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00:05Tell me.
00:14That's difficult.
00:20Cat's been calling.
00:23Do you want to come round?
00:27No.
00:30You have to mix the worlds at some point.
00:39Do you want to be here?
00:44Yes.
00:49Yes.
01:03Yes.
01:05Yes.
01:07Yes.
01:09Yes.
01:10Yes.
01:12Yes.
01:14Yes.
01:15I was learning, then your love took it from me
01:19I had a dream, I was learning, and your love took it from me
01:25I had a dream, I was learning, then your love took it from me
01:30Ask me what I think I believe, I need to see you
01:52I think I should start jogging
01:55You've been saying it for years
02:00Hmm
02:06J.S. Keller
02:09Yeah, could get matching lycra
02:19We could
02:25As long as you wear the hot pink
02:42J.S.
02:43J.S.
02:49J.S.
03:07J.S.
03:10J.S.
03:11J.S.
03:11J.S.
03:12J.S.
03:15J.S.
03:16J.S.
03:17J.S.
03:24J.S.
03:27J.S.
03:31J.S.
03:33J.S.
03:35J.S.
03:37J.S.
03:41I'm trying. I'm succeeding, you big lump.
03:44Speak for yourself. You're spilling over those trousers.
03:48Thanks.
04:01I'm scared she won't be interested.
04:04I don't know about that, man.
04:11Mum, are you okay?
04:12Yeah, I'm good. I was passing by.
04:15Passing by?
04:17Yeah, I was nearby. I thought I'd pop in.
04:21Are they your friends?
04:24They look nice.
04:28Do you want to...
04:31Do you want to go to the cafe?
04:32Yeah.
04:33Okay. Yeah.
04:34Yeah, okay.
04:40Do you think I could have come to a place like this?
04:42Of course.
04:44You would have been president of all the unions.
04:52What's going on, Mum?
04:55I've given you guys a bad childhood.
05:00I don't know.
05:04We had a great childhood.
05:08Everything we needed.
05:10But your dad and the work...
05:13Kids shouldn't be exposed to that.
05:15You shouldn't have been exposed to that.
05:17It was always dad pushing that world into our lives.
05:21I went into it with my eyes open.
05:22And he gave you no other choice.
05:24And that doesn't mean you can't want something different now, Ma.
05:33I've no idea what I want.
05:38But that's okay.
05:40Me neither.
05:49Right, look.
05:51That's Matthew.
05:53He was shipped off the boarding school as soon as he could breathe.
05:56Works away in here till 1 or 2am every day.
06:00He obviously hates himself.
06:02Her.
06:03Had to grow up watching her dad verbally abusing her mum.
06:07No idea how to navigate a relationship with men now.
06:12Not sure what's wrong with that guy, but someone definitely is.
06:18He did a great job.
06:21Let's have some food.
06:23They do a great pasta.
06:25It's a bad car, baby.
06:27Oh, carbs, carbs, carbs, come on.
06:30Let's have a carb day for once.
06:34Okay.
06:39You snoring again?
06:41I don't snore.
06:43The neighbours beg to differ.
06:46Is it the nice kind of snoring or the bad kind?
06:48The nice kind.
06:52Shut up.
07:12Ah.
07:14Arnly.
07:15Lovely.
08:00You okay?
08:05Not really.
08:08I'm sorry, ma'am.
08:11Are you okay?
08:28I'm sorry.
08:32I'm sorry I wasn't happy.
08:36My dad said he was leaving.
08:38I know.
08:38I know you are.
08:47You had your own law school, ma'am.
08:53Dad came by to pack up his stuff.
08:57I'm sorry, I couldn't bear to tell you.
09:00I fucking hate him.
09:05Me too right now.
09:11Come here.
09:14God.
09:18Come in.
09:18Oops.
10:05That's cold, come back to bed, okay give me a minute
10:17You know what, I like having you here
10:58Luke? Hey, what you doing here?
11:05This is my boy Luke
11:06Can we talk? Not really, no, I got an appointment
11:11I can get myself there
11:13You can't get yourself back
11:14Well that gives you a couple of hours to talk
11:17It's good to meet you
11:19You two
11:36Mum wanted to come
11:39Said she's been calling
11:44What do you have?
11:49You liking it here?
11:52Yeah
11:54Um, tea or milk?
11:56Mm-hmm
11:57Black coffee
11:58Okay, any foods?
12:00No, I'm good
12:01Me too
12:02Okay
12:05Black coffee?
12:07Well I haven't too hot chocolate
12:14Are you then?
12:18I'm a what?
12:21Why can't you hear?
12:27It's different
12:28Not as much football
12:31Thank God
12:33Hi
12:33Hi
12:35Hi
12:43Um, uh, Tom
12:46How's, um, that going?
12:54Fine
12:55Fine
12:55Yeah
13:03Um
13:04I think Mum's worried about Sam
13:08And Shannon
13:13Listen
13:16It's gonna take a little bit of time to adapt
13:20She thinks Sam won't look out for them
13:25What if something happens to Mum or Shannon?
13:28It's not
13:29It won't
13:30You don't know that
13:31It won't
13:32Like
13:44Look, Dad, I want you to be happy
13:47Truly
13:51Could you just answer the phone to Mum
13:53So I don't have to be a go-between
13:55Call Mum back
13:56Just something
14:01I can't
14:01I can't right now
14:12Thank you
14:13Thanks
14:29Are you and Mum ever happy?
14:33Were you and Mum ever happy?
14:34Like, truly happy?
14:38We were best friends
14:46That's a lot of life to have sacrificed for you both
15:08What about you?
15:11Are you happy?
15:13Do you like it here?
15:15Do you think?
15:18Think that I'll end up staying?
15:23But I like it here, yeah
15:24Yeah?
15:29What do you like about it?
15:34I don't know
15:38I like the people
15:41Mm-hmm
15:43I like being no one
15:47I like my friends not being scared off by my family
15:51But I also like not being scared off by Mum
15:55I guess I feel like I can breathe
16:02That sounds silly, right?
16:11Feeling good?
16:12You look good
16:13I'm concerned about your cholesterol though
16:16I did just have a packet of crisps
16:18I don't think it'll just be the crisps
16:20I'll send you home with a list of things to keep an eye out for on your diet
16:24How are you feeling about starting the chemo?
16:28Okay, yeah, ready
16:31When you come in next, it'll be the induction stage of the therapy
16:35Sorry Doctor, but I mean that's a big decision to make, no?
16:39Seems crazy to decide that after one medical opinion
16:42There must be some other avenues we can explore, no?
16:45I'm afraid the NHS doesn't really work like that
16:48I'm the only specialist in this hospital
17:03Look, we gotta go, Prevot
17:05No, I like it here
17:07That's shite
17:09I like my doctor
17:10Who knows my history?
17:12Yeah, but we'll get more care
17:14Better care?
17:15No!
17:16I'll pee
17:17Will you stop throwing your weight around?
17:19It's my life and my health
17:22I'll get the car, you get the prescription
17:42Come on!
17:44Pam!
17:45Hey, Pam!
17:46Come on!
17:48What, am I like 10-20 minutes late?
17:49Aye, it's a busy area
17:50From Lake to Lake
17:51I was in the hospital
17:53There's a lot of that around here
17:55Somebody else might need your spot for an appointment
17:57Come on, give me a break
18:00You're just a fucking prick, aren't you?
18:03Aye, watch your tone
18:04Watch my tone
18:05Aye
18:06Uh, bet we can have your fear
18:08Uh...
18:09Uggh
18:11Uggh
18:12Uggh
18:13Uggh
18:14Uh...
18:15Oh
18:16Oh
18:16Oh
18:17Oh
18:17Oh
18:18Oh
18:19Oh
18:20Oh
18:20Oh
18:20Oh
18:21Oh
18:22Oh
18:22Oh
18:42Oh, my God.
19:36You two, you should come over, you know, the pork toast, it's incredible.
19:40No, I can't, I've got to watch my cholesterol now.
19:42Well, they've got salads.
19:44Oh, my God, let's get a taxi now.
19:46Can they eat that salad?
19:48No, they're really good, honestly.
19:52What about you?
19:53Do you like your foods?
19:56If it's beige, then I'll eat it.
20:00I can't get them to accept vegetables just yet.
20:03I saw him inhale a multi-bag of six croissants this morning.
20:07French croissants.
20:09Croissants, sorry darling, so cultural.
20:11You've always been a culture boy, you're rich.
20:13Certainly have.
20:15I can't go to France any more, I start sneezing, I'm allergic.
20:19To France?
20:19To the grass, I think.
20:21There's like a hay fever.
20:23Oh, right.
20:23Problem.
20:24Just in France?
20:25I don't know there's all the time, but the last time it was there, I was like, bad.
20:28That's weird.
20:29You're calling me, sorry.
20:40Hmm.
20:47I'm just gonna get her a refill.
20:49Okay.
20:53You getting holidays, booked?
20:55She wants to go here.
20:59Nice to meet you.
21:01Nice to meet you.
21:02That was really nice.
21:02Yeah, thank you.
21:03See you soon.
21:06See you soon.
21:21OK?
21:24I spoke to Carl.
21:29Yeah?
21:42That go OK?
21:46Bit of shouting and swearing to begin with.
21:50Just be expected.
21:53Things aren't going well.
21:55With Sam.
22:00The family OK?
22:04He's being impulsive.
22:09Violent.
22:11Acting without thinking.
22:16You always had that in him, but...
22:22I guess I was able to keep it in check.
22:28Now he's in charge.
22:33Could you talk to him?
22:39I think it's beyond that.
22:45You're worried about them?
22:53No.
23:01I can't go back.
23:05I can't.
23:07I know.
23:08You don't have to right now.
23:13That was so good, isn't it, a job, but...
23:21I can't even imagine doing it again.
23:39What made you get at it?
23:46I was always willing to do anything...
23:49for the family.
23:52The kids.
23:55The people I loved.
24:01Anything.
24:07I couldn't always talk to them, but...
24:09I could make sure they had everything.
24:11You know?
24:20And then...
24:23After a while, it just becomes...
24:28Normal.
24:33And the more you do that...
24:37The harder has to step away.
24:43Did you want to?
24:46Step away?
24:51Not at the time.
24:56I was always doing it for somebody.
24:59My dad.
25:05And them.
25:18And I started to love the feeling.
25:27Walking into a room.
25:31And everybody knows you there.
25:37The entire community treating you like a hero.
25:47That feeling.
25:52I can't describe.
25:54That's...
25:59Pure power.
26:09I've done things.
26:12Tom.
26:17But I've done...
26:20I've done some bad things.
26:32Do you think I'm evil?
26:37I think that you survived.
26:42I think...
26:43You found your place in a hard world.
26:50I love you.
26:56I love you for you.
26:59Every part of you.
27:05I love you.
27:06I love the Dylan inside my flat.
27:10And I love the Dylan outside of it.
27:19But...
27:19If this is the world that you truly want to be in...
27:22Then you need to let your family into it too.
27:25I love you.
27:25I love you.
27:33I love you.
27:43I love you.
27:56You and Luke mean the world to me.
28:06Child, I'm so sorry for what happened.
28:11For what you've had to see.
28:17I know your heart must be breaking right now.
28:25I've been so selfish.
28:30I realise I meant a lot to you.
28:35There are things about our family, about me, that you don't know.
28:43Let me explain why I'm in this world.
29:01I hate to say goodbye, but it's barely there now.
29:11Don't try to force it, cause we might just break.
29:20Cause if the cap doesn't fit, don't hesitate.
29:24I hate to say goodbye.
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