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00:00:11Do you ever wake up from a dream, and you have the feeling that you've had that dream
00:00:17before?
00:00:19Order, please.
00:00:20Objection.
00:00:21Order.
00:00:23Please.
00:00:24Objection.
00:00:25Overruled.
00:00:31Austin, what do you mean?
00:00:41We were playing hide-and-seek, and I was hiding in the cabin.
00:00:51And I saw my dad put a pillow over his face.
00:01:06Oh, my God.
00:01:20Austin.
00:01:23Come here.
00:01:29Jenny, what are you doing here?
00:01:33Simone doesn't think Mom has a chance.
00:01:37Who?
00:01:39Gil's taking you away.
00:01:41What?
00:01:43She told me once Mom goes to jail, he's moving you to Michigan.
00:01:47Forever?
00:01:50He's not a good guy, Austin.
00:01:55He did that?
00:02:02What do we do?
00:02:03Do you remember what the fancy lawyer said?
00:02:05It's a murder trial.
00:02:05We have to give them a murderer.
00:02:07That's Mom.
00:02:09Maybe.
00:02:12Who?
00:02:16Cynthia?
00:02:17What if Gil was there that night?
00:02:24We already know that he's violent.
00:02:26He has a criminal record.
00:02:28He'd be perfect.
00:02:29But we don't have a motive.
00:02:31Why would he do it?
00:02:37Austin, I know.
00:02:40But it's your dad or your mom you have to pick.
00:02:47It's us against the world, right?
00:02:56I know a motive.
00:03:01Mom and Cynthia blocked his apartment application.
00:03:09He could hear them talking.
00:03:12They didn't know he'd come into the house.
00:03:17He got mad and he killed Tom.
00:03:23And later he came over and hurt my mom, too.
00:03:26Order.
00:03:29Order, please.
00:03:30It's like a video game hack.
00:03:33Like I've dreamed this before.
00:03:35So what used to be a nightmare, I know the twists and turns.
00:03:39Did you block his apartment application?
00:03:41Well, yes.
00:03:42Did you know that Gil had a history of violence?
00:03:45I suspected it.
00:03:46You hate Georgia Randolph.
00:03:48What?
00:03:48No.
00:03:49Well, you blocked her from the neighborhood club.
00:03:51You've accused her of stealing funds from her job.
00:03:55You've even been heard saying that she's trash.
00:03:57That she was, quote, an evil whore who used an accent and a v-neck to bag the mare.
00:04:03End quote.
00:04:04Okay, I may have said, um...
00:04:05You know, this defense has argued that Tom rolled himself into the pillow.
00:04:09But a medical examiner said without any uncertain doubt that a murder took place.
00:04:16It couldn't have been an accident.
00:04:18But Georgia did not place that pillow.
00:04:24Did Gil often pick up Austin from play dates?
00:04:28He had from time to time.
00:04:29Is it possible that in your confused state, in your deep grief, that perhaps you forgot to mention that Gil
00:04:38was there?
00:04:40No.
00:04:42Could he have been?
00:04:44Is it possible that maybe he showed up and you maybe didn't notice?
00:04:51Could he have heard you tell Georgia that you blocked his apartment application?
00:04:56And then he went and took it out on your husband.
00:04:59Left only to show up at Georgia's house and then physically threatened her.
00:05:11Just asking if that could have happened.
00:05:26Ginny.
00:05:29Are you okay?
00:05:31Sorry about earlier.
00:05:33I know how hard it is to be a single mom.
00:05:34I saw my mom do it.
00:05:36And maybe now, maybe now you can understand why she is the way she is.
00:05:39I mean, she has to make hard decisions to take care of the people that she cares about.
00:05:43And she cares about you.
00:05:44In her own twisted way, she does.
00:05:47Ginny, this is inappropriate.
00:05:49We need to leave now.
00:05:50Well, if she didn't care about you, why didn't she tell everyone that you were having an affair with Joe?
00:05:55That makes you look really bad.
00:05:57But she hasn't.
00:06:01How did you know about that?
00:06:04Okay, you need to go now.
00:06:10You don't care about her or us, fine.
00:06:14But there are cameras at Blue Farm.
00:06:17I have the footage.
00:06:19I could give it to her lawyer and then suddenly things look really bad for you.
00:06:24My mom might not drag you down with her, but I would.
00:06:34Cynthia, could that have happened?
00:06:40I suppose it could have happened.
00:06:48Yes.
00:06:52Order.
00:06:54Order in the court.
00:06:56Order, please.
00:06:57It's intoxicating.
00:06:59Having the power to control the game.
00:07:03We, the jury, in the case of George Randolph against the state of Massachusetts, find the defendant.
00:07:13Not guilty.
00:07:14No.
00:07:14I know I didn't care about it.
00:07:18I know I didn't want capture it.
00:07:22If you can, it went right.
00:07:24Come on, come on.
00:07:26I love the state.
00:07:29Georgia.
00:07:30Georgia, how do you feel?
00:07:32I feel for you. Is that why you moved and changed your name?
00:07:34Georgia, what's next for you?
00:07:35I'm thrilled that justice has been served,
00:07:37and the sensationalized nature of this trial
00:07:39didn't sway the jury from making the right decision
00:07:42based on the facts and the truth.
00:07:45Now what?
00:07:47What do you mean?
00:07:48Sober.
00:07:49Do you know when you're going to see your kids go ahead?
00:07:51So, what do I do now?
00:07:53When do you snore about those stories?
00:07:55Do you know when you're...
00:08:33Georgia Randolph.
00:08:35Has been found innocent today
00:08:36after eyewitness testimony from her son
00:08:39alleges he saw his father, Gil Timmons, commit murder.
00:08:43Mr. Timmons is wanted for questioning,
00:08:46but it would seem we all owe Georgia Randolph an apology.
00:08:50She was the victim of this whole thing.
00:08:55Convenient, don't you think?
00:08:59That Gil was there and no one mentioned it before?
00:09:01You heard the testimony.
00:09:03He could have snuck in, heard them talking.
00:09:05Yeah, but Austin never mentioned it?
00:09:09That he saw his dad do it?
00:09:11It was probably traumatic.
00:09:14Yeah.
00:09:15The witness apparent killed someone.
00:09:18That kind of thing will stay with him forever.
00:09:22He won't be the same after seeing that.
00:09:28The judge reviewed their interviews
00:09:30and the social worker notes.
00:09:33They can go home tomorrow if they want.
00:09:36We can go home tomorrow?
00:09:38Mom's free now.
00:09:42Yeah, she is.
00:09:45Hey.
00:09:50Oh, my God.
00:09:53Yes.
00:09:56Come here.
00:09:58Let me go.
00:09:58You?
00:09:58I will be there.
00:10:00I will be there.
00:10:00No, I won't know.
00:10:00It's still going to be there.
00:10:02I will be there.
00:10:02A little baby.
00:10:04I will be there.
00:10:08I will be there.
00:10:11And I will be there.
00:10:21You're Georgia Randolph, right?
00:10:23Oh, my God.
00:10:25I said to my husband, I said, you didn't do it.
00:10:29I said you were most likely a victim in all this.
00:10:34You've been doing construction, right?
00:10:36Something with a drill?
00:10:38Yes, we're renovating.
00:10:39I'm sorry about that.
00:10:40I know it can get loud.
00:10:42And that's why I'm voting no on Prop 38 tomorrow.
00:10:47I don't want all that construction on Main Street.
00:10:50Oh, right.
00:10:51Bad.
00:10:52And I'm voting that Paul Randolph should be recalled
00:10:57after what he did to you.
00:11:00Divorcing you like that when you needed him the most?
00:11:04And look, you were innocent.
00:11:07Paul's being recalled.
00:11:09Mm-hmm.
00:11:09It's on the ballot.
00:11:11Oh, wow.
00:11:13I can't believe we have a real celebrity on the block.
00:11:18The Mayoress Murderess.
00:11:30This might be it.
00:11:31My last night as mayor.
00:11:37Sorry that they might recall you.
00:11:39No, Joe.
00:11:42I'm sorry that I backed Prop 38.
00:11:45It was a mistake.
00:11:50God, I should have never married her.
00:11:52Yeah, I don't.
00:11:54I mean, she lies.
00:11:57Like, all the time.
00:11:59Like, she couldn't trust me.
00:12:00No, no.
00:12:01She wouldn't let me in.
00:12:03You know, I was going to stay, you know, for the baby.
00:12:06Baby?
00:12:06There is no baby.
00:12:07But I moved back in.
00:12:09I showed up at court.
00:12:11I haven't slept with her.
00:12:12Oh, you slept with her?
00:12:15When?
00:12:17Ah, you wouldn't understand, Joe.
00:12:19Not until you've been with a woman like that.
00:12:21Right, right.
00:12:22And I don't.
00:12:23I don't understand.
00:12:27But when did you sleep with her?
00:12:31She broke my heart, Joe.
00:12:33No, she.
00:12:41Okay.
00:12:44Can I talk to you for a minute?
00:12:49What's up?
00:12:50There are cameras in here.
00:12:52I didn't consent to being filmed.
00:12:54What are you talking about?
00:12:55No, no, there are no cameras in Blue Farm.
00:13:04Wow, that whole family is insane.
00:13:09Yeah.
00:13:22Could you love me while I hate myself?
00:13:26Could you love me though I don't deserve it?
00:13:30Could you love me like this?
00:13:33I'm going to lose.
00:13:34Even though you know I can't return.
00:13:38Could you love me when I don't deserve it?
00:13:43Oh, no.
00:13:48My brave boy.
00:13:51I love you, Lord.
00:13:53That was a big thing you did.
00:13:54I'm sorry that you had to do it.
00:14:02It's against the world.
00:14:05I love you.
00:14:13Thanks for dropping them off.
00:14:22I'll see you for poetry reading tomorrow.
00:14:24Yep.
00:14:25Graham's coming.
00:14:27Oh, good.
00:14:30Look, we need to talk.
00:14:33I want things to be good between us for Jenny.
00:14:37I'm petitioning for joint custody.
00:14:40It's what Jenny wants, too.
00:14:46I see some troubles heading my way,
00:14:50but I don't care at all.
00:14:54I see a problem coming to me,
00:14:57but I'm not scared at all.
00:15:01I know them well.
00:15:03They know me well.
00:15:05They come and go before you know.
00:15:08I am their friend.
00:15:10They don't pretend.
00:15:12We disagree about my misery.
00:15:16And sing my refrain.
00:15:19Cause you have pleased
00:15:22My little beast
00:15:26You give me all
00:15:29Expecting nothing can return
00:15:42Join Curves, did he?
00:15:44It's about you.
00:15:47Okay.
00:15:51Really?
00:15:52Okay?
00:15:53If it's what you want.
00:15:57Wow.
00:15:59Jail really changed you.
00:16:02Does it feel good to be back in your room?
00:16:04Back to normal?
00:16:05Normal?
00:16:06I don't know.
00:16:08Should we move?
00:16:09Start fresh?
00:16:11I'm tired of running.
00:16:12Yeah, me too.
00:16:14Plus it went national.
00:16:15Wherever we go,
00:16:17we can't run from ourselves.
00:16:19Dave.
00:16:20This is our lives now.
00:16:22We're this.
00:16:24Forever.
00:16:26Yeah.
00:16:28I guess so.
00:16:32I guess so.
00:16:38Remember when I got arrested at my wedding?
00:16:42And then a private investigator called me a serial killer?
00:16:47And then my poem about you being a monster went viral?
00:16:50And then my husband left me.
00:16:53And then I got pregnant.
00:16:54Then I ran away.
00:16:56Then you came back.
00:16:56Then I came back.
00:16:57That was dumb.
00:16:58No, it wasn't.
00:17:00Remember when Cynthia came through?
00:17:02I still don't know why she did that.
00:17:08Been an interesting year.
00:17:10Yeah, it has.
00:17:12Austin's gonna be okay, right?
00:17:16I hope so.
00:17:19Can he please, pretty please, go to therapy now?
00:17:23Yeah, he can.
00:17:25I'm gonna go too.
00:17:27What?
00:17:32Wow, yeah, uh, okay.
00:17:33Uh, that's...
00:17:35Honestly, that might be the most unbelievable thing about all of this.
00:17:38I'm going to therapy.
00:17:39Like you always wanted.
00:17:41So really,
00:17:43in the end, all this was kind of worth it.
00:17:45No.
00:17:46No, it was not all worth it.
00:17:54It's never gonna happen again, right, Mom?
00:17:57You're never gonna do it again.
00:18:01I promise.
00:18:06I need to know that you're different.
00:18:08That you've changed.
00:18:09That you understand.
00:18:13I understand.
00:18:23I want to be home.
00:18:25And so does Austin.
00:18:49Are you back, neighbor?
00:18:50Mm-hmm.
00:18:52Hi.
00:18:55Weird being back at home.
00:18:57But also, like, totally normal.
00:18:59Yeah.
00:19:04What should we do?
00:19:04Should we grab Max, play some Uno?
00:19:08Max and I are not speaking right now.
00:19:10Actually, that's not true.
00:19:11Max never stops speaking.
00:19:12I'm not speaking to Max.
00:19:13Why?
00:19:14Because she's a rat.
00:19:15She told my parents I have a drinking problem.
00:19:20Shit, do you?
00:19:22No, I don't.
00:19:24Why would she say that?
00:19:25Because she's Max.
00:19:27She's dramatic.
00:19:28She gets me in trouble.
00:19:29That's messed up.
00:19:30I'm sorry.
00:19:32Hey.
00:19:35For being there for me when I needed it.
00:19:37Always.
00:19:38It's just...
00:19:41Always.
00:19:43I'm still in love with you.
00:19:45I know you don't feel that way.
00:19:47I know you love me as a friend.
00:19:49But I think that I will always be in love with you.
00:19:53I don't know how to just turn it off.
00:19:59But whatever is going on with us,
00:20:01I'll be there for you, too.
00:20:03You know that?
00:20:09I don't have a problem.
00:20:11I promise.
00:20:16Show me a trick.
00:20:17A trick.
00:20:18Like,
00:20:19Dance.
00:20:20Monkey.
00:20:21Mm-hmm.
00:20:21Yep.
00:20:22All right.
00:20:23Well,
00:20:24it's a kickflip.
00:20:25I'm not good at him.
00:20:26So don't...
00:20:27Hold on.
00:20:28Ready?
00:20:29Ah!
00:20:31Yay!
00:20:32No, don't clap at that.
00:20:39Any summer plans?
00:20:41Not really.
00:20:42You?
00:20:43I'm going to Korea with my dad.
00:20:45But I haven't told my mom yet.
00:20:53Okay, my turn.
00:20:54I'm going to do a trick.
00:20:55Really?
00:20:56Yeah.
00:20:57Okay.
00:20:59There you go.
00:21:04Okay.
00:21:04Okay.
00:21:14Of course.
00:21:18I wonder if things will finally be normal.
00:21:25What if she does it again?
00:21:28Hurts someone?
00:21:31It's not on you.
00:21:33No, she does.
00:21:35I don't really think that's true anymore.
00:21:37What does that mean?
00:21:51See you around, neighbor?
00:22:04When I cook, you do the dishes.
00:22:08And when I work in late, you record the game.
00:22:13So I don't miss it.
00:22:14And we're good to take you on to these issues.
00:22:19I never stopped.
00:22:20But we're bleeding through the bandages.
00:22:22So you lied to me?
00:22:24Yeah.
00:22:25So you're a liar?
00:22:26I'm a liar.
00:22:26It's kind of romantic.
00:22:28How overdramatic we are.
00:22:32And it's got us this far.
00:22:35But I think you're the one for someone else.
00:22:41And that shit's hard to say.
00:22:43It's okay.
00:22:46To freedom.
00:22:48How's it feel?
00:22:50Strange.
00:22:51I feel like a circus attraction.
00:22:52I don't know what to do with myself.
00:22:54I don't work for Paul anymore, obviously.
00:22:57You were good at that job.
00:22:58What do you mean?
00:23:00You were phenomenal.
00:23:02You ran that office.
00:23:03I did, didn't I?
00:23:05Mm-hmm.
00:23:10You were right about Marcus.
00:23:14Maxine caught him drinking at school.
00:23:16So, what's the plan?
00:23:20Well, he's grounded forever.
00:23:22And he's no longer allowed to go to his art studio garage
00:23:26since he was treating it more like Studio 54.
00:23:29Is that it?
00:23:32We're keeping an eye on him.
00:23:33Mm-hmm.
00:23:41Okay.
00:23:42Stop.
00:23:43What?
00:23:44Padma, sweetie?
00:23:46Where's Joe?
00:23:47Oh, he's in the kitchen.
00:23:48He kicked out all the other chefs
00:23:50and he's having his Jeremy Allen White moment.
00:23:54He's in the kitchen.
00:24:05I've never been back here.
00:24:10Georgia.
00:24:11Georgia.
00:24:18I'm free.
00:24:21So, well, I didn't know.
00:24:24Well, we...
00:24:29Um...
00:24:30No, I'm-I'm sorry.
00:24:33Uh...
00:24:35Yeah, I'm distracted.
00:24:37I got the Prop 38 vote happening tomorrow.
00:24:40I have a good feeling about it.
00:24:46Uh, it's a good thing
00:24:49that, uh,
00:24:51they realized Gil
00:24:53was at the house that night.
00:24:57Yeah.
00:25:03Okay.
00:25:04I'll see you around.
00:25:05Ciao.
00:25:19I don't know if I didn't have to do it.
00:25:22What are you smiling at?
00:25:24Oh, my God.
00:25:25Ginny, your hair looks so good.
00:25:27Thanks.
00:25:30Oh, Abs,
00:25:31when do you leave for camp?
00:25:32Camp?
00:25:33Isn't that like a kid thing?
00:25:34It's a Jewish thing.
00:25:35I'm a camp counselor.
00:25:36I leave in a week.
00:25:38Hey, Ginny,
00:25:39congrats on your mom
00:25:40not being a murderer.
00:25:41Thank you, Brody.
00:25:43It really is crazy, huh?
00:25:44I mean, the justice system
00:25:45totally failed your mom.
00:25:47Yes.
00:25:48Are you lovely ladies
00:25:49coming over tonight?
00:25:51Because I don't mean to brag,
00:25:52but I have a basement, so...
00:25:55Hey, do you think
00:25:56we should apologize to Max?
00:25:58We didn't do anything.
00:26:00Is she really mad?
00:26:01Safe to assume so, yeah.
00:26:03I told her about your interests.
00:26:04You're all right.
00:26:05You guys, I don't want
00:26:06any more drama.
00:26:07I don't want any more drama.
00:26:08All right, everybody,
00:26:09the year is over.
00:26:11Please, let's try
00:26:12and keep it together.
00:26:14Also, we have a poet laureate
00:26:16in our midst.
00:26:18Ginny,
00:26:20I'm excited for your poem
00:26:22at the end of the year
00:26:23assembly today.
00:26:25Woo!
00:26:26Woo!
00:26:28Woo!
00:26:28Woo!
00:26:29Woo!
00:26:29Woo!
00:26:30Ginny!
00:26:30Ginny!
00:26:30Oh, I'm nervous.
00:26:32Why do you love your poems?
00:26:34Christmas feels like Halloween.
00:26:36I'm haunted.
00:26:37I wrote a poem about you.
00:26:38And you?
00:26:39Yeah.
00:26:40Poetry class.
00:26:41Yeah?
00:26:42I had to write love poems.
00:26:44And yours was about me?
00:26:46It's called Sunshine.
00:26:48Sunshine?
00:26:49Have you met me?
00:26:51No, I have never met you before.
00:26:53Never.
00:26:53Marcus, please,
00:26:54can you go to the office?
00:26:56Principal Yang wants to talk to you.
00:26:58Ooh!
00:27:00Ooh!
00:27:01I'm going to see Darlene.
00:27:03Okay.
00:27:04I didn't vandalize anything.
00:27:06It's okay.
00:27:08I'm sorry.
00:27:16Oh, what is this?
00:27:18Marcus, come in.
00:27:20Please take a seat.
00:27:26I called in to your parents
00:27:27because we need to have
00:27:28a hard conversation.
00:27:30Your grades are not
00:27:32where they need to be
00:27:32to graduate with your class.
00:27:35Wait, what?
00:27:36He won't graduate with his class?
00:27:39Why are we just finding out
00:27:40about this now
00:27:41with no prior warnings?
00:27:42There have been several warnings.
00:27:47What is wrong with you?
00:27:49Why?
00:27:51Maybe I'm just dumb, Dad.
00:27:53Summer school is an option.
00:27:55He may be able to start
00:27:55junior year
00:27:56with the rest of the class.
00:27:57Yes.
00:27:59He'll do that.
00:28:00But I also wanted to check in.
00:28:03Is there anything else going on?
00:28:05No.
00:28:06We'll keep an eye on him
00:28:08and he'll do summer school.
00:28:18Are you going to apologize?
00:28:21For what?
00:28:22You told me to support
00:28:23Proposition 38.
00:28:24You told me to divorce my wife.
00:28:25You told me she would be found guilty,
00:28:27that she was a sinking ship.
00:28:30Okay.
00:28:30So that's what this is about?
00:28:32My career is threatened, Nick.
00:28:34My marriage is ruined.
00:28:35The only people responsible
00:28:36for ruining your marriage
00:28:37are you and her.
00:28:38I don't understand
00:28:39why you didn't divorce her sooner.
00:28:40She pretended to be pregnant.
00:28:43She what?
00:28:45Yeah.
00:28:46Okay.
00:28:47Yeah.
00:28:48It's kind of...
00:28:49Really?
00:28:49Damn.
00:28:50That is...
00:28:51Yikes.
00:28:51It's...
00:28:52I mean, it's...
00:28:53It's...
00:28:54It's evil.
00:28:55It's evil.
00:28:57But it's brilliant.
00:29:00I'm sorry.
00:29:01I know all of this has been...
00:29:05hard on you.
00:29:07Yes.
00:29:08It has.
00:29:10God, that drill.
00:29:11It's loud.
00:29:14That drill is horrible.
00:29:16You know I wanted a Whole Foods.
00:29:18Can you imagine the amount of construction
00:29:20that prop 38 passes?
00:29:22I was gonna vote for it.
00:29:23Oh, God.
00:29:25That drill is loud.
00:29:31Yo!
00:29:34What are you drilling?
00:29:35Nothing.
00:29:36We were just hired by some blonde lady
00:29:38to drill here for the next few hours.
00:29:39I was told to be extra loud.
00:29:49What is that?
00:30:10Yeah.
00:30:20You can apologize to Max if you want, I just don't think that she needs to know everything.
00:30:25Like this is mine, you know, I don't want her to ruin it.
00:30:29I'm really sick of walking on eggshells around her too.
00:30:31Yeah, I know.
00:30:32Hey.
00:30:34Hey Max.
00:30:41Silver and I broke up.
00:30:43Oh, I'm so sorry.
00:30:45Are you okay?
00:30:46Yeah.
00:30:47It's okay.
00:30:47Um, definitely needed to happen.
00:30:50Another one bites the dust.
00:30:53Congrats.
00:30:54You all made it to the end of the year.
00:30:57Seniors.
00:30:58Abby?
00:30:58What about you?
00:31:00Anything romantic?
00:31:01I know you know about me and Tris, but just please don't.
00:31:04Why didn't you tell me?
00:31:06I mean, you told the straights.
00:31:08Say, it's that.
00:31:09It's exactly that.
00:31:10I remember when we were in the third grade and you came out.
00:31:13You held a press conference under the jungle gym.
00:31:16And I just really want to like someone without it being this big thing.
00:31:21Okay, well stop fighting guys.
00:31:23We're in public.
00:31:28I just really want to talk about it.
00:31:30Okay, maybe I don't want to talk about it.
00:31:32Seriously.
00:31:32This is embarrassing.
00:31:36My feelings were hurt and I just love you guys so much.
00:31:38And I really want to fix it.
00:31:40Okay.
00:31:40Well, you're feeling this can be a lot sometimes, Max.
00:31:44Honestly, just come on.
00:31:51Let's give it up for Mr. Camille.
00:32:04Oh, look, we upgraded the bakers.
00:32:06Abigail.
00:32:07Don't worry, she just don't know.
00:32:09It helps our amazing library staff for next year.
00:32:11And that way everyone has the resources they need.
00:32:15and forget to check your lockers for anything you might have missed.
00:32:19Above all, enjoy a safe, productive summer.
00:32:21Well, I failed.
00:32:23And come back ready to embrace the challenges of my journey.
00:32:26You've got to be nice to me in the hall when I'm a sophomore next year.
00:32:29And now, I'd like to introduce Virginia Miller to read her winning poem
00:32:33of the Boston Youth Poet Laureate Contest.
00:32:47The name of this poem...
00:32:55The name of this poem, because names are very important.
00:33:00The name of this poem is Beginnings.
00:33:05Here we are, starting fresh,
00:33:07but I don't remember what it feels like to feel whole.
00:33:09How do you fix a hole in your chest?
00:33:11A band-aid? Cold compress?
00:33:14If a tree falls in the wood, would it make a sound
00:33:17if no one was around to swing the axe to cut off my head
00:33:20and stop the train of thoughts to derail the track
00:33:22and divert from the one-track mind I have?
00:33:25Having to go through things that make you strong weakens you.
00:33:28It's a catch-22, so what do you do?
00:33:31The flame. The heat.
00:33:33Licking at my skin to a beat. A rhythm. A release.
00:33:37The flame consumes me.
00:33:39I eat the pain or it eats me.
00:33:41A cavernous, carnivorous beast with an insatiable appetite.
00:33:44And I'm just a bite and I'm gone.
00:33:47As who I once was goes up in flames.
00:33:52I'm trying to change. To grow. To tie this all up in a neat tidy bow.
00:33:58But I'll never know right and wrong. Weak and strong.
00:34:01A binary that already has complexities and shades of grey.
00:34:05And I just want to be okay.
00:34:08I can't keep burning through life this way.
00:34:10Will it ever stop?
00:34:11There can't be more shoes that drop.
00:34:13I need hope that all will be well.
00:34:15That my heart will swell and fill the hole.
00:34:18I need to accept what I can't control.
00:34:21The secrets are told.
00:34:22There's nothing new to learn or unfold.
00:34:24I need peace to gather the pieces of my soul.
00:34:28Or I will burn until there is nothing left.
00:34:49Remind me, Mr. Jinton.
00:34:50Why did Jenny Miller drop out of AP English?
00:34:54I think we should have a chat.
00:35:06What do you mean, she gets it from me?
00:35:08Oh, she gets it from me, honey.
00:35:10What are you talking about? I'm the poet.
00:35:11You know, he's an amazing poet. I mean, I'll give him that.
00:35:14Of course you could say that.
00:35:15You're fantastic.
00:35:16You've always been.
00:35:17Okay.
00:35:17Okay.
00:35:18Okay.
00:35:24What'd you think?
00:35:25Let me gas you up.
00:35:27It was phenomenal, Peach.
00:35:28It really was.
00:35:31God, it felt so good to have everyone looking at me for a positive reason.
00:35:35Mm-hmm.
00:35:37I don't know.
00:35:37I just felt like I haven't really had an identity outside of all this for a while.
00:35:41You know?
00:35:43But up there, I got to be Jenny again.
00:35:46Not just the mayoress murderesses' daughter.
00:35:50That's great, Peach. I'm happy.
00:35:53What?
00:35:53What?
00:35:54I want that, too.
00:36:02Who's that?
00:36:03Wolf.
00:36:04Oh, how nice.
00:36:06I'll kill him.
00:36:07What did you just say?
00:36:10That's the guy who knocked her up.
00:36:12Oh.
00:36:13Okay, yeah.
00:36:15Kill him.
00:36:16You guys are so hilarious.
00:36:20I have to go get Austin. I'll see you at home, Peach.
00:36:25That was so good.
00:36:27Good job, Jenny.
00:36:29I'm headed out.
00:36:30Okay.
00:36:31Love you.
00:36:31Love you?
00:36:33I mean, I love you, too.
00:36:35In fact, we all love each other. Isn't that nice?
00:36:38Well, I love you both, too.
00:36:43Oh, hey, poetry guy.
00:36:50I liked your poem.
00:36:51Thanks.
00:36:51Thanks.
00:36:53Thank you for coming.
00:36:54Had to.
00:36:55I'm poetry guy.
00:36:58Um, we're friends, right?
00:37:00I don't know. I tried to be friends with my ex before.
00:37:03We used to be something.
00:37:06Oh, is that me?
00:37:07Oh, uh, hi, guy. Good to see you.
00:37:11We're friends.
00:37:12I'm not giving you a choice. Too bad.
00:37:18I love the poem.
00:37:19Thanks.
00:37:22Hey, what do they want to talk to you about at the office?
00:37:24Oh, nothing. Uh, just someone found my wallet.
00:37:27Oh, my God.
00:37:28Oh, my God.
00:37:29Oh, my God.
00:37:30Oh, my God.
00:37:30Oh, my God.
00:37:31Oh, my God.
00:37:31Oh, my God.
00:37:37I cannot get over this year.
00:37:39It felt like three years.
00:37:40Maybe even five.
00:37:41Dude, next year's hell year.
00:37:43Everyone keeps calling it that.
00:37:44It's scary.
00:37:44They should stop.
00:37:45Do you really think it's gonna be as bad as they say?
00:37:49Maxine not come?
00:37:54Cynthia, I just wanted to say thanks for what you did.
00:37:59Your daughter can be very convincing.
00:38:01Jenny?
00:38:02What does she have to do with anything?
00:38:05You two are exactly alike.
00:38:08You must be so proud.
00:38:10She's just like you.
00:38:13God help Austin.
00:38:15Truly.
00:38:19Here.
00:38:22Hi.
00:38:23How was your day?
00:38:25Who is that?
00:38:27I honestly don't know.
00:38:29Here.
00:38:30You must have left him at Zach's.
00:38:34Come on.
00:38:35Summer vacation, right?
00:38:39We don't need this anymore.
00:38:42Don't need this one.
00:38:44Definitely.
00:38:45Don't need this one.
00:38:46Woo!
00:38:52Yes.
00:38:52They did vote to recall you.
00:38:54But that just means there's gonna be a new election.
00:38:56So you run again.
00:38:57Remind the town why they elected you in the first place.
00:38:59This is just a knee-jerk reaction to George's trial.
00:39:01And you supporting Pop 38.
00:39:06You're fired.
00:39:08What?
00:39:10Your job was to give me advice.
00:39:13Your advice was ineffective.
00:39:18You don't want to be here.
00:39:21You don't want to be here.
00:39:21So leave.
00:39:33So, you're officially on summer vacation.
00:39:36Very exciting.
00:39:38Not you.
00:39:39You are not on summer vacation.
00:39:40You are in summer school and you are grounded forever.
00:39:44How was Ginny's poem?
00:39:46She's brilliant.
00:39:52Oh, Mom, can you open that text from Brody?
00:39:54My hands are all salmonelly.
00:39:57It says, let's celebrate, m'lady.
00:40:00That's fun.
00:40:01It's nothing.
00:40:02He's just having this thing at his house to celebrate the end of sophomore year.
00:40:05I'm not going.
00:40:06Don't be like that.
00:40:09Can I go?
00:40:10It's Brody's. You hate Brody's.
00:40:12I wasn't speaking to you.
00:40:14Marcus, you are grounded.
00:40:15And you are not going to any party, especially one with illegal substances.
00:40:18What, Mom?
00:40:19It's not like you're just gonna be drinking at Max's friend's house, right?
00:40:22Max?
00:40:24No.
00:40:25No, we usually just play chutes and ladders and Monopoly.
00:40:28No.
00:40:29Okay.
00:40:34Mom, he needs more help than summer school.
00:40:37He needs rehab.
00:40:38Your father and I are handling it, okay?
00:40:41Why don't you go to the party and make up with your friends?
00:40:45I really don't feel like seeing anyone.
00:40:48I'll be in my room.
00:41:05You look pretty.
00:41:07You look pretty.
00:41:16You really have changed, Mom.
00:41:19I think you have.
00:41:24Have you?
00:41:27What do you mean?
00:41:29I want you to be really careful, Peach, about the person you're becoming.
00:41:34What does that mean?
00:41:37What did you say to Austin?
00:41:41To get him to do that?
00:41:45He knew the situation. He made a choice.
00:41:49Cynthia knew Gil wasn't there that night.
00:41:54What did you do?
00:41:59I did what you always taught us.
00:42:03You don't do that.
00:42:05That's not Anya, to do things like that.
00:42:08I don't know why you're so upset.
00:42:10It's what got you out.
00:42:11It's what you would have done.
00:42:13That's what scares me.
00:42:15I know what it's like to cross a line you can't come back from.
00:42:19I don't want that for you and I don't want that for Austin.
00:42:21Well, it's not like we had much of a choice, did we?
00:42:23You don't know how much that weighs.
00:42:26To carry that.
00:42:27I do hard things so you don't have to.
00:42:30I know I'm a monster.
00:42:32I don't want you to turn into monsters too.
00:42:44I did what I had to do.
00:42:48Prove that I did the right thing.
00:42:51I'm glad you've changed, Mom.
00:42:55Make sure it sticks.
00:42:58Don't make me regret setting you free.
00:43:06You think it's all on you, but it's not.
00:43:11We carry the weight too.
00:43:14We always have.
00:43:34No.
00:43:42I need gold...
00:43:44I need gold...
00:43:48I need gold...
00:43:51To hunt.
00:43:56Rolled down the street!
00:44:01Seathoo!
00:44:02The whole coat.
00:44:03Is it necessary to grow.
00:44:05What did you do?
00:44:34This is the brave love from now
00:44:43I was here and here, what we need
00:44:50Look, I'm sorry, I was worried.
00:44:55Shit.
00:45:06We didn't even do the pillow trick.
00:45:30I thought you were grounded.
00:45:32Jailbreak.
00:45:32You good?
00:45:42Do you think people can change?
00:45:46No.
00:45:51Your mom can change.
00:45:54I was talking about me.
00:45:58It's all about cycles, right?
00:46:02Do you think that I'm destined to be like her?
00:46:13Austin's gonna be fine. He'll be fine.
00:46:24I'm really glad your mom's okay.
00:46:25Thanks, me too.
00:46:27Can I talk to my brother?
00:46:33Mom and dad, don't use knockout bed signs. Just go, please.
00:46:38Marcus.
00:46:40Oh.
00:46:43I'm begging you, please.
00:46:45No.
00:46:55You know what? One more.
00:47:09I came over.
00:47:10I came over because I don't want to be dramatic.
00:47:11Typically people don't announce when they're not being dramatic.
00:47:14You know what?
00:47:17You know what?
00:47:17I love that we can just like hang out and be normal.
00:47:21And we can harp on anything or get to the bottom of our issues.
00:47:24It's like, it's like at all.
00:47:25Can I talk to you?
00:47:27Yeah.
00:47:33I'm really sorry I missed your poem.
00:47:35But I heard you were brilliant.
00:47:37It's okay. It doesn't matter.
00:47:39No, it does.
00:47:40I was hurt when you didn't come to Moose, so I know how it feels and...
00:47:46Sorry.
00:47:48No, I'm not mad at you.
00:47:51Okay.
00:47:53It's just been hard for me.
00:47:54And I know it's been hard for you too.
00:47:56I know that.
00:47:56And I've been trying to be there for you.
00:47:58And I feel like I have.
00:47:58But you've kind of been like, dishing me to hang out with everyone else.
00:48:01Which you can do.
00:48:02Like, you're allowed to hang out with whoever you want.
00:48:05Yeah, I am.
00:48:08Yeah, that's what I'm saying.
00:48:10We're saying the same thing.
00:48:11Max, I'm not mad at you either.
00:48:15I don't know. Maybe we just grew apart a little bit.
00:48:17Maybe that's okay.
00:48:20I don't want that to be okay.
00:48:22I don't want us to grow apart.
00:48:25I don't know what to tell you.
00:48:27Sorry.
00:48:28Okie dokie!
00:48:30Let's go do some shots.
00:48:31How about that?
00:48:31Yes, come!
00:48:34Shots, baby.
00:48:37Mom was right. That made things worse.
00:48:40Joe!
00:48:41Gil didn't kill Tom, did he?
00:48:47No, I did it.
00:48:49You know what?
00:48:49I killed Tom Fuller.
00:48:53Oh.
00:48:54Well, I sort of thought you already guessed that.
00:48:58Yeah, yeah, I mean...
00:49:01I feel safe with you.
00:49:03I feel more me.
00:49:07Like, real me.
00:49:09Like, if maybe I had had a normal life and didn't go through all this crazy shit, then who knows?
00:49:14Maybe I would be a totally different person.
00:49:16Or maybe I'd be the same.
00:49:17But, I don't want to hide things from you.
00:49:19I killed my last husband, too.
00:49:22Holy shit.
00:49:23And all those things in the media they said about me?
00:49:26They're mostly true.
00:49:27What is happening?
00:49:29They dug up every dark, shameful secret.
00:49:31And caught me horrible things, and you're the only one who stood by me.
00:49:36And you'll never know what that meant to me.
00:49:41So, I get it.
00:49:44If you don't want anything to do with me.
00:49:48But, I'm not gonna lie to you.
00:49:50I'm so tired of lying.
00:49:52I'm so tired of running.
00:49:55I just want to stand still.
00:50:06I mean, this is a lot to process.
00:50:09I'm not asking anything of you.
00:50:13Okay, good.
00:50:15Yeah.
00:50:15Yeah, me neither.
00:50:16Okay.
00:50:26Screw it.
00:50:35I'm sorry.
00:50:36I'm sorry.
00:50:37That was weird timing to do that.
00:50:39You were just sharing and I think I got emotional.
00:50:42No, I...
00:50:45I need you to know.
00:50:47I was trying to help her.
00:50:49Cynthia.
00:50:50And Austin and Jenny were trying to help me.
00:50:53That's why they lied.
00:50:56Loyalty, right?
00:50:58That's it.
00:51:00So, I get it.
00:51:04And I don't care.
00:51:08I mean, I care, obviously.
00:51:09If you kill people, don't kill people.
00:51:13Actually, how many people?
00:51:14Because you mentioned some husbands.
00:51:22I don't care.
00:51:27I'm so sorry.
00:51:30I haven't stopped going from guy to guy.
00:51:33And my kids, I think they need me to settle down for a minute.
00:51:39I promise, Jeannie.
00:51:42I'll be different.
00:51:45I promise, Jeannie.
00:52:06Be nice to her.
00:52:11Marcus, dude, are you good?
00:52:13Yeah.
00:52:14What are you drinking?
00:52:15Shots.
00:52:15You're doing shots?
00:52:16Yeah.
00:52:18No.
00:52:18We're going home.
00:52:19We're going home.
00:52:20No.
00:52:20Yes, please, Marcus.
00:52:22You go home.
00:52:22I am home.
00:52:23I love Birdie's basement.
00:52:26Thank you, brother.
00:52:30Marcus.
00:52:31No.
00:52:32Marcus.
00:52:32Come on.
00:52:33Marcus, come on.
00:52:33Don't be a brat just because you're mad at us.
00:52:35Stay in a fun.
00:52:36I have to take care of my brother.
00:52:38Why can't I hang with your juniors?
00:52:40Because I'm not a junior?
00:52:41Hey.
00:52:41I'm not a junior.
00:52:43Marcus, are you okay?
00:52:44I'm not graduating.
00:52:44Do you need help?
00:52:45No, it's fine.
00:52:46I got it.
00:52:46Plus, we're just not that close, right?
00:52:48Max, come on.
00:52:49That's not what I...
00:53:07Hi, Paul.
00:53:09What the hell are you doing here?
00:53:12I was wrong.
00:53:15To lie about the pregnancy, I'm sorry.
00:53:30I didn't pawn it.
00:53:35I might lose my job because of you.
00:53:38I had a plan, and then you just, you...
00:53:43You destroyed it.
00:53:45I wanted those things, too.
00:53:47Bullshit.
00:53:49You never loved me.
00:53:52That's not true.
00:53:53You wanted to be married to the mayor.
00:53:55You just used me, you know?
00:53:57You know, I used to think that we were the same, but we are not...
00:54:03We are not the same.
00:54:06You turned me into the worst possible version of myself because you are insidious.
00:54:15And you poison good things.
00:54:19I came to apologize.
00:54:22And now I did.
00:54:24Are you actually starting to believe all the bullshit that they are saying about you out there?
00:54:27That you're the victim here?
00:54:29Because you are not the victim.
00:54:31Trust me.
00:54:37I didn't make you anything that wasn't in there already.
00:55:00I didn't make you anything that wasn't in there already.
00:55:03Mom, Dad, go to bed.
00:55:05Now.
00:55:07Oh, lighten up.
00:55:10I'm so tired of everyone acting like it's the worst thing in the world.
00:55:17Oh.
00:55:18Kids drink.
00:55:19It's not a big problem.
00:55:22I'm not selling myself short.
00:55:24Okay?
00:55:25God, just shut up.
00:55:31Okay.
00:55:32Yeah, okay.
00:55:34Yes, sir.
00:55:34Okay.
00:55:35Yes, sir.
00:55:36Mm-hmm.
00:55:37Yes, sir.
00:55:38Mm-hmm.
00:55:38What is wrong with you?
00:55:41Do you hate us?
00:55:44No, no.
00:55:46I...
00:55:46I don't hate you.
00:55:48Hm?
00:55:49I hate me.
00:55:52I hate me, okay?
00:55:54I hate...
00:55:55I hate me, okay?
00:55:58I hate me!
00:55:59I hate me!
00:56:01I hate me!
00:56:02You understand?
00:56:05I hate me!
00:56:11You're the...
00:56:13Ugh!
00:56:21Mom, he has a problem.
00:56:22And he needs help.
00:56:23He needs rehab.
00:56:24I don't want him to fall behind.
00:56:26Who cares?
00:56:27If it means he's helping himself.
00:56:28He's already having a hard enough time, Max.
00:56:30And I don't want to make it worse.
00:56:52Who cares?
00:56:53Hello.
00:56:54Do you want to accept a call from Shane Riley, an inmate from the New Mexico State Penitentiary?
00:57:00Yes.
00:57:04Mary, are you there?
00:57:07Don't call me that.
00:57:08God, your voice.
00:57:10I haven't heard it since you were little.
00:57:13Why do you keep calling, Dad?
00:57:14I've wanted to talk to you for so long.
00:57:16And if I can find you, anyone can.
00:57:20Your mom, your stepdad, Mary.
00:57:24Mary, you have to be careful.
00:57:25I'm not Mary anymore!
00:57:30You better off the heat.
00:57:36Ginny, hey.
00:57:37Hi.
00:57:42Are you okay?
00:57:44Yeah.
00:57:45Ginny.
00:57:54You're really drunk.
00:58:01Can I hear it?
00:58:03What?
00:58:06The, uh...
00:58:09Sunshine poem.
00:58:18Marcus.
00:58:21What did you mean when you said you weren't graduating?
00:58:26Uh, uh...
00:58:29I'm a loser, um...
00:58:39I failed this year.
00:58:56You are not a loser.
00:59:06Marcus.
00:59:11I, I think you wet the bed.
00:59:18I'm sorry.
00:59:19I just...
00:59:20Shit, I'm...
00:59:22I'm drunk.
00:59:28Marcus.
00:59:30I love you.
00:59:31I want...
00:59:33I want to hear the sun is shining, Paul.
00:59:38I want to...
00:59:39I want to hear...
00:59:40I want to hear...
00:59:41I want to hear...
00:59:43I want to hear...
00:59:43Ginny.
00:59:46I think you should leave, honey.
00:59:52What?
00:59:54What?
01:00:02What?
01:00:17Austin, hey.
01:00:22Are you okay?
01:00:37You broke your glasses?
01:00:40Get out of my room.
01:00:42Austin.
01:00:43I said get out!
01:00:51It's impossible to go through things unscathed.
01:00:55But the question is...
01:00:57Can you control how you change?
01:01:02Are you in control at all?
01:01:05Are you in control at all?
01:01:29What is this bullshit?
01:01:31I think maybe we just don't talk for this drive.
01:01:34I think maybe we just don't talk for this drive.
01:01:55You're here...
01:01:56Like the time you touched my face...
01:01:58And promised you always would be.
01:02:01My biggest fear...
01:02:03That hand will disappear...
01:02:05And you'll be gone.
01:02:07Like sunshine in the dark.
01:02:10Swallowed in the night.
01:02:11The dark falls and consumes.
01:02:14It convinces.
01:02:15It grooms.
01:02:16It takes you away...
01:02:18And I'm left with the echoes of words you used to say.
01:02:22But I know the heart underneath the pain.
01:02:25It has hope.
01:02:26And so do I.
01:02:27That one day the dark will leave the sky.
01:02:31I see your sunshine through the dark.
01:02:34It's stark.
01:02:35It warms me still.
01:02:37I know you're there.
01:02:39Somewhere.
01:02:40Today.
01:02:41Tomorrow.
01:02:42Forever.
01:02:48You made me sound.
01:02:51You made me cry.
01:02:53I thought of you.
01:02:55I don't know why.
01:02:58Oh, give me back my oxygen.
01:03:12I never know why...
01:03:19And maybe we age me.
01:03:22I thought...
01:03:22Or do some things change you, so it's impossible...
01:03:25to ever find your way back to who you used to be?
01:03:37I think my mom has changed
01:03:40Or is capable of change
01:03:43But I don't know
01:03:47I never really know
01:03:51I changed
01:03:53I had to
01:03:54You are like an angel
01:03:56Too good to be true
01:04:00But after all
01:04:04I love you
01:04:06I do
01:04:09Angel baby
01:04:11My angel baby
01:04:15When you are near me
01:04:19My heart's a big
01:04:21You can't escape change
01:04:24Didn't you say you drink milk
01:04:26When you're pregnant
01:04:29Change
01:04:30Is inevitable
01:04:31Angel baby
01:04:33You can't escape me
01:04:34The moon
01:04:35Will now really want me
01:04:45La la la
01:04:49La la la
01:04:52La la la
01:04:56La la la
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