00:01Monday, 8th of September. In three days, I'll be dead. Three days.
00:06No one knows about this, nor do they need to. To others, I seem normal.
00:11Maybe a little more cheerful than usual, but still, normal.
00:15I'm going about my day-to-day life in the same way. I don't need to draw any attention to
00:18myself.
00:21It would only get worse if people knew what's about to happen.
00:24If I tell someone, they'll just tell me what I'm going through isn't normal.
00:28But to me, this is normal. I don't know anything else.
00:31I'll simply just disappear. I won't be remembered. I don't want to be.
00:35I'll be forgotten in two weeks anyway. I'm just another name, another number, a statistic.
00:40One of many who all have the same ending to their story. Another grave that no one looks at.
00:44Along with many others, I'll just be forgotten as time goes on.
00:48Tuesday. Two days left.
00:51To most people, two days might not seem like that much, considering how much time I have left.
00:56It's strange now when you would die. There was a time where I couldn't understand the concept of death.
01:01Now it's stained with my face. I'm greeting it with open arms.
01:05I'm looking forward to freedom. Even if it is coming much earlier than I originally thought.
01:11If you asked me why I'm doing this, there wouldn't be a clear answer.
01:14I don't fully understand. I just know what the outcome is.
01:18Wednesday. My final proper day. Tomorrow morning, when I wake, I record my final message. Then, I'll be free.
01:26In 24 hours, my life will be over.
01:29You couldn't tell me without when I enter this chapter of my life, that I'll be my last.
01:33I always knew it would end at some point, but never now.
01:37But, I'm happy this is the final chapter. I'm living my life as if I still had a lifetime left.
01:41No, a couple of hours. This is my lifetime.
01:44Most people do something special on my final day. Spend it with family.
01:48However, my final day is spent living my life the same way as I did before the camera started.
01:53Following the same routines. Doing the same things I've been doing for the past five years.
01:56No point in doing anything special now. Better just disappear.
01:59Most people won't even realise why I'm gone until someone brings it up when my conversation starts to get dry.
02:04Once you only have a short amount of time left, you start to appreciate your surroundings more.
02:08You don't get annoyed at with small things. No need.
02:11Something simple like walking home. Once but nothing, now means everything.
02:15Probably my last time with any of this, so why not take it in? Never did before. Why not now?
02:19First time, I'm truly appreciating the world around me.
02:22Sometimes the environment is reaching out to you. One less time to bring you back.
02:25Thought it was too late. But it's too late.
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