00:10I remember that night like it was yesterday.
00:13It was a Thursday, almost midnight.
00:17My mom woke me up, put me in the car, and we drove to my brother's place.
00:23Stay in the car. I'll be back.
00:33I had no idea what was going on.
00:36They were just too far to hear.
00:45That was the last time I saw my brother alive.
00:49I was 10 years old.
00:53Good morning, Los Angeles.
00:55Today is August 19, 2016.
01:01Just a few hours later, we were on our way to school.
01:05Suddenly, my mom got the call that changed our lives forever.
01:16Hello?
01:19I always put on my phone.
01:22I always put on my phone.
01:54She doesn't tell me what's going on, and I begin imagining all possible causes.
01:59And my heart races at the speed of light.
02:04Beepin!
02:06When I heard my brother's name, I connected the dots immediately.
02:12All my memories with him flashed before my eyes.
02:16My mom saw it coming.
02:18That's why she went to see Beepin.
02:22She was trying to convince him to not commit suicide.
02:28My mom was never the same.
02:32In a peculiar twist of fate, I chose not to say goodbye to my brother that night.
02:37I don't know why I made the conscious decision not to.
02:40But for years, the haunting guilt of not saying goodbye would anchor me down.
02:46As time passed, my views developed into something less as a curse and more as a lesson.
02:54While the past cannot be rewritten, the future can still be shaped.
03:05As time passed, my parents had one of their favoriteноваfe.
03:07But still, knowing the end and the back of the feast, I just began to see it on my desk
03:10seating.
03:10If you could visit to large gaze.
03:10I've given up my handy friends with another one in my mind.
03:15I've given up mymandered simultaneously.
03:19From all parts near to me, I was lucky.
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