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00:01:20Of course. Do I need to know anything about your dad before you start?
00:01:24No.
00:01:27Okay.
00:01:30Dear Dad.
00:01:35I love you.
00:01:38And thank you so much for everything.
00:01:41Happy 70th.
00:01:45Great. It's short.
00:01:46It's perfect.
00:01:48Yeah, no, it's perfect.
00:01:49Yeah, no, I love it.
00:01:51I love it.
00:02:17I love it.
00:02:26It's...
00:02:40It was founded by pirates.
00:03:25It was founded by pirates.
00:03:32It was founded by pirates.
00:03:58It died in his sleep.
00:04:01I'm sorry.
00:04:02It was founded by pirates.
00:04:37It was founded by pirates.
00:05:29It was founded by pirates.
00:05:32It was founded by pirates.
00:06:29It was founded by pirates.
00:06:32And I know we've only been together for a few months.
00:06:38But I'm here for you.
00:06:43Okay.
00:06:47Yeah.
00:06:48Anything.
00:06:53You should go inside.
00:06:54Yeah.
00:06:54Yeah.
00:07:12How are you?
00:07:14Well, I'm okay.
00:07:16You're all grown up, huh?
00:07:18This is Aaron.
00:07:20Hello.
00:07:21Oh, hi, Aaron.
00:07:22How are you?
00:07:22Welcome to Belize.
00:07:24Nice to meet you.
00:07:24What about Ben?
00:07:26Uh, I don't know.
00:07:29You haven't reached him?
00:07:30No, I...
00:07:32Um, I will call him right now.
00:07:42Samara says you're like a second mother to her.
00:07:45Yeah, she's too much as a tiny little thing.
00:07:47Yes.
00:07:48But I'm glad that you're here for her.
00:07:51Yeah, me too.
00:08:19I'm glad that you're here for her.
00:08:22And so?
00:08:23Yeah.
00:08:24That's your brother, right?
00:08:25Mm-hmm.
00:08:25Yeah.
00:08:26Yes, he is.
00:08:27Have you two been together long?
00:08:30Almost a year.
00:08:33A year.
00:08:34It's nice.
00:08:36Yeah.
00:08:50Shit.
00:08:53You got salsa beans in the kitchen.
00:08:56He's a vegan.
00:08:57I'll give it to my plate.
00:08:58Sorry.
00:08:59Thank you very much.
00:09:00Thanks.
00:09:00You're a vegan?
00:09:01Why?
00:09:04Uh, that's not a good story.
00:09:08But the fact that I am a vegan is a good thing.
00:09:12And, um...
00:09:15You're kind of strange, aren't you?
00:09:18Here you go.
00:09:19Thanks.
00:09:20Uh, no.
00:09:23Well, maybe.
00:09:23But I know myself and I know that I need rules.
00:09:27And, uh, I know that with structure, I can stay away from all the bad stuff.
00:09:32So, it's easier.
00:09:34I understand.
00:09:36When the first came here, she was just a little thing.
00:09:40Yeah?
00:09:41She was small for her age.
00:09:43Her and her little brother, they were sure troublemakers.
00:09:48Still a troublemaker.
00:09:49Used to give her dad a hard time.
00:09:51They were real explorers.
00:09:53Didn't you two have a playhouse somewhere on the tea farm?
00:09:58Hmm?
00:09:59I used to drive him crazy.
00:10:04Um, Mara, maybe we can work out the arrangements later?
00:10:10Like when Ben reaches?
00:10:12Sure.
00:10:12Yes, but I have already made arrangements with the neighbor for his wig.
00:10:16You know, you know the wigs.
00:10:17I don't think Mara and Ben would have warned that, you know, they stay up all night.
00:10:22I mean, it might be too much for them.
00:10:24But that's how you can honor your father.
00:10:26He's not from Belize.
00:10:33Well, he made his life here.
00:10:36We've got to have a week.
00:10:39Remember my uncle?
00:10:42Uncle Clarence?
00:10:43Yes, Uncle Clarence.
00:10:45You know, when I was a little girl and he died,
00:10:47I didn't go to his wake.
00:10:49Wake's here lasts all night.
00:10:51It's a way that we take watch so the spirits don't bother us.
00:10:56He did not let me rest.
00:10:58Every day, at dusk, he would come and knock out the window.
00:11:11I can't believe we're going to his birthday party.
00:11:30I can't believe we're going to his birthday party.
00:11:34I can't believe we're going to his birthday party.
00:11:37Your dad was a great man.
00:11:40We've worked many years together.
00:11:42The hospital?
00:11:43Yeah.
00:11:45Okay.
00:11:46Nice to see you.
00:11:47Nice to see you.
00:11:58Nice to see you.
00:14:45I wonder if he died in that bed.
00:14:49We can sleep in the other room.
00:14:55Yeah.
00:15:23I don't think it's...
00:15:25This is hard.
00:15:34You're wasted.
00:15:42I think I'm just gonna put you to bed.
00:15:44Um, yeah.
00:15:57Is this...
00:16:00Just AA stuff?
00:16:06Baby.
00:16:13Why do you lie?
00:16:15Hmm?
00:16:19What do you lie about us for?
00:16:25You lie about me.
00:16:26Oh.
00:16:30Lying doesn't work.
00:16:35You know that.
00:16:37Yeah.
00:16:44You mean to just lie here?
00:16:49Yes.
00:16:51You mean to just lie here.
00:16:55Don't fall asleep.
00:16:57I don't know.
00:16:58I'm gonna do it.
00:16:59But...
00:17:05I am not.
00:17:10I don't know.
00:17:10I can't do it.
00:17:13I can't do it.
00:18:48Whoa!
00:18:48Whoa!
00:18:48That's bad, huh?
00:18:49Get out!
00:18:50You could have fucking told me, Nana.
00:18:58You should get dressed.
00:18:59Why?
00:18:59Well, people are coming to set up, but I think you already knew that.
00:19:07Sorry, Ben.
00:19:08I was gonna tell you.
00:19:10Yeah.
00:19:12When?
00:19:12Today?
00:19:13The day of his wake?
00:19:16I have to find out in the middle of the night at a fucking bar through the fucking Belizean
00:19:22Grapevine.
00:19:22Can you imagine that, Mara?
00:19:24Hey, Mom, I'm really sorry about your dad.
00:19:26Well, I don't know why it's such a big deal.
00:19:29It's not like you've spoken in years.
00:19:31Who's this?
00:19:31Um, Aaron.
00:19:33This is my brother, Ben.
00:19:35Ben, this is Aaron.
00:19:36Hi.
00:19:37Would you like a coffee or a tea or anything?
00:19:38I'd love some tea.
00:19:42She didn't tell you about me?
00:19:43Not everything's about you, Ben.
00:19:45Hmm.
00:19:46Ouch.
00:19:48So you know how you died?
00:19:50Grace wouldn't tell me.
00:19:51No.
00:19:53She said you died in the sleep or something?
00:19:55Mm-hmm.
00:19:56Alone.
00:19:58I don't know.
00:19:59I would assume so.
00:20:02When was the last time you saw him?
00:20:04How are you possibly gonna use that on me?
00:20:06You probably shouldn't start this right now.
00:20:09You live here.
00:20:10Yeah, and?
00:20:13I've been busy.
00:20:14Yeah.
00:20:15I can see that.
00:20:21Sorry.
00:20:23Tell me your name again, man.
00:20:25Aaron?
00:20:25Aaron.
00:20:27Great to meet you, man.
00:20:29Yeah.
00:20:29What's your deal?
00:20:30Where are you from?
00:20:31What do you do?
00:20:31What do you love?
00:20:32Tell me everything.
00:20:35I'm sorry about your loss, man.
00:20:37Hey, um...
00:20:37It's all right.
00:20:38Yeah?
00:20:39I wanna show you something.
00:20:54Fucking paradise.
00:20:56Wanna come?
00:21:05Yeah.
00:21:05Whip?
00:21:23That's okay.
00:21:24I can't go now.
00:21:24I can't go now.
00:21:24You're okay.
00:21:24Yeah.
00:21:24You're okay.
00:21:25I can't go now, man.
00:21:27Me, I'm sorry.
00:21:33Oh, my God.
00:21:50Come on.
00:21:50Woo!
00:21:55Yeah.
00:21:58Come on, man. Get in the water.
00:22:03Get in. Get out of the water.
00:22:05Stop it.
00:22:06Come on.
00:22:10Stop it!
00:22:18Stop it!
00:22:23Stop it!
00:22:26Stop it!
00:22:29Stop it!
00:22:40Stop it!
00:22:43Stop it!
00:22:48Stop it!
00:22:51Stop it!
00:23:02Hey, Aaron, you gotta come here, man, check out these bats.
00:23:10Come on. Don't be scared.
00:23:14You got your rabies shot, right?
00:23:17Come on, man. Messing around.
00:23:22I'm pretty sure that's why my dad bought this place.
00:23:26Those are the bats.
00:23:28This swimming hole. This cave.
00:23:32This primordial.
00:23:35Return to the essential self.
00:23:37The healing powers of nature.
00:23:40You know, that kind of thing.
00:23:42What kind of healing powers?
00:23:45You don't know, huh?
00:23:49I don't know much.
00:23:55My mom died when Mara was 11. My dad lost it just down here.
00:24:02Sounds like an interesting guy.
00:24:06Yeah.
00:24:11What's this all about, man?
00:24:18Just trying to understand.
00:24:20You're looking at thewirtschaft of the book.
00:24:22What kind of thing?
00:24:39You put my hand over here.
00:25:57Where are you?
00:26:03Your brother showed me the cave.
00:26:11Did you like it?
00:26:14Yeah.
00:26:16I like bats.
00:26:22I like bats.
00:26:50Mara.
00:26:51Mara.
00:26:52Mara.
00:26:52Send us here with a will.
00:26:54So let's speed up whatever it is you're doing.
00:26:57Yeah.
00:27:03Yeah.
00:27:05Yeah.
00:27:07Yeah.
00:27:09Yeah.
00:27:09Mara's busy.
00:27:13Well, I guess I can leave this with you now, right?
00:27:16Okay.
00:27:16Good.
00:27:17Well, it could be a while.
00:27:19I can make you some tea.
00:27:19Well, we have...
00:27:21Well, we have...
00:27:24Here.
00:27:27Here.
00:27:35Here.
00:27:47Did I hurt you?
00:27:51No.
00:27:52It's like high school.
00:27:56No.
00:27:56It was like junior high school.
00:27:58Heh heh heh.
00:28:12Do you mind if I have a minute?
00:28:15No.
00:28:20Take your time.
00:28:52Aaron and I are going into town. Can I get anyone anything?
00:28:57With what car?
00:28:59You don't need yours, do you?
00:29:01I think you should go check out the plot that me and my mom picked up.
00:29:05Cemetery plot?
00:29:07Yes. To Mars the funeral.
00:29:15Why does it matter where he's buried?
00:29:18He only went to mom's grave once.
00:29:22Yeah, burial doesn't make sense.
00:29:24Just burn me up, cremate me, spread me in some compost.
00:29:31People will be eating you.
00:29:35But I'll be dead.
00:29:40I know when my dad died, my mom just wanted a place to visit.
00:29:45But you see a grave, you know?
00:29:48You do get a sense of closure.
00:29:54Yeah, that's really good to know.
00:29:59People need rituals, you know?
00:30:02There's a reason why people come together when someone dies.
00:30:10What's this?
00:30:12It's the will.
00:30:14Linda's the executor.
00:30:16Of course.
00:30:19She lives here, Mara.
00:30:21So do you.
00:30:23It's true.
00:30:24It's true, but I'm okay with it.
00:30:28I'm okay with it.
00:30:43That about the teak farm.
00:30:46What?
00:30:47Yeah, I know.
00:30:48I was shocked when he first told me.
00:30:54Should we go?
00:30:56What?
00:30:57We don't need to do everything all together.
00:30:59Yeah, but what about the will?
00:31:00Damn you, God.
00:31:01People will soon be coming.
00:31:03Yeah, what do we need?
00:31:04Plates?
00:31:06You're not driving anywhere.
00:31:07You're too fucked up.
00:31:11What?
00:31:12You're on something.
00:31:13It's obvious to everyone.
00:31:14You're not making any sense.
00:31:16You're not making any sense.
00:31:18I can drive.
00:31:27And thank you very much for taking care of everything.
00:31:37What does he mean?
00:31:39He fucked up?
00:31:40I don't know.
00:31:42I don't know.
00:31:44Okay.
00:31:44Well, I'm not comfortable with you driving.
00:31:51He took his arms.
00:31:54Just one?
00:31:57Yes, just one.
00:31:59I'm not doing this.
00:32:05Just let me.
00:32:18I don't need a sponsor.
00:32:21Careful.
00:32:27Sorry.
00:32:34I understand.
00:32:41I just can't sit and watch you do it.
00:32:42Bye.
00:32:54Is this the tea club?
00:32:57Part of it.
00:33:43It looks different in here.
00:33:45This was all his.
00:33:47I don't know if you or Mara would want any of it.
00:34:10Turn here.
00:34:18What's this?
00:34:27I took more than one of Xanax or Clonip.
00:34:31There were a bunch of pills in there.
00:34:34I'm just really tired.
00:34:37You lied again.
00:34:41I'm telling you now.
00:34:55I'll see you next time.
00:34:56I don't know.
00:34:56I don't know.
00:34:56I'm sorry.
00:36:32Not like this.
00:36:45Look at me.
00:36:49Look at me.
00:36:49Look at me.
00:37:16Look at me.
00:37:19Look at me.
00:37:19Look at me.
00:37:49Look at me.
00:38:14Okay.
00:38:31How long's it been?
00:38:33Two hours?
00:38:36Yes.
00:38:38Fuck.
00:38:52What the fuck is wrong with you, man?
00:38:54Don't touch me.
00:38:55Don't touch me.
00:38:56Hey, just lie down.
00:38:57Lay down, Ben.
00:38:58Just lie down.
00:39:02I'm good.
00:39:04Ben, have a seat.
00:39:05Stop touching.
00:39:07What do you take?
00:39:07I don't know.
00:39:08I just saw him drinking.
00:39:11Folks are arriving.
00:39:13Look at me.
00:39:14Where's Ma?
00:39:15Look at me.
00:39:18Ben.
00:39:20Come on.
00:39:45Come on.
00:39:53Come on.
00:39:54Come on.
00:39:54Come on.
00:40:17Oh.
00:40:17Let's go.
00:40:47Let's go.
00:41:17Let's go.
00:41:50Hey.
00:41:51Hey.
00:41:52Um, has this happened before with Ben?
00:41:57Yeah, it's not the first time.
00:42:01When are they gonna come back?
00:42:03I don't know.
00:42:05Do they usually come back?
00:42:07Sometimes.
00:42:08But other times, my mom have to go after them.
00:42:27Maura.
00:42:29Maura.
00:42:34Maura.
00:42:38Hey.
00:42:39Hey.
00:42:39Hey.
00:42:40You okay?
00:42:40Yeah, I'm gonna take a minute.
00:42:43Yeah, no.
00:42:44I'll come find you.
00:42:44Good.
00:42:45Okay, okay.
00:42:48Hey.
00:42:57Hey.
00:42:59Hey.
00:43:10You're following me.
00:43:12Yeah, we're following me.
00:43:19It's a shame.
00:43:38Thirsty?
00:43:39Yeah.
00:43:42I get it, man.
00:43:44I've been there.
00:43:46I know what it's like.
00:43:49Yeah, I know, man. I think we covered that.
00:43:59The thing is, all this pain that you have,
00:44:03it's gonna kill her, too.
00:44:09Yeah, man.
00:44:11You all right?
00:44:15You all right?
00:44:26We have to work together, no?
00:44:29How?
00:44:30The teak farm?
00:44:33John left the teak farm for me,
00:44:35well, for Treowie.
00:44:38I just wish that they would have seen how icy I am.
00:44:42I once was lost,
00:44:48And now I'm found
00:44:52for life by now.
00:44:56For life by now.
00:45:02Many days,
00:45:04I'll scream goodbye.
00:45:11For life by now,
00:45:16beyond the rest of the day.
00:45:18So,
00:45:37NICK
00:46:14To John.
00:46:15John.
00:46:23I love that man.
00:46:27Moved out here to the jungle with two small children.
00:46:34Mara, Ben, your father is an example.
00:46:39Don't forget about Linda.
00:46:41Carl, don't forget about Linda.
00:46:46She's 30 or 31, so my mother was definitely Mara.
00:46:52Yes?
00:46:53Mara, Mara.
00:46:55Go and I don't.
00:46:56Just, why don't you say it?
00:46:58Just say it.
00:46:59Say what?
00:47:08Mara.
00:47:09Linda?
00:47:11Do you, you all, does everybody, does everybody here know my sister Linda?
00:47:21Before he moved us down here, my dad would come on fishing trips.
00:47:28And he met Grace.
00:47:34Mara.
00:47:43All right, well, I, you know, I, I want to tell a story.
00:47:50I'm going to tell a story.
00:47:57Okay.
00:47:58Okay.
00:48:02Here's one.
00:48:03My dad was going to teach us how to dry.
00:48:06And, um, sorry.
00:48:10Um, it was Ben's turn.
00:48:14He was, like, like 15, no, she was, like, 11 or 12, and he was really nervous because
00:48:19my dad always made Ben nervous.
00:48:22And he keeps trying to put it in gear, and he keeps stalling the car, and it was really
00:48:28funny at first because the more, the more he'd fuck up, the more nervous he'd become,
00:48:33and the more nervous he'd become, he'd fuck up, and my dad didn't.
00:48:41Just tell me a story.
00:48:46Um.
00:48:50So the, the more nervous he'd become, the more he'd fuck up until finally he just totally
00:48:57fucks up.
00:48:58He just totally, like, won't, the car won't start, and Ben's, like, freaking out.
00:49:04And then my dad loses it, like, totally loses it.
00:49:09And he, he takes Ben out of the car, and he just starts thrashing him on the roof, just
00:49:15over, of the car, just thrashing him.
00:49:18And I, I had to get out and get between them because I, because I wanted to protect him.
00:49:28And I, because I love him, and I, so, anyway, I got this, this happened.
00:49:46And then, and then, and then, and then every time it would happen, he would give us stitches
00:49:50in the kitchen.
00:49:51Mara!
00:49:51Because he's a doctor, you know, Linda, that he's a doctor, and so.
00:50:23What the fuck?
00:50:29Throwing me under the bus wasn't enough, you have to fuck with Linda, too?
00:50:33People have to know what he was really like.
00:50:37Why?
00:50:39He's dead.
00:50:39It's over.
00:50:41Is it?
00:50:45We don't need to share this with anyone else.
00:50:50We have each other.
00:50:58Why?
00:50:59Because, because we're both doing so great.
00:51:09What's that supposed to mean?
00:51:12Please.
00:51:19Do you, do you think, do you think anyone will understand you like I do?
00:51:30Ben.
00:51:31Ben.
00:51:31That fucking guy.
00:51:34Mr. AA wisdom, fucking honest, pretty boy, you think he's going to understand?
00:51:39You think he's going to fucking save you?
00:51:41Stop.
00:51:42Huh?
00:51:43Stop.
00:51:44There's no one else.
00:51:51Thanks.
00:51:59I'm so sorry.
00:52:01Thanks.
00:52:07I'm so sorry.
00:53:10Mark, look at me.
00:53:11Look at me.
00:53:12I see you.
00:53:13I see you.
00:53:24Whatever happened, okay?
00:53:25It's not your fault.
00:53:30I'm going to take care of you.
00:53:32I'm going to take care of you.
00:53:36I'm going to take care of you.
00:53:38I'm going to take care of you.
00:53:40I'm going to stop using you.
00:53:43I'm going to...
00:53:44Stop.
00:53:45Stop.
00:53:45Stop.
00:53:46Stop!
00:54:10It's not right.
00:54:15It's just not right what she done.
00:54:19What not right?
00:54:21He was grieving.
00:54:24No man is perfect.
00:54:27You know?
00:54:29And you don't do nothing?
00:54:32They never had no ma.
00:54:34They had you.
00:54:53No man, he didn't.
00:55:00That's right.
00:55:01Don't think we were back.
00:55:02Why don't they come here?
00:55:05No, you're too late.
00:55:33I don't think he would want to be buried.
00:55:35I don't think he would want to be trapped.
00:55:37I don't think he would want to be trapped underground.
00:55:39Oh, what?
00:55:41We need to let him go.
00:55:43Let's do it how he would like.
00:55:45Let's do it how he would like.
00:55:46Let's honor him.
00:55:47And we can do it how he would like.
00:55:50I've gotten you.
00:56:18You're going to what?
00:56:22It's just not done.
00:56:23This just isn't done.
00:56:24We'll sit with him all through the night like you wanted.
00:56:27But his spirit...
00:56:28His spiritual...
00:56:30Spiritual what?
00:56:32Aren't we?
00:56:32That's already happened.
00:56:44I'll help you.
00:56:50Great.
00:56:52Let's do it.
00:56:55Let's do it.
00:56:57Let's do it.
00:56:59Let's do it.
00:57:18Let's do it.
00:57:19Let's do it.
00:57:21Let's do it.
01:04:15What are you doing?
01:04:19What are you doing?
01:04:20This is...
01:04:21This is...
01:04:22This is...
01:04:26Is this what you're doing?
01:04:27Is this what you're doing?
01:04:29Say it. No way. You can say it.
01:04:32Say what?
01:04:38Don't fucking touch me.
01:04:41No, please.
01:04:48Don't touch me.
01:04:50I can explain.
01:04:51You ruined it. You ruined it.
01:04:53I'm sorry.
01:04:54Why wasn't I now? You ruined it.
01:04:59Please. Please. Please.
01:05:02This is what you want.
01:05:04I'll fix it. Let me go with you.
01:05:07Let me go with you.
01:05:07No.
01:05:08I want you. I want you.
01:05:10Don't.
01:05:12Please.
01:05:13I want you. I want you.
01:05:16I want you.
01:05:21I love you.
01:05:27I want you.
01:05:28This isn't love.
01:05:32I love you.
01:05:34I love you.
01:05:35Please.
01:05:36Please don't.
01:05:37Please.
01:05:38please.
01:05:39I love you.
01:06:08I don't know.
01:06:16I don't know.
01:06:44Say something.
01:07:20Go ahead.
01:07:21No, that's not how it goes.
01:07:32Come there, honey.
01:08:08Don't fuck me.
01:08:12What?
01:08:17Just fuck me, Anna.
01:08:19No, it's not like that.
01:08:21It's not what you want.
01:08:27It's not like that.
01:08:30It's not like that.
01:08:33I would never do that.
01:08:40Stop.
01:08:42Stop.
01:08:57Do it again.
01:09:01Do it again.
01:09:03Do it again like him.
01:09:05What do you say?
01:09:06Do it again.
01:09:07Do it again.
01:09:09Stop.
01:09:09Stop.
01:09:11Stop.
01:09:12Stop.
01:09:13Please, please stop.
01:09:16Stop.
01:09:18I'm sorry.
01:09:22I'm sorry.
01:09:34It's over.
01:09:36It's over.
01:09:37It's over.
01:09:46All right.
01:10:14All right.
01:10:49All right.
01:11:14All right.
01:11:43All right.
01:11:50All right.
01:12:23All right.
01:12:53All right.
01:13:21All right.
01:13:44All right.
01:14:20All right.
01:14:48All right.
01:15:17All right.
01:15:52All right.
01:16:17All right.
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