04:52My mind went blank.
08:57Was always my sister
09:27I couldn't breathe here.
17:01You make me sick
17:31I backed away
22:02wanted to stay warm with me i knew calus's sudden appearance had made him anxious so i let him when
22:07he got emotional he'd shift into his true form i hadn't paid attention before but now i noticed
22:12a horn on his forehead wyverns don't have horns i stopped caspian from moving against me what are
22:17you i asked caspian's eyes were red he could barely stay conscious whatever you say i am he said i'm
22:24that he didn't know what he really was the golden light on his tail the horn on his head hard
22:30as a
22:30blade they looked like the symbols on the dragon carvings my sister and i saw in the ruins could
22:34caspian be i didn't dare finish the thought caspian didn't give me time to think his true form was
22:40incredibly strong he wrapped around me nothing like the gentle caspian i knew i held him back
22:45wrapped in layers of his body i felt completely safe i forgot about house karen forgot about calus
22:51forgot 20 years of pain and struggle the next day i found an excuse to send caspian away i held
22:58a
22:58blade to my eye the skin under the blade throbbed you never learn do you i laughed bitterly but going
23:04back to house karen this was the fastest way to heal caspian i bit down and pressed the blade in
23:10the
23:10familiar pain hit me then a clink the blade fell to the ground didn't i send caspian away how was
23:15he back his eyes were wide are you hurting yourself seeing his panic i explained quickly no no i was
23:21just
23:21getting some magic blood i know i have weak magic but my blood is good for you drink it the
23:26scars on
23:26your face and your leg will heal caspian stepped forward he backed me into the corner it was the
23:31first time i'd seen him so angry no one is worth hurting yourself like this not even me his words
23:36exploded in my ears but in my memory calus's voice echoed too if it's not enough take more she's
23:42obsessed with me anyway fake love and real love there's no comparison looking at caspian's angry face
23:48my heart felt soft instead i weakly tugged his sleeve just once one extraction it'll heal most of
23:54your injuries but caspian ignored me he touched the scar on my chest instead you got this wound
23:59for him didn't you caspian is almost jealous of him then he let go of me he reached into his
24:03own
24:03chest and pulled sweat poured down his veins bulged i grabbed him trying to steady him his body heat
24:10burned my palm then a flash of gold a dark green scale appeared in his palm he pressed it over
24:15my eye
24:16i stared at caspian in shock what are you doing are you trying to get yourself killed
24:20my heart scale nothing can pierce it now you can't hurt yourself anymore he'd torn out his own heart
24:26scale i touched my chest the scale had already merged with me a pure powerful magic gathered there
24:32and the scar i'd had for years was gone i finally understood why caspian had been sent to the arena
24:38his power was terrifying so much stronger than my clumsy magic he had this incredible healing power
24:44but he never used it on himself he let me fumble and make things worse so many times i choked
24:49out
24:50why why didn't you heal yourself caspian smiled weakly because if i healed my wounds you would
24:55have sent me away so he kept his wounds on purpose tears filled my eyes again caspian panicked and tried
25:01to wipe them away but the more he wiped the more they fell he used his magic desperately your wounds
25:07are healed now don't cry through the blur of tears i looked at caspian the scars on his face were
25:12gone
25:12his skin was pale underneath but beneath the scars he was breathtakingly beautiful eyes like black
25:18gems set in long narrow sockets a straight perfect nose lips as red as cherry blossoms skin as smooth
25:26as jade every angle perfect this beautiful man was caspian the better he was the more worthless i felt
25:33the old self-doubt came rushing back caspian saw my face change lena do you not like how i look
25:39i can
25:39change back he reached for scissors i stopped him i pushed down my rising self-hatred and forced a
25:44smile caspian you're beautiful everyone in town came to stare at caspian the neighbors all praised
25:50him lena you really found a treasure caspian is so capable and so handsome i've never seen such a
25:56handsome beast in my whole life caspian blushed at all the attention i looked up at him the sun
26:01gilded him in gold yes caspian was wonderful i didn't deserve someone so wonderful when i brought
26:07caspian back to house karen everyone praised his looks too even eliza karen came up to him
26:12you're too beautiful to be stuck with lena did she force you word had spread that i'd abandoned
26:17calus so of course they assumed the worst caspian frowned i chose her she wants nothing from me eliza
26:23wouldn't give up come with me instead i already have a bonded beast but i'm the strongest in house
26:28karen i can help you train she didn't care at all about wesley behind her or calus hiding in the
26:34shadows caspian stepped behind me he pointed at me she is my temer only her i don't care how strong
26:40you are and besides who's the strongest is still up for debate i liked the first half the second half
26:45confused me for the first time in 20 years eliza had been rejected by a beast eliza was furious and
26:52there were consequences the entire house karen stopped praising caspian's looks and started gossiping
26:57about his past instead
26:58about his past instead
26:58about his past instead
26:58about his past instead
26:58about his past instead
26:58about his past instead
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