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00:00You, uh, charge her to the room?
00:01Stephanie Simmons?
00:03Dr. Stephanie Simmons?
00:05Yes.
00:06As in, dear friends with Dr. Olivia Winters?
00:09How do you know Olivia?
00:11She would be my mother.
00:14Nate?
00:15Nate Hastings!
00:17Oh, my goodness!
00:19Olivia's son, Lily's cousin?
00:21Yeah.
00:23Come here!
00:24Oh, my goodness!
00:28Oh, my goodness!
00:33Holden.
00:34Hi.
00:36Lily, hey.
00:37Are you meeting someone?
00:40Um, no, I'm on my own.
00:43If you'd like to sit.
00:46Um, yeah.
00:48Yeah, I'll sit, thanks.
00:57So, um...
01:00Have you heard from Malcolm or your kids?
01:03Um, no.
01:04Malcolm's in L.A. with them, but, uh, the test results aren't in yet.
01:09Which means, at this moment, Malcolm doesn't have a match.
01:13No, but, I mean, there could still be good news.
01:17Um, yeah, he really got hit with it, didn't he?
01:21Mm-hmm.
01:22Your son is life-threatening disease, all at once.
01:26Yeah.
01:27Well, if anyone can handle it, he can.
01:30No, it's weird.
01:32Oh.
01:33What?
01:35Well, how well you know him.
01:36You know, of course, you do use your biological father.
01:40You know, it just takes, it takes me a second to remember that he is mine, too.
01:48Even for a number.
01:50All right.
02:18What time is it?
02:20V&G time.
02:22At the distance, you've got two different jelly options there.
02:27That was the cost.
02:30Yeah, I figured I'd use my time wisely while we waited for the second pregnancy test.
02:39Yeah.
02:41And?
02:45It's positive, too.
02:49Okay.
02:52So that's for sure.
02:54Yeah.
02:57Now the question is, what do we do next?
03:08How do you feel?
03:11My stomach is settled.
03:15Much longer.
03:16I'm hungry.
03:19It's cute, but I was talking right here.
03:22Yeah.
03:24Oh.
03:25That's you, man.
03:26All feelings matter right now.
03:28So there's that.
03:31What about you?
03:33I could eat.
03:34Look.
03:37Billy, you have been so sweet and attentive.
03:41Thank you so much for fluffing my pillows and tucking me in my blanket, but you are a part of
03:45this equation, too.
03:46I know.
03:47It just feels weird to talk about myself right now.
03:49That's all.
03:49But I'm asking you.
03:51Okay.
03:55Well, not what I expected when I woke up this morning.
03:59No.
04:00I mean, considering we're supposed to be in London right now.
04:03Timing is probably the night that you came back after you moved out.
04:10Yeah.
04:11Yeah.
04:12That would make sense.
04:14You didn't think that maybe before today?
04:20I'm not really.
04:23I mean, maybe.
04:25And what made you think maybe?
04:28I've just been feeling so different.
04:31I mean, these options is like I ran a marathon and.
04:36My stomach.
04:39And you've been here before.
04:43I have, yes.
04:47So what's going through your head, though?
04:53I don't know.
04:54The thoughts don't really slow down.
04:57Enough for me to process them.
04:59They're just kind of whizzing by.
05:00You don't have to answer anything right now.
05:03Okay, you have time.
05:06You know, the brain is one thing, but when it comes to the kids...
05:12Straight to the heart.
05:17I'm glad you came over.
05:18I would have never recognized you.
05:21What?
05:21You think I've changed?
05:22What?
05:23Since you was gay high?
05:25Absolutely.
05:28Olivia Brown never told me that you grew up to be such a fine looking young man.
05:36I heard your name, but I'm pretty sure I would have recognized your face anyway.
05:41Some of your lectures are online.
05:44Don't tell me you've seen them.
05:45And read your papers on blood diseases.
05:48Was that before or after you stepped away from medicine?
05:52Before, but I'm still a fan, girl.
05:55My heart ached for you when I heard about your injury.
06:00Having to give up surgery must have been agony.
06:03But leaving medicine altogether?
06:07That was a choice.
06:09A hard one at that.
06:12Wow.
06:13My mother really told you all that.
06:15Mm-hmm.
06:16Medicine is what brought us together.
06:18It's part of our bond.
06:20You do know how proud of you your mother is, don't you?
06:25She adores you.
06:27Do you two talk often?
06:28Yeah.
06:29Not as much as I'd like.
06:31But when we do, it's partly about work.
06:34We mostly spend time chatting about our remarkable sons.
06:38Oh.
06:39Cheers.
06:40Cheers.
06:43It sounds strange to talk about our father.
06:50Now it's a lot to process.
06:52So we can go at whatever speed you want.
06:57We might as well dive in.
06:59We have the expert here.
07:02Meaning you want to know more about Malcolm?
07:05Yeah.
07:07Okay.
07:09Well, he is my biological father.
07:13But my dad will always be Neil Winters.
07:17The portrait in the jazz lounge.
07:21Yes.
07:22And Malcolm was at the dedication because he is my dad's brother.
07:29Sounds like there's a story there.
07:31Yeah.
07:32There always is.
07:34But we could, we could circle back or, or not.
07:38No.
07:38I mean, I think the important thing for you to know is that Malcolm, he's a really good man.
07:47My mother said the same.
07:49That's pretty much all she said.
07:50That, that and they lost touch.
07:54Well, I mean, that can happen with Malcolm.
07:56Not because he doesn't care.
07:58It's just, you know, he's drawn to adventure.
08:03Which I think is why he chose photography.
08:05So he could travel the world.
08:08How is he going to handle not being able to travel?
08:10With all the treatment that he'll need if he gets a match.
08:15When he gets a match, he won't be able to shut off.
08:20I mean, honestly, I think he sees this treatment as its own kind of adventure.
08:26I mean, that's just the kind of optimist he is.
08:30Which I think you kind of have to be to face the unknown the way that he does.
08:34I mean, look how he handled you and I not being a match, right?
08:37I mean, he just keeps the faith and just believes that things are meant to work out the way they're
08:44supposed to.
08:44But, you know, some things don't work out.
08:49Yeah, but Malcolm doesn't see the world that way.
08:52You know, he just believes that things can be better.
08:57People can do better.
08:59And I don't know.
09:01I think he thinks that because of his own life.
09:05He's had a lot of rough spots that he's not proud of.
09:09There's something else that we can circle back to him.
09:11Well, you know, you two will have your own conversation, I'm sure.
09:16Or you can both talk about who you both are.
09:19If that's what you want.
09:22Yeah, well, he's got a lot going on right now.
09:24And his treatment will be in New York.
09:27Yeah, I mean, I wish he would get his treatment here.
09:30I told him that.
09:32Is there any way that you could talk him into it?
09:34Or maybe, maybe once he's well, he could move back to Genoa City.
09:43Isn't this a treat?
09:45Dinner with Olivia's son.
09:50So, what brings you to town, Dr. Simmons?
09:53Oh, no, you didn't.
09:55I mean, you don't have to call me Auntie Stephanie, but you're definitely not calling me doctor.
10:00Understood.
10:02What brings you back to Genoa City, Stephanie?
10:06You know, it's time.
10:08So, you haven't been back since you moved away?
10:10It feels like forever.
10:12After all, I mean, this is where my life started.
10:15My career took off.
10:18Lifelong connections.
10:20Then memories of what brought you back?
10:22Only partly.
10:24I'm actually here to see my son.
10:25You might know him.
10:27Hoden Novak.
10:30Hoden is your son?
10:31Yes.
10:32Have you two met?
10:34Uh, a few times.
10:35Oh, that's wonderful.
10:37I don't know him well, though.
10:40Maybe that can change down the road.
10:44Alright, so, uh, what should we have?
10:52Look, Malcolm is a free spirit.
10:56He has always been that way.
10:58But he doesn't have to be in physical proximity with someone to feel close to them.
11:04You know, his love and affection can be there, even if he isn't.
11:10But you do still wish that he got his medical care in here.
11:15Yeah, but I mean, it doesn't matter what I think.
11:19You know, at the end of the day, he has to feel comfortable.
11:22I've dealt with my own medical issues, and I understand how important it is to be comfortable in your surroundings
11:28for your recovery.
11:31So, you know, if that's New York for him, then so be it.
11:37But, at the end of the day, we still have to find him a match.
11:41That's what it all goes back to.
11:44Yeah.
11:47Makes sense, though, that you want him to be close to you.
11:52I was just...
11:53I was just asking since you mentioned it.
11:56Okay, well then I'll just...
11:59I'm just feeling really alone, criticism on you at all.
12:03I just...
12:06Maybe it's a request.
12:09Can you please be here?
12:12In this?
12:13With me?
12:14With me.
12:17So, Audrey didn't come over for work today, did she?
12:21She brought you a test, is that what happened?
12:25I just needed an answer before I said anything.
12:29And then you kicked me out.
12:31Because you needed a friend.
12:34Yeah.
12:36I get it.
12:39You wanted that friend to be you.
12:42It's a thought.
12:47I...
12:49I...
12:50I don't know, okay?
12:52I...
12:53I thought I was protecting you.
12:55I just didn't want you to go on this roller coaster with me until I knew for sure.
13:00We don't have to talk about it.
13:00No, we...
13:03We do, okay?
13:04Because we're both in this together.
13:08You woke up this morning, and you had your suspicions.
13:13And you called Audra.
13:14And I get that.
13:15I understand why you would want to wait to tell me that you were pregnant.
13:33And if that's the case, then what does that say about us going forward?
13:46You are, Billy.
13:49And I do.
13:51Okay?
13:51I absolutely know what a wonderful father you are.
13:55You don't have to bolster my ego.
13:57You must become...
13:57Hey, I'm not doing that, okay?
14:01I'm not.
14:02I'm just telling you what I see.
14:03And I see a very loving and sweet and protective man who looks after the children in his life.
14:10Johnny, and Katie, and Connor, even after everything that happened with Chelsea and Adam.
14:17Well, I love them.
14:20When you love something, you take care of it.
14:24I love you.
14:26And I want to do that for you.
14:29You've been such a gift to me, one that I did not expect.
14:33Of course you're brave and you're strong, but it's your heart.
14:37It's massive.
14:38And it's open.
14:40Even though it's been locked around more than once, you need to know that you're never
14:46going to be alone again, okay?
14:50Unless you want to, unless you need to, then I'll be right there supporting you and watching
14:57you to do your thing.
15:01But if you need someone, I'm not going anywhere.
15:20One, one of the things that I talked to Haja about, one of the reasons why I didn't
15:29tell you, when I woke up this morning, you've already been through so much with Delia.
15:49And we've lost the two most precious little people.
15:57And how can we face that chance again?
16:05A relationship with Malcolm.
16:10I don't even know what that looks like.
16:13Oh, makes sense that you would want one.
16:15Does it?
16:19I guess it's a little late.
16:21I mean, the man is sick and he has other things on his mind.
16:25Yeah, but it doesn't mean that you're not too.
16:27He wouldn't want you to think that way.
16:29I don't resent him.
16:30And I don't blame him.
16:32It's nothing like that.
16:33But my mother, my mother holding this back and not telling me until Malcolm needed something,
16:39I don't know how to feel about that part.
16:44Look, I know that Stephanie feels like a weight has been lifted, but she also feels a lot of remorse
16:53too.
16:53And I hate to be mad at her, but, and I know, I know how heavy that secret is to
16:58carry.
16:58It's okay.
16:59It's your life.
17:00You can feel however you want to feel.
17:02Except I'm not sure what that is.
17:05I get it.
17:05Okay.
17:06You're feeling a lot of emotions and it's scary.
17:10Because when you've spent your life trying to keep things drama free, feeling all this anger, it's uncomfortable.
17:18If you're trying to tell me that it's okay for me to be angry at my mother, I'm not sure
17:24I can fight it if I try.
17:27Tell me about your new career.
17:30You know, you look like a man who's pretty happy with his life.
17:35Uh, business is great working at Winters with my family.
17:40That's going well.
17:41But, uh, growing up, seeing what people like my mom and you brought to this world, I couldn't wait to
17:47do the same.
17:49I loved being a doctor for a long time, but I'm not sure I ever developed a layer that gets
17:59you through the loss of a patient.
18:01A painful fact for all of us.
18:04Maybe that's why when surgery was no longer an option, I was able to move on.
18:09Ooh.
18:10People get saved through medicine without surgery every day.
18:13Yeah, but I love what I do now too.
18:15Good.
18:16I get to work with my family, you know, building a legacy, creating jobs where people can pay the mortgage,
18:24go to a doctor, buy groceries.
18:27I found satisfaction and purpose.
18:30And like you said, I'm happy.
18:32And I have great appreciation for medical professionals still in it.
18:37Fighting the good fight.
18:38Against disease, fear, injury, neglect, also time.
18:46But when it works, when you get to keep another soul in this world to watch another sunset, to have
18:56one more day with the people in their hearts.
18:59It's science, yes, but it's also magic.
19:04But you're right.
19:06When it doesn't work, when you can't pull it off, when the universe doesn't respond to our efforts, it's nothing
19:16worse.
19:18How am I supposed to feel when I look back at my childhood?
19:21I hated being the kid whose dad was dead.
19:25And that is exactly what I was.
19:27My teachers knew it.
19:29Students knew it.
19:30Their parents knew it.
19:32And sure, there were a bunch of parents who were divorced.
19:34And maybe some kids' parents traveled for work, but there was no one else like me.
19:40A kid with a dead dad.
19:44And sure, you know, I mean, I heard all of this.
19:46I saw the stories about the great Dr. Jerry Novak.
19:50And I saw the photos.
19:53But when I heard other kids talking about their fathers,
19:58when I saw how their dads would show up to their school performances or their games,
20:07my mother doesn't know us.
20:08I used to lie about my father, pretending that he was alive.
20:14He was this amazing guy.
20:17I'm making up all these stories about the things we would do together.
20:23Fishing.
20:25Playing catch.
20:27I used to have been really lonely.
20:29Feeling like you had to hide the truth about your life.
20:33It was easier than being pitied.
20:36You know, having a dead parent is the kind of thing that kids worry is contagious.
20:42As if it's something that they could catch and that could happen to them.
20:48Look, you can't undo those moments of loneliness.
20:54But Malcolm is a good person.
20:56He's someone you can talk to.
20:59You know, and he'll want what's best for you, whatever that will look like.
21:03But we won't get those years back, will we?
21:07And we don't know how many more we have left, do we?
21:10I mean, that is the reality that we're talking about here, right?
21:14And Malcolm and I were both robbed.
21:18And that won't ever change.
21:24Remember when we were just two people that didn't know each other very well?
21:28They had too much in common.
21:30Yeah.
21:32We had a lot of talks when Adam and Chelsea were in Baltimore.
21:36Telling ourselves and each other that everything was going to be okay.
21:41And stories.
21:43Maybe.
21:44about it.
21:46And you understood?
21:48It's Adelia.
21:52Still dreaming about her.
21:55Age that she was, age that she would be now.
21:59Do you remember?
22:02Yeah.
22:05Ava would be turning three.
22:09Hmm.
22:11sometimes I swear I
22:14I can hear her in my dreams
22:18her laugh
22:21her talking
22:22and my whole body just knows it's her
22:28I like to think
22:29I'd lose with Catherine
22:32I hope she's proud of me
22:35how could she not be
22:39because I've failed her siblings
22:41I don't mean to defend me
22:43I'm just saying it's true
22:46and I've made mistakes
22:50I've said things
22:51I've done things
22:52I've reacted
22:55in ways
22:57cared more about myself
22:59than I did them
23:01and I'm not
23:02beating myself up but I'm also not letting myself
23:05off the hook
23:07I'm human
23:08I make mistakes
23:09but
23:12my father
23:14is trying to try harder
23:20he's so afraid of failure sometimes
23:23and when you're a father
23:25you
23:25when you're a parent
23:28you quickly realize that it's not about you
23:31you gotta get the hell out of the way
23:33for their sake
23:37so that's me
23:40that's where I'm at
23:43but you gotta trust me when I tell you
23:45it's your feelings that matter the most
23:48it's not just me
23:50listen
23:50your heart takes priority okay
23:52because you carried Ava
23:54and you didn't get the razor
23:59so you gotta be thinking about that again
24:04I'm telling you that we can do everything right
24:09still
24:13I do
24:14I do
24:14I will never see that again
24:19so
24:20I really think that Devon and Nate
24:22need to know
24:24about me
24:24yeah
24:25yeah I mean they're family
24:28Nate and I have a biological connection
24:30because his mom and my mom were sisters
24:34and then my family adopted Devon when he was a teenager
24:37so
24:39I'm not blood related then
24:41blood no
24:42but Malcolm was married to Nate's mom Olivia
24:46so
24:47they're gonna see you as extended family
24:51you don't
24:52you don't know that
24:53yeah
24:53that's just the way it is with our family
24:55there's no guarantees that that'll be the case this time
24:58well
24:58I do think
25:00that they need to know
25:02and
25:02I would love to tell them as soon as possible
25:05like
25:06now
25:07if that's okay
25:08and you want me to be there
25:09when you tell them
25:10I mean I think
25:11that's best
25:12don't you
25:13I mean
25:15the best is
25:16beyond me
25:17right now
25:17and so is the worst
25:18for that matter
25:19I just know that I
25:20uh
25:23I wanna be in the loop
25:24from now on
25:27okay
25:27so
25:29can I call them right now
25:33there's uh
25:34no time like the present
25:37so I heard
25:38the movie theater is now a cafe
25:44I'm sorry
25:44do you mind
25:45this might be work
25:46sure go ahead
25:49hey Lily
25:50what's going on
25:51hey
25:51I need to see you and Devon
25:53if you have time
25:54everything okay
25:55um
25:56a family meeting
25:57not business
25:58but sooner is better
25:59so um
26:00can you come to society
26:01uh
26:02yeah
26:03give me a few
26:04I'll see you soon
26:05okay
26:06bye
26:08everything okay
26:10yeah
26:10sorry about that
26:11Stephanie
26:11uh
26:12that was my cousin
26:13Lily
26:13I need to head out
26:14to meet with her
26:16you've been wonderful
26:17Nate
26:18look
26:18I hope I run into you
26:20before you leave
26:21that would be lovely
26:22well don't you be late
26:23count on me
26:24I'll take care of the check
26:25it's already taken care of
26:28you shouldn't have
26:30you're my mother's
26:31dear friend
26:32we're practically family
26:33come on
26:33thank you
26:35anytime
26:36see you soon
26:37yes
26:45hey
26:45hey
26:47I uh
26:48I thought this was a family thing
26:49yeah yeah
26:50I'll explain
26:52okay so what
26:54it's the four of us
26:55was that Holden
26:58um
26:59can we sit down
27:00just cause
27:01this is an important conversation
27:03so
27:03yeah
27:04sure
27:04um
27:05I won't drag it out
27:07I promise
27:13um
27:14so Holden and I
27:15found out some
27:17news
27:18recently
27:19um
27:20turns out
27:22that
27:24Malcolm
27:25is
27:26his biological
27:28father
27:29so
27:30we are
27:31half siblings
27:32Malcolm
27:35Malcolm
27:36is your father
27:36according to
27:37who
27:38that would be my mother
27:40Stephanie Simmons
27:41she used to live here
27:42and she
27:43she knew Malcolm
27:44and your parents
27:45and
27:46nice mom
27:47so you're saying this happened
27:49while Malcolm was
27:50still married to Olivia
27:51he wouldn't
27:52he didn't
27:53my mother was uh
27:55she'd left town
27:56by the time Olivia and Malcolm
27:57got together
27:58that's why she was in town
28:00your mother
28:02I was just
28:03with Stephanie
28:04sorry
28:05Dr. Simmons
28:07because of her connection
28:08to my mom
28:10she mentioned Holden
28:11but she never mentioned Malcolm
28:12so hang on
28:13you just found this out
28:15who's all that came to tell me
28:18Malcolm just found out as well
28:20he just happened to be in town too
28:22that's a lot of coincidences
28:24well Stephanie has her reasons
28:25for sharing it
28:27but the point is
28:28is that
28:30Holden is family
28:31to me now
28:31so he's
28:33family to all of us
28:36look I'm sure you have a lot of questions
28:38but you know almost everything that we do
28:40so
28:41I would know almost everything
28:43that'll
28:44have to be enough for now
28:47now that you have the headlines
28:49I'll
28:50I'll give you some privacy
28:51no you don't have to
28:52no it's fine
28:53I never would like an update
28:55and I'm sure
28:57I'm sure you would all like to talk
29:06so
29:07tell me how you really feel
29:12you've always known
29:14what losing Ava did to me
29:18feeling like I was never going to be whole again
29:21feeling like I was
29:24marked
29:26like people would just look at me
29:27and they would just know that I was
29:29broken
29:35when I lost Ava
29:38I lost myself
29:41and a million little moments
29:43that we were never going to get to have together
29:47and I know
29:49that I would have messed up
29:51as her mom
29:53I know it
29:54and I would have tried to do better
30:00but either way
30:01I would have loved her with all of my heart
30:07but I never got that chance
30:12I survived
30:14and I felt
30:18so guilty
30:20and ashamed
30:21for surviving
30:32I'm grateful you're here
30:37how do I do it again
30:42I mean what if
30:43all I feel
30:45is fear
30:47I mean what does that do to the baby
30:50you know what if I can't dream
30:51or what if I can't hope
30:52or what if I can't
30:54get excited
30:55and if I do
30:57get excited
30:58and I do
30:59dream
31:00and I do
31:03fall in love
31:05before she or
31:08he
31:11even has Ava
31:13what if it happens to you
31:22but I
31:23I do know
31:27that you're gonna
31:30you're gonna be there
31:32being with you Sally
31:35is all I can ask for
31:47but you didn't tell me
31:48that you were saying
31:49Nate
31:50I didn't know it myself
31:51I was
31:52at the bar
31:53having a drink
31:54he heard my name
31:55we just started talking
31:57and
31:57he didn't say anything
31:59about how I rubbed him
32:00into Vaughn the wrong way
32:01huh
32:02when
32:03how
32:05son
32:05are you just making
32:06assumptions
32:07because he didn't say
32:08anything like that
32:09that's fair
32:10it's just that
32:11I have
32:12a history
32:12with some people here
32:13which means
32:14I might not be
32:15on the invite list
32:16for the family dinner
32:17anytime soon
32:20if ever
32:22so
32:23you're calling
32:23Holden family
32:25like Tucker
32:26is technically
32:27our family
32:28so you hear
32:29where I'm going
32:29with this right
32:30yes
32:31what are you thinking
32:33where Holden's concerned
32:34I don't know
32:35I mean there's
32:36time to figure that out
32:38alright
32:39we can't help
32:40unless you tell us
32:48welcome
32:53hi
32:54did you
32:55get the information
33:00what were the results
33:10what if
33:11all I feel
33:13is fear
33:15I mean what does that do
33:16to the baby
33:18you know
33:18what if I can't dream
33:19or what if I can't hope
33:20or what if I can't
33:22get excited
33:23and if I do
33:25get excited
33:26and I do
33:27dream
33:28and I do
33:31fall in love
33:33before she
33:34or
33:36he
33:39even has a name
33:41I mean
33:41what
33:44what if it happens again
33:50but I
33:54I do know
33:55that you're gonna
33:58you're gonna be there
34:00it's you Sally
34:04that's all I can ask for
34:14but you didn't tell me
34:16that you were seeing Nate
34:18I didn't know
34:19I didn't know it myself
34:19I was
34:20at the bar
34:21having a drink
34:22he heard my name
34:23we just started talking
34:25and
34:25he didn't say anything
34:27about how I rubbed him
34:28and Devon the wrong way
34:29huh
34:30when
34:31how
34:33son
34:33are you just making
34:34assumptions
34:35because he didn't say
34:36anything like that
34:37that's fair
34:38it's just that
34:39I have
34:40history with some people
34:41here
34:42which means
34:42I might not be on
34:43the invite list
34:44for the family dinner
34:45anytime soon
34:48if ever
34:50so
34:51you're calling
34:51Holden family
34:52like Tucker's
34:55technically our family
34:56so
34:57you hear where I'm going
34:57with this right
34:58yes
35:00what are you thinking
35:01where Holden's concerned
35:02I don't know
35:03I mean there's
35:04time to figure that out
35:06I say this with love
35:07and respect
35:08but damieness proof
35:09that time isn't infinite
35:11and I'm not trying to push you
35:12one way or the other
35:13Lily
35:15but
35:16you know what
35:17forget I said anything
35:18this is your decision
35:19no
35:20I agree
35:21about the time thing
35:22but I just
35:24I have a lot
35:25that I'm thinking about
35:26right now
35:27so
35:27everything else
35:28will have to wait
35:29is this about Kane again
35:30what's he done now
35:32no
35:33it's not Kane
35:34well then
35:35it's gotta be about Malcolm
35:37the guy shows up to town
35:38and then leaves right away
35:39and no other son
35:40he didn't know about
35:40that's here
35:41there's Devon right
35:43we can't help
35:44unless you tell us
35:45I guess Malcolm
35:52I have to do this
35:56Malcolm hi
35:57um
35:58did you
35:59get the information
36:04what were the results
36:11you know people don't mean any harm
36:16but when you lose a child
36:19and someone says
36:20I can't imagine it right
36:21I can't
36:23you
36:24it might be a fear
36:25in the back of your head
36:26but
36:29it's a million times worse
36:31than that fear
36:34yeah
36:35yeah that's true
36:38if the best happens
36:39instead of the worst
36:41and you get to carry
36:42that little life
36:43in your hands
36:46you got a chance
36:47to do everything right
36:50but you're still
36:51gonna fumble
36:52every now and again
36:55well being human
36:56means making mistakes
36:59being a parent
37:01means trying
37:01to be better
37:04oh that's good
37:05that's
37:05that's profound
37:06you said that
37:07steel hill
37:09I will write it down
37:11for you later
37:16appreciate you
37:21can we do the rest
37:22of this later too
37:25talking
37:25thinking
37:26figuring out
37:27what comes next
37:27thank you
37:30we'll go side by side
37:32as a team
37:34make that sound
37:35like a question
37:37that's a certain
37:39we will go
37:41side by side
37:44as a team
37:45always
37:52this is none of your
37:54doing or choice
37:55it was all mine
37:55so if you need me
37:57to help you
37:57to smooth things out
37:58what does that say
37:59if I need my mother
38:00to handle this for me
38:02now whatever happens
38:04it'll be okay
38:07now you sound like
38:08Malcolm
38:09I sound like a man
38:10I don't really know
38:11but you will
38:14and this family
38:15of his
38:15they are
38:16your family
38:17they have a lot
38:19to deal with
38:20so do you
38:21mom
38:21I am not
38:22one of them
38:24and
38:25and maybe
38:26it's better that way
38:30give yourself
38:31time to work
38:32through this
38:34as I imagine
38:35they will do
38:36the same
38:41neither of the kids
38:46no I mean that
38:47yeah
38:47it's okay
38:48we'll just
38:48we'll move on
38:49to the next option
38:51yeah
38:52um
38:53I'm actually
38:54I'm here with
38:55Devon and Nate
38:56and it would be
38:56a lot easier
39:00yeah
39:02I love you
39:12I'm okay
39:19I
39:21it's okay
39:22I love you
39:24I love you
39:27I love you
39:28I love you
39:28I love you
39:29I love you
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