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00:10To be continued...
00:39I don't know if Robert even remembers it by now, but I met him first.
00:46That night, all those years ago, leaning against the kitchen cabinets, wasted on cheap beer.
00:52I made him laugh, and it was so spontaneous and natural.
01:01I knew he felt it, too.
01:03But then she walked over, and I introduced them.
01:07Robert, this is Nancy.
01:25What is that?
01:30Oh my god.
01:33It doesn't even look like her.
01:36It's Nancy, obviously, but it doesn't look like her.
01:41I defended, David.
01:43I really thought this didn't make any sense.
01:48It doesn't.
01:50Everyone gets to see this now and think whatever they want before I've even had a chance to...
01:54I know, but...
01:57I hope you know that whatever it is that you are feeling, you can tell me.
02:08It's bad enough to imagine her with someone who's seen that.
02:15I thought that when they had the guy in custody, there'd be some sense of relief.
02:28There's none.
02:31Do you feel any?
02:34No.
02:36Not really.
02:38Despite all that,
02:40I still love her.
02:45If anything would get her back.
02:48Is that crazy, am I?
02:50No.
02:54Well, it's not crazy.
03:02This is me.
03:10Yes.
03:13Thank you for coming with me today.
03:16It was a nice pain.
03:18Something was important to her.
03:20It was just for a little bit.
03:40Oh, shit.
03:44Hey.
03:46Well, I came to confront you about leaving me all red, but...
03:51Wow.
03:52I'm sorry.
03:53You know, if you had other plans, you could have just told me.
03:55I had previous plans to go to the ballet with a friend, and my phone was on silent.
04:00No, it feels like you don't take me seriously.
04:03I thought we both understood that I am not interested in Sirius, Jay.
04:07That's not what I meant.
04:08What I meant is you don't respect me, like, as a person.
04:12I do.
04:13Jay, this is not an easy time for me right now.
04:16It's not really even about tonight, though, right?
04:19I mean, after the St. Patrick's Day party, you come over two hours after you said you would?
04:23The night your friend died?
04:24I mean, you text me at 9 p.m., you show up at 1?
04:26What is that about?
04:27No, it was just after 10.
04:29No, it was definitely later than that.
04:30No, it wasn't.
04:31Ella, I stayed up.
04:35We should not be talking about this in the street.
04:37I think we should go upstairs.
04:39I think we should open a bottle of wine and maybe try to talk about this like adults.
04:45Yeah?
04:47You said wine.
04:47Oh, it's the wine they die, not the adult one?
04:51Yeah.
05:44Y'all calling me crazy when I've been playing all day like Brady.
05:47Long hair this wavy and a bimpin', shopping all day, no Basie.
05:51How about first lady?
05:53You and gang gang gave me look at your savings.
05:55You and you still waiting, still blowing out daisies, trying to have day drinks.
05:58Crazy, gotta go crazy.
05:59One of these haies, no Basie, got go crazy.
06:02Got to go crazy.
06:03One of these haies, no Basie, no Basie.
06:07Nothing, nothing, nothing, crazy.
06:10Morning.
06:12Hey.
06:13No milk, no sugar, just coffee, grounds, and hot water.
06:17You're very cute.
06:18Yeah.
06:20You're gonna be late for work.
06:22You know, I think my boss will understand.
06:25Oh, wow.
06:26You know, I didn't know you were into fishing.
06:28Are you?
06:29I'm not.
06:32Okay.
06:33Well, you know, if you want to learn.
06:34I know there's a great spot at Lake Gregory.
06:36Shay, you should really get to the office.
06:38Yeah, no, I should.
06:41Let me do that.
06:42I'll see you there.
06:44Okay.
06:57I call chocolate.
06:58I want to put chocolate wine.
07:00Too bad.
07:00Too bad.
07:01I'm sorry, sweetheart.
07:02I have to honor the dips.
07:04Backpack's on in 20 minutes, girls.
07:06What do you say to Aunt Ellie?
07:07Thank you, Aunt Ellie.
07:09Welcome.
07:09Is it too much sugar?
07:11There's no such thing.
07:14So what were you going to tell me about the ballet?
07:16Okay, so what?
07:17I'm just not allowed to use the car anymore?
07:18This is what happens, Marcus.
07:19When you sit in my car and vape in secret, it's going to keep doing this.
07:22Hey, guys.
07:23Hey, Elinor.
07:24Hey, Mom, could you tell me to come for some sake?
07:25I'm just trying to ask for a jump.
07:26Why don't you go outside for your car?
07:27Let's find the debris cables.
07:28I'm so sorry about all of this.
07:30I promise you will have my full attention.
07:33Let me just make some room.
07:35Oh, God.
07:36I'm so sorry.
07:37Oh, no, no, it's okay.
07:38I'll get it.
07:38I'll get it.
07:38Ellie, let me get that.
07:43What is this?
07:45It's nothing.
07:46Nothing?
07:47It's a police report.
07:50They're public records.
07:52Yes, but why do you have them?
07:54Because something doesn't feel right.
07:57I know David was arrested, but he was arrested for robbery, not murder, because of some random
08:02informant's testimony.
08:03I mean, come on, it's sketchy.
08:05The news is trying to connect it to Nancy, and it's not.
08:09So you're investing a lot of time on this.
08:12Don't do that.
08:13Don't make me sound like I'm fragile.
08:17I get enough of that around here.
08:19Okay.
08:30Oh, thank you.
08:32I just couldn't get myself to do it.
08:35I get it.
08:36I keep staring at old text messages from her that I can't delete.
08:40Yeah.
08:42Was this your breakfast?
08:44I haven't had much of an appetite.
08:46Something else going on?
08:48No, it's just I don't want to bother you with it on top of everything else.
08:52What is it?
08:56Kit asked me today what I'm doing for Cora's birthday this week.
09:00Oh.
09:00I forgot about it.
09:02So now I'm trying to figure out this DJ for some silent disco that I have no idea if she's
09:06even into, and I'm Googling 17-year-old girl birthday party.
09:09Careful.
09:10You don't want to end up on a list.
09:12Thanks.
09:13I feel like an idiot.
09:15Pervert.
09:19Okay, my father forgets his own daughter's birthday.
09:22I can't believe it.
09:23One married to Nancy?
09:25Yeah.
09:25You've never had to think about any of this.
09:27Yeah, but I want to at least try.
09:29You know, it's my first birthday after.
09:36Nancy always made it magical.
09:37I'm not going to give a speech, I swear.
09:4016 years ago, the greatest gift came into my life.
09:43And today, we get to celebrate her.
09:47So without further ado, the birthday girl, my baby girl, Cora.
09:52Is it your birthday girl?
09:53Cause you looking like a present.
09:56Is it your birthday girl?
09:58Woo!
10:00It's all me, ladies.
10:01Gonna get it if you want it.
10:02It's free, ladies.
10:03Feel good when you're running with me, don't it?
10:05We here, we just have to believe on it.
10:07So glad we never worried about the shit they say.
10:11My biggest flex is that mountain to sleep.
10:13And I'm starting to talk about it.
10:15I'm going to pick the horse.
10:16Love y'all so far, so much.
10:18Don't even give me love, so feel me.
10:21Just don't even fuck it up.
10:24I could help.
10:26I mean, I've been to my fair share of Nancy festivities.
10:30I think I could try to figure it out.
10:32That's not too much.
10:34It's Cora.
10:35What's too much?
10:36There is no too much.
10:37Oh, thank you.
10:40Yeah, okay.
10:41Just send me what you have so far, okay?
10:43Yeah, okay.
10:50Detective Gans, are you looking to buy in this neighborhood?
10:53Not with what they pay me, sadly.
10:56She's beautiful.
10:59Incredible lines.
11:00Not many people would custom paint a vintage 450 SL, though.
11:05Then again, if money is no object, what does it matter if you devalue a classic in mint condition?
11:12To each his own.
11:14Yeah.
11:15Have a good day.
11:16Actually, if you don't mind, I'm sure you've seen this picture.
11:22Yeah, it's all over the news.
11:23Yeah.
11:24I have studied this picture a lot.
11:26And what I can't get over is the look on Mrs. Hennessey's face.
11:32Right?
11:33She looks relaxed, not a bit out of place, but it doesn't track.
11:38What does a Pasadena socialite have in common with this crowd?
11:42She wasn't always a socialite.
11:45She had a life before Robert.
11:47What kind of life?
11:49A tough one.
11:51Alcoholic mother, abusive stepfather, trailer park.
11:54It was not easy.
11:57Yeah, yeah.
11:58Now we looked into her history.
12:00It kind of makes this even more peculiar.
12:02Why will a woman like that?
12:05What does she have in common with Robert and his family?
12:09Or with you?
12:11Is my friendship under investigation?
12:15No.
12:16It is not.
12:18Is the robbery charge just bullshit?
12:20I feel like you wouldn't be asking me all this if you had a real case against David.
12:24Are you looking into someone else?
12:29Thank you for your time.
12:30I don't know.
12:47No.
12:52I can't.
12:54I can't.
13:07Blow down your window!
13:11You have no right to be following me.
13:14This is harassment.
13:15I want your name and your badge number.
13:17I'm on a call.
13:19I'll look for Donovan.
13:28Have you ever been to a war zone?
13:30The loss of life changes you.
13:33So, I had them apply for asylum.
13:36Some of those governmental strings we talked about.
13:39And long story short, they now have a thriving dental practice.
13:44Their daughter just graduated from Vassar last year.
13:47That's incredible.
13:49But when your heart is speaking to you, you ought to listen.
13:54Ladies, if you'll excuse me, I have just a little business to tend to.
13:58But I'll see you at the pool a little later.
14:03That's cute.
14:04You use my stories to pick up women?
14:06It's a good story.
14:08And Mom and I do fund your little charity thing, so it's also my story.
14:12Little charity thing?
14:14Thanks, Donnie.
14:15The daughter went to Ohio State, by the way.
14:18Vassar sounded better.
14:19Wow.
14:20So, my guy Winston said you can sprint.
14:23Yeah, what I'm compelled to.
14:24In some families, when somebody's friend dies, they buy them flowers or a basket or even offer a hug.
14:31Can't relate.
14:33They say it's the curse of the well-bred and the wealthy.
14:36Okay.
14:37Not enough hugs, too much emotional sublimation.
14:39Right.
14:40Since your man, Winston, is done stalking me and you can see that I'm very safe, very sound, maybe you
14:47guys go home.
14:49I would love to.
14:51Mm-hmm.
14:52Better things to do than babysit you.
14:53But?
14:54But when tragedy strikes, you do have a tendency to get unpredictable.
14:58That's not fair.
14:59No?
15:00No.
15:01When Dad died?
15:02Don't, no.
15:03Don't do that.
15:03Do not bring him into this.
15:05I was in a very different place back then.
15:10Seriously?
15:11If I had confronted you without evidence, you would have denied it.
15:14This is two old friends grieving.
15:16Those look like pretty big smiles for grieving.
15:18Honoring the passion of somebody we loved.
15:23You and I both know you love to fix a broken toy.
15:26Especially a certain nice Caucasian one.
15:28What?
15:28Maybe you'd join the BSU or some black sorority.
15:31Here we go.
15:32Maybe with a Jamal or a Terrell instead of stuck on you-know-who.
15:35You're an ass.
15:37Why don't you just admit that you have a blind spot when it comes to Robert and you always have?
15:43Are you done?
15:46Stop fucking following me.
16:20Let's go!
16:22Yeah.
16:23Oh
16:53A warrant.
16:55Oh, warrant for what?
16:58Some nasty things.
17:00Financial records.
17:01They wanted to see if I stood to gain anything from having my wife killed.
17:04Oh, my God.
17:06They took my laptop.
17:08I was going to call Kit, but she would have called my father and he would have turned this into
17:11a whole shitstorm.
17:14I think they're just doing their due diligence, Robert.
17:17They're not going to find anything.
17:18Of course not.
17:19I wasn't implying that I was saying that.
17:21I'm sorry.
17:22I mean, it's just, this whole thing is just, maybe this isn't the best time to throw a birthday party.
17:32I disagree.
17:35I think we have to keep on living.
17:37Do you know?
17:39Core deserves some normalcy.
17:41As do you.
17:44And I think it's what Nancy would have wanted.
17:55So, if we are going to add someone to the team in Liberia, my vote would be Chelsea.
18:01Has she volunteered?
18:03Uh, no.
18:04No, but she's throwing some initiative.
18:05She just has great local connections I think might help us.
18:11Elle.
18:13Elle.
18:15Yes, I'm sorry.
18:16Yeah, it was all good.
18:18Um, I can reach out to her, though, if you'd like me to.
18:20Sure.
18:22Um, hey, Jay.
18:24This isn't going to happen, but the police investigation is getting kind of complicated.
18:30So, if someone were to ask you about me...
18:36I know.
18:37I got it.
18:39I won't say anything, okay?
18:40No, you can.
18:42You can tell them that I was at your place.
18:48I know we'll be discreet.
18:49We are.
18:50But, you know, if somebody asks, then we want to be helpful.
18:55Ellie?
18:55Yes.
18:56Do you have a second?
18:57Yes, of course.
18:58Can you give me a second?
19:00Yeah.
19:00Sorry.
19:00Oh, yeah.
19:04What's up?
19:05You okay?
19:05It's my mom.
19:07Someone has to pick her up from the police station.
19:09What?
19:10What do you mean?
19:25I've contacted an attorney.
19:26He's on his way.
19:27She is not going to answer any questions until he gets here.
19:30We're not arresting her.
19:31I just need someone to take her off her hands.
19:33I don't understand.
19:34I found out that your friend has been harassing my officers.
19:38What?
19:38Last week alone, she submitted 20 public records requests.
19:43And today, she crossed a line.
19:45Next time, handcuffs.
19:53What the hell did you do?
19:55It doesn't matter.
19:56No, actually, it matters.
19:57A lot.
19:59I may have used the C word.
20:00What?
20:01While throwing a stapler.
20:02Oh, my God.
20:03At a wall.
20:04Okay.
20:05Not a person.
20:06Are you okay?
20:07Look, they wasted all of this time on this Daveed thing.
20:10And meanwhile, they won't look at any of my leads.
20:13I circled every single David in our college yearbooks.
20:16I found every David that she follows on social media.
20:18I even found a William David who owns a flower shop in Texas.
20:22And she liked his post on Pinterest.
20:24And I just, I know it sounds crazy, but I don't know how to...
20:26Do you not be mad at me for asking this?
20:27What?
20:29Are you taking the...
20:30No, Elle.
20:31Come on.
20:32I haven't taken more than an aspirin in six months.
20:34Okay?
20:35Okay.
20:37I'm sorry I can't let this go.
20:41But she told you, Elle.
20:44She shut me out.
20:46You got to hear things.
20:48But now I never will.
20:50She shut me out, too.
20:51There's so much shit I don't know.
20:55I wish I could just distract myself like you can.
21:00With work and Robert.
21:03I think tonight we should just have a very relaxed evening.
21:07Okay?
21:08I'm going to get some takeout.
21:09I'm going to bring it over for you and the kids and Howard.
21:11We're just going to chillax.
21:13Okay?
21:14Okay.
21:15Okay.
21:15I didn't realize anyone said that anymore.
21:17Yeah, I do.
21:18We'll chillax.
21:19Okay.
21:39Hey, I just can't get...
21:41Robert.
21:43Robert.
21:45Robert!
21:49Hey.
21:51Hey.
21:52That look cathartic.
21:54Yeah.
21:56I want a drink.
21:58I'm not even going to hit some balls instead.
22:00How long have you been out here?
22:02Uh, well, I guess I really wanted a drink.
22:08Everything okay?
22:09Have you heard from the police?
22:11They dropped off a few of Nassie's boxes, but aside from that, nothing.
22:14Did hear from your brother, though.
22:17Are you joking?
22:19I was pretty shocked he called me.
22:21It's been so many years.
22:22Well, I don't...
22:24What did he want?
22:26Offers, condolences.
22:27Right.
22:28The guy never liked me.
22:30Oh, come on.
22:30Did I ever tell you what he said to me?
22:33No.
22:34I was on that fishing trip with your dad, freshman year on spring break.
22:37Yeah?
22:38About an hour after we arrived, Donovan cornered me and told me that you were strictly off limits,
22:44romantically speaking.
22:46Why would he do that?
22:48I'm sure he was just doing the big brother thing.
22:50I wouldn't hold it against him.
22:52I'm going to open the shower.
22:54Are you sticking around?
22:55I'm not sure.
22:56Okay.
23:11What decade do you think we're living in?
23:14I've been out in the sun a while.
23:16You're going to have to give me a second.
23:16Do you think this is the dark ages where you get to decide who I date and who I don't
23:21date?
23:21Because despite what you and our mother believe, I am an adult.
23:26I'm an adult and somebody who people look up to and rely on.
23:29I make responsible decisions about what I want and what I do.
23:33Okay.
23:35I want you to have a seat.
23:37Tell me what we're so worked up about today.
23:40You called Robert?
23:43That was fast.
23:45You two talk a lot, huh?
23:47You told me what you said.
23:49Back then when you first met him, that you forbade him from dating me.
23:54That's a deep cut.
23:56Do you want to tell me why?
23:57Come on, Eve, we both know why.
23:58No, I really don't.
24:00I think I might need to hear you say it.
24:02All right.
24:05I see it.
24:07You're both smart, sensitive, like-minded people in a vacuum.
24:14If the rest of the world doesn't exist, you're the perfect interracial Kenan Barber.
24:22But because the world should have been...
24:24The world is family.
24:26No, you don't know anything about his family.
24:27The Hennesseys are old money, bone-deep entitlement.
24:31They think accountability's a myth.
24:34Ethics are a joke.
24:36Who do you think pulled the strings to get David arrested?
24:39That is a classic Hennessey move right there.
24:41Closing ranks to protect their own.
24:43No, you sound ridiculous right now.
24:46Robert did not kill Nancy.
24:48She had a lover.
24:49His name was David.
24:51And David killed her.
24:52So maybe Robert found out about David.
24:54He didn't know about David.
24:55He didn't even know about the affair until I told him.
24:58And by the time I told him, Nancy was already dead.
25:00Wait a second.
25:01You...
25:03You told Robert that his wife was stepping out on him?
25:07Yes.
25:09Because he was worried he was going to call the police and I wanted to help.
25:13It seems like all you do lately is help Robert.
25:18You wanted to be his backup plan.
25:20You have no idea what you are talking about.
25:24Oh, no?
25:24No.
25:37I can't believe mommy went to jail.
25:39I didn't.
25:40I was practicing civil disobedience.
25:43Which we all have a right to do.
25:47But I'm sorry that I scared you guys.
25:50I wasn't scared.
25:50Oh.
25:51Dad was.
25:52I'm sorry.
25:57What?
25:58Hey, I'm still working on that.
25:59I think we're done here.
26:00It is unless anyone wants to help me clean up.
26:02Not it.
26:03Not it.
26:03Hey, hey.
26:04No, no, no.
26:04Get...
26:05Junie, get back here.
26:06I'll help.
26:07I'll help.
26:10It works, Gary.
26:11They don't want to say it, but it worked.
26:13You just left with no explanation.
26:15And then we get a call from the cops?
26:20I know she meant a lot to you, but so does your family.
26:25They're still here.
26:26They need you.
26:28We need you.
26:28I don't know how to...
26:30I don't know how to let it go, okay?
26:34Thank you, Eleanor, for the help and the noodles.
26:39No problem.
26:53He has a right to be concerned.
26:54I know, I know.
26:57Um...
26:57Okay, so I need you to keep an open mind.
27:01About what?
27:02I found an address for Daveed.
27:07No.
27:08Aren't you sick of them thinking that we don't deserve answers because we're just her friends?
27:13Of course I am.
27:14He painted her.
27:15He partied with her.
27:16He may know something about what happened.
27:19We can't just interfere with the investigation.
27:25She doesn't talk bad.
27:27Who?
27:29There's this grief counselor on YouTube.
27:35And she suggests that you talk to your deceased loved ones.
27:40So I've been trying that.
27:42You know, when people aren't in the house or...
27:44To sleep so they don't think I'm crazy.
27:48And I just talk to her.
27:50I tell her, you know, how...
27:51Artie just lost another tooth.
27:53And how Howard may have a lead on a new job.
28:05And I have so many questions.
28:14Please help.
28:25Hello?
28:26Leave me the hell alone!
28:28Sir, we're not reporters.
28:30We're not police officers.
28:32We're friends of Nancy.
28:34We just want to talk.
28:36Go away!
28:37No!
28:38We will not go away!
28:41Let us in!
28:42Please!
28:43Mary!
28:44Are you out of your fucking mind?
28:46Please.
28:47She was our friend.
28:50Please.
28:51Please.
28:52Please.
29:22She saw my work at the collectors and reached out.
29:26I thought she was one of those white women who, no offense, wanted me to paint what they think
29:32is their true authentic self.
29:33But after a few sketches, it was clear that she was someone different.
29:37She wanted me to paint the scars.
29:40She said they were from an accident that she caused.
29:42She said the scars were her fault?
29:44They most definitely were not her fault.
29:47David, from the photo, it seemed like you two knew each other so well.
29:51I don't even remember that picture.
29:54She was barely at the party.
29:56I think the guy she brought wasn't having a good time.
29:58What?
29:59What do you mean, the guy that she brought?
30:01David, do you remember what he looked like?
30:03He was white.
30:05Do you think she could have been with Robert?
30:07No.
30:08No, he had never seen that photo.
30:11Can you look at this?
30:12He would have told me.
30:14Hold on.
30:14Can you look at this photo for me?
30:16Do you recognize this man?
30:18If I remembered anything more than his race, I would have said so.
30:20I told the police it's on them.
30:22You barely looked at the photo.
30:23No, you've asked your last question.
30:24This is a spanger so far as is.
30:26I was put in jail.
30:27And for what?
30:29I did nothing.
30:30Nothing.
30:31Okay.
30:32We've taken enough of your time.
30:39Where were you?
30:41Excuse me?
30:43Your best friend was in a death spiral.
30:45She was drowning in her own misery.
30:48That's what I saw.
30:49That's what I painted.
30:51So where were you when she needed you the most?
30:53She wasn't hiding it.
30:55If you didn't see it, it's because you didn't want to.
30:59Come on.
31:00Come on, let's go.
31:05I'd like the centerpieces to be a bit more consistent.
31:08And I'd like three people at every corner.
31:09I don't want a bomb on that.
31:11Not the entire time.
31:12Okay?
31:13Your fault.
31:14You didn't offer the bomb.
31:16I told you.
31:16Open.
31:26Hey.
31:26Everything okay?
31:28Despite my strong objection, my family went ahead and hired that crisis PR firm to pressure the police.
31:33They're the ones who leaked that photo.
31:35Can you fucking believe it?
31:38They're the reason David Boyette was arrested.
31:39My family.
31:41That's disgusting.
31:42I thought it would help keep the press off of us.
31:45Apparently, who gives a fuck if an innocent man has to sit behind bars for weeks?
31:52And you've never met him, right?
31:55I've never met who?
31:56David.
31:58When the first time you saw him was on the news.
32:01Oh, no.
32:01You were here.
32:02We saw him together.
32:03What are you getting at?
32:04No, I'm not getting at anything.
32:06I just know what it means to be from a powerful family.
32:12Sometimes you can't see how they're pulling the strings.
32:15Well, you managed to make your own way in the world.
32:20You think?
32:22Yeah.
32:22I constantly feel them looking over my shoulder.
32:28Yeah, but you do the things that matter to you.
32:33I admire that.
32:36What was that?
32:38Dad?
32:40Dad!
32:44Hey.
32:45Where are Mom's things boxed up?
32:46I was just organizing.
32:49You can't get rid of them.
32:50Cora, that's not what this is.
32:52You have to understand.
32:53It's very difficult for me to have her things all around.
32:56So what?
32:56You're just gonna erase her?
32:59No.
33:00No, he can't do that.
33:01That's impossible, Cora.
33:03This is all I have.
33:05What's in these boxes is all I have left of my Mom.
33:08I understand, sweetie.
33:09Cora.
33:10Cora.
33:11Come here.
33:18You know, my car belonged to my Dad before he passed.
33:25And he gave me this necklace.
33:29And I even have a fishing rod of his hanging on the wall in my apartment.
33:33Because I want to feel his presence.
33:35So I keep all of those things really close to me.
33:39So you can do that.
33:41You can look at all of this stuff and just whatever reminds you of her, you take that, you keep
33:47it close to you.
33:49And the rest of it, we will make sure to put somewhere very special.
33:55Like, maybe the Ojai house.
33:58That way you can go there whenever you want to feel her presence.
34:02Okay.
34:05You don't have to let go of your mom.
34:07Your dad would never ask you to do that.
34:24Hey, thanks.
34:32I don't blame her for calling it off.
34:34I just probably had more fun back at school anyway.
34:39I really fucked up this birthday.
34:41I'm the one who insisted that you throw her a party.
34:44You've done nothing but help.
34:46I think Cora just needs some time.
34:49It's so unnatural.
34:50You know, nobody prepares a kid to lose a parent.
34:53Nobody prepared us.
34:57You know, part of me was relieved when the police came and took her things.
35:01I don't want to erase her, but everywhere I look, something of hers just shouting at me about this secret
35:08life that she had.
35:09The fucking affair that she kept for me.
35:13It's deafening.
35:14It's all around.
35:19I think that the Ojai house is going to be the perfect place for all this stuff.
35:24Yeah.
35:26It's going to be hard to go out there alone.
35:45It's all be alright.
35:47They will never know what it's like to be me right now.
35:52When everything's falling apart.
35:54You're the one that usually call.
35:57What am I supposed to do when I am just a child acting tough?
36:03I'm a wish with no luck.
36:06I've been trying to find a way, but I get stuck.
36:10You're irreplaceable.
36:14There's only one of you.
36:17I don't understand.
36:20How the world can move when it's missing you.
36:25Something must be wrong when life goes on.
36:28With or without you.
36:31With or without you.
36:34With or without you.
36:38We love what we are, we love what we are
37:09She used that on every person in my family
37:12Everyone hated it
37:14Nothing made her laugh harder
37:16Every time she used it, she would laugh for hours
37:37I didn't know how much pain she was in
37:40How could I have not seen what she was going through
37:45None of us, Dad
37:48I missed it
37:49I just, I just missed it
37:53Hey, it's okay, so did I
37:56Oh, God
38:53I just missed it
39:17I just missed it
39:20I just missed it
40:04She asked me once if I liked Robert.
40:12I remember how quickly I said no.
40:19She must have known I was lying.
40:22How could she not?
40:28I was never as good as she was at pretending.
40:34At creating my own reality.
40:39So maybe this is my chance.
40:43And maybe she would understand.
40:46Because she was lying too.
40:49Lying to Robert.
40:50Lying to all of us.
41:02Nancy, I need to start with an apology.
41:06My reaction was extreme.
41:10I was horrible to you and I'm sorry I scared you so badly.
41:15But you can hardly blame me for being angry when you're sleeping with someone else.
41:21Hey.
41:23You okay?
41:25I'm sorry.
41:27I'm sorry.
41:27I'm sorry.
41:28I can't say anything.
41:29I'm sorry.
41:29I don't know the truth.