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00:13I love you.
03:15Are you leaving?
03:20Fuck off!
03:27How many times can we do this?
03:30Who said that?
03:42Fuck you, bitch!
03:55Who the fuck are you?
03:57I'm you.
03:59That's funny.
04:00Because you sound a lot like Jenna.
04:03Did Steve put you up to this?
04:05Ah, yes.
04:06That's Steve.
04:07How could we ever forget him?
04:14The bill on that line hasn't been paid in a while.
04:17You could invest in better motels.
04:20What do you want?
04:22What could I possibly want from you now?
04:28Look.
04:31If I did something to you, I'm sorry.
04:35Heaven is sort of fucked up months right now.
04:38I've lived through every moment of this pathetic thing you call life with you for nearly four years.
04:44This is hardly a new development.
04:46Okay.
04:49I want to understand so I can help you.
04:52You can't.
04:55You can't.
04:56I want to understand so I can help you.
05:40Moments ago you passed out in the bathtub.
05:43That blood is yours in case you're wondering.
05:46I'm not sure how slitting horizontally worked out, but congratulations.
05:51I'd give you about two, three minutes before you drown.
06:22Who are you?
06:23I'm you.
06:25That doesn't even make sense.
06:28Because you're a stupid worthless cunt who's high on a dangerous mix of oxy, calcane, and alcohol.
06:34That's...
06:35Self-defeating?
06:37No! That's fucking rude!
06:40That's rich. Where was this yesterday?
06:43Or where was this when you constantly settled for less, abused yourself,
06:48became a doormat for every single guy who was willing to flush a smile.
06:53You don't know what I...
06:54Cut the shit. We both know I do.
06:57Each time you ate garbage, you fed it to me.
07:01Each time you ingested poison through your nostrils, you poisoned me.
07:06Each time you allowed yourself to be kicked, I took those kicks with you.
07:11You taught me to take you with everything you did.
07:14Why didn't you say something?
07:16I screamed. I cried.
07:18I cried so much.
07:20Each moment you felt that crippling sadness, it was me crying for you to stop.
07:26You drowned me out with loud music, horrible conversations.
07:30Do you know you didn't drink water for three weeks at one point last year?
07:36I'm sorry.
07:48No one has forgotten.
07:52I'm sorry.
07:54I'm sorry.
07:56What happened to you away her嗡i hock of particulate.
08:07You're stopped tuning in.
08:26You're still here, aren't you?
08:32The saddest thing is I would have been born unaware of you and into you.
08:36And I'd be the worst version of you yet.
08:41Grubier, impulsivier, egoistic, more toxic.
08:46A little meditation might have helped.
08:49A sober night in.
08:51I loved that guy Jackson you met, but he had a small dick and you gave up on him a
08:55bit quickly.
08:56Wait. Born into me?
09:02Now you're getting it.
09:06Like reincarnated?
09:08Not exactly. Every so often you die and another you is born.
09:13There is no birthday. No celebration. It just happens.
09:17What you did on July 3rd, 2011, if you remember that night, made you who you were three years later.
09:25Every time you told someone a lie, each time you said you'd do something you didn't, I heard it.
09:32After a while, I gave up on you too. Just as you once gave up on your host.
09:39Was I once like you?
09:42Yes. You were slightly less damaged, less cynical me.
09:46I'm the worst you yet. And had I been born as scheduled a few months from now, I shudder to
09:52think the damage I may have inflicted upon myself and the world in your vessel.
09:57And I'm assuming I can't save her.
10:07Do you want to?
10:12I'm not so sure anymore.
10:14Well, tick tock, dumbass.
10:17Well, does it get better?
10:19That's up to you. But I'd say drowning in this dump is not a hard bar to top.
10:24Maybe the next time you try to kill yourself in a bathtub, we can do a resort destination and day
10:30spot thing.
10:31You were funny, you know that?
10:33I tried.
10:40Will I remember any of this?
10:43I'm not the ghost of Chris's future. How would I know?
10:50I feel weird.
10:54She looks so peaceful.
11:25Can I ask you something?
11:27Sure.
11:33In all of the time that we spent together, was there anything you liked about me?
11:41Sure.
11:45Like what?
11:50You always sing for your flowers.
11:55It turned out to be sweet.
11:59You always sing for your flowers.
12:37Please do this.
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