Claudia
00:33:46in a drawing room
00:33:47crowded with dogs
00:33:48and warm fires
00:33:49and spoke with the direct,
00:33:52undecorated frankness
00:33:53of a woman
00:33:53who had lost enough
00:33:54to have no patience
00:33:55for pretense.
00:33:57You'll have to be
00:33:58harder than you look,
00:33:59Sarah told her
00:34:00after about 20 minutes
00:34:01of conversation.
00:34:03How hard do I look?
00:34:04Claudia asked.
00:34:06Sarah's mouth curved.
00:34:08Not very.
00:34:09Which is the point?
00:34:10Your uncle
00:34:11will underestimate you.
00:34:13Most of them will,
00:34:14at first.
00:34:15The question is
00:34:16whether you can use
00:34:17that before they
00:34:18stop doing it.
00:34:19How long do I have?
00:34:21Until you do something
00:34:22that frightens them,
00:34:23Sarah said.
00:34:24Which,
00:34:25if you're the right person
00:34:26for this,
00:34:27won't take long.
00:34:28There was Lord Fenn,
00:34:30young,
00:34:31anxious,
00:34:32the son of one
00:34:33of the old king's
00:34:34most loyal generals,
00:34:36who spent their entire meeting
00:34:37alternating between
00:34:38barely concealed excitement
00:34:40and barely concealed terror,
00:34:42and managed to be,
00:34:44despite this,
00:34:46genuinely useful
00:34:46because he was the one
00:34:48who had maintained contact
00:34:49with the northern border garrison,
00:34:51a significant military asset
00:34:53that Merrick believed
00:34:54was securely his own.
00:34:55And there was,
00:34:57on the 14th day,
00:34:58the complication.
00:35:00The complication arrived
00:35:01in the form of a messenger
00:35:03from the western territories,
00:35:05breathless from hard writing,
00:35:07carrying a letter sealed
00:35:09with the Ashford wolf crest.
00:35:11Claudia stared at the crest
00:35:13for a long moment.
00:35:14That is,
00:35:15she said carefully to Saya,
00:35:18not something I was expecting.
00:35:20No,
00:35:21Saya agreed.
00:35:22She had the expression
00:35:23of someone
00:35:24who is rapidly revising a plan.
00:35:26Neither was I.
00:35:28The letter was from Torben,
00:35:30not from Darren himself,
00:35:32which told Claudia something,
00:35:33and it was short and direct
00:35:35and made her feel
00:35:37several things simultaneously.
00:35:39None of which she particularly
00:35:41wanted to examine
00:35:42at that moment.
00:35:43Torben wrote that he had heard rumors,
00:35:45the kind of rumors
00:35:46that spread fast
00:35:47in the political circles
00:35:49connecting the western pack territories
00:35:51to the eastern kingdoms,
00:35:53about a woman of unknown lineage
00:35:55arriving in Verrath
00:35:56under the protection
00:35:57of the royal guard.
00:35:59He wrote that Darren
00:36:00had been in no fit state
00:36:02to write this letter himself,
00:36:04which Torben clearly felt
00:36:06needed to be stated.
00:36:07He wrote,
00:36:08with a frankness
00:36:09that she recognized
00:36:10as Torben's particular gift
00:36:12that the Ashford pack
00:36:13was willing to offer
00:36:15its support
00:36:15and alliance
00:36:16to the Verrath claimif,
00:36:18and he had underlined
00:36:19this with some force,
00:36:21if the claimant
00:36:22was willing to receive it.
00:36:23He had signed it,
00:36:24with respect,
00:36:26and on behalf
00:36:27of an alpha
00:36:27who is extremely sorry
00:36:29and does not yet know
00:36:31how to say so.
00:36:32Claudia folded the letter.
00:36:34She set it on the table.
00:36:36She looked at it.
00:36:37Well, she said.
00:36:39Your call,
00:36:40Sia said.
00:36:41Generous of you.
00:36:42I try.
00:36:44Claudia picked up
00:36:45the letter again.
00:36:46She read it twice more.
00:36:48She thought about
00:36:49Darren Ashford's gray eyes
00:36:51and his careful face
00:36:52and the pain
00:36:53she had thought
00:36:53she saw in them
00:36:54and the bond
00:36:55that was a scar now
00:36:56but had once been a song
00:36:58and the choice he had made
00:36:59and the choice
00:37:00she had made afterward.
00:37:02She thought about
00:37:03kingdoms and thrones
00:37:04and the things
00:37:05that were already
00:37:06set in motion.
00:37:07Write back,
00:37:08she said finally.
00:37:10Tell them that
00:37:11the Verrath claimant
00:37:12does not currently
00:37:13have the time
00:37:13or the inclination
00:37:15to manage
00:37:16someone else's
00:37:17emotional reckoning
00:37:18in the middle
00:37:18of a succession crisis.
00:37:20If the Ashford pack
00:37:21wishes to offer
00:37:22political alliance,
00:37:24they may submit
00:37:25their terms formally
00:37:26through Commander Sia.
00:37:28She paused.
00:37:29Tell Torben
00:37:30thank you
00:37:31for the candor.
00:37:32Sia almost smiled.
00:37:34And Darren?
00:37:35He knows where I am,
00:37:37Claudia said.
00:37:38He can make
00:37:39his own way here.
00:37:41Chapter 5
00:37:42What Darren actually did
00:37:44was arrive
00:37:44in Halvard
00:37:45fourteen days later,
00:37:46having ridden
00:37:47at a pace
00:37:48that deeply concerned
00:37:49his horse
00:37:50and alarmed
00:37:51his entire escort
00:37:52with no formal
00:37:54advance notice
00:37:54and no prepared speech
00:37:56and exactly
00:37:57one clear objective.
00:37:58to see her.
00:38:00This was not
00:38:01his beta
00:38:02had pointed out
00:38:02before he left
00:38:03the most politically
00:38:05sophisticated approach.
00:38:06Noted,
00:38:08Darren had said
00:38:08and left anyway.
00:38:10He had spent
00:38:11the four months
00:38:12since the rejection
00:38:13constructing
00:38:13an increasingly
00:38:14complicated
00:38:15and increasingly
00:38:17unconvincing
00:38:17set of reasons
00:38:18why he had been
00:38:20correct.
00:38:20He had built
00:38:21this structure
00:38:22carefully.
00:38:23He had reinforced
00:38:24it regularly.
00:38:25He had stood
00:38:26inside it
00:38:27and looked
00:38:27out at the
00:38:28south road
00:38:28and told himself
00:38:30it was solid.
00:38:31The letter
00:38:31from Vereth
00:38:32had taken
00:38:33the structure
00:38:33apart
00:38:34in about
00:38:34eleven minutes.
00:38:36It was not
00:38:36the content,
00:38:37precisely.
00:38:38It was not
00:38:39the discovery
00:38:40that Claudia
00:38:41was the heir
00:38:41to a kingdom,
00:38:42though that had
00:38:43certainly landed
00:38:44with some force.
00:38:45It was the way
00:38:46Torben had described
00:38:47finding out.
00:38:48The image
00:38:49of sitting in
00:38:50the map room
00:38:51at Iron Spire
00:38:52going over
00:38:52trade route reports
00:38:53and hearing
00:38:54through three
00:38:54degrees of rumor
00:38:55that the Omega
00:38:56Darren had
00:38:57rejected eight
00:38:58months ago
00:38:58was apparently
00:38:59a royal heir
00:39:00in exile
00:39:01and the particular
00:39:02sensation Torben
00:39:03described of
00:39:04watching his
00:39:04alpha absorb
00:39:05this information,
00:39:06which he likened,
00:39:07memorably,
00:39:08to watching a man
00:39:09realize he had
00:39:10been sitting on
00:39:11the edge of a
00:39:11cliff and had
00:39:12only just looked
00:39:14down.
00:39:14I made an error
00:39:15in judgment,
00:39:17Darren said,
00:39:18on the evening
00:39:19before he rode out.
00:39:20He and Torben
00:39:21were in the
00:39:22great hall,
00:39:22which was
00:39:23empty except
00:39:24for the two
00:39:25of them
00:39:25and the hounds
00:39:26by the fire.
00:39:27Yes,
00:39:28Torben said.
00:39:29I want to
00:39:29correct it.
00:39:30I know.
00:39:31I'm not going
00:39:32because she's
00:39:33a queen,
00:39:34Darren said,
00:39:35and his voice
00:39:36had an edge
00:39:36to it.
00:39:37Not anger,
00:39:38but something
00:39:39more uncomfortable.
00:39:41Conviction,
00:39:42perhaps.
00:39:43The kind
00:39:43that costs
00:39:44something.
00:39:45I want to
00:39:45be very clear
00:39:46about that.
00:39:47The bond,
00:39:48the rejection,
00:39:49that was wrong
00:39:50of me regardless
00:39:51of who she is.
00:39:52Her being a queen
00:39:54makes it worse,
00:39:55but it doesn't
00:39:56change the
00:39:56fundamental thing.
00:39:58Torben looked
00:39:59at him.
00:40:00I know,
00:40:01he said again
00:40:02more quietly.
00:40:03I didn't examine
00:40:04my assumptions,
00:40:05Darren said.
00:40:06I had ideas
00:40:07about what my pack
00:40:08required,
00:40:09about what an
00:40:09alpha's mate
00:40:10should be,
00:40:11about what strength
00:40:11looked like,
00:40:12and I didn't examine
00:40:14any of them.
00:40:14I just acted
00:40:16on them.
00:40:16He stopped.
00:40:18She stood in front
00:40:19of me,
00:40:19and she was,
00:40:20she was
00:40:21extraordinary.
00:40:23Torben.
00:40:23She was
00:40:24extraordinary,
00:40:25and I rejected
00:40:26her in about
00:40:2745 seconds,
00:40:28because she
00:40:29didn't fit a
00:40:30framework I'd
00:40:31never even
00:40:32questioned.
00:40:33Yes,
00:40:34Torben said.
00:40:35That's it?
00:40:36Just yes.
00:40:37What else do you
00:40:38want me to say?
00:40:39You've spent
00:40:40eight months
00:40:40getting here.
00:40:41I'm not going
00:40:42to argue with you
00:40:43now that you've
00:40:44arrived.
00:40:44Darren looked
00:40:45into the fire.
00:40:46The hounds,
00:40:47sensing something,
00:40:49shifted and
00:40:50resettled.
00:40:51The echo moved
00:40:53through the
00:40:53great hall.
00:40:54She's not going
00:40:55to make this
00:40:56easy,
00:40:56he said.
00:40:57Absolutely not,
00:40:59Torben agreed,
00:41:00with what seemed
00:41:01to Darren like
00:41:02slightly too
00:41:03much relish.
00:41:04She's going
00:41:05to make it
00:41:05very difficult,
00:41:06and frankly,
00:41:07she should,
00:41:08and you're
00:41:08going to have
00:41:09to earn it.
00:41:09I know,
00:41:11Darren said.
00:41:12He rode out
00:41:13the next morning
00:41:13before the sun
00:41:14was up.
00:41:15The road
00:41:16to Verrath
00:41:16took most
00:41:17people eight
00:41:18to ten days
00:41:18at a comfortable
00:41:19pace.
00:41:20Darren covered
00:41:21it in six,
00:41:22which his escort
00:41:23would later
00:41:23refer to,
00:41:24in subdued
00:41:25voices,
00:41:26as the ride.
00:41:27He was not
00:41:28reckless with
00:41:29his horses.
00:41:29He was too
00:41:30experienced a
00:41:31horseman for
00:41:32that,
00:41:32but he was
00:41:33relentless in
00:41:34the way that
00:41:34a person is
00:41:35relentless when
00:41:36they are out
00:41:36running something,
00:41:37which in this
00:41:38case was the
00:41:39fear that if
00:41:39he arrived late
00:41:40something would
00:41:41already be decided
00:41:42and he would
00:41:43find himself
00:41:44standing outside
00:41:45a door that
00:41:45had been
00:41:46closed.
00:41:46He arrived
00:41:47in Halvard on
00:41:48a gray afternoon
00:41:49unannounced.
00:41:51Commander
00:41:51Saya met him
00:41:52at the safe
00:41:53house.
00:41:54She was not,
00:41:55he noted,
00:41:56surprised to see
00:41:57him, which
00:41:58suggested that
00:41:59she had expected
00:41:59this or had
00:42:00been warned or
00:42:01both.
00:42:02She looked at
00:42:03him with the
00:42:04expression of a
00:42:05soldier conducting
00:42:06an assessment.
00:42:07You came,
00:42:08she said.
00:42:09I came,
00:42:10he agreed.
00:42:11She said you
00:42:12could find your
00:42:12own way here.
00:42:13I found my
00:42:15own way here.
00:42:16A brief pause.
00:42:18Saya appeared to
00:42:19be making a
00:42:19decision.
00:42:20She is in a
00:42:21council meeting,
00:42:22she said.
00:42:23You'll wait.
00:42:24Darren waited.
00:42:25He was not
00:42:26generally good at
00:42:26waiting.
00:42:27He was, by
00:42:28nature and by
00:42:29the habits of
00:42:30authority,
00:42:31accustomed to
00:42:32things happening
00:42:32when he decided
00:42:33they should happen.
00:42:34Waiting in a
00:42:35safe house in an
00:42:36unfamiliar city while
00:42:38the woman he had
00:42:39wronged, conducted
00:42:39kingdom business
00:42:41three streets away
00:42:42was not a
00:42:43comfortable experience.
00:42:44He sat with it.
00:42:46He thought it was
00:42:47probably appropriate
00:42:48that it wasn't
00:42:49comfortable.
00:42:49The meeting lasted
00:42:51two hours.
00:42:52Claudia arrived in
00:42:53the safe house with
00:42:54the kind of energy
00:42:55that filled a room
00:42:56without effort.
00:42:57Not loudness,
00:42:58not performance,
00:42:59but presence,
00:43:00the particular
00:43:01quality of a person
00:43:02who has spent a
00:43:03great deal of time
00:43:04recently having to
00:43:05be entirely present
00:43:06and has gotten
00:43:07very good at it.
00:43:08She stopped in
00:43:09the doorway when
00:43:10she saw him.
00:43:11Her expression did
00:43:12not change.
00:43:13Her dark eyes
00:43:14moved over him
00:43:15with the same
00:43:16measured quality
00:43:17he remembered,
00:43:18the same assessment
00:43:19that he had found
00:43:20eight months ago,
00:43:22disconcerting and
00:43:23now recognized as
00:43:25one of the most
00:43:25honest things anyone
00:43:27had ever directed
00:43:28at him.
00:43:29She looked well.
00:43:30She looked,
00:43:31in fact,
00:43:32remarkable.
00:43:34There was
00:43:34something in her
00:43:35bearing that had
00:43:35not been there in
00:43:36his great hall,
00:43:37or perhaps had
00:43:38been there and
00:43:39he had not paid
00:43:41enough attention
00:43:41to see it.
00:43:42A quality of arrival,
00:43:44he thought.
00:43:44The look of a person
00:43:46who had found
00:43:46their footing.
00:43:47Darren Ashford,
00:43:48she said.
00:43:50Claudia,
00:43:50he said.
00:43:51That's an interesting
00:43:52response.
00:43:53I expected you
00:43:54to use a title.
00:43:56I don't know
00:43:56what title to use,
00:43:57he said.
00:43:58I'm not sure
00:43:59what to call you yet.
00:44:00She looked at him
00:44:01for a moment.
00:44:02You can call me
00:44:03Claudia,
00:44:04she said.
00:44:04For now.
00:44:06A pause that
00:44:07contained a great
00:44:08deal.
00:44:09Sit down.
00:44:10He sat down.
00:44:11She sat across
00:44:13from him,
00:44:13with a distance
00:44:14between them
00:44:15that was not
00:44:15accidental,
00:44:16and she folded
00:44:17her hands on the
00:44:18table and looked
00:44:19at him with
00:44:19those gray eyes,
00:44:21her father's eyes,
00:44:22though she did
00:44:23not know yet
00:44:24that he knew this.
00:44:25And she said,
00:44:26simply,
00:44:27Why are you here?
00:44:29And Darren,
00:44:30who had been
00:44:30composing some
00:44:31version of this
00:44:32answer for six
00:44:33hard days of
00:44:34riding and
00:44:35eight longer
00:44:35months of
00:44:36arriving at it,
00:44:37said,
00:44:38Because I was
00:44:39wrong.
00:44:40Not wrong,
00:44:41because of who
00:44:41you turned out
00:44:42to be.
00:44:43Wrong about who
00:44:44you were when
00:44:44you were standing
00:44:45in front of me,
00:44:46and I wasn't
00:44:47paying enough
00:44:48attention to see
00:44:48it.
00:44:49Silence.
00:44:50That's a better
00:44:51answer than I
00:44:52expected,
00:44:53Claudia said.
00:44:54I had time to
00:44:55work on it.
00:44:55Eight months
00:44:56is a long time.
00:44:58It is,
00:44:59he agreed.
00:45:00I use some
00:45:01of it badly,
00:45:01and some
00:45:02of it reasonably
00:45:03productively.
00:45:04Her mouth
00:45:05moved,
00:45:06not quite a
00:45:07smile,
00:45:07but the shape
00:45:08of one,
00:45:09the shape
00:45:10of one that
00:45:10was deciding
00:45:11whether or not
00:45:12to arrive.
00:45:13I'm in the
00:45:14middle of a
00:45:14succession crisis,
00:45:15she said.
00:45:16I have a throne
00:45:18to reclaim,
00:45:18an uncle who's
00:45:19tried to have me
00:45:20killed twice,
00:45:21and a political
00:45:22coalition that is
00:45:23currently held
00:45:24together by
00:45:24goodwill and
00:45:26the particular
00:45:26tension of
00:45:27people who have
00:45:28been waiting a
00:45:29long time for
00:45:29something to be
00:45:30different.
00:45:30She looked
00:45:32at him
00:45:32steadily.
00:45:33I don't have
00:45:34time to also
00:45:35manage the
00:45:35fallout of a
00:45:36rejected mate
00:45:37bond.
00:45:38I know,
00:45:39he said.
00:45:40I'm telling
00:45:41you this,
00:45:41she continued,
00:45:42because I want
00:45:44to be honest
00:45:44with you about
00:45:45the situation,
00:45:46not because I'm
00:45:47asking you to
00:45:48leave.
00:45:49A beat.
00:45:50You're not
00:45:51asking me to
00:45:51leave, he
00:45:52said.
00:45:53Not yet.
00:45:54She sat
00:45:55back.
00:45:56The Ashford
00:45:56Pact's political
00:45:57weight in the
00:45:58Northern Territories
00:45:59is significant.
00:46:00An alliance
00:46:01with you would
00:46:02strengthen my
00:46:03coalition considerably.
00:46:05A pause.
00:46:06That is a
00:46:07pragmatic reason
00:46:08to let you
00:46:09stay.
00:46:09I'm telling
00:46:10you it's
00:46:10pragmatic,
00:46:11so you
00:46:12understand I
00:46:13haven't made a
00:46:13decision about
00:46:14the other
00:46:14thing.
00:46:15The other
00:46:16thing, he
00:46:17said.
00:46:17Yes.
00:46:18That's very
00:46:20diplomatic
00:46:20language.
00:46:21I'm learning
00:46:22to be diplomatic,
00:46:23she said,
00:46:24with the
00:46:25precision of
00:46:25someone who
00:46:26finds the
00:46:26project interesting
00:46:27but is not
00:46:28going to pretend
00:46:29it's natural.
00:46:30It is
00:46:30frankly
00:46:31exhausting.
00:46:32This time the
00:46:33thing he had
00:46:34been suppressing
00:46:34for six days
00:46:35of writing and
00:46:36eight months
00:46:37before that did
00:46:38reach his face.
00:46:39He did not
00:46:40try to stop it.
00:46:41It was a
00:46:41small thing,
00:46:43genuine and
00:46:44involuntary and
00:46:45he thought,
00:46:45watching her,
00:46:47that she noticed
00:46:47it.
00:46:48I would like,
00:46:49he said
00:46:49carefully,
00:46:50to be useful
00:46:51to you.
00:46:52To the extent
00:46:53that I can be.
00:46:54without the
00:46:55expectation of
00:46:56anything in
00:46:57return.
00:46:58She looked at
00:46:59him for a
00:46:59long time.
00:47:00Can you
00:47:01fight,
00:47:01she said.
00:47:02Yes.
00:47:03Can you
00:47:04be honest
00:47:04when the
00:47:05situation requires
00:47:06something you
00:47:06don't want to
00:47:07give?
00:47:08A pause.
00:47:09I am
00:47:10learning to
00:47:10be.
00:47:11That's an
00:47:12honest answer
00:47:13about honesty,
00:47:14she said.
00:47:14I'll give you
00:47:15points for
00:47:16that.
00:47:16She stood
00:47:17up.
00:47:17She extended
00:47:18her hand
00:47:19across the
00:47:20table.
00:47:20Not the
00:47:21gesture of
00:47:21a mate,
00:47:22not the
00:47:23gesture of
00:47:24a woman
00:47:24willing to
00:47:25return to
00:47:25a bond,
00:47:26but the
00:47:26gesture of
00:47:27someone offering
00:47:28something more
00:47:29provisional and
00:47:30more real.
00:47:31You can
00:47:31stay,
00:47:32she said.
00:47:32You can
00:47:33serve the
00:47:34claim.
00:47:34We will
00:47:35see what
00:47:35else follows.
00:47:36He took
00:47:37her hand.
00:47:38It was the
00:47:39first time he
00:47:40had touched
00:47:40her.
00:47:40He realized,
00:47:42in the
00:47:42great hall,
00:47:43there had
00:47:44been no
00:47:44touch,
00:47:45only words.
00:47:46Her hand
00:47:47was warm and
00:47:48the scar of
00:47:49the broken
00:47:49bond ached in
00:47:50his chest
00:47:51with an
00:47:51intensity he
00:47:52had not
00:47:53felt since
00:47:53the day
00:47:54after the
00:47:54rejection,
00:47:55because that
00:47:56was the
00:47:56thing about
00:47:57proximity.
00:47:58It reminded
00:47:59the wound of
00:48:00what it was
00:48:00reaching for.
00:48:01He did
00:48:02not let the
00:48:02ache show on
00:48:03his face.
00:48:04He thought
00:48:05that was
00:48:05probably the
00:48:06least he
00:48:06owed her.
00:48:07Thank you,
00:48:08he said.
00:48:09Don't thank
00:48:09me yet,
00:48:10Claudia said.
00:48:11Wait until
00:48:12you've met
00:48:12my uncle.
00:48:14Chapter
00:48:14Six
00:48:15Merrick
00:48:16Verrith was
00:48:16fifty-four
00:48:17years old and
00:48:18looked.
00:48:19Darren thought
00:48:20upon eventually
00:48:20seeing him
00:48:21at distance,
00:48:22like a man
00:48:23who had spent
00:48:23twenty years
00:48:24being afraid
00:48:25and had spent
00:48:26all that time
00:48:27converting the
00:48:28fear into
00:48:28aggression.
00:48:29He was not
00:48:30physically
00:48:31impressive,
00:48:32shorter than
00:48:33his reputation,
00:48:34thinner than
00:48:35his portraits,
00:48:35with quick eyes
00:48:37that moved
00:48:37constantly over
00:48:38a room in
00:48:39the restless
00:48:39way of someone
00:48:40who has learned
00:48:41to be perpetually
00:48:42watchful.
00:48:43He wore his
00:48:44authority like a
00:48:45garment he was
00:48:46not entirely
00:48:47certain fit,
00:48:48and the
00:48:49overcompensation
00:48:50made him
00:48:50dangerous in
00:48:51a particular
00:48:52way.
00:48:52The kind of
00:48:53danger that
00:48:54comes not
00:48:54from strength,
00:48:55but from the
00:48:56willingness to
00:48:57do extreme
00:48:58things to
00:48:58avoid appearing
00:48:59weak.
00:49:00Claudia had
00:49:01assessed him,
00:49:02Darren knew,
00:49:03with the same
00:49:04efficiency she
00:49:05brought to
00:49:06everything.
00:49:07He's frightened,
00:49:08she told the
00:49:09council.
00:49:09On the fourth
00:49:10day after Darren's
00:49:11arrival, in the
00:49:13library where
00:49:13Prosper served as
00:49:14chair and the
00:49:15maps of the
00:49:16palace and city
00:49:17had been spread
00:49:18across the long
00:49:19table.
00:49:20He has been
00:49:21frightened for
00:49:22twenty years.
00:49:23Frightened men
00:49:24make predictable
00:49:25choices.
00:49:26She paused.
00:49:28The question is
00:49:29not whether he'll
00:49:30try to move
00:49:30against us once
00:49:31he knows I'm
00:49:32here.
00:49:32He will.
00:49:33The question is
00:49:34when and on
00:49:35what grounds,
00:49:36and whether we've
00:49:37built enough of a
00:49:38coalition to
00:49:39weather it.
00:49:40We have eight of
00:49:41the twelve noble
00:49:42houses, said
00:49:43Lord Fenn, who
00:49:44had graduated, in
00:49:45the two weeks
00:49:46since his first
00:49:47meeting with
00:49:47Claudia, from
00:49:49barely concealed
00:49:50terror to a
00:49:50slightly more
00:49:51composed version
00:49:52of the same.
00:49:53The northern
00:49:54garrison has
00:49:55confirmed through
00:49:55back channels that
00:49:56their commander
00:49:57will stand with
00:49:58the true heir when
00:49:59the claim is
00:50:00made public.
00:50:01A pause.
00:50:02The city's
00:50:03merchant guilds are
00:50:04cautiously
00:50:05sympathetic.
00:50:07They've spent a
00:50:08decade absorbing
00:50:09Marek's trade
00:50:10levies.
00:50:11Cautiously
00:50:12sympathetic, Sarah
00:50:13said, with the
00:50:15tone of a woman who
00:50:16had seen a great
00:50:17deal of cautious
00:50:18sympathy fail to
00:50:19translate into
00:50:20useful action.
00:50:21In other words,
00:50:22they'll celebrate
00:50:23after we've won.
00:50:25That's all we need
00:50:26them to do,
00:50:27Claudia said.
00:50:28Sarah looked at
00:50:29her, and the look
00:50:30had something in it
00:50:31that had not been
00:50:32there in their
00:50:33first meeting.
00:50:34Not approval
00:50:35exactly, but a
00:50:36kind of recognition.
00:50:37You have been
00:50:38paying attention,
00:50:39she said.
00:50:39I am paying
00:50:40attention, Claudia
00:50:42said.
00:50:42Continuously.
00:50:44It's somewhat
00:50:45all-consuming.
00:50:46Welcome to being
00:50:47a queen, Sarah
00:50:49said Drilly.
00:50:50The issue was
00:50:51timing.
00:50:52They had the
00:50:52pieces, or most
00:50:54of them.
00:50:54What they did not
00:50:55have was a
00:50:56moment.
00:50:56The right
00:50:57moment.
00:50:58The moment that
00:50:59would make the
00:51:00public declaration
00:51:01not a gamble,
00:51:02but an inevitability
00:51:03that would give the
00:51:04uncertain allies the
00:51:05confidence to step
00:51:06forward and leave
00:51:08Marek with nothing
00:51:09to stand on.
00:51:10This was the part of
00:51:11the plan that Darren,
00:51:12who was primarily
00:51:13useful in a military
00:51:15capacity and was
00:51:16aware of the limits
00:51:17of his role, found
00:51:18himself listening to
00:51:19with something between
00:51:20professional admiration
00:51:21and a more personal
00:51:23kind of attention.
00:51:25Claudia in a council
00:51:26room was not Claudia
00:51:27in the safe house, not
00:51:29Claudia in the quiet
00:51:30conversation, and not
00:51:32Claudia in his great
00:51:33hall.
00:51:34She was faster here,
00:51:36more precise, the
00:51:37kind of quick that had
00:51:38been honed by something
00:51:39rather than simply
00:51:40present.
00:51:41She moved through the
00:51:42map of the situation
00:51:43with an instinctive
00:51:44grasp of the political
00:51:46geometry that Prosper
00:51:47watched with an
00:51:48expression Darren had
00:51:49begun to recognize as
00:51:51the old man's version
00:51:52of satisfaction.
00:51:54She thinks like
00:51:55Aldred did, Prosper
00:51:57said, on the evening
00:51:58of the fourth day,
00:51:59quietly, to Darren
00:52:01alone as they stood in
00:52:02the corridor outside the
00:52:03library.
00:52:04Your father thought in
00:52:06structures, he had
00:52:07told Claudia once.
00:52:08You think in movements.
00:52:11It was, Prosper said,
00:52:12the difference between a
00:52:13good administrator and a
00:52:15good ruler.
00:52:16She doesn't need me for
00:52:17this, Darren said.
00:52:19No, Prosper agreed.
00:52:21Not for this.
00:52:23He looked at Darren with
00:52:25the measured gaze of a
00:52:26man who had eight
00:52:27decades of context for
00:52:28human foolishness and
00:52:30was therefore neither
00:52:31surprised nor
00:52:32unsympathetic.
00:52:33That is not, I think,
00:52:35why you're here.
00:52:37No, Darren said.
00:52:39Then be here for the
00:52:40right reason, Prosper
00:52:42said, and be patient.
00:52:44She is not yet done
00:52:46deciding what to do
00:52:47with you.
00:52:48The moment came eleven
00:52:49days after Darren's
00:52:51arrival.
00:52:51It came because Merrick,
00:52:53who was not a stupid
00:52:54man, even if he was a
00:52:55frightened one, had his
00:52:57own network of
00:52:58informants, and one of
00:52:59those informants had
00:53:00eventually gotten close
00:53:02enough to the right
00:53:02conversation to deliver
00:53:03a fragment of something
00:53:05that was, while not
00:53:06conclusive, alarming.
00:53:08Merrick could not have
00:53:09known everything, but he
00:53:11knew enough to know he
00:53:12had a problem, and
00:53:13Merrick's response to
00:53:14problems was to act
00:53:15before they became
00:53:16larger.
00:53:17He called for the
00:53:18northern garrison
00:53:19commander.
00:53:20This was the move that
00:53:21Prosper had predicted, if
00:53:23not precisely, on this
00:53:25timeline.
00:53:25The northern garrison was
00:53:27the military piece.
00:53:29Merrick was trying to
00:53:30secure it before the
00:53:31situation resolved against
00:53:33him.
00:53:34Saya brought the news to
00:53:35the safe house at
00:53:36midnight.
00:53:37She did not knock
00:53:38particularly gently.
00:53:39We need to move
00:53:40tomorrow, she said.
00:53:42Claudia, who had been
00:53:43awake, Darren suspected
00:53:45she slept less than she
00:53:47should and was not going
00:53:48to say so because it
00:53:49would be both patronizing
00:53:51and incorrect that it was
00:53:52entirely his business,
00:53:54looked at Saya across
00:53:56the table.
00:53:57The garrison?
00:53:58His messenger is already
00:54:00writing.
00:54:01Can we intercept?
00:54:03Possibly.
00:54:04It's a risk.
00:54:05Claudia looked at the
00:54:06maps.
00:54:07She was very still for a
00:54:09moment, the kind of
00:54:10stillness that was not
00:54:11absence but concentration,
00:54:13the kind that Darren had
00:54:15watched now for almost two
00:54:16weeks and had come to
00:54:18understand as the way she
00:54:19processed things that
00:54:20mattered.
00:54:21Her hands were flat on the
00:54:22table.
00:54:23Her gray eyes moved across
00:54:25the map with the
00:54:26characteristic quality of
00:54:28someone following a
00:54:29logic.
00:54:30Then, no, she said.
00:54:32We don't intercept.
00:54:34We make the interception
00:54:35irrelevant.
00:54:36She looked up at Saya.
00:54:38We don't need to stop his
00:54:40message from reaching the
00:54:41garrison.
00:54:41We need the garrison to have
00:54:43already heard from me before
00:54:45it arrives.
00:54:46Saya looked at her.
00:54:47That requires being in two
00:54:49places.
00:54:50It requires two fast riders
00:54:52and a letter with my seal.
00:54:55Prosper seal, two.
00:54:57The garrison commander knows
00:54:58prosper.
00:54:59That matters.
00:55:01She was moving now,
00:55:03pulling a sheet of parchment
00:55:04from the stack at the corner
00:55:06of the table.
00:55:07We move the announcement
00:55:08forward.
00:55:09Not tomorrow.
00:55:10Tonight.
00:55:11I make the claim before dawn.
00:55:13By the time Merrick understands
00:55:15what has happened, the allies
00:55:17who have been waiting will have
00:55:18been given the signal they
00:55:20needed.
00:55:20It's fast, Saya said.
00:55:22It's meant to be, Claudia said.
00:55:25She looked at Saya steadily.
00:55:27This is what he was afraid of.
00:55:29He knew something was moving
00:55:31and he couldn't stop it.
00:55:33So he's trying to control the
00:55:35last piece he can reach.
00:55:37We don't let him reach it.
00:55:39Saya was quiet for a moment.
00:55:41Then she said,
00:55:43I'll prepare the riders.
00:55:45Darren had been standing by the
00:55:46door, taking no space in the
00:55:48conversation, which was as it
00:55:51should be.
00:55:51As Saya left, Claudia looked at him.
00:55:54I need you tonight, she said.
00:55:56Not in the council.
00:55:58Outside the palace.
00:56:00If Merrick moves before dawn.
00:56:02If he has other resources we
00:56:04haven't accounted for.
00:56:06I'll be there, he said.
00:56:08She looked at him.
00:56:09In the lamplight, her eyes had that
00:56:12quality Prosper had described.
00:56:14Lit from behind.
00:56:15grey and deep.
00:56:18You rode six days to get here, she said.
00:56:21Yes.
00:56:22You didn't have to.
00:56:24I know.
00:56:25A pause.
00:56:26I'm glad you came, she said.
00:56:29It was quiet and unadorned and more,
00:56:32because of its simplicity,
00:56:33than anything decorated could have been.
00:56:36He did not say you have no idea how glad I am.
00:56:39He did not say anything about the eight months or the hollow ache or the things he had built and
00:56:45torn down inside himself.
00:56:46There would be time for that or there would not, and either outcome was something he had done to himself
00:56:52with his own choices.
00:56:53He said,
00:56:55Tell me where you need me.
00:56:56Chapter 7
00:56:58The announcement was made in the palace's great court at the fourth bell before dawn.
00:57:03It was not the grand, torchlight ceremony of old stories.
00:57:07There were no banners unfurled or a trumpet sounded,
00:57:11no choreographed moment of theatrical revelation.
00:57:15What there was, instead,
00:57:17was Claudia walking into the court at the fourth bell with Prosper at her right hand and Sia at her
00:57:23left,
00:57:23and eight of the twelve noble houses ranged behind her,
00:57:26and standing in the center of that old stone space and speaking,
00:57:30without theater and without decoration,
00:57:33simply the truth.
00:57:34Who she was.
00:57:35Whose daughter.
00:57:37What she carried.
00:57:38Why she had come.
00:57:40She had thought about this speech for fourteen days,
00:57:43and had in the end discarded most of what she had prepared,
00:57:47and said what was most true.
00:57:49She had told them about her mother,
00:57:50who had hidden her and died without telling her,
00:57:54and who had left a letter on a kitchen table in a river valley cottage
00:57:57that Claudia had read at eight years old,
00:58:00and had spent twelve years gathering enough life to understand.
00:58:04She had told them about the valley and the pack and the life she had lived,
00:58:08not apologetically,
00:58:10but as evidence of something,
00:58:12that the blood that ran in her veins had not been able to be educated or trained out of her,
00:58:18that it had found its way through a quiet life in a way that could not have been manufactured.
00:58:23She was, she said, her father's daughter.
00:58:26She was asking for nothing on the strength of that alone.
00:58:29She was asking for something on the strength of what they would see in the days ahead.
00:58:34Merrick was not there.
00:58:37Merrick was, according to Sia's latest information,
00:58:40in his private chambers on the north side of the palace,
00:58:44where the news had reached him approximately twenty minutes before the announcement,
00:58:48and where he was currently engaged in what Sia described as
00:58:52an intense conversation with his advisors.
00:58:55The reaction in the court was not the unified roar of old stories either.
00:59:00It was complex and layered and human,
00:59:03and it was what Claudia had expected.
00:59:06Relief from some quarters,
00:59:08visible shock from others,
00:59:10calculation from several faces
00:59:12she had already identified as Merrick's people
00:59:15who were now revising their calculations at speed.
00:59:18There were tears from an older woman in the third rank who had served her father
00:59:22and had been old enough to remember.
00:59:25There was the particular quality of silence from the crowd
00:59:28that was not emptiness but held breath,
00:59:30the silence of people trying to decide whether to believe and wanting to.
00:59:35It was not, in other words, a smooth victory.
00:59:38It was a beginning.
00:59:40Prosper stood beside her when it was done and said,
00:59:43quietly,
00:59:44That was well done.
00:59:46It was honest, she said.
00:59:48Those are not always the same thing,
00:59:50Prosper said.
00:59:51Tonight they were.
00:59:53The three days that followed were complicated,
00:59:55which is perhaps the mildest possible way
00:59:58to describe a succession crisis
01:00:00being actively contested in real time.
01:00:03Merrick did not concede.
01:00:05This had been expected.
01:00:07What he did was move his remaining allies
01:00:09into positions that made the already fragile situation
01:00:12considerably more precarious,
01:00:14and issue a counter-declaration of his own which,
01:00:17while legally groundless given that Claudia's bloodline
01:00:20was not in serious doubt,
01:00:22created enough noise to require response.
01:00:25There were two tense nights
01:00:27during which Darren was, frankly,
01:00:30more useful to Claudia than either of them
01:00:32had fully anticipated,
01:00:34not because anything came to open violence,
01:00:37but because there were three separate moments
01:00:40in which the presence of an alpha
01:00:41of his rank and reputation,
01:00:43standing visibly in support of the Verith claim,
01:00:47caused people who had been carefully equivocating
01:00:49to finish their calculations and choose a side.
01:00:52authority, it turned out, had a contagion.
01:00:55The right person committed in the right moment
01:00:58could tip several quieter commitments after them.
01:01:01He did not call attention to this.
01:01:03He noted it privately and considered it.
01:01:06On the fourth day,
01:01:08Merrick's coalition fractured.
01:01:10It did not fracture spectacularly.
01:01:12It fractured the way these things tend to in practice.
01:01:16Quietly, person by person,
01:01:18each person privately concluding that the side they were on
01:01:22was the losing side
01:01:23and that it was better to be wrong early than wrong late.
01:01:27By the afternoon of the fourth day,
01:01:29Merrick had three noble houses
01:01:31and the palace household guard
01:01:33and a diminishing supply of confidence
01:01:36that any of these were going to be sufficient.
01:01:38He sent for Prosper.
01:01:40Claudia let Prosper go.
01:01:42She and Saya and Darren waited in the library
01:01:46where so much of this had been planned
01:01:48and Claudia sat with her hands folded on the table
01:01:51and was very still in that concentrated way
01:01:54and Darren sat across from her
01:01:56and did not ask questions
01:01:58because she did not need questions
01:01:59and Saya stood by the window
01:02:02and watched the palace courtyard.
01:02:04Prosper came back two hours later.
01:02:07He wants terms, the old man said.
01:02:09The room breathed.
01:02:11He's not going to fight it, Claudia said.
01:02:14It was not quite a question.
01:02:16He's a frightened man who has survived 20 years
01:02:19by knowing when to stop, Prosper said.
01:02:22He looked at the numbers this morning.
01:02:24He knows what they mean.
01:02:26Claudia was quiet for a moment.
01:02:28Then she said,
01:02:30Exile.
01:02:31Comfortable exile.
01:02:32I'm not interested in revenge.
01:02:35I'm interested in it being finished.
01:02:37His properties in the eastern provinces will revert to the crown,
01:02:41but his personal household can follow him.
01:02:44A pause.
01:02:46He cannot stay on the continent.
01:02:48There are island territories to the south
01:02:50that receive political exiles.
01:02:53Prosper nodded.
01:02:54And his associates?
01:02:57Amnesty for those who are acting under duress.
01:03:00Accountability for those who are not.
01:03:02She looked at Prosper steadily.
01:03:05You know which is which.
01:03:07I do, he said.
01:03:09Then, I trust your judgment, she said.
01:03:12The formal transfer of authority took place on the seventh day.
01:03:16It was a ceremony of the old rites.
01:03:18Prosper had insisted on this,
01:03:20and Claudia had agreed because the old rites were the ones her father had used,
01:03:24and there was a kind of continuity in that which mattered,
01:03:27both symbolically and, she was beginning to understand, politically.
01:03:32Symbols were not decorations.
01:03:34They were structures.
01:03:36They told people what to see and how to see it,
01:03:39and the story of continuity,
01:03:41of an interrupted rain restored,
01:03:43of a daughter coming home,
01:03:44was a story that people needed,
01:03:47that the kingdom needed,
01:03:48in a way that no purely pragmatic account of bloodlines
01:03:52and legal claims could fully supply.
01:03:54She was crowned in the morning,
01:03:56in the throne room,
01:03:57with Prosper holding the crown and Saya at attention to her left,
01:04:01and the eight noble houses arranged behind her in their proper order,
01:04:06and the late winter sunlight coming through the high windows and falling,
01:04:10in that particular quality that only winter light has,
01:04:14like something deliberate.
01:04:15She sat in her father's throne for the first time and felt the weight of it.
01:04:21It was heavy.
01:04:22That was the first, honest, wordless impression,
01:04:26not of power or destiny or triumph,
01:04:29but simply of weight.
01:04:31The weight of the thing she had stepped into.
01:04:34She sat with the weight of it.
01:04:36She thought it was something she was going to have to learn to carry,
01:04:39and that she was going to learn by carrying it.
01:04:42She looked out at the court.
01:04:44In the back of the room, near the doors,
01:04:47she found Darren's gray eyes.
01:04:50He was standing with his hands clasped behind him,
01:04:53straight-backed,
01:04:54and he was watching her with an expression
01:04:56that was harder to read than most of his expressions,
01:04:59which were not, in general, easy to read.
01:05:03But she had been watching him for nearly three weeks,
01:05:06and she had gotten, she thought, better at the translation.
01:05:10There was pride in it,
01:05:12not the possessive kind.
01:05:14The kind that a person feels when they have witnessed something real.
01:05:18There was something else, too,
01:05:20quieter and less certain.
01:05:22The look of a man who was trying to hold something carefully,
01:05:25because he knew it was not yet his to hold.
01:05:28She held his gaze for a moment.
01:05:30Then she turned back to the court,
01:05:32and the weight,
01:05:33and the work.
01:05:35Chapter 8
01:05:36The weeks after the coronation were not triumphant in any simple sense.
01:05:41They were busy, primarily.
01:05:44Relentlessly busy,
01:05:45with the accumulated business of a kingdom
01:05:47that had been managed for 20 years by a frightened man,
01:05:51and was showing the specific damage
01:05:53that frightened management produces.
01:05:56Claudia worked at hours that concerned Saya and Alarm Prosper,
01:06:00and caused Sarah to arrive periodically with food
01:06:03and direct instructions that she should eat it,
01:06:05because apparently Sarah had decided that the advisory function
01:06:09she had spent the last two weeks performing
01:06:12could be extended to include nutritional enforcement,
01:06:15and Claudia did not have the energy to argue.
01:06:18Darren stayed.
01:06:19He had not announced that he was staying.
01:06:21He had not asked permission.
01:06:23He had simply continued to be there,
01:06:26useful in the quiet,
01:06:28specific ways that became apparent to a new queen
01:06:31trying to hold a newly stabilized kingdom together,
01:06:35present for the council discussions
01:06:36where his northern territory's perspective
01:06:39was genuinely relevant,
01:06:41available for the security assessments
01:06:43that Saya conducted with the combination of thoroughness
01:06:46and bleak humor that Claudia had come to rely on,
01:06:49and completely absent from anything that was not asked of him,
01:06:53which she found after the
01:06:55weeks of everyone having opinions
01:06:57about what she should be doing,
01:06:59almost disorientingly considerate.
01:07:02They talked in the evenings,
01:07:04not every evening,
01:07:06not as a ritual or a deliberate cultivation of something,
01:07:10but the nature of the work brought them
01:07:12into the same spaces at the same times,
01:07:14and the conversations that grew from that
01:07:17were not conversations about the thing
01:07:19they were not yet discussing,
01:07:20the bond, the rejection, the eight months,
01:07:23the things that would eventually need to be addressed,
01:07:26but about everything adjacent to it.
01:07:28She told him about her mother.
01:07:30He listened without interrupting,
01:07:32which she noted,
01:07:33and mentioned it once.
01:07:35You don't interrupt, she said.
01:07:37I'm trying, he said,
01:07:39with a rueful quality that she found,
01:07:41despite herself endearing.
01:07:44I have been informed on several occasions
01:07:46that I talk over people.
01:07:48I'm attempting to become aware of the habit.
01:07:51Who informed you?
01:07:53Torben.
01:07:53Several times.
01:07:55The first few times,
01:07:57I didn't believe him.
01:07:58She laughed,
01:07:59and he watched the laugh
01:08:01with the same expression she had caught before.
01:08:03That involuntary thing,
01:08:05genuine and unguarded.
01:08:07And they sat with the conversation for a while
01:08:10in the particular way of
01:08:11two people who are both aware
01:08:13of a significant thing
01:08:14they are not yet saying
01:08:15and are, by not saying it,
01:08:17somehow communicating it anyway.
01:08:19He told her about Ironspire,
01:08:21about the pack
01:08:23and the responsibilities
01:08:24and the framework
01:08:25he had built his decisions inside of,
01:08:28the framework he had never questioned
01:08:30until the questioning came too late.
01:08:32He did not excuse himself.
01:08:34He explained which is different,
01:08:36and he was precise about the distinction.
01:08:39I wanted to know why,
01:08:41Claudia said once, quietly.
01:08:43They were in the library,
01:08:45late,
01:08:45the fire burning low.
01:08:47Not what the reasons were.
01:08:49The reasons I could construct myself.
01:08:52I wanted to know why those reasons
01:08:53felt sufficient to you.
01:08:55Why you didn't,
01:08:56she stopped.
01:08:57Didn't look closer,
01:08:58he said.
01:08:59Yes.
01:09:00He was quiet for a moment.
01:09:02Because I was afraid,
01:09:04he said.
01:09:05Not of you.
01:09:06Of the disruption.
01:09:07of what it would mean
01:09:08to take a mate
01:09:09who didn't fit the shape
01:09:11of what I'd told my pack
01:09:12and myself I needed.
01:09:14A pause.
01:09:15Fear is very efficient
01:09:17at dressing itself up as reason.
01:09:19I have been,
01:09:20I think,
01:09:21quite good at that.
01:09:22She looked at him.
01:09:24And now?
01:09:25Now,
01:09:26he said,
01:09:27I would like to try
01:09:28being less efficient about it.
01:09:30The bond was still there.
01:09:31This was the thing
01:09:33they did not say directly
01:09:34for a while.
01:09:35The rejection
01:09:36had not severed it entirely.
01:09:39Claudia had known this
01:09:40distantly,
01:09:41had felt the damaged thread
01:09:43that had not gone fully dark,
01:09:45the scar that was too warm
01:09:47to be entirely dead.
01:09:49Being in the same space
01:09:50as him for three weeks
01:09:51and then six
01:09:52and then eight
01:09:53had made it impossible
01:09:55to pretend otherwise.
01:09:57It ached in the particular way
01:09:59of something
01:09:59that was trying to heal
01:10:01rather than something
01:10:02that had given up.
01:10:03She was the one
01:10:04who said it first.
01:10:05On a night
01:10:06when the work had been long
01:10:08and the library was quiet
01:10:09and she was tired enough
01:10:11to have less patience
01:10:12with circumnavigation
01:10:13than usual.
01:10:14The bond,
01:10:15she said.
01:10:16He looked at her.
01:10:17It didn't break completely,
01:10:19she said.
01:10:20No,
01:10:21he said.
01:10:22Careful.
01:10:23I don't know
01:10:23what to do with that yet,
01:10:24she said.
01:10:25I want to be honest
01:10:27about that.
01:10:27I know what I feel
01:10:29and I know what happened
01:10:30and I know those two things
01:10:32are going to take time
01:10:32to be in the same place.
01:10:34I know,
01:10:35he said.
01:10:36You've been patient,
01:10:38she said.
01:10:38I've noticed.
01:10:40I had a great deal
01:10:41of time to understand
01:10:42that patience
01:10:43was what was appropriate,
01:10:44he said.
01:10:45Eight months
01:10:46is a long time
01:10:47to understand
01:10:48something about yourself.
01:10:49What did you understand?
01:10:51He looked at her steadily.
01:10:53That I had been
01:10:53very stupid,
01:10:55he said.
01:10:55and that stupid
01:10:57was not a sufficient
01:10:58reason to stop trying.
01:11:00She thought about this.
01:11:01She thought about
01:11:03the kitchen table
01:11:03and the letter
01:11:04and the 45 seconds
01:11:06in the great hall
01:11:07that had cost them
01:11:08both more
01:11:08than they should have
01:11:09been required to pay.
01:11:10She thought about
01:11:11Iron Spire
01:11:12and the South Road
01:11:13and the weeks
01:11:14of his watchful,
01:11:15careful,
01:11:16useful presence
01:11:17and the conversations
01:11:18and the way he listened.
01:11:20The bond asks
01:11:21for something,
01:11:22she said slowly.
01:11:23It asks for me
01:11:25to trust a thing
01:11:25that was already broken
01:11:27once by that person's choice.
01:11:30Yes, he said.
01:11:31That's not a small ask.
01:11:33No, he agreed.
01:11:35It isn't.
01:11:36Silence.
01:11:37The fire.
01:11:38I'm not saying no,
01:11:40she said.
01:11:41I want to be clear
01:11:42about that.
01:11:43I'm not saying no to this.
01:11:45I'm saying.
01:11:46She paused,
01:11:47looking for the exact
01:11:49right words,
01:11:50because the exact
01:11:51right words
01:11:52were the only ones
01:11:53that would be fair.
01:11:54I'm saying that this
01:11:55goes at the pace I set
01:11:56and that the pace
01:11:58will not be fast
01:11:59and that I need you
01:12:00to hold the patience
01:12:01you've found
01:12:02and not lose it
01:12:03when it's inconvenient.
01:12:04Yes, he said.
01:12:06And I need you to tell me
01:12:07when something is difficult,
01:12:09she said.
01:12:10Not to manage me,
01:12:11but because I'm not
01:12:13interested in a version
01:12:14of this
01:12:14where one person
01:12:16carries the weight
01:12:17of what was done
01:12:17to them quietly forever
01:12:19while the other person
01:12:20feels they've been forgiven.
01:12:22He was very still.
01:12:24I need it to be honest,
01:12:26she said.
01:12:26Yes, he said.
01:12:28And then quieter.
01:12:30So do I.
01:12:31She looked at him
01:12:33for a long time
01:12:34in the low firelight,
01:12:35in the library
01:12:36where Prosper
01:12:37had been waiting
01:12:38for 20 years
01:12:39for a daughter
01:12:39to come home,
01:12:40in the kingdom
01:12:41that had been held
01:12:42in some kind
01:12:43of suspended grief
01:12:44since the night
01:12:45a young king
01:12:46sent his infant heir
01:12:47west to keep her alive.
01:12:49Then we'll start there,
01:12:50she said.
01:12:51He breathed.
01:12:52It was small but real.
01:12:54The exhale of someone
01:12:56who has been holding
01:12:56something carefully
01:12:57for a very long time
01:12:59and has just been told
01:13:00they can set it down.
01:13:02Yes, he said.
01:13:03We will.
01:13:05There is an old custom
01:13:06in Verith,
01:13:07older than the gray walls
01:13:09and older than the pack system
01:13:10to the west
01:13:11and possibly older
01:13:13than writing.
01:13:13On the night
01:13:14of the winter solstice,
01:13:16the ruling monarch
01:13:17of the kingdom
01:13:18is required,
01:13:19by tradition,
01:13:20to light the first fire
01:13:21of the season
01:13:22in the great court.
01:13:23Not a servant,
01:13:25not a steward,
01:13:26the monarch themselves
01:13:27flint in hand.
01:13:29It is,
01:13:30by design,
01:13:31not a grand gesture.
01:13:32It is a small one.
01:13:34It is the point.
01:13:35Claudia was in her second year
01:13:37on the throne
01:13:38when she stood
01:13:39in the great court
01:13:40on the winter solstice,
01:13:41with the cold
01:13:42of the season
01:13:43pressing in
01:13:43from every direction
01:13:45and her breath
01:13:46visible in the lamplight
01:13:47and struck the flint
01:13:49above the pyre.
01:13:50She thought,
01:13:51briefly,
01:13:52about the first fire
01:13:53she had ever lit
01:13:54for herself,
01:13:55a small fire
01:13:56in a river valley cottage
01:13:58after her mother's death,
01:14:00the first night alone.
01:14:02She thought about
01:14:03all the fires
01:14:04between that one
01:14:05and this one
01:14:05and what they had cost
01:14:07and what they had given her.
01:14:08The fire caught.
01:14:10The court made the sound
01:14:11it was supposed to make.
01:14:13Prosper,
01:14:14who had seen
01:14:15this ceremony done
01:14:16by her grandfather
01:14:17and her father
01:14:18and her uncle
01:14:19and now her,
01:14:20watched with the expression
01:14:21of a man
01:14:22completing something.
01:14:24Darren was standing
01:14:25to her right,
01:14:26not as a consort.
01:14:27That title had come
01:14:29six months earlier
01:14:30in a ceremony
01:14:31that was,
01:14:32at Claudia's insistence,
01:14:33not especially grand
01:14:35and not especially rushed
01:14:37and was exactly
01:14:38what it was,
01:14:39honest.
01:14:39Not as a supplicant
01:14:41or a figure of apology
01:14:42or a man
01:14:43still earning something.
01:14:45He had been earning things
01:14:46for long enough.
01:14:47She had told him so.
01:14:49He was standing there
01:14:50as himself,
01:14:51as the person
01:14:52who had ridden six days
01:14:54because he needed
01:14:55to tell her
01:14:55he had been wrong.
01:14:56As the alpha
01:14:57who had learned,
01:14:59belatedly and expensively,
01:15:01that the assumptions
01:15:02of his life
01:15:03were not the same thing
01:15:04as the truth of it.
01:15:05As,
01:15:06in the plainest possible terms,
01:15:08her mate,
01:15:08the scar in her chest
01:15:10had softened,
01:15:11not vanished.
01:15:12It would never
01:15:14entirely vanish.
01:15:15And she had decided,
01:15:16some months ago,
01:15:18that she did not want it to
01:15:19because the scar was true
01:15:21and truth was something
01:15:22she had decided
01:15:23to hold on to,
01:15:25even the parts of it
01:15:26that were not comfortable
01:15:27to carry.
01:15:28But softened,
01:15:29settled into something
01:15:30that was no longer
01:15:32the primary story,
01:15:33that had been joined
01:15:34by other things,
01:15:35newer and growing.
01:15:37She looked at him
01:15:38in the firelight.
01:15:40He looked back.
01:15:41Well,
01:15:42he said,
01:15:43under the sound
01:15:44of the cord around them,
01:15:45quietly enough
01:15:46that only she could hear.
01:15:48Well,
01:15:49she agreed.
01:15:50You've had the throne
01:15:51for two years,
01:15:52he said.
01:15:53Is it what you expected?
01:15:54I expected it to be heavier,
01:15:57she said.
01:15:57It is,
01:15:58in fact,
01:15:59exactly as heavy
01:16:00as I expected.
01:16:02I don't know why
01:16:03I thought I was wrong.
01:16:04because you are
01:16:06occasionally optimistic
01:16:07about the limits
01:16:08of difficulty.
01:16:09I am not optimistic.
01:16:11You walked out
01:16:12of a rejection
01:16:13without crying
01:16:14and started a revolution,
01:16:16he said.
01:16:17That is,
01:16:18at minimum,
01:16:19structurally optimistic.
01:16:20She looked at him
01:16:22for a moment.
01:16:23Then she said,
01:16:24with a particular tone
01:16:25that he had come
01:16:26to recognize
01:16:27as the one
01:16:28where she was choosing
01:16:29between several
01:16:29possible responses
01:16:31and had selected
01:16:32the one that was truest,
01:16:34I didn't start
01:16:35a revolution.
01:16:36I lit a letter on fire
01:16:38and got on a horse.
01:16:40History,
01:16:41he said,
01:16:42tends to simplify.
01:16:44History,
01:16:45she replied,
01:16:46can manage
01:16:47its own interpretation.
01:16:48He was smiling.
01:16:50He did this more
01:16:51than he had
01:16:52in the first months
01:16:53and she had noticed
01:16:54the increase
01:16:54and she noted it now,
01:16:56this particular quality
01:16:57of it,
01:16:57the one that was
01:16:58entirely unselfconscious,
01:17:00the one that was,
01:17:02she thought,
01:17:02possibly the truest thing
01:17:04she had yet seen in him.
01:17:05She thought about
01:17:06the great hall
01:17:07at Ironspire,
01:17:09about the 45 seconds,
01:17:11about the way
01:17:12she had decided
01:17:13in the three days
01:17:14riding home
01:17:15who she was going to be.
01:17:17She thought,
01:17:18with a fairness
01:17:19that had taken time
01:17:20to arrive at,
01:17:21that he had spent
01:17:22a comparable amount
01:17:23of time deciding
01:17:24who he was going to be,
01:17:25that the man
01:17:26standing next to her
01:17:27had been made
01:17:27partly by the choice
01:17:29he had gotten wrong
01:17:30and everything
01:17:31he had done since.
01:17:32She had not
01:17:33forgiven the choice.
01:17:35Forgiveness was not
01:17:36really the right word
01:17:37for what had happened
01:17:38because what had happened
01:17:39was something more complex
01:17:40and more human
01:17:41than simple forgiveness.
01:17:43She had held the truth
01:17:44of what he had done
01:17:45and she had held
01:17:46the truth
01:17:47of who he had become
01:17:48and she had decided
01:17:49that both were real
01:17:50and that she did not
01:17:52have to choose
01:17:53between them,
01:17:53that she could hold
01:17:54the damage
01:17:55and the repair
01:17:56in the same hands
01:17:57and still choose
01:17:58what to do next.
01:18:00She had chosen this.
01:18:01The fire burned
01:18:03in the great court.
01:18:04The winter solstice night
01:18:05was very cold
01:18:07and very clear,
01:18:08the kind of night
01:18:09where the stars
01:18:10looked like they had
01:18:11been hammered
01:18:11into the sky
01:18:12with particular attention
01:18:13to detail.
01:18:14Claudia looked up
01:18:15at the stars.
01:18:16She thought about
01:18:17her father,
01:18:18who had sent her west
01:18:19into a quiet valley
01:18:21to keep her alive.
01:18:22She thought about
01:18:23her mother,
01:18:24who had lived
01:18:25the quiet valley
01:18:26and given her daughter
01:18:27a letter
01:18:27and enough of a life
01:18:29to know what to do
01:18:30with the truth
01:18:30when it finally arrived.
01:18:32She thought about
01:18:33all of it
01:18:33and she thought,
01:18:35yes,
01:18:36this,
01:18:37complicated and real
01:18:38and entirely mine.
01:18:41Come inside,
01:18:42she said to Darren.
01:18:43It's cold.
01:18:44You are the one
01:18:45who had to light
01:18:46the fire outdoors.
01:18:48It's tradition.
01:18:49Tradition is simply
01:18:51habit with better clothes,
01:18:52he said.
01:18:53She laughed,
01:18:55short and genuine,
01:18:56and the night
01:18:57held the sound of it
01:18:58and the fire burned
01:19:00and the stars
01:19:01were many.
01:19:02They went inside
01:19:04and that is where
01:19:05we will leave them.
01:19:06Not at a perfect ending.
01:19:08There is no such thing
01:19:10and they would both
01:19:11be the first
01:19:11to tell you so.
01:19:13There are the ordinary
01:19:14difficulties
01:19:14of ruling a kingdom
01:19:16and managing
01:19:17an alliance
01:19:17and being two people
01:19:19with histories
01:19:19trying to build
01:19:20something honest
01:19:21from the materials
01:19:22of what they are.
01:19:23There is Prosper
01:19:24who is getting older
01:19:25and will not be there forever
01:19:27and Saya
01:19:28who is quietly invaluable
01:19:30and knows it
01:19:30and Torben
01:19:31who visits occasionally
01:19:33from the north
01:19:33and makes jokes
01:19:34that are funnier
01:19:35than Darren lets on.
01:19:37There is the work
01:19:38which is endless
01:19:39and the fire
01:19:40which needs to be lit
01:19:42every year.
01:19:43There is the bond
01:19:44which is a scar
01:19:45and something else
01:19:46which is real.
01:19:48There is at the beginning
01:19:49of all of this
01:19:50before the throne
01:19:51and the coalition
01:19:52and the seven-day ride
01:19:54and the careful evenings
01:19:55in the library
01:19:56a woman walking
01:19:57out of a great hall
01:19:58straight-backed
01:19:59choosing to be something
01:20:01that could not be broken
01:20:02and a man standing
01:20:04in the echo
01:20:04of his own choice
01:20:05beginning the long
01:20:07and necessary work
01:20:08of understanding it.
01:20:10There is all of that
01:20:11and there is this
01:20:12they found their way
01:20:14to each other
01:20:14and it cost them both
01:20:16and it was worth it.
01:20:17It usually is
01:20:18the things that cost you.
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