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00:11Hey, Catherine, how was your trip?
00:13Did you find your orgasm?
00:15Oh, my God.
00:16Gabrielle, pack your bags.
00:18You have to experience this.
00:22Catherine, we've been through so much,
00:24and for so many years, I get these phone calls,
00:26and we're on different sides of the planet,
00:28and she's like, oh, my God.
00:30You have got, you have got to do this.
00:34It is a miracle.
00:35It's a miracle.
00:37I'm so sorry that it took me so long to figure it out that it's us.
00:42I have spent so many years being so miserable, being made love to.
00:47No matter how much I love my partner,
00:50no matter how beautiful of a man he is,
00:52no matter how willing I am to go there,
00:56I don't know how to get there.
00:59I came home after having met a woman who had full-bodied orgasms
01:03and an incredibly awakened sex life,
01:05and I had a deep sense that suddenly that this was,
01:08that I was capable of this.
01:09In fact, that all women should, are capable of this.
01:12And I said to him,
01:13if I don't get to experience my full sexual potential,
01:16what I'm hardwired to be able to feel as a woman,
01:19this deep pleasure,
01:20before I die,
01:21I don't think I want to live.
01:23It didn't matter how successful I was in every area of my life,
01:27as a mother, a wife, in my career.
01:29But as long as I was sexually unsatisfied,
01:32I felt like a failure.
01:34I would say the moment that it shifted
01:36was this experience that I had with my husband,
01:38that for an entire week, I was orgasmic.
01:41And everything orgasmed.
01:44My tongue on the roof of my mouth,
01:46his nose to my nose,
01:48his finger touching, stimulating my fingertips,
01:52like for hours and hours and hours,
01:54so much so that I thought I was going to explode
01:57and die from pleasure.
01:59It was insane.
02:00It was insane.
02:01I'm like, oh my God, Gabrielle,
02:02you're not going to believe how it's possible.
02:05There is no physical pleasure
02:07because I can't get out of the way of my thoughts.
02:10And we're going to learn how to transcend that.
02:12Yes, because I've been headlocked most of my life.
02:17I have actually been able to experience
02:19what it feels like
02:21to be able to release the head
02:23and move into the body.
02:25I'm not sure I can do this.
02:27I think I'm a lost cause.
02:29Would you just trust me?
02:31If it can work for me,
02:32it can work for anybody.
02:34Okay.
02:36I'm going to introduce you to every expert
02:37in the field of sexuality
02:39until you find your orgasm.
02:54Because we live in such a sexually repressed culture,
02:57it's like any investigation
02:58or even talking about that
02:59makes you a pervert
03:00because we're terrified of sexual desire.
03:02All religions shame sexuality.
03:04It's like, watch out, it's bad,
03:06it's naughty, et cetera,
03:07other than procreation
03:08because that happens to help build our numbers
03:10in our religion.
03:12Sex is what animals do,
03:13and we are animals,
03:15and making love is a different business.
03:18When I talk to women about sex drive,
03:20for example, or libido,
03:21that happens to be
03:22the biggest sexual complaint in America.
03:24This is baffling to me.
03:27How can we be still sexually illiterate
03:29in the 21st century?
03:30Learning sex is just like
03:32learning to play an instrument.
03:34We all have natural musical ability.
03:36Everyone has a sense of rhythm,
03:38but whether you learn to play the piano
03:39or not is up to you.
03:40I think that women don't know
03:42that they're entitled to have great sex,
03:44and I don't think that they know
03:45that their bodies are capable of it.
03:46I was not having cataclysmic sexual experiences,
03:50but I knew that there was more.
03:52I didn't know there was more.
03:54I actually thought women were lying
03:56when they said there was more,
03:57or when they said they had full-body orgasms,
04:00or sex was fabulous.
04:01The question we need to ask ourselves,
04:03we need to ask everyone,
04:04is, are you ready to play a larger game?
04:09Oh, yeah.
04:12As a man, I have no idea about women.
04:15Still?
04:16I'm still learning.
04:17I'm still learning.
04:19You will never learn completely about women.
04:22Why?
04:23Why?
04:24Because they are opposite to us.
04:27Completely opposite to us.
04:28Do you think that men and women
04:30separate their mind and body the same way,
04:33or do you think that women
04:34are more inclined to do that,
04:36to sort of disconnect between the head
04:38and what lies beneath?
04:39Can a woman have a satisfying sexual experience
04:41if she's disconnected from her body?
04:43Absolutely not.
04:45Impossible.
04:46Can a man have a sexual experience?
04:48Maybe not hugely satisfying.
04:49If he's not really in his body?
04:51Absolutely.
04:52Men reach orgasm fairly easily.
04:54Most men do, anyway.
04:56The women, you have to know how to do it.
04:58And, of course, women themselves know how.
05:00But men are often...
05:01Well...
05:02Okay.
05:03Yes, some don't.
05:04That's true.
05:05In fact, there are places in the world
05:07where you ask the women, you know,
05:10how often do you have orgasm,
05:11and they don't even know what you mean.
05:13A lot of people in our culture
05:14feel like they're broken
05:15or something's wrong with them
05:16because they're not having
05:17the mind-blowing orgasm.
05:19And it's not that you're broken.
05:22It's that you have a lack of sex education.
05:24The question is,
05:25how do I have an orgasm?
05:26Is it a kind of pathetic,
05:28spasmodic, seven-second sneeze?
05:31Or is it this full experience
05:34where the heart is fucked open to God,
05:36where the entire body
05:37shudders with quivering tenderness,
05:39opening up the heavens and the earth
05:41in this ecstatic merger,
05:42which reveals the ultimate essence
05:44of all that is?
05:45Yes!
05:45I say yes!
05:47Thank God!
05:48That's the orgasm I want to have.
05:51When women are looking for a man,
05:54subconsciously,
05:54but they're looking for this real man
05:56who can give me an orgasm.
05:57Do all men think they're great fucks?
06:00It's cultural conditioning, yeah.
06:01So, yes.
06:07But you know what?
06:08So do women.
06:11Normal penetration lasts
06:13between two and seven minutes.
06:15What?
06:15That's it?
06:16That's it.
06:17And it takes between 20 and 45 minutes
06:19for a woman to become fully aroused.
06:21That doesn't work very well,
06:22hand in hand, does it now?
06:23Yes, exactly.
06:24The ability to stay aroused, right,
06:27in a relationship which is sustained
06:29is huge.
06:30And so let's offer two things
06:31which I think are just so critical,
06:34and without it, we can't move.
06:36The first is that each partner
06:38has to take responsibility
06:40for their own arousal.
06:43And what we usually do is
06:45the man says to the woman,
06:46turn me on.
06:47The woman says to the man,
06:49arouse me.
06:50Now, that should absolutely happen.
06:52The man should ravish his woman.
06:54The woman should be a radiant goddess
06:56for her man.
06:57But that's only half the story.
07:00The other half of the story is
07:01I need to take responsibility
07:03for my arousal,
07:04and the way I do that
07:05in a monogamous relationship
07:06is that I eroticize
07:08all of my partner.
07:10When women don't take responsibility
07:12for their sexuality,
07:13they split off from it.
07:15They either wait for someone
07:16to come rescue them,
07:17or they project
07:19the perceived negative aspects
07:21onto somebody else.
07:22I just have been blaming my lovers
07:26for my dissatisfaction
07:29and have been completely shut down
07:32in my body.
07:40And female pleasure, actually.
07:41So we got back
07:43one part of the clitoris,
07:45and then we got the G-spot,
07:49which isn't a spot,
07:51and the doctor, Grafenberg,
07:53who it's named after,
07:54didn't have one.
07:55So I don't really care for that name.
07:57The only problem is
07:58it's not actually a spot.
07:59It's a tube of erectile tissue
08:02that surrounds the tube of the urethra.
08:09Do you know where your G-spot is?
08:11Have you found it?
08:11Yes.
08:12This is the clitoris.
08:15This, therefore, would be the G-spot,
08:18which we're not calling a G-spot anymore.
08:20No, fuck the G-spot.
08:22Fuck the G-spot.
08:23Sacred spot.
08:24Sacred spot.
08:25Woo!
08:26Have you mapped your G-spot?
08:28No.
08:28So mapping, it's like a clock face.
08:31So you want to see your G-spot like a clock face,
08:33and you go, let's say you're at the 12 o'clock position,
08:36and then you would do, like,
08:38okay, here, now I'm doing back and forth
08:41with medium pressure on a scale of one to five.
08:43How arousing is that?
08:45Yeah.
08:46So it might be side to side.
08:47It might be more of a come hither.
08:49I say anchor and pull instead of come hither.
08:51So this is, like, what normal sex does.
08:54It's friction over
08:55versus anchoring in and pulling towards.
08:58Do you see the difference?
08:59So you're anchoring underneath and pulling away.
09:02Uh-huh.
09:02This is the area where the G-spot is,
09:04and that's where it'll swell,
09:06but you have to use quite a bit of pressure.
09:09It's not just a nice...
09:10You have to use two fingers and...
09:12You really want to come here.
09:13You really want to come here.
09:14It's hard to stimulate with a penis.
09:16A lot easier with fingers.
09:18You could do it with a penis,
09:18but you've got to get yourself at quite an angle.
09:21The clitoris has a shaft,
09:24which is under the hood.
09:25The clitoris has legs,
09:26which extend three to four inches down on either side,
09:30like a fat wishbone.
09:32And that's just the three parts of the clitoris,
09:34all made of erectile tissue.
09:36There's the vestibular bulbs,
09:37which are two big, fat wads of erectile tissue.
09:41Mm.
09:42That sounds so good.
09:43I know.
09:44Pleasure in a woman's body
09:46is the offering that we make to the divine.
09:48And the expression of pleasure in the body
09:52is something that's hard for most women
09:55because we've been shut down, right?
09:57And it's not safe.
09:59My earliest memories were where I was very orgasmic
10:03at a very early age
10:04and was utterly ashamed because of it
10:07and would spend hours in the gym class
10:10at the top of the ropes
10:11where no one could see me coming.
10:13Like this.
10:17Like a little monkey.
10:19Like a bonobo.
10:21You are a bonobo.
10:23Play with gifting yourself,
10:26giving yourself pleasure sessions.
10:28I've been conditioned for so many years
10:31because I've been self-pleasuring
10:32since I was very young
10:34to do it from such a negative place.
10:37You know, it's what's turned me on
10:38has been so negative.
10:39Mm-hmm.
10:40So the idea of doing something tender
10:42and it's just like,
10:45that's going to turn me on.
10:47Forget the orgasm stuff for now.
10:49Focus on the pleasure
10:50and run little experiments
10:52and notice what happens
10:53and when anything good happens,
10:54practice that.
10:55The best way to get to the orgasm
10:57is to let go of it.
10:59Yeah.
11:00Pleasure practice is, in fact,
11:02the attention towards opening and relaxing.
11:05There's specific aspects like dancing,
11:10like being with your animals,
11:12like being in beauty,
11:14like being in nature.
11:16Smells, sounds, delicious foods, right?
11:20All of those things automatically open the body.
11:24So this brings us to pleasure in the body
11:27and women and women's orgasmic potential.
11:29The Hitachi Magic Wand
11:31was for a number of years
11:33the most popular masturbatory device
11:35in the United States.
11:36It's hardcore.
11:38The amount of voltage coming out of that thing.
11:40How big is it?
11:42It's...
11:42You can put all penises aside
11:44when you have one of those.
11:45But it's not used internally, of course.
11:47It's an external massage device.
11:50Why have something so big for just the clit?
11:53Because it works wonders.
11:54Oh.
11:55I mean, it's like,
11:57as opposed to like a zzzz,
11:58it's like zzzzzz.
12:00It's kind of scary, actually.
12:03Vibrators were invented by doctors
12:05who didn't want to actually touch women
12:07because it was considered
12:08that orgasms cured hysteria.
12:11There's something that a woman has designed
12:14called the crystal wand.
12:16It actually has a little handle
12:17and it's beautifully curved.
12:20It's not the size of a penis at all.
12:22It's...
12:23It's a delicate...
12:24The size of a finger?
12:24Yeah, it's more like the size of a finger.
12:26It's a delicate piece of assistance
12:29to help keep the energy in there awake.
12:35By the way,
12:36if anybody's worried about it,
12:37the stats are that in couples
12:39where they self-cultivate,
12:40they have more partnered sex.
12:42It does not take the place of partnered sex.
12:45It's not like somehow if you touch yourself,
12:47you're not going to want your mate.
12:48Not true.
13:06Most of our body parts were named by men.
13:09So there's this lack of sort of sensual sensitivity
13:12to the anatomy.
13:14So what do we do with our vaginas?
13:16Do we just make something up?
13:17You know, what would that word be?
13:19What would it look like?
13:20How many syllables would it have?
13:21The most accurate word would be vulva.
13:23It sounds like a bloody car.
13:25I think it's important to reclaim
13:27every single word
13:28that has been identified as our genitals.
13:31And I don't mind going back historically
13:33and reclaiming cunt
13:35because it was, like,
13:37not an insult originally.
13:39And, in fact...
13:45The pole is, to me,
13:48it's a symbol
13:50of the fourth wave of feminism,
13:52which I believe is coming.
13:54We're on it.
13:55We're in it.
13:57But it is the wave of sexual reclamation,
14:00body reclamation,
14:01feminine body reclamation,
14:02and within that body resides our sexuality.
14:04We are sexual creatures, right?
14:06Our breasts curve,
14:08our hips curve,
14:09our asses curve,
14:11our legs curve,
14:12our necks curve.
14:13We're just these wonderful,
14:14curvy, beautiful creatures
14:16and our bodies are meant to attract
14:19and have conversations with everybody,
14:22very specifically the masculine energy,
14:25the masculine eye,
14:26and the masculine body.
14:27And the feminine has to master the dance
14:30between her feminine and masculine energy.
14:32It's a dance.
14:40Curve of movement.
14:41Mm-hmm.
14:41Feminine movement.
14:42That's those...
14:43That's that big, stretchy, round,
14:45curvy, yummy movement
14:47that is slow...
14:49Yeah, yeah, yeah, beautiful.
14:50You're already moving through sensuality.
14:56Letting the flavors move you,
14:58letting them stir up the emotion inside,
15:00which is allowing yourself to feel.
15:10Dr. Pat Allen will help Gabrielle and me
15:14be less masculine.
15:18And she's the one who said,
15:19before I met you
15:20when I was in a really paltry relationship
15:23and she had just autopsied the relationship,
15:25which she does very finely,
15:27and I said,
15:28well, when am I going to meet a good man?
15:29And she said,
15:30when you meet a better man than you.
15:32So let's say I hypothetically come to you and say...
15:36You're asking for a friend, right?
15:38Yes, I am.
15:38So my friend is sexually unsatisfied.
15:42Man or woman?
15:43She's female.
15:44She looks a lot like me.
15:44No, she's not female.
15:46She's male.
15:48You women have yin bodies but yang souls.
15:52You know, we use this word chivalry,
15:54but it's really to describe this act
15:57of the masculine showing up
15:58and being present for the woman.
16:00That's what a lot of modern women are craving,
16:02is that they have so much masculine energy at play.
16:04They're dying for a place to surrender and let go.
16:08My fellow insists on opening the car door for me
16:11no matter what is going on.
16:12There could be a torrential downpour,
16:14but he walks around the car
16:16and I say,
16:16it's okay, honey, I'll just make a run for it.
16:18He ignores me completely
16:19and it is so fucking sexy
16:20to be ignored in that instance.
16:23Exactly.
16:24It's about allowing myself to feel safe to let go.
16:29Like if every time he does something like that,
16:32I take a moment just to go,
16:34wow, he's signaling to me that I can let go.
16:37I mean, this conversation we're having,
16:38like in certain circles,
16:40would be very frowned upon, right?
16:41Of course.
16:42From a strong feminist perspective,
16:44I would have frowned upon this conversation.
16:46Right.
16:46Like six months ago.
16:47But that's the difference.
16:48It's a choice, right?
17:01I don't think we trust our own pleasure.
17:03We were taught not to.
17:05We were taught pleasure was dangerous.
17:07It was going to get us in trouble.
17:09It was going to cause us to be too wild.
17:13We weren't going to be pleasing to other people.
17:16We'd be bad girls.
17:18Most of us have shut down our sexual energy
17:20at some point earlier on in our lives
17:22when we were told that what we were doing was inappropriate,
17:24whether it was touching ourselves,
17:26whether it was whatever,
17:27which all little children do.
17:28We got negative messages about our sexual energy,
17:32how to hide that
17:33and not to pleasure ourselves in any way.
17:34I think I have been so shut down.
17:36The thought of deep pleasure
17:37has been kind of almost terrifying to me.
17:39Like if I allowed myself to feel that good,
17:42what does that mean?
17:44Am I that worthy?
17:45You know, I've never felt
17:47that I've been worthy of that kind of release
17:50of feeling the bliss.
17:52I can read that in you,
17:54that you don't love yourself deeply.
17:56Yeah.
17:57Yeah.
17:58Not even much at all, let alone deeply.
18:01Do you stop yourself from having a full experience
18:05because of that fear?
18:07Or do you go...
18:08I mean, it seems like you go for it anyway.
18:10Well, I think I've spent so many years
18:12trying to be what I want people to think that I am
18:17rather than being my authentic self.
18:22I'm sure that has to do with, like,
18:24not wanting to let go to even being able to climax
18:28because it's like you have to let go
18:30to that degree of appearing foolish
18:32or not knowing what's going to happen.
18:34I just had this funny image of myself
18:36when I would receive pleasure as a child
18:39and it was in the wrong way.
18:40The person who I sought pleasure with,
18:43we would make a tent in my bedroom,
18:46within a tent,
18:47so that if someone were to...
18:48because there was no lock on the door,
18:49if someone were to enter the room,
18:50we would have enough time to undo
18:52what we were doing in our pleasure
18:53before they got through the two layers of the tent.
18:56And I'm thinking maybe in my lovemaking
18:58I should make a tent.
18:59Two tents, right?
19:01That's a way of creating safety.
19:03And when you really feel safe,
19:04then you can start to feel your pleasure.
19:09Your goal is to actually focus on the sensation,
19:11but if there's something that is distracting you,
19:13allow yourself the ability to say,
19:15oh, that's distracting me.
19:16That's, you know, I need something adjusted.
19:41What you're bringing to the space as well,
19:43you know, and if you're in a relaxed state,
19:45women typically respond to that, you know.
19:47So it's a great place to start, you know,
19:48check in how you're breathing,
19:51what your intention is.
19:53What is it that you could really bring
19:54that would have a woman soften and feel safe?
19:59When you get penetrated by a man who is that conscious,
20:03the penetration has a different weight.
20:06It's a totally different feeling
20:08where the whole totality of existence
20:11presses down on this man who then presses into you.
20:15I have experienced that.
20:17How do you teach a man to penetrate?
20:19Well, he has to know his purpose.
20:22He has to know what he's about.
20:24And the most important thing is
20:26you cannot be more important than his purpose,
20:29which, of course, every woman hates and loves.
20:34Yeah, it is really sexy and annoying at the same time.
20:37Yes, it is sexy and annoying as fuck.
20:47Catherine's been through a process
20:49with one of the healers.
20:51His name is Nityama.
20:52And he takes you into your body
20:54where you're experiencing
20:55this wave of orgasmic pleasure.
20:58And we're looking for a model
21:00to do this demonstration on camera
21:02because Catherine and I are too chicken.
21:05In the end of the process,
21:07your genitals don't exist.
21:09You are literally an orgasmic wave.
21:12Well, I would love to experience
21:13these, like, long-lasting waves
21:17that you've been telling me about.
21:18I can't really say that I've experienced that.
21:22And now my fellow and I are going to work
21:24on the same technique
21:24so that I can actually accomplish that with him.
21:31The two of you will do a simple exercise
21:34and you'll be able to see
21:36how it's a metaphor of lovemaking.
21:38Right hand to right hand.
21:40You'll close your eyes.
21:42Calm your mind
21:43and become aware of your own hand.
21:47Your own right hand.
21:50So when I massage you for a long time,
21:52I'm focusing on releasing your negative emotions.
21:54You are breathing.
21:55You are releasing negative emotions
21:57and then you're filling up with positive emotions.
21:59You're moving your body
22:00and you're processing your positive emotion.
22:02And now, very slowly,
22:06start to explore your partner's hand.
22:09Where's their hand?
22:10You'll start moving the hand
22:12to actually explore it.
22:18Go slow enough to where you never lose sight of yourself
22:21or your friend's hand, your partner's hand.
22:25Where are they?
22:28When I went back to Sharif,
22:30I said,
22:31I got it.
22:32I figured it all out.
22:33I got it.
22:34This is what we're going to do.
22:35I'm going to do this.
22:36You're going to do this.
22:37And I will do that when you do this.
22:38And then after you've done that,
22:40we'll do this.
22:40And then I will do this.
22:42And the minute we got into intimacy,
22:46my fear arose
22:47and my trust issues arose.
22:50And I said,
22:51stop everything.
22:52Sharif isn't a healer.
22:54He hasn't been trained in the art of Tantra.
22:56He's a beautiful gentleman.
22:57So guess what he did?
22:58He stopped and he backed off.
23:01What I needed was for him to do this thing,
23:03which is new for me,
23:04of the holding space,
23:05which is basically,
23:06my wife is raging at me.
23:08I'm just going to stay here with her.
23:10What happens is,
23:12in that love,
23:13you pass through that phase of mistrust and fear.
23:19And then you can come back to an orgasmic potential.
23:32During our session,
23:33I don't know what I was feeling.
23:36I went through so many different degrees of sensory awareness in my body.
23:41What's happening to you is you lose your control.
23:45You surrender.
23:47You know when you're exercising
23:48and you push yourself
23:49and you push yourself
23:50and you push yourself,
23:51like you get to this level,
23:52this plateau,
23:52and you're like,
23:53I'm going to go further.
23:54No?
23:55Well, that was my entryway,
23:57I think,
23:57into seeing that leveled potential in sex,
24:01that I would hit this level
24:02and then go another level
24:03and then go another level
24:04and go another level
24:05and break through to something completely,
24:08you know,
24:08where I would come out of this experience
24:10or this orgasm
24:11and I feel like a different person,
24:12but feel like more of me,
24:14you know,
24:15not different like somebody else,
24:16but more of me.
24:17Guys are offended
24:18when somebody offers to teach them.
24:20Yeah.
24:20And they're even offended
24:21when women offer to teach them.
24:24Yeah, well,
24:25I'm going about it in a different way.
24:26I'm not saying that that's what I want.
24:28I'm getting pissed
24:30and I'm being,
24:32I'm angry.
24:34What are you pissed,
24:35I mean,
24:35what are you telling him you're pissed at?
24:37Anything, everything.
24:38So you're blaming everything and anything
24:39rather than the root cause of it?
24:41Haven't you addressed,
24:42stressed how important that is to you
24:44to have that time with him?
24:50Do you think he understands
24:51it's hard for you?
24:55You're holding
24:57not just a hand,
24:58it's a person's hand.
25:00And the person
25:01has lived
25:02many years
25:03and been through many things.
25:05The actual hand you're holding,
25:07if you can imagine this,
25:09that hand,
25:10that simple thing we take for granted,
25:12that hand
25:12has actually
25:14clenched in pain.
25:16It's actually
25:17wiped away tears.
25:20It's waved goodbye.
25:23It's carried
25:24its first lunchbox
25:26to school.
25:27It held hands
25:28for the first time.
25:38Beautiful.
25:39Hold still
25:39for just a second.
25:41Good.
25:42Good.
25:44Good.
25:44Good.
25:50It was beautiful.
25:50It was a beautiful exercise
25:51and I felt,
25:53I felt
25:56everything.
26:13I felt that once
26:14Sharif had experienced
26:16me in that state
26:17and had experienced
26:18that state himself,
26:19that everything would change,
26:21but it hasn't.
26:22I think I had this misconception
26:23that once
26:24a woman
26:25has opened up
26:27that she's
26:28in a perpetual
26:29state of bliss.
26:31That's not necessarily.
26:32No, not necessarily.
26:33It's like,
26:33it's layer
26:34after layer
26:35after layer.
26:38Great.
26:44Sacred spot
26:45water, G-spot area
26:46itself can be very numb
26:47initially upon contact.
26:50And it's numb
26:51to protect itself.
26:52It's a sleeping giant
26:54in there.
26:55And it's filled
26:57with energy
26:58and it's filled
26:58with consciousness.
27:00The body kind of...
27:01There are cultures
27:03There are cultures
27:03who apply
27:05vaginal stimulation,
27:07massage,
27:08vaginal massage
27:09prior to the delivery.
27:10I imagine
27:11that if you're
27:11stimulating a woman
27:12sexually around
27:13the clitoris
27:14that it would
27:15change the nerve
27:16impulses maybe.
27:17That must be
27:17a Californian thing
27:18because I do
27:19a perineal massage
27:20and I promise you
27:21I'd never go
27:22So you do
27:22a perineal massage
27:24but you're massaging
27:25all the way
27:25around the vagina.
27:26Just the perineal.
27:27Just the perineal.
27:28That's the area
27:28that's the most
27:30under pressure
27:31if you want
27:31the most at risk
27:32of breaking apart.
27:34This is precisely
27:34our point.
27:36If we avoid
27:37the area
27:38that presents itself
27:39as a pleasure zone
27:41I'm not sure
27:42why we avoid
27:42that area
27:43but we obviously do.
27:44I don't know
27:45if I need to speak
27:45to my lawyer.
27:48We set them up
27:49to fail.
27:50We did everything
27:50we possibly could
27:52to keep them
27:53from getting
27:54into that altered state.
27:55It would be like
27:56saying to somebody
27:57okay I want you
27:58to get turned on
27:59and have an orgasm
28:01and you have
28:02to go to the hospital
28:02because it's really dangerous
28:04and you might fail at it
28:05because a lot of people do
28:06and now we're going
28:07to put you
28:08in the silly gown
28:09and we're going
28:09to put you in the bed
28:10with the fluorescent lights
28:11and the weird smells
28:12and then strange people
28:13are going to come in
28:14periodically
28:15and stick their hand
28:17in your crotch
28:18and judge you
28:19and then also ask you
28:21ridiculous questions
28:22like you know
28:22your mother's maiden name
28:23and your social security number
28:24and you have to think
28:25about the answers
28:27and you're on a clock
28:29you better do it
28:30in time
28:31and then they're going
28:32to go well
28:32so how are you doing
28:33getting wet
28:33getting turned on
28:34that's what we're doing
28:35to women with labor
28:36and when we
28:39understand the connection
28:40between birth and sex
28:42then we would treat birth
28:44entirely differently
28:45yeah
28:47yeah
28:47in my first labor
28:48during many many many
28:50hours of labor
28:51at one point
28:52I was hanging off
28:53my midwife's neck
28:54like just dangling off her
28:55like help me
28:57and she looked down at me
28:58and she said
28:59you can let this baby out now
29:01and I was like
29:03oh
29:04I was given permission
29:05to be safe enough
29:06to bring this child
29:07into the world
29:07and all of a sudden
29:08my hips open
29:09and everything started moving
29:10and out she came
29:10same thing with sex
29:12yeah
29:12same thing with pleasure
29:15I learned monkey breath
29:16from Elena Tonetti
29:17who was the birth woman
29:18and it's what they gave women
29:20when they got stuck in labor
29:21second stage
29:22so that they could have
29:23the orgasmic birth
29:24but it was also
29:25a technique that
29:27helped them get out
29:28of their thinking mind
29:30and into their primal mind
29:31which is where you need
29:32to go for orgasm
29:33and sensual types
29:34really have trouble with this
29:35so I say
29:36do a little bit of monkey breath
29:37in the bathroom
29:37before you go have sex
29:39because maybe you don't want
29:41your partner seeing you
29:41do monkey breath
29:42because it looks kind of crazy
29:43move your jaw side to side
29:45don't get in a pattern
29:46close it
29:47tighten it
29:47squeeze your eyes shut
29:48open
29:49keep breathing
29:52move your bodies
29:53a little stiffen your bodies
29:54you can move your body
29:54while you're doing it
29:58female ejaculation
30:00we're going to demystify
30:02what that is
30:03and why it's so important
30:06squirting
30:06otherwise known as squirting
30:09okay
30:09there's a difference
30:11there's a difference
30:12not only in urine
30:12and female ejaculation
30:14but a significant difference
30:16in something they call
30:17gushing or squirting
30:18which is diluted urine
30:20that has a little bit
30:21of the component
30:22from the female prostate gland
30:24the PSA
30:25prosthetic specific antigen
30:27and glucose
30:29and fructose
30:31and it has some of the
30:32components of urine
30:33in the gushing
30:34have you encountered
30:35a squirter
30:36oh yeah
30:37and did you
30:39oh right
30:39that's right
30:40so you have a technique
30:41in order to elicit
30:42such a thing
30:43I wouldn't say
30:43because every woman
30:44is not the same
30:45so
30:46right
30:46the one I experienced
30:48it with
30:48was actually
30:49an older lady
30:49like in her 40s
30:54older
30:55the thing about ejaculating
30:56is you have to
30:57really really
30:58really surrender
31:00because now
31:01you're actually
31:02pushing out a little bit
31:04as the pleasure
31:05rolls through you
31:06which is the hardest
31:06thing to do
31:07so you have to be
31:08really comfortable
31:09that you're not
31:09you know
31:10that even if you
31:10peed on the bed
31:11it doesn't matter
31:12or you know
31:13whatever
31:13you have to be
31:14really comfortable
31:14with your partner
31:15and if you're not
31:16and you're holding back
31:18and you're keeping
31:19that muscle
31:19a little bit tight
31:20you can't ejaculate
31:21the tendency in women
31:22we're to be good girls
31:23we're not supposed
31:24to make messes in bed
31:25we're not supposed
31:26to completely surrender
31:28and let go of everything
31:29I want to be good
31:30and I want to be sweet
31:31and I want to be perfect
31:32and I want to look good
31:33and I want to hold
31:33it all together
31:34and I think that's
31:35the biggest thing
31:36that holds many women back
31:38I think we're so afraid
31:39of being out of control
31:40and when you're experiencing
31:42intense bliss
31:43you're completely
31:44out of control
31:45some women ejaculate
31:46so much
31:48that scientists
31:49can't quite explain it
31:50well don't look at me
31:52and Catherine was like
31:53calling me
31:53oh my god
31:54you have to try
31:55this modality
31:55it's amazing
31:56I'm squirting
31:57all over the house
31:58I'm squirting
32:00the neighbors
32:00and that is a gift
32:02from God
32:02and the goddess
32:04flows through
32:05in this wet way
32:06she just
32:07in her own wet way
32:09she just flows through
32:10the gushing goddess
32:11the gushing goddess
32:12in
32:13not in teaspoons
32:14or tablespoons
32:15but in cups
32:16and quarts
32:17ancient cultures
32:18absolutely
32:19called it this
32:19sacred fluid
32:20the Amrita
32:20kama sutra
32:21I mean this goes
32:22way back
32:23thousands and thousands
32:25of years
32:25there's a tribe
32:27in Africa
32:28where they teach women
32:29to spray the walls
32:30to spray the walls
32:31yeah
32:31how fun
32:33that's the gushing
32:34yeah
32:36the Baturo tribe
32:37they call it
32:38catch a potty
32:38catch a potty
32:39how fabulous
32:40what a funny
32:41who should have
32:41a catch a potty party
32:44I invite women
32:46to expand
32:47their orgasmic potential
32:48because it makes you happier
32:50it's better for your health
32:51it helps keep you more youthful
32:53your biochemistry
32:54your hormones
32:55helps menopause symptoms
32:56I mean there's so much research
32:57now coming out
32:58on how orgasm
32:59is amazing for you
33:01and how expanding
33:02your orgasm
33:02and having different kinds of orgasms
33:04helps keep you healthy
33:06and actually live longer
33:08orgasm is a whole brain phenomenon
33:10basically all the
33:11all the systems of the brain
33:12are go
33:13at orgasm
33:14one of the biggest
33:15things that our participants
33:17have to do
33:17to find out
33:19what is going on
33:20in the brain
33:20is either be self-stimulated
33:22or stimulated by a partner
33:24and keep still
33:25while they have an orgasm
33:27you have to invent
33:28a new machine
33:28well we've made
33:29a happy helmet
33:30which has a nice
33:31little neck brace
33:32that really helps
33:34stabilize the brain
33:35would you like to model
33:36that for us
33:36no
33:37I can imagine
33:37this is mine
33:38oh that's yours
33:40and he's contributed
33:41a bunch of orgasms
33:42for the men's study
33:43and I was very happy
33:51what Om taught me was
33:53to feel what was there
33:55as it was happening
33:56I mean literally
33:56one stroke at a time
33:58and it changed
33:58my sex life
33:59so I don't know
34:01that I would experience
34:02what I experience
34:03in sex
34:04without having Om'd
34:11I could see
34:12that you had
34:13well one hand
34:13was stroking
34:14the clitoris
34:14but the other
34:15it looked like
34:16your thumb
34:16was right at the entrance
34:17of her vagina
34:18so if this is the entry
34:19where you know
34:20the introitus
34:20right
34:21I would have my thumb
34:23just barely at the edge
34:25and that gives me
34:27it has a couple purposes
34:29it's like a ground
34:30and it's also a way
34:32that I can actually feel
34:33the involuntary contractions
34:35going through her body
34:36so at a certain point
34:37it's almost like RPMs
34:38like I can actually feel
34:41like the speed
34:42that her body
34:42is actually moving at
34:44the beauty for me
34:45of Om
34:46is that you can plug it
34:47if you're a monogamous couple
34:48you can use it
34:49to get closer
34:50to your partner
34:50there are people
34:51who are interested
34:52in realization
34:53who use it
34:54for that purpose
34:55there are women
34:56who are like I said
34:56tired and wired
34:57who just want to like
34:59get their shot
35:01of oxytocin
35:02and be on
35:03with their day
35:04I think the other element
35:05is that it's
35:06it's 15 minutes a day
35:07I'm missing something
35:09you don't do it
35:10in conjunction with sex
35:11a woman will strip
35:11from her waist down
35:12assume a position
35:14and you stimulate
35:16the left upper quadrant
35:18of the clitoris
35:19the number one thing
35:20I would say about it
35:21is my attention
35:22has like shot
35:24through the roof
35:25and I realize
35:25it is my most valuable asset
35:27your awareness
35:28this isn't sex
35:29and it's not
35:30a replacement for sex
35:32and it's not foreplay
35:33it's like
35:34you know
35:34I would go and do yoga
35:36or I would do
35:37sitting meditation
35:38it's my practice
35:40that I have
35:41to have it be
35:42that my tank is full
35:43and when my tank
35:45is full
35:45you know
35:45when I have
35:46a massive amount
35:47of pleasure
35:48in my body
35:49it will naturally
35:50change my sex life
35:51I brought a present
35:53for both of you
35:54I brought you
35:55some rose quartz
35:56benoit balls
35:57sounds like dessert
35:58your vagina
35:59is going to swallow them
36:00okay
36:01oh god
36:02and they're delectable
36:02and delicious
36:03so you want to
36:04put it through the hole
36:05and then we're going
36:06to tie it off
36:07so you want to
36:08make sure
36:09that you thread
36:09them individually
36:10okay
36:11because what you want
36:12is for them
36:13to be moving around
36:14separately
36:14inside your yoni
36:16inside your vagina
36:17so the jade egg
36:18practices are really
36:19good to help you
36:20just really gently
36:21start to
36:22get to know
36:23the internal
36:24parts of your
36:26your vaginal walls
36:27and
36:27what can you do
36:28with your egg
36:29how skilled are you
36:30with your egg
36:31okay
36:31this is probably
36:32a reflection
36:33of my own practice
36:34but I can push
36:35eggs and cocks
36:37out of me
36:38like
36:39like
36:40I mean
36:40I'm telling you
36:41I will be in this
36:41this crazy
36:43orgasmic experience
36:44and all of a sudden
36:45you eject a cock
36:46I eject a cock
36:49one more time
36:54good now
36:55connect the dots
36:55inhaling to the back
36:57exhaling as you come front
37:17to get women
37:19to exhale
37:20with sound
37:21to get women
37:22to make any sound
37:23is a big accomplishment
37:25that's the one thing
37:26they all say
37:27oh I'm not used
37:28to making sounds
37:29I don't make sounds
37:31do you see
37:32how we like
37:32shut all this
37:33like off
37:34like we're afraid
37:35to make sound
37:35we're afraid
37:36to like move
37:36we're afraid
37:37so all of our tools
37:38that lead us
37:39to ecstasy
37:39we've
37:41kind of shut
37:41shut down
37:42and didn't allow
37:44and if you think
37:45about
37:46you know
37:46say sexual energy
37:47as a zero
37:48to a ten
37:48like zero
37:49being freezing
37:50ten being boiling
37:50if every time
37:51you come together
37:52you're starting
37:53at freezing
37:53it's going to take
37:54a really long time
37:55to get to boiling
37:56and so ideally
37:57you're constantly
37:57hanging out
37:58at this simmer
37:59like a five
38:00or a six
38:00and even a seven
38:01or an eight
38:02and on
38:02tell me a little bit
38:03about that
38:04well I
38:07I was
38:08sexually tampered with
38:10by my next door
38:11neighbour
38:11growing up
38:12how old were you
38:13I was four
38:16and then
38:18uh
38:21and then there was
38:22more abuse
38:22I was terribly
38:24confused
38:25and I felt
38:25dirty
38:26and so I
38:27would look
38:27for that
38:28kind of
38:29stimulus
38:29and
38:30um
38:32what does
38:33that mean
38:33it means
38:34I became
38:35a masturbating
38:36machine
38:36from four
38:39yes
38:40oh yeah
38:41it was
38:42it was just
38:42such a powerful
38:45emotion
38:45to feel
38:47um
38:48orgasmic
38:51that I would
38:52that I would
38:52seek it out
38:55do you make
38:55that wrong
38:57there was just
38:57such a stigma
38:59surrounding
39:00even when my
39:00mother talked
39:01to me about
39:01the abuse
39:02it was
39:02in a whisper
39:03and
39:04if she caught
39:05me playing
39:05with myself
39:06it was
39:07that's not
39:08okay
39:09so I was
39:10always like
39:10oh fuck
39:12I have to do
39:13this really
39:13quietly
39:13it's the quiet
39:14thing about it
39:15and no one
39:16can hear me
39:16or see me
39:17or smell me
39:20you know
39:21there was
39:21there was a
39:22sensory
39:22like
39:23vacuum
39:24so do you think
39:24that's when you
39:25started disconnecting
39:26from your body
39:26I would imagine
39:27so yeah
39:28it would make
39:28total sense
39:32how would you
39:33describe your
39:35sexual experiences
39:36now as an adult
39:44did anything
39:45happen in your
39:46body when I
39:46asked that question
39:49yeah
39:49what happens
39:50in your body
39:53just
39:57that same
39:57feeling of
39:59choking
40:07do you think
40:09it's possible
40:10to heal
40:10sexual trauma
40:11without working
40:12physically on
40:13the body
40:13I think
40:15that it's
40:15possible
40:16but I think
40:18that because
40:19I hold the
40:20belief that
40:20the body
40:21holds memory
40:22emotion
40:22and trauma
40:23that needs
40:24to be
40:25released
40:25in some
40:26way
40:26we are
40:27constantly
40:27having to
40:28work
40:28against
40:29the tension
40:29in our
40:30bodies
40:30and the
40:31more we
40:32know how
40:33to do
40:33that
40:33the more
40:34pleasure
40:34we can
40:34have
40:35you relax
40:36right now
40:36your lips
40:37in your mouth
40:37and you let
40:37the emotion
40:38flow
40:39yeah
40:40relax your mouth
40:41again sweetie
40:41you gotta let it
40:42go
40:42because if you
40:43don't let it
40:43go
40:43Gabrielle
40:44it lives
40:44in your
40:45body
40:45and the
40:46reason you
40:47can't feel
40:47your body
40:48is because
40:48she's frozen
40:49in muscular
40:50contraction
40:51you have
40:52you have
40:52to release
40:53it
40:54in order
40:55to become
40:58that's
40:59the feminine
40:59relax
41:00yes
41:03it hurts
41:04yes it does
41:05hurt
41:05let it go
41:05then let the
41:06yeah let it
41:06go
41:08you have
41:09to release
41:09it baby
41:10pain
41:10oh yes
41:13put your hand
41:13on where it
41:14hurts
41:14oh yeah
41:16okay
41:17release it
41:18oh yeah
41:21oh
41:22oh
41:25oh
41:25oh
41:31I don't
41:33care
41:33if it's
41:34difficult
41:35I can tell
41:37see a lot
41:38of people
41:39start their
41:39sex life
41:40with just
41:41sex
41:41then they
41:43find out
41:43you're not
41:44compatible
41:44at all
41:46and then
41:47they find out
41:47they can't
41:48communicate
41:48or negotiate
41:49so what you
41:50do is
41:50you agree
41:51not to have
41:52intercourse
41:52until
41:54you agree
41:55that you
41:56are
41:57sexually
41:58and socially
41:59monogamous
41:59and you're
42:00going to build
42:01a relationship
42:02it's about
42:03pacing
42:03growing
42:04relationship
42:05that's the
42:06organic bit
42:06if you can
42:07imagine
42:08that what
42:09you need
42:10is forgiveness
42:11for all the
42:12times you said
42:12yes when you
42:13met now
42:14god how many
42:15times was that
42:16you have to learn
42:17to say no
42:18before you say
42:19yes
42:19that's the right
42:20way
42:21know why
42:22you're choosing
42:23who you're choosing
42:24to be intimate
42:25with
42:28there's a part of you
42:29that really wanted
42:30to get your dad's
42:31attention
42:31and he was busy
42:32and you didn't
42:34get that
42:34and I'm wondering
42:35if you've used
42:38sexuality as a means
42:39of getting men's
42:40attention
42:44and because of
42:46your need
42:47to feel
42:48needed
42:50you've
42:50allowed your
42:52boundaries
42:52to be crossed
43:04squeeze
43:04hold
43:05hold for a moment
43:06and then exhale
43:07and bear down
43:10okay so when you
43:12breathe into your
43:12abdomen
43:13you're actually
43:13bringing
43:14blood supply
43:15nutrients
43:16oxygen
43:16down into
43:17your vaginal
43:17muscles
43:18and activating
43:19your pelvic floor
43:19by doing that
43:20you awaken
43:21your sex center
43:22so the way
43:23I like to visualize
43:24it is actually
43:24like I have roots
43:25that grow down
43:26into the earth
43:26pull head
43:27women love to give
43:30blowjobs
43:32because they like
43:33to see the guy
43:34helplessly entranced
43:36his eyes rolling
43:37back
43:38I was thinking
43:39couldn't lingams
43:40be very useful
43:41in opening
43:41a woman's throat
43:42chakra
43:43yes
43:43yes
43:49almost all women
43:50have lost the capacity
43:53to really enjoy
43:56all of the
43:57exquisite feelings
43:59of the throat
44:02the throat
44:03is directly
44:04connected to the
44:05vagina
44:05even to the point
44:08that when a woman
44:09is truly connected
44:10when her vagina
44:12contracts
44:13so does her throat
44:28often what is slow
44:29or soft
44:30or gentle
44:31to a man
44:32is still too fast
44:33for us
44:34because a man
44:35doesn't have
44:35the wiring yet
44:37to go that slow
44:38and that gently
44:39and still think
44:39that anything's
44:40going to happen
44:41the thing I have
44:42to say most often
44:43in bed is slower
44:45yes
44:45that is a function
44:47of porn culture
44:48because men
44:49get the impression
44:50it's all about
44:50you know
44:50the jackhammer
44:51you know
44:52the second thing
44:53I have to say
44:54is don't touch
44:56me down there
44:56until I'm begging
44:57you to touch me
44:58down there
44:58yes
45:16wiring is an erotic blueprint
45:18that happens from
45:20I believe
45:20from birth
45:21it's based on
45:22your biochemistry
45:23your hormonal makeup
45:24it's based on
45:25your history
45:26growing up
45:26so if you touch
45:27someone who's
45:28energetically wired
45:28on their genitals
45:29before they're
45:31fully ignited
45:32it short circuits them
45:34so they need to be
45:35ignited through
45:36like not touching
45:37I'm energetically wired
45:39so for example
45:40for many years
45:41I didn't understand myself
45:42I was like
45:42something's really wrong
45:43with me
45:43I need to heal
45:44something
45:44something's wrong
45:45I kept thinking
45:46I'm broken
45:46as opposed to
45:48thinking
45:48no
45:49I'm just wired
45:50and these are my needs
45:51before I can get sexual
45:52Catherine for example
45:53is energetically wired
45:54so for her
45:55Casper
45:56if he spends more time
45:58sort of on the outskirts
45:59of her
45:59that's where she's gonna go
46:01into her sensual self
46:03whereas
46:03very few women
46:05are sexually wired
46:06where it's like
46:06let's go straight
46:07for the kill
46:08so you speak energy
46:09she speaks sensuality
46:12ooh
46:12and together
46:13we make quite a team
46:16so there are layers to touch
46:17so here's the first layer
46:18do this Catherine
46:19start way out here
46:20see
46:21see this is like
46:22going directly to your clitoris
46:24I said I was one
46:25giant clitoris
46:26I did
46:27I already said it
46:29breathe
46:31allow yourself
46:32the deliciousness
46:33of all of this
46:34before you even
46:35get to the elbow
46:36like
46:36go
46:37so
46:37slow
46:39but why is it
46:40that I want
46:40my lover
46:41to do this
46:41to me
46:42well because
46:43you're sensation wired
46:45and why can't he
46:47because he's sexually wired
46:48but it's not that he can't
46:49it's just that he doesn't know
46:51how to
46:52as a man
46:53first of all
46:54you touch me
46:54I know you touched me
46:56if you do it too light
46:58it's like
47:00it almost irritates me
47:03this is one of the downsides
47:05of a woman
47:05trying to do to a man
47:07what a man does to her
47:10you're two different people
47:12pleasure comes in all forms
47:14but we tend to have a go-to expression
47:18right
47:19because we have a natural flavor
47:21she's a cool blonde
47:23you are a hot brunette
47:25a man's relationship
47:27to women's and sexuality
47:29is like a woman's relationship
47:31to shoes and clothing
47:32you're a man
47:33are doomed to walking
47:34into a clothing store
47:36where every item
47:37is the same color
47:38and the same cut
47:39if you're always brunette
47:41it's like he has to eat pizza
47:43every day
47:43and wear the same clothes
47:44day and night
47:46the impulse for variety
47:47in us will never go away
47:49if we could have one outfit
47:51for the rest of our lives
47:52we'd kill ourselves
47:53when we first met
47:55I would go straight
47:56from the set
47:57to his restaurant
47:59and I'd still be in costume
48:08direct contact at first
48:10and then at a certain point
48:13her body starts to take on
48:16the natural undulating wave
48:19that energy has
48:23so then at that point
48:25I can just
48:26dance with her
48:27play with her
48:29stay in tune with her
48:31and she just
48:33kind of rides the wave
48:35of her own energy
48:40let's be aroused
48:42by the entire body
48:42but then
48:44let's actually be aroused
48:45by everything about my partner
48:47it's about the utter
48:50unique specificity
48:51of me meeting you
48:53and me receiving
48:55all of you
48:55everything
48:57your entire childhood
48:58right
48:58all of your pain
48:59your brokenness
49:01right
49:01everything that went wrong
49:03right
49:03taking it into my body
49:05right
49:05receiving it
49:06transforming it
49:08opening it
49:09fucking it open
49:09and giving you
49:10everything that I am
49:11all of my ecstasy
49:12and all of my joy
49:13and the passion of my life
49:14and my brokenness
49:15and everything that's
49:16that is me
49:17and I'm giving it to you
49:19and saying
49:19fuck me open
49:30so here's the crazy thing
49:32a it's really
49:33really really
49:34really sad
49:35that it's so hard
49:37to get to this place
49:39and b
49:39once you
49:41once you've been there
49:42you
49:43everything changes
49:44because I
49:45you can't go back
49:46it's so hard
49:48making that transition
49:51so that you can
49:52surrender enough
49:53to experience
49:54your femininity
49:55the minute you're
49:57with a man
49:57and they're giving you
49:58the thing
49:59that they know you want
50:00that you didn't even
50:01know that you want
50:02they become immediately
50:03trustworthy
50:11and suddenly that man
50:13becomes a god
50:27your body has been having to
50:29listen to your mind
50:32your mind has been telling
50:33your body
50:34what it is
50:35what it's capable of
50:36what it's not capable of
50:38and
50:40so
50:42I had to work through
50:43my body
50:44not listening
50:45to my mind
50:46I have a secret
50:47I know the secret
50:49and I am the secret
50:50but at the time
50:51you know
50:52ironically
50:52we all have
50:54the same secret
50:54yes
50:56that emotional
50:57breakthrough
50:57was amazing
51:00what
51:01celebrate
51:03what
51:08there you go
51:09let your hair go
51:09let your hair go
51:10let your hair go
51:10go
51:11yes
51:16okay baby
51:17that was gorgeous
51:25so
51:25Nityam was
51:26doing
51:27I guess
51:27what would be
51:28considered a couple
51:28session
51:29and
51:30what happened
51:30was extraordinary
51:31and
51:32Sharif was able
51:33to be responsible
51:34for sending me
51:35into this place
51:36of
51:36what I could
51:37describe as
51:38bliss
51:39just pure bliss
51:40at a certain point
51:42Sharif had his
51:43hand under my
51:44left shoulder
51:45Nityam had his
51:46hand under my
51:47right
51:47and it felt
51:48like I was
51:49being nurtured
51:50by men
51:51which is
51:52very rare
51:54and then
51:56I felt
51:57this
52:00this
52:00connection
52:01coming from
52:02my left
52:03which is
52:03where Sharif
52:04was
52:05I felt
52:06this sudden
52:08deep
52:08connection
52:10just for
52:11a second
52:12and then
52:13all of a
52:14sudden
52:14his fingertips
52:16went like this
52:17along my throat
52:19and
52:20I
52:23lost it
52:25I mean
52:26literally
52:27lost it
52:27I lost
52:28all sense
52:29of
52:29restraint
52:31and judgment
52:34and I
52:35just went into
52:37this
52:38extraordinary
52:40full body
52:41experience
52:42where I felt
52:43nothing but
52:45self love
52:46just pouring
52:47into my body
52:49all around
52:49my genitals
52:50and down
52:51into my
52:51beautiful thighs
52:53and there was no
52:54cellulite involved
52:55whatsoever
52:55down into my
52:56gorgeous legs
52:58and my
52:58fucking amazing
52:59feet
53:00and all the way
53:01back into my
53:01flat
53:02beautiful
53:03six pack
53:04I mean
53:04this was my
53:05experience
53:06you know
53:06into these
53:07beautiful
53:07bodacious
53:08breasts
53:09and these
53:09fabulous
53:10petals of nipples
53:11and into my
53:12neck
53:12and my arms
53:13my capable
53:13brilliant hands
53:14and into my
53:16mind
53:16that was just
53:17this flowing
53:17lotus flower
53:18I mean
53:19I was just
53:19in this place
53:20of like
53:21pure
53:21self love
53:23and I was so
53:24excited that I was
53:25able to do it
53:25which was spurring
53:26it on even more
53:27you know
53:27I was just like
53:28oh here we are
53:29here we are
53:29it does work
53:30it does work
53:30I am
53:31perfect
53:32I'm not flawed
53:41in all of us
53:42there's a virgin
53:43and the virgin
53:43means
53:45integrity
53:47do you think
53:48that that part
53:48is inside
53:49each of us
53:50and cannot be
53:52perpetrated
53:53it cannot be
53:54that's right
53:54that's the piece
53:55that I connected
53:55with
53:56that for the
53:57first time
53:57in my life
53:57I felt
53:58what it was
53:58like to feel
53:59perfect
53:59me too
54:15rolling
54:15do you think
54:36do you think
54:37do I do
54:39Oh, oh, oh
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