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00:01:41He just can't be here here right now.
00:01:44I'm in a long time distance relationship.
00:01:46Oh.
00:01:48Wow.
00:01:48Yeah.
00:01:52How do you do it?
00:01:53How do you do it?
00:01:56How do you do it?
00:02:02I don't know.
00:02:04I don't know.
00:03:31Benny.
00:03:33Benny, wake up.
00:03:36What do you want?
00:03:38What time did you get home?
00:03:41Four.
00:03:43Mm-hmm.
00:03:45Okay.
00:03:46You need to replace the AC.
00:03:49I will.
00:03:51Okay, but today, alright?
00:03:52There's gonna be a heat wave.
00:03:54Not this year.
00:03:56Okay, but my year, it's gonna be 100 degrees outside and I don't wanna come home to an oven, okay?
00:04:01I'm suffocating.
00:04:05Okay.
00:04:06I'll do it.
00:04:07Okay.
00:04:08Mm-hmm.
00:04:09If you don't fix it, I will.
00:04:10I mean, you remember what happened with the shower head.
00:04:13Okay?
00:04:18So what happened with the shower head?
00:04:21She installed a new one.
00:04:23She's the one that's strong at water pressure and she inadvertently bifurcated the shower into two separate timelines.
00:04:28Since the lease is under my name and my year, any alteration she makes impacts the time-space compression and
00:04:34limits where we could coexist.
00:04:37Yeah, okay, that makes sense.
00:04:39And we used to have really good shower sinks.
00:04:43Did you try amalgamating your split timelines by replacing your shower head with the exact same model she installed?
00:04:48We tried that.
00:04:49It didn't work.
00:04:50What happens if you're in the bath?
00:04:53Sorry.
00:04:56I mean, I know a couple in a six-month long time-distance relationship and they just got engaged.
00:05:00Yeah, but that's six months.
00:05:01I mean, Benny is three years behind me.
00:05:04Yeah, but you two are so great together.
00:05:07How would you know that?
00:05:08I mean, you've never met him.
00:05:09You can't ever meet him.
00:05:12I'm just trying to tell you what you wanna hear.
00:05:15Honestly, I couldn't do it.
00:05:18I love him.
00:05:20It's just...
00:05:21I mean...
00:05:22I don't know if he'll ever catch up to me.
00:05:25You know?
00:05:40Hey.
00:05:41Hey.
00:05:45Did you eat?
00:05:47No, I was waiting for you.
00:05:51What?
00:05:51Do you wanna order something?
00:05:56Well, Bay Shack is closing.
00:05:58Yeah, I told you that.
00:05:59It's a juicery now.
00:06:01Why do you think I keep on making you order from there?
00:06:04Because you're a posse.
00:06:07Can I have some more?
00:06:10Please.
00:06:15Please, sir.
00:06:16Oh, my God.
00:06:17I was just thinking that.
00:06:18That was crazy.
00:06:20Isn't it crazy how some phrases are so embedded with pop culture that we can't use them in everyday life
00:06:25anymore?
00:06:26It's like, um...
00:06:28I am your father.
00:06:30When would you ever need to say that?
00:06:34You would listen to me.
00:06:35I am your father.
00:06:39Fine, okay.
00:06:40But you see what I mean, right?
00:06:42Our mind can't interpret any of the way.
00:06:43Oh, or, um, like the other day I was carrying groceries and I was like,
00:06:47Hold the door!
00:06:49Hold the door.
00:06:51Hodor.
00:06:53Hodor!
00:06:54Hodor, like, from Game of Thrones?
00:06:56Yeah.
00:06:59Is that a spoiler?
00:07:00Are you watching Game of Thrones without me?
00:07:05How far are you?
00:07:07I'm caught up.
00:07:08But that's our fucking show, Marie!
00:07:10Oh my God, it's everybody's fucking show, okay?
00:07:12All my coworkers talk about it.
00:07:13What do you want me to do?
00:07:14Like, avoid spoilers for three years?
00:07:15So you just sit there and pretend to cry when someone fucking dies?
00:07:17Yeah, I have.
00:07:18That's exactly what I do.
00:07:19And I do that with a lot of things.
00:07:20That's so fucked up.
00:07:20Who are you watching Game of Thrones with?
00:07:21It's Sarah, Monday Night Pilates.
00:07:22I'm not doing Pilates.
00:07:23I fucking hate Pilates.
00:07:26Who are you?
00:07:36I'm sorry.
00:07:38I really don't want to fight.
00:07:42I'm sorry.
00:07:53So, you weren't doing Pilates?
00:07:55No!
00:07:56I really thought you were getting more talent.
00:07:58Yeah, I was paranoid that you figured it out.
00:08:00So I started going up and down the stairs at work.
00:08:04I don't know.
00:08:06On Mondays, I'd go up and down a whole bunch of times during lunch.
00:08:18I'm sorry.
00:08:23I'm sorry.
00:08:24I'm sorry.
00:08:30Things will get better.
00:08:37When...
00:08:47Penny, you here?
00:09:19Hey, why's the front door open?
00:09:25Sorry, I'm late.
00:09:27You could have called.
00:09:30That was a joke.
00:09:31Okay, obviously.
00:09:34Is everything okay?
00:09:36Well, you didn't fix the AC.
00:09:38Hey, I'll fix it.
00:09:40No, you're not gonna fix it, okay?
00:09:41You don't want to fix it because you're cheap
00:09:43and suffering gives you a God complex.
00:09:48Okay.
00:09:53I was offered a promotion today.
00:09:56That's amazing.
00:09:58What does it actually...
00:09:59Does it matter?
00:10:00We should celebrate.
00:10:03That was my first thought.
00:10:04I can't wait to celebrate with Benny.
00:10:08But I can't call him or text him or email him
00:10:11or go out to an actual dinner with him
00:10:14or leave fucking Brooklyn
00:10:15because he doesn't exist right now.
00:10:18And if I take this promotion,
00:10:19we could exist even further apart in time.
00:10:22And I know you don't think that will happen again,
00:10:24but you don't know that, so...
00:10:28I'm sorry.
00:10:34I don't want to live here anymore.
00:10:37Well, this is the only place where we could be together,
00:10:40so do you want to break up?
00:10:42Is that what you're saying?
00:10:43No, I don't want to break up with you.
00:10:44I'm just so sick of this shitty apartment.
00:10:47Our apartment isn't shitty, okay?
00:10:49Okay.
00:10:49It's a miracle, and we are not going to find a better deal.
00:10:52I don't care.
00:10:52I don't want a better deal, okay?
00:10:54I want a central AC
00:10:57and a washer and a dryer and a dormant.
00:10:59I want to live in Dumbo, okay?
00:11:00All my friends live in Dumbo.
00:11:02What the fuck is so great about Dumbo?
00:11:04Uh, in three years, everything is great about Dumbo.
00:11:07And you know what?
00:11:08I can afford it now.
00:11:10Nice.
00:11:11Real classy.
00:11:12Oh, come on.
00:11:12I didn't mean it like...
00:11:17You know what?
00:11:17No, I'm not going to apologize because I make more money than you
00:11:20because I chose a career with stability.
00:11:23Okay?
00:11:24You don't think that I'd like to spend all my time, like, watercoloring?
00:11:28No, okay?
00:11:28I hate my job half the time, but I do it so that I can afford things that I enjoy,
00:11:32like brunch and health insurance, and I could pay for us to take a trip to Santorini,
00:11:37but I can't take you with me because you're still living in the past.
00:11:42Okay.
00:11:43So that's it.
00:11:44I think I'm living in the past.
00:11:46Yes.
00:11:48Yes, yes, and I'm so sick of this, like, we're both living in our own present bullshit,
00:11:53okay?
00:11:53I'm not ahead.
00:11:54I'm not in the future.
00:11:55I'm in the now, and you're in the past.
00:11:58Do you hear yourself?
00:11:59Hmm?
00:12:00You're fucking selfish, you son.
00:12:01Oh my, how can I be selfish when I'm the only one making sacrifices?
00:12:05Okay, I can't talk to you about anything because you have no idea what's going on,
00:12:09all right?
00:12:09You don't know what's on Netflix, what's in New York, what's going on in Syria.
00:12:13I mean, you have no idea who our president is.
00:12:15What do you want me to do, huh?
00:12:16What do you want me to do?
00:12:16Give me a man and catch up to me like you said you would, okay?
00:12:20Just like you said that you'd fix the A.C.
00:12:22and you said that you'd apply the wallpaper that's been sitting in the fucking closet for the past two years,
00:12:28okay?
00:12:28Just like you said that your friend at Columbia Records was gonna hook you up, okay?
00:12:32It's not gonna happen, Benny, all right?
00:12:34You're either a doer or you're a-
00:12:36A what?
00:12:38A loser?
00:12:40A deadbeat?
00:12:42Just say it.
00:12:46Just say it.
00:12:47Just fucking say it.
00:12:54You're holding me back.
00:13:00Then go.
00:13:03Seriously, get the fuck out of here.
00:13:05Okay.
00:13:06Just imagine how far you could get without me.
00:13:0910, 20 years, you'll be in your stupid fucking dumbo with your $50 ricotta frappuccinos.
00:13:14Don't let me hold you back from everything you want because it's all ba-
00:13:59it looks so pretty new.
00:14:02You asked me to sleep aしました part of your average life to live model.
00:14:02You saved as a периode on me.
00:14:03You saved me asلام once before you'd do it once more.
00:14:17I'm tired of life
00:14:56I'm tired of life
00:15:39I'm gonna fucking kill you.
00:16:04I'm gonna kill you.
00:16:30I'm gonna kill you.
00:16:31Hey, where were you?
00:16:32Where was I?
00:16:33I was here, like we planned at 6.
00:16:35Where were you?
00:16:36You couldn't bother.
00:16:37I was here.
00:16:38I was on time.
00:16:39No, you weren't.
00:16:40Okay, you know what?
00:16:41I can't deal with this right now.
00:16:43I have to go to work, alright?
00:16:44What are you talking about?
00:16:45It's Saturday afternoon.
00:16:46No.
00:16:48It's Friday morning.
00:16:49No, it's...
00:17:04Hey, look, look.
00:17:13Wait for me?
00:17:16Yeah.
00:17:43Where do you want to go first?
00:17:47Brazil?
00:17:49Closer.
00:17:51Um, Yosemite?
00:17:55Closer.
00:17:59The roof.
00:18:02Okay.
00:18:04Okay.
00:18:06Okay.
00:18:12Why do you want to go first?
00:18:19Why do you want to go first?
00:18:31You're right, and I'll see you in the next 2nd.
00:18:34All right.
00:18:35I want you to be sold
00:18:41I want you to be sold
00:18:45I want you to be sold
00:18:59I want you to be sold
00:19:01One, two, three
00:19:02Oh my god
00:19:10We're still here
00:19:15Ruth?
00:19:27Still want to move?
00:19:33I mean we could at least
00:19:34Oh my god, Marie
00:20:16I want you to love
00:20:31This is Tim Mealy with tonight's headlines.
00:20:33A group of vampires crossing New York state borders were arrested and later killed by
00:20:37the Silver Bullet Coalition.
00:20:39Some consider the Silver Bullet Coalition a hate group targeting all vampires.
00:20:43The guest is the leader of VRRA, the Vampire Rights Reform Association.
00:20:48Nicole Schreier, welcome.
00:20:50You know, two years ago, there were 12 million nonviolent vampires living in America.
00:20:56That number has reduced to 2 million.
00:20:58What we're witnessing here is a vampire genocide.
00:21:02We'll have that right after this break.
00:21:07Male?
00:21:09Male?
00:21:09Male?
00:21:10Jim?
00:21:11More than 7 million businesses around the world.
00:21:14Male?
00:21:15Male?
00:21:18Male?
00:21:19Male?
00:21:19Male?
00:21:27Male?
00:21:34Male?
00:21:35I don't know.
00:22:06Vampires have been useful for the last 100 years.
00:22:09They survived completely on synthetic blood, which is now being used to bait and capture them.
00:22:14Well, vampire hate groups are on the rise.
00:22:17Several smaller groups have sprung up in the black world.
00:23:03They survived to the world and they lost their lives.
00:23:05I love you.
00:23:49I love you.
00:24:16I love you.
00:24:35I love you.
00:25:05What the fuck?
00:25:08Get back in line!
00:25:10What the fuck are you doing for here?
00:25:14Get back in line!
00:25:24What the fuck are you doing for here?
00:25:54What the fuck are you doing for here?
00:26:22Hi.
00:26:23Can I help you with something?
00:26:26Oh, um...
00:26:28The juice?
00:26:30What the fuck are you doing for here?
00:26:53What the fuck are you doing for here?
00:27:04What the fuck are you doing for here?
00:27:10What the fuck are you doing for here?
00:27:11I'm going to...
00:27:11I'm going to...
00:27:17I'm going to...
00:27:18I'm going to...
00:27:53What are you hiding from?
00:28:07I'm Harlow.
00:28:20I think I'm falling for you.
00:28:38I think I'm falling for you.
00:28:51Shit, I...
00:28:54Are you...
00:28:59I'm sorry, I...
00:29:02I should have told you.
00:29:08Are you gonna hate me?
00:29:14You...
00:29:15God, no.
00:29:19Listen, I have never killed a human.
00:29:22I've never even tasted human blood.
00:29:25I promise.
00:29:27I was living on synth blood until they started using it to bait us.
00:29:32What are you living on now?
00:29:38Animal blood.
00:29:40But I try to be sustainable about it.
00:29:52Forget it.
00:29:56Forget it.
00:29:56I don't know.
00:30:25Wait, I got this.
00:30:31All right, get a room.
00:30:36Holy shit, I can't believe that worked.
00:30:41He didn't have to do that.
00:30:45Yeah, he did.
00:31:11Come on.
00:31:13Let's get out of here before these fang haters find us.
00:31:46Let's get out of here.
00:31:47Let's get out of here.
00:32:11Jerry?
00:32:14Everyone's looking for you.
00:32:16People are getting ready to leave.
00:32:18Okay, Joyce.
00:32:19Thanks.
00:32:20What you doing?
00:32:22Just thinking.
00:32:25Well, can you come back downstairs with me now?
00:32:37All right, well, so thank you.
00:33:02Well, that's the last of them.
00:33:04Sorry for your loss.
00:33:06Everyone means well.
00:33:08No, I know.
00:33:10And also, thank you so much for everything.
00:33:13I just, you know, he's not waiting for me somewhere.
00:33:18He's not in a better place.
00:33:20He is just gone.
00:33:23Actually, you know what?
00:33:24No, he's in here.
00:33:26I don't think he's supposed to.
00:33:26He is in this urn.
00:33:28May I just...
00:33:29That's where he is.
00:33:34I understand.
00:33:36You know, you don't, though.
00:33:38You don't understand.
00:33:41Everyone in there is like,
00:33:43I feel him here.
00:33:44I can feel him.
00:33:45Well, I don't feel him anywhere.
00:33:47And that could have been anyone's fucking funeral.
00:33:49You know?
00:33:53I'm sorry.
00:33:54I don't know what to say.
00:33:55Oh, Joyce.
00:33:56You know what?
00:33:57I'm an asshole.
00:33:58I'm sorry.
00:33:59It's fine.
00:34:00No, you're not.
00:34:01Honestly, all I keep thinking of is maybe...
00:34:05I don't know.
00:34:05Maybe we got together too young.
00:34:07You know?
00:34:08Like somehow we used up all our luck or something.
00:34:17What was I talking about?
00:34:19I don't know.
00:34:20We were like 23 years old.
00:34:22You know?
00:34:22I know.
00:34:22So, now all my memories are with him.
00:34:27You know?
00:34:28I can't buy my favorite sandwich or go grocery shopping
00:34:32or get into bed at night without being reminded,
00:34:34but in the universe that like I'm alone.
00:34:37And every little thing that I want to try to accomplish...
00:34:41Jerry.
00:34:43Jerry.
00:34:44Jerry.
00:34:45Yes.
00:34:46Yeah.
00:34:47What's going on?
00:34:47I don't know.
00:34:50I'm worried about you.
00:34:52Yeah.
00:34:54Look, would you go home, get some rest?
00:34:57I'll come by later.
00:34:59Bring a lasagna.
00:35:04Mrs. Kaczemski.
00:35:05Yeah.
00:35:06I need to bother you with this.
00:35:07I need someone to sign.
00:35:09I'll take care of it.
00:35:12I'll take care of it.
00:35:40Um, Joyce, you know what?
00:35:42You are right.
00:35:44I am?
00:35:44And here?
00:35:46Yep.
00:35:47I just, um, I am going to go home and healing, lasagna, time.
00:35:53That sounds great.
00:35:54Yeah.
00:35:55I...
00:35:58Holy shit.
00:36:01Jerry?
00:36:25Hi there.
00:36:26Hi there.
00:36:28Uh, hi there.
00:36:30I'm...
00:36:31I'm s...
00:36:32I'm s...
00:36:32so sorry.
00:36:33I...
00:36:33I think you might...
00:36:34might think I'm someone else.
00:36:35It's...
00:36:36What?
00:36:44Jerry!
00:36:46Wait!
00:37:07Shh!
00:37:23It's so good to see you.
00:37:28Who is that?
00:37:29What is she doing?
00:37:45Jerry!
00:38:19Hey.
00:38:20Hi.
00:38:22Hi.
00:38:23Hey.
00:38:23Hi.
00:38:24Hi.
00:38:24You hungry?
00:38:25Yeah.
00:38:26Help yourself.
00:38:27Yum.
00:38:29Oh, God.
00:38:30I think I thought you were...
00:38:31Jerry.
00:38:31No, no.
00:38:32It's okay.
00:38:33You always eat my food.
00:38:38Hi.
00:38:45Come on.
00:38:46Come on.
00:38:56Oh, my God.
00:38:57Oh, my God.
00:38:58Oh, my God.
00:38:58I gotta go.
00:39:18Oh, my God.
00:39:20Please, stop!
00:39:24Wait, wait.
00:39:37Wait.
00:39:38Why here?
00:39:39Why here?
00:39:44No, no, no, no.
00:39:46This is where you're taking me?
00:39:55Okay.
00:39:58Okay.
00:39:58I...
00:40:01I'm...
00:40:02here.
00:40:05Why did you drag me here?
00:40:08Hello?
00:40:10Am I going nuts?
00:40:24Hey.
00:40:31Uh...
00:40:31I wish I had something fancier.
00:40:35Is this beer okay?
00:40:36The beer's great.
00:40:53I don't know.
00:40:53So, um...
00:40:55This is my secret spot.
00:40:59It's not super original, but...
00:41:04I like it.
00:41:06I like to come up here alone and...
00:41:09get some space, watch the city.
00:41:16You are actually the first person I've ever brought up here.
00:41:23Bad first date move. Too cheesy. Did I ruin it already?
00:41:27It's beautiful.
00:41:48I miss you so much.
00:41:51I miss you too.
00:41:53Please don't go.
00:42:00Jerry.
00:42:03I'm never going to see him again.
00:42:07You don't know that.
00:42:08The world is a mysterious place, full of strange and unexpected things.
00:42:20Okay, Geraldine, it's time to come home.
00:42:24Just come with me, Jerry.
00:42:27Come with me.
00:42:29Stay right here.
00:42:30All right, I'll take it.
00:42:31Don't do this again.
00:42:33Jerry.
00:42:34Stop it. Just stop it.
00:42:35No!
00:42:40I'm so sorry.
00:42:42I'm so sorry.
00:42:44I'm so sorry.
00:42:44Jerry, I'm so sorry.
00:42:45I'm so, so, so...
00:42:48I'm so sorry.
00:42:50I'm so sorry.
00:42:58Wow.
00:43:01This is beautiful.
00:43:03I'm so sorry.
00:43:38You're a tag?
00:43:40Can't even read it.
00:43:44You aren't meant to.
00:43:47Rada.
00:43:48Rada.
00:43:50I don't get it.
00:43:51Rada's a Taino goddess.
00:43:53A guiding spirit.
00:43:55Isn't it not cool when you use something from world studies?
00:44:00You think they teach you this stuff in school?
00:44:02Still not cool enough, though.
00:44:19Can we go home?
00:44:23Not yet.
00:44:42You know mom complains about the post office running out of those, right?
00:44:45Congo, you didn't tell her I'd take them, do you?
00:44:47You know, if I did, you'd get it.
00:44:50That's Sessa.
00:44:52Your stuff is better.
00:44:54Your old stuff.
00:44:56He doesn't do cute kid stuff, and neither do I.
00:44:58Yeah, but you can still, sometimes, right?
00:45:01Remember when you used to draw me stories once?
00:45:05Like this one.
00:45:18You were waiting for him.
00:45:20You were waiting for him.
00:45:20Shh.
00:45:24We shouldn't follow him, right?
00:45:25How come your bag's so loud?
00:45:27I got paint.
00:45:28How?
00:45:30Don't tell mom, but I borrowed.
00:45:33I grabbed the quarters from the laundry, okay?
00:45:36Come on, now.
00:45:43Can we go home?
00:45:44Shh.
00:45:59You kid's creeping on me?
00:46:02Uh, I...
00:46:03You trying to draw my spot?
00:46:05My sister really likes your stuff.
00:46:07Is that so?
00:46:09You're Sessa.
00:46:10You right?
00:46:11She's really good.
00:46:13You speak for her?
00:46:14I, um, I, I do slaps, mostly.
00:46:18I haven't, I haven't painted yet.
00:46:21Chica, you Dominican?
00:46:22We're Puerto Rican.
00:46:24I just remember.
00:46:25Got it.
00:46:26You got paint?
00:46:28Maybe we can slap some walls.
00:46:30Get to see on to us, though.
00:46:33Just a second.
00:46:36Wait for me in the house, okay?
00:46:37I'm not supposed to be home alone.
00:46:39Just walk down Ingram, make a left, and you're on our street.
00:46:45Just watch TV or something.
00:46:47And I'll make you a sandwich when I get back.
00:46:49You'll be fine.
00:46:51Outward till mom if he sent me away.
00:46:53This is totally blackmail.
00:46:55I'm serious.
00:46:57Why?
00:47:00If you blow this for me, he's going to be lookout.
00:47:06I can hide.
00:47:08Nobody will see me.
00:47:10Sorry, Nito.
00:47:12Little kids should try more attention.
00:47:18Bye, holocito.
00:47:20I'm sorry.
00:47:24Come on.
00:47:25You know the way home from here.
00:47:27Just walk home by yourself for once.
00:47:30I don't know the way back.
00:47:33I don't feel too good.
00:47:35Fine.
00:47:40Okay.
00:47:41Hide behind here.
00:47:43But if you see a cop or something, come running, okay?
00:47:45Right.
00:48:01Keep up.
00:48:15You wear gloves?
00:48:17They're the fence.
00:48:18I ain't getting bagged.
00:48:58That's it?
00:49:00That little tag?
00:49:02You got to go big or go home.
00:49:08Sometimes you got to put toys in that place.
00:49:16Whoa, what the hell are you doing?
00:49:19I, I...
00:49:19Yo, what are you doing?
00:49:20That's choking.
00:49:21You can't tag your toy shit over that.
00:49:24I, I didn't know.
00:49:26Give me your cans.
00:49:30That's choking's legend.
00:49:31Nobody touches it.
00:49:33It's been to since the 90s.
00:49:34I, I didn't know, okay?
00:49:38Don't lift your shitty work from his art.
00:49:47You done, toy.
00:50:06Come on, Matthew.
00:50:07Let's go.
00:50:09Mateo.
00:50:10Mateo?
00:50:13Mateo!
00:50:18Mateo!
00:50:21Mateo, this isn't funny!
00:50:38Mateo.
00:50:40Mateo!
00:50:41Mateo.
00:50:41Mateo!
00:50:41Mateo!
00:51:20Mateo!
00:51:23Mateo!
00:51:34Mateo!
00:51:36Mama, I found him.
00:51:50Hey.
00:51:52Your mom's on her way.
00:51:55She went to the Bronx to see Maddie's dad.
00:51:58And you two are not allowed out of my sight until she gets back.
00:52:03Mateo's not feeling too good.
00:52:10Come on.
00:52:24How long have you been painting?
00:52:33First time.
00:52:35I made a mistake.
00:52:37I painted over someone.
00:52:40What?
00:52:40Who?
00:52:43Choking.
00:52:44Whoa.
00:52:57Let me see your Bible.
00:52:59My...
00:53:01Your book.
00:53:01My book.
00:53:02My book.
00:53:25My book.
00:53:29My book.
00:53:31Choking.
00:53:35That's me.
00:53:43Your letters are too hard to read.
00:53:47You're biting off all sorts of artists.
00:53:53You need to find your own style.
00:54:04Like these.
00:54:07Like these.
00:54:18I didn't...
00:54:19I didn't mean to mess anything up.
00:54:22I didn't know the rules.
00:54:25You don't need nobody to tell you what the rules are.
00:54:29Figure them out for yourself.
00:54:31Blaze your own trails.
00:54:35You were with dudes, right?
00:54:37Yeah.
00:54:39They thought...
00:54:40you were a guy.
00:54:43Yeah.
00:54:49Little brothers can be such pests, huh?
00:54:54Then you wake up one day...
00:54:57and you realize they're grown men.
00:55:00They don't need you so much anymore.
00:55:12Hey.
00:55:14Where's the little guy?
00:55:16He's got the flu.
00:55:18Look, I'm sober with you the other day.
00:55:19Junior one's kinda hot.
00:55:21But you can kick it with me, that'd be cool.
00:55:24I want my paint back.
00:55:25Junior took my cans...
00:55:27and I want them back.
00:55:32Okay.
00:55:33Good.
00:55:41You ready?
00:55:43Yeah.
00:56:08That's us.
00:56:11Yeah.
00:56:18That's us.
00:56:23Yeah.
00:56:23Por eso viene mi gente
00:56:27Una música decente
00:56:29Están presente
00:56:31Marca arriba y en pie y representaré
00:56:47What is wrong with you, boy?
00:56:52I need new clothes
00:56:56Nicolas
00:56:57You know this is a very difficult time
00:57:00And it is a miracle that you have a roof over your head and food in that refrigerator
00:57:05You should be counting your blessings, not moping around and being disrespectful
00:57:12Now what do you have to say to your mother?
00:57:17I love you, mommy
00:57:30I love you
00:57:31Thank you
00:57:43Within this area
00:57:44You should be excited
00:57:44I wish you had a good life
00:57:44I am happy
00:57:47I am happy
00:57:56Father God, in the name of Jesus, we come to you, lifting up our dear sister Celeste.
00:58:02We ask, oh God, that you would just strengthen her as she battles this ALS.
00:58:07Lord, let your healing power flow through her from the top of her head to the sole of her feet.
00:58:12And, oh God, we ask that you would strengthen little Nicholas in this hour,
00:58:16in the mighty name of Jesus. Amen.
00:58:19Amen.
00:58:32Nicholas.
00:58:38Nicholas.
00:58:41Nicholas.
00:59:09Hello?
00:59:12Hello?
00:59:14Hello?
00:59:16Where is everybody?
00:59:24Where's Louise?
00:59:33Work.
00:59:40The girl next door gonna come?
00:59:47Later. Afternoon.
00:59:53Well, I have some good news.
00:59:57At long last, I have found you a Medicaid bed in a full-time facility.
01:00:03It's actually quite nice.
01:00:06I was shocked.
01:00:09Truly, this is the best we could have hoped for.
01:00:13In Brooklyn.
01:00:16In Manhattan.
01:00:23You'll be near the ALS center, and they'll be able to work out transportation.
01:00:29No more carrying you up and down stairs.
01:00:32But the real point here is, once the feeding tube goes in...
01:00:38I want to stay here.
01:00:43Even if you could afford the rent, after the feeding tube goes in, they can only release you to a
01:00:50care facility or to a family member.
01:00:52And that family member simply cannot be Nicholas.
01:00:59You took very, very good care of my son.
01:01:04It's long past time we all started thinking about yours.
01:01:19I don't know.
01:01:19I don't know.
01:01:21I don't know.
01:01:30But if I change your arms.
01:01:32I'm sure you're going to have to be able to do today.
01:01:42So what I have here is the living well.
01:01:45Ms. Siegel, you have the power of attorney?
01:01:47That's correct.
01:01:51These documents will provide medical directions in the event that you are no longer able to
01:01:56pay for...
01:01:59$2200 for that apartment is insane.
01:02:02It's not even a fake two bedroom.
01:02:04That's a one bedroom.
01:02:05Also, where even are we?
01:02:06Just so I'm totally clear, once you are admitted to the nursing facility, you will be listed
01:02:11DNR, DNI.
01:02:13Do you understand what that means?
01:02:21Thanks so much for showing us the place.
01:02:24It's a little small.
01:02:25Do you have anything bigger?
01:02:26Don't even think about my apartment.
01:02:28My mom's getting better.
01:02:30Are we staying here forever?
01:02:31Ever.
01:04:43Yo, you want to run?
01:04:45I'm waiting on some new ones.
01:04:47Once I get those, I'm going to be straight.
01:04:50I'll be out there with you.
01:05:06You're finally moving out of this place, then?
01:05:12Yes, sir.
01:05:17Nicholas.
01:05:19I've got to live with you.
01:05:27Now.
01:05:30See here.
01:05:31I love that boy with all my heart.
01:05:34The boy has my life.
01:05:35And I'll go take him.
01:05:38When it's time.
01:05:41Look, come on.
01:05:42Celeste can't speak she mind.
01:05:44But I am going to speak it for her.
01:05:46You don't have eyes in your head.
01:05:47Look at her!
01:05:48And may I tell you, when it's time.
01:05:54Nicholas.
01:05:55Go on back outside.
01:06:00Hey, daddy.
01:06:02Why you here?
01:06:03I came to see your mother.
01:06:06Nicholas.
01:06:07You've got to live with your father.
01:06:23Now.
01:06:24What you mean?
01:06:29What mommy is trying to do.
01:06:33Mommy has to go live in a nursing home.
01:06:36And you have to go live with your father.
01:06:37But you can see her any time you want.
01:06:40It's a lot of things we have to still work out.
01:06:42But there's nothing to work out.
01:06:43Woman.
01:06:44So that's it?
01:06:46You're just giving up?
01:06:49You ain't even gonna try no more?
01:06:53It's not fair.
01:06:59What I put in you?
01:07:04Being here.
01:07:09Alone.
01:07:11With me.
01:07:14We were fighting though.
01:07:16Right?
01:07:18We were getting by.
01:07:20That's why I'm wearing these righty-ass clothes and these busted up sneakers.
01:07:25Because we're fighting to survive.
01:07:28Right?
01:07:31If you want to cry.
01:07:34It's okay.
01:07:37Go on and cry.
01:10:51Hey, maybe a librarian too.
01:10:55Or maybe we are all in mourning.
01:10:57I can believe that.
01:11:00I believe there's something to be sad about all the time.
01:11:04When you think about it, being happy, just forgetting all the bad things going on around you.
01:11:13Now that all the flags, it makes me think that everyone's remembered to be sad all at once.
01:11:21The only thing is, the only thing is, I know what I'm sad about, but I don't think it's the
01:11:28same as everyone else.
01:11:30At least it's nice to know we're all sad about it, thank you, Rashida. Thank you, Rashida. Thank you for
01:11:39opening up like that.
01:11:53Thanks, guys.
01:12:16I got to talk to you.
01:12:18What's up?
01:12:18Yeah, you fucking serious right now?
01:12:20Why are you mad at me?
01:12:21You're fucking pathetic, bro.
01:12:22I'm pathetic.
01:12:22That's why. You're fucking pathetic.
01:12:23All right, bro.
01:12:24Because if Coach had done that to you, I would've been on him.
01:12:26You wouldn't have said shit, bro.
01:12:27I wouldn't have said shit.
01:12:28So last week, when Chris telling you all you're ugly and she doesn't want to talk to you no more,
01:12:32really?
01:12:32Why are you mad at me?
01:12:33I was there.
01:12:34I was crying.
01:12:34Why are you talking about Chris?
01:12:35Yo, what's wrong with y'all?
01:12:36Y'all both sound like y'all dating each other.
01:12:38Y'all want to suck each other nuts or something?
01:12:40Shut the fuck up, man.
01:12:40Come on, let's kiss.
01:12:41Hey, get off him.
01:12:43Everybody spritz right now.
01:12:45Let's move.
01:12:49Amber thinks she's all that.
01:12:53Well, she is pretty good.
01:12:54She ain't shit.
01:12:56Why are you even hanging out with her?
01:12:57I told you not.
01:13:00Anyone can be on the team.
01:13:02Raelle said I didn't even have to try out.
01:13:06She said Tracy, Kylie, and Brooklyn got cut yesterday.
01:13:08I thought you weren't hanging out with her.
01:13:10I'm not.
01:13:11She just told me.
01:13:12How'd she tell you if you two weren't hanging out?
01:13:14I can't talk to her now.
01:13:16You can't talk to her and tell me you're not talking to her.
01:13:22You could've just asked me to practice with you.
01:13:24Yeah.
01:13:25Shh.
01:13:31I know that I was too much for him and he couldn't deal with me.
01:13:35And instead of telling me, hey, I don't want you to be my girl anymore,
01:13:38he just continued to, you know, be around me, kiss me, and all that shit.
01:13:43But then after a while, I was like, okay, clearly you made up your mind.
01:13:46You don't want anything, so why are you still doing it?
01:13:50You don't know me.
01:13:55What was this next thing I wanted to start you?
01:14:00You need to ask her to raise your heart so I don't forget.
01:14:06Oh, that's not the last training care considering the last week.
01:14:10I'm so bored, but I'm going to die right there.
01:14:15Okay, something so cool. I never see another day.
01:14:19Okay, something so cool.
01:14:21Okay.
01:15:12And now, we do this.
01:15:35You don't know me.
01:15:39You don't know me.
01:15:44I'm the girl who sits next to you in world history.
01:15:47And when you tell a story to the class, I'm the only girl you don't look at.
01:15:54I'm the girl who spilled her lunch tray in the cafeteria last week and was so mortified I could have
01:15:59died right there.
01:16:02I could have sunk into the floor and never seen another day, but lucky for me, I'm so invisible you
01:16:10didn't even look my way.
01:16:13Even when my snapper bottle hit the floor with the loud BAM!
01:16:18And Mrs. B had to help me clean it up.
01:16:24Maybe I'm wrong.
01:16:26Maybe you do know me.
01:16:29Maybe you know me better than I know myself.
01:16:34You think I'm a sheep.
01:16:36You heard me bad, haven't you?
01:16:39Bad, bad.
01:16:43Or maybe I'm a wolf.
01:16:46A wolf you've mistaken for a sheep.
01:16:50What if I'm a wolf?
01:16:52What sounds does a wolf make?
01:16:56Rawr!
01:16:57Rawr!
01:17:00Rawr!
01:17:02Ow!
01:17:07Or maybe I'm a bug.
01:17:09A little, creepy, crawly little bug you just want to squish under your shield.
01:17:16Or maybe I'm looking down on you, laughing at you, laughing at how you look at yourself
01:17:24in the mirror 10, 15, 20 times, making that stupid face, brushing and slicking your hair
01:17:29back just to return to Mr. Brayson's class to sit at your desk to watch the wife spit
01:17:34for him in the corner of his mouth.
01:17:38No one's watching you.
01:17:41No one cares about you more than you care about you, but maybe that's good.
01:17:48Maybe it's good to care about yourself so much that you take a selfie every single day
01:17:54just to see which part of your face looks good on the bus ride home.
01:18:02What are you thinking now?
01:18:04Do you hate me?
01:18:07Are you leaning over to your very best friend who just yesterday you said had a big fat nose
01:18:13and no boy is ever going to like her?
01:18:18Are you whispering to her that you hope I kill myself?
01:18:23If you tell me you hate me, maybe I will never speak again.
01:18:28If you tell me I'm ugly, I'll skip school for three days with a really bad cough.
01:18:32Oh, my mom will write a note.
01:18:42Thank you for listening to what I want to say.
01:18:47It's not really like you have a choice.
01:18:48You have to be here.
01:18:52Unless you're upstairs working on the light board,
01:18:56making out with the girl you say is just a friend,
01:18:58even though you know she's been in love with you since the fifth grade.
01:19:07Well, now you know me.
01:19:10You really know me, don't you?
01:19:14You know everything there is.
01:19:19What do you think?
01:19:29What do you think?
01:19:33What do you think?
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