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00:00:00My name is Isabel Spencer.
00:00:02The summer I graduated high school, in the sweltering June heat, I died.
00:00:08In the days leading up to my death, I recorded secret videos from my crush.
00:00:13But he didn't see them until 10 years later.
00:00:17And here is the story of my life.
00:00:24Murder!
00:00:24How dare you show up to this school?
00:00:26Just leave!
00:00:27Yeah, beat it!
00:00:28If you hadn't gotten caught up with those gangsters, Alex's dad wouldn't have been stabbed 12 times trying to save
00:00:34you.
00:00:34You're the reason he died.
00:00:36He bled out on the street because of you.
00:00:38And the worst part is, you didn't even show up to court to testify.
00:00:41So now his murders are walking free because of you.
00:00:45Alex was your best friend.
00:00:46His dad was like a father to you.
00:00:48I mean, how could you do this to him?
00:00:50Don't you even feel a shred of guilt?
00:00:53Hey!
00:00:54We're talking to you!
00:00:55Answer me, bitch!
00:00:59Nothing I say is going to change your mind anyway.
00:01:02You selfish skank.
00:01:04I'm going to put you in your place.
00:01:06For Alex.
00:01:28I was going to go to the court, but then I had another heart attack.
00:01:31So I had surgery, and they kept me in the hospital for two weeks.
00:01:36But you bet you didn't just die.
00:01:40Maybe I should have just died right then and there.
00:01:49Due to the absence of witness testimony, the court has concluded that the cause of Mr. Stephen Brooks' death cannot
00:01:57be determined.
00:01:58The case is hereby dismissed, and both defendants are acquitted.
00:02:04How could you not be here, Isabel?
00:02:07Alex's dad died because of me.
00:02:19Alex, you want to share?
00:02:31Come on, Izzy.
00:02:32You need to keep a heart-healthy diet.
00:02:36Get some good shit out of here.
00:02:38Yeah.
00:02:40Here.
00:02:41Have mine.
00:02:45I get why you hate me.
00:02:47I just never thought I'd hurt this much.
00:02:49God, what a dumbass.
00:02:51I mean, they got a fireman for eight night at comp.
00:02:53Plus, he went in there with no weapon.
00:02:54He was basically asking to get stabbed to death.
00:03:03No one talks shit about my dad.
00:03:05Am I wrong, though?
00:03:06I could play the hero.
00:03:07Pay the price.
00:03:08He got what he deserved.
00:03:08Fuck you.
00:03:23Alex, stop!
00:03:24Alex, stop!
00:03:31Alex, don't be like this.
00:03:32Your dad wouldn't want it.
00:03:33If you need to, Vin, just take it out on me.
00:03:36Take it out on you?
00:03:38Fine.
00:03:39Go fucking die, Isabelle!
00:03:43Don't worry, Alex.
00:03:45I'll get your wish soon.
00:03:47Isabelle, the surgery went well,
00:03:49but your heart can't handle the stress of any more procedures.
00:03:54You have about one month left to live, at most.
00:04:08Looking for these?
00:04:10Yes.
00:04:11Do you seriously think that you can get away with the murder by pretending to be Little Miss
00:04:15S-E-R?
00:04:19No!
00:04:22Say, if you needed him right, then lick him up.
00:04:30Is that the brand-new phone?
00:04:32Who gave you the money for that?
00:04:33Was it the murderers who bribed you to stay silent?
00:04:36My mom gave it to me.
00:04:37Oh, Tachi-Maj.
00:04:40Why are we so nervous?
00:04:42Is it because you have incriminating evidence on here?
00:04:44All the videos I made for Alex are on there.
00:04:46I can't let him see those.
00:04:47Hi, Alex.
00:04:48Alex, I just wanted to say that I love you.
00:04:53I might not ever get a chance to tell you in person, so.
00:04:58Give it to him!
00:04:59Hold her!
00:04:59Hold her!
00:05:00No!
00:05:00Hold her!
00:05:02Oh, let's use Face ID to unlock it.
00:05:04I want to see what kind of dirty little secrets this bitch is hiding.
00:05:09Smile, sweetheart.
00:05:16Hi, Alex.
00:05:18I just wanted to say that.
00:05:23What are you doing?
00:05:24Alex, help.
00:05:31Alex, help.
00:05:33We were, uh, we were just trying to get back at her for you, bro.
00:05:36All right, let's start in five minutes.
00:05:38Get your asses to the pool.
00:05:40Right.
00:05:41It's been practice.
00:05:43I almost thought he was here to save me.
00:05:45You idiots want to get kicked off varsity?
00:05:47Go!
00:05:52Alex, can I join you for your swim practice?
00:05:56I can be your personal cheerleader.
00:06:03Coming to the swim meet tomorrow?
00:06:04You've already got an army of fangirls going.
00:06:07Doesn't matter if I go.
00:06:09You really don't know.
00:06:11You're what?
00:06:13Alex, I don't care about those other girls.
00:06:16I only want you cheering me on.
00:06:23Yeah, sure.
00:06:34Alex, you said the only one you wanted cheering you on was me.
00:06:39I'm sorry to inform you that your appeal has been denied again.
00:06:43Your court's decision isn't going to change.
00:06:45I'm not going to give up.
00:06:47Not until the murderers who killed Alex's father are brought to justice.
00:06:53That's the judge.
00:06:57I'm not going to give up.
00:07:01Ms. Spencer, the case is closed and I'm not reopening it.
00:07:06It's over.
00:07:07I'll testify.
00:07:08Please reopen the case.
00:07:17Hey, Alex.
00:07:19So, today I went to go see Judge Roberts.
00:07:22I tried to get him to reopen the case.
00:07:24But he said no.
00:07:27I'm not going to give up, though.
00:07:29I promised you.
00:07:32And I'm going to keep my word.
00:07:36Hey, love bug.
00:07:38How was school?
00:07:40Oh, my.
00:07:41What happened?
00:07:43Is someone bullying him at school?
00:07:46Well, I just fell.
00:07:47How?
00:07:48Everyone at school loves me.
00:07:49Listen, I have great news.
00:07:51The lawyer finally called me back and he said we might be able to reopen the Brooks case.
00:07:56We're finally going to take those killers to justice.
00:08:00It's creepy.
00:08:02I know, honey.
00:08:04Just unexpectedly, Judge Roberts just changed his mind.
00:08:07I mean, you should tell Alex the good news.
00:08:11No, not yet.
00:08:12I don't want to disappoint him in case it doesn't work out.
00:08:15I know this is important to you, but don't forget to take care of your own health.
00:08:18Don't worry about me.
00:08:19I want to get justice for Alex's dad.
00:08:23When did my little girl grow up so fast?
00:08:26All right.
00:08:27Go get him, tiger.
00:08:29But no, I love you.
00:08:30To the moon and back.
00:08:33I don't want to be too long.
00:08:35You know, some people, they say they have the best mom.
00:08:38But I really do have the best mom.
00:08:47Mrs. Spencer, your daughter only has a month left.
00:08:52I'd recommend you transfer her to hospice care for her final days.
00:09:04I wish Alex was here.
00:09:25Whoa.
00:09:26Why did he get so ripped?
00:09:28Don't pretend.
00:09:30I saw you checking me out.
00:09:32You.
00:09:33No.
00:09:34No, I was just spacing out.
00:09:35Oh, really?
00:09:36Mm-hmm.
00:09:36You're telling me that this doesn't make you drool?
00:09:39You could strip butt naked, and it would do nothing for me.
00:09:43Yeah?
00:09:44Then let's put that to the test.
00:09:46Do it.
00:09:47How dare you.
00:09:48Okay.
00:10:13Oh, God, oh, God.
00:10:15I didn't see anything.
00:10:16Mom!
00:10:16I swear!
00:10:33Hey, Alex.
00:10:35I've got notes from chemistry.
00:10:37You missed it because of practice.
00:10:39Um, you know, you gotta study up if we're going to the same college.
00:10:55Why would I want to go to the same college as you?
00:11:02So, I made up my mind.
00:11:04I'm going to go to Princeton for undergrad, and then Columbia for med school, and once
00:11:10I graduate, I'm going to join Doctors Without Borders.
00:11:15What about you?
00:11:17I'll go wherever you go.
00:11:22I just wanted to help you study.
00:11:24Your mom wants you to go to a good school.
00:11:26My mom is in a mental hospital because she had a complete breakdown after my dad was murdered,
00:11:33and the people who did it got to walk away as if nothing ever happened.
00:11:40And who do you think is responsible for that?
00:11:43I'm sorry.
00:11:44Sorry?
00:11:45You're sorry?
00:11:46You think that's enough?
00:11:49The sorry's going to bring my dad back.
00:11:51The sorry's going to help my mom.
00:11:53Now I'm sick and tired of your stupid apologies.
00:11:57Now remember this.
00:11:58I will never forgive you.
00:12:00Not for the rest of my life.
00:12:13Alex Brooks?
00:12:15Alex Brooks?
00:12:16Alex isn't here because seeing you makes him sick.
00:12:19You practically killed his father.
00:12:21Now you're strutting around like rainbows and sunshine.
00:12:27She's right.
00:12:28I shouldn't even be here.
00:12:31Why come to school if I don't even have a future ahead of me?
00:12:38Alex, if you don't want to see me, I'll stay out of your sight.
00:12:43Please, I know it hurts, and I know that you're mad.
00:12:47But don't give up on your own future.
00:13:10Step aside.
00:13:11Spot's reserved.
00:13:15It's reserved.
00:13:17Since when?
00:13:18Always has been.
00:13:19Always will be.
00:13:21I always want you by my side.
00:13:23Beautiful.
00:13:25Great.
00:13:25Congratulations.
00:13:27Great.
00:13:29Jeez.
00:13:31Awesome.
00:13:31Can I see?
00:13:32Oh, sure.
00:13:35Would I be able to get it like this big?
00:13:38That's like wedding picture big.
00:13:41It's for a funeral, actually.
00:13:45My funeral.
00:13:48A funeral?
00:13:50Why the hell would you be having a funeral?
00:13:54Because I'm about to die?
00:13:56Yeah, you've been saying that since fucking kindergarten.
00:13:58Come up with a new line already.
00:14:01Let's race.
00:14:02Whoever gets to the top first, win this yummy candy.
00:14:06I can't.
00:14:07My mommy dug my heart to leave.
00:14:09If I run, I'll die.
00:14:14I'll never ever race you again, Isabel.
00:14:17Please don't die.
00:14:19When I grow up, I'll make this magic potion that can keep you alive forever.
00:14:27If you are going to die, I don't want you terrorizing my dad in heaven.
00:14:32So be a good girl and go to hell.
00:14:38Congratulations, everybody.
00:14:40Now that college acceptance letters are in and graduation is just around the corner, you are in the homestretch.
00:14:48But this is not the time for senioritis.
00:14:51Let's make these last few weeks count and finish strong.
00:15:01Alex, where did you get in?
00:15:04Um, yeah.
00:15:06Wow.
00:15:08Only the best for my Alex.
00:15:10What are you going to major in?
00:15:11Pre-med.
00:15:12Pre-med.
00:15:13Oh, you want to be a doctor.
00:15:14How come?
00:15:15Uh...
00:15:19I'm going to become a doctor.
00:15:21I'm going to fix your arm.
00:15:22I won't let you die.
00:15:26I won't let you die.
00:15:27I won't let you die.
00:15:30I won't let you die.
00:15:33Tell my mom.
00:15:36At least Alex hasn't given up on his future.
00:15:38I'll be a nurse.
00:15:39We can work at the same hospital together.
00:15:41Ooh.
00:15:43Who doesn't love a good nurse-doctor romance, huh?
00:15:45You guys will be perfect for each other.
00:16:01Forget that, freak.
00:16:03Hasn't she hurt you enough already?
00:16:17Hey, love book.
00:16:19It's me, Mom.
00:16:21I'm right here.
00:16:24Oh, thank God you're awake.
00:16:28I don't know.
00:16:30I think it's okay if I...
00:16:32Can I take a break from school?
00:16:34Yes, of course.
00:16:36I think your teachers will understand.
00:16:38This is great.
00:16:40Now I get to spend more time with my precious girl.
00:16:43If I don't go to school, maybe Alex can graduate in peace.
00:16:55Wait.
00:16:56What's Isabel's mom doing here?
00:17:01Mr. Mills, I wanted to let you know that Isabel will be taking a leave of absence.
00:17:22Isabel, are you dropping out of school?
00:17:26Why do you care?
00:17:27I thought you didn't want to see me.
00:17:29Just answer me, are you dropping out or not?
00:17:31Would you like to stay out of your sight?
00:17:33There you go again.
00:17:34Doing everything on your terms.
00:17:36You owe me.
00:17:37That means I decide how you repay me.
00:17:40Isabel, if you drop out, you are throwing your college dreams out the window.
00:17:45You think trashing your future is going to make up for my dad's death?
00:17:48It's not that damn simple.
00:17:50Isabel, it's time to take your medication.
00:17:52Wait, Isabel, are you at the hospital?
00:17:53Isabel, who did you do?
00:18:00Hey Alex.
00:18:02Ten days til graduation.
00:18:04They keep poking me so I have all these bruises.
00:18:09A few days ago I went into heart failure again.
00:18:12So they put me on a resuscitation machine.
00:18:14People don't normally live past that, but I did.
00:18:17But I won't die.
00:18:19Not until I bring your father's murderers to justice.
00:18:23Isabel?
00:18:28Are you here to see me?
00:18:35Why are you wearing a beanie in June?
00:18:37And what's wrong with your hair?
00:18:42Your hair?
00:18:50I was just trying to do luck. That's all.
00:18:53You can admit it if you're here to see me.
00:18:59Picking up some meds for my mom.
00:19:00Your mom?
00:19:01Mm-hmm.
00:19:03Well, you should go. You probably...
00:19:04You don't want to keep her waiting.
00:19:06Isabel, are you really dropping out of school?
00:19:10I want to lay around the hospital when everyone knows you're not actually dying.
00:19:14Playing the victim, I guess. Just as always.
00:19:18How'd you lose so much weight in a week? Is she actually sick?
00:19:23Are you worried about me dying?
00:19:25Maybe she's tricking me again.
00:19:27Worried about you dying.
00:19:28As if pain in asses like you don't die that easily.
00:19:31My dad's case is getting reopened tomorrow.
00:19:35So you better be there and testify.
00:19:37No more vanishing acts.
00:19:40Don't worry.
00:19:42Don't worry.
00:19:42Don't watch down.
00:19:57Don't watch down.
00:19:59But today, she's here.
00:20:04Mr. Logan, where is your witness?
00:20:07She promised she'd be here.
00:20:08Please, just wait a little longer.
00:20:10Classic Isabel.
00:20:12I knew I shouldn't have trusted her.
00:20:14If there's no new evidence to be presented, then the court's ruling is...
00:20:24I'm here.
00:20:25I'll testify.
00:20:30I, Isabel Spencer, promise that my testimony is the truth, the whole truth, and nothing
00:20:35but the truth.
00:20:36The truth.
00:20:37On the night of June 18th, I was walking home alone.
00:20:42It was them.
00:20:43I never forget their faces.
00:20:45They tried to assault me.
00:20:47Help!
00:20:48But, Mr. Brooks, he saved me.
00:20:54Help!
00:21:01But he lost his life.
00:21:03Help!
00:21:04Please!
00:21:05Please!
00:21:05Please!
00:21:06Somebody help!
00:21:07He died trying to save me.
00:21:12Based on the new witness's testimony, the court finds defendants Brad Baker and Robert
00:21:18Ross.
00:21:23The court finds defendants Brad Baker and Robert Ross guilty of murder in the second degree
00:21:30and sentences them for 20 years in state prison.
00:21:36See, Alex?
00:21:38I meant what I said.
00:21:39I promised I'd bring your dad's killers to justice.
00:21:53Hey.
00:21:55Thanks.
00:21:56No.
00:21:57Sorry.
00:21:58I, I should have been here the first time.
00:22:00My mom was unusually lucid today.
00:22:03She said that I shouldn't resent you anymore.
00:22:05Do you still resent me?
00:22:07I don't know.
00:22:09But every time that I look at you, it reminds me of how my dad died and how my mom
00:22:16fell apart.
00:22:17I don't think we should see each other again.
00:22:20Okay.
00:22:24I'm going to die soon, Alex.
00:22:26So don't worry.
00:22:27This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:22:45I don't think we should see each other again.
00:22:53This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:23:22This is the last time you'll ever have to talk to me.
00:23:23Hey, hon.
00:23:24How are you feeling?
00:23:28I feel good.
00:23:33Mom, what day is it?
00:23:34June 9th.
00:23:35Why?
00:23:38You have a date to the dance?
00:23:41No.
00:23:42What?
00:23:43Hey, what if we just went together?
00:23:46Is that like a formal invite?
00:23:49I mean, if it was, what would your answer be?
00:23:55Yes.
00:23:56Cool.
00:23:57I'll see you at the day of the dance then.
00:24:01Cool.
00:24:02Bye.
00:24:09Today's a crowd dance.
00:24:11I have to go.
00:24:12I have to go.
00:24:12Oh, Isabelle, your heart.
00:24:13Mom, please.
00:24:15This might be the only dance I ever get to go to.
00:24:20I know I can't actually dance, but maybe, maybe I can watch?
00:24:26Fine.
00:24:27I'm not going to stop you from seeing Alex, but take it easy.
00:24:30All right?
00:24:31We've had enough close calls at the ER.
00:24:33Thank you, Mom.
00:24:34I love you.
00:24:37I love you.
00:24:47You seriously still struggling with this?
00:24:49It's so easy.
00:24:52Maybe I just wanted to tie my bow ties for the rest of my life.
00:24:56Dummy.
00:25:06What happened to Isabelle?
00:25:08I haven't seen her in a week.
00:25:28Alex?
00:25:43have a nice life Alex now you can say goodbye to me forever just like you wanted
00:26:06come on dance it this way
00:26:12Izzy Izzy oh my god hang on I'm gonna take you to the hospital
00:26:28Izzy Izzy
00:26:51Izzy what the hell Alex why did you call it that bitch's name while you're dancing with
00:26:56don't call her that
00:27:06what what's wrong i don't think that's
00:27:15Spencer Alex please come Isabel she's about to die
00:27:24Alex Alex where are you
00:27:29no no no this can't be real
00:27:39Isabel you can't die
00:27:53Isabel young man you can't be in here you need to leave no no i'm not leaving that's my
00:27:57Isabel that's my Izzy i need to see her
00:28:12no this can't be real
00:28:35no it's not her
00:28:44please spencer please just pick up
00:28:51excuse me do you know what room is well spencer's in
00:28:56she's 18 hair down to here she's really thin big beautiful eyes the kind you never forget
00:29:03Alex
00:29:07you're looking for me
00:29:12wait what is
00:29:14isabel
00:29:17what's going on your mom called and said you're about to die
00:29:20are you okay
00:29:23my mom she's so over dramatic i just had a minor surgery
00:29:26so completely fine
00:29:30do you think this is funny or something
00:29:33what
00:29:34jesus christ isabel what you you had your mom fabricate some fake sob story about your death
00:29:40what's next huh you don't invite me to your fake
00:29:43fucking funeral
00:29:44this is not what happened
00:29:45no no don't call me again
00:29:47not even on your deathbed
00:30:09isabel what are you doing out here you just gotta have a surgery
00:30:16is that alex baby i'm sorry i called him i just thought it was important for you guys to have
00:30:23closure
00:30:24it's okay mom it doesn't matter can we go home i really don't want to die
00:30:43hey alex five days till graduation
00:30:48um you said some pretty hurtful things to me yesterday but i know you didn't mean them
00:30:56sometimes i just get sad thinking about how we can't go back to the way that we were
00:31:02but i want you to be happy
00:31:07and so i hope that not having me around can kind of take the weight off a little bit
00:31:15um do you remember this you left it here it means a lot to me
00:31:44wait is it all you you sure you want this
00:31:48one hundred percent i don't want to die a virgin yeah but why me
00:31:57because you're my best friend
00:32:00the only one who'd agree to do this the only person who wouldn't think i'm crazy for making such a
00:32:05request
00:32:07yeah great okay then um
00:32:11how do you want to get started you tell me i'm the virgin here
00:32:17well uh actually you're not the only virgin here
00:32:22no what about the cheerleader last summer that was just a rumor izzy
00:32:27i'm not the hookup kind of guy
00:32:31actually i've been waiting
00:32:38i've been waiting for you izzy i wanted you to be my first
00:32:47nothing i'm ready if you are
00:33:04i'm ready too
00:33:11i'll be gentle i promise
00:33:23that was my first kiss
00:33:25one two
00:33:44Oh my god, am I really losing my virginity to my best friend?
00:33:52What the hell are you kids doing?
00:33:56Homework!
00:34:00This is the last thing you gave me.
00:34:06So now it is time to give it back.
00:34:23Alex? Anyone home?
00:34:26I don't know.
00:34:28I don't know.
00:34:29I don't know.
00:34:43I don't know.
00:34:44So he got into Princeton too.
00:34:49Since we were five, Alex and I have spent countless hours together in this room.
00:34:55Playing games, building blanket forts, all kinds of stupid stuff.
00:35:02But I never come in here anymore.
00:35:05Not since Alex's dad died.
00:35:16My eyes are up here.
00:35:19Yeah, sorry.
00:35:22Just people at school said you have three nipples.
00:35:26And I was just curious.
00:35:29You're not seriously listening to those rumors.
00:35:31You could have just asked me.
00:35:33Yeah.
00:35:34Sorry.
00:35:35You're right.
00:35:37Definitely shouldn't listen to those idiots.
00:35:41You know what?
00:35:42Just to prove the gossip wrong.
00:35:45I'll show you.
00:35:47What?
00:35:53So?
00:35:55How many do I have?
00:35:58Two.
00:35:58Two.
00:36:00Perfect.
00:36:01One.
00:36:09This will probably be the last time I'm ever in this room.
00:36:17Goodbye, Alex.
00:36:24Oh my god, Alex.
00:36:26You're finally showing me your room.
00:36:29Will I be the first girl who's seen it?
00:36:38Wow.
00:36:39I never thought I'd set foot inside the room of the Alex Brooks.
00:36:46Zoe, it's late.
00:36:47I think you should leave.
00:36:49Don't be such a killjoy, Alex.
00:36:51I have a surprise for you.
00:37:03Yes, Zoe, I should definitely leave.
00:37:07Are you sure you want me to leave?
00:37:08You said your parents are out.
00:37:10Which means we have the whole place to ourselves.
00:37:16I can do anything that you want, Alex.
00:37:20I'm yours.
00:37:25See?
00:37:26I'm already wet for you.
00:37:31I'm already wet for you.
00:37:36Yes.
00:37:37Oh, that's it.
00:37:40Oh, that's it, baby.
00:37:43Alex, do you want me?
00:37:44Yes.
00:37:45Izzy wants you.
00:37:47Did Alex just say my name?
00:37:51What did you say?
00:37:53Did you just call me Izzy?
00:37:58Did you just call me Izzy?
00:38:22I'm so sorry.
00:38:22I didn't know you'd be back.
00:38:23What the fuck?
00:38:24Isabel, what are you doing here?
00:38:26What else?
00:38:27She's being a creepy stalker as usual.
00:38:30Seriously, Izabel?
00:38:31Hiding in the closet to catch a glimpse of us fucking?
00:38:34Alex, no.
00:38:35That's not what I was doing.
00:38:36I just...
00:38:37I'm just going to return something to you.
00:38:39It's yours.
00:38:42What the hell is that?
00:38:46A raggedy old t-shirt?
00:38:49Alex, is this yours?
00:38:59You sure you want this?
00:39:02100%.
00:39:05What?
00:39:06You think you can win Alex back with a dirty old t-shirt?
00:39:10No, that's not what...
00:39:12Alex, do you even want this?
00:39:24Why would I want some dirty raggedy t-shirt?
00:39:27Means nothing to me.
00:39:31Hear that?
00:39:32Get the fuck out!
00:39:34Alex doesn't want you here!
00:39:39She's right.
00:39:41You should leave.
00:39:48Don't let that loser ruin the mood.
00:39:51I know that you only said her name because you hate her so much.
00:39:55I can help you forget all about her.
00:39:57Zoe, stop.
00:39:59I'm not in the mood.
00:40:00Oh, wait.
00:40:01We can try something else then.
00:40:03You'll love it.
00:40:06Zoe.
00:40:07I'm serious.
00:40:08Stop.
00:40:08Stop resisting.
00:40:09It's going to feel amazing.
00:40:11I promise.
00:40:15I said no.
00:40:16Leave me the fuck alone.
00:40:17What the fuck is wrong with you, Alex?
00:40:20You're sick in the head just like that psycho freak Isabel.
00:40:23I fucking hate you, asshole.
00:40:31Damn it, Isabel.
00:40:32How do you make everything so fucking difficult?
00:40:50Where is it?
00:40:50Should be right here.
00:40:52Looking for this?
00:40:57Looking for this?
00:41:02I mean, don't think it means something.
00:41:05Whatever.
00:41:06I just don't want another creep like you getting their hands on it.
00:41:25Good morning, sunshine.
00:41:26I made pancakes.
00:41:30Hey, Mom.
00:41:32I'm going to the care home to visit Alex's mom.
00:41:36Don't worry.
00:41:37I'll be back soon.
00:41:39Miss Brooks?
00:41:41Sorry it took me so long to visit.
00:41:43I know that it's because of me that you're like this.
00:41:46If it wasn't for me, then you and Mr. Brooks would still be together.
00:41:50Happily in love like before.
00:41:58I have missed you, my love.
00:42:00I have been thinking about you all day.
00:42:03Even when training your new recruits?
00:42:04Mm-hmm.
00:42:05Even while putting out fires and rescuing that old lady's cat out of a tree.
00:42:12Gross.
00:42:13Son, one of these days, you're going to fall in love.
00:42:16And then you'll know exactly how we feel.
00:42:19If I could turn back time, I'd make it so that he never saved me that night.
00:42:23Don't cry, my dear.
00:42:25You ruined your pretty face.
00:42:27Okay, I'll stop.
00:42:29Good news.
00:42:31Alex got into Princeton.
00:42:33And what about you, my dear?
00:42:35I'm not going anywhere.
00:42:37Ever.
00:42:38I'll probably die here.
00:42:40Be buried here.
00:42:42For all eternity.
00:42:45What are you talking about?
00:42:48Alex, I was just visiting your mom and I didn't know you'd be here too.
00:42:52What are you saying?
00:42:54You know she's on well, you know she can't handle any more stress right now.
00:42:57Alex, I-
00:42:58It's torturing me not enough.
00:43:00You really need to drag my mom into this too.
00:43:04Hey, don't speak to a lady like that.
00:43:08Are those for me?
00:43:09Yes, mom.
00:43:11They're, uh, yellow roses.
00:43:13Your favorite.
00:43:15Remember how Dad used to always bring you those?
00:43:21Steven!
00:43:23Steven, you're back!
00:43:26Oh, I missed you so much!
00:43:28You were gone guiding fires for so long this time!
00:43:34Isabel.
00:43:40I've been thinking about it.
00:43:41About my parents.
00:43:43And about us.
00:43:45And I think I figured it out.
00:43:47I don't hate you anymore.
00:43:50Really?
00:43:51But what happened?
00:43:54It can't be undone.
00:43:56I can't go back to how things were.
00:44:08So after graduation, I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:44:13And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:44:17Including you.
00:44:19You see?
00:44:24This is goodbye, Alex.
00:44:27Forever.
00:44:29Goodbye, my Izzy.
00:44:41Steven, let's go!
00:44:58I heard our attending physician is the youngest cardiologist ever hired by the hospital.
00:45:05It's not just brilliant.
00:45:07It's ridiculously hot.
00:45:12Hello, everybody.
00:45:13Welcome to the Presbyterian Hospital.
00:45:15For the next three months, I will be your attending physician.
00:45:20All right.
00:45:21So that's all from me.
00:45:22There are no further questions.
00:45:24You're free to go.
00:45:29Actually, I did have a question.
00:45:32Are you free after work?
00:45:35Shelly, right?
00:45:36Yeah.
00:45:37I'm sorry.
00:45:37I'm busy.
00:45:39And this is a hospital.
00:45:42Please adhere to the dress codes.
00:45:47Dude, that was harsh.
00:45:48Would it really kill you to cut them some socks?
00:45:50I've known you since college.
00:45:52I've never even seen you go on a date with a single girl.
00:45:55Yeah.
00:45:57Hey, but...
00:45:58Chicks aren't your thing, man.
00:45:59I'm not the one to judge.
00:46:00Fuck off, man.
00:46:01Mind your own business for once.
00:46:06Yo, Alex!
00:46:07How you been, man?
00:46:08Our ten year high school reunion's coming up soon.
00:46:11You going?
00:46:13I'm taking my mom and we're leaving this town.
00:46:15And we are going to forget everything in it.
00:46:18Including you.
00:46:20You see?
00:46:22Isabel, are you going to be there?
00:46:34Yo, Alex, you made it, man.
00:46:35Hey, man.
00:46:39Look who's here, everyone.
00:46:40The legend of Evergreen High.
00:46:43The captain of the swim team, Alex Brooks!
00:46:48I envy you.
00:46:49You disappeared for ten years and everybody still loves you.
00:46:52Was everyone invited?
00:46:54Yeah, I'm pretty sure everyone's coming.
00:46:56Oh, except for Zoe.
00:46:57She's getting divorced from her third husband.
00:47:00Uh, I guess you probably don't care about that.
00:47:03Why?
00:47:04Who are you expecting to see?
00:47:07No one.
00:47:08Isabel probably doesn't want to see me anyways.
00:47:10And after all the terrible things I said,
00:47:13I can't blame her.
00:47:15Oh!
00:47:18I wonder who you're waiting for.
00:47:20Your little, uh, childhood sweetheart, Isabel.
00:47:23What do they call her?
00:47:23Little Miss, uh...
00:47:25Little Miss Emergency Room.
00:47:26Hey, don't call her that.
00:47:29Dude.
00:47:30Come on, man.
00:47:31Don't be so...
00:47:32I hurt.
00:47:34Your little Izzy's dead.
00:47:36Nothing but a rotting pile of bones in a graveyard.
00:47:39The fuck did you just...
00:47:40Whoa, whoa, whoa.
00:47:41Hey, whoa, whoa, whoa, hey, man.
00:47:42You were drunk.
00:47:43Back off.
00:47:43I ain't drunk.
00:47:45Shit, I've never been much sober in my life.
00:47:47Remember that one time by the swimming pool
00:47:49when we roasted her super hard?
00:47:51Hey, man, get your shit together.
00:47:53No, no, no.
00:47:53Let them finish.
00:47:56Attention, everyone!
00:47:58It's show and tell time.
00:47:59And boy, oh, boy, do I have something juicy to share with you all.
00:48:04See this?
00:48:04It's someone's precious little bucket list.
00:48:07Things I want to do before I die.
00:48:09Number one, travel to Paris.
00:48:10Number two, set off fireworks on the beach.
00:48:12No, no, no, no, no.
00:48:13That's my bucket list.
00:48:14Number three, go to prom with Alex.
00:48:17Number four, lose my virginity to Alex.
00:48:22Everybody shut up.
00:48:25Alex, I...
00:48:26Bro, she wants you to pop her cherry.
00:48:28Go home and take her to pound town.
00:48:34How embarrassing.
00:48:35It only makes me hate you even more.
00:48:44See that?
00:48:45Alex hates you.
00:48:46And now everybody knows that you're not the innocent virgin you pretend to be.
00:48:51You're just a dirty slut who wants to get railed by the team captain.
00:48:56Well, then I guess it's time to wash those dirty thoughts out of your head.
00:49:01How about we're in the pool?
00:49:02No, I can't swim!
00:49:11Alex, help me.
00:49:13God, what did I do?
00:49:15I could have saved her.
00:49:17Man, that was fun.
00:49:20Maybe she got sick for like a month after that,
00:49:23and her health just got worse and worse.
00:49:26And before long, she was dead.
00:49:29Dunzo.
00:49:34You asshole!
00:49:35How could you do that?
00:49:35She has a heart condition!
00:49:38You piece of fucking shit!
00:49:42What the fuck?
00:49:44Man, you don't act like you want a part of this.
00:49:47Can you just stood there and let it all happen?
00:49:49Why would I want some dirty, rackety t-shirt?
00:49:52Means nothing to me.
00:50:06Too bad you didn't just die.
00:50:10You just stood there and let it all happen!
00:50:16You know, looking back on it now, I think we really did go too far with Isabelle.
00:50:21I just wish that it wasn't too late to say we're sorry.
00:50:24You said you invited everybody.
00:50:27Where is Izzy?
00:50:29Dude, do you really not know?
00:50:32Not know what?
00:50:34Alex, Isabelle died 10 years ago.
00:50:37Right after graduation.
00:50:44No, you're messing with me, man.
00:50:46I mean, there's no way she could be dead.
00:50:48I'm not messing with you.
00:50:50Alright, my uncle works for the county clerk's office.
00:50:53He helped Mrs. Spencer register her death.
00:50:56I don't believe it!
00:50:57No, it has to be a different Isabelle Spencer.
00:51:00My Izzy is not dead!
00:51:20She must have moved.
00:51:28The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:34The number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:37The number you have dialed, the number you have dialed is not in service.
00:51:45No.
00:51:46No, no, she can't be dead.
00:51:49I'm gonna find her.
00:51:51Yeah, I'm gonna find her.
00:52:04Who sent this to my house?
00:52:14Who sent this to my house?
00:52:21Why is everyone saying you're dead?
00:52:23They're just fake rumors, right?
00:52:27Message me back when you see this.
00:52:29Well, um, I don't know.
00:52:32I don't think I'm gonna find her at home.
00:52:33No.
00:52:37I'm not alone.
00:52:37Oh, my God!
00:52:37Is he?
00:52:39Alex, are you at the house?
00:52:42Oh, hi, Mom.
00:52:43Remember to clean everything up.
00:52:45Yeah, yeah, I will.
00:53:05for a funeral actually my funeral a funeral why the hell would you be having a funeral
00:53:142016? Isabelle sent me this 10 years ago
00:53:42hi alex i am recording a special video series for you gosh i look so pale anyway tomorrow we are
00:53:53one
00:53:53year away from graduation and i'm going to make you a video every single day and then on graduation
00:53:57i will give them all to you and tell you i have a crush on you don't you remember Isabelle
00:54:05i told
00:54:07you how i feel about you i told you i wouldn't let you drown
00:54:21Isabelle i like you
00:54:25i know we've been saying that until you're like fire no i mean
00:54:33who's there
00:54:40oh my god is he hard right now
00:54:57got you now you brats
00:55:05i'm sorry Isabelle yeah i didn't let you drown i let you down
00:55:12if i'd been a little bit braver it's a little bit more persistent i could have told you how i
00:55:19felt
00:55:25i know you want to go to princeton with me so what's this come on
00:55:32and you are still smiling like it's nothing
00:55:37hi alex it is now 211 days until graduation today i snuck into your swim meet and i saw
00:55:45Zoe she just fell into your arms like a damsel in distress and to make matters worse
00:55:52you hugged her back i'll be honest i was so jealous but then you gave me your trophy
00:55:59so i guess i'll forgive you admit it you like me too
00:56:07hey alex hey alex hey alex
00:56:11that was the day of dad's funeral
00:56:16hi alex i'm so sorry that i went to the funeral
00:56:20i know you don't want to see me i mean it's my fault he died
00:56:24and i know how much he meant to you i wish it was me who died instead
00:56:34alex
00:56:40you were invited
00:56:46i thought you guys would all be gone just wanted to say goodbye to your dad
00:56:50you're not welcome here my dad saved your life
00:56:54and you didn't even show up to testify if he had to sacrifice himself should have been someone
00:56:58who's actually worth it
00:57:00who's actually worth it
00:57:04just leave
00:57:06go
00:57:07no
00:57:08i'm sorry
00:57:15fuck
00:57:17the fuck i was so stupid as about
00:57:19fuck
00:57:23when you were rushing to hospital for a heart attack
00:57:26when you were dying on the operating table i didn't believe you
00:57:34i told you to go die
00:57:35okay
00:57:37i'm so sorry
00:57:46hi alex
00:57:48one date to graduation
00:57:51I'm sorry you have to see me looking so hideous.
00:57:54I tried to do my makeup, but I couldn't even look the brush.
00:58:00But I mean, I guess you've already seen me on the ugliest, so it's whatever.
00:58:07Alex, I'm scared.
00:58:09I don't want to die.
00:58:11I want to go to college with you.
00:58:13It's not really up to me.
00:58:15Maybe God just hates me.
00:58:18Like you do.
00:58:19Alex, I don't know if there's an afterlife, but if there is, I really hope to see you there.
00:58:25That is, if you and God can forgive me for my sins.
00:58:42Hi, Alex.
00:58:44Happy graduation.
00:58:45This is my last video.
00:58:48You left town today.
00:58:50I saw you packing up.
00:58:54But I know you didn't want to see me.
00:58:56So I hid behind the curtains.
00:58:58And then you looked up at me.
00:59:01You almost thought that you were going to come and say goodbye.
00:59:06But then you drove away.
00:59:08At least I know you still haven't forgiven me.
00:59:11It's okay.
00:59:17Isabel!
00:59:19Isabel!
00:59:20Isabel!
00:59:21Isabel!
00:59:22No, Isabel, you can't be dead.
00:59:24You can't be dead.
00:59:25You must be doing this because you hate me.
00:59:28Isabel?
00:59:35Zoe?
00:59:38Oh my God.
00:59:40Alex, it's been forever.
00:59:41I rushed over as soon as I heard you were back in town.
00:59:43It's been a long time.
00:59:50Yikes.
00:59:52Looks like a haunted house in here.
00:59:54Don't worry.
00:59:55I can help you spruce it up.
00:59:57What are you doing here?
00:59:58Why so cold, Alex?
01:00:00Weren't we a thing back in the day?
01:00:02We just hooked up.
01:00:04Okay, we were never official.
01:00:06It's still a heartbreaker, I see.
01:00:08Well, I was super into you back then.
01:00:12Okay.
01:00:13I'm not really in the mood for visitors tonight.
01:00:18What's that?
01:00:23No.
01:00:25Nothing.
01:00:26Oh.
01:00:28So, even Alex Brooks watches porn every now and then, huh?
01:00:32I get it.
01:00:34You've been single for all these years.
01:00:35You need to meet your needs somehow.
01:00:40You know, I haven't forgotten about you, Alex.
01:00:43You don't need to do everything by yourself.
01:00:45Let me fill those needs.
01:00:49Get out!
01:00:51Seriously, Alex?
01:00:53Been a decade and you're still a fucking asshole?
01:01:02So you came back for Isabel?
01:01:05I seriously don't understand.
01:01:07Why are you not over a bitch who's been dead for ten years?
01:01:10She's not dead.
01:01:12Stop spreading lies about her.
01:01:14You're crazy!
01:01:16You need to get your head fucking checked.
01:01:22Why does everyone say that you're dead?
01:01:25They're lying.
01:01:26Right?
01:01:27And where are you, Izzy?
01:01:33So that's where you are.
01:01:34I'm coming, Izzy.
01:01:45Hello, Mrs. Spencer.
01:01:47Alex?
01:01:52Thanks.
01:01:53It's been ages.
01:01:54What have you been up to all these years?
01:01:57I became a heart surgeon.
01:01:59A heart surgeon?
01:02:00That's fantastic.
01:02:01You found a great career.
01:02:02It was Isabel's dream to be working with Doctors Without Borders.
01:02:07If she was still around, I bet she'd be in some foreign place saving lives.
01:02:13If she was still around, holy shit, is Mrs. Spencer in on this too?
01:02:19Is she helping Izzy hide from me?
01:02:21Mrs. Spencer, do you know where Isabel's living now?
01:02:27I have something I need to talk to her about.
01:02:31Isabel, are you in there?
01:02:36Isabel, are you in there?
01:02:51I'm sorry, Mrs. Spencer.
01:02:53I gotta get going.
01:02:54I'll see you again soon.
01:02:58No.
01:02:59No, it's a lie.
01:03:00She can't be dead.
01:03:02I promised I would become a doctor and I'd fix her heart.
01:03:04I'm gonna find her doctor from before.
01:03:07He knows her conditions better than anyone.
01:03:09Yes, Isabel Spencer.
01:03:11How could I forget her?
01:03:13It's been almost a decade since anybody mentioned her.
01:03:16Has she not gotten treatment for a decade?
01:03:17She was a stubborn girl.
01:03:19She once insisted on being discharged right after surgery.
01:03:23Said something about needing to testify in court for a friend.
01:03:28I don't think we should see each other again.
01:03:33You were in so much pain, but I didn't see it.
01:03:36Come to think of it, I remember you now.
01:03:39You used to come visit her when she was sick.
01:03:43But why'd you stop visiting towards the end?
01:03:45Toward the end?
01:03:47You're four of us, too.
01:03:52It's not true.
01:03:53It's not true, right, Izzy?
01:03:56You can't be dead.
01:03:57Alex.
01:04:17You can't be dead.
01:04:20You can't be dead.
01:04:22You can't be dead.
01:04:22You can't be dead.
01:04:22You can't be dead.
01:04:22You can't be dead.
01:04:23You can't be dead.
01:04:24You can't be dead.
01:04:40how is it disgusting liar no but if you really want to taste i have the perfect solution what's
01:04:48that well how was it disgustingly sweet right i think he just wanted to kiss me
01:05:00isabel how could you just die how could you disappear just like that
01:05:05maybe it's really true maybe she really is gone
01:05:13isabel isabel
01:05:21isabel i knew it was you i knew you weren't dead
01:05:28alex one time to see
01:05:34why is everyone saying that you died the summer you graduated high school
01:05:39i had to leave the city leave all the pain behind
01:05:47hey ended up back here in the end alex have you forgiven me i told you i don't hate you
01:05:54anymore
01:05:55listen i was so young and dumb back then okay for the last 10 years i have thought about you
01:06:00every day how every minute every second me too
01:06:05it's not too late isabel we can start over i'm never gonna let you leave my side again
01:06:12sorry about the mess no one's been in this house for years but you can stay here with me now
01:06:22how are you how's your heart i've been good yeah my health has improved a lot still not perfect my
01:06:30mom moved in with my grandma and then i left for college came back after graduation so why didn't you
01:06:36just move back into your old house or because it's because you didn't want to see me i just needed
01:06:43somewhere close to work why wouldn't i want to see you
01:06:55so you know everything i am so sorry isabel
01:06:59i should have protected you been there for you but i treated you terribly do you hate me i could
01:07:06never hate you
01:07:15sorry just really excited to see you it's fine it's okay don't worry about it
01:07:22i just got back to it's pretty empty in here how about we go get some of the
01:07:35what can i get you sir pancakes definitely pancakes you're probably craving them as usual
01:07:43it's been 10 years surprised you remember how could i forget i'll take a burger and pancakes for the lady
01:08:01i'm alone too you mind if i slide in uh yeah we do mind we mean the beautiful girl sitting
01:08:11right in
01:08:12front of me she's the only girl i like that's how it's been for a long long time weirdo could
01:08:21have just
01:08:21said no it's crazy i also like the guy sitting across from me and i have for a long long
01:08:31time
01:08:37your total for today comes out to 55 43. you want to get that to go it'll make a good
01:08:43midnight star
01:08:46okay sir i don't mean a private who exactly are you speaking to uh my girlfriend but sir there's no
01:08:57one
01:08:57there what do you mean what you're feeling for dinner izzy and don't say pancakes again
01:09:27isabel
01:09:40sorry i didn't mean to wake you i wanted to see what you want for dinner
01:09:44oh
01:09:47promise you'll never leave my side again i promise you saw my videos you know that you're my one and
01:09:54only
01:09:59you've already missed out on a decade and they don't want to waste any more time are you saying
01:10:03that you want to be official if i am then what's your answer yes a thousand percent yes
01:10:14let's be together always forever until we get old and gray
01:10:45what are you watching
01:10:46it's shiny it's actually really scary you're so warm
01:10:56how do people watch this are you not scared oh yes scared to death
01:11:03oh i'm sorry
01:11:07uh hold it any tighter and i think you're gonna snap it in half
01:11:12oh it's okay i just said you were holding it tight
01:11:16not that i don't want you to stop i like the way you touch me
01:11:28i want you to stop
01:11:30i want you to stop
01:11:47i want you to stop
01:11:54Isabel?
01:12:10Isabel?
01:12:11Want a drink?
01:12:22You scared me for a sip.
01:12:24I almost let you laugh.
01:12:31I'm not going anywhere.
01:12:33I told you I'd stay with you. Remember?
01:12:36Isabel.
01:12:39Let's get married.
01:12:42Nothing more.
01:13:02Hey, Alex. I know you probably don't want to hear this, but I still thought I should tell you.
01:13:09Mrs. Spencer is holding a ten-year memorial for Isabel.
01:13:13Can you come?
01:13:14It's this Sunday at the church.
01:13:19What's wrong?
01:13:20Who's on the phone?
01:13:21Alex, you look like you've just seen a ghost.
01:13:23Who was it?
01:13:24Uh, nothing.
01:13:26Just a scam.
01:13:28As long as you're by my side, that's all that matters.
01:13:35Alex, hello.
01:13:37I'm sorry. It's nothing.
01:13:42June 23rd.
01:13:43The anniversary of my dad's death.
01:13:48Can I go with you this time?
01:13:51Yeah.
01:13:52I'd love that.
01:13:59Hey, Dad.
01:14:02It's me.
01:14:14I've been good.
01:14:16Mom's doing a lot better too now.
01:14:18You don't need to worry.
01:14:20You'd want me to move on.
01:14:21Let go of my resentment.
01:14:23I finally have.
01:14:27Isabel said she's going to marry me.
01:14:31We're going to start our own family together.
01:14:33You don't need to go with me.
01:14:34I'm just trying to make a mistake.
01:14:48What's wrong with you?
01:14:56I'm sorry.
01:14:58I didn't mean to scare you.
01:15:00I don't think I'd react like that.
01:15:01It's okay. You don't have to look. Okay? Let's go.
01:15:11Sorry. I didn't mean to scare you. I just didn't think I was going to react like that.
01:15:16It's okay. How about a massage?
01:15:33You selfish bitch. Go to hell.
01:15:52Can I help you help me? Now I'm already dead.
01:15:55I hate you! And I never want to see you again!
01:16:01Isabel?
01:16:18Isabel!
01:16:26Isabel?
01:16:30Did you hear me yelling? Why didn't you answer me?
01:16:33Listen up. I can't breathe.
01:16:35Isabel, I'm sorry.
01:16:38I'm sorry I didn't hear you. What's wrong?
01:16:41Nothing. Just a nightmare.
01:16:45Isabel, will you marry me?
01:16:47I can't handle this constant fear of losing you.
01:16:51Isabel, I want to marry you, Isabel. To be with you always. Day and night, year after year.
01:16:58Okay. Yeah, let's do it.
01:17:03Great. All right, you go pick out a dress and I'll call the church and buy you a ring.
01:17:08Oh, and I'll call our moms.
01:17:10Hey, mom. I'm getting married. To Izzy.
01:17:15The wedding's tomorrow.
01:17:17Same place you and dad got married.
01:17:19Hoping to make it.
01:17:31Why isn't the pastor here yet?
01:17:34We're just early.
01:17:36We'll be very soon.
01:17:41Mom.
01:17:44Mom, why is Dr. Hart here?
01:17:46No offense, Doc, but this is a family-only wedding.
01:17:50Mom, what's wrong?
01:17:52Alex, can you still see Isabel right now?
01:17:55Yeah, of course. She's right in front of me.
01:17:59Have you been keeping up with your meds?
01:18:01Do you remember why I prescribed them in the first place?
01:18:06They're for treating hallucinations.
01:18:11Hallucinations.
01:18:12Hallucinations? What are you talking about?
01:18:14Like, Isabel, she's alive. She's right. She's right here in front of me. I'm not hallucinating her.
01:18:18Deep down, you already know the truth, don't you?
01:18:21You're just too afraid to admit it.
01:18:24To admit the truth that Isabel died ten years ago.
01:18:30No, Mom, why would you say that? She's alive and well. Why would you say that she's...
01:18:40Isabel!
01:18:41Isabel!
01:18:43No.
01:18:44No, no, no, she has to be here.
01:18:47You scared her off.
01:18:48She scared her off.
01:18:49That's...
01:18:50Wake up, Alex.
01:18:52Isabel is dead.
01:18:54How long are you going to keep lying to yourself?
01:18:57No, no, Mom.
01:18:57She's not.
01:18:58She's alive.
01:18:59She is.
01:19:00She really is.
01:19:01You think she's alive? I'll take you to see her right now.
01:19:11Take a good look.
01:19:13What does it say?
01:19:20No.
01:19:23Oh, no.
01:19:24Isabel.
01:19:26No, I don't think anyone but her, anyone but Isabel. No.
01:19:31Anyone but you, no, please, no.
01:19:35No.
01:19:39No.
01:19:52Alex, I'm here to take you.
01:19:55We can finally be together.
01:20:12Alex?
01:20:14Alex?
01:20:19Miss Spencer?
01:20:21Your mother told me you haven't been doing too well lately.
01:20:24I'm, uh...
01:20:26No, I'm fine.
01:20:27I'm just trying to find Isabel.
01:20:31Alex?
01:20:32I know it's been hard for you to accept the truth, but Isabel...
01:20:38Isabel's dead.
01:20:39She died ten years ago, and we have no choice but to accept it.
01:20:43I can't accept that.
01:20:45You'll never accept that.
01:20:46How can I accept it?
01:20:48The last time I saw her, I said the most.
01:20:51There was horrible things to her.
01:20:54And there was words that echo in my mind all the time.
01:20:57I mean, that's the last memory she has of me.
01:21:01How can I forgive myself?
01:21:03I love her.
01:21:05And I never got to tell her.
01:21:08Alex, don't beat yourself up.
01:21:11Isabel wouldn't have wanted you to torture yourself because of her.
01:21:14How can you be so sure?
01:21:16But I can't tell her that I love her.
01:21:18What is the point of going on living?
01:21:24When I was organizing Isabel's thanks, I found this.
01:21:29This is her last words to you.
01:21:31I hope this helps you understand how she felt.
01:21:38Hey, Alex.
01:21:42My time on Earth was short.
01:21:44But I'm leaving with no regrets.
01:21:46Because I was loved by the most incredible boy in the world.
01:21:51You, Alex Brooks.
01:21:53I hope that in a world without me, you'll be able to find your own path forward.
01:21:57And live an amazing, spectacular life.
01:22:00Love, Isabel.
01:22:15I need something for you.
01:22:21What are you proposing to me?
01:22:23It's a friendship ring.
01:22:25Dummy.
01:22:29How did I miss this, all these years?
01:22:36Hey, Isabel.
01:22:37I came to say goodbye.
01:22:39It was your dream that joined Doctors Without Borders.
01:22:41To treat those who are as fortunate.
01:22:44Well, I went and I applied too.
01:22:46I'll leave for Sudan soon.
01:22:47I'm gonna take the love you gave me.
01:22:50And live the life that you were brave enough to dream of.
01:22:53Isabel, you'll always be my girl.
01:22:56I love you.
01:22:58I love you.
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