00:05In this family, for example, I'm the breadwinner, do you have conditions?
00:12Like, I'm okay to work, I'm okay to sleep, but you're eight younger siblings.
00:21But you have to finish your study. Do you have conditions?
00:24For me, because with my brother, he's not like a usual teen or he's not like a teen that goes
00:29out and goes drinking and stuff like that.
00:31He's introverted. He's very introverted, he's very nice, and he's gifted, like very smart.
00:35He learned how to play the piano by himself. Like, he's very smart.
00:39There's no really strict conditions that you can't go out with friends.
00:42I'm usually pushing him to make friends. I push him to try to dress this way or try to dress
00:47that way.
00:48But we do have conditions to do well in school.
00:51Because from my past experience, there's times where she doesn't know how to do well.
00:56But now, I see that there's only effort, just try your best in your school.
01:01And that's okay with me now.
01:03That's right. You, Shuvie.
01:05Ano ako, Tito Boy, parang as a breadwinner, ang dami ko nang napagdaanan, dumating ako sa point na naubos din
01:10ako.
01:11Oo.
01:12So pag ubus ka na pala, Tito Boy, dun mo ma-realize na hanggang saan kaya mong ibigay?
01:17Lalo na kung walang-wala ka na rin.
01:20E ayaw mo din, alam mo din kung wala ka, wala rin.
01:22Yung parang wala din akong backup, Tito Boy.
01:24So wala talaga akong choice but to win in life, para manalo din yung family ko.
01:29So ngayon, na-learn ko na mag-draw ng boundaries.
01:32Para naman to sa kanila.
01:34And I'm building a house for them, make sure na they live a comfortable life.
01:37Pero I want them to really do their best sa studies nila.
01:40And I'm very strict as an ate, Tito Boy, kasi kitignan mo naman yung mga kababata na yan.
01:45Thank you!
01:46Maliliit pa talaga sila, Tito Boy.
01:48So as much as possible, gusto ko guided sila.
01:51Hindi sila lumaking ulang natatanungan, ulang mahingian, nagugutom.
01:58Yun lang naman talaga yung priority ko, Tito Boy.
02:01You know, I like that whole discussion.
02:04Ano ang ibig sabihin mo nung at one point naubos ka?
02:08Yung, what does it mean?
02:10Kasi yung trabaho po namin dito as an artista, hindi naman po siya palaging meron eh.
02:16So yung mga times na, before po PBB, wala na po talaga akong maibigay.
02:20Kahit na 5,000 pesos na para sa akin, bibigay ko na lang sa kanila.
02:25Tapos mag-noodles na lang ako, ganun na lang.
02:27Ganun yung kaya kong ibigay sa kanila.
02:29Bahala na wala akong kainin, basta sila merong makain.
02:32Kasi maliliit man, ako yung gutom ko kaya ko naman itong tiisin.
02:35Yung mga maliliit ayaw ko kasi na pupunta ka ng school, tapos gutom.
02:39Yun yung ano ko titoboy, nilalaban ko talaga sa sarili ko ngayon.
02:43Kaya ngayon, I make sure na every week may pagkain ang ref, may supplies kayo dyan, hindi kayo magugutom.
02:51Yung pag-aaral nyo na lang yung paghirapan nyo.
02:54Yung baon, ako na yan, in-add ko na lahat ito.
02:58Para sabihin ng, kung sabihin man ng iba na baka mag-relay sa'yo yung parents mo,
03:03I always talk to them.
03:04Mami, hindi ito madali ha.
03:07Mami, nahirapan din po ako.
03:08Hingit din po ako ng alalay sa inyo.
03:11So tulong-tulong po tayo dito.
03:12Naririnig natin yan sa maraming mga breadwinners.
03:15Hindi ito madali.
03:16Pero gagawin ko ang lahat para maayos lang ang buhay natin.
03:19Pero do your share.
03:20Mag-aaral ka.
03:21Tsaka ang hirap tulungan ng taong ayaw tulungan yung sarili nila.
03:24Tama.
03:25At saka, meron bang deadline ang pagiging breadwinner?
03:28Mga June.
03:30Ito yung next year po, 20.
03:32Deadline, I would say, whatever it takes, as long as I'm able to make them happy,
03:37as long as may mabibigay ako, bibigay ako.
03:40Parang wala eh, no?
03:41Wala.
03:41Sa'yo po talaga.
03:42Wala po talaga.
03:44Proud na ako. Basta stable na sila.
03:46Sabi mo nga, isang himala na ang nangyari sa'yo.
03:49Isa pa sa mga himala ay ang pagdagsa ng tulong mula sa mga iba't ibang tao.
03:56Ayun.
03:57Isa yun sa mga binigay sa akin eh, Lord.
04:01At napakaswerte ko kasi may tumulong sa akin.
04:04Pag-usapan nga natin sa lahat.
04:06Unahin natin.
04:07Si Shea.
04:07Si Shea Cabalvilla.
04:09Okay.
04:10Siya po lahat ang gumastos ng hospital
04:13at mga medicines ko sa Asian Hospital.
04:18Paano kayo nagtagol?
04:19Mula day one hanggang ngayon.
04:20Hanggang ngayon.
04:21Pati hanggang ngayon.
04:22Kasi yung expensive na immunotherapy sinagot din niya 12 days po yun.
04:29Napaka expensive yun.
04:31Pero yun mo, 346,000 isang session.
04:36At labing dalawa yun.
04:37At labing dalawa po yun.
04:38Lahat yan sinagot ni Shea eh.
04:40Oo.
04:43Yung immunotherapy yun ay yung gawin sa Singapore na meron na din sa Pilipinas.
04:48Okay.
04:48Paano kayong nagkatagpo ni Shea?
04:50Ah, pamilya po ako ng gabay-guro.
04:54Kami mga performers like Regine Velasquez, sila Paps Fernandez, sila Gabby Concepcion, sila Ogie Alcacid, sila Jonah.
05:04Kami naman po yung mga komedya.
05:06Oo.
05:07Nag-perform ka.
05:08At doon mo na meet si Shea.
05:09At inaikot po namin buong Pilipinas at saka buong Asia.
05:15Para ba pasayin ang mga teachers?
05:16Si Ma'am Shea po ang puno ng...
05:19Ayun.
05:20Gabay-guro.
05:21Gabay-guro.
05:22Doon kayo nagtagpo.
05:23Ah, napakabait naman.
05:25Ah, hindi alam ng marami.
05:28Pero ang sumasagot sa iyong pang-araw-araw ay ang ating kaibigang si Hart Evangelista.
05:35Ayun po.
05:36Napakabuti ni Hart.
05:38Si Ma'am Hart ay yung nakilalak na may gintong kutsala sa labi.
05:43Kasi bata pa lang po ako nakikita ko na siya sa...
05:46Nag-work ako sa iyo-iyo kami kadero.
05:49Singing?
05:50Ang babait ng mga...
05:51Along tawag doon?
05:52Singing cooks and waiters.
05:54Oo.
05:54Ang babait nila.
05:56Si Miss Love.
05:57Si Miss Owen.
05:58Si Miss Happy.
05:59Ayan.
06:00Si Miss...
06:00Si Miss Hart.
06:02Oo.
06:02Mga kaibigan din natin yan.
06:04Si Happy is a good friend.
06:05So, paano kayo nag...
06:06Paano nalaman ni Hart?
06:07Paano kayo nag-usap?
06:09At tumawag yung PA niya
06:11sa...
06:12Kay RJ Prang, manager ni Alan Kay.
06:16Tapos ayun, nag-connect na kami.
06:18Nag-usap kayong dalawa?
06:19Opo.
06:20At tas monthly na po ako binabihayaan.
06:23Alam ko na buwan-buwan ay may binibigay sa iyo si Hart.
06:27Maraming salamat, Hart.
06:29Hart, thank you.
06:30Thank you so much.
06:31Actually, nung si Miss Shea nag-offer ng Asian Hospital,
06:36si Miss Hart, inopera niya akong pumunta sa Singapore.
06:41Ilauna si Miss Shea.
06:44Kaya ayun na lang ang ano ni Miss Hart.
06:46Thank you, Miss Hart.
06:47Mahal ka ng tao.
06:49Mahal ka nila.
06:49Mahal ako nila.
06:50Siyempre...
06:51At marami pa pong iba.
06:52Anari yan si Alan Kay, ang iyong kaibigan.
06:54Si Alan Kay, of course.
06:56Gabi-gabi.
06:57Kahit ngayon may sakit ako.
06:59Pero kaya pa naman.
07:00Kaya ko magtabaho kasi okay naman sa doktor.
07:05Nagpapaalam ka sa doktor?
07:07Opo.
07:07Sinasabi mong ikay magpa-perform gabi-gabi?
07:09Opo.
07:10Ayan.
07:10Tapos si Alan Kay, naman po ako nagbigay sa kitabaho.
07:13Gabi-gabi.
07:13Thank you, po.
07:14Mula't mula naman bahagi ng kwento mo sa industriyang ito si Alan.
07:19Yes, po.
07:20Oo.
07:21Sa kaibigan ko yung amo.
07:23Oo.
07:24At marami pang ibang mga tao na tumulong sa'yo.
07:28Koko Martin.
07:29Thank you so much.
07:30Sino pa?
07:32Si...
07:32Jolo Rebilia.
07:34Okay.
07:36Si...
07:37Sino ba?
07:38Lapid.
07:38Mark Lapid.
07:39And Little Lapid.
07:40Dito mo marirealize, Ate Gay, no?
07:42Nasa ating industriya.
07:45Ah...
07:45Hindi ka talaga pinababayaan?
07:47Pag nalalaman nila.
07:49Kumbaga, naniniwala ko sa kung anong yung tinanin.
07:52Tama.
07:53Yun ang ngaanin.
07:57Nakita ko silang lahat sa panahon na kailangan ko sila.
08:02Na hindi ko hiningi.
08:04Pusa sila dumating sa buhay ko.
08:06Pusa silang nagbigay.
08:08Na hindi ako nangingi.
08:10Ayun ang ano eh.
08:11Ayun ang...
08:15Kinaka...
08:15Ano ang puso.
08:16We're back from the show.
08:17Kasama po natin Jamie Rivera.
08:21I wanna start here.
08:23There was I think an interview na...
08:26Regine Velazquez granted.
08:28And she's talking about yung pagbabago ng kanyang boses.
08:31Sabi niya...
08:32This is...
08:33Not the exact quote.
08:35This is a paraphrase.
08:36Sabi niya...
08:37Dati...
08:38Ito yung source of joy ko.
08:40Yung...
08:40My voice.
08:42You know.
08:42But...
08:43Right now...
08:44It is also...
08:46The source of my anxiety.
08:49As a performer.
08:50As a singer.
08:51What are your thoughts?
08:54Um...
08:54I think this...
08:57Horseness of our voices.
08:59It all happens to...
09:01To all.
09:01To all.
09:02It happens to everybody.
09:03To all the...
09:04Mostly singers.
09:05And as you age.
09:07Siyempre...
09:07As you age.
09:08Parang ano...
09:09Siyempre...
09:10Nagkakaroon kami ng ano...
09:11Nagkakaroon kami ng...
09:12Parang...
09:12Kung baga sa brake pads.
09:14Nagagasgas yan eh.
09:15Diba?
09:15Kung baga sa gulong.
09:17Nagagasgas niya dahil kakagamit mo.
09:19So same thing with us.
09:20Yung muscle namin.
09:21Siyempre...
09:22And vocal cord.
09:23Siyempre...
09:23Pag masyado na siyang gamit.
09:24You have to rest it.
09:26Ganon.
09:26And it really becomes a source of anxiety.
09:29Kuya boy.
09:29Kasi it happened to me.
09:31Just recently.
09:33Ito na yung concert ni Raymond?
09:35Yes, big Raymond.
09:36What happened?
09:36Oo.
09:37Well, of course...
09:40Ang...
09:40Ang...
09:40Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:41Ang...
09:42Ang...
09:42Ang...
09:45Ang...
09:59Weather...
09:59Weather...
10:00Wether...
10:01Paiba-iba yung mga...
10:03Yung weather.
10:03And at the same time, pagod na rin.
10:06So...
10:06Pag uwi ko dito, talagang umuubo na ako.
10:09Uubo ko na ubo.
10:10And that's one factor kung bakit nag-horse.
10:12Naging...
10:12Namalat din ako.
10:14Kasi pag yung...
10:15Yung...
10:16Too much coughing,
10:18nakakaano din pala na ubo yun.
10:19Okay.
10:19And then another one is because,
10:22Uhm...
10:22Dysphonia ang tawag doon.
10:24Pag meron kang...
10:25Muscle na namagado.
10:26Because...
10:26I have a robot that I tried this.
10:28When you have...
10:29It's an autoimmune disease.
10:30But if you have rheumatoid arthritis,
10:33there's a certain muscle here that really,
10:38parang ano siya,
10:39inflamed.
10:40They get inflamed.
10:41So, nangyayari itong lahat ng ito sa throat mo,
10:44ilang araw pa bago mag-concert?
10:46Two months.
10:47Okay.
10:47Yes, two months before the concert.
10:49I wasn't speaking anymore.
10:51That was required by your doctor
10:53na huwag ka muna magsasanika?
10:53Voice rest.
10:54Voice rest.
10:55Yes.
10:55And the title of the concert,
10:57naalala natin,
10:57Hey, it's me.
11:00So, it's you.
11:01Ang ganda, diba?
11:02Hindi ka pwede mawala sa concert.
11:04Hindi ako pwede mawala sa concert.
11:05Okay.
11:05So, two months.
11:06And then what happened?
11:06And then two months ako nag-voice rest.
11:08Then February 3,
11:10meron na kaming rehearsals.
11:12Kailangan ko na ng boses.
11:14So, sinaksakan ako ng steroids
11:17sa muscular.
11:19So, dito lang sa muscle.
11:22Nagkaroon ng konti boses,
11:23pero hindi ko talaga ma-reach yung mga notes ko.
11:25Mataas ang mga songs ko eh.
11:27And I couldn't memorize.
11:29I'm memorizing mentally lang.
11:30But for you to be able to memorize,
11:32you have to sing it vocally, diba?
11:34Right.
11:35And then,
11:37February 10,
11:38yun yung final rehearsal namin.
11:39Wala pa rin lumalim.
11:40The concert was scheduled?
11:4213.
11:42Okay.
11:43Yun.
11:43So, 10.
11:44May lumabas ng konti,
11:45pero alam mo,
11:46may anxiety ka pa din.
11:48Anxiety mo nagdabag,
11:49pag kumakanta ka na,
11:50hindi mo pa rin ma-reach.
11:52Yung ano mo,
11:53yung,
11:53yung mga highest notes mo,
11:55yung mga ganon.
11:56Konti.
11:56Alam mo,
11:57today,
11:57except na naiingit ako sa isang tao
11:58na kapagsalitaan ng normal.
12:01Ganon.
12:01And in the morning,
12:02I would say,
12:03sound check,
12:04sound check.
12:05Tapos,
12:05kakanta ko ng something.
12:07Tapos,
12:07hindi ko ma-reach.
12:08May have to,
12:09nakaka-feel ka na ng depression.
12:11Nakaka-feel ka na ng anxiety.
12:14Masyempre,
12:14marami akong ginawa.
12:15But first,
12:15I have to do,
12:16first,
12:18parang due diligence,
12:20which is going to the doctor,
12:21obeying the doctor's prescription.
12:23But I had to pray also.
12:25Of course.
12:26Diba?
12:26And so,
12:27I do not know if you've heard of St. Blaise.
12:30St. Blaise is the patron saint
12:32for people with voice illnesses.
12:37St. Blaise.
12:38St. Blaise.
12:39And so,
12:39February 3 was the feast of St. Blaise.
12:43And so,
12:44I went to the church
12:45and have myself blessed
12:49by the priest.
12:51And meron yung,
12:52may ceremony yun eh.
12:53So,
12:54they will put a candle,
12:55they'll put candles
12:57in between your throat.
12:59Yan.
12:59And they would bless you.
13:03Parang intercession.
13:06with the intercession
13:07of St. Blaise.
13:08Praying for the intercession
13:09of St. Blaise.
13:11But this is exactly
13:1210 days before the concert.
13:14Yes,
13:1410 days before the concert.
13:15February 3.
13:16So,
13:17of course,
13:18syempre,
13:19ang tinitest dyan sa'yo,
13:20hindi naman yung,
13:21hindi naman mangyari
13:22the moment that
13:23you've received the blessing.
13:24Hindi ka naman magkakaroon ka agad eh.
13:26You need patience eh.
13:28You need the blessings.
13:29You need the faith.
13:31And true enough,
13:32they were asking,
13:33wala ka bang ginawa na,
13:35wala ba kayong option
13:36na i-cancel yung show?
13:37Or i-postpone?
13:38I-postpone?
13:39No.
13:40First of all,
13:41syempre,
13:42naihiyao kayo Raymond.
13:43Diba?
13:43But secondly,
13:44because I knew
13:46that on the day itself,
13:48I would have my voice back.
13:49Why?
13:50Oh,
13:51because of my faith
13:51with the Lord.
13:52Okay.
13:52I know that
13:53He would be there
13:54with me on stage.
13:55And because it happened
13:56to me already before.
13:59In 2019,
14:00nagshow kami na
14:01the company,
14:03nawalan din ako ng bosses.
14:04But I really prayed,
14:06really prayed hard.
14:07And of course,
14:08with due diligence,
14:09going to the doctor,
14:09gano'n.
14:10Nung nang-miss nung
14:12concert miswa,
14:13nung mabas din yung bosses ko.
14:15So I knew
14:15that with this concert,
14:18with Raymond,
14:19I am confident,
14:21dalalabas yung bosses ko.
14:22But I had to do my part.
14:54I had to do my part.
15:12I had to do my part.
15:12I had to do my part.
15:13I had to do my part.
15:13I had to do my part.
15:14I had to do my part.
15:14I had to do my part.
15:15I had to do my part.
15:15I had to do my part.
15:16I had to do my part.
15:17I had to do my part.
15:17I had to do my part.
15:18You
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