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00:00When I ate the laksa pening for the first time, Sean, that was really hard.
00:04Because I think, you thought about Ratatouille, you thought Ratatouille, the scene that I sing the critic makan food, and
00:12then it went back to...
00:13His memory, his childhood memory.
00:16That was literally me.
00:18It's so funny because I makan satu suda je, it just broke down.
00:22And it's so funny because to everybody, it's just laksa pening.
00:25But to me, it means so much more.
00:28The bowl is my mum.
00:30That bowl of lots of pening is my mum.
00:46What's up, y'all? We're back with another episode of Motif Trending,
00:49di mana di step episode, kita akan menemua mereka yang sedang trending.
00:53Dan baru-baru ni, penyampai radio hits Illy Ruzan telah melancarkan series yang berjudul
00:5930 hari rindu rasa ibu bersempena dengan Ramadan sebagai cara untuk mengubati kerinduannya terhadap masakan arwah ibunya.
01:08And today, dengan bersahati, kita nak jemput Illy untuk datang studio kita di Motif Trending.
01:16Thank you. Welcome.
01:16Hey, thank you for having me. Terima kasih. Nice to see you. Lama tak jumpa.
01:19Yes.
01:20Thank you so much for doing this.
01:21Oh, thank you so much, sayang.
01:23Okay.
01:23Thank you so much, sayang.
01:26Okay.
01:29Alhamdulillah, ya Allah.
01:3130 hari rindu rasa ibu.
01:34Yes.
01:35Boleh tak cerita macam mana you dapatkan idea untuk buat series ini?
01:39Okay, so ibu ini meninggal dunia 3 tahun lalu disebabkan kanser lah.
01:45So, because of kanser.
01:46So, i think macam dia seorang yang sangat-sangat macam suka masak tu semua orang.
01:52You know, dia suka macam tak kisahlah siapa datang rumah.
01:55Dia akan make sure you akan kenyang.
01:57You akan makan 2-3 kali.
01:59You akan dijaga lah.
02:00You akan dijaga.
02:01Yeah, so that's the kind of person she was.
02:03So, macam I think tak tahu macam mana Illy terdapat trend dekat TikTok.
02:07Trend tu dia macam, oh, mak-mak angkat anak for the last time.
02:12I don't know if you've seen this trend.
02:13Tapi macam kan anak, bila you dah anak, anak dah besar tak boleh angkat dah.
02:16Betul, betul.
02:17Yes, yes.
02:17And then they decide to hug their kids.
02:18Yes, they decide to hug their kids.
02:19But they're big right now, they're like teenagers and stuff.
02:21Correct, correct, correct.
02:22So, macam I think that kind of triggered me to macam teringat balik my mum.
02:26And then, sebab my mum is that kind of person who likes to cook for everybody for us like growing
02:29up.
02:31I macam, when was the last time my mum cooked for me?
02:33I tak ingat.
02:35Because all I could remember my mum now is when she was sick.
02:38You know, when she was bedridden and all that lah.
02:40So, macam that really got me so sad.
02:42Yeah, so I thought macam, I think it would be nice to kind of meet mums and then, you know,
02:47makan diorang boleh masakan.
02:49And in that process, maybe also see my mum within all these mums.
02:53So, that's sort of like the idea.
02:55Okay.
02:55So, Alhamdulillah, Ili ada a very nice team, Tea Party Digital.
02:58Diorang yang macam tolong execute for me.
03:00Shoot for me, edit for me.
03:02And then, diorang pun boleh rasa kerinduan itu.
03:04Right, right, right.
03:05During the shoot, so, Alhamdulillah lah.
03:06The, what is it? Sohun eh?
03:08No, no, it's not Sohun.
03:10This is Mihun.
03:10This is Mihun.
03:12Ah, this is Mihun.
03:14Memang saya boleh kahwin lah, guys.
03:15Tak boleh lah, tak boleh.
03:17Belum, belum.
03:18So, you would say kenangan or moment yang inspired you to do this project is masakan mak je lah.
03:25Lidu nak masak mak je.
03:27Yes, yeah, because that is basically encapsulating my mum.
03:31Okay.
03:31My mum is a person, like cooking and my mum macam together.
03:34Right, right, right, right.
03:35Okay, so, how do you guys plan to interview mereka?
03:39Like, calon-calon ni, mana korang cari?
03:40Okay.
03:41Calon-calon ibu ni semua?
03:42Okay, so, on my social media, Ili buat video.
03:44Just to basically explain, like, what I want to do and I miss my mum semua.
03:47So, I just ask, macam, oh, if you're a mum ataupun you're a mak yang suni masak untuk I,
03:53please submit to this document.
03:54Like, ada link semua.
03:55So, I remember I bagitahu my team, Artipati Digital, macam, guys, what if tak ada siapa
03:59submit, tak ada siapa nak masak.
04:00Kan, macam mana, kan?
04:02It's such a risky thing, kan?
04:03Betul, betul.
04:03Because you don't know how it's going to go.
04:05Tapi, Alhamdulillah, we got over 700 submissions.
04:08Ush, banyak tu.
04:09Ili nak 30 mak je.
04:11Tapi, Ili dapat 700.
04:12Ha, itulah Malaysians, kan?
04:13Mak-mak kat Malaysia ni memang tak kisahlah you dari mana you akan nak masak untuk
04:17anak-anak siapa-siapa.
04:18Yeah, so, that's how it happened.
04:20And then, we just chose all the 30 mam through their stories lah.
04:23Ha, macam tu.
04:24Ha, macam tu.
04:25You know, when the children come, Amma, where is this?
04:27Amma, where is this?
04:28Amma, where is this?
04:28Amma, where is this?
04:28Amma, where is this?
04:29Amma, where is this?
04:29You know, I have no one to call like that.
04:31Ha, ha.
04:33Yeah, I miss calling my mom too as well.
04:37Apakah dalam fikiran Ili, bila kali pertama masuk rumah diorang, and I'm pretty sure
04:43it's different for every ibu, right?
04:46Yes, yes.
04:46Maybe you boleh cerita satu ataupun dua pengalaman?
04:49Uff, okay, so, I think macam one of the most memorable pengalaman is Ushini memang
04:54pasal kat sedih.
04:56My mom punya best friend actually.
04:58So, anak dia comment tau on one of our videos.
05:01Anak dia cakap macam, oh, Ili, you might not know me ataupun maybe you teringat.
05:05But my mom and your mom used to be friends when they were in their 30s.
05:08Okay.
05:08Boleh tak you datang rumah I?
05:10So, macam that episode was sangat-sangat, sangat-sangat banyak yang memang nangis
05:15sebab I think when I saw her for the first time, my mom and your friend too,
05:18sebab I tak kenal dia sangat tau.
05:19You know how like, you don't really know your mom masa dia orang kecil, kan?
05:21You only know your mom bila your mom dah jadi your mom.
05:24Betul, betul.
05:25So, belum tu mana you kenal your mom, kan?
05:26You don't know her personality before this.
05:28Yeah, exactly, you don't know, right?
05:29So, I remember when I met her, dia terus, dia nampak muka I, dia terus nangis
05:32sebab dia kata, oh my god, you look exactly like your mom.
05:35So, that was very sad.
05:37And then I got to see like, photos of my mom when she was my age.
05:40I got to hear stories about my mom through her.
05:44But yang tu memang sedia sebab macam, she said that every time she looked at me,
05:47she remembers my mom.
05:49So, macam, I tanya dia soalan like, oh, if you were to want to say something to mama,
05:54like, you know, if you could.
05:55Yeah, and then she just lost it and she was like, oh my god, Jan, I miss you so much.
06:00You know, I wish you could be here with me.
06:02I wish I'd spend more time with you.
06:04Yeah.
06:04And then stuff like this, you rasa macam, oh, actually, like,
06:07you need to spend more time with your loved ones, you know?
06:09So, I think that's like, satu pengalaman.
06:11Since when you look at me, you see mama, kan?
06:14Is there anything that you want to say to mama that you never got to tell her?
06:24I'm sorry, I'm sorry that we have to part with like this
06:29and we get the chance to say goodbye to you.
06:31So, bila kita tengok video you,
06:33kita boleh rasa kesedihan, kerinduan and all these things
06:37and you akan rasa lebih bila you ada dekat situ.
06:40Itu, yes, correct, correct, correct, correct.
06:42I'm going to fight by 1,000.
06:43Yeah, yeah, 100%.
06:44Sebab, actually, banyak je benda berlaku off camera.
06:46Yeah.
06:46Yeah, I will always remember.
06:47I can imagine.
06:48You know, the conversation, gelak-gelak, nangis together and stuff like that.
06:52So, Alhamdulillah lah, ini macam healing.
06:55I'm healing through this process juga.
06:56Okay, that's very interesting.
06:59That's very interesting.
07:00Okay, kita tahu kalau kita hilang seorang yang kita sayang,
07:04benda itu susah untuk terima.
07:06Yeah.
07:06And dia pun agak susah untuk,
07:09macam mana nak cakap,
07:10melalui fasa itu.
07:11Mungkin you boleh kongsi dengan kita,
07:13macam mana Ili sendiri
07:15mengatasi ataupun melalui fasa itu
07:16bila kehilangan ibu dekat tiga tahun lalu, kan?
07:19I think kehilangan ini memang takkan pergi mana-mana.
07:22It will always be with you.
07:23And I think macam the reason why I did this series pun
07:26is because the past three years,
07:27Ili macam tak boleh accept.
07:29Macam maybe,
07:30maybe consciously Ili accept,
07:33tapi subconsciously tu macam tak boleh accept.
07:35So, I just go to work,
07:36you know,
07:37gelak-gelak dengan my friends,
07:38hang out, whatever.
07:39Just to numb it or like,
07:40just to numb it, right?
07:41Yeah, because life goes on, right?
07:43After you go through a loss,
07:44you just have to buy a bill.
07:45Betul.
07:46So, I think Ili,
07:48I mean, I wouldn't,
07:50I wouldn't know how to answer that question
08:20in a sense where I don't really know
08:22like, will always trigger you to remember them back.
08:24Okay.
08:25I feel like expressing your emotions
08:27and being able to feel the loss
08:29and really accept it
08:31and really talk about it,
08:32I think that's how we move forward.
08:34And by talking about who you lost,
08:36Ili rasa macam,
08:37that's one way to keep them alive,
08:39but you as a person,
08:40you akan macam,
08:42akan ringan mulut you,
08:43macam cakap about,
08:43you know,
08:44the people that you love,
08:45that you've lost.
08:45So,
08:46Ili rasa macam benda-benda tu,
08:48macam kalau trigger ke bau ke apa,
08:49that actually helps you move on.
08:52I think to be able to feel it
08:53is one way to macam carry on.
08:56Right, right, right.
08:57Macam tu lah.
08:58Now you can put the coranda leaf.
09:01Let's go!
09:03Okay, you're done.
09:04Oh, yay!
09:05We did it, guys!
09:07You, caramelized crumble.
09:10And you remember you just pray,
09:12insyaAllah,
09:13she's waiting for your prayer.
09:15And all the things that you do good,
09:17will also go to her.
09:19Okay, tadi you said,
09:20doing this series was something
09:22that also helped you heal,
09:25you know,
09:26from this grief as well.
09:27Yeah.
09:27Boleh tak explain dengan lebih lanjut,
09:29macam mana perjalanan ini
09:32boleh sembuh you punya hati,
09:36you know, in that sense?
09:37I get it, I get it.
09:38I think sebab Ili kan,
09:40I am somebody yang tak cepat nangis,
09:42tak senang nangis.
09:43Dari kecil memang,
09:45kalau anything happen,
09:45macam, oh, it's okay,
09:46it's okay, you know?
09:48I think masa my mum was sick too,
09:50ush,
09:51my emotions ringan.
09:53It just comes out.
09:54So,
09:55and then when it comes out,
09:56I feel more sad.
09:57So, Ili macam tak nak nangis,
09:59you know?
09:59But I think this process,
10:01the more I cry,
10:01so every single day,
10:02I meet a mum,
10:03and I see a mum,
10:05and they remind me of my mum,
10:07oish,
10:08memang sedih,
10:09but Ili rasa macam,
10:10it's healing,
10:11because,
10:12tak lah,
10:12the more I cry,
10:13and the more I accept it,
10:14and the more I macam,
10:15remember my mum this way,
10:17dia macam,
10:18hati Ili rasa lagi ringan,
10:19and I don't know how to explain it,
10:20ha,
10:21sebab Ili tak simpan.
10:22Yeah,
10:23I think it's a sense of relief.
10:24It's a sense of relief,
10:25and also macam,
10:26understanding that,
10:27actually,
10:27you're not alone,
10:28ramai,
10:29pun melalui benda yang sama.
10:30ha,
10:31ya,
10:31melalui benda yang sama,
10:32so,
10:33I don't know,
10:34somehow,
10:34it's so funny,
10:35like,
10:35when you look at somebody cry all the time,
10:37macam sangat-sangat sedih,
10:38tapi sebenarnya,
10:39lagi sembuh hati Ili,
10:40Ili rasa sangat-sangat ringan.
10:41Even now,
10:41talking to you,
10:42I don't know,
10:42maybe if we had this interview,
10:44like a month ago,
10:44maybe I would have been a wreck.
10:45Okay.
10:46Tapi sekarang,
10:47macam,
10:47I still,
10:48boleh nangis,
10:49boleh nangis,
10:50tapi dia macam lagi ringan,
10:52ha,
10:52rasa ringan.
10:53Sepanjang masa you menghasilkan series ini,
10:55ada tak momen lain yang membuatkan you betul-betul tersentuh,
10:59yang memang you tak boleh control,
11:01which,
11:02I think,
11:03okay,
11:03this might be like such a simple thing,
11:05tapi my mom's from Penang,
11:06tau.
11:07Okay.
11:07So,
11:07my mom suka buat masangan Penang,
11:09memang like laksa Penang,
11:11karikan,
11:11like, you know,
11:12all this,
11:12nasi kandak,
11:13everything.
11:14So,
11:14I remember there was this one episode,
11:15and I think this was the beginning,
11:16masa kita baru nak start shoot.
11:18This mom,
11:19dia masak laksa Penang.
11:20Dia cakap,
11:21oh, okay,
11:21ini,
11:21when you come over,
11:22I nak masak laksa Penang.
11:23I dah macam,
11:23ya Allah,
11:24how am I going to deal with this?
11:25Because,
11:26I think since that day,
11:27I tak makan lagi laksa Penang betul-betul.
11:29Dia macam,
11:30I tak nak.
11:31Because if I eat it,
11:33you know what's going to come.
11:34Yeah,
11:34I know what's going to come.
11:36Like,
11:36even thinking about it now,
11:37padahal it's just laksa Penang,
11:39right?
11:39But for me,
11:39it means so much more.
11:43Kita cakap pun dah nangis.
11:45But I remember,
11:46um,
11:48jam.
11:49So,
11:49I think,
11:50I think,
11:53I think,
11:54I think,
11:55when I ate the laksa Penang for the first time,
11:57that was really hard.
12:00Because I think,
12:01you thought about Ratatouille,
12:02you thought about Ratatouille,
12:04and the scene here,
12:05scene yang,
12:06the critic makan food,
12:07and then it went back to,
12:09his memory,
12:10his childhood memory,
12:11yeah,
12:12that was literally me.
12:13like,
12:14makan the laksa,
12:15and like,
12:16I was brought back to,
12:17just my mom in the kitchen,
12:19um,
12:20just,
12:22cooking with me and stuff.
12:23I mean,
12:24it is so funny,
12:25because I makan satu sudu je,
12:26I dah,
12:26it just broke down.
12:28Right, right.
12:28Yeah,
12:29and it's so funny,
12:29because to everybody,
12:30it's just laksa Penang,
12:31but to me,
12:32it means so much more.
12:34The bowl is my mom.
12:36That bowl,
12:36laksa Penang is my mom.
12:38Yeah,
12:38so,
12:38even thinking about that,
12:40sorry telling you,
12:40it's so sad.
12:42but okay lah,
12:43you know,
12:43it's just part of the process.
12:45We just have to feel it.
12:47Yeah,
12:48yeah,
12:48yeah.
12:49You menangis serok,
12:50ya Allah.
12:51Yeah,
12:54Sorry.
12:54It's okay.
12:55Oh, thank you.
12:56Oh my gosh.
12:57Yeah,
12:57it's okay.
12:58You know,
12:58it is what it is.
12:59He don't mean,
13:00kita kena go through loss juga.
13:02Kita tak boleh happy all the time,
13:03but it's okay.
13:04Jangan tinggal semayang,
13:05kerja hati itu baik.
13:08Yeah.
13:09Itulah yang kita boleh
13:13masyarakatkan.
13:14Thank you so much for making this.
13:15This is like,
13:16this hits heart.
13:17This hits heart.
13:19Because my mom always mix
13:20loss api dia juga.
13:21Yeah.
13:21It was a life.
13:23Okay,
13:24apa perkara yang paling Ili belajar
13:27tentang hubungan seorang ibu dan anak
13:31selepas jumpa dengan banyak keluarga,
13:34you know,
13:3430 families, right?
13:37Yeah.
13:38What is that thing that you've learned
13:39between a relationship
13:40between a mother and a child?
13:41Oh, so much.
13:42I learned so much.
13:44But if I were to give you something now,
13:47it's just spend as much time
13:49as you can with your loved ones.
13:50It doesn't matter if it's your family,
13:52your friends,
13:53like spend as much time
13:54because you never know.
13:56You really think you know
13:57like how much time you have.
14:00But actually, you don't.
14:02Because I've learned this one,
14:04mom,
14:04she was just a teenager
14:05when she lost her dad to heart attack.
14:07And that's like,
14:09it was a phone call.
14:10And it's like,
14:11she just saw her dad yesterday.
14:13And she thought she was going to see her dad
14:14for the next 10, 20 years.
14:16But imagine being 17
14:18and the next day,
14:19you're not there.
14:19You know, that kind of thing.
14:21And I think,
14:22the biggest thing for me is
14:24you don't have much time.
14:26You really don't have much time.
14:27Time does not wait for anybody.
14:30So, it's now or never.
14:32If you're jauh from your family,
14:34always jump on them.
14:35Always give them a call.
14:36Always back to the village.
14:36I don't know if you'll regret it,
14:38but there will always be
14:39like a moment where you're like,
14:41I wish I spend more time.
14:42No matter how much time
14:44you've spent with someone,
14:45you will always feel that way
14:46when you're gone.
14:47So, what you're saying is that
14:48we have to sacrifice those things
14:51in order to preserve what?
14:53Like, basically,
14:55in 24 hours,
14:56you have a lot of time.
14:57If you can call a phone call
14:58with your mom or your dad
14:59for 10 minutes,
15:00it's okay.
15:02Just to just catch up.
15:03Hey, how are you?
15:04Ma, how are you?
15:05Okay?
15:06Okay, I'll talk to you soon.
15:08At least you have that interaction.
15:10Maybe nak jumpa fizically,
15:11maybe a bit hard.
15:12Ili faham,
15:13semua orang ada kerja and everything.
15:14And you have your own lives,
15:15maybe you have your own family.
15:17But just a phone call.
15:19Just make that phone call once a day.
15:21Because the moment you lose
15:23your loved one,
15:25you're going to wish you spend more time.
15:27That one Ili tahu for a fact.
15:29I know that for a fact.
15:30Yeah.
15:30Faham, faham.
15:31Yes.
15:34Dah sebersalah pula,
15:35aku call lah mak aku sekarang.
15:37Yes, call your mom.
15:39Let's see, you call your mom terus.
15:40Just ask her, like,
15:41how are you doing?
15:42A lot of people tak faham,
15:43sebenarnya benda tu sangat,
15:44sangat impactful.
15:46You know?
15:47Because they're thinking of you all the time.
15:48Maybe you don't realize.
15:49Faham.
15:49They're thinking of you all the time.
15:51So, show that you're also thinking of them.
15:53It's really good advice.
15:54Yeah.
15:54It's really good advice.
15:56It's mom's favourite color.
15:57I think I know.
15:58I think I know this one.
15:59It's okay.
16:00Okay.
16:01Wait, wait.
16:01Don't look at it yet.
16:02Okay, have you done it?
16:03I don't know if it's a black spell.
16:05It's not purple.
16:06Wait, really?
16:07It's purple?
16:08Yeah.
16:10Yay, we did it.
16:11First point.
16:13Okay, dalam 30,000 yang you jumpa ni,
16:15ada tak yang minta Ili untuk jadi menantu mereka?
16:19Oh my goodness.
16:22Bukanlah, bukanlah minta.
16:23Ili tak tahu lah dia nak minta.
16:24Tapi,
16:26tapi adalah mak yang macam tanya soalan.
16:27Oh, dah kahwin ke?
16:29Oh, ada jodoh ke?
16:31You know?
16:31And then like,
16:32selik lah macam,
16:33oh anak-anak,
16:33anak makcik.
16:35Yeah, yeah.
16:35Dia tak kahwin lagi.
16:36You know, like that.
16:38I don't know if they're asking.
16:39Oh, they're just joking?
16:40Yeah, I don't know if they're joking.
16:41You don't know, right?
16:42Okay.
16:42Yeah.
16:42But were the sons there at that time?
16:44Some of them.
16:45Some of them.
16:46Ada calon yang kena ke?
16:48There is one son that I think about sometimes.
16:51No, tiba.
16:52No lah.
16:53No lah, no lah.
16:54Kita kawan cukup insyaAllah.
16:55But, I mean, yeah.
16:56I mean,
16:57macam itulah.
16:58Kalau kita dapat peluang
17:00untuk duduk
17:02semeja dengan ibu you lagi sekali,
17:06apakah hidangan yang you
17:08terbayang
17:08yang akan atas meja makan tu?
17:10Oh, definitely the chili crab.
17:12Okay.
17:12That chili crab.
17:13Hundred percent.
17:15My mom dengan I,
17:16memang kita akan makan ketang
17:17sampai lengoh.
17:18You know, you makan,
17:19makan, makan, makan, makan,
17:19but then you lengoh,
17:20you're like,
17:20oh, shh,
17:20kena rest up.
17:21And then continue.
17:23So, it'll be that.
17:24That hidangan for sure.
17:25So, dekat meja tu,
17:26apakah benda yang
17:28you teringin nak bagitahu
17:30ibu you
17:31masa makan chili crab tu?
17:34First of all,
17:35I miss you, Ma.
17:36How could you do this?
17:36Jailah, just kidding.
17:38But it's true though.
17:39But it's true though.
17:40Like, sometimes I'm like,
17:41I cannot believe
17:42I lost it at 28.
17:43Yeah.
17:44That's kind of crazy.
17:45Yeah, I'll just say
17:46that I'm really sorry
17:47for all the things,
17:49you know.
17:50Sorry.
17:52Maybe,
17:52sebagai anak,
17:56kadang-kadang
17:56kita,
17:58ini sorry,
17:58ini kalau nangis
17:59tak boleh cakap,
17:59kena lepa.
18:00Boleh, boleh.
18:01Kadang-kadang kita cakap
18:02benda-benda merepek.
18:04You know,
18:04so I wish I could
18:05say sorry again.
18:06I know I had the chance
18:07with my mama,
18:08mahalimillah,
18:08but I wish I could
18:09say sorry again.
18:11And just talk
18:12about everything.
18:14Yeah.
18:15Everything.
18:16Oh my gosh.
18:17Sean ini jahat lah.
18:18Dia suka kita,
18:19bagi kita nangis.
18:20Just tanda lah,
18:21saja.
18:22Yeah,
18:23I get it.
18:24It's also tough, right?
18:25It's tough.
18:25For you to think
18:26about what you want to say
18:26right now.
18:27Because there's so much
18:28things you want to say.
18:29There's so many things.
18:30Yeah.
18:30There's so many things.
18:31But yeah,
18:32I think at the end of the day,
18:33I just want to
18:34just tell her I love her.
18:35And I'm sorry
18:36if I did anything wrong.
18:38And I hope you're okay.
18:41Yeah.
18:42So would you say
18:43that's your final,
18:44final piece of advice
18:45for people
18:46untuk luar sana
18:47yang masih ada parents dia?
18:49Yes, exactly.
18:50Spend as much time
18:51as you can with parents.
18:53Because guys,
18:54I know it's hard.
18:54Like, I know it's hard
18:55to imagine
18:56like they're all
18:57that they're not deadah.
18:58But trust me
18:59when I say,
19:00insyaAllah
19:01kalau you're macam umur,
19:02you will one day
19:02have to go through that.
19:04So instead of waiting
19:05for that day to come,
19:06just be there
19:07in the moment
19:08with them today.
19:09Spend as much time.
19:10Jangan regret it.
19:12Because you,
19:13like Ellie cakap,
19:14you rasa macam
19:15you dah spend
19:15banyak sangat masa
19:16tapi you akan rasa
19:17macam,
19:18I wish I spend more time.
19:19You will feel that way.
19:21So yeah,
19:21my advice is
19:22spend your time
19:23with your loved ones,
19:23especially your parents,
19:24sebab you tak tahu
19:25bila dia orang akan pergi.
19:27Betul.
19:28Betul, saya setuju.
19:29Yeah.
19:29Alright,
19:30last but not least,
19:31kita dah nak habis Ramadan ni.
19:32Yes.
19:33Raya pun nak datang.
19:34Okay.
19:35Yeah, right?
19:37Especially for
19:38the women out there,
19:40maybe you nak bagi
19:40ucapan raya
19:41kat mereka,
19:42kat luar sana.
19:43Selamat Hari Raya
19:44to everybody,
19:45Mak Azain dan Batin.
19:46Remember to be always
19:47kind to people,
19:49selalu bersangka baik.
19:51And,
19:52you know,
19:52just have fun.
19:54Have fun.
19:55Because you know,
19:55life is short,
19:56kan?
19:57So,
19:57Samai Raya,
19:58make sure that you spend
19:58as much time as you can
19:59with your family.
20:01Yeah.
20:01Awesome.
20:02Hey,
20:02Illy,
20:02thank you so much
20:03sebab datang motif trending.
20:04Thank you so much
20:05bagi nangis,
20:06bagi lift tujima.
20:06Thank you for sharing though.
20:07I appreciate it.
20:08I really appreciate it.
20:09Thank you for having me,
20:10It's always nice
20:10talking to you.
20:11Serious.
20:11Thank you for your openness
20:12and thank you for sharing
20:13your personal story.
20:14Saya tahu,
20:15kadang-kadang tak senang
20:16untuk share benda
20:16yang personal macam ni.
20:17Yeah.
20:18But yeah,
20:18I really appreciate it.
20:20I appreciate you.
20:20I appreciate you guys juga.
20:21Thank you so much.
20:22Itu saja.
20:24Bye.
20:25Bye.
20:25Bye.
20:26Bye.
20:27Bye.
20:27Bye.
20:36Bye.
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