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00:00:01Previously on Before the 90 Days.
00:00:04Can we just be done with the country of Morocco?
00:00:07Don't be mad, but I may have been texting...
00:00:14Mohamed.
00:00:16Mohamed told me to text him a place that we could meet,
00:00:19and I think if I don't see him, I'm always gonna regret it.
00:00:25I talked to that girl, and she said that
00:00:27you guys actually had hooked up a month ago,
00:00:31and that we are going to San Pedro at the end of the month with her.
00:00:35Call me every day. You want my location?
00:00:37I don't have nothing to hide.
00:00:38I'm gonna take your word for it.
00:00:41I really hope he's telling me the truth,
00:00:43because I can't be with somebody
00:00:46who has been cheating on me this whole time.
00:00:48He hasn't even said I love you yet.
00:00:51It's making me feel pretty insecure.
00:01:01They want babies.
00:01:03I'm just not ready to make the decision yet.
00:01:13Is it safe to come in?
00:01:15Yes!
00:01:16Oh, my God!
00:01:18Laura told me Michael didn't want me
00:01:22between their relationship.
00:01:24I took it as a move,
00:01:27and now I think Michael is coming to break us up.
00:01:31I enjoy pretty much violence.
00:01:34Do you like it?
00:01:36I like it.
00:01:37Violence.
00:01:40I want to get questions answered.
00:01:42I don't even think he can drive a boat anymore
00:01:44because of the work incident.
00:01:46Josh took a boat his company was selling
00:01:49and ended up crashing the boat into rocks,
00:01:52and he has a final warning at work.
00:01:54And on top of that,
00:01:56he lied to me about living with Nat.
00:01:58So are you jealous of me on our relationship?
00:02:00I think that she has a financial hold on you
00:02:03that's making you feel some sort of...
00:02:05No, no, no, no, no, no, no, no.
00:02:06That offends me.
00:02:10Are you promising me
00:02:11that you will not go back to practicing same sex?
00:02:14Daniel, I plan on marrying you
00:02:16for the rest of my life.
00:02:17I don't think I will continue
00:02:18with this relationship
00:02:19until my uncle comes.
00:02:21I'm terrified that his uncle
00:02:23will never forgive me,
00:02:25and this relationship will be over.
00:02:34I am sinking deeper
00:02:38Inches from hitting rock bottom
00:02:42I don't need no answers
00:02:46Baby, I've already got them
00:02:53Oh, my God.
00:02:55This place is a f***ing disaster.
00:02:58Like, I'm not used to living
00:02:59with two men in, like, a frat house.
00:03:02Like, gross!
00:03:04I need you to hold me
00:03:09Like, I woke up this morning,
00:03:11like, Joshua's, like, he was gone,
00:03:12and I asked him where he was,
00:03:14and Joshua said,
00:03:15I'll be back soon, like, XX.
00:03:16And I was like,
00:03:17oh, enjoy Nat's.
00:03:19And he, like, hearted the message,
00:03:20so I'm like,
00:03:21what the f*** does that mean?
00:03:22Just hold me
00:03:25Last night, and I went out
00:03:27with Josh and his friends,
00:03:28and it went okay.
00:03:30I might have said some things
00:03:31that hurt Joshua,
00:03:32but there's something definitely off
00:03:34with his friendship with Nat.
00:03:37I mean, he has been living with Nat
00:03:40rent-free.
00:03:41That's her financially supporting him,
00:03:44and that's super f***ing weird to me.
00:03:47So, after finding out
00:03:49what I found out about Nat,
00:03:51my mind is just in so many directions,
00:03:54and I'm freaking out.
00:03:56Like, where is he?
00:03:57What is he doing?
00:03:58And I have no idea what to think.
00:04:01It's, like, such high highs
00:04:03and, like, such low lows.
00:04:04I just, I'm like,
00:04:05this f***ing place is a f***ing disaster.
00:04:08I feel like I'm living
00:04:09in a f***ing frat house.
00:04:10Like, I'm going crazy.
00:04:12Like, I'm going,
00:04:13I don't know what the f***
00:04:14is going on with him.
00:04:16Just, like,
00:04:17I just feel overwhelmed,
00:04:19and, like, I want to go home.
00:04:25I just feel alone.
00:04:29I don't know.
00:04:30I woke up and he was gone.
00:04:33And it made me feel like,
00:04:34was he at Nat's place?
00:04:36Like, where is he?
00:04:38And, like, and I just...
00:04:48What just happened?
00:04:50He left.
00:04:51He saw me crying and left.
00:04:55He left.
00:05:00He saw me crying and left.
00:05:02Why didn't you just leave?
00:05:05You're upset.
00:05:06So you don't care that I'm upset?
00:05:09You don't feel upset.
00:05:11So you just walk away from me?
00:05:14Sorry, everybody needed to help me.
00:05:17What are you upset about?
00:05:23I don't know what the f***
00:05:24is going on right now.
00:05:28I ran off to do a few things
00:05:30while you're asleep.
00:05:34I've got work to run around for.
00:05:37Like, I've got to do jobs
00:05:38while I look after you.
00:05:39If you're asleep and you're in bed,
00:05:40perfect.
00:05:41Sleep in.
00:05:42This is the best time
00:05:43to get work done.
00:05:47This wasn't about a job.
00:05:48What was it about then?
00:06:15I walk in the door
00:06:16and I see Elise crying.
00:06:17And I sort of panicked
00:06:18and just thought, you know,
00:06:20I need to give her
00:06:20a bit more space.
00:06:24I know how fiery she gets
00:06:26and maybe I didn't want
00:06:27a water bottle thrown at my head.
00:06:29I think I should have just told Elise
00:06:31that, you know,
00:06:32I had to work.
00:06:33But she texted me that comment
00:06:34about Nat
00:06:34and it pissed me off.
00:06:36So I guess I was just
00:06:37being a smart-ass back.
00:06:42Were you at Nat's today?
00:06:46I wasn't at Nat's today, no.
00:06:47I had work to do.
00:06:49They want me to drive a boat
00:06:51that I sold
00:06:53from our marina
00:06:54to get lifted up,
00:06:55put on a truck
00:06:56and sent to Perth,
00:06:57which is the other side
00:06:58of the country.
00:07:00They want me to do it
00:07:02in a few days.
00:07:03I've told them I can't.
00:07:05But I had to at least
00:07:06shut the keys off.
00:07:09Okay?
00:07:11Yes.
00:07:17I am falling for Josh
00:07:22and I want this to work.
00:07:24Look, let's go to the beach.
00:07:27It's a beautiful day.
00:07:29We can forget about this.
00:07:32Okay.
00:07:36Fair enough.
00:07:38But he's given me reasons
00:07:40not to trust him
00:07:41because he's lied to me
00:07:42about living with Nat.
00:07:44And I'm so worried
00:07:45about what else
00:07:46I'm going to find out.
00:07:47I'm going to find out.
00:08:05All right.
00:08:15All right.
00:08:16will you speak first yes i have to speak first i have to talk to him he's my uncle
00:08:21so i will explain everything to him daniel what's going to happen if he doesn't forgive us
00:08:28i don't know i can't tell let's go there first
00:08:34i'm still upset about lisa telling lies and sleeping with a fellow woman but everyone is
00:08:40a sinner and everyone can ask for forgiveness i'm really really really really nervous
00:08:48you're not even nervous more than i am you're not i love lisa and she promised not to do it
00:08:56anymore so despite all her mistakes i still want to marry her
00:09:09but right now i feel like running away from where i'm sitting
00:09:15my uncle asked her about this business and she told my uncle that it was a mistake
00:09:20she lied to him i don't know how to look on his face and talk to him because i've disgraced
00:09:26myself
00:09:47i remember you told me that when things are going wrong that we should inform you
00:09:58um before you approved our marriage there are some things she told me which i told you that she
00:10:06was divorced two times but after all the blessings she told me that she have gotten married five times
00:10:16and uh she has not been divorced legally
00:10:37so this is what she told me and she also told me that from 21 years now that she has
00:10:43been in a relationship
00:10:46with several women
00:10:50may i please explain uncle oh wait you told me that uh you have stopped everything
00:10:59i have about uh lesbianism i have i have but why am i hearing this one now where is the
00:11:07honesty
00:11:08up to 20 something years with your fellow woman this is an abomination
00:11:17no no no when i came to you and i told you i have stopped i have stopped i just
00:11:25didn't tell you how
00:11:26many times or what it was in my past it's my past sir my culture is very different in america
00:11:32i can't help what my past is like i can't change my back sir i am willing to do whatever
00:11:39it takes
00:11:40to be with daniel i can't believe you it's the truth you are just telling me lies our abomination
00:11:53i did i did it what will the girls of our land say
00:12:00because of this because of this your problem the marriage will be over
00:12:19i feel angry about jisha i gave her my approval give them my blessings but now she deceives me
00:12:33why is she crying in spite of the offense she has committed do you see crying
00:12:42when she cries that make me more angry i feel she is a pretending just to get sympathy from me
00:12:51that's
00:12:52another another offense i forgave her the first time but now i have withdrawn my approval and my blessing
00:13:05i have a gift for you you have a gift for me your book oh that's so sweet of you
00:13:12i'm here too you
00:13:14know your boyfriend i'm gonna get to know him and when i realize his motive i'll be the that stops
00:13:21it
00:13:25i don't know how this meeting is gonna go i mean i have my engagement ring that muhammad gave to
00:13:32me
00:13:33last year when he proposed putting this ring back on is actually bringing up old feelings it actually
00:13:39feels nice to have it on i just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid
00:14:06like i like this movie or violence
00:14:26so who came all the way
00:14:31yeah i thought i'd check in on laura see how she's doing yeah she's good she's happy
00:14:38she's happy okay good i'm glad to hear that yeah
00:14:53i have a gift for you you have a gift for me i actually have two gifts for you oh
00:14:57that's so sweet
00:14:58would you like me to get them i would love that thank you that's a surprise
00:15:05i remember you want me to pick up something for you i did in fact want you to pick up
00:15:09something
00:15:09for me so one your book oh the second you fell in love with these the first time so here's
00:15:18another
00:15:18the packing cubes that i love that you got me thank you that's so sweet of you you're so thoughtful
00:15:28yes yes i am thank you you're teaching me the uh gift giving language i love that thank you
00:15:38i'm here too you know your boyfriend
00:15:41like he just brought me a gift i thought yeah i love that gift me too
00:15:52michael just arrived in turkey and it just feels really freaking awkward
00:15:59i feel like beer con's being ridiculously cold to michael and really it's so intentional and
00:16:07completely unnecessary grow up okay so laura how's your day today how's life yeah it's been pretty
00:16:16good i feel like i'm like in vacation mode you're in vacation mode yeah it's a lot later nights than
00:16:24i'm used to that's a huge contrast to what i my normal day-to-day life is and i try
00:16:30to decide
00:16:30if it's a compatibility thing well i mean if your car were to come to the states you're probably more
00:16:36on your schedule then he'd follow more in line with you because ev is only a point of contact so
00:16:41maybe i mean he doesn't your friend has a point
00:16:49thank you did you enjoy turkey so far uh well in the short amount of time i've been here i
00:16:57have
00:16:57experienced a cab driver weave through humans hey yeah welcome turkey exactly
00:17:12so if you want i can show you around this is my country this is my city and you're the
00:17:20friend
00:17:21my love so i can make that well i appreciate that this is at least i can do yeah
00:17:34i had to be a jerk at the beginning you know because he has to know the boundaries
00:17:41i play this game a lot and this is my strategy i have to get information first
00:17:48i'm gonna get to know him and when i realize his motive i'll be the that stops it
00:17:58after you people thank you
00:18:22how much longer is the drive there just 10 minutes oh only 10 minutes yeah okay
00:18:31i'm nervous
00:18:43it's kind of crazy that i'm back because i wasn't expecting to see muhammad
00:18:49ever again after he broke up with me
00:18:54this is a really weird turn of events i came here to make a relationship work with zied and build
00:19:00a
00:19:01future with him so to be going to casablanca right now to see muhammad it's it's kind of surreal
00:19:09i think i remember driving on this way to go to the mosque so this is starting to feel familiar
00:19:18i don't know it's like a weird feeling and like i know muhammad is close by so i'm getting like
00:19:24nervous like butterflies especially because i have my engagement ring that muhammad
00:19:33gave to me last year when he proposed i'm not sure what i'm gonna do with it
00:19:39or what the plan is with that ring but i do have it with me
00:19:46i know it's a little crazy that i brought the ring with me to morocco there was a part of
00:19:53me deep
00:19:54down that thought maybe somewhere along this trip maybe i would see muhammad and maybe i would have
00:19:59the opportunity to give it back to him or get some closure but putting this ring back on is actually
00:20:07i don't know it's actually bringing up some old feelings and it actually feels nice to have it on
00:20:16i don't know how this meeting is gonna go i don't know if it's gonna go good if it's gonna
00:20:22go bad
00:20:23if he's gonna be nice to me but i think him just being willing to come and see me for
00:20:30lunch or coffee
00:20:31or whatever is a sign that he would be open to potentially starting a relationship again
00:20:45oh we're here oh my goodness okay thank you so much oh my gosh
00:21:00hello hello hi i'm looking for a table for two yes here we come
00:21:07this one yeah perfect thank you so much
00:21:14my heart's racing
00:21:17i'm like feeling shaky
00:21:20shaky like shaky good way or bad way shaky i'm just like feeling overwhelmed because
00:21:26all of the memories from my last trip are now replaying in my head
00:21:31so i just feel like there's a lot of things that were left unsaid and i really don't know what
00:21:38to
00:21:38expect
00:21:54what do you want to drink please um i think i'm going to wait to order until he shows up
00:21:58yeah i'll just wait thank you
00:22:04i'm kind of getting nervous now
00:22:20oh
00:22:23oh wait that guy looks just like that looks just like him
00:22:31no
00:22:38excuse me hi um could i actually order a cappuccino please yes thank you
00:22:51oh it says that muhammad's online he's read all my messages and he's online
00:23:00oh thank you so much that looks delicious thank you
00:23:05i'll work with him i'm gonna call him i think
00:23:23okay
00:23:33Well, he's not answering.
00:23:37Okay, it said no answer.
00:23:40Okay.
00:23:55I'm starting to get annoyed now.
00:24:08Are you kidding me?
00:24:13A fiancé?
00:24:15He said he has a fiancé.
00:24:22Go under me.
00:24:25Stig and I had a rough few days
00:24:27dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:24:30Life is gonna be tough,
00:24:32being the wife or girlfriend of you.
00:24:36I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past.
00:24:39It's got me scared.
00:24:43Babe, I want you to know...
00:25:00Smile for the camera.
00:25:03Oh, look at this.
00:25:05Go under me.
00:25:08Is she walking through this?
00:25:09It's got wine, it's got wine, it's got wine, it's got wine.
00:25:13It's got wine, it's got wine.
00:25:33Oh, my little mermaid.
00:25:43It's so pretty.
00:25:44It was pretty.
00:25:46I'm glad that we finally are able to spend alone time
00:25:50because it feels like a breath of fresh air
00:25:53after all the tough stuff we went through
00:25:55and everybody getting, like, literally.
00:25:57Literally, like, the moment you said that,
00:25:59the wind just came rushing in.
00:26:01It's a sign.
00:26:03Stig and I had a rough few days
00:26:05dealing with all these rumors about him.
00:26:08It was really hard and embarrassing
00:26:10for me to have to hear about all that stuff.
00:26:12But when it comes down to it,
00:26:14I do believe that Stig has been faithful.
00:26:17And we can finally relax now
00:26:19because Aunt Spring left this morning.
00:26:22Know that we all have your back
00:26:24and we want the best for you.
00:26:25We love you.
00:26:26I know.
00:26:26And I love you, too.
00:26:27And I appreciate you being here,
00:26:29trying to help me out.
00:26:31All right.
00:26:33Have a safe flight.
00:26:34Be careful.
00:26:35All right, all right.
00:26:36Don't be stupid out here.
00:26:38Okay, okay, okay, okay.
00:26:39All right, all right.
00:26:44I'm glad you were able to stick it out
00:26:47through Aunt Spring.
00:26:48I know she's a lot.
00:26:49It's okay.
00:26:50I'm just happy that things are on the up.
00:26:53Me too.
00:26:54Mm-hmm.
00:26:55Life is gonna be tough
00:26:57being the wife or girlfriend of you
00:27:01because you, you know, you have some fame.
00:27:06But I'm willing to do that for you.
00:27:08So I enjoy our time together.
00:27:10I enjoy you, your soul, and everything.
00:27:14So I feel like when I first met you
00:27:18at the airport all over again.
00:27:19I know we're both nervous.
00:27:20And all giggly.
00:27:22Yeah.
00:27:24That's the moment I realize,
00:27:26yeah, this is real.
00:27:27Mm-hmm.
00:27:30Babe, I want you to know
00:27:33that I'm grateful to have you here in Belize.
00:27:36That you took time out,
00:27:38come all the way to my country to meet me.
00:27:41Mm-hmm.
00:27:41I'm grateful that
00:27:43you're staying by my side through everything.
00:27:45And every day was something new,
00:27:46good and bad.
00:27:47Literally.
00:27:48And all through those moments,
00:27:49like, I just keep, I kept on
00:27:51falling for you and falling for you.
00:27:54Right?
00:27:58So if I want you to know that I love you,
00:28:07I feel like I fell in love on the show.
00:28:09Like, for real, for real.
00:28:11I love you, too.
00:28:13Hello?
00:28:15Mm-hmm.
00:28:16Sure?
00:28:17Mm-hmm.
00:28:18Look at you.
00:28:20Aw.
00:28:21Aw.
00:28:22Aw.
00:28:23Aw.
00:28:24Aw.
00:28:25Aw.
00:28:25Aw.
00:28:25Aw.
00:28:26I said it, the big day.
00:28:27I said I love you the first time.
00:28:29Del Vivo.
00:28:32Ooh.
00:28:35And she said it back, which is good.
00:28:38That's a good thing.
00:28:40And over the past couple of days,
00:28:43everything that we went through got me scared.
00:28:46I may not have handled myself perfectly in the past,
00:28:49but I know for sure I don't want to lose the Vivo.
00:28:52That would break my heart.
00:28:55I was waiting for the right moment.
00:28:56I didn't want you to feel like I don't.
00:28:58I know you were probably questioning it in your mind.
00:29:00I was.
00:29:02What'd I do?
00:29:03Hmm.
00:29:03And I've definitely been waiting for you to say it.
00:29:08Saying I love you means a lot.
00:29:09It's a big, crucial moment in a relationship.
00:29:12And it's special to me.
00:29:16But at the same time, I have only a few more days left in Belize.
00:29:19So I am hoping that him saying I love you means we are closer to a proposal
00:29:26because I want to be engaged before the end of the trip.
00:29:29And I hope that's what he wants, too.
00:29:37I love you.
00:29:39I love you, too.
00:29:51I love you, too.
00:30:16I'm not going to have to leave.
00:30:26Is there sharks in the water?
00:30:28Could be.
00:30:29They're very, could be, but we're going to be safe.
00:30:30They're way, way out.
00:30:32Okay.
00:30:32They don't like Americans.
00:30:34Perfect.
00:30:35I decided to book a surfing lesson for Elise and I today
00:30:38because it's Bondi.
00:30:40It's Australia.
00:30:41It's surfing.
00:30:41That's what we're known for.
00:30:44I feel like this is so ugly.
00:30:46Yeah.
00:30:47It's not the best.
00:30:50I think it'll be a good reset for us, too.
00:30:53You know, get in the water, do something active, you know,
00:30:55taking our mind off, you know, last night and Nat and me living with her
00:30:59and Elise freaking out this morning.
00:31:02Let's just all wash it away in the waves, you know?
00:31:05I don't think I'm going to do well, but...
00:31:07That doesn't matter.
00:31:08As long as you're having fun.
00:31:14Oh, my God.
00:31:20Let's go, baby.
00:31:22Josh looks like it's actually surfing.
00:31:24Catching all the waves.
00:31:26And here I look like a hot mess.
00:31:33Oh, my God.
00:31:37Oh, my God.
00:31:43Have you ever taken a girl surfing?
00:31:45No, I've never taken a girl surfing, so that's a first.
00:31:55Surf cherry popped.
00:31:57Mm-hmm.
00:31:57Red for cherry popping.
00:32:14You won't try any fish?
00:32:16No.
00:32:16Okay.
00:32:17I told you I don't like fish, and you brought me in a fish, please.
00:32:21What's chicken snitch show?
00:32:22Chicken snitty.
00:32:24Oh, I should get that.
00:32:25Chicken snitch show.
00:32:26Chicken burger as well?
00:32:27We have one of each.
00:32:28We'll try.
00:32:28Okay.
00:32:33Can we get tomato and aioli, please?
00:32:35Like ketchup?
00:32:36Yeah.
00:32:37Oh, that's what you call?
00:32:38That's tomato, yeah.
00:32:39Wait, so you call tomato as ketchup?
00:32:42Yes, tomato as ketchup.
00:32:44What?
00:32:46So, besides what happened this morning, today's been a really good day.
00:32:51Yeah.
00:32:53And I'm happy he's taking me out with something chill, something fun.
00:32:56This is, like, what I want my Saturday nights to be like.
00:33:00Wow.
00:33:01Wow.
00:33:01How do you even fight into this?
00:33:02You're going to have a big mouth.
00:33:04I have a small mouth.
00:33:05No.
00:33:06I...
00:33:07I...
00:33:07I know.
00:33:08I swear.
00:33:09I do.
00:33:09Yes.
00:33:10You need to go like this.
00:33:15There's a small mouth.
00:33:17I have a big mouth.
00:33:17Hold it.
00:33:18It's boring.
00:33:21Oh, just wait!
00:33:30Oh, I am a mess.
00:33:33What do you think? Good?
00:33:34I think it was great. The biggest sandwich I've ever had.
00:33:43What's on your mind?
00:33:47I wish you could stay longer.
00:33:50Longer?
00:33:50Mm-hmm.
00:33:51I've still got another, what, eight days?
00:33:53I already don't want you to leave.
00:33:54I don't want to leave either.
00:33:56I'm good, I'm glad.
00:33:58What's on your mind?
00:34:01Well, I mean, I...
00:34:04I believe that you have an amazing heart.
00:34:08It just worries me that I feel like your life's unstable.
00:34:13Like, there's so many question marks.
00:34:15Like, where are you going to live?
00:34:17The job situation.
00:34:18Like, everything. It just scares me.
00:34:23Like, this year's been...
00:34:25It's a year to forget for me, you know?
00:34:28My son leaving, you know, moving up far away from me.
00:34:33That did rattle me, and I sort of had him to look after,
00:34:37like, a lot more than I do now.
00:34:40Yeah, you almost felt like a part of you probably was missing, so, like...
00:34:43Yeah, and, like, I just took...
00:34:47Went around, went about it probably in a rebellious way.
00:34:53I love being a dad.
00:34:54But recently, my son and his mother and their family
00:34:58moved about an hour and a half away by plane.
00:35:01It was for a better family life for them.
00:35:04But I took it pretty hard.
00:35:06I started to spiral a bit and going out a lot
00:35:09to take my mind off things.
00:35:11But I know I need to make a change and calm down,
00:35:14and I've been working on myself.
00:35:15So, at least there's nothing to worry about.
00:35:18I've been in your position.
00:35:21I went on a wild streak, too.
00:35:24And I think I needed that to realize what I want
00:35:28and what I'm looking for, and, like, I needed to settle down.
00:35:32But what I'm really trying to get at,
00:35:37I've been taken advantage of in my past.
00:35:42Good luck.
00:35:44This is so bad.
00:35:45Can we finish this conversation in the car?
00:35:47Yeah, I think...
00:35:48It's like...
00:35:48Yeah, happily.
00:35:52Oof.
00:35:55Wow, turn on the car.
00:35:56I'm so cold.
00:35:58I feel like we're finally, like, having a good conversation.
00:36:01I want to finish it before we do anything else.
00:36:05Yeah.
00:36:06Yeah.
00:36:07I have...
00:36:08My family has went through the ringers with my ex
00:36:12and, like, how my ex financially abused me and my family.
00:36:17Yeah.
00:36:18And it's like, these question marks make me feel like it's super unstable,
00:36:21and it's like...
00:36:23Like, what's going to happen?
00:36:25Like, I don't know.
00:36:26You got that final warning at work,
00:36:29and it's like, you, like, lied to me that you...
00:36:31About living at Nat's and the...
00:36:33Yeah, so what?
00:36:34But, like, what am I...
00:36:35Like, you think I'm leeching?
00:36:37Nat's helping you out,
00:36:39and I've been used in the past with money.
00:36:41Like, I don't know if you're going to be using me for money.
00:36:44Well, why would I when I'm using that?
00:36:50It seems like you're getting so defensive with just, like...
00:36:53I'm just sick of the peppering and peppering, peppering.
00:36:55Like, you're flogging the same hole.
00:36:56It's like...
00:36:57Because when I get a f***ing warning like that,
00:36:59when you send me...
00:37:00It happened, but now it's...
00:37:01I still have a job.
00:37:02Okay, but it makes me worried that you could be using me.
00:37:06Well, how would I use you?
00:37:07I don't know if you don't have a job.
00:37:09What have I made you pay for when you've been here?
00:37:12It doesn't matter.
00:37:13I'm just...
00:37:14Okay.
00:37:14Well, that's f***ing stupid.
00:37:17And if you think that, then...
00:37:19I would not expect anything less than you wanting to go.
00:37:23So, please, please let me know.
00:37:26Because I'm not playing that f*** again.
00:37:33Now, see, there are three.
00:37:35I don't know if you're going to be a man.
00:37:36I don't know if you're going to be a man.
00:37:39I don't know if you're going to be a man.
00:37:40I don't know if you're going to be a man.
00:37:43I don't know if I'm a guy who's a man.
00:37:46I don't know if you're going to be a man.
00:37:48I can be a man.
00:37:49And I'm just saying.
00:37:59There we go.
00:38:20What's wrong?
00:38:21There's some wood dust just fell into my eye after knocking.
00:38:34Did you sleep well?
00:38:37I'm fine. It was a little hot.
00:38:40I know. I know that. I'm sorry.
00:38:44I know.
00:38:45Waking up with Rick in the bunk bed seems like we are siblings.
00:38:51I don't know.
00:38:53We should take a shower and go join them.
00:38:56But I'm glad Rick agreed to stay in a different bed.
00:39:02He's showing that he does respect my father.
00:39:05And I like that.
00:39:10Oh, baby.
00:39:12So you're going to walk out like this.
00:39:14Make sure it's not going to fall.
00:39:16I know I see nothing. Look.
00:39:17I'm all covered up.
00:39:26Jesus.
00:39:27Baby, this water is cold.
00:39:29You can survive.
00:39:34Oh, baby.
00:39:40Village life is definitely not the life for me.
00:39:43And I think Trish's family is picking up on that.
00:39:48I'd like to think that they can also see that I'm trying.
00:40:05It's fine.
00:40:07It's cold, baby.
00:40:09I realize that they weren't too happy with my indecisiveness about whether I want kids or not.
00:40:17But I'm glad that they're still willing to keep on getting to know me.
00:40:22And I hope they can see I am a good partner for Trish.
00:40:38They're preparing something, like for the lunch.
00:40:42Take the leaves and that's...
00:40:45What kind of leaves are those things?
00:40:46It's cassava leaves.
00:40:48You remember when we ate somewhere on the street?
00:40:51We tried, then...
00:40:53Oh, no.
00:40:54Oh, the bitter ones?
00:40:56I don't know, baby.
00:41:00Oh, no.
00:41:02No, no.
00:41:04No, no, no.
00:41:06No, no.
00:41:07Who used to talk with me?
00:41:08Can you...
00:41:08Do you know how to...
00:41:12Yeah, you should have them.
00:41:14Oh, no.
00:41:15No, no.
00:41:16No, no.
00:41:16No, no.
00:41:17No, no.
00:41:19No, no.
00:41:19No, no.
00:41:20No, no.
00:41:20No, no.
00:41:21No, no.
00:41:21No, no.
00:41:22No, no.
00:41:23No, no, no.
00:41:23No, no, no.
00:41:23No, no.
00:41:25No, no.
00:41:27No, no, no.
00:41:28Finally, got one.
00:41:34It was like that.
00:41:36You know, you wanted to know that it was a tough pill.
00:41:43And they were always a tough pill.
00:41:47They would not know that it was something bad.
00:41:49But there was nothing bad.
00:41:50However, it was a tough pill.
00:41:50It was a tough pill.
00:41:51It was a tough pill.
00:41:52I don't know what it is like.
00:41:58I don't know.
00:41:59You don't know.
00:42:01I was going to work hard.
00:42:02I would imagine that I was able to do things without any decision.
00:42:09I was going to work hard.
00:42:13I was going to work hard.
00:42:21I didn't do anything.
00:42:23I didn't care.
00:42:24I was going to work hard for me to do this.
00:42:26I was going to work hard.
00:42:31Rewind will be found if you want to lose your physical experience,
00:42:38while you will not lose your faith.
00:42:41Your faith will always be found that you have no further experience.
00:42:46Your faith will never be found.
00:42:48Your faith will be found.
00:42:49My faith is the same as you will know what you are,
00:42:52your faith will be in your life.
00:42:54It is the same, but I love it.
00:42:58I love it and it is the same way.
00:43:04I am not ever going to have to.
00:43:06I have never seen the same way.
00:43:10I have to live in a long distance of this though.
00:43:18I am not sure who this is.
00:43:21I am not alone here at all.
00:43:30it scares me a lot because i don't know how to convince rick to have a baby
00:43:38even though he hurt me so much it's hard for me to lose rick he's a good man and i
00:43:45love him so much
00:43:47but i love my family also so if he doesn't want a child we have to break up and that
00:43:57will break my
00:43:58heart i don't want that
00:44:05laura i know plays pickleball in the evening she kayaks 30 miles with me you're considering
00:44:12yourself as best friends yeah so why didn't you fall in love with each other i don't have an answer
00:44:19for that yeah
00:44:29are you watching soccer no i used to watch tennis when i was younger but and then baseball but i
00:44:36don't
00:44:36watch any sport anymore i don't understand baseball it's more fun to me than soccer
00:44:52okay looks like we're here this is my hotel tell me right back okay okay
00:44:56all right huh yeah michael arrived earlier today and now he's got to go check into his hotel
00:45:06before we go and see more of the city i'm glad that beercon was willing to spend time with him
00:45:15okay i love keeping my enemies close
00:45:20i don't i don't believe in the
00:45:24but at the same time i feel like beercon's trying to act like he's some kind of tough guy
00:45:29and i don't like that because not only do i want beercon to end up liking michael but i need
00:45:35michael
00:45:36to approve of my relationship with beercon and beercon's making that really difficult right now
00:45:43i don't think he's giving you i think he's trying really hard to be nice to you so that
00:45:48you know we can all kind of get along i think he's worried understandably so that you're gonna make me
00:45:56choose look between you or him look i'm gonna give that guy a chance nothing more i appreciate that
00:46:04honestly okay
00:46:17this is cute and cozy really nice yep it is
00:46:34so
00:46:34so this morning
00:46:37i was acting like bastard to you and you didn't respond me that way you just tried to communicate
00:46:46and i'm sorry i appreciate that beercon and i want you to understand what is my intentions
00:46:55about this relationship and to get to know each other
00:47:00so i can tell everything about me because i i'm proud of the life i live
00:47:06how much have you told him what we've talked about
00:47:09i mean like the things that you and i talked about like the debt he and i have talked about
00:47:15it
00:47:15extensively well here con tell me more about your debt
00:47:22i had three places like this coffee is okay and corona hit i lost my places
00:47:32last four years everything just up
00:47:35i couldn't handle because i had no connections you couldn't find right job
00:47:39even after i sell everything i had i had 50k debt
00:47:47all right so this isn't gambling debt then yeah exactly
00:47:52gambling is only a way for me to make money
00:47:57i get that people think about gambling is
00:48:00it was like blindly giving money but i'm not an idiot and i know the system
00:48:10went to play went to the withdrawal and you say your system earns you money yeah
00:48:19i don't see gambling being a way of surviving a source of income it's it doesn't work and gambling
00:48:26is infinitely more accessible in the states than it is in turkey we have a casino 10 minutes up the
00:48:31road
00:48:32and all he needs is a car and he's off to uh to win i guess and i'm sure lauren
00:48:39would like help
00:48:39paying the rent rather than supporting him i don't want to speak ill of a man that she likes
00:48:47but i i can't see it i just i don't see it working so i'd like to ask another question
00:48:54i'm just kind of curious laura you get up at 4 a.m and you're calling you going to bed
00:48:58at
00:48:594 a.m how is this going to work yeah laura i know loves to work out at 4 a
00:49:05.m and has done
00:49:05wonders for her she plays pickleball in the evening she kayaks 30 miles with me well you guys have your
00:49:13system there uh i will try to involve every part of her life the recommendation is that you marry your
00:49:23best friend usually your best friend is someone that you spend time with all the time you have
00:49:27the same interests you you want to be with each other right okay i'm gonna ask just one question
00:49:37you're considering yourself as best friends yeah so why didn't you fall in love with each other
00:49:50why don't you fall in love with each other
00:49:55i don't have an answer for that
00:49:59yeah
00:50:06i don't even know how to respond because there's more to my romantic history with michael
00:50:14than what i've told beercon so two people no answers but you should know that i will fight
00:50:27and nothing can over this relationship you should know that
00:50:36i'm so hungry
00:50:39you have a pregnancy cravings maybe i haven't gotten my period yet
00:50:46how would you feel if i was
00:50:50uncle please please sir i love her with all my hats
00:50:57what's in the program what's your weekend i'm lying and we know the consequences
00:51:06uh
00:51:20it's not a long ride
00:51:23It's okay, I'm staying with you.
00:51:25All right.
00:51:41I'm here, guys.
00:51:44We only have a few days left, sadly,
00:51:47but we deserve an actual nice getaway.
00:51:51Welcome to Cassia Hill.
00:51:52My name is Marisol.
00:51:53Nice to meet you, Marisol.
00:51:54I'm hoping that the rest of the trip
00:51:57is not like the first half or more than half.
00:52:00So I've arranged a beautiful romantic getaway in San Ignacio.
00:52:06So pretty.
00:52:08Love all the trees.
00:52:10San Ignacio, the west side is amazing.
00:52:13The scenery is beautiful.
00:52:15It's like a jungle.
00:52:16Don't get me wrong, I love the beach,
00:52:18but this is really pretty, too.
00:52:20I'm in love with her,
00:52:22and I'm excited about the future.
00:52:26Wow.
00:52:28Here you go.
00:52:30Yes.
00:52:31Aw.
00:52:32Flowers.
00:52:33So romantic.
00:52:37I assume you suck.
00:52:38Anything for you.
00:52:41Okay, bam.
00:52:42Next one.
00:52:42Now.
00:52:43Ready?
00:52:44Yes.
00:52:44Bigger, we're coming out of school.
00:52:45Come on to the racha-ta-ta-ta.
00:52:53Belize is very diverse.
00:52:55It's a melting pot.
00:52:56So since we're in San Ignacio, I want to take Aviva to one of these small little villages
00:53:01to see the Mayan culture.
00:53:03I'm not Maya, right, but as a Belizean, we are very, very proud of the rich Mayan history in this
00:53:09town.
00:53:09So, I signed me and Aviva up for a cooking class, making some Mayan food.
00:53:15Hi, good afternoon.
00:53:17Welcome to our kitchen.
00:53:18Nice to meet you.
00:53:21So, we are here in the Mayan kitchen, and over here we have the corn.
00:53:25The corn is the main staple for the Mayas.
00:53:30There was no wheat.
00:53:31There was only corn.
00:53:32And this stone here, it's been used for over 500 years for grinding the corn, okay?
00:53:38We press it, and then it breaks.
00:53:43So, that is how we start making masa.
00:53:47You can come over.
00:53:51I miss you, babe.
00:53:57Okay.
00:53:58Okay.
00:54:02Yes, exactly.
00:54:03I'll let you to grind the corn here, and I'll go get the other things that we need for the
00:54:09meal, okay?
00:54:09Okay.
00:54:10Enjoy.
00:54:12You want to try?
00:54:14I'll try with you.
00:54:15Come here.
00:54:16Teamwork makes the dream work.
00:54:18Ah, you're going to try.
00:54:19Oh, I'm sorry.
00:54:21Come on, mom.
00:54:22You're my little chef.
00:54:30This is kind of turning me on.
00:54:34Oh, babe.
00:54:36Oh.
00:54:38Babe, I think it's done.
00:54:39Okay, I think it's done.
00:54:40Yeah.
00:54:41Oh.
00:54:45Come on, come on.
00:54:47I did not know.
00:54:49Rolling some corn tortillas could be sexy.
00:54:52Yeah, yeah.
00:54:53My girl in front of me rolling the little corn, making tortillas, and I'm moving right on.
00:54:59Right, when it's done.
00:55:01You know?
00:55:02What?
00:55:03Okay, so we have the dough here.
00:55:05As I press, I turn it, and this is where we will be making our tortillas.
00:55:10This is a clay comal.
00:55:12Perfect.
00:55:14All right.
00:55:15Let me know how it tastes.
00:55:19Mmm.
00:55:20It's good.
00:55:22It's good.
00:55:22Okay, over here, we have the roasted chicken.
00:55:25Oh, my gosh.
00:55:26That looks so good.
00:55:30Babe, this is great.
00:55:33Mm-hmm.
00:55:34I never tried this.
00:55:36You never tried it?
00:55:37Nope.
00:55:38But the meat, you tried the meat?
00:55:40You could taste the smoke from the fire.
00:55:41From the fire, yeah.
00:55:42Yeah.
00:55:43It was super fun.
00:55:44I am.
00:55:45You think you could do this by yourself?
00:55:47Without help?
00:55:48Yeah.
00:55:49You remember all the steps?
00:55:50Mm-hmm.
00:55:52I'm so hungry.
00:55:54Mm-hmm.
00:55:54You have pregnancy clear, Vince?
00:56:00Maybe.
00:56:02It's possible.
00:56:08Babe, when is your period due?
00:56:15I'm not really sure, because it's super irregular.
00:56:18But it's usually around this time.
00:56:22Even though we started using protection since we left San Pedro, we had plenty of sex without
00:56:28a condom the first few days I got here.
00:56:31And I haven't gotten my period yet.
00:56:34It is scary thinking I could be pregnant, but it is what I was hoping for, and it's what
00:56:39we discussed before I got here.
00:56:41So, maybe it's a good thing.
00:56:43Do you want to take a test?
00:56:47I think we should.
00:56:49Because I don't want you to just go back and be like, hey, I'm pregnant.
00:56:53Mm-hmm.
00:56:53Like, I would at least want to know.
00:56:56How would you feel if I was?
00:57:00Honestly, I'm excited.
00:57:04For real, if you were pregnant.
00:57:05Would you be excited?
00:57:05Yes, I would.
00:57:07Really?
00:57:07What happened?
00:57:08You wanted to use condoms, and now you'd be excited.
00:57:11You changed your mind?
00:57:12Again?
00:57:14Honestly, thinking about everything.
00:57:16I want a future, too.
00:57:18We're thinking about the future.
00:57:19Mm-hmm.
00:57:21I'd be happy, and I know we could figure it out.
00:57:25So, should we pick up a test on the way back to the room?
00:57:29Maybe we should, yes.
00:57:30Ah!
00:57:31I know, right?
00:57:32I'm nervous.
00:57:37I mean, it could change our entire lives.
00:57:42There's a chance that I could actually be pregnant, so we definitely have a lot to figure out.
00:57:49It is a big risk that we took, but I do take it very, very serious.
00:57:54Yeah.
00:58:08He said, leave me alone.
00:58:09I don't want to see you anymore.
00:58:10I have a fiance.
00:58:12What the f**k?
00:58:12I don't want to see you anymore.
00:58:41I don't want to see you anymore.
00:58:42to see me, asked if I was there.
00:58:47He said, I don't want to hear from you anymore.
00:58:51I'm so done.
00:58:53I'm done.
00:58:57I'm done.
00:58:59Everything about this trip has been .
00:59:05Like, it's just a waste of my time.
00:59:06He made me come all the way down here.
00:59:08He invited me to Casablanca
00:59:10just to tell me he has a fiancée?
00:59:13Like, what the ?
00:59:14Then why did you make me come here?
00:59:24I'm just so done with these pieces of , man.
00:59:26And I just, I deserve better than that.
00:59:28Like, how dare is he dump me
00:59:30and leave me alone in the desert,
00:59:32Mohammed standing me up.
00:59:34Like, I'm just so over it.
00:59:35Such a waste of my money,
00:59:37such a waste of everything.
00:59:38Mohammed can go himself.
00:59:40And like, how does Mohammed get engaged?
00:59:45I'm still single, but Mohammed is engaged.
00:59:48In what world?
00:59:50Literally in what world?
00:59:52I wish his fiancée luck,
00:59:54because I know she's probably going bankrupt
00:59:56with all the money she's sending him,
00:59:58everything she's doing to support him,
01:00:00all the gifts for him and his family,
01:00:02because that's exactly what happened to me.
01:00:03So I honestly wish her luck and him.
01:00:06him, the Ed, Mohammed, both of them.
01:00:11I was not meant to find love here.
01:00:30I know someone's going to meet me,
01:00:32and someone's going to love me,
01:00:33and someone's going to appreciate everything that I do,
01:00:36and the person that I am.
01:00:39I just want to go home now.
01:00:45this ring,
01:00:46and everything that it represented.
01:00:52Because I don't need it anymore.
01:00:54And I will find love somewhere else.
01:00:58I'm done.
01:01:19So, give us the tea, what's going on?
01:01:23I've caught him in a few lies.
01:01:25He's actually living with this girl, rent free.
01:01:29I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:01:31I think you should slow your roll, and judge laughs.
01:01:35She said that she'd be scared
01:01:36that I might take advantage of her
01:01:38like she's been taking advantage of her passing.
01:01:40But it's just emasculating, like,
01:01:41it just pisses me off.
01:01:43You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker, or...?
01:01:55If something wasn't right,
01:01:57it's gone when you got caught
01:01:59waiting on the other line.
01:02:03Oh!
01:02:05Joshy.
01:02:06Hi, brother.
01:02:07How are you?
01:02:07Good.
01:02:08What's going on?
01:02:09What's happening?
01:02:10You could've just done time for a terrible workout.
01:02:18Where's Elise?
01:02:20Ah, yeah, she's back in the apartment.
01:02:21What?
01:02:22Cranky?
01:02:23It's been a bit of a quiet day, do you know?
01:02:29It is such a mess in here.
01:02:34Where's Josh?
01:02:35I don't know.
01:02:36I think he might be working out with Chris.
01:02:40It was last night a little rough?
01:02:41Yeah.
01:02:42We slept in different rooms,
01:02:44didn't have sex, didn't speak.
01:02:49I'm just going to take a little breather here
01:02:50and try and clear my head.
01:02:55Last night, I wanted to explain to Joshua about me getting used in my past and, like, just
01:03:01wanting to open up and gauge where he is financially, but he just got, like, really defensive, and we
01:03:06didn't really get anywhere productive in the conversation.
01:03:09I could tell that he was pretty offended, but I don't know him a hundred percent, so it gives me
01:03:16a right to ask questions and make sure that he doesn't use people for money.
01:03:26I'm looking for stability, and right now his life is completely unstable, and that scares me to death because I've
01:03:34been here before.
01:03:37When I was 19, I met the love of my life.
01:03:41He was, like, really funny and smart and athletic and charming.
01:03:48He genuinely treated me like a queen.
01:03:51I loved him so much.
01:03:54Sometimes I was a bitch, but, like, I've always loved him.
01:03:58I moved to Florida with him.
01:04:00We got engaged, and I was, like, so excited about my future and, like, getting married and having kids.
01:04:07And, um, one morning I woke up, and my life was completely shattered, like, completely shattered, and he was gone.
01:04:17He passed away from struggles that I had no idea about, and it broke me, and it was so scary
01:04:30and hard at such a young age.
01:04:31And I had just got to Florida, and I had just got engaged, and I thought, like, my forever was
01:04:37gone, you know?
01:04:41And it made me not be able to trust anyone ever again.
01:04:46And now with Josh, between the lies and the instability, it's just super scary.
01:04:59Hi, Pumpkin.
01:05:00Hi, Dad.
01:05:01Hi, Mom.
01:05:03I miss you guys.
01:05:04You're my little kangaroo.
01:05:06Yeah.
01:05:06Hi, Drew.
01:05:07I haven't seen a kangaroo yet, but I'm still hoping I get to see one.
01:05:11Give us the tea.
01:05:12What's going on?
01:05:13I mean, it's, overall, it's been really good, and I really like him.
01:05:18Like, we have this insane connection, but I'm very worried about his finances, and I've caught him in a few
01:05:26lies about his living situation.
01:05:32What do you think he's lying about?
01:05:34He told me he was living with his parents, but right now, he's actually living with this girl named Nat.
01:05:44Oh.
01:05:52Like, we got heated in the car, just about the whole, you know, her calling me a liar and saying,
01:05:57Nat's got a financial hold on me.
01:05:59You know, when she really doesn't, like, she offered me a place to stay, right?
01:06:03But I think there's something there that's sort of, you know, I don't think she'll be able to get past,
01:06:10you know?
01:06:11Maybe the...
01:06:11Is it Nat?
01:06:12Is that the thing she might be able to do?
01:06:13There's something there.
01:06:15Maybe the closeness of it, you know?
01:06:16But, yeah, like, she's jealous.
01:06:20I feel like she's being a bit insecure, and she has no reason to be.
01:06:24I hate jealousy in a relationship.
01:06:26It aided me last relationship, so it really wore me down.
01:06:29It really made me miserable.
01:06:31I don't want to go through that again, and I don't think I'm unreasonable in asking for that.
01:06:36I'm not jealous of her.
01:06:38I don't think there's sexual chemistry.
01:06:40What I am pissed about is that there's an emotional connection.
01:06:43There's something going on.
01:06:44He told me he's living there rent-free.
01:06:47I think she has a financial choke hold on him like no other, because...
01:06:52I don't think you need to be drastic about it.
01:06:54Then what about if he uses me for money?
01:06:59Yeah, I hear what you're saying, but it's a little early to say that.
01:07:02You just met him.
01:07:03You don't even know the facts.
01:07:04We know you look for more negatives.
01:07:08Yes.
01:07:08I'd like to hear, like, the other stuff about him.
01:07:12He's such a nice person.
01:07:14Like, he really has a huge heart, and you can see that, like, he genuinely likes me.
01:07:19Like, he made me his background on his phone.
01:07:22He did.
01:07:22Okay, well, that's fine.
01:07:23Did you push him to do that?
01:07:25No, I did not.
01:07:26I'm trying to get cool, calm, and collected here, I swear.
01:07:29All right, we don't really sound like cool, calm, and collected when you use words like,
01:07:32I caught him in a lie.
01:07:34You know, this, that, the other thing.
01:07:36I think you should slow your roll and discover more and judge less.
01:07:40You know what?
01:07:41What you're going to do is push him back.
01:07:43He's not going to even want to open up or tell you his thoughts or how he's feeling to
01:07:47you because he's afraid that you're going to, you know, hurt him or trigger him.
01:07:53And interrogate him.
01:07:54Interrogate or accuse him.
01:07:58I'm actually shocked that my parents are being so positive about Josh, considering everything
01:08:03that's happened.
01:08:05I mean, maybe I pushed him a little bit too much last night.
01:08:09I do have a habit of comparing him to my exes or my past relationships, and maybe that
01:08:13is something I need to work on.
01:08:15But I still feel like, in my gut, something's not right.
01:08:23Some of the things she says is just like, they cut me deep.
01:08:28But when she said that she'd be scared that I might, you know, sort of take advantage of
01:08:31it, like she's been taking advantage of it in the past, it's just emasculating.
01:08:36Like, just the way she says it, you know, it just pisses me off.
01:08:39It's getting to the point where just constantly, like, I'm a punching bag.
01:08:45You reckon it's going to be a deal breaker or?
01:08:48Possibly.
01:08:52You can't just deal with that for the next God knows how long.
01:08:58I feel like, you know, she's projecting her past relationships onto me, and it makes me
01:09:04angry and upset that she thinks I would use her for money.
01:09:06She's attacking my integrity.
01:09:09Elise is poking and prodding and refusing to believe me.
01:09:13No matter what I say, it's never enough.
01:09:16I don't want to be in a relationship like that.
01:09:23I am begging for your forgiveness, because I did not mean to lie to you.
01:09:28How many times have I ever forgiven you?
01:09:30I would do whatever you suggest to make this work.
01:09:48It's okay.
01:09:49It's okay.
01:10:02It's okay.
01:10:03crying can not solve the problem no sir lisa you always hear crocodile tears
01:10:10you say one thing and do another thing uncle you know you're my editor
01:10:18she's a woman i love and i want to marry her
01:10:27what do i tell my people at home what do i tell them at home
01:10:32i cannot change the past i have made lots of mistakes in the past but that is not who i
01:10:38am
01:10:39anymore i won't face any consequence that must be faced on
01:10:45daniel is the man i'm supposed to be with i won't leave it without daniel
01:10:58tomorrow you may go back to your vomit that's my work tomorrow i may hear another story
01:11:07no no i can promise you i'm done lying i am done hiding truths
01:11:14this is it that's why you are here so i can tell you everything
01:11:19and beg forgiveness uncle uncle i'm not god no you're not i'm not god i am begging for your
01:11:26forgiveness because i did not mean to lie to you every time forgiveness forgiveness how many times
01:11:31i will forgive you i won't do it again i will do whatever you suggest to make this work
01:11:45so
01:11:46please please sir i love her with all my hats i've never bring a woman to my family to you
01:11:53or my dad
01:11:55i want to spend the rest of my life with her i can go on my knees please um is
01:12:03there a way we can
01:12:04solve this please if there's a way please help
01:12:14you insist in marrying here huh that's what i want please sir please
01:12:22i'm not the thief please i think you know that i know sir it's not within my powers
01:12:27to forgive a sort of abominable act because of this has mistakes we have to consult the spiritual
01:12:36leaders and the elders and they will be the ones to tell if the marriage will hold or not
01:12:45but my uncle have to be willing to go talk to them i feel nervous because as it stands now
01:12:52i don't know what my uncle is going to do
01:12:56i don't know what my uncle is going to do
01:13:01and you know the consequences
01:13:02yes
01:13:03i don't know
01:13:08i don't know
01:13:12i don't know
01:13:24go and seek advice from the elders and chief priests
01:13:31thank you sir
01:13:33oh
01:13:34i hope that she can be forgiven maybe there is a way out
01:13:45thank you
01:13:49after everything that happened i'm so relieved that uncle is willing to take it to the next step
01:13:56but meeting with the priest and elders what if they don't accept me and daniel being together
01:14:01what if nothing i do makes my lies better i only have one more day in nigeria and i want
01:14:09to leave
01:14:09here knowing that daniel and i can get married i'm so scared because i feel like i have no control
01:14:15over
01:14:15what's going to happen
01:14:21you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned he gambles he's got that this guy's a
01:14:27deadly just be honest tell me you love her
01:14:50good morning
01:14:52good morning do you have laundry you want me to do nope i'm good are you sure i washed it
01:14:58you did your own yeah oh okay
01:15:03things were a bit awkward after our conversation at the shisha bar michael was pretty jet-lagged so we
01:15:10dropped him back off at his hotel and before we parted ways beer con suggested that he and michael
01:15:16hang out today on their own without me and michael agreed so what are you going to do today like
01:15:24what
01:15:24are you planning on talking to him about time will tell and i can tell you before i got there
01:15:29and
01:15:30we're gonna play some pool
01:15:34i wish i could go
01:15:37yep but sorry not gonna happen you get the chance to one-on-one talk with him now it is
01:15:43my chance
01:15:46i'm getting to know it at least i can do for you
01:15:52on the one hand i'm kind of glad that beer con's reaching out to michael and actually
01:15:57trying to have some conversation with him he's one of the most important people in my life so i'm
01:16:05hoping that they can find some common ground for my sake and then beer con will realize that he
01:16:12doesn't really have anything to worry about okay your body is waiting but i'm concerned that
01:16:21there's actually an underlying motive and that maybe he's trying to figure out more about my
01:16:26relationship with michael have fun be careful okay
01:16:30i haven't played pool in years yeah as a practice
01:16:48what's your thoughts about turkey are you enjoying i am actually very nice morning very sunny but i'm glad
01:16:55we're meeting one on one yeah
01:16:59yesterday i asked laura and michael why aren't they in a relationship and they both couldn't answer
01:17:08it makes me suspicious maybe something is going on between them
01:17:17i don't think laura will ever tell me the whole truth that's why i need to talk to michael alone
01:17:27i want to know everything
01:17:31show off yeah happens
01:17:37so i had some time to think yesterday after i got back to my hotel
01:17:42what are your thoughts you know when laura told me more about you i was concerned i was concerned that
01:17:50i don't know i was concerned that maybe you had your intentions i didn't know you i'm like he gambles
01:17:55he's got that this guy's a deadbeat
01:17:59i get it i know i get the point
01:18:05you care about her that's why you flew all the way down here am i right
01:18:11i'm right if you want something just go for it you don't have to play games
01:18:23tell me you love her
01:18:26just be honest our guy time come on be honest
01:18:36i mean i've known her a year and a half man yeah i was in love with her i would
01:18:41have made a move
01:18:46yeah you did no she wouldn't be here with you if i made a move
01:18:53dude you made a move you blow it no no no no no no laura made a move on me
01:19:00a very strong move on me one that you do not misunderstand
01:19:06and i told her i'm sorry i cannot reciprocate i cannot give that back to you
01:19:13she made a move she made a move on me it was long before she met you buddy she made
01:19:19a move on me
01:19:21so i have said no and i will continue to say no because that opportunity was there
01:19:26and i chose not to take it
01:19:35she never mentioned this before
01:19:39and that is the real problem and the problem is not because of you
01:19:46problem is because of her
01:19:55i wasn't expecting that
01:19:59i am thinking about sharing my life and you are keeping secrets from me
01:20:06this is betrayal and that leaves me this question am i an alternative because she couldn't get what she wanted
01:20:19you're going to be here and i hope you understand it wasn't my intent to to throw a wrench as
01:20:23we say into your relationship
01:20:25because i want you to understand that i'm not here to threaten you i'm not here to pursue laura and
01:20:31take her away from you
01:20:32the point is michael i believe you that is the hard part i believe you and i don't believe laura
01:20:41anymore
01:20:42my trust is broken right now
01:20:47there is one secret there will be probably more and this this is more than a lie this is an
01:20:56intentional deception
01:20:57she kept something from me and i don't know what is it going to be in the future
01:21:13next time on before the 90 days last night was more sloppy than i thought it would be
01:21:22i'm not a virgin anymore it's way better than what i thought okay me and my hand i'm sorry we're
01:21:27gonna have to break up
01:21:28how would you rate me one to ten
01:21:34i'm about to take this pregnancy test should we get it over with aviva is really hoping that she's
01:21:40pregnant but if she's not i'd be a little relief
01:21:51so much has happened in the last couple days i think this has shown me i just want something different
01:21:58before i leave morocco there's just one last thing that i need to take care of
01:22:06you know i'm gonna have kids my mom she lived i was just one years old
01:22:12i know how important it is to trish and her family but i think the best solution is to ask
01:22:18her dad for
01:22:19more time i love trisha very very much the chief priest says we have to do a cleansing in his
01:22:36shrine
01:22:37are you sure this is the right way he can say that i can't be cleansed and i will lose
01:22:43daniel forever
01:22:56josh hasn't been transparent the nat situation has not cleared up and that's lingering over us
01:23:01i need to figure out once and for all what is going on you guys are emotionally tied yeah absolutely
01:23:08so
01:23:09why the like her is it just is this just sexual why can i not have a friend i think
01:23:14it's weird i think it's weird
01:23:16hey guys let me ask you guys all the question am i crazy or is my guy living with a
01:23:22girl
01:23:23and getting financially supported crazy she's toxic i'm sorry
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