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00:00:05I had a crush on my best friend, Alex.
00:00:07I'll go wherever you go.
00:00:09I always want you by my side.
00:00:11Alex hates me now.
00:00:12You're the reason Alex's dad died.
00:00:14Please, somebody help!
00:00:16And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:00:18I was going to go to the court, but then I had another heart attack.
00:00:21Too bad you didn't just die.
00:00:23The case is closed, and I'm not reopening it.
00:00:26I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies.
00:00:30Don't worry. I'm going to die soon, Alex.
00:00:32I don't think we should see each other again.
00:00:35If there's no new evidence to be presented, then the court's ruling is...
00:00:39I'm here. I'll testify.
00:00:42See, Alex?
00:00:43I promised I'd bring your dad's killers to justice.
00:00:45What happens? It can't be undone.
00:00:48You know that you're my one and only.
00:00:49Where is Izzy?
00:00:50It's not too late, Isabelle.
00:00:52If you start over, I'm never going to let you leave my side again.
00:00:55Alex, I'm scared.
00:00:58Isabel, you can't die.
00:01:05My name is Isabel Spencer.
00:01:07The summer I graduated high school, in the sweltering June heat, I died.
00:01:13In the days leading up to my death, I recorded secret videos from my crush.
00:01:18But he didn't see them until ten years later.
00:01:22And here is the story of my love.
00:01:29Murder!
00:01:30How dare you show up to this school?
00:01:31Just leave.
00:01:33Yeah, beat it.
00:01:34If you hadn't gotten caught up with those gangsters, Alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed twelve times trying to save
00:01:39you.
00:01:39You're the reason he died.
00:01:41He bled out on the street because of you.
00:01:43And the worst part is, you didn't even show up to court to testify.
00:01:46So now his murders are walking free because of you.
00:01:50Alex was your best friend.
00:01:52His dad was like a father to you.
00:01:53I mean, how could you do this to him?
00:01:55Don't you even feel a shred of guilt?
00:01:58Hey!
00:01:59We're talking to you!
00:02:00Answer me, bitch!
00:02:04Nothing I say is going to change your mind anyway.
00:02:07You selfish skink.
00:02:09I'm going to put you in your place.
00:02:11For Alex.
00:02:13Alex.
00:02:31I was going to go to the court, but then I had another heart attack.
00:02:36So I had surgery, and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks.
00:02:41Too bad you didn't just die.
00:02:45Maybe I should have just died right then and there.
00:02:54Due to the absence of witness testimony, the court has concluded that the cause of Mr. Stephen Brooks' death cannot
00:03:01be determined.
00:03:02The case is hereby dismissed, and both defendants are acquitted.
00:03:08How could you not be here, Isabel?
00:03:12Alex's dad died because of me.
00:03:23Alex.
00:03:24Alex.
00:03:24Want to share it?
00:03:36Come on, Izzy.
00:03:37You need to keep a heart-healthy diet.
00:03:43Here.
00:03:46Have mine.
00:03:50I get why you hate me.
00:03:52I just never thought I'd hurt this much.
00:03:54God, what a dumbass.
00:03:55I mean, they got a fireman, right?
00:03:57Not a cop.
00:03:58Plus, he went in there with no weapon.
00:03:59He was basically asking to get stabbed to death.
00:04:07No one talks shit about my dad.
00:04:10Am I wrong, though?
00:04:11I could play the hero, pay the price.
00:04:12He got what he deserved.
00:04:13Fuck you.
00:04:35Alex, don't be like this.
00:04:36Your dad wouldn't want it.
00:04:37If you need to, then, just take it out on me.
00:04:40Take it out on you.
00:04:42Fine.
00:04:43Don't fucking die, Isabel.
00:04:48Don't worry, Alex.
00:04:50You'll get your wish soon.
00:04:51Isabel, the surgery went well,
00:04:53but your heart can't handle the stress of any more procedures.
00:04:58You have about one month left to live, at most.
00:05:12Looking for these?
00:05:13Yes.
00:05:15Do you seriously think that you can get away with murder
00:05:17by pretending to be Little Miss ER?
00:05:23No!
00:05:26If you needed them right, then lick them up.
00:05:29Okay.
00:05:34Is that the brand new phone?
00:05:36Who gave you the money for that?
00:05:37Was it the murderers who bribed you to stay silent?
00:05:40My mom gave it to me.
00:05:42Oh!
00:05:43Oh, Tachi Maj!
00:05:44Why are we so nervous?
00:05:45Is it because you have incriminating evidence on here?
00:05:48All the videos I made for Alex are on there.
00:05:49I can't let them see those.
00:05:51Hi, Alex.
00:05:53I just wanted to say that I love you.
00:05:57I might not ever get a chance to tell you in person, so...
00:06:01Give it to...
00:06:02Hold her!
00:06:03Hold her!
00:06:04Hold her!
00:06:05Oh, let's use Face ID to unlock it.
00:06:08I want to see what kind of dirty little secrets this bitch is hiding.
00:06:13Smile, sweetheart.
00:06:20Hi, Alex.
00:06:22I just wanted to say that...
00:06:26What are you doing?
00:06:28Alex, help.
00:06:34Alex, help.
00:06:36We were just trying to get back in here for you, bro.
00:06:39Practice starts in five minutes.
00:06:41Get your asses to the pool.
00:06:43Right.
00:06:44It's been practice.
00:06:46I almost thought he was here to save me.
00:06:48You idiots want to get kicked off varsity?
00:06:50Go!
00:06:56Alex.
00:06:56Alex, can I join you for your swim practice?
00:06:59I can be your personal cheerleader.
00:07:06Coming to the swim meet tomorrow?
00:07:08You've already got an army of fangirls going.
00:07:10It doesn't matter if I go.
00:07:12You really don't know.
00:07:15Know what?
00:07:17Alex, I don't care about those other girls.
00:07:19I only want you cheering me on.
00:07:26Yeah.
00:07:27Sure.
00:07:37Alex, you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me.
00:07:43I'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again.
00:07:46Your court's decision isn't going to change.
00:07:48I'm not going to give up.
00:07:50Not until the murderers who killed Alex's father are brought to justice.
00:07:57That's the judge.
00:08:00Jeez.
00:08:04Miss Spencer, the case is closed and I'm not reopening it.
00:08:09It's over.
00:08:10I'll testify.
00:08:11Just please reopen the case.
00:08:20Hey, Alex.
00:08:22So, today I went to go see Judge Roberts.
00:08:25I tried to get him to reopen the case.
00:08:27But he said no.
00:08:29I'm not going to give up, though.
00:08:31I promised you.
00:08:34And I'm going to keep my word.
00:08:39Hey, love bug.
00:08:40How was school?
00:08:43Oh, my.
00:08:44What happened?
00:08:46Is someone bullying you at school?
00:08:48Well, I just fell.
00:08:50How?
00:08:51Everyone at school loves me.
00:08:52Listen, I have great news.
00:08:54The lawyer finally called me back and he said we might be able to reopen the Brooks case.
00:08:59We're finally going to take those killers to justice.
00:09:03That's creepy.
00:09:05I know, honey.
00:09:07Unexpectedly, Judge Roberts just changed his mind.
00:09:10I mean, you should tell Alex the good news.
00:09:14No, not yet.
00:09:15I don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out.
00:09:18I know this is important to you.
00:09:19But don't forget to take care of your own health.
00:09:21No, don't worry about me.
00:09:24I want to get justice for Alex's dad.
00:09:26When did my little girl grow up so fast?
00:09:29All right.
00:09:30Go get him, tiger.
00:09:31But no, I love you to the moon and back.
00:09:36I love you too, mom.
00:09:38You know, some people, they say they have the best mom.
00:09:41But I really do have the best mom.
00:09:50Mrs. Spencer, your daughter only has a month left.
00:09:55I'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days.
00:10:07I wish Alex was here.
00:10:27Whoa.
00:10:29Why did he get so ripped?
00:10:31Don't pretend.
00:10:32I saw you checking me out.
00:10:35Ew.
00:10:35No.
00:10:36No, I was just spacing out.
00:10:38Oh, really?
00:10:39Mm-hmm.
00:10:39You're telling me that this doesn't make you drool?
00:10:42You could strip butt naked, and it would do nothing for me.
00:10:45Yeah?
00:10:46Then let's put that to the test.
00:10:48Do it.
00:10:49How dare you?
00:10:50Okay.
00:11:16Oh, God, oh, God.
00:11:17I didn't see anything.
00:11:19Mom, I swear.
00:11:35Hey, Alex.
00:11:37I've got notes from chemistry.
00:11:39You missed it because of practice.
00:11:41Um, you know, you've got to study up if we're going to the same college.
00:11:51What are you...
00:11:58Why would I want to go to the same college as you?
00:12:04So, I made up my mind.
00:12:06I'm going to go to Princeton for undergrad.
00:12:09And then Columbia for med school.
00:12:11And once I graduate, I'm going to join Doctors Without Borders.
00:12:17What about you?
00:12:19I'll go wherever you go.
00:12:24I just wanted to help you study.
00:12:26Your mom wants you to go to a good school.
00:12:29My mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered.
00:12:35And the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened.
00:12:42And who do you think is responsible for that?
00:12:45I'm sorry.
00:12:46Sorry?
00:12:47You're sorry?
00:12:48You think that's enough?
00:12:51Like sorry's going to bring my dad back?
00:12:53Like sorry's going to help my mom?
00:12:55No, I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies.
00:12:59No, remember this.
00:13:01I will never forgive you.
00:13:03Not for the rest of my life.
00:13:15Alex Brooks?
00:13:17Alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick.
00:13:21You practically killed his father.
00:13:23Now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine.
00:13:29She's right.
00:13:30I shouldn't even be here.
00:13:33And why come to school if I don't even have a future ahead of me?
00:13:40Alex, if you don't want to see me, I'll stay out of your sight.
00:13:45Please, I know it hurts and I know that you're mad.
00:13:49But don't give up on your own future.
00:13:50I know it hurts and I know you're gonna die.
00:14:07Let's go.
00:14:12I know it hurts and I can't help you.
00:14:20has been always will be i always want you by my side beautiful great congratulations
00:14:31great cheese awesome can i see oh sure would i be able to get it like
00:14:39like this big that's like wedding picture big for a funeral actually my funeral
00:14:50a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:14:56because i'm about to die yeah you've been saying that since kindergarten come up with a new line
00:15:01already let's race whoever gets to the top first wins this yummy candy i can't my mommy
00:15:09touch my heart to me if i run i'll die
00:15:16i'll never ever race you again isabel please don't die
00:15:21when i grow up i'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever
00:15:29if you are gonna die i don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven so be a good girl and
00:15:35go to hell
00:15:39congratulations everybody now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just
00:15:46around the corner you are in the home stretch but this is not the time for senioritis let's
00:15:52make these last few weeks count and finish strong all right
00:16:02alex where'd you get in um yo wow only the best for my alex what are you gonna major in
00:16:12pre-med oh
00:16:14you want to be a doctor how come uh
00:16:20i'm going to become a doctor i'm going to fix your arm i won't let you die
00:16:28it's a promise
00:16:34tell my mom
00:16:37at least alex hasn't given up on his future i'll be a nurse we can work at the same hospital
00:16:42together
00:16:42oh who doesn't love a good nurse doctor romance huh you guys would be perfect for each other
00:17:02forget that freak hasn't she hurt you enough already
00:17:18hey love book it's me mom i'm right here oh thank god you're awake
00:17:28hey mom i think it's okay if i i take a break from school yes of course
00:17:37i think your teachers will understand this is great now i get to spend more time with my precious
00:17:43girl if i don't go to school maybe alex can graduate in peace
00:17:57wait what's isabel's mom doing here
00:18:07isabel isabel isabel are you dropping out of school
00:18:26why do you care i thought you don't want to see me just answer me are you dropping out or
00:18:31not
00:18:31do you want to stay out of your sight there you go again doing everything on your terms
00:18:36you owe me that means i decide how you repay me isabel if you drop out you are throwing your
00:18:43college dreams out the window you think trashing your future is gonna make up for my dad's death
00:18:48it's not that damn simple isabel it's time to take your medication wait isabel are you at the hospital
00:19:00hey alex uh 10 days till graduation they keep poking me so i have all these bruises
00:19:09a few days ago i went into heart failure again so they put me on a resuscitation machine people don't
00:19:15normally live past that but i did but i won't die not until i bring your father's murderers to justice
00:19:23isabel
00:19:29are you here to see me
00:19:35why are you wearing a beanie in june and what's wrong with your hair
00:19:42your hair
00:19:49i was just trying to new look that's all so you can admit it if you're here to see me
00:19:58picking up some meds for my mom your mom
00:20:02well you should go you probably you don't want to keep her waiting isabel are you really dropping
00:20:08out of school why lay around the hospital and everyone knows you're not actually dying
00:20:14like the victim i guess just as always how'd you lose so much weight in a week is she actually
00:20:22sick are you worried about me dying maybe she's tricking me again worried about you dying as if
00:20:29pain in asses like you don't die that easily my dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow
00:20:34so you better be there and testify no more vanishing acts don't worry we'll let you down
00:20:51your honor in the previous trial our key witness to the murder of mr stephen brooks isabel spencer
00:20:57was not able to testify due to medical reasons but today she's here mr logan where is your witness
00:21:07she promised she'd be here please just wait a little longer classic isabel i know i shouldn't
00:21:12have trusted her if there's no new evidence to be presented then the court's ruling is
00:21:24i'm here i'll testify
00:21:30i isabel spencer promise that my testimony is the truth the whole truth and nothing but the truth
00:21:36on the night of june 18th i was walking home alone
00:21:42it was them i'd never forget their faces they tried to assault me help but mr brooks he saved me
00:22:07he died trying to save me
00:22:11based on the new witnesses testimony the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross
00:22:22the court finds defendants brad baker and robert ross guilty of murder in the second degree and
00:22:30sentences them to 20 years in state prison see alex i meant what i said you promised i'd bring
00:22:39your dad's killers to justice
00:22:53hey thanks no sorry i i should have been here the first time my mom was unusually lucid today
00:23:02she said that i shouldn't resent you anymore do you still resent me i don't know but every time that
00:23:10i look at you it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom fell apart i don't
00:23:17think we should see
00:23:18each other again okay i'm going to die soon alex so don't worry this is the last time you'll ever
00:23:28have
00:23:28to talk to me
00:23:44i don't think we should see each other again
00:23:47okay
00:23:52this is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me
00:24:21hey
00:24:22Hey, hun. How you feeling?
00:24:27I feel good.
00:24:32Um, what day is it?
00:24:33June 9th. Why?
00:24:37You have a date to the dance?
00:24:40No.
00:24:41What?
00:24:42Hey, what if we just went together?
00:24:45Is that like a formal invite?
00:24:47I mean, if it was, what would your answer be?
00:24:54Yes.
00:24:55Cool. I'll see you at the day of the dance then.
00:25:00Cool.
00:25:08Today's a crowd dance. I have to go.
00:25:11Oh, is the bell your heart?
00:25:12Oh, please.
00:25:14This might be the only dance I ever get to go to.
00:25:19I know I can't actually dance, but maybe, maybe I can watch?
00:25:24Fine. I'm not gonna stop you from seeing Alex.
00:25:27But take it easy, alright?
00:25:29We've had enough close calls at the ER.
00:25:32Thank you, Mom. I love you.
00:25:35I love you.
00:25:45Are you seriously still struggling with this?
00:25:48It's so easy.
00:25:50Maybe I just want you to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life.
00:25:55Dummy.
00:26:04What happened to Isabel?
00:26:06I haven't seen her in a week.
00:26:26Alex?
00:26:41Have a nice life, Alex.
00:26:44Now you can say goodbye to me forever, just like you wanted.
00:27:04Come on, the answer is this way.
00:27:10Izzy, Izzy, oh my god.
00:27:13Hang on, I'm gonna take you to the hospital.
00:27:17Izzy, Izzy.
00:27:47Izzy?
00:27:49What the hell, Alex?
00:27:52Why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with me?
00:27:54Don't call her that.
00:28:04What's wrong?
00:28:06Nothing, thanks.
00:28:12Ms. Spencer?
00:28:14Alex, please come.
00:28:17Izzy, she's about to die.
00:28:25No, no, no, this can't be real.
00:28:36Isabel, you can't die.
00:28:51Young man, you can't be in here.
00:28:52You need to leave.
00:28:54No, no, I'm not leaving.
00:28:55That's my Izzy.
00:28:55That's my Izzy.
00:28:56I need to see her.
00:29:10No, this can't be real.
00:29:31No.
00:29:31Is this your friend young lady?
00:29:33No.
00:29:35No.
00:29:35It's not her.
00:29:42Please, Spencer.
00:29:44Please, just pick up.
00:29:49Excuse me.
00:29:50Do you know what room Isabel Spencer's in?
00:29:54She's 18, hair down to here.
00:29:56She's really thin, big, beautiful eyes.
00:29:58The kind you never forget.
00:30:01Alex?
00:30:05Looking for me?
00:30:09Wait, what?
00:30:11Isabel?
00:30:14What's going on?
00:30:15Your mom called and said you're about to die.
00:30:17Are you okay?
00:30:20My mom, she's so overdramatic.
00:30:22I just had a minor surgery.
00:30:24Completely fine.
00:30:27Do you think this is funny or something?
00:30:30What?
00:30:31Jesus Christ.
00:30:32Isabel, what?
00:30:32You had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death?
00:30:37What's next, huh?
00:30:39You're gonna invite me to your fake fucking funeral?
00:30:41This is not what happened.
00:30:42No, no, don't call me again.
00:30:44Not even on your deathbed.
00:30:46Because I don't care anymore.
00:30:48Not one fucking bit.
00:31:07Isabel, what are you doing out here?
00:31:09You just got out of surgery.
00:31:13Is that Alex?
00:31:15Baby, I'm sorry.
00:31:17I called him.
00:31:18I just thought it was important for you guys to have closure.
00:31:22It's okay, Mom.
00:31:23It doesn't matter.
00:31:25Can we go home?
00:31:27I really don't want to die.
00:31:40Hey, Alex.
00:31:42Five days till graduation.
00:31:44Um, you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday, but I know you didn't mean them.
00:31:53Sometimes I just get sad, thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were.
00:31:59But I want you to be happy.
00:32:04And so I hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit.
00:32:10Um, do you remember this?
00:32:15You left it here.
00:32:18It means a lot to me.
00:32:39Wait.
00:32:41Isabel, you...
00:32:42You sure you want this?
00:32:45100%.
00:32:47I don't want to die a virgin.
00:32:49Yeah, but...
00:32:51Why me?
00:32:54Because you're my best friend.
00:32:57The only one who'd agree to do this.
00:32:59The only person who wouldn't think I'm crazy for making such a request.
00:33:03Yeah.
00:33:04Great.
00:33:05Okay.
00:33:06Then, um...
00:33:08How do you want to get started?
00:33:11You tell me.
00:33:12I'm the virgin here.
00:33:15Well, uh...
00:33:16Actually, you're not the only virgin here.
00:33:20Now, what about the cheerleader last summer?
00:33:22That was just a rumor, Izzy.
00:33:24I'm not the hookup kind of guy.
00:33:28Actually, I've been waiting...
00:33:32Meaning for what?
00:33:35I've been waiting for you, Izzy.
00:33:38I wanted you to be my first.
00:33:42Uh...
00:33:42Nothing.
00:33:44I'm ready if you are.
00:34:01I'm ready, too.
00:34:07I'll be gentle.
00:34:09I promise.
00:34:20That was my first kiss.
00:34:22I do.
00:34:23I know.
00:34:41Oh my god.
00:34:42Am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:34:49What the hell are you kids doing?
00:34:52Uh...
00:34:53Homework!
00:34:57This is the last thing you gave me.
00:35:03So, now it is time to give it back.
00:35:19Alex?
00:35:21Anyone home?
00:35:40So, he got into Princeton, too.
00:35:45Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room.
00:35:51Playing games.
00:35:53Building blanket forts.
00:35:56All kinds of stupid stuff.
00:35:58But I never come in here anymore.
00:36:01Not since Alex's dad died.
00:36:13My eyes are up here.
00:36:15Yeah.
00:36:16Sorry.
00:36:18Just, uh...
00:36:19People at school said you have...
00:36:21Three nipples.
00:36:22And I was just curious.
00:36:25You're not seriously listening to those rumors.
00:36:28You could've just asked me.
00:36:29Yeah.
00:36:30Sorry.
00:36:31You're right.
00:36:33Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:36:38You know what?
00:36:39Just to prove the gossip wrong.
00:36:42I'll show you.
00:36:43What?
00:36:49So?
00:36:51How many do I have?
00:36:54Two.
00:36:54Two.
00:36:56Perfect.
00:36:57One.
00:37:05This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:37:13Goodbye, Alex.
00:37:20Oh my god, Alex.
00:37:22You're finally showing me your room.
00:37:25Will I be the first girl who's in it?
00:37:27Oh.
00:37:29Oh.
00:37:33Wow.
00:37:34I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:37:42It's always late. I think you should leave.
00:37:44Don't be such a killjoy, Alex. I have a surprise for you.
00:37:57Uh...
00:37:59Yes, so I should definitely leave.
00:38:03You sure you want me to leave? You said your parents are out.
00:38:06Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:38:12I can do anything that you want, Alex.
00:38:16I'm yours.
00:38:22See? I'm already wet for you.
00:38:31Yes. Oh, that's it.
00:38:35Oh, that's it, baby.
00:38:38Alex, do you want me?
00:38:39Yes. Izzy wants you.
00:38:43Did Alex just say my name?
00:38:46What did you say?
00:38:48Did you just call me Izzy?
00:39:07Isabel, what are you doing in my closet?
00:39:14Alex, I'm so sorry. I didn't know you'd be back.
00:39:18What the fuck?
00:39:20What the fuck?
00:39:20Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:39:21What else? She's being a creepy stalker, as usual.
00:39:26Seriously, Isabel?
00:39:27Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:39:29Alex, no, that's not what I was doing.
00:39:31I just...
00:39:32I just...
00:39:32I'm just gonna return something to you. It's yours.
00:39:37What the hell is that?
00:39:40Just...
00:39:41A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:39:44Alex, is this yours?
00:39:55You sure you want this?
00:39:57One hundred percent.
00:40:01What?
00:40:02You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:40:05No, that's not what...
00:40:07Alex, do you even want this?
00:40:19Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:40:23It means nothing to me.
00:40:26Hear that?
00:40:27Get the fuck out!
00:40:29Alex doesn't want you here!
00:40:35She's right.
00:40:36You should leave.
00:40:44Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:40:46I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:40:50I can help you forget all about her.
00:40:53Sorry, stop. I'm not in the mood.
00:40:55Oh, wait, we can try something else then.
00:40:58You'll love it.
00:41:01Zoe, I'm serious. Stop.
00:41:03Stop resisting.
00:41:05It's gonna feel amazing.
00:41:06I promise.
00:41:10I said no.
00:41:11Leave me the fuck alone.
00:41:13What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:41:15You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak, Isabelle.
00:41:18I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:41:26Dammit, Isabelle.
00:41:27Why do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:41:45Where is it? It should be right here.
00:41:47Looking for this?
00:41:52Looking for this?
00:41:57I mean, don't think it means something. Whatever.
00:42:01I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:42:20Good morning, sunshine. I made pancakes.
00:42:25Hey, mom.
00:42:27I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:42:31Don't worry, I'll be back soon.
00:42:34Miss Brooks?
00:42:36I'm sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:42:38I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:42:41If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:42:45happily in love like before.
00:42:52I have missed you, my love.
00:42:54I have been thinking about you all day.
00:42:57Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:59Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:43:06Gross.
00:43:07Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love.
00:43:10And then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:43:14If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that night.
00:43:17Don't, don't cry, my dear.
00:43:20You ruined your pretty face.
00:43:22Okay, I'll stop.
00:43:24Good news.
00:43:25Alex got into Princeton.
00:43:27And what about you, my dear?
00:43:30I'm not going anywhere.
00:43:32Ever.
00:43:33I'll probably die here.
00:43:35Be buried here.
00:43:37For all eternity.
00:43:40What are you talking about?
00:43:42Alex, I was just visiting your mom.
00:43:45I didn't know you'd be here too.
00:43:46What are you saying?
00:43:48You know she's unwanted.
00:43:49You know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:43:51Alex, I-
00:43:52It's torturing me not enough.
00:43:54You really need to drag my mom into this too.
00:43:58Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:44:02Are those for me?
00:44:03Yes, Mom.
00:44:06They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:44:08Your favorite.
00:44:09Remember how Dad used to always bring you those?
00:44:16Steven.
00:44:17Steven, you're back.
00:44:20Oh, I missed you so much.
00:44:22You were gone fighting fires for so long this time.
00:44:28Isabel.
00:44:34I've been thinking about it.
00:44:35About her parents.
00:44:37And about us.
00:44:39And I think I figured it out.
00:44:41I don't hate you anymore.
00:44:44Really?
00:44:45But what happened?
00:44:47It can't be undone.
00:44:49I can't go back to how things were.
00:45:02So after graduation, I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:45:07And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:45:10Including you.
00:45:13Isi.
00:45:18This is goodbye, Alex.
00:45:21Forever.
00:45:23Goodbye, my Isi.
00:45:34Steven, let's go!
00:45:51I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:45:58It's not just brilliant, it's ridiculously hot.
00:46:06Hello, everybody.
00:46:07Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:46:09For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:46:14Alright, so that's all from me.
00:46:15There are no further questions.
00:46:17You're free to go.
00:46:22Actually, I did have a question.
00:46:25Are you from after work?
00:46:28Shelly, right?
00:46:29Yeah, I'm sorry.
00:46:31I'm busy.
00:46:33And this is a hospital.
00:46:35Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:46:40Dude, that was harsh.
00:46:42Would it really kill you to cut them some slack?
00:46:44I've known you since college.
00:46:46I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:46:49Yeah.
00:46:50Hey, but chicks aren't your thing, man.
00:46:52I'm not the one to judge.
00:46:53Fuck off, man.
00:46:54Mind your own business for once.
00:46:59Yo, Alex, how you been, man?
00:47:02Our ten-year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:47:04You going?
00:47:06I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:47:09And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:47:11Including you.
00:47:13You see?
00:47:15Isabelle, are you gonna be there?
00:47:26Yo, Alex, you made it, man.
00:47:28Hey, man.
00:47:32Look who's here, everyone.
00:47:33The legend of Evergreen High.
00:47:36The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks!
00:47:41I envy you.
00:47:42You disappeared for ten years, and everybody still loves you.
00:47:45Was everyone invited?
00:47:47Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:47:49Oh, except for Zoe.
00:47:50She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:47:53I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:47:56Why?
00:47:57Who are you expecting to see?
00:47:59No one.
00:48:01Isabelle probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:48:03After all the terrible things I said, I can't blame her.
00:48:08Oh!
00:48:11I don't know who you're waiting for.
00:48:13Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabelle.
00:48:15What do they call her?
00:48:16Little Miss, uh...
00:48:18Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:48:19Hey, don't call her that.
00:48:22Dude.
00:48:23Come on, man.
00:48:24Don't be so butt hurt.
00:48:27Your little Izzy's dead.
00:48:29Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard.
00:48:31What the fuck did you just...
00:48:32Whoa, whoa!
00:48:33Hey, whoa, whoa, hey, man.
00:48:35You were drunk.
00:48:35Back off.
00:48:36I ain't drunk.
00:48:37Shit, I've never been more sober in my life.
00:48:40Remember that one time by the swimming pool
00:48:42when we roasted her super hard?
00:48:44Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:48:46No, no, no, let them finish.
00:48:49Attention, everyone!
00:48:50It's show and tell time.
00:48:52And boy, oh boy, do I have something juicy to share with you all.
00:48:56See this?
00:48:57It's someone's precious little bucket list.
00:49:00Things I want to do before I die.
00:49:02Number one, travel to Paris.
00:49:03Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:49:05No, no, no, no, no.
00:49:06That's my bucket list.
00:49:07Number three, go to prom with Alex.
00:49:09Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:49:15Everybody shut up.
00:49:17Alex, I...
00:49:18Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry.
00:49:21Go home and take her to pound town.
00:49:26How embarrassing.
00:49:28It only makes me hate you even more.
00:49:36See that?
00:49:37Alex hates you.
00:49:39And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:49:43You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:49:49Well, I think it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:49:53How about we're in the pool?
00:49:54No, I can't swim!
00:49:57No, I can't swim!
00:50:03Alex, help me.
00:50:06God, what did I do?
00:50:07I could have saved her.
00:50:09Man, that was fun.
00:50:12I think she got sick for like a month after that.
00:50:15And her health just got worse and worse.
00:50:19And before long, she was dead.
00:50:21Dunzo.
00:50:26You asshole!
00:50:27How could you do that?
00:50:28She has a heart condition!
00:50:31You piece of fucking shit!
00:50:34What the fuck?
00:50:36Man, you don't act like you weren't a part of this.
00:50:39Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:50:41Why would I want some dirty, raggedy t-shirt?
00:50:44Means nothing to me.
00:50:58Too bad you didn't just die.
00:51:02You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:51:09You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:51:14I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:51:17You said you invited everybody.
00:51:20Where is Izzy?
00:51:21Dude, do you really not know?
00:51:24Not know what?
00:51:25Alex, Isabelle died 10 years ago.
00:51:29Right after graduation.
00:51:36No, you're messing with me, man.
00:51:38I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:51:40I'm not messing with you.
00:51:42Alright, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:51:45He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:51:47I don't believe it.
00:51:49There has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:51:52My Izzy is not dead.
00:52:12There has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:52:18My Izzy is not dead.
00:52:20The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:25The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:29The number you have dialed, the number you have dialed is not in service.
00:52:37No, no, no, she can't be dead.
00:52:41I'm gonna find her.
00:52:43Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:52:56Who sent this to my house?
00:53:07Isabel, is this some kind of joke?
00:53:10Why didn't you show up at the reunion?
00:53:12Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:53:15They're just fake rumors, right?
00:53:18Message me back when you see this.
00:53:28Is he?
00:53:31Alex, are you at the house?
00:53:33Oh, hi, Mom.
00:53:34Remember to clean everything up.
00:53:36Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:53:56It's for a funeral, actually.
00:53:59My funeral.
00:54:00A funeral?
00:54:01Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:54:02A funeral?
00:54:052016?
00:54:06Isabel sent me this ten years ago.
00:54:33Hi, Alex.
00:54:35I am recording a special video.
00:54:38video series for you.
00:54:39Gosh, I look so pale.
00:54:41Anyway, tomorrow, we are one year away from graduation, and I'm gonna make you a video every single
00:54:47day, and then on graduation, I will give them all to you, and tell you I have a crush on
00:54:53you.
00:54:55Don't you remember, Isabel?
00:54:57I told you how I feel about you.
00:55:05I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:55:09I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:55:12I told you I wouldn't let you drown.
00:55:18No, I mean...
00:55:20No, I mean...
00:55:23Who's there?
00:55:31Oh, my God. Is he hard right now?
00:55:48Got you now, you brats.
00:55:55I'm sorry, Isabel. I didn't let you drown, but I let you down.
00:56:03If I'd have been a little bit braver, just a little bit more persistent, I could have told you how
00:56:10I felt.
00:56:12Hi, Alex. 275 days till graduation.
00:56:16I know you want to go to Princeton with me.
00:56:20So, what's this?
00:56:21Come on.
00:56:23And you are still smiling, like it's nothing.
00:56:27Hi, Alex.
00:56:28It is now 211 days until graduation.
00:56:32Today, I snuck into your swim meet, and I saw Zoe.
00:56:36She just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress.
00:56:40And to make matters worse, you hugged her back.
00:56:44I'll be honest, I was so jealous.
00:56:46But then, you gave me your trophy, so I guess I'll forgive you.
00:56:51Admit it.
00:56:52You like me too.
00:56:57Hey, Alex.
00:56:58Hey, Alex.
00:56:59Hey, Alex.
00:57:02That was the day of Dad's funeral.
00:57:06Hi, Alex.
00:57:07I'm so sorry that I went to the funeral.
00:57:10I know you don't want to see me.
00:57:12I mean, it's my fault he died.
00:57:14And I know I'll let him into you.
00:57:16I wish it was me who died instead.
00:57:24Alex?
00:57:25Alex?
00:57:30You were invited.
00:57:36I thought you guys would all be gone.
00:57:38I just wanted to say goodbye to your dad.
00:57:40You're not welcome here.
00:57:41My dad saved your life.
00:57:44And you didn't even show up to testify.
00:57:46If he had to sacrifice himself, it should have been someone who was actually worth it.
00:57:51Sorry.
00:57:54Just fucking leave.
00:57:56Go!
00:57:58It's been sorry.
00:58:05Fuck!
00:58:07Fuck, I was so stupid, Isabel.
00:58:09Fuck!
00:58:10Fuck!
00:58:14When you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack,
00:58:16when you were dying on the operating table,
00:58:19I didn't believe you!
00:58:24I told you to go die!
00:58:28I'm so sorry.
00:58:36Hi, Alex.
00:58:38One date to graduation.
00:58:40I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous.
00:58:43I tried to do my makeup,
00:58:45but I couldn't even lift the brush.
00:58:49But, I mean,
00:58:51I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest,
00:58:52so it's...
00:58:53It's whatever.
00:58:57Alex, I'm scared.
00:58:58I don't want to die.
00:59:00I want to go to college with you.
00:59:03It's not really up to me.
00:59:05Maybe God just hates me.
00:59:07Like you do.
00:59:09Alex,
00:59:10I don't know if there's an afterlife.
00:59:12But if there is,
00:59:13I really hope to see you there.
00:59:15That is,
00:59:16if...
00:59:16you and God
00:59:18can forgive me for my sins.
00:59:31Hi, Alex.
00:59:33Happy graduation.
00:59:35This is my last video.
00:59:37You left town today.
00:59:40I saw you packing up.
00:59:43But I know you didn't want to see me.
00:59:45So I hid behind the curtains.
00:59:48And then you looked up at me.
00:59:50You almost thought
00:59:51that you were going to come and say goodbye.
00:59:55But then you drove away.
00:59:58At least I know you still haven't forgiven me.
01:00:01It's okay.
01:00:06Isabel!
01:00:07Isabel!
01:00:10No,
01:00:11Isabel,
01:00:12you can't be dead.
01:00:13You can't be dead.
01:00:14You must be doing this
01:00:15because you hate me.
01:00:17Isabel?
01:00:24Zoe?
01:00:27Oh my God,
01:00:29Alex,
01:00:29it's been forever.
01:00:30I rushed over as soon
01:00:31as I heard you were back in town.
01:00:32Yeah.
01:00:34Yeah.
01:00:39Yikes.
01:00:40Looks like a haunted house in here.
01:00:43Don't worry.
01:00:44I can help you spruce it up.
01:00:46What are you doing?
01:00:47Why so cold, Alex?
01:00:49Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:51We just hooked up.
01:00:52Okay, we were never official.
01:00:55It's still a heartbreaker, I see.
01:00:57Well,
01:00:58I was super into you back then.
01:01:01Okay.
01:01:02I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
01:01:06Hmm.
01:01:07What's that?
01:01:11No.
01:01:13Nothing.
01:01:15Oh.
01:01:16So,
01:01:17even Alex Brooks
01:01:18watches porn every now and then, huh?
01:01:21I get it.
01:01:22You've been single for all these years.
01:01:24You need to meet your needs somehow.
01:01:28No,
01:01:29I haven't forgotten about you, Alex.
01:01:31You don't need to do everything by yourself.
01:01:33Let me fill those needs.
01:01:37Get out!
01:01:39Seriously, Alex?
01:01:41It's been a decade
01:01:42and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:50So you came back for Isabel?
01:01:53I
01:01:55seriously don't understand.
01:01:56Why are you not over a bitch
01:01:57who's been dead for ten years?
01:01:59She's not
01:02:00dead.
01:02:01Stop spreading lies about her.
01:02:02You're
01:02:02crazy.
01:02:04Let me get your head
01:02:05fucking checked.
01:02:10Why
01:02:11does everyone say
01:02:12that you're dead?
01:02:13They're lying.
01:02:15Right?
01:02:15And where are you, Izzy?
01:02:21So that's where you are.
01:02:24I'm coming, Izzy.
01:02:33Hello, Mrs. Spencer.
01:02:36Alex?
01:02:40Thanks.
01:02:41It's been ages.
01:02:43What have you been up to all these years?
01:02:45I became a heart surgeon.
01:02:47A heart surgeon?
01:02:48That's fantastic.
01:02:49You found a great career.
01:02:50It was Isabel's dream
01:02:52to be
01:02:52working with
01:02:54Doctors Without Borders.
01:02:56If she was still around,
01:02:57I bet she'd be in some
01:02:58foreign place
01:02:59saving lives.
01:03:00If
01:03:01she was still around,
01:03:04holy shit,
01:03:06is Mrs. Spencer
01:03:06in on this too?
01:03:07Is she helping Izzy
01:03:08hide from me?
01:03:09Mrs. Spencer,
01:03:11do you know where
01:03:12Isabel's living now?
01:03:14I
01:03:15have something
01:03:16I need to talk to her about.
01:03:19Isabel?
01:03:20Are you in there?
01:03:39Sorry, Mrs. Spencer.
01:03:41I gotta get going.
01:03:42I'll see you again soon.
01:03:46No.
01:03:47No, it's a lie.
01:03:49She can't be dead.
01:03:50I promised I would become a doctor
01:03:51and I'd fix her heart.
01:03:52I'm gonna find her doctor
01:03:53from before.
01:03:54He knows her conditions
01:03:56better than anyone.
01:03:57Yes, Isabel Spencer.
01:03:59How could I forget her?
01:04:01It's been almost a decade
01:04:02since anybody mentioned her.
01:04:04Has she not gotten treatment
01:04:04for a decade?
01:04:05She was a stubborn girl.
01:04:07She once insisted
01:04:08on being discharged
01:04:09right after surgery.
01:04:11Said something about
01:04:11needing to
01:04:13testify in court
01:04:14for a friend?
01:04:16I don't think
01:04:17we should see
01:04:17each other again.
01:04:21You were in so much pain
01:04:22but I didn't see it.
01:04:24Come to think of it,
01:04:25I remember you now.
01:04:27You used to come
01:04:28visit her
01:04:29when she was sick
01:04:30but why'd you stop
01:04:31visiting towards the end?
01:04:33Toward the end?
01:04:35You're four of us too.
01:04:40It's not true.
01:04:41It's not true, right?
01:04:42Is he?
01:04:44You can't be dead.
01:04:45Alex.
01:04:49Alex.
01:04:51Alex.
01:05:01Alex.
01:05:02Alex.
01:05:06Alex.
01:05:07Alex.
01:05:09Alex.
01:05:11AccessýRais.
01:05:12Alex.
01:05:12Alex.
01:05:12Alex.
01:05:12togglierations.
01:05:20Alex.
01:05:28how is it disgusting liar no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution what's
01:05:35that well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:48isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that maybe it's really
01:05:53true maybe she really is gone isabel isabel
01:06:09isabel i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:06:15alex one time to see
01:06:22why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:06:26i had to leave the city leave all the pain behind
01:06:34hey ended up back here in the end alex have you forgiven me
01:06:39i told you i don't hate you anymore listen i was so young and dumb back then okay
01:06:45the last 10 years i have thought about you every day every minute every second
01:06:51me too
01:06:52it's not too late isabel we can start over i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:59sorry about the mess no one's been in this house for years
01:07:02but you can stay here with me now
01:07:09how are you how's your heart i've been good yeah my health has improved a lot still not
01:07:16perfect my mom moved in with my grandma and then i left for college came back after graduation
01:07:22so why didn't you just move back into your old house or because it is because you didn't want to
01:07:28see me
01:07:28i just needed somewhere close to work why wouldn't i want to see you
01:07:41so you know everything
01:07:43i am so sorry isabel i should have protected you
01:07:47been there for you but i treated you terribly
01:07:52do you hate me i could never hate you
01:08:02sorry just really excited to see you
01:08:05it's it's fine it's okay don't worry about it
01:08:09i just got back to it's pretty empty in here
01:08:12how about we go get something to eat
01:08:15yeah
01:08:16okay
01:08:22what can i get you sir
01:08:27pancakes definitely pancakes you're probably craving them as usual
01:08:30it's been 10 years surprised you remember
01:08:33how could i forget i'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady
01:08:46hey there handsome i'm alone too you mind if i slide in
01:08:52uh yeah we do mind
01:08:55we
01:08:56me and the beautiful girl sitting right in front of me
01:09:00she's the only girl i like
01:09:02and that's how it's been for a long long time
01:09:07weirdo could have just said no
01:09:12it's crazy
01:09:14i also like the guy sitting across from me
01:09:17and i have for a long long time
01:09:23your total for today comes out to 5543
01:09:27want to get that to go
01:09:29it'll make a good midnight star
01:09:32sir i don't mean a private
01:09:34who exactly are you speaking to
01:09:37uh
01:09:39my girlfriend
01:09:41but sir there's
01:09:42no one there
01:09:45what do you mean
01:09:55oh
01:09:56there she is
01:10:03be right back
01:10:08what you feeling for dinner izzy
01:10:09and don't say pancakes again
01:10:13isabel
01:10:27sorry i didn't mean to wake you
01:10:28i wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:10:30i'll help
01:10:33promise you'll never leave my side again
01:10:35i promise
01:10:37you saw my videos
01:10:39you know that you're my one and only
01:10:46you already missed out on a decade
01:10:47and they don't want to waste any more time
01:10:49are you saying that
01:10:50you want to be official
01:10:51if i am
01:10:53then what's your answer
01:10:55yes
01:10:56a thousand percent yes
01:11:01let's be together always
01:11:02forever
01:11:03till we get old and gray
01:11:31what are you watching
01:11:32it's shiny
01:11:33it's actually really scary
01:11:36you're so warm
01:11:42how do people watch this
01:11:45are you not scared
01:11:46oh yes
01:11:47scared to death
01:11:49i'm sorry
01:11:53hold it any tighter
01:11:54and i think you're gonna snap it in half
01:11:57i'm sorry
01:11:59it's okay i just said you were holding it tight
01:12:02not that i want you to stop
01:12:03i like the way you touch me
01:12:14i want you to do
01:12:39isabel
01:13:08scared me for a sec
01:13:10i almost let you back
01:13:17i'm not going anywhere
01:13:19i told you i'd stay with you
01:13:20remember
01:13:22isabel
01:13:24let's get married
01:13:27like nothing more
01:13:48hey
01:13:48alex
01:13:49i know you probably don't want to hear this
01:13:51but i still thought i should tell you
01:13:55mrs spencer is holding a ten year memorial for isabel
01:13:58can you come
01:14:00it's
01:14:00this sunday
01:14:01at the church
01:14:04what's wrong
01:14:05who's on the phone
01:14:07alex you look like you've just seen a ghost
01:14:08who was it
01:14:09uh nothing
01:14:11just
01:14:11scam
01:14:13as long as you're by my side
01:14:14that's all that matters
01:14:21alex
01:14:22hello
01:14:22i'm sorry it's nothing
01:14:27june 23rd
01:14:29the anniversary of
01:14:32my dad's death
01:14:33can i go with you this time
01:14:35yeah i love that
01:14:44hey dad
01:14:46it's me
01:14:59i've been good
01:15:02mom's doing a lot better too now
01:15:03you don't need to worry
01:15:05you'd want me to move on
01:15:06let go of my resentment
01:15:08i finally have
01:15:12isabel said she's gonna marry me
01:15:17we're gonna start our own family together
01:15:41i'm sorry i didn't mean to scare you
01:15:45i didn't think i'd react like that
01:15:46it's okay
01:15:48you don't have to look
01:15:49okay let's go
01:15:55sorry
01:15:56i didn't mean to scare you
01:15:58i just
01:15:59didn't think i was gonna react like that
01:16:01it's okay
01:16:03how about a massage
01:16:17you selfish bitch
01:16:20go to hell
01:16:37isabel
01:16:37can you help me
01:16:38now i'm already dead
01:16:40i hate you
01:16:41and i never want to see you again
01:16:47isabel
01:17:16didn't you hear me yelling
01:17:17why didn't you answer me
01:17:17listen up
01:17:18can't breathe
01:17:20isabel
01:17:21sorry
01:17:22sorry i didn't hear you
01:17:25what's wrong
01:17:25nothing
01:17:27just a nightmare
01:17:29isabel
01:17:30will you marry me
01:17:32i can't handle this constant
01:17:34fear of losing you
01:17:35i want to marry you
01:17:37isabel
01:17:38to be with you always
01:17:39like day and night
01:17:41year after year
01:17:42okay
01:17:43yeah let's do it
01:17:48great
01:17:48all right you go
01:17:49pick out a dress
01:17:50and i'll call the church
01:17:51and buy you a ring
01:17:53oh and i'll call her moms
01:17:55hey mom
01:17:56i'm getting married
01:17:58to izzy
01:18:00the wedding's tomorrow
01:18:01same place you and dad got married
01:18:04hoping to make it
01:18:16why isn't the pastor here yet
01:18:18we're just early
01:18:20we'll be here soon
01:18:25mom
01:18:28mom why is dr hurt here
01:18:30no offense doc
01:18:32but this is a family only wedding
01:18:34mom what's wrong
01:18:36alex
01:18:37can you still see isabel
01:18:39right now
01:18:39yeah of course
01:18:40she's right in front of me
01:18:43have you been keeping up
01:18:44with your meds
01:18:45do you remember why
01:18:46i prescribed them
01:18:47in the first place
01:18:51they're for treating
01:18:52hallucinations
01:18:56hallucinations
01:18:56what are you
01:18:57what are you talking about
01:18:58like
01:18:59isabel she's alive
01:18:59she's right
01:19:00she's right here in front of me
01:19:01i'm not hallucinating her
01:19:02deep down
01:19:03you already know the truth
01:19:04don't you
01:19:05you're just too afraid
01:19:07to admit it
01:19:08to admit the truth
01:19:09that isabel died
01:19:1110 years ago
01:19:14no mom why would you say
01:19:15that she's alive and well
01:19:16why would you say that she's
01:19:24isabel
01:19:25isabel
01:19:27no
01:19:28no no no
01:19:29she has to be here
01:19:30she's you scared of all
01:19:32she's scared of all
01:19:33that's
01:19:34wake up alex
01:19:36isabel is dead
01:19:38how long are you
01:19:39gonna keep lying to yourself
01:19:40no no mom
01:19:41she's not
01:19:42she's alive
01:19:43she is
01:19:44she really is
01:19:45you think she's alive
01:19:46i'll take you to see her
01:19:47right now
01:19:55take a good look
01:19:57what does it say
01:20:06no no isabel
01:20:10no anything
01:20:11anyone but her
01:20:13anyone but isabel
01:20:14no
01:20:14anyone but you
01:20:16no please
01:20:17no
01:20:17no
01:20:19no no no no má
01:20:36Alex
01:20:36I'm here to take you
01:20:39we can finally be together
01:20:53My mother?
01:20:55Alex?
01:20:58Alex?
01:21:02Ms. Spencer.
01:21:04Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:21:07I'm, uh, I'm fine.
01:21:11I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:21:15Alex, I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel...
01:21:22Isabel's dead.
01:21:23She died ten years ago, and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:21:27I can't accept that. You'll never accept that.
01:21:30How can I accept it?
01:21:32The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:21:35The most horrible things to her.
01:21:37And those words that echo in my mind all the time.
01:21:41I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:45How can I forgive myself?
01:21:47I love her.
01:21:49And I never got to tell her.
01:21:52Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:54Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:57How can you be so sharp?
01:21:59But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:22:01What is the point of going on living?
01:22:08When I was organizing Isabel's thanks, I found this.
01:22:12This is her last words to you.
01:22:14I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:22:18I will wait.
01:22:18Let's do it, you know?
01:22:19Let's do it.
01:22:19Okay?
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