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04:53Did he ever sexually abuse you?
04:58Look, I don't know if I want to...
05:00You don't...
05:02You don't know if your father abused you sexually?
05:06Alright.
05:07When I was 12, my dad started to make me take baths with him,
05:11and he'd mess with me.
05:12I mean, is that what you want?
05:14What did you do?
05:16Come on, man.
05:17What am I going to do?
05:18Listen, he's my dad, okay?
05:20I didn't know what he was doing with you.
05:22Yeah, I was a dumb kid, okay?
05:26When did you realize that what he was doing was wrong?
05:30It was probably when I was about 15.
05:32You know, when I realized that it was wrong.
05:35I'm probably illegal, which it is.
05:39But again, you know, what could I do?
05:40I was a kid, you know, he was my dad.
05:42And it's not like I'm going to call the cops on my dad.
05:47So, um...
05:48So I just decided that I wasn't going to let him do it anymore.
05:51Did he?
05:55Well, um...
05:56What happened was...
05:58One day, like...
06:00It was like two weeks afterwards.
06:03Um...
06:04And my dad was taking a bath.
06:07And, you know, he was taking off his clothes.
06:08And I was in the other room.
06:10And he said, hey, come on in here.
06:12No, I don't want to.
06:15Anyways, he kept yelling for me to come in.
06:17But, you know, I'd made my, you know, my little decision.
06:20I wasn't going to do it.
06:22So anyways, he runs in half naked and grabs me.
06:24And he, you know, dragged me into the bathroom.
06:28And, you know, I was struggling.
06:31And I said, I don't want to do it.
06:33And he, so he stuck my head under the water.
06:38And I, I really thought I was going to die.
06:45But then, I ate him in the nuts.
06:48And, uh, and I ran out of the house.
06:51And I'd never been back.
06:55All right, so what is a 15-year-old kid with no home?
06:59And I assume no money.
07:01And no family due.
07:05Yeah, I just wandered around.
07:08Trying to figure out what to do.
07:11But, I couldn't come up with any answers.
07:14You see, it was late.
07:15And I could see I was in a bad part of town.
07:18You see, I saw a lot of fags around.
07:22And I just stopped for a second.
07:25And I was leaning up against this wall.
07:28And this guy came up to me.
07:38What's much do you cost?
07:42Huh?
07:44Yeah, I couldn't believe it.
07:45He actually thought that I was one of them.
07:48I know what to say.
07:52I said, how much do you cost?
07:56200.
08:01No, seriously, how much?
08:0950.
08:10They're not going to use me anymore.
08:15All right, I can handle that.
08:19So, uh, where do you want to go?
08:23So that was your first time?
08:25Yeah.
08:25And I have to get to the last video.
08:28Um, what was it like?
08:32It was really weird.
08:35I mean, here I was.
08:36You know, I'd never done it with a girl before.
08:38And I was with this guy.
08:48Did you like it?
08:49Did I like it?
08:51What, do you get off on this shit?
08:53How do I know you're even a reporter?
08:54How do I know you're not using this, you know, for your own first name?
08:57Hey, I'm sorry.
08:58I just thought that was a valid question.
09:00That's all.
09:01Okay, all right.
09:02I'm sorry.
09:03Listen, if there's anything you don't want to answer, just say so.
09:06Right, okay.
09:06I'm sorry.
09:07I'm kind of in a pissy mood.
09:09What was your question?
09:10Your first time.
09:11Did you like it?
09:12You don't have to answer that.
09:13Right, right, right.
09:14Okay, um, no, I, uh, I like parts of it, you know?
09:19I mean, some of the things he did felt really good, and some of the things hurt.
09:24Um, but he was really nice.
09:25He was a really nice guy.
09:27He, uh, he told me he was a stockbroker.
09:30He was married.
09:31His wife had just had a baby.
09:35Did he say why he came to you?
09:37No, he was just into guys, I guess.
09:39Hmm.
09:41What did you do after that?
09:45Well, he'd given me $50.
09:48And I remember thinking, wow, that's not bad for an hour, hour and a half's work, you know?
09:57So, the next night I went back there.
10:00And it's been four years now, and, uh, I've been there ever since.
10:06Oh, listen, um,
10:09I'm, I'm curious, you're a male prostitute.
10:12But have you ever been solicited by a woman?
10:16No, no.
10:18I wouldn't know what to do if a woman came up to me.
10:20Yeah, I...
10:21Do you, do you consider yourself, uh, gay?
10:24No, I never really thought about it.
10:27But, well...
10:31All right.
10:32I saw the movie Pretty Woman.
10:35And...
10:35I thought Julia Roberts was cute.
10:40But so was Richard Gere, so I guess I'm really screwed up sexually.
10:46Okay.
10:46Um, what do you do with your days?
10:49I sleep.
10:50You know, I'm up till four or five in the morning usually, so I need my rest.
10:55Um, and I go to the movies.
10:56I like to go to the movies.
11:04Tell me, it's just great.
11:07Where do you usually eat?
11:10You know, it depends.
11:11I grab a bite to eat here and there.
11:13You know, it's really dangerous out on the streets.
11:15Aren't you worried about illness?
11:16Yeah, you know, I use protection.
11:17But, there's some guys who'll pay you 50 bucks more not to.
11:22And, you know, when you're on the streets and you need money, it's, you know, it's, it's, it's tempting to
11:27do whatever they want.
11:33It's a scary fucking life.
11:38Because once you're in, it's really hard to get out.
11:42I mean, where else can you make a hundred bucks an hour?
11:47Do you have any friends?
11:49On the street, there's really no such thing as friends.
11:53Because, you know, everybody wants something from you, you know, whether it's drugs or sex or, or, you know, whatever.
12:01Oh, but, uh, there's one woman.
12:04There, there is, though.
12:06Her name's Helen.
12:07She turns tricks, too.
12:09But, she's really nice.
12:11I ran into her the other night on 42nd Street.
12:18Hey.
12:20Hey, sweetie.
12:21How you doing?
12:22Pretty good.
12:23How you doing?
12:23How's it going tonight?
12:25Uh, slow.
12:27But, it's still pretty early yet.
12:30Guess what?
12:30What?
12:31I'm going to sing.
12:33Really?
12:37The other day, I was skimming the Village Boys, and I see this ad looking for singers to go to
12:42this supper club on the Upper West Side.
12:43It's like a, uh, talent show.
12:46And the winner gets a thousand bucks.
12:51I see.
12:54Well, when is it going to be?
12:56I mean, you know, because, because I want to, I want to come see you sing.
13:00Next Monday.
13:01Okay.
13:02You really want to come?
13:04Of course, you know.
13:06Great.
13:08I'll give you the address next time we see you.
13:10Okay.
13:11Okay.
13:11All right.
13:11Cool.
13:12Cool.
13:16Well, wouldn't it be wonderful if I could get a regular gig ever since I was a kid?
13:22That's the only thing I ever dreamed about doing.
13:28Things didn't exactly turn out the way I would have liked.
13:33Well, you know, maybe things will change.
13:38That'd be nice.
13:41It'd be nice if things changed for the both of us.
13:45Yeah.
13:53What are you thinking about?
14:00The future.
14:04Where do you see yourself in the future?
14:10I don't know.
14:12What would you like to see?
14:15You promise not to lie.
14:17Three, three, four.
14:18Shit.
14:19Three, three, four.
14:20Look, um, I, uh, you know, I kind of see myself with the, uh, getting married, a big house, a,
14:37uh, a couple of kids.
14:42Maybe someday.
14:46You got any kids?
14:49Yeah.
14:52You got two boys.
14:54Not much younger than you.
14:58I'll tell you the truth.
14:59It breaks my heart to imagine them.
15:01I mean, my boys are really well taken care of.
15:07Yeah.
15:09Keep taking care of me.
15:14Um.
15:17I, I, you know, are, do you want to ask any more questions?
15:19Oh, no, no, no, no, no, it's, uh, it's fine.
15:22I've got, uh, I've got enough to work on it.
15:26Um.
15:26All right, here you go.
15:28Thanks.
15:40Thanks a lot.
15:41Listen, why don't I give you my card?
15:43And, uh, you don't need anything, you want to talk, anything, just give me a card.
15:49All right, thanks.
15:52These are pretty cool.
15:53Maybe I should get some printed up for me.
15:57Maybe.
15:58So where do you go now?
16:03Vamos lá.
16:31Vamos lá.
17:02Vamos lá.
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